#never expected it to blow up this much
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The amount of people reblogging this one Luke sketch I made, while having "proship dni" somewhere on their page is upsetting and unsettling, and I have no idea what to do about that
Purity culture weird and scary to exist around ._.
#never expected it to blow up this much#and now I can't even be happy about my succes#because it has potential to attract all kinds of toxicity#sigh
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i fw triple baka yuri 🔥
#oish scribblz#doodle#vocaloid#vocal synth#digital#hatsune miku#utau#fanloid#ms paint#I CAN NEVER DECIDE ON A SHIP BRUHH#ok but mikurin is my top 1 . yeaaa#neru akita#teto kasane#triple baka squad#wait their ship name#uhmm#im not taggign it . yolo#wlw#ship#edit:#I DID NOT EXPECT IT TO BLOW UP THIS MUCH UHM.#THANKS GUYS HEHEHEHDJSBFKFG
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i’d love you if your name was written nowhere 🤝 whatever you do, you’re gonna do great
#my takeaway here is that somehow fabian and liv have a strange amount of similarities and i am predictable with my favs#something something having so many expectations placed upon you and legacies to live up to#and then realizing. hey maybe i don’t actually want to do that#but being terrified of telling anyone that bc everyone expects something specific from you and you don’t really know what *you* want#and slowly eventually having people tell you hey. you can do whatever you want forever. and realizing they’ll be there for you#no matter what#god. sorry. i love them both so much#dimension 20#never stop blowing up#nsbu spoilers#liv skyler#fantasy high#fabian seacaster#this post is for me and no one else#well. idk maybe it’s for other people. but mostly for me
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its so funny to have a season where ally beardsley, wildcard of the intrepid heroes, famously tried to use a dance ribbon to fly, is the voice of reason
#never stop blowing up#and its not like theyve changed that much theyre still saying shit like gender cascade and expecting everyone to know wtf that means
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Everyone Introduced in Dimension 20's Never Stop Blowing Up episode 10 (finale)
#dimension 20#dimension 20 spoilers#d20 introductions#never stop blowing up#nsbu#nsbu spoilers#oh my god. what a fun season#i came into this well aware it was going to be insane and i got pretty much exactly what i expected. hot damn.#they really did never stop blowing up.#I have some thoughts on the themes this season had(?) and especially in comparison to another season but i'll leave that for another time#really enjoyed how the players were cosplaying the movie characters outfits in the finale too#see y'all next season!!
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Your intertwined opposites au was so good i can't believe it exists.
it felt like i was witnessing something beyond mortal comprehension. the human mind too feeble to something too good. and the fact that it's true
oh and it made me feel feelings to something i didn't know could make me feel so much,
actually the feeling was so powerful i took the time to comprehend that this was made by a person. human of flesh and blood. and not from like a celestial or something
(summary: ure soo soso cool /gen)
also i think Shadow Milk kind of looks like vivid dancer(agria vivida) :]
AWWWW TYSM ANONN
I'm constantly reviewing my plotlines/character dynamics and it really really makes me so happy to know y'all like my stuff♡♡

Ik I don't respond to support often but it genuinely means so so much waughhhh y'all are way too nice!!!
(And as a sidenote, you make a good point. Shilk does really look like a Vivid Dancer. I'll note that down for eventual use/silly)
#askbox stuff#intertwined opposites au#silly AU asks!!#WAAAAAAAAAA#AGAIN THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE SUPPORTTT#I never expected this little idea of mine to blow up like this but I'm just so happy to read all your tags/asks/comments and all#you guys are amazing
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I AM SO FCKED UP RN HOLY FCK HOLY SHIT
#this is vee speaking#I WAS ALMOST CRYING AT THE SUPPORTING ME REMIX SUPPORTING ME IS LITERALLY THE BOSS THEME EVER AND NOW ITS GRUNGE ROCK PLS PLS PLS OMFG OMFG#HIS DOOM POWERS SHIT SHIT HE CAN BECOME A TENTACLE MONSTER TOO LIKE BLACK DOOM#AND THE SURFING POWER HE CREATES A BLACK ARMS CREATURE#SHADOW IS AN ELDRITCH HORROR FRFR THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH#AND LOOK WHOS BACK FROM THE DEAD!!!!!!!!!!! NEO METAL SONIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#IK METAL LIED TO HIS FACE IN HEROES BUT I WOULD HAVE NEVER EXPECTED IT TO BLOW UP IN HIS FACE LIKE THAT LMAO#HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYY NEO LOL#THERES SO MUCH MORE TO THIS GAME ITS CRAZY I WAS GETTING SO ANTSY ABOUT THE CONTENT RELEASING TODAY THANKS FOR DROPPING EARLY SHADOW LOL#Youtube
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I have pretty good emotional regulation. if I'm being honest.
