oddlywiredsoul
oddlywiredsoul
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oddlywiredsoul · 1 day ago
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I am nothing without pretend
I know my flaws
I know how to live with them
I am nothing without giving love to people who need it the most
Even when it rips me apart
And leaves me bleeding out in the street
The cold pavement
Never felt more like home
I am nothing
But a warmth, when there's warmth to give
Nothing but the knives
That will find your throat eventually
You will never know me
Don't get comfortable with the silence
You know what's coming, don't you?
I am nothing, but a circle on your back
I trace it with my fingers
So gentle and light
It gives you hope and shivers
But for me, it's the most gut-wrenching sacrifice
I am nothing
Without these anchors
Nothing, without the heaviest words
And the heaviest of goodbyes
It eats at me
Until I'm as black as the nights
When I stay up talking to the moon
It wears your face.
- F.L.
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oddlywiredsoul · 2 days ago
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There's an angle to this place
The sun hitting the wall, at the brink of your mind's solace
There's an angle you've never seen before
Some you will never see
You sit with it
There are levels to this pain
Valleys to leave it all behind
Everything you held on to, bled out in your hands
You forget, you can't leave claw marks on ghosts
Still, you sit with it
There's an old 6 stringer
With a splinter in the back
Lovely and daring
It cuts you open with every shift of air
The only thing, it has ever known, is a touch
Soft lingering, warmth unnoticed
Please, sit with it.
- F.L.
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oddlywiredsoul · 21 days ago
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relationships and jobs are temporary. your shitty unpopular tumblr blog is forever
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oddlywiredsoul · 25 days ago
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I've been laying here for a while.
With a cigarette between my lips and a knife turning in my diaphragm.
I'm not fighting the strings around my body that tie me to this bed.
I've surrendered to the flow of the river.
Not in a carpe diem way, but in a dead fish way.
Maybe I should call my therapist again. But to admit I can't pull myself out of it is to admit I need to be carried, and I've never really allowed that.
I haven't been to my father's grave in years.
Grief is eating me alive.
- F.L.
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oddlywiredsoul · 25 days ago
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oddlywiredsoul · 1 month ago
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I'm just saying....every time I'm in a mood for a semi shitty movie, and Pete Davidson has a cameo in it, it gets 20 times better.
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oddlywiredsoul · 2 months ago
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For one day,
to feel the sun on my face, and learn to live in my skin.
For one day,
to fit in the room, and feel I can hold on. One day without the walls closing in. One day to not fall through the floor.
For one day,
to fall in love, and have it be enough. To not have it sit in my throat, or spilling out of my veins.
- F.L.
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oddlywiredsoul · 2 months ago
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stuck in the time loop but i just use it as a free day off. im not even trying to get out. i am teaching myself to knit. i am crocheting. i am cooking. not even doing anything crazy. just escaping capitalism for a week. day 375 and im not sure what lesson it's trying to teach but i've taught myself to handmake lace so all is well
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oddlywiredsoul · 2 months ago
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My desperation to be loved led me to places I wouldn't wish on anyone.
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oddlywiredsoul · 3 months ago
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#I'm just a chill guy
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oddlywiredsoul · 4 months ago
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versaversa
TAG on ‘Archive’: https://scooby-doo-exploration.tumblr.com/archive
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oddlywiredsoul · 4 months ago
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Sarajevska zima
Gledam ljude kako prolaze
Za njima samo tragovi u snijegu što će brzo nestati
Samo sjena onog što je nekad bilo tu
Sjena njihovih života i starih nadanja
Idu ka boljim stvarima
Drveće se povilo pod težinom, da li snijega il' spoznaje
Kao da zna kakve tajne kriju lica skrivena
Kao da čuje šapate ljudskih srca
I potrebu za blizinom
Ovo je vrijeme novih početaka
Bijeli jorgan je obavio nebo
Mi nikad straniji
Vrijeme nikad čudnije
-F.L.
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oddlywiredsoul · 4 months ago
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Oda proljeću
Prošle su dve godine.
Dve godine otkad sjaj u suncu više ne vidim.
Nešto hladno je pokorilo moju dušu.
Zavuklo se duboko, neprimjetno, kao da čeka na nešto, na nekog.
Možda je vrijeme da me pusti.
Dve godine otkad 6 sati prođe kao vječnost.
Kad su prašnjava autobusna sjedišta upijala strah sa mojih leđa.
Možda bi bilo gore da sam znala šta me čeka.
Ko zna za šta je to dobro.
Da znaš da i dalje čuvam snimak tvog glasa, kad si pjevao moje ima kao najdražu pjesmu.
Sada je najvrjednija stvar koju posjedujem.
Prošle su dve godine otkad te u svakoj pjesmi nosim.
Dve godine otkad spoznah vriske svoga srca.
Počinjem ponovo da volim ove dane.
- F.L.
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oddlywiredsoul · 5 months ago
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"Because the sunset, like survival, exists only on the verge of its own disappearing. To be gorgeous, you must first be seen, but to be seen allows you to be hunted."
- Ocean Vuong, On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous
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oddlywiredsoul · 5 months ago
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Why do I only write good shit when I'm sad or in a depressive episode??
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oddlywiredsoul · 5 months ago
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Been a while.
Sometimes I can see my mother as a little girl, playing in the flower field.
Sunrays in her locks.
Sometimes my heart breaks for her dreams.
Sometimes I reach for her in my sleep.
-F.L.
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oddlywiredsoul · 10 months ago
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"The place you return to is always slightly different from the place you left. That’s the rule. It can never be exactly the same.”
- Haruki Murakami, Men Without Women
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