#never not been alice
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want to go back to when i was in oxford that one sunny day and found a spot by a winding river near a little babbling brook, it was such a perfectly round mound of earth that the water curved around. i sat there and i never felt more like alice. i can't remember if that was the same trip as the one i saw yannis at, but that too was the most hilarious coincidence i had happen to me in oxford. i was literally on an alice tour with a group and out of the blue yannis (the absolute loml at the time) passed me by, him and jimmy. i hesitated like i was frozen on the spot for quite a while until he passed, and then the worm in my brain told me to follow him. i ran down a few blocks of town centre, the high street, there was such a crowd and so many people. i really hoped he would materialize somewhere, like in those movie moments where the couple loses each other and loses all hope but then ah! there he is again. but nope, no such thing happened. i lost him, lost the group, and there was something pretty funny about all of it. literally followed the white rabbit...
i've felt like so many iterations of alice now i think about it, in my life. sometimes i'm book alice, sometimes i'm disney alice, in less than savory dreams i'm russian alice, and other times...other times i'm american mcgee's alice. that one came round in early teens and she stayed, oh boy did she stay. for a while i thought that was the only alice i could be, but now i can see easily how i'm all and any iterations of them. that girl and her wonderland...my god. what a metaphor. i've been alice since birth, i think.
when i was a child and sad that i couldn't really be alice because she had blonde hair, my mother pulled out the vintage photographs of the alice liddell that lewis carroll took. i saw a brunette girl staring back at me, one who looked like me, who could be me. it made me so happy. that memory is so old i don't even know what age i was when it happened. but it happened.
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they really put alicent in bridgerton blue on the reunion and genuinely expected me to think that she didn’t in fact march all the way to dragonstone to get wifed up? bfr
#I am only a girl living in a society#I make connections#she looks so pretty in blue though I want more#also you’re telling me that rhaenyra saw her walk in all cute looking to not completely crumble at the sight of her?#like my girl got all dolled up for you do something#rhaenyra IS a puppy dog when it comes to those bambi eyes shut up#Alicent was like you think you want her? I’m the love of your life you moron#and rhaenyra is like I KNOW#like she’s been trying to get the other woman to realize that very thing for the last 15+ years#and alicent’s all heartbroken like oh so you’re taking her to wife#and rhaenyra is like nO? WHAT?? all dumb and speechless cause jealous alicent was definitely not on her bingo card this year#whilst also having her own mental breakdown#because how on earth is she meant to explain this to her councel#or jace for that matter#that sure was goint to be a fun future conversation to have with her heir#but also Alicent just strutted into the room and started acting like a scorned wife?#which left rhaenyra feeling like the asshole parent who stopped paying for child support after the divorce#but also she never wanted a divorce in the first place?? and alicent doesn’t seem to get this?#like she’s already figuring out how to most efficiently empty daemon’s chambers for the woman to move in permanently#but alicent’s still yapping off about not having a place in court anymore and fleeing across the sea#and rhaenyra can’t help the bitter taste in her mouth as she states how that ship came in a little too late for them and it is messyyyy#hotd leaks#house of the dragon leaks#hotd spoilers#house of the dragon#house of the dragon spoilers#rhaenicent#alicent hightower#rhaenyra targaryen#bridgerton
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Rhaenyra getting her marriage back on track and seemingly successfully navigating the “We kissed, is it weird now?” situation with Mysaria. All romantic relationships were where they should be. Nothing out of place. Nothing strange or exciting coming along to fuck up the war effort. Wait, what’s that —
IT’S ALICENT HIGHTOWER WITH THE STEEL CHAIR
#the chances of your first love reappearing to fuck up your life once again are liw but never zero#alicent really had the ‘i could have been going on dragonrides and kissing rhaenyra THIS WHOLE TIME’#realisation and it has fundamentally changed her as a human being#rhaenyra targaryen#alicent hightower#rhaenicent#house of the dragon#house of the dragon spoilers#daemon targaryen#mysaria
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one of the richest most interesting facets of rhaenyra and alicent’s relationship is there are zero universes in which they get to be together while retaining the core of who they are. like even as we speed closer and closer to annihilation and the spectre of former “girlhood” hovers between them…. there is no future which allows them anything more than shared adolescence. they are not equals. aemma lives? otto arranges an advantageous match for alicent. rhaenyra is not named heir? she would still be a princess, probably also matched and sent away from king’s landing. alicent is her lady, and rhaenyra is always her princess. daemon or no daemon, aegon or no aegon, they are always destined to be longing for a fairy tale that doesn’t exist. and that’s so compelling because it doesn’t matter that it could never be, it’s comforting! they want to reach for each other! but it’s never anything more than a mirage, even without the dance.
