#nhs positive

[anxious-scrambles]

Spent most of this week living up to my username and having crippling acute anxiety symptoms.

The paranoid delusions were a trip.

I’ve been back in my own head for a couple of days now and honestly shoutout to the people in NHS mental health services who are really really trying despite devastating budget and resource cuts.

Yeah I know mental healthcare in the UK is pretty garbage overall but in my acute phase, I can’t fault any of them. You’re all heroes and I’m sorry you aren’t given the tools you need to help people.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Concept: LQR big naturals but also with the flattest ass. Make him a titty dorito

Lan Qiren Breasted Boobily down the stairs of Cloud Recess

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[try-and-try-and-try-again]

11.10.24

I had my pain clinic assessment and got diagnosed with fibromyalgia!

(Further update will follow)

[nightmaretour]

Finally, FINALLY got my colonoscopy appointment through. It's next Thursday, I should hear more in the next couple of days.

[thethingything]

cricopharyngeal spasm my fucking beloathed. it keeps flaring up really bad every time I have to swallow a pill and then it feels sort of like the pill is stuck in my throat and sort of like someone's trying to strangle me and like, logically I know the pill isn't stuck and I'm fine but god it sucks.

I have to take pain meds several times a day again because we have multiple teeth with cavities and I'm getting closer and closer to being in as much pain as I was back in June and I'm taking almost as much pain medication again and I get panicky every time the pain flares up and I have to take them and I'm sure that's not helping with the cricopharyngeal spasm either because it's usually triggered by stress.

we've got some kind of cold or something and getting showered earlier completely wiped us out and then we've also got all this other shit and I just want a fucking break from whatever the fuck has been happening with our health this year

[runespoor7]

Once again I'm thinking that if Arvis and JGY met they'd have about two minutes of deep kinship before realizing they're horrified by one another's choices and priorities

Except their daddy and mommy issues, which are strikingly similar for their situations being so objectively different. And excel sheets. Arvis would have loved excel sheets.

They have so much and so little in common

[failgirl-coven]

after like 2 years im finally back on hormones :)

[satoshihiwatari]

anyway I'm getting referred to a specialist supposedly to fix the tooth problem they found back in January, it'll be a root canal, crown, and surgery to fix the infection in my jaw under the damaged nerve :( it'll be around £800-£1300 they said so I had better start saving!!!!

[libraryfag]

my day was kinda bad except i acquired leather jacket . and it looks really good on me and apparently is a good color for me <3. all i need is to find a carabiner and i will have the entire butch fit lol.

[lilnasxvevo]

Chief Cultivator Wei Wuxian would not happen but it would be really funny and he’d actually be really good at it.

[loudestcloud]

I had my first GIC appointment today which means

This count down has ended 🎉

[rose-coloured-boy]

you would think they WANT this fucking virus to run rampant given how hard it is to get test kits these days. fucking hell.

[bigbidepresso]

Ex-fucking-scuse me. Like i know American healthcare is like comically evil but this is beyond even that

the edit itself

this edit is getting taken down from tiktok every time someone reuploads it, its straight up censorship at this point

Im not even american but im having a great time with this

DONT LET THIS DIE

credit to miraculousgastropod for the original

[thetrainingnetwork]

Excellence

Having lived for a while in the South of France I think I know a good Bouillabaisse when I come across it. It’s tricky to make.

Having lived for a while in the South of France I think I know a good Bouillabaisse when I come across it. It’s tricky to make. It needs subtle things like leeks and orange peel. Pernod and saffron, as well as a good mix of fresh fish. There’s a little trick they use, adding a potato or two for thickening and as an indicator, the broth is cooked. I must say I didn’t expect to find it as well…

[the-physicality]

adam, these rotations are a joke. if someone turns the ball over twice in a row on bad passes, take them out. then we won't commit fouls on the other end. and let bg play with tash. please.

[s2rt-han-r]

A Fear of Flying

Episode 14 of my podcast is now available. In it I discuss how I cured my fear of flying and the used the same technique to control my fear of my brain tumours. https://open.spotify.com/show/7ejKe9hK0CEhukktFzjbhg