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needless to say the vibes were in shambles
#felt like I got whiplash#yeah yeah it’s on me for shuffling a multi-hundred song playlist we literally call The Soup#the weird songs add the tecks ture to the soup#never know what you’ll get#anyway I don’t normally post this much so if y’all are expecting this forever then lol lmao even#mini me#digital art
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thinking about how if Eddie was cornered for a fight he’d probably play to his strengths and try to freak out his attackers by bouncing around like old timey boxers, looking like a kangaroo and punching the air while saying ‘oh you wanna go??? You wanna go??? Well let me tell you! There’s going to be three hits!!! Me hitting you, you hitting the floor and the ambulance hitting 80 when it takes you to the hospital. That’s right. The old left, right, goodnight. The ol’ razzle dazzle!’
And the guys just…leave? Because what is this guy doing? And why is he moving like that?
Eddie munson: 1, bullies: 42. Things are finally looking up.
What Eddie doesn’t know is that Steve Harrington was standing just off to the side and waved the bullies on when he saw it all kick off. Not wanting to interrupt Eddie’s…technique…he did what he could without raising suspicions
#PLEASE someone say they know what I’m#talking about. like the kind of fight where he’s bouncing around being distracting then he’d like tap the guy on the nose and the guy is#like ‘wtf????’ and Eddie is all ‘see!! get any close and you’ll never make it out alive!!!’#and Steve was watching the whole thing from the gym doors readying to swoop in but turns out eddie didn’t need him#idk I have the exact video in my head but it might not exist#’whhyyy I OUGHTTA’ Eddie being a dramatic jam#eddie munson#stranger things#steve harrington#steddie#oh girly I know it’s a flop but it’s funny to ME
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Thinking about them…
#Dungeon meshi#laios touden#touden family#Toudad and momden#The laifam. The touuu… tou… toudamily? Help idk#Laios holding onto his dad like that after a near death experience after he ran away from his warnings gets to me so bad.#Dad does care dad was so worried and he WOULD stick with u thick and thin he just thinks about ur sake#w momden i also almost put the exorcising Falin thing instead but that wasn’t Laios centric enough#I’ve been writing a laios pov family angst fic lately i’ll be posting it real soon#Gonna be called Push the deciduous out of my gums you’ll know it when u see it#Sigh. Isn’t it neat how the Toudens are scandinavians but Toudad has an interest in myths so he gave his dogs and Laios greek names#That “he never told me anything” panel is prob my fave touden family moment like god what good framing what good hollowness in the delivery#Momden having debilitating anxiety but caring so so much and being overprotective and overdoing it my beloved. Peeking in on them eating#Dad too busy and mom too bedridden to share meals :(#Is the mama reading book pic very tiny and blurry? Yes. Do I have a better resolution of it? No#Could that be a servant peeking in and not their mom? Yes. Do I believe so? No
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There’s no way Jayce came out of the fucking Infection Dimension perfectly healthy except for his leg (and his mental health)
He had an open wound on his back before he even went in!! and then the one we saw on his leg! (which was broken in fucking half!!) like did y’all see how thick the fog was?? He was breathing that shit in for months!! That man was probably dying!!!
