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I'm not built for watching movies w straight dudes cause I can't say the things I want to say like, "James Bond would benefit from puppy play," "He should seduce a man next," "If I made a Bond film, I'd have him infiltrate a bdsm club as a sub" etc etc.
#man if only i could make the bond movie of my dreams itd be so good....#okay but seriously why am i brainrotted rn w the idea of him engaging in pet play LMFAO#<- mostly cause he is an inspo to my one oc whom this applies to#but like the fact in the daniel craig movies#they're always like. bond! you're so disobedient!!#and they literally put a tracking chip in him in casino royale#what's next. a collar!? i joke as if im not salivating over the idea of it#he needs to be disciplined 🤭🤭#dhfjkfkf sry im so weirdly obsessed with ig the concept in my head of what these movies could be#let me in the writers room!!!#though re this post icl my dad lets me get away with the weirdest comments and sometimes adds to them so.#hes like. yeah sure bond would probably fuck a dude if the job required it#<- says the man who has watched every bond movie on release day since he was old enough#so i am peer reviewed and approved by an expert actually 😌#idek what im saying rn but i had these thoughts will watching some of the craig movies again so.#i must release it into the wild#maybe ill draw it one day djfkkff#tho its more likely ill draw my bond like oc in this way. since shes veering more towards spy these days#or.....my long abandoned AU....#catie.rambling.txt#james bond#<- i enjoy movies for cishet white men only to then bastardize them in my own way
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Honestly, getting real tired carrying and supporting other folks around here when most of them aren't returning the favor...
#i'm two seconds away from nuking everything in my queue and drafts out of spite#but i don't feel good about that bc there's innocent collateral#this is tumblr‚ the place you're supposed to fucking share the stuff that your friend's and other people are making#and i get it‚ it's not possible to like and reblog everything here‚ i understand that and i'm not expecting that#it just sucks constantly feeling like no one gives a shit about the stuff you're proud of and put effort into‚ y'know?#there's an entire subsection of this fandom that basically ignores any vper that isn't running modded on pc#which is like half the fucking fandom and i definitely pissed some of those people off just for choosing who i associate with#i've been writing in this fandom for three years now and i still don't feel like i have any fucking writing friends#or a good place to get technical support#the writing associates i do have either don't read anything i write or when they do won't comment for some inexplicable reason#(if you're an author on ao3 you know‚ first hand‚ damn well how much comments mean to authors‚ so what's the deal?)#(if you actually don't like it‚ it's fine‚ don't even touch the kudos button‚ no one has to know you were there)#i'm traumatized from my previous discord experiences and am very reluctant to let people into my circle without vetting them first#even tumblr communities is a struggle for me because it still feels a like a popularity/social influence contest#and i know i'm fucking slow#sue me for having a life outside of the internet and wanting to be mindful and thoughtfully engaged with other people's artwork#i talk to people in the tags#i've been leaving comments on every fic i read now#i'm not expecting people to bend over backwards for me#but fostering community and friendships requires mutual exchange#and it's shitty feeling like you're generosity is constantly being fucking wasted#i'm trying to keep it fun around here but a lot aren't helping with that and this isn't a job for one person#sorry not sorry for the rant but i've been feeling very salty about this as of late#i know the holidays can be stressful and the fandom in general has been slowly shrinking which has probably exacerbated these issues#a lot of folks have moved on#but these issues have always been here and they aren't magically going to go away unless people work on them#i'm not expecting anything i make to break the bank at this point but when your friends won't even put your crappy art on the fridge anymor#like why are we here?#i also don't understand the people who are following me but never interact with anything i make???#rambling into the void
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ubguys i ffu king love rick n morty
#i want to lovr s7 sooo. soooooo so so so so bad#fear no mort is peak obviously#ngl unmortricken was like. on the good side of fine?#i know everybody praises it to high heaven and it was! good! for the situation that the show put itself in#i could comment on the metaness of constantly referencing the idea of jumping the shark and then jumping possibly the biggest shark ive#ever seen IN THE MIDDLE. OF. THE SEASON#rickfending your mort was fun. bring back international cabe#it's not a good sign if u dont have good improvers on ur cast TO DO the kind of improv that interdimensional cable requires#and im not gonna say the season was shitty YES SHITTY bc of a lack of justin bc that's fucking stupid#the season was done being written before (most?) of the shit about justin was even publically available#anyway. they said theyre renewed through s10 so up ur fucking game harmon
