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had an eye doctor appointment since the one last year~~
my vision hasn't changed I think~~ is what they said.
insurance let me get new frames and lenses this year~~ so now I'll have 2 of the same prescription to wear~~
found some frames that match the pastel aesthetic i have going on, and the lens tint I have will work really well with them~~~
in bad news I've got a cataract in my good eye now~~~ as one of the nurses or someone helping me with glasses said "welcome to adulthood" so I guess that just happens huh?
if they ever wanted to operate on it; it'll be a last resort, so that hopefully nothing makes me lose the only vision that I have~~
hopefully it's not a fast growing one and messes with my vision really bad~~ :(
I don't want to lose what little vision I have~~~ I couldn't play video games anymore~~~ :(
I hope I'm not taking my vision for granted~~ I hope I'm not~~~ idek what that means tho right off hand~~
there's so much awesome stuff to see~~ sunsets, sun rises, clouds, rain, the plants that you're growing getting slowly bigger~~~ your sibling's adorably photogenic cat~~~~
I couldn't dream of losing the entirety of my vision :((((((
anxiety didn't get to me cause I finally took an "as needed" propranolol before the appointment~~~ and things went fine~~~
#personal#thoughts#thinking#vision#eye doctor appointment#legally blind#low vision#visually impaired#stuff went well I think#prescription for lenses hasn't changed since last year#the colour blindness test took me a second to do cause I couldn't read the first couple pages and I read the second wrong twice#new glasses lets go~~~#two weeks until I get em~~#in a cute pastel aesthetic too~~#and the lens tint works with them~~#so all around good stuff happened today#aside from learning about cataracts#and that I have one#hope it doesn't grow fast#i'm scared to lose my vision#hope I'm not taking it for granted and scared that I am#cataract#cataracts#<- what even is it? I'm afraid to look it up but will later anyway
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biting is a love language biting is a love language Biting Is A Love Language-
#gee... how come barnaby gets to bite His best friend but i cant bite MY besties... so unfair...#obsessed with the mental image of wally latching on like a bulldog#and just. Not Letting Go.#he is Reciprocating. he is Expressing His Affection Barnaby Style. what do you mean hes Holding On Too Tight#idk i think id compliment barn's new earring. its a handsome little thing#the sillies....#they continue to make me So fucking emotional <3#scribble salad#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#name a better pair of best friends you caaaaaanttttttttt you simply Cannot!!!!#wailing sobbing eating glass etc
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Outro: TEAR
© namuspromised
#I’m rapline enthusiast first and human second#min yoongi#jung hoseok#kim namjoon#bts#btsgif#dailybts#dailybangtan#userbangtan#cyphernet#usersky#annietrack#userdimple#userpat#tuserandi#uservans#useremmeline#*mine#teared paper would probably worked better but i love this shattered glass effect#i'm only midly satisfied with this but here we go#i have to finally let out my new thoughts about this performance!#in every rapline performance rapline always sticks together#I KNOW because i giffed so most of their performances and it's so easy to find moments with at least two of them#BUT TEAR?#i always complained i can't get them in one frame properly and it's like on purpose?!#AND I THOUGHT WELL IT'S LIKE THE LYRICS#im so stupid!#they rap about the tear and going different paths and everything that comes with this song#OF COURSE THEY ARE APART IN THE PERFORMANCE#they come togather only at the same end when hobi finishes
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#boink#oh instagram reels#btw in this video she had a “glow up”#which was basically having aged a little#like regular young adulthood early 20s type you're not gonna look the same as time goes on#like she got bangs and new glasses#i didnt even notice the first two times the video looped#like what#like cool!#yeah!#having a partner who loves and supports you will probably make you look happier! since you feel happier! ok!#also everyone looks different after a year when they're like twenty one!#what!#that's not the boyfriend effect that's just! being human! what the fuck!#also--- divine femininity??????#oh brother#for pete's sake#if you will#look for the most part i think that in general the women and girls and ppl that go with this kind of thing#the divine femininity and girl math and girl pretty and boy pretty etc etc etc#like i hate this kind of stuff but im not about to say that theyre at fault for it#like this is not helping anyone#and it just#god#it makes me upset!#maybe im overreacting but also i kind of think that we're collectively underreacting about this#like i dont wanna see it all over tiktok /let alone/ from my actual real life friends!#earlier this year my friends (women! women friends! staunchly feminist friends!) were joking unironically about girl math#like do we not see how that's harmful. when we talk about poor financial decisions and completely seriously call it girl math.#how do we not see a problem here
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"Shatterwinde" - Acrylic paint on canvas