#we should have seen him take a pause in his speech to cough for like thirty minutes#what kind of fucked up cocktail of gas was in that fog bro#like The Gray and every other drug smog gas from the factory’s mixed together with fucking magic#how much crazier would the Jayvik parallels be if Jayce had coughed up blood at some point#still crying over how much weight he lost#my baby…#did he even get to see his mom before he and Vik disappeared?#did he get to hug her?#tell her he was sorry and that he loved her?#did she get to make him his first hot meal in months?#did she hold him while he cried?#did she even know he was back before he was gone again?#imagine being Ximena and your son shows up at your door after being missing for months over half a year#and he’s lost weight his hair is grown and unkempt and he’s covered in scars and he has a brace on his leg which is clearly injured#and he cries in your arms when you hug him like he hasn’t since he was seven#and you tell him to come in to eat to tell you what happened and if he’s okay and he tries but none of it really makes since to you except#the grief. the grief you can understand you lost your partner after all you know what that kind of grief looks like#and after you’ve feed him and held him and took care of him he leaves again to try and save his partner and then you never see him again#and you’ll never know what happened to him and his partner#but all you can hope for was that he was able to save him and where ever they are their together#I am spiraling over Ximena Talis right now in the tags of my mostly jokey post#I love the Talis’ so much#jayce talis#ximena talis#I’m tagging her because of the tags#it is 11 at night I have a cold and I am spiraling about the Talis’ right now#and just like Jayce should have been I am coughing like there’s no tomorrow
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brother joked about magneto getting a volleyball skin in rivals and i almost passed out
#snap chats#and then like three seconds later we joked about him getting a badketball skin instead. another casual w for the philippines#did you guys know i used to play volleyball… not officially i just used to go to this sand volleyball thing with my eldest sis … good shit#not important whats imporrnatjs. if ant finish this post sorry i imagined erik in tiny shorts and i thinj i hauvr covid#OH YEAH WE WERE TALKING ABOUT THIS CAUSE i was explaining to him rivals stuff#i was exploring magneto’s kit more and figuring out Technical Gameplay Stuff and Yeah#we were talked about his ult for a bit and thats why my bro was like#‘oh if they ever have sports skins magneto should get a volleyball one. his barrier already looks like when you hit the ball back’#and then of course the meteor’s a spike but the blood left my brain at that point so i didnt hear it#then three seconds later he was like ‘oh yeah orbasketball and the meteor can be a dunk’ LMAOOOO#stupid old man you’ll never be balling. chat youre not gonna believe this—#NO THEN STRANGE GONNA BLOCK MY DUNK he’s my opp forever. disgusting.
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Where is all the horny Zaeed content? I cannot be the only person hot for that surly bastard.
#zaeed massani#mass effect#me2#pls keep me away from mass effect rare pairs I beg you#I don’t have the strength#but also Zaeed would say the wildest dirtiest shit in bed#now that I know what you’ll pay for a taste of my cock you’ll never get it for free#that’s it#that’s all I wrote#and I’m already too invested#it’s Miranda#Miranda x Zaeed#There’s only 3 fics on AO3 - and in one they are background.#Why is my brain such garbage#send help
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It’s just…so painful to watch Armand readily submit in order to obtain the love he so desperately craves. And while it’s most assuredly a manipulative tactic, it’s still one borne out of fear and desperation. He cannot lose this person he’s come to love and so will become whatever they want, do whatever they want just so they’ll stay with him. But it won’t be enough. No matter how much he acquiesces or seeks to control (himself, others, the environment), he won’t be able to make Louis stay with him in the perfect life, perfect self he built in the hopes of finally being loved. It will all crumble with Armand left alone in the rubble of what he created, the author of his own abandonment.