#they are not equals! they were never girls Together rhaenyra was also a princess and a dragon rider#alicent’s resentment of rhaenyra’s inability to join her in the exact cage of her gender/station would’ve always come between them#which makes any grasping even more tragic#but it’s always why i can’t abide uwu rhaenicent posting#hotd#they never even had a golden childhood REALLY like rhaenyra left on syrax and alicent said no thank you!#rhaenyra’s fairytale of being alicent’s knight and flying across the sea with her wouldn’t even have happened bc alicent would NOT have#gotten on dragonback! like OOOOOOH it’s so rich#they have never been on the same page ever and Yet!
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Redraw of that new Alicent Hightower still
#she's actually so fun to draw i never realized#drawing on my phone has been so much fun recently sometimes i like my style better on there#alicent hightower#fire and blood#asoif fanart#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#hotd#house of the dragon#art#artist#artwork#digital art#digital artist#drawing#fanart#digital artwork#book#digital drawing#george rr martin#phone art#asoiaf fanart#pre asoiaf#the dance of the dragons#house hightower#book fanart
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They share one brain cell and only use it to love their friends.
#okay so I was sketching out something with King Candy earlier but had to draw these two real quick before i forget#anyone remember my woozlesona?#been meaning to draw her again and its been so long#the winne the pooh movies are BIG comfort films of mine#those and the animated Alice in wonderland#like I never got a chance to really talk about these characters or films and I’m excited to be able to now#sorry for jumping fandoms AGAIN#🎨 chy creations 🎨#self insert#platonic self ship
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rip alicent hightower
a matriarch, woman full of ambition, devoted mother and grandmother, savvy politician and fashion icon.
she isn't dead (yet) but might as well could be
#alicent hightower#i will never hate my green queen#but she has been assassinated#hotd critical#anti hotd#hotd leaks#hotd spoilers
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my fave genre of characters: mirrorballs
#i’ve never been a natural#all i do is try try try#there’s more obviously but i’m too tired rn#they’re just like me fr#can you tell there’s a pattern in the characters i relate to#taylor swift#folklore#mirrorball#the perks of being a wallflower#charlie kelmeckis#fantastic mr fox#ash fox#wes anderson#dead poets society#todd anderson#heartstopper#tao xu#alice oseman#fleabag#phoebe waller bridge#friends#chandler bing
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expanding on my previous post actually every single oiar employee (including lena) is autistic they all just have different and clashing presentations. that "weird interview" celia and sam were discussing in episode 6? yeah that was just lena attempting to give a poorly-disguised diagnostic test.