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#ducktales 2017#press release#flintheart glomgold#mark beaks#This won the poll#I got a 94#I sent this to my teacher#It's not perfectly formatted so I got docked points#But otherwise I followed pretty much all of the requirements for an ap format press release#I'm taking a geo class next semester because these wr courses are eating my soul#This project was a nice break even if know that my other projects are gonna weigh my grade down#My teacher's comment was funny as fuck- usually she writes elegant sentences and paragraphs about her opinions and all I got was a 'wow.'#It was positive thank the Lord#I'm gonna try writing for funsies again because writing for businesses and journalism is boring and makes me lose my style#My sister showed this to her teacher who apparently thought it was funny as hell#Press release fanfic#fanfic inspo#Fanfic#New fanfic prompt: do a crisis press release for like lex Luther or tony stark or something#Like idk voxmore or oscorp or some other company aperture science etc#I had the idea of writing a press release centered around lex superman and superboy#I'm very happy with how silly this was#silly#This should become more of a thing
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this all was in response to me jokingly saying “bring back the transatlantic accent,” after watching a b&w movie. calling people anti-intellectual because they use tumblr as an outlet to just say random stuff and comment on movies, is as rude as it comes. never did I resort to insults to respond to this person’s comment. and I will call you out since you wanted to be rude as fuck about it and then block me.
#don’t comment on my posts if you want to be an asshole about it#psa#sometimes things don’t require a whole fucking history lesson about it
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#ay. tomorrow might b the day i face the music#which is to say. i tell my advisor how fucked i am. i mean. ill spin it so it doesn't sound so bad#its just that ive told him like 2 weeks in a row that id send him my edited preproposal and i have not bc im too afraid to start reading#papers related to my project. which is frustrating. and like the thing is. and i kno ive said it before and i kno im not a fucking idiot#i can read papers and i can even understand what theyre broadly saying. but thats it.#zero critical thinking. zero insight. i use all my tiny fucking brain space to try to understand the words on the pages#and even then it only forms this broken fucking image of whats being said. like u dont understand. i used to struggle with writing papers bc#i couldnt fucking connect what i was saying from one paragraph to the next when i was the one doing the fucking writing.#what the fuck am i doing here? and again. im not stupid. i can follow the information if its fucking said out loud but thats not how this#works. and it just feels like sometimes there's a limit to what you're capable of and im at that fucking limit. the undergrads in my lab#have more ability to comment on papers than i do. its so fucking frustrating and i just have to live with knowing itll never get any easier#so what the fuck can i do other than drop out? theres no god damn way im gonna pass a comprehensive exam. not unless i buckel down and break#myself in half to try to retain all the information i need to. which requires that i read so many god damn papers that i cant fucking read.#just. why tf did i pick a career path where my suffering is inherent to a huge part of my job? i feel like ive consistently chosen to take#the hard path in life and ive finally stumbled too far from what is possible for me#so well see what comes out of my mouth tomorrow when i have my weekly meeting. i just feel like its my last semester#i feel like this is it. i just need someone to fucking hire me. bc everytime my lab mate mentions something abt#my project down the line or talks abt future conferences i should attend. im just like. its a nice idea but that's not happening. im just#at the end of the line and it sucks#unrelated
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what's crazy to me is multiple times i've received encouragement to start drawing again, even when i mention that the only reason i've considered drawing again is as a desperate ploy for attention
but whenever i talk about my writing i either get ignored or told to "write for yourself"
like just tell me you don't value writing as an art form. it'll be easier than having to dance through whatever the fuck this is