#this unfortunately hits way too close to home for me#let’s not even get into Claudia’s anger at never being enough#iwtv spoilers#interview with the vampire#armand#this is just me speaking from personal experience…but there is definite manipulation at play here from Armand#and I don’t necessarily mean that pejoratively- when you’re desperate for people to like/love you you’ll become whatever they want#or whatever you think they’d want and you give it to them so they’ll want to keep you around#I’ve done it so often with the people in my life- and make no mistake it’s also a survival tactic#you give someone what they want they won’t hurt you#and when that’s how you survive for years and years it becomes the default method of interacting with others#even with normal people who genuinely mean you no harm you revert to that people pleasing mode#as a means of control both external and internal#this is what i see armand doing- his way of surviving that he’s never truly broken out of#armand ceding coven control to Louis and curating the Dubai penthouse for Louis are part of the same pattern of behavior#and even tho it’s ultimately harmful and will only end badly for armand and Louis’ relationship#idk if armand knows how to not exist that way with someone he loves/desires#all of this also ties into louis and daniel#because of course Armand will lose it over Louis finding connection and interest with someone else aside from him#someone HUMAN no less#and I can see Armand taking out his anger on Daniel as a way of expressing his own frustration at still not being enough for Louis#breaking daniel’s mind in a desperate attempt to understand why this human could reach Louis in ways he couldn’t#not saying any of this to excuse Armand and his behavior obviously (I’m very upset and worried over the trial looming on the horizon)#but I do understand this impulse and how you’ll throw ANYONE under the bus in order to preserve your place with loved ones#it’s all horrifying but unfortunately I empathize#like even if Louis is right to walk out on him when he learns/remembers the truth of what happened to Claudia#I’ll probably still find myself saddened by Armand’s fate because I’ve absolutely been there myself#it’s a tragedy of his own making- his fear and desperation birthing manipulative and controlling behaviors#that ultimately result in your own abandonment#god this fucking show
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there’s something i feel i can remember..! i don’t want to forget what’s going on. i don’t want to be trapped like this. and i tried again, and stanley pushed a button. is it over? i’m going back. this is more important than you can ever know. this isn’t a challenge, it’s a tragedy. what else is there? what came before this?i can’t lose myself in the stretch of emptiness between you and me. the end will be here soon. very soon. i can wait. i wish you to feel afraid as i do. i’ll give it all up, i’ll burn my story to the ground! it was the only thing in the world that was mine and you’ve run it into the ground. the end is never the end. i can’t quite recall, but i believe my story took place in an office building… is that correct? do you remember? it’s all determined? why don’t i get to decide? why don’t i get a say in all this? the end is never the end. the story needs this. it’s all out of my control now. just your decision as to exactly when you’re going to make me suffer, to leave me all alone. the end is never the end. i know you too well. i need this. and stanley was happy. i will be laughing at every second of your inevitable life from the moment we fade in, to the moment i say “happily ever after”. and stanley was happy. i wanted us to be happy here. and stanley was happy. the story needs you. it cannot exist without you. and stanley was happy. take as much time as you need. and stanley was happy. this is a very sad story about the death of a man named stanley. and stanley was happy. i did enjoy telling his story. so very much. this is the story of a man named stanley. i hope you like it. i hope you understand it. i hope you set stanley free.
#the stanley parable#tsp#tsp narrator#tspud#the ramblings of a lunatic#guys when they replay the stanley parable after forgetting just how royally fucked up it is#like. nobody i know gets it. nobody REALLY gets it#they don’t know… they don’t know..!!!#becuz DUDE. this game drives me INSANE.#you’re going to forget everything. you don’t want to forget anything.#everything will happen again so you’ll never forget. you will never grow as a person because of this.#THE CYCLE! GUYS! THE FUCKING CYCLEEEE#narrator how does it feel. being the truth. when there is no truth. unreliable but the only reliable source#being in control but not of yourself. living but never remembering.#stuck in your time and your mind no matter what you do no matter what happens you will never remember!!!#you will never be able to learn! you will never be able to change it!#you won’t even remember that you wanted to! you won’t remember that you need to!#you won’t remember what you gained or what you lost!#and you’ll forget your own story one day!#you are a showcase you are a short term memory loop put on display for people to gasp at and play with and make money off of#he knows that too!! but he doesn’t at the same time!!!!#he will remember and then forget over and over and over#but we get to remember everything#and he would never understand any look of pity sent his way#help? i don’t need help. what is there to help me with? i have everything i need here. my story and my protagonist.#but ohhhh… ohhhhh buddy. you will never know#he will literally never know#and it drives me fucking insane.
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I am having thoughts about the canary curse.
