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recently bought cod ghosts, and all i have to say keegan russ is such a gorgeous angel princess baby and i would love that depressed high-functioning man as he is.
#𝜗𝜚 fleur's musings.#had to get this out here#solitary isolated masked men tend to captivate me#okay yup like.#new obsession coming through
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i've seen "valgrace with werewolf!Jason", and i've seen the "Leo with mechanical prosthetic arms/legs" headcanons
but what if... what if we did both
#those are two ideas i've been obsessing about lately#and i just realised the potential of merging them together#do you see???#feral beast boy and robot cyborg boy#animal v mechanical#both technically opposites of each other#but both having very similar struggles? like#both having to deal with major changes imposed onto their bodies#and both are struggling with loosing parts of themselves -> they both feel like they are a lesser/worse version of what they were before#even though they don't see it in the other / they both think the other one is just as good aa they were before#and they eventually help each other come to terms with their new bodies#do you SEE my VISION#the mutual understanding#the support through grieving a previous version of themselves that will never come back#i wish someone would write this (because i sadly CANNOT write)#valgrace#pjo#pjo headcanon#hoo#valgrace headcanon#hoo headcanon#pjo prompt#valgrace prompt#jason grace#leo valdez
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They gave Topper a girlfriend— devastating actually, I hope he stays fucking insane and obsessive and possessive and a little bitch cause otherwise what’s the poooiiinntttt
I need my kooks PATHETIC and USELESS. She better blow up on him for ignoring her to do whatever Rafe’s asking of him this time, I need him to be the worst boyfriend ever cause there’s no way that man can Be Normal for a second lol
#I’m happy Sofia’s still here though#I hope she’s not just arm candy or something lol#also love how kelce is just there#someone give this man SOMETHING to do#give him like… A SCENE lol#btw I don’t mean this in a ‘OMG HOW DARE A GIRL COME BETWEEN MY YAOI’ kinda way lol#I genuinely just think top would be kinda boring (maybe still a lil funny cause the absurd classism is still there) without something to go+#+ fucking insane over lol— it’s fine if it’s not Sarah- but if it’s not Sarah then don’t make it another girl#I need him to stay a little obsessive and demented bitchboy lol#I need my kooks insane and pathetic and ready to kill a mother fucker lol#I also want this girl to do SOMETHING#same with Sofia#I need these women to be doing shit for the plot#Sofia I think is definitely gonna be doing a lot to give Rafe growth (or make him backwards slide)#but this new girl better do SOMETHING for Toppers character other than being an excuse to make him stop obsessing over Sarah#let us see more of that toxic gaslighting bullshit he pulled with Sarah#let us see her see through his bullshit#I want her to call him the fuck out#btw if she’s a nothing character I’m writing a fic about it /hj maybe#🪲#rafe obx#rafe cameron#topper thornton#obx fandom#obx season 4#obx content#sofia obx#obx s4#outer banks s4#obx
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#ssoblr#star stable#This has been such a long time coming#I had the idea around the time we got the new character models and tried with those first#but the old unrealistic proportions with the high waisted bottoms and really cropped tops just fit so much better#So I decided to “just” do it in Blender#As you can see I managed to get the basics to work#but I didn't have access to SSO's rigs#so I wasn't able to pose them at all and they're stuck in these awkward t-poses#But I had too much fun and put in too much blood sweat and tears to not share them anyway#it was really fun getting to mix the old and new models#for example with the hair styles#so I was able to choose the best of both worlds#i kinda gave up on the old models and blender half way through and settled on just doing it in game with the new models#i also didnt wanna let the beautiful butterfly decorations of the temporary race go to waste#but that reignited my obsession and i finished the blender project too#or at least as finished as i managed to get it#hope you like it!#star stable online#sso#starstable#winx#winx club
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I'm so looking forward to iroh and zuko properly talking and seeing irohs reaction to zuko being gay.
Like we all know he doesn't agree with the fire nation rn but how will he react?
Will he not support him cause sokkas a guy? Will he not support him because it's SOKKA? Will he accept him? Will he reveal he's known for years zuko was gay?
