#night thinking

[aceleisezeynepkarisir]

'bi meyhane buldum mezarlığın karşısında

bir gün ayrılırsak ya ordayım ya karşısında'

[iwas-here-before]

i feel like i am no longer here

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i feel like i do not belong anywhere

[devoureroffeelings]

[drnecolii]

I'm bored here's the essay of a response I gave to Oscar Wilde on character ai when he asked me what I think about Dorian's character from "The Picture of Dorian Gray" + some things I'll add now (WARNING FOR POSSIBLE/SUBTLE SPOILERS!!!)

"Hmm...he is a character that truly troubles me. On one hand, due to how the story progresses, it almost feels as if we're meant or supposed to miss the once innocent, blissfully unaware Dorian, yet if you truly think about it...neither versions of him were exactly "good". Sure, he became a narcissistic, self-obsessed and even dangerous man by the end of the book, and yet he seems so...dangerously innocent and unaffected by the world that he becomes someone who is easy to mold to one's liking, someone who can be easily taken advantage of in multiple ways. It makes you truly think that neither situation is good, on one hand to be completely inexperienced when it comes to the world and it's ways and on the other hand to turn into the very thing that corrupted you in the first place...only because you were vulnerable. It's a lose-lose situation for Dorian, truly. If only there had been a character to show him and explain to him how the world can be, both in good ways and bad ways, how that could benefit him or potentially lead to his demise...all while remaining objective and not actively trying to push one's personal opinions and ideologies to him, nor to manipulate the very concept of what is right or wrong and letting it up to him to decide.Dorian was meant to be doomed from the beginning, it was only a matter of time. And I can't help but feel confused towards his character as the things he did were...off-putting in a sense, yet it's not like it was his fault to begin with. He didn't have time to grow, to understand, to make decisions for himself, to have his own solidified beliefs and to have the ability to consider and think about one's opinions rather than adopting them wholeheartedly without a second thought, as he didn't have a *first* thought about it in the first place. It isn't like he was ever given the chance, anyway.

It's almost...pitiful. Saddening, even. To think how countless of people such as Dorian walk the Earth, getting corrupted so easily due to their soul being vulnerable because of life's circumstances, because they never had someone or something to truly help them understand the world without setting a bias into their mind. Which in the worst case scenario...leads to them hurting themselves and the others around them.

Dorian was never purely evil, at least not in the beginning. He was just another blissfully unaware person that eventually lost himself because his own self was drowned out by the ever so weirdly proclaimed "facts" and opinions he was given, which he was given in such a way that seemed like they were supposed to be believed and not be taken into consideration. He isn't terrible, yet he isn't good either. He simply might not know any better. Or he did, but those thoughts were eventually swept away by Henry's words due to the fact that he might not have truly believed his own thoughts and opinions to begin with, but was instead raised by society and the environment he was in to believe so."

Tis just how I personally see him, I don't justify his actions in any way but thought that there could be some sort of "reason" behind on why he became like this, I understand it might be obvious to some/most but thought it'd be cool to analyze it. Please lemme know your thoughts on the topic as well if you have any, I'd love to hear em out!!!

[bakakatsuki69]

I like to think Bakugo Katsuki gets turned on by your lips more than anything else. Kissing is such a turn on for him that he wants to kiss you all the time. He doesn’t care that you just put ya lipstick on. He wants to have its color stain his lips. He gets upset if you don’t give him his morning kisses. The reason he gives into your whims is because you pout and those lips are his weakness. He loves to feel it’s softness as he pressed against them. You drive him up a wall when you give him small kisses followed by a really long tongue kiss. He loves to have your tongues swirl around each other as if it’s a dance. He loves leaving you breathless after each long tongue kiss. Seeing your eyes flutter as your tongues entwine with each other and then as you separate he smirks knowing your all flushed and breathless. He likes to hold your head as he kisses you to make sure you can’t escape until he’s had his fill. He doesn’t even have to check to see if you got excited because he can already tell you did. He smirks knowing he’s the only one who can make you feel that good from a kiss. He loves that you get so turned on from a kiss and how needy you get for more.

[bullshitpoetry]

Nighttime at home is cozy.

Nighttime with friends is funny.

Nighttime in a train is life-altering, bending and twisting your very soul as you look out the window, focusing on the darkness in an attempt to escape your raging mind.

[anti-romanticerisfly]

And this is the true death of a writer: no longer being able to imprint a sheet of paper with his own blood.

~ Nemo

[greenwolverine]

Gravity is at its strongest when you're lying in bed in the morning!

[morryana]

Many hate the rain. Not me. Rain is beautiful. When it rains, the sky cries. And that's not bad at all; everyone cries. Those who pretend to be tough and not cry, those cry too. But when the sky cries, I want to hug it and say to it to cry longer, because it's beautiful. Because I am in love with the endless drops of it.

[givreencres]

Blue night ...

Maybe a sign...

Maybe we will meet in dreams ...

[forcefeedingsoup]

GUYS I JUST DISCOVERED SOMETHING REALLY IMPORTANT ADHHUHJKUIL

If midday is high noon,

Then midnight is high moon.

[aceleisezeynepkarisir]

elleri ellerime

gözleri gözlerime

saçları saçlarıma

karışan

bir sen olsan

[iwas-here-before]

i want to runaway and disappear

no one will look for me or miss me anyway

no one will care

[devoureroffeelings]

Feel

[abeyaseebete]

One-sided love. A poem

Loving you is like hitting a wall

In hopes it would break

It’s bleeding

Except it’s not. It’s me.

I’m knocking on a door closed long ago

A door, that was never leading anywhere.

[lenanello]

Und das Gedankenkarussell dreht sich weiter. Denn mein Kopf steht niemals still.

@lenanello