#totally experimental piece#trying out new tools and paints#art on tumblr#shatter#wind#shatterwind#acrylic painting#acrylic paint#acrylic#paint#painting#paint on canvas#abstract expressionism#abstract#abstract art#art#shattered glass#feels good to just let your mind go blank on a canvas#magic spells#storm#a storm#taking the weekend off to pour paint some more
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«i had a dream about my funeral tonight» carlo after moretti's murder, who sometimes wonders if the same fate will befall him
«I sullied my youth with the most vulgar of dreams: In black cars that look like big turtles Shouting out over other people's thoughts in their skulls I'll have a dream about my funeral The bitter rubber of drunken saliva stretches and stretches, a stubborn thread And it ends, thinning When it ends, I'll be gone too Find me, find me, find me under the fence Eyes, eyes, eyelids, lips Black flame» ^ won't link the song but here's the other one that may fit the mood i guess. anyway it's a good song
«Dad, the kids are out in the yard They're burying a bird Not a pigeon or a tit Dad, give me two rubles I'll throw it in the pit Dad, we're family Don't be dramatic
Dad, my collarbone's been hurting all morning Somewhere in the middle of the yard There's a bird buried Dad, give me some milk I'll pour it in the pit»
#mafia 2#carlo falcone#sorry i think bout death on a daily basis#just wanted to let go and make smth chaotic not caring bout the result. very random stuff again#avart#some random personal stuff:#were discussin childhood not so long ago and it feels surreal for many#feels like a fever dream. syringes in the street and in the entryway#people lying unconscious in the bushes. the evening news about the uncaught maniacs in the city#fear of cars and stories bout missing people just being grabbed and taken away#trips to the cemetery. always brought to the grave: a glass of vodka; a pack of cigarettes; butterbrot; some candy#as a kid i always imagined the dead waking up at night and taking the gifts away#a lot of talk about the dead permanently. idk idk culture here is relatively built on death#and all this when ure 4-6 yo. memories that feel completely feverish
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King
#world of warcraft#anduin wrynn#varian wrynn#Llane Wrynn#Barathen Wrynn#Wanted to see if I could duel wield on my rouge the kingslayer and the sword that killed Barathen so I looked and to my dissapointment#it appears they used two different one-handers for reference in the comic so you can kinda get close but its not the right sword#they used the design of one and the shape of another uggh#Let me run around ingame with the swords that killed Llane AND Barathen please is that too much to ask#anyway#All three of the last Wrynns were killed in the same area#their breastplates aint do SHIT to protect them#which is why i am now gonna go off into a 10k rant about how this prooves there is NO reason for Anduin to be forced to wear plate armor#infact prehaps he would be safer in cloth like a proper priest#UNLESS sayyyy the little lion gremlin face on Anduin's breastplate is enchanted and anytime anyone gets too close it breaths fire at them#Someone gets too close and an alarm goes off and the little lion mouth moves up and down with a loud 'STAND BACK- STAND BACK- STAND BACK'#Anduin forgetting about hte annoying lil shit until hes getting back to his room after a long day and his bf wrathie is there and they get#a littttle tooo close n touchy before Anduin can remember to undress and the fuckin lion alarm goes off and guards rush into the room#anyway ive never done stained glass before and tried a new way to make shattered glass so i think this was good#that said the canvas size was maybe too small and it got compressed to hell on twitter and it bothers me so much#cuz anduins face is really nice but it looks blurry when i upload itttt aagh
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Sparks official: Ron and Russell spill some “tantalizing non-details” about what’s in store for 2025 in the latest issue of MOJO. 👀✨
#we do not need details to freak out hehehehe :D#sorry if it was posted before - couldn't find it in the tags & tumblr has a new hobby in not letting me scroll back further on dash#sparks#sparks (band)#russell mael#ron mael#2024#NEWS#20's#2025#article#russell's socks#ALSO LOVE THE GLASSES#russell wearing glasses#and#ron wearing a hat#:D#the studio#russell's house#what amused me was that I didn't immediately register this was a new edition of MOJO#because wasn't there a very similar photo and article before :') (I love this. I am going to look for it)
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Vengeance of the Moon Knight theory
#following the theories about moon knight gaining godhood in a way similar to stained glass scarlet#moon knight#moon knight comics#vengeance of the moon knight#anyway#GET HIM!!! GET HIM!!! DO NOT LET THAT BASTARD GET AWAY!!#i love the new moon knight he seems like such an asshole and if he truly believes he is marc spector (and the theory is true)#then it is only going to be funnier and more tragic to see him hit an inevitable identity crisis when he realizes what he is.#i want to see the midnight mission chase him down and make him realize he is a shallow image of the man they knew.#and also for them to get him to stop being such a dick.#no idea if marc is somewhere in there#or if its just that marc's public persona has come to life and is literally just tearing up the place now.#either way it'd be a really fun way for the plot to go.