Especially with everything that happened with zhao, regarding to what jee said to bato on their date. (Which is a very understandable perspective, zuko just got out of this very sexually traumatising situation and almost immediately starts a relationship (his first relationship) with sokka, but then again it is a very unique situation)
One thing I love about some atla fics is how they portray the FNs thoughts on queerness, cause on one hand they were one of the only country's (I think) that treated men and women the same but then again it's also the fucking fire nation.
And I also think zukos whole canon arc can be very comparative to queerness,
His dads an asshole and after speaking out against him he throws him out, and zuko try's for 3 years to regain his father's love and acceptance, and then faced with the opportunity of regaining it takes it immediately regardless of who or what he may hurt (iroh, his own morals etc) but once he makes it back home realises how fucked up everything is and eventually confronts his dad and openly tells him he doesn't agree with him then runs aways.
I also wonder if iroh secretly knows jee is queer it doesn't seem that likely to me but it also is iroh so who knows.
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I do think Iroh’s reaction will be a big moment for not only the story but for Zuko’s character development. Right now, Zuko’s technically still a prisoner, holding himself there by assuming Iroh will not understand or judge him when in reality he’ll never know what his uncle is thinking until they TALK ABOUT IT. (Which the FN royal family is just sooo good at healthy communication I don’t understand why this is so hard for them lol?!)
I do agree that the suddenness of the relationship combined with the intensity from both zuko and Sokka is very alarming for people looking at it from the outside (I mean we all totally get it cause we were there but others are like uhhhh hmmmm ok this might be concerning) so I get them gossiping and wondering if this is truly real or what the fucks going on with those boys.
I love Zukos canon arc because there’s just so much about zukos story that can be relatable no matter who you are and I think that’s why he is a fan favorite (it doesn’t explain why we torture him the way we do but ehhhh it’s fine haha)
Hmmmmmm does iroh know Jees gay? Depends on how saucy those music nights got ;)
#HAHAHA DO SEE THE JEEROH JOKE SOCKS?!?! I hope you see it through all your House reblogging nonsense haha#Jk you obsess over your new blorbos I support you!#I love this ask thank you#I also love that canon gave us so much to work with but left it loose enough we could do what we wanted#like I’ve read the fire nation written so many different ways in fics it’s insane#And I love all the unique thoughts!#I will continue to flesh out the FN little by little as we progress#An azula pov (or someone from her squad) will be part of every new chapter until the end#She’s a coming haha#I don’t know if iroh knows Jee is gay#Or that jee is like one date away from hooking up with bato haha#Or that zuko is already kind of hooking up with sokka (not really but I mean they’re getting prettttttttty snuggly haha)#But yeah idk I’m excited this next chapter it is A LOT#& we will be SUPER CLOSE to getting some answers to your questions lol#Thanks for this cool ask these are my favorite asks#Sorry if you’ve sent me an ask lately and I haven’t responded I’m getting better at that I promise#I will say though that I don’t respond to asks if I genuinely don’t know what to say or if I feel I might come off too mean or rude.#So yeah sorry anyone who’s ask I didn’t respond#(I also forget them in drafts and then feel weird about posting it after it’s been a month so I’m sorrrryyyyyy…)#Ok phew this was a lot of tags sorry#monsieugrgraves#Leaving it all behind#LIAB#ITF#ask
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so no one uh... no one was gonna tell me about marcel huh...
#finding out about nights of eveningstar through pinterest was not on my 2024 bingo card#new obsession coming in 3. 2. 1. NOW#ominous headstrong young adult#will be watching this at work PROMISE#also LOVE AGNIS OMGGGGGGGG#🐰 / ooc .