So canaries. We’ve all seen the posts. There’s a few that stand out to me, one being that the canaries didn’t actually die (or weren’t supposed to) . The guy that devised the canary method ( John Haldane ) was concerned for the birds welfare, so they had a little machine to revive the bird once it fell over/ stoped singing.
This is what’s happening for the first few deaths in the life series. Everyone’s being revived at this point, no one’s actually dying, but…. No one’s leaving the fucking coal mine.
A key point in using a canary in the first place is that it warns you, tells you hey this place is dangerous stop going!
They keep going.
Jim’s death each season (sans secret life) is the turning point because he’s the first one to permadie.
He’s not the warning. He’s the result of ignoring it.
#trafficblr#canary curse#jimmy solidarity#did I see another post and get annoyed? maybe. you’ll never know.#in the end I think the big take away is that it doesn’t matter and also people can have fun with things while being slightly wrong. it’s ok.#obligatory my sources on this are shaky at best but see above message that’s not really what matters here we’re talking about a dumb#thing from Minecraft YouTube who cares if it’s a little wrong but if anyone knows more#about this please feel free to rip me a new one in the replys#I suppose they are all canaries and we are the coal miners.#forgive the fandom for pointing and shouting loudly at something that’s happened—*looks at papers* FOUR TIMES IN A ROW??
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#I don’t know what art style to catergotize this one in#I’ll say this is number one#but here’s#maria hill#you’ll never get the full image out of me#I only like the face#art#tagging#blackhill#because that’s where all the Maria fans are too#cobie smulders#fan art
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Hi! I'm not sure if this is the kind of thing you usually answer so no worries if not. Your blog has been a big encouragement to me over the years and I really appreciate the love and care you put into it!
I'm a chronically ill/disabled college student trying to make it through premed, and recently when I was talking in an anonymous community about a rough patch with my health and how it affected my performance in school, another premed started telling me I should just drop out until I'm better (even though i'm chronically ill), that I'm being a bad doctor to my current patients by allowing myself to do poorly, that people like me shouldn't be wasting time trying to be doctors.
i've worked so hard on my self worth but i'm already having a rough patch and it really hurt especially since i've really valued good doctors in my life. my parents and academic advisor have only been putting more pressure on me and i thought i'd reach out and see if you might have any encouragement or advice, because right now i feel like no one believes in me.
yeah honestly that person would be the one who is a bad doctor because they’re saying stuff like that to someone who is chronically ill and seems to not get the chronic part of it. I think having a chronic illness might actually add value to what you want as your career since it gives you life experience that other doctors don’t have, as you said it yourself, you know the value of a good doctor when someone needs help and you want to do your best. I don’t know if your parents are putting pressure on you out of worry for your health or wanting you to push through or maybe both, but that pressure doesn’t really help so maybe if you talk to them and set some boundaries might get them to respect the fact that it is your life ultimately and you should get to make decisions about your career and to health.
Studying to be a doctor is brutal in my country and I imagine it is a lot of work in yours too, and you should put your health above everything else but even though you are having a rough time with your health, it seems that you want to keep going, and you are the one living in your body, you are the one who knows your needs, so if you feel like doing it, do it. I imagine you’re probably on a break from school since it’s the end of the year so hopefully you don’t have to study right now and can get a lot of rest during this time and maybe do things that are fun and relaxing (like watching a movie, reading, things that don’t take too many spoons) to also ease the pressure of your illness and the pressure from other people.
Ultimately, this is your decision, and if you’re evaluating your own situation and deciding to do it, then you should do it. I know you’ll do your best, probably even more than that discouraging person who said you wouldn’t be able to be a good doctor, since you value what you do and seem to put a lot of effort, and as I said, you have life experience that they don’t. You should try it out since that’s what you want, and you’re the one living in your body with your chronic illness. I really hope you take care of yourself if you’re on a break right now and don’t take in too much of this pressure and that resting and taking it easy this time of the year helps a little with your illness so you can start your next semester feeling a little better. Maybe things will be really rough, and if they are, take a break if it’s needed, but maybe you’ll be fine, and the only way to know how things will be like it is to try, though if you feel like you can do it, then I believe you can do it because you’re the one who knows what your body is going through.