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Mistral: Hey. Sundowner. Listen, you're aware that you're pretty popular in Desperado LLC, right? A lot of people here like you. A lot of people here admire you. You could get with just about anyone here. You'd just have to ask.
Mistral: So please. Please explain to me. Why Khamsin?
Sundowner: He's ripped and stupid as fuck, and I think that's hot.
#*Khamsin walks straight into a glass door as they're talking*#anyway hello khamsun nation#i see you in my notes and you have opened my eyes to a new horizon#morosexual sundowner let's go#mgr#metal gear rising
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eusgahhhhh goddddd the lazy urge to just beg the internet to mansplain killer's lore to me in baby talk so i can finally GET IT and then the other less appealing urge to actually do an analysis on him so i can form my own opinion and observations. fucj
#im so tired maaaan eudgahhhhhh#i need to come up with more asks to ask people#because apparently i want to do that now. whats wrong with you brain why do you want this#im so TIRED i could EAT a WHALE!#i need to DO IT. I NEED TO ACTUALLY DO A FUCKING KILLER ANALYSIS ITS BEEN TOO LONG#thanksgiving break is coming up will that be enough for me to want to study him with my magnifying glass#this feels like sans and papyrus are the energy controlling angel and demons on my shoulders#speaking of classic undertale this has actually nothing to do with undertale LMAO#but i can just imagine myself as chara in the murder time trio fangame fight#aaaahahahahahaha horror would be so maaad <33333 i DID just destroy his entire au after all :333#and dust would be FURIOUS!!! BOTH OF THEM!!!! SO PISSED AT ME!!!!#i just took away one's place of achieving a goal and another's place of demented comfort#yeaaaah those two would be SO pissed heehehehehehe#horror never gets to have his potential happy ending because i took it away#dust never gets to honor all those he killed and put an end to what he did because of ME#the murder time trio fangame concept is SO underrated guys. touken-kamui's mtt is AMAZING#and because i look like a chara of course killer's got an entire internal conflict going on#FUCK alright sure. unsure of where this thought process will lead but we ball. me when thinking about anything killer related (i am unsure)#ANOTHER fucking chara messed up his life eruaghhhh and to make things worse they dont even seem to LIKE something new#touken-kamui's chara seems to be a megalomaniac instead of a shitty sadistic scientist#i would look so similar to the one that he doesn't know if he hates or not#should he fight alongside these 2 strangers or should he submit like he always did to his chara. to this NEW chara???#and this is all just assuming this is that 1 ending where killer kills chara and hasnt met nm yet (my favorite ending)#EFUAGH!!!! would killer stay back after the first few minutes. let dust and horror fight in steed of him as he deals w this#the two would be SO annoyed at him too. at this point if i wasn't there they'd probably kill eachother. or killer#well killer can't save or reset in the judgement hall that we got sucked into#so he actually has to put some value to his body and life if he wants to fight me#SEE WHAT I MEAN TOUKEN-KAMUI'S MURDER TIME TRIO IS AWESOME!!!!!#tricule rant#this got totally off topic from what the post was about but i should do it
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Let me just say, that Jekyll is a far more patient person than me. If some lady slapped me, then called me a slut, before I've said anything to her, her ass would have been out the door so fast.