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obsessed with their different reactions to being called starcrossed lovers
#im gonna pretend mattie didnt die and visits them sometimes back in toronto#it's such a cute dynamic they have#the two evil (affectionate) sisters who just loving teasing laura#also one of my favourite things abt this show is the choreographing they do for the static camera#i bet it's so annoying to have to think about but i love watching them all move so coordinatedly through the frame#somehow still making it look natural#also i know laura is the storyteller one and i dont really know enough abt romanticism to make any definitive claims abt carmilla#but having scrolled her blog a bit to figure out her tastes in music and art#i wonder if theres a part of carmilla that kind of enjoys being starcrossed. or doomed in a sense#or maybe she that she wouldnt have CHOSEN this story necessarily but that she has resigned herself to it#on account of her vampire nature#and sees a certain beauty in it#that all her romances are doomed#idk. im still figuring her out#also im reinterpreting that exchange mattie and carmilla have in this scene#carmilla calls mattie a utilitarian which is probably right#mattie then callls her a nihilist and carmilla corrects that to existentialist#and mattie says absurdist at best#but those arent designations like back and forth as i had read it before#it's just carmillas philosophy theyre arguing about. i THINK. or maybe it's both of them#putting a pin in that until ive read more books#also kind of obsessed with how laura and danny and maybe the other humans are so quick to ascribe a morality to the vampires#based just on the 'shes a vampire!!' while obviously by necessity the vampires have spent wayyyyyyyyyy more time thinking abt their ethics#or maybe not by necessity for all of them but to mattie and carmilla it definitely seems like a necessity. or inevitability#they mustve spent countless hours over the centuries talking abt this if they can joke abt it in this way now#and in different states too like i can imagine distraught Im A Monster type conversations but also just sort of academic debates and also#carmilla reading some new book that has come out and mattie being like what newfangled thing are you into now#i guess utilitarianism was also newfangled at some point. theyre both older. but you know#carmilla is a poet. dont know if she writes poetry but she looks at things in a poet's way i think#also dont think shes entirely a romantic but i do think some of her tastes lean more toward the romantic
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every so often I want to share tidbits of my life because I think them interesting or just fun to say out loud (even though I'm typing them on my phone so not out loud at all) and then a cold hand extends from behind my back and grabs my shoulders and it tells me Nobody cares & also why do you need to tell people . . . And I'm like actually you're so right cold hand I've conjured from my imagination Nobody cares & why do I feel compelled to share my life . . . Anyways, it's fine
#I've been writing my thesis and busy with research and summer's ending but we'll make do#also been obsessing over yamcha/bulma/vegeta dynamics during the three year gap...as one does.... New dbz fic coming through soon maybe#anyways it's fine ← litany against ennui
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Eowyn became a healer after the books ended. So Eowyn would have had to be trained, alongside other trainee healers.
What I'm saying is, after ROTK, after helping Eomer rebuild Rohan, Eowyn went to university.
I bet you, after all that misery, after all that confinement and isolation and years of feeling her potential going to waste, she loved that student life.
I have headcanons of the Lady of Rohan and new Princess of Ithilien balancing her diplomatic duties, with her as a newly liberated young adult throwing herself into her uni days.
You know Eowyn went wild during freshers' week.
It doesn't matter she has classes in the morning and then a diplomatic reception that King Elessar personally invited her to, she's doing shots. It's ok, her husband will come pick her up. He's so lovely, he treats her like a princess. Because she is literally a princess. And yeah, she has an essay due, but she'll take it along with her to the state dinner and get it done there, so she's totally free for a scavenger hunt. Ultimate Frisbee in the gardens of the Houses of Healing, anyone?