#people dont expect me to?? so i get into situations a lot where someone like#just reacting really intensely like preparing for me to blow up or freak out or something abd im like 😐 okay?#or ill be like “oh im kinda sad” and someonr who doesn't know me sorry well is like AHHH heres s millllllion coping methods dint kill your#self. why are you sad at all 🤬🤬🤬🤬 focus of the good!! you will feel so much better if yoir not sitying thete wallowing!!#and I'm like. my bad. i thought you had the regulation skills to cope with the fact that i have emotions. i will#be gentler next time lol#therapists NEVER believe me sbout it either. like ah. i wish they would because when they shut there and make up this fake patient to treat#it makes it hard to like. actually understand what's going on#and ill be honest i Dont Get It#like i don't fucking understand
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Are you gonna keep making content for imaginary friends?
Nope!
#Ive pretty much fallen out of omori at this point#Which isnt to say that ill never make omori content again#Theres still some fanfic fanart stuff i might finish and ofc luck swap#Plus who knows i might get back into omori at some point#But imaginary friends specifically was a big part of why i fell out of omori tbh#It got way bigger than i expected and just became way too overwhelming#plus what happened on reddit REALLY upset me =_=#Thank you everyone for the support! I really am flattered that people would be interested in my au!! But it was never meant to be that big#of a thing and im sure you can understand why i’d get burned out ^^;#Maybe ill work up the courage to make a final post about the imaginary friends ideas i never got to and some art i never finished#But im kinda scared of it blowing up again -w-; idk if thats like. A prideful thing to think or something#Plus i dont want ppl following me thinking im still gonna be posting omori and then get disappointed#Anyways. If you read all that uh thanks ig? Have a cookie 🍪#Annd if youre a fan of IF im really sorry TwT
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I love Dumplin Destruction cause it feels like an episode where both characters involved were supposed to apologize to each other for something and "grow as people" but instead they just ignore the problems they had along the journey and keep keeping it silly with each other. I love them
#was fully expecting MK to blow up at Tang and apologizing for that and/or Tang to apologize for fumbling it so goddamn much along the way#this is just standard kid show procedure i expect#literally never happened tho. they are so silly#talk#rambles
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well, this is my first post to hit 50k notes, ever, and I'm kinda amazed y'know?
like, this was just a little quick thing i wrote in a few minutes while bored several months ago, so like, the fact that it's still getting notes at all is kinda amazing!!!
and like, seeing all the tags you guys leave on it, it's really special y'know? like. there's so many people pouring so much love into so many things that I've never even heard of before i made this post!
love really is stored in the wires
robots are so so cute,,,, love is stored in the wires
#jade talks#robots#i dunno I'm just like. weirdly emotional about this!!!! i never expected this to blow up#but like. there's just so much love out there. and this post has kinda like become a lightning rod for it???#i dunno I'm just woke up brain not work v well#thank you all
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this post has probably twice as many notes as even the most popular of any of my other posts ever. The image was initially being sold as a YCH (your character(s) here, for anyone unfamiliar), and after I purchased it, I was having trouble deciding between 3 or 4 different couples I was thinking of choosing for the commission (I am nothing if not a shipper at heart XD). As soon as I finally settled on cassunzel and told the artist, I was excited. And I was SO happy with the result. But now that I've shared it here, I'm doubly happy I spent the money on this because so many people have really enjoyed it! I feel like I did us all a service, lol. And it makes me really happy to know there is still a healthy community of cassunzel people out there, even if most of us aren't very active with it anymore.
Ok, it is unacceptable of me that it took me SO long to post this. I kept forgetting about it! Shame on me. Anyway, this is NOT my art! This is a commission I had done for me a while back by the very talented artist Remarin. I got her permission to post it over here because it's amazing and I want to show it off :D
The only social media I know of for Remarin is her Deviantart account (which is where I follow her), so here's that: https://www.deviantart.com/remarin
#tts#rta#fanart#cassandra#rapunzel#cassunzel#just adding my thoughts#could never have expected the way this would blow up#i know 5 or 6 hundred notes isn't much generally speaking#but here on MY blog??#it's a shit ton
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marethari's treatment of merrill is so...almost comically shitty in how textbook emotional abuse it is. she throws merrill out into an environment she knows to be extremely dangerous — even putting aside the danger for an elf in the cesspool that is kirkwall, she's a mage who lacks much experience in hiding that fact. she'd be killed or tranquil'd for sure if she happened to mention even half the shit she's done within templar earshot. and removing those sorts of active threats wouldn't even make her meaningfully better off; were it not for hawke doing regularly mercenary work, merrill would have no way to support herself or eat. it's hard to imagine marethari expecting anything other than for merrill to come back, hungry and terrified, in a few weeks — it's clear she's betting on that. drive her away so she'll come back crawling, all the more devoted to you because now she's experienced that she can't survive on her own. who cares how dangerous it is to her!