#I know creature kind of black mailed Henry but we know he would have let her stay anyways.#and i also would not have cared#“really? you're gonna go tell someone i rejected a patient? You just gonna waltz up to the press? Mr big green and scary?”#I would have told that lady “you are a grown adult who can make her own choices. if you wanna die then by all means.”#the glass scientists#glass scientists#i also would have snapped at the lodgers in a far worse way than he did#Jasper; ���so you're lazy.” me; “no I am pissed and petty.”#imma make a controversial statement; I think Henry was right to yell at the lodgers...at least a little bit#like imagine if all your tenants/friends just decided to stop paying because an old lady who slapped you told them to.#I WOULD END UP ON THE NEWS!#i'm also not in the mood to debate it though XD
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i know my family doesnt mean any harm but i wish the tendency to make fun of someone was less. like is it a joke really....
#i bought new glasses which is different than what i am used to wearing especially lately#but i knew my family would say something about it#and i just brush it off laughing like yea its a bit nerdy#but they keep doing it... like everyone has a say#and i know the problem is each of them only say it once#but it feels like a lot and repeated to me cuz i had to hear it from EVERYONE#this is why i get so conscious about it even when im around other people and im wearing new things and im like#please please pleaseee dont mention anything please just let it go#and i would be so relieved when oh okay they didnt mention it#but before that i would be preparing my mental to receive the comments...#i havent even seen all my siblings since#which means the comments are still coming.......... :(
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Why are there so many fucking H*rry P*tter fans blazing their weird-ass posts on my dash lately
That last one included both thirsting for a 'muggle version of Harry' and the word 'delulu' and it made me want to die
#mod post#not tagging for obv reasons#like if you really can't let go of your love of that franchise can you at least keep it to yourself#can you refrain from PAYING MONEY to FORCE ME TO LOOK AT IT. PLEASE#next time just send the money straight to me. ok? my husband needs new glasses
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currently thinking abt surprise hidden track Letter. with surprise jungkook background vocals. and how insane i felt abt a tiny shred of bg vocals . and how those tiny background vocals are the only thing in jks solo era to have an emotional impact on me
#like thats not to say i dont like ANY of his solo songs bc ofc i do#but EMOTIONAL? bro its a drought#letter background vocals can make me cry EASILY if im in the mood#and i cant belivee its background vocals. of all things#one specific part of shot glass of tears ALMOST gets there but not quite. background vocals still beats a whole ass song#feeling rlly bitter abt not liking never let go. like what do u mean theres a new jungkook song and i dont fucking like it#what do u mean theres a new jk festa song and its one of my least favourite songs ive ever heard from all of bts. WHAT THE FUCK#i needed good new jungkook song so bad. i needed a my you pt. 2 so badly. im mentally ill abt my grad ceremony next week I NEEDED IT#I NEEDED ITTTTTTTT. what the fuck bro#ive listened to his whole discography of covers n soundcloud shit so much the mp3 files are worn down to ashes. I NEEDED IT SO BAD#~#awesome i added a bunch more tags to rhis and they just disappeared. fucking whatever#main point was i shouldnt have had such specific expectations for a song similar to my you#and i like plenty of pop and upbeat songs but this house sound has never been my thing#n its just especially disappointing when my current brain status. rlly wanted another my you#just feel sad n shitty abt feeling so let down n disappointed :(
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Breaking down the comics: Going Home.
Moon Knight, Issue #14: Stained Glass Scarlet
OH BOY OH BOY.
Just…Take a minute to appreciate this art:
Damn that’s beautiful!
Okay everyone!
Here's a bit of rogue history for you! Especially since Scarlet showed up in a recent run!
Her story is a sad one.
The story starts in an abandoned church. A story of forgotten worship, run down and empty pews, infested sanctuary, and empty promises of atonement.
"But high above the corruption, just under the church's vaulted roof in what was once the attic, there is a place of melancholy comfort... If not sanctuary.
It is here that Scarlet-- Stained Glass Scarlet-- has lived for the past three years, quiet as languid smoke, unknown by the crumbling world outside."
Damn fine narration as always, Moench.