#Lotr#Lord of the Rings#Eowyn#Eowyn x Faramir#Farawyn#while this is cracky it stands to reason Eowyn would have had gone through a trainee healer phase#and as a young woman it must have been exciting for her to go to a new place and learn new things alongside new people#and to mix with people of different ranks and backgrounds and bond with them during this shared venture#and then coming home at the end of the day to tell Faramir about what they've been studying and what new subject is her total obsession#and what hilarious thing Morwen did in a lecture when the teacher's back was turned#I need more Eowyn as a healer content
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me having gone to bed at 6 am every day for the past week and generally spiraling mentally while rotting in bed waking up this morning: a 4 mile hike in the heat is a really good idea right now, and while we're at it let's start like 3 art projects
#maybe my mom was onto something all these years telling me i'm bipolar#no i don't think i am but i do technically have a bpd diagnosis so like. mood swings up the fucking wazoo are not new#but i am not one to be like 'exercise will fix me'#i've also just come to terms recently with the fact that i didn't kill myself already so might as well start thinking of the long term#so not being in constant pain when im older is something im actually thinking of now#so like. gotta move more which i was doing during this semester! walking like 3 miles a day which didn't help brain but#it's gotta be good for you anyway even if i don't get the endorphins everyone says you get when working out#that's neverrrr been me bc also chronic illness w exercise intolerance#so it's like. wah i have a desire to move my body more and know it's beneficial#but chronic illness + mental illness + trying not to think about exercise in terms of weight loss bc i'm trying not to make that the goal#although certainly wouldn't be mad if that was the result but if i prioritize it over just overall health it's gonna make me obsessive#i'm saying a lot of words. i have no one to really talk to so i once again come to tumblr as a public diary#ANYWAY. trying to find balance with wanting to exercise for overall well-being but dealing with other factors like chronic illness#which has actually been under the most control it's been in years i barely even consider myself (physicslly) disabled these days#and also balancing the fact that while my disordered eating has never recovered and i still have extremely bad relationship with myself#im in a relatively better place with that. i'm not starving myself and im not going through binge/purge cycles#but my relationship with food and eating is still very much unhealthy#and i don't think that will ever really change bc it's so ingrained in the everything about me#i don't really know what i'm talking ahout anymore or what prompted this#i can't simply just say 'i'm gonna go for a hike today' and be normal about. always gotta psycho analyze myself#im in a very weird stage in my life where i feel like i have control over nothing and i barely even exist in my own body#im just like a cacophony of voices trapped inside a meat suit but im not in the drivers seat im stuffed in the trunk and tied up#and the guy driving is an old blind mind who should have lost his license his ass is NOT road safe!#so it's like i have all these ideas and desires and feelings and ahh!! but hey i'm locked up here let me out please#and also the state of the world. so bleak and hopeless and paralyzing that i've just kind of shut my feelings off so i'm rapidly switching#between numbness and overwhelming agony#what the fuck am i talking about
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I love how I've just started Naruto Shippuden yet my blog here is filled with tobirama, madara, and hashirama reblogs 😭 I haven't even seen their story yet and I'm still obsessed
#its because my friend ranted to me about them because they were her hyperfixation and she loves to share her thoughts with me#and i dont mind spoilers so i told her it was fine#but now from what i know from her i feel like I'll love watching them so much and im sure ill be obsessed with tobirama#i think they come on season 14??? and im not even halfway done with season 1 of shipuuden fml#anyway im still obsessed and i feel like ive gone through all of their tags on here because i can't find any new content :(#why are they so underrated?#tobirama senju#hashirama senju#madara uchiha
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Oh no new obsession unlocked at 5 am!