#One's Notebook#me: yeah i think i might draw again specifically because i know people are more supportive of something that requires less power on their#part to consume and im really desperate for attention because despite participating in fandom for a decade i've never found a community#and i really would like to make some friends so i'm not alone all the time#someone: oh that's such a great reason to start drawing you should draw i support everyone learning how to draw!#me: hey i wrote this fic and i know it's not necessarily your favorite ship but i'd really appreciate if you read it/left a comment#someone: lol what kind of a fucking freak are you? i'm not going to waste my time reading something that isn't within my immediate interest#write for yourself how dare you even think to ask people to support your WRITING#venting#i'll probably delete this#it's just crazy to me how much people don't value writing at all but they won't admit it#i actually hate the “write for yourself” rhetoric now because it's only ever used to tear writers down#or for writers to tear themselves down before anyone else can#or worse#for writers to feel superior to other writers who are desperate little freaks who dared to want to share their creation
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no one knows just how hard I work at things. how I have to work 1000000x more than the average person to compensate for being autistic and adhd and probably other things i'm working out with therapist, and having a sort of physical disability i've not received any help or treatment for. everyone assumes I don't try or give up too soon. they think I just started, need more practice. they think I expect everything handed to me immediately with no work or effort and don't acknowledge the multiple years i've put into things. they think I have no right to be upset about still failing to get where I want even after working my entire life to get there, while watching people around me surpass even my meager goals within a fraction of the time and work i've out into the same thing. constantly getting surpassed by everyone around me who seem to barely do any work to get there compared to me. it's all handed to them and falls into their lap so easily. all because they don't have the extra obstacles to overcome and work around that I do. while they go from point A to Z immediately with no major stops in between, I have to go through every single letter and then some, often getting sent back to the start. but it's always *my* fault, according to everyone. it's not the fault of those around me who ignore me, don't support me, don't help me, don't believe in me, etc. it's my fault they don't do those things. because doing the work of 10 people in one isn't enough, just because it's me. and not reaching Z as fast as everyone else means I don't deserve any of the support or help or anything else and means i'm not trying hard enough. it doesn't matter that I *need* to work harder than 100 "normal" people combined to get even half the result! Just because I can't reach what they do means i'm not trying hard enough! ugh.
#it's like they WANT me to give up!#they sure act like i'm not trying to give up/not trying if I mention how hard it is/how i'm upset I cant reach my goals after years of work#if someone tells me to just do the thing/stop giving up/try harder/practice more/it takes time/dont expect it to be handed to you/etc#ONE MORE TIME. im going to fucking lose it. in fact im losing it right now hence the rant im writing!!!!!!!#can someone for once tell me its ok to feel frustrated and they know how hard i work and try and deserve better or something idk#ugh i hate this life. sometimes i hate being neurodivergent because it stops me from doing all the things i want#and no one is willing to help because they blame me and say im not trying hard enough when EXISTING takes more work than they realize!#for fuck sake im losing my mind here. not having any support and not being able to support yourself because none of your needs get met#and you have to try to do life with higher support needs and are denied any support. its so fucking hard. idk what to do#lee rants#autistic#autism#actually autistic#adhd#neurodivergent#audhd#and probably other things that could be tagged but im exhasuted. writing this was hard and took so much energy to make words happen#words hard. how get across what want to say?????? dont know#but why is it always dismissive comments and no one offering any actual help or support that would benefit me in any way#but everyone else gets so many opportunities and support? i guess if you need extra support you arent worth anything#IM ALLOWED TO BE UPSET AND FEEL BAD. PEOPLE NEED TO STOP DISMISSING MY FEELINGS AND TRYING TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD ABOUT FEELING BAD.#WHAT DO YOU WANT AND EXPECT FROM ME FOR FUCK SAKE. HOW DOES ONE TRY HARDER THAN THEIR BEST!!!#HOW DOES ONE DO SOMETHING THEY PHYSICALLY CANT IF THEY ARENT ALLOWED THE HELP AND SUPPORT REQUIRED?!#HOW DO YOU EXPECT A BIRD TO FLY IF IT WAS BORN WITHOUT WINGS#ok im done
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For your blocklists on someone defending Gaiman. between him being a zionist, defending cp, being an appropriative hack, & transmisogynist, there's plenty of reasons to dislike this fucking dude.