And damn fine art.
She carries out a lonely routine. Playing on the silent ruined Organ, gazing at the vast empty space and far away stars, playing pre-recorded chess games, and at last looking through her old photo album.
"And each piece of the past is like a shard of stained glass... But all of them, even glimpsed together never adding up to a window with a clear view."
She looks at pictures of her first communion. Her wedding. Her baby.
The album ends in a newspaper clipping "Joe 'Mad Dog' Fasinera escapes prison. Guard killed in break."
Cut to a vastly different location. "A fortress of wealth and security...Sanctuary."
We are at Grant Mansion.
Here we see Steven and Marlene sharing a moment.
Marelene remarks that they really are lucky.
"[...] Referring to you, to the change you've accomplished. Going from a conscienceless mercenary to a man like Moon Knight is no light-"
"Yes... well, if it's the miraculous redemption of my spirit we're talking about-"
They sit together and look at a collected work of "Alphonse Mucha."
You have to understand something about comics. When they show you a book with a title or author, it has a purpose.
You are supposed to recognize the name or title and understand that it will have an impact on the story later.
So...
Alphonse Mucha. Who is that?
He's a Czech painter/illustrator/graphic artist from the art Nouveau period.
He did this:
Yeah. THAT. You've seen his work. You'll also notice that the second cover image has a similar style.
He also did this stained glass art piece in the :
He loved his country of Czechoslovakia and did many works celebrating the slavic people and the independence of his country... in 1920s-1930.
Yeah... You see where this is going if you know your history.
When Hitler invaded and took over Czechoslovakia, Mucha was captured as a nationalist and severely interrogated for many days. When he was released, he was in poor health. He contracted pneumonia and died a month before the outbreak of WWII.
Check out his art, it's beautiful.
You should also keep in mind that The Spectors are also from Czechoslovakia.
"The clerk in Rizzoli's said he's seen the originals of these--ten feet tall, almost like stained glass windows--hanging in belgium."
So Steven bought this book.
Why? Sure, he's about being rich and living the high light. In earlier issues (particularly the one with Mogart) he had shown an interest in art.
But why this one?
Marlene goes to the piano and starts to play "In My Life" by the Beatles.
Wait, when did this comic come out?
December 1981.
Ahhhh. The one year anniversary of the death of John Lennon.
Sometimes comics cover world events and note how they affect others.
We see them cry and hug.
"The dream is over. John Lennon is dead. [....] Guns. And guilt."
We cut to Scarlet, listening to the news on the radio.
It talks about gunfire in the Bronx attributed to the 'Mad Dog' Fasinera, the escaped convict.
The radio goes on about Mad Dog going on a murder spree.
Scarlet sheds some tears.
Back at the mansion, Steven also hears about the shootings. He runs to get ready as Moon Knight.
We cut to Mad Dog in a shoot out. He talks about revenge for his father and getting his father's money. He's going ot 'cut the old neighborhood to ribbons'.
We see Moon Knight on the roof getting into the chopper.
"Don't worry about it, Lady- Grant'll be back."
"Who will be back, Steven?"
"Okay, Already. I'LL be back."
Again, we see the push by Marlene to have them all be Steven and the push back and frustration.
Marlene still at this point thinks they are pretending to be someone else and she wants them all to just be Steven.
Scarlet also cloaks up in her signature red outfit and heads out into the night.
Moon Knight fights the Mad Dog and his gang shooting up a store. He busts in and breaks it up, taking down a few while the others get away.
He follows them to an abandoned grocery store and sees Scarlet standing outside.
She goes inside and finds the rest of Mad Dog's gang, but no Mad Dog. She demands to know where Joe 'Mad Dog' is.
She tells them that when they see Joe to tell him 'What he's looking for is in the church." She then leaves.
Moon Knight follows her back to the church and confronts her.
She tells him her story.
Joe is her son!
"I was young, Moon Knight, in love with the idea of being in love..."
She talks about how Joe was the result and consequence of her love. Now, she means to 'salvage' the consequences and save Joe.
When she was much younger, she wanted to be an actress or a nun. She chose the role of being a nun.
Once she was a nun, she realized that she was only acting and regretted her choice.