and like, maybe you can argue that marethari didn't expect merrill to come back; she just sent her away to get rid of the mirror, and that made her sad, sure, but she had to protect her clan. expect she doesn't protect her clan! she keeps them in a single place for years — a place she knows puts them at extreme risk from humans and templars! — entirely* so that she can keep trying to exert control over merrill's life even once she's sent her away! she infantilized merrill, treats her like an idiot, and purposefully tells everyone merrill once knew that merrill is a horrible monster who will get them all killed. she is trying so hard to make merrill feel so isolated and terrible and rejected that she has no choice but to come back to her and obey her.
*you could also argue that she sticks around because she wants to use audacity; i personally think marethari is possessed by audacity as early as act 2, hence why the varterral is attacking — and pride seems much more her sin than merrill's.
and audacity — it's just so fucking deranged to me. merrill takes every precaution when reaching out to audacity for assistance and marethari takes none of them, and yet it's merrill who's an idiot and marethari who's a loving martyr. "you knew your blood magic had a price. i have decided to pay it for you." nobody asked you to do that, and because merrill is 800 times as careful about her dealings with demons than you are, there was a significant chance that THERE WOULD BE NO PRICE TO PAY! if you believe that she was possessed long before this, the kindest way you can read this is marethari realizing that she's losing control of the spirit and forcing merrill to help in her extremely cowardly suicide by cop. if you think she was possessed only just prior to this because she knew merrill was going to talk to audacity, it's just another example of marethari infantilizing merrill and overriding merrill's will and preferences because she thinks merrill is a stupid idiot baby who can't make her own choices about her life or body.
like, it's just. it's so fucking awful. "get out of the family! i'm cutting you off because you're dangerous and bad! even though i've said i've cut you off i'm going to remain near you long beyond what's safe so that i can continue to exercise control over your life and remind you that you're a dumb child who can't be trusted to make her own decisions. meanwhile i am going to tell everyone who once loved you that you're a monstrous freak who's going to kill them while ensuring those people who once loved you are forced to stay near you, too, no matter how much danger it puts you in. anything to make you feel to pathetic and awful that you'll come begging me to save you. if you refuse i'm going to die and make you believe that that's your fault because you're a useless sack of shit who ONCE AGAIN i am being forced to rescue and maybe then you'll finally acknowledge how bad you are"
i don't want to sound like i'm making marethari into a mustache twirling villain — i think that in her warped, prideful way, she truly does love merrill and thinks she's protecting her, and she's just too stuck in her ways to consider alternatives even when other members of the clan start questioning her. i don't think her allowing herself to be possessed by audacity was her consciously going, "mwahaha i'm going to fuck over merrill one last time." i don't think her conscious intent with any of the wildly fucked up shit she does to merrill was with the outright intention of being shitty. but she's so fucking prideful and so sure of herself that she's willing to put merrill and the rest of their clan in insane amounts of danger — and in pol's case, actually get those people killed! — rather than admit that maybe merrill can handle this, maybe merrill's strong enough, maybe merrill doesn't need marethari to survive and thrive. i genuinely don't think marethari knew how to handle the existence of a merrill who wasn't going to wilt and wince and acquiesce to everything she demanded. she was never going to be able to accept a version of merril that sometimes fought back or believed differently than she did. she would, quite literally, rather die
#marethari never expected merrill to get a support system and she does all she can to ensure that her old support system abandons her!!!#abuse /#it makes me want to blow up that merr feels so much shame over pol#and marethari doesnt even seem to care that he's dead#merrill didn't do anything except exist! it's marethari's fault more than anyone's!! but guess who carries that guilt around#i truly do think the pride demon was hers. that marethari corrupted it#and that with the demon feeding into her pride — i have to be right merrill has to be wrong i can do no wrong it's all merrill#i have to be righter than merrill and if it looks like she might be righter than i will literally die to prevent that — there was just.#no other way
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HAVE YOU SEEN MY PANTIES?
pairing: satoru gojo x f!reader
summary: in a lazy, hot summer afternoon, it’s your boyfriend’s turn to do the laundry. but why doesn’t he respond when you’re asking where’s your panties?
warnings: +18, smut, nsfw, gojo is your boyfriend, needy! gojo, cute! gojo, fluff, nipple play, panties sniffling, masturbation (m), oral (f!receiving), overstimulation, sex (p in v), also based on a @/yunonoai’s comic!
wc: 2,128
“Babe, can you do the laundry? I have a call.