#never tell me the odds

[somewhatvaguely]

And that's a wrap! The crew from left to right: Memento, Zombie, Nails, Syndrome, Reishi, and Nat.

Our Scum and Villainy (TTRPG) campaign finished last night and this is my tribute to a game that got me out of the house, drawing ferociously, and being social again. It was a rad crew, we lucked out with a really talented GM, and I can't wait til the next time I get to give my teammate +1 d by mooning (essentially) a sith lord.

[blueeyedgrlwrites]

Honestly if you think I can't watch these two for 24 hours straight....

[showmethesneer]

NOT THE HAN AND LEIA FANART MURAL!!

[razorroseart]

I 3d printed and painted a DL-44 from Star Wars Empire Strikes back.

[therealjediknight]

[rosesareredandtheskyisthelimit]

[showmethesneer]

A friend of mine just returned their spare key to my old apartment and i realize that now i have the power to do the literal best Alex Claremont Diaz cosplay

[clover-system]

The odds of this are 1 in 29,760.

Saw a post about the sesamarot and wanted to share my favorite reading

[kyberkanan]

hanleia enjoyers come forth

[taitavva]

i could tell you that masayoshi, but then id have to kill ya'

[kousomii]

tobito again !! ✧｡٩(ˊωˋ)و✧*｡ gave him a new jacket. i want this jacket irl fdsjafdasfdsa i need to learn to sew

[tarzinnia]

Search your zodiac sign in the gifs, and find one that relates most to you.

Here’s mine

[itsatorchwoodthing]

y’all dont understand how much season 1 jack being written to parallel han solo means to me

[ot3]

[boomthemoon]

Kirk really must find science very sexy because whenever Spock is talking science with him he immediately starts to flirt

[toddtakefive]

thinking about todd and his resolve toward… not quite isolation, but being alone in a room full of people again. he goes along to the study room to sit on his own and do his homework, he sits at the poets table and follows along with what’s being said while keeping quiet, he goes to the meetings at all but doesn’t necessarily contribute (in fact, if you watch him when cameron is telling the story ‘from camp in sixth grade’, you can see that he recognizes it before any of the other poets but doesn’t voice it until they all have). he’s not alone, necessarily, if you want to get technical about it, he’s just lonely, and he’s generally okay with that. he doesn’t have friends and that’s fine, he doesn’t participate in class and that’s fine, he doesn’t have a relationship with his family and that’s fine—he could live without any real connection and he’d have been, more or less, fine.

the thing about when he says “i can take care of myself just fine!” is that he isn’t really wrong, you can infer that he’s been doing it his entire life anyway, it’s that ‘taking care of yourself’ isn’t the same thing as really living or being happy. todd’s an introvert, certainly, and even as he gets closer to the group he defaults to sitting quietly in the background, but he’s also denying himself community out of fear not introversion. todd isn’t friendless because he’s an introvert, although that definitely plays a part, he’s friendless because he pushes anyone that might want his company away. if anyone has every wanted for his attention in the first place. (neil’s unwavering interest in him is unique (even when it comes to the rest of the poets, who are fine with todd coming along and joining the group, but aren’t really hellbent on him being there in the beginning) and his refusal to accept it is a direct result of being so lonely growing up.)

there’s obviously something to be said about the implications of his parents neglect, and the more than likely fact that he grew up friendless, and how those both play a part in in him being so skilled at dodging social interaction/being so avoidant of it, but by the time we see him in the movie he’s all but accepted his fate as being alone his entire life. he’s already accepted being the family disappointment, and he’s already accepted he’ll never amount to anything, and he obviously doesn’t like it, but he’d have managed living with that knowledge without the confirmation that it was all wrong. would he have been miserable? almost certainly. but he’d have managed. he’d done it for that long already, anyhow.