She realized this when she met a man named "Vince". Vine had just stolen a lot of money and run to the church out of guilt.
She helped him and 6 months later she married him and left the church.
"Instead, I devoted myself to my husband, hoping I could help him change, hoping I could use my own failure to redeem him... The baby came and I named him Joseph... But Vince never came to the hospital once. I had to take a cab home."
After 15 years, she realized that this too was just a 'role'. Vince robbed a bank and killed the guard. He stashed the money and got in a shoot out with the police, who killed him in front of the church.
When Joe heard his father was killed, he 'declared war on law and order."
By 19 he had killed someone and left home. He went to jail for life.
When her son went to jail, she moved to the church. "Jut to play another role, the fallen woman turned mad hemit."
Moon Knight asks her why the church.
"Just before the police caught up to him, Vince told a friend that he was going to hide the bank money in a special place where he 'pulled an angel straight down from heaven'."
She moved to the church knowing that her son would eventually come looking for the money.
Joe makes a draatic entrance and demands to know where the money is.
She begs him to stop. To give up and turn himself in.
Moon Knight gets shot in a scuffel and Scarlet shoots Joe.
Joe staggers and accidentally grabs the church bell rope. As he falls, all the hidden money falls down with him.
Scarlet stands over her dead son.
"Thomas Wolfe's Maudlin line is true, Moon Knight... You never can go home again. Once you've turned your back on it... It's gone. Forever."
(A very hard and true statement. I wonder if it hit home for Marc too. A man that ran from home and turned his back on everything. Had he ever tried to go home? Or was he still running?)
Scarlet disappears into the night. Moon Knight stands over the discarded gun. “Guns…” Lamenting on how easily they take and destroy. Much like the death of John Lennon. An idea that is killed.
Moon Knight returns back to the mansion, wounded but alive.
"Some succeed in their chosen mission. Others fail, no matter how hard they try."
That is the end of the issue, but not the last time we will see Stained Glass Scarlet.
I’ll cover each of her appearances, but this is a Moon Knight Villain that I always did enjoy.
So what about the artist? Alphonse Mucha is best known for his Art Nouveau period, but it wasn’t what he wanted to be known for.
For him, he loved his home. He loved his little country that had fought and struggled to become whole. One of his final pieces was about his own people. “History of the Slav”. It depicted his people’s struggles to survive and build their country.
It was put in a museum for a bit then rolled up and put into storage.
Now and then it is pulled out and shown in Prague, but not for long or often. His country was then invaded and torn apart over and over again. He died as it was on the brink.
Again, we have to remember that the Spectors are from Czech. While Mucha was devoutly Catholic and did a lot of work that went to the churches, he wasn’t openly recognized for a lot of it. He was most famous for the work he did in Paris.
Scarlet tried to find herself and found herself in role after role, pretending to be happy and not finding herself. Her legacy becomes her failure to save her husband and then her son, born from her misguided attempt to find her purpose. She then kills that legacy.
It’s odd in this comic how Moon Knight really doesn’t have much of a role in it. We focus on Mucha, John Lennon, and Scarlet.
The bits we do see of Moon Knight are him looking into an artist from Czech who left a legacy he didn’t want. Him lamenting over the senseless killing of a man that meant so much to a lot of people. And him hearing the story of a woman trapped in finding her meaning and her past.
It’s one of those issues that leaves you feeling like you are taking a peak behind a curtain but can’t quite see the full picture. It also leaves you wondering.
And later, much later, in recent issues, when we see the remains of Scarlet, there is a sadness there. A bit of the past that Moon Knight could never let go of. And we’ll see more of that later when she shows up again.
#Moon Knight#Moon Knight Comics#Moon Knight meta#Analyzing the comics#Marc Spector#Steven Grant#Jake Lockley#Stained Glass Scarlet#Moon Knight's rouge gallery#For everyone that had no idea what that new Stained Glass Scarlet episode really was about#I want more than anything to dive into the idea of Steven wanting to know his past#I want Steven to research his own people#I want Marc to talk about going home#I want Jake to touch on the fact that he has built his own people because he has none#I'm not normal about Moon Knight#I love Stained Glass Scarlet#She always makes Moon Knight pause and reflect#He lets her get away
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