Your heart seems to be in this career and you should try it. Only you know what you go through, and I’m honestly cheering for you that things get better with your health and cheering for you with your career. I think you’ll do good things as a doctor, you seem to care a lot and to put effort in it, just remember to prioritize your health, because often a lot of doctors don’t since the job can be so demanding. I think you know what you’re doing and I am sending you my best wishes for your health, for the new year, for your next semester, and I know you’re going to do your best, just try not to put too much pressure on yourself.
#ops I got invested and wrote a lot#I hope this helps#take care of yourself#and I hope things get better#and if you feel like doing this then I believe you can do it#only you know what it feels to be in your body#and you’ll never know if you don’t try#but remember to take it easy on yourself and take care of yourself so hopefully you can feel a bit better soon#im cheering for you anon ❤️🩹#answered
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the last unicorn post from earlier has me thinking about the master. that yana is still in there, you know? is still someone he was, if even for a brief flash across the life of a time lord. there’s no way to unlive that life. there are ways to twist it later, sure, to make utopia into hell on earth. but the life was lived. in much the same way that the doctor can remember, can feel, the love he held onto as john smith even as that life is ripped out of his hands. the doctor choose denial and then grief and then to shutter it all away. and so john smith died, and so professor yana died, and the doctor and the master live on. the doctor has done this before, and he lives in orbit around humanity, trying to keep the best parts of them and hold them deep enough to take root (which he can pretend he gets to choose, as a time lord. as a human, it all floods in and can’t be dug back out.) but what about the master, right?
to borrow a turn of phrase: i think there are two time lords left in the universe, and they both learned how to regret.
#regret here meaning less feeling the emotion of actual regret obviously because time lords do not actually funxtion on unicorn rules. they#already get sad just fine on their own. no humanity needed for that.#but i dont know. i just dont think he brushed it off so easily. i think he did a hell of a job convincing himself he did.#and what better way then to twist his own great works and destroy the species he was working so hard to save at the end of the universe.#but what about the knowledge that he *could* be that person. that somewhere in him exists a version that wanted to save people.#a version that is painfully too much like the doctor. even. now is that part worse or better than the human part?#but if past regenerations are ghosts i think yana deserves a haunt.#anyway maybe ignore this one im rambling about nothing here#theres just. i dont know. what if you were the last of your kind and in surviving you made yourself Not Like Them in a way you’ll never#escape.#i mean doctor who is just so concerned with all these plots about hybrids and children of the tardis and clones and What Makes A Time Lord.#but they’re so obsessed with it in just. a very Lore way. is what it feels like. we get brushes of more like with jenny and how she’s#physically a time lord and the doctor denies her that inheritance. a shared suffering…#but me myself im just fascinated with the doctor and the master as the time lords who survived. but they survived Wrong#its. its. children of gallifrey that don’t belong to her anymore. you know?#i dont care if river’s got time lord dna!!! or the metacrisis is physically human!!! i dont care!!! talk to me about what it means beyond#their blood and bones!!! what’s it like to have your sense of self stripped from you like that!!!#what’s it like when so much of you is the shed skin of time lords past. but one of you was human. one of you was painfully *humiliatingly*#human!!!#enough about how much dna you need to count as a time lord. i want to know how much they can mutate until they can’t be recognized as one.#does that make sense?
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literally can’t get my mind off the match. I already obsess over poor arsenal results but this one included MY LITTLE GUY….
#if arsenal fans ever stop being made fun of for caring too much then know I’m dead#literally might take a Benadryl so I can knock the fuck out for a few hours my god#all I’ll say is it’s really fucking telling that for a good half hour nobody knew what that red was even for#and that this is two matches now where players who have maybe never? been sent off before got sent off#I try to be reasonable about refereeing decisions but these have been fucking horrific#and literally don’t even start with the whole ‘refereeing is a really hard job and it’s dangerous schtick’#it is. for non-league and lower tier refs where they’re not protected! these guys have all the backing in the world#so that they can do their JOB safely and efficiently and accurately.#and instead they take those privileges and make themselves the center and of matches. get over yourself you’ll never be a footballer#sammyaps
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yall on tt really convincing me to become a die hard buddie shipper damn those edits are good DAMN
#i love them together i just feel like it’s never going to happen#i wish it would but like#i’d rather be realistic and let myself appreciate both of them in separate relationships#without setting myself up for disappointment#which is exactly what yall are doing#if one of the characters CAME OUT and they are still not together i just don’t get how yall think they’ll be together eventually#big 911 knows you’ll keep watching for the queerbaiting#buddie#i love them tho and i wish they were bfs#i know that edit gooddddd
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that is not what extended means
#what is going onnn with the different versions of saw 2004 at this point#they swap them around streaming services so much you never know what version you’ll get most the time but at least this one has both#this is on hbo max. this post is petty but this shit is so stupid#’unrated’ why is it tv-ma then. ‘extended’ its a minute shorter#at least theatrical version is what automatically plays on stupid hbo max and not the unrated#but this is so convoluted#ive made multiple posts abt liking the theatrical version more and its literally a minute longer >_> im sorryyy#im justannoying about saw#click#saw 2004
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Looks like that video is about a month & a half after The Trade and trevors broken ankle 😣
re: this video… anon 😭 i had suspicions but it is so much worse to have them confirmed that really was like. trevor’s first Public Appearance without jamie AND post-broken ankle which is traumatic in and of itself no wonder every beat reporter was like ‘oh yeah trevor’s just devastated’
wouldn’t you be miserable too if your best friend just got traded and your body betrayed you and what if it was maybe all your fault!!!
#bestie thank you so much for fact-checking me 🙏🙏🥰🥰 i love when y’all come in my inbox & answer the questions i yell into the void of my tag#we are Suffering about trevor TOGETHER in this house. if i scrolled all the way to the bottom of my drafts i think i could find even more#heartbreaking content from before The Trade but we don’t need to suffer that much otherwise the penguin cup of tea is really irish coffee#confirms ALL of my theories about miserable trevor leaning into mason for comfort because in some universes that’s THEIR boyfriend who left#liv in the replies#trevor zegras#mason mctavish#need to go lay on the floor about this one folks. do you think trevor said he would only do it if mason came if he could sit next to mason#right at the end where people were rushing out not stopping to talk tired by the end of the line and not even thinking just to guarantee he#wouldn’t get asked anything because he still has a hard time believing it’s real he keeps thinking jamie’ll be there especially w/his ankle#i’m sure he doesn’t have a great time with stairs so he probably will nap on the couch sometimes and that moment right when he first wakes#up to the bang of the door and he doesn’t quite know he’s awake yet and he thinks it’s jamie coming in? heartbreaker right there bud. sorry#ALSO because I can’t say it and leave it alone I almost put that last bit strictly in the tags but like. there’s gotta be some part of#trevor that knows it’s nothing to do with him but still naïvely believes that if he’d maybe been there if he hadn’t been injured things#could have worked out differently if he’d been there and it’s his fault his ankle broke and do you remember all the interviews jamie gave#about how you never think you’ll be traded and how strange it is to be moving and now i need you to take that naïveté times 1000 for trevor#who of course he never even pictures jamie leaving they were building the core together!!! why would they ever get rid of him!! and if only#trevor had been there to show how important jamie was. what would he have done? literally nothing but that does not stop the emotional guil#from enveloping trevor like a rain cloud and making him sit in mason’s apartment with ice cream bowl in hand. holistic treatment l
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