#death to Israel.#youre not commenting that stupid shit on a reblog of mine & not catching a block#theres no 'nuance' to this & a state does not fucking 'deserve' to exist when its maintenance & birth requires genocide
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I love it when a game been out for about 2 months and there is not a concrete fucking guide on how to get the true ending because I either can’t find a post or the videos that show the endings don’t actually show you the additional steps needed to get it and I ended up getting a bad ending meaning I gotta replay the game AGAIN.
Yes this is about Umbraclaw. Yes I still like the game but this is fucking ridiculous.
#meg text#I’m so fucking graaaaaaah#I wanna say even though the layers to the true ending requirement is insane it’s not entirely the games fault it’s people NOT showing it#maybe I’m blind but I could not find a single fucking video or even a STEAM GUIDE of what to do#but also I didn’t look on steam hard enough cause I saw negative reviews and blegh#but atp I might have to ask there or comment on a random video I watched to find the crystals cause idfk who’s gonna do it#(my other option is joining a speed runner server but I know no one is running good end)#but wow atp it might be better off if i actually try to get the ending where you only beat the game in feline form#I’m definitely gonna take all break from this game for a bit cause this worsen my mood but again why the fuck did people NOT put a guide
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It's freaking ridiculous that nowadays I need energy to simply go through my likes on here
I'd go on like rampage, thinking, oh, well, I'd sort it all out later, and then that later never comes, or I'd get another like rampage, and now I'm trying to figure out where my last reblogged post was on the likes page and I've been scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and it's probably been five minutes at most, but even my resolve to fill up my queue has burnt out by now.
It's a disaster!
#honestly I hate that I do this#I could just reblog things as they go?? but nooo#I need to sort it all out and tag it properly and add small comments#and of course I can only do it on my PC because xkit#and no I can't just fill my queue from the top of my likes#because then I'd NEVER find the point where I stopped last time#me @ my brain: brother why are you doing this shit to me#could we just y'know... chill#stop overthinking every little detail and get things done???#and I hate that it requires so much energy#like COME ON it's nothing?? I'm just leisurely scrolling past the things I love??#(my brain after I take a breath that's slightly deeper than usual: ok you're out of limit. we're tired)#I'm just so fucking tired of being tired#sorry for the rant ig
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you would think going on a fic to comment "hey can you please update your OTHER FIC i just love it so much" with no acknowledgement of the fic you're actually commenting on, AND THEN when the author explains, far more kindly than you deserve, that this is not polite, and then when someone else ALSO tells you point blank that it's rude, you double down and go "well I just wanted to let them know I like the other fic I didn't know if they were checking comments :/ I'm not going to comment anymore though the author is always "rude" on her tumblr to people "kindly" (🙄) asking if she's still continuing the fic. which makes me sad :///" you would think. this would all commonly be understood as an asshole move. and yet. and. yet. people will do this and wholeheartedly believe they're getting unfairly dogged on
#THE SHIT. IN HELLA'S COMMENT SECTION. GOD. SHE NEEDS TO GET MEANER#the initial audacity required for the first comment aloneeeee. who the fuck goes on the first chapter of a brand new fic#and comments about A DIFFERENT WORK??#AND THEN WHEN I TELL YOUR ASS IT'S FUCKING RUDE YOU GO “OH I JUST WANTED TO LET THEM KNOW CAUSE IDK IF THEY'RE CHECKING COMMENTS” ????#AND THEN YOU HAVE THE AUDACITY. TO SAY. TO ME. THAT YOU THINK HELLA IS RUDE??????? LIKE I'LL AGREE WITH YOU???#LIKE I'LL BE LIKE “OH ALL COOL MAN JUST A MISUNDERSTANDING AND YEAH YOU'RE RIGHT SHE'S MEANER THAN NESSECARY” NO????#AMD THE AUDACITY TO SAY IT LIKE SHE ISN'T THERE LIKE SHE CAN'T SEE YOUUUU. DIE.