#the magnus protocol#only gwen alice and colin have been officially diagnosed#lena's old enough to be from the generation where they thought autism was “just a boy thing”#sam's parents thought he couldn't have it since he “does so well in school!” (famous last words)#and if celia was diagnosed Before. well. she doesn't exactly remember it#gwen's fucked up family treated it like an embarrassment tho#so she never tells anyone for fear of being taken less seriously#alice is extremely open about it I think#which is another thing that drives gwen nuts about her bc she's always like “oh Fuck. does she Know. can she Tell”#(alice has her suspicions. but she's not saying anything because even she has red lines)#colin has a “please be patient I have autism” comic sans hat that alice bought him#as a divorce party gag gift one year#tmagp#pigeon.txt#actually autistic#<- Credentials#magpod#alice dyer#gwen bouchard#gwendolyn bouchard#samama khalid#celia ripley#lena kelley#colin becher#the oiar
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Rhaenys is stronger than me, if Alicent looked at me like this I would’ve done anything she asked
#sorry for being weak but i could never say no to a pretty woman with sad brown eyes#you should’ve been queen 🥺🥺 LIKE I WOULD’VE DONE ANYTHING SHE WANTED#alicent hightower#nell watches: house of the dragon
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i think alice from alice in wonderland would look nice in your artstyle
Alice huh
#I used to watch that obe live action movie when I was younger and I desperately wanted to like it but it was just confusing#although it's been more or less 10 years since I watched it last. I might have to do a rewatch#as for the original book. never read it. I just wasn't into books when I was a kid. might see if I can find it anywhere now.#ask#anonymous#alice in wonderland#Aiw#aiw rabbit#white rabbit#art#fanart#traditional art
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“Team Black or Team Green?” What about team smallfolk overthrowing the monarchy that are are carelessly flying around on weapons of mass destruction and committing war crimes because of their entitlement over a damn chair when neither side are giving two shits about the people they are supposed to govern
#house of the dragon#hotd#i’m making it a thing#team smallfolk#yeah i’m still mad that GOT never abolished the damn monarchy but at least this story is showing us that power corrupts everyone#and the fight for the iron throne costs the main players everything that matters. you either win or you die? nah there are no winners#more like you die or you live with consequences of the bloodshed for power#even if you are an innocenf child who gets the throne he never asked for but loses his entire family#or you live like alicent who’s fate is worse than death would’ve been for her
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agatha all along finale today lesbians who else is fucking terrified
#agatha all along#it’s never been more over#agathario#agatha coven of chaos#agatha x rio#agatha harkness#rio vidal#lilia calderu#jennifer kale#alice wu gulliver#billy maximoff
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"Iggy... tell me of your Wonderland..."
♠️♥️ Happy Halloween, all! ♣️♦️
#our wonderland#art: ow#art: iggy#art: orlam#art: genzou#art: gidget#i've gotten so many questions over the years over which alice chars each char represents#and it's never been a one-to-one answer because i didn't really design the OW chars like that#but i thought it would be fun to give it an official try!#also now i'm just a little bit obsessed with the designs kdjlfakdsfa#so i may end up drawing more of them...
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Once Agatha All Along is done I better find so many The Coven adopting / raising „Teen“ AUs on ao3 and if there aren’t I guess I will write it myself even if it takes blood, sweat and tears, thank you very much.
#Never related to a character so much#Teen is me and I am Teen#or Billy#or Wiccan#whatever goth joe locke#agatha all along#agatha harkness#jennifer kale#rio vidal#lilia calderu#alice wu gulliver#mrs hart#i am not in the MCU much but this may have opened a gate#cuz I’ve never been this inspired before lmao#this might make me start drawing again#anyways
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The Green family dynamics are so interesting because like, Viserys is the father but due to his decay he seems more like the grandfather, whereas Otto is the Grandsire but seems to fill out the role of a father more, not only to his daughter but also her children, so he and his daughter are a mother/father unit but in some situations Alicent is treated like a sibling to her children (by Otto) and then you have the obvious Helaena/Aegon happening (siblings who are also husband/wife and mother/father to their children), but at the same time it seems like Aemond is the one trying to be the family's protector and attempting to step up as patriarch, with some of the scenes between him and Alicent giving off the vibes of equals rather than Mother and Son (like when they discuss Aemond finding Aegon) and his relationship with Aegon seeming like he's the big brother and not the other way around, in this essay I will-
#ALSO the way Aemond tries so hard to be the perfect son#In part to make up for Aegon obviously slacking#And also because he feels like he should've been the firstborn son#But do you ever think that maybe he's also jealous of Aegon because Aegon is allowed to fuck up#Again and again#And Alicent still loves him?#Like she obviously is affectionate toward all her children#But imagine trying to be everything your mother wants your older brother to be#And watching your older brother do everything he's not supposed to be#And somehow your mother still supports him and loves him and would quite literally die for him#And like logically you know she would do the same for you#But deep down you're also scared of ever fucking up#Because what if you're not perfect and you fuck up like your brother#And she stops loving you??#What if you're not the golden son she never needs to worry about#And she just isn't willing to tolerate your bs the way she tolerates your brother's#What a punch in the face that would be#Anyway don't mind me I am just clawing my eyes out#hotd#aemond targaryen#aegon ii targaryen
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