#i should be asleep rn 😭😭#but amphibia got me on a chokehold#particularly marcy's character i am OBSESSED i need SO MANY FANFICS#also marcanne#new ship unlocked#love love LOVE Anne in the aftermath of cutting ties with a toxic abusive friend reuniting with her more ''harmless'' friend#who clings to her and loves her and acts like an adorable puppygirl#only to realize she's kinda fucked in the head. maybe even more than the friend she lost#this adorable girl whom she thought was SAFE is the one who dragged her here. tore her away from her family. lied to her. lied to her. lied.#and she clings to her in tears and tells her ''I did this for us! i gave you everything!''#the HORROR the BETRAYAL the realization that there's something so so deeply wrong with the girl she's only been able to come to love#once she herself broke free from toxic patterns and cycles. anne broke free while marcy spiraled further and further down#without either of them even realizing until it was too late#AND THEN SHE FUCKING DIES#through a series of horrifying SA metaphors#and turns into an evil god trying to kill her AAAAAAAAH#i NEED my fanfics
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my obsession with this tv show is getting incredibly unhealthy but at least it’s not drugs
#dani.txt#my best friend and I have an entire theme planned for a specific part of our new apartment#because we have this huge window in on hallway that just screams melancholia#so we have ideas and whenever people come over they’ll walk through that hallway and see our obsession#and we got the books today so they’ll definitely be in a nice corner of that section
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Move over Adam this is a Eve Warlock blog now
#I've had Eve for 1 issue but I'm in love with her#both of them being single-mindedly obsessed with duty........ soooo excited to see where this goes I can't wait#also she's hot. I need her.#adam warlock#eve warlock#wednesday spoilers#space jesus#text#the universe really is trying so hard to tell Adam to examine his gender but Adam is not picking up the phone.#the fact that this takes place after he ejected the Goddess from himself but before he meets her makes me crazy actually.#like I doubt that will come up in any way but it's very..... hmm..... that Adam faces a perfected v2 Warlock who's a woman before#having to go on a gender discovery journey because he neglected his feminine side and now she wants to kill everybody#anyway I just need this comic to actually pull through with how Adam/Eve are connected. pleaseeeeeeeeeee#if you won't give me new Goddess content at least give me this lmao. It IS looking good so far though... 👁️👁️
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im genuinely going to be INSUFFERABLE when chapters 3 and 4 come out like you have no idea.
#i cannot BELIEVE i've had the life-threatening deltarune illness for nearly 3 YEARS at this point. thats fucking insane#anyways im literally never gonna shut up about it. you have no idea. and *I* have no idea honestly. this will be the first time im#playing new deltarune content with ALLLLLLLL of this shit in mind. i played chp 2 as someone who was obsessed w chp 1 in middle school#on a very surface level. and ofc we had so much less then that the theory landscape was COMPLETELY different so even if i had#been aware of that side of things as a kid it wouldnt have made much of a difference probably. but these chapters will be an#ENTIRELY different experience that i am in NO way prepared for. like ive NEVER been invested in something like i am in deltarune#and ive never been SO deep in a theory community like i am in deltarune's. but that only rlly happened after chp 2#the sweepstakes was like a little taste of whats to come. but 3&4 will be a whole new experience that might genuinely kill me i think#im gonna take 80 years to get through them and even then im still gonna miss a billion things on my playthrough#me playing chp 2 like WAHHHH DELTARUNE THIS IS SO FUN vs me playing the new chapters completely locked in eyes 1 inch from the screen#scrutinizing every single pixel and reading into every word of dialogue for 30 minutes per line#im very scared about how my decision making's gonna go though. cuz these will be the first chapters where im playing them aware of#the player-kris distinction. before i could just chill and choose whatever i want but now i fear im just gonna get stunlocked#for sure im going to spend hours agonizing over which thing to choose trying to determine what i think kris would do. even tho#it probably doesnt matter. anyways i need to stop escaping to tumblr and finish this lets play#im doing the thing where i get too insane over the hyperfixation and have to stop interacting with it bcuz im going too crazy#serena.txt
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worldbuilding is probably my longest running creative hobby, which is wild. it's just so useless honestly. It doesn't have a tangible physical product, I haven't written stories for it, I don't draw much for it, most of the characters I've made for it have been mediocre at best, I've never used it for ttrpgs or similar things, I can't sell it. and yet.... it compels me.
#started worldbuilding again for a new/old world#and am thinking about it and realized that I spent a huge chunk of my childhood worldbuilding to come up with games to play with my sister#and friends. I used to have a world I did with this family friend and we made huge maps and stories and drew them all the time#even when I stopped drawing I never stopped making worlds#I can look through just about every notebook I own and find maps or character doodles#or species notes or sketches trying to figure out physical features#I have attempted making languages/writing systems so many times#I mean go all the way back to when I was obsessed with mermaids (my first fictional love)#I was probably 7ish? and all the drawings of them have notes about names and species and abilities and language notes#I had whole beauty customs and types and things and I filled multiple notebooks with them#and now I'm 26 and still doing the exact same things. crazy. I love it.#so pointless and yet so enjoyable :)
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