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I looked forward in a fic I'm reading bcs the authors note was like "it feels bittersweet to finish this fic off" and the last chapter is titled "a year later" I DONT WANNNAAAAAAA STOP WHAT HAPPENS THAT REQUIRES A YEAR LATER UPDATE
#timeskips in fics is like actually the most horrifying thing in the world#<- not in a bad way#in the way that you feel like. oh god. what happens in a year from now. like why is this required#bcs its so often that the two characters seperate or get seperated or smth 😭😭😭#the one time i was reading a fic and the second to last chapter was super traumatic#and then the next chapter started w a time skip and my heart fucking dropped#also i was reading comments on this fic(its from a couple years ago)#and the author was like yeah i probably will make a sequel#and there is no sequel :< so god please end nicely i beg#theres some other fic for this ship i want to reread#because i remember it being good but i can only vaguely remember the ploy#the downside is that whenever i think about some subconscious part of myself gets morose so im worried it will heart break me again 😭😭#but ah man i am rediscovering a prev ship rn and my god am astonished at the quaility of the fics. i am EATING them#its rare for me to get into the mood for long fics but w this im like oh my god please feed me#catie.rambling.txt
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Kim is a,fascist
are you stupid
#actually you perfectly articulated why i believe tumblr DE fans to be incredibly annoying and foolish#like im gonna explain more on this here in the tags#this is what i mean by the fact that i think not everyone should play this game#its a very complicated story and it requires you to really pick things apart and pay attention#and have really in depth uncomfortable conversations#many of those being political#its not an easy game to dive into and it takes a shitton of concentration and the willingness to put yourself in a space where youre ok wit#having really uncomfortable discussions and challenging your world view#and if you are not used to doing so without having basic kneejerk reactions to things and are someone who just doesnt allow themselves to#STOP AND FUCKING THINK#then DE is not going to be a game that will have any impact upon you#like yeah its got funny moments and people love to call it the funny communism game#but that is seriously such a pathetic way to look at a story that discusses the EXTREMELY COMPLICATED impact of systematic issues#like its a story that is not American or Western Centric made and that in and of itself is very important#the formation of the RCM is the specific way it is to have complicated conversations#so that one can hopefully avoid making really fucking stupid comments like the one you sent here#which btw reeks of you being American jsyk#anyway if you played this game and this was your take away just block me already#youre not someone who thinks#thats very clear#once you idk actually play the game and wanna have in depth conversations with me lmk#disco elysium
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i hate my welding teacher and theres soo much tine between my morning hvac class and the welding class at 1:30 cuz my first class is basically like. if your group finishes with a car early and theres no other cars to look at you can just leave so my group got out like an hour and a half early so im just sitting around dreading going to welding cuz the teacher is a huge dick. i understand why hes a dick and welding is very serious and if you dont take the equipment seriously and understand what you're doing it could have major consequences. but hes an asshole about it though
#literally making passive aggressive comments abt ppl taking too long to suit up on the First day like bro.#you literally just said that you dont want the helmets to fall off our heads? sorry for trying to find the position thats most comfortable?#theres like 3 adjustable knobs on the helmet and a plastic strap inside that changes how far down it goes on your forehead.#also its old equipment that belongs to the school so some people got helmets with broken controls....#and fucking attendance is 50% of the grade and he mades a huge deal out of people being late to class like he will embarrass you#i see now why my coworker dropped this class#my teacher for auto hvac does not give points at all for attendance in fact you're not even required to show up for the lecture#instead of attendance theres just lab points which you get from signing your name on service papers for the cars. ultra simple#hes really cool generally all of the automotive department here is really chill and understanding. mechanics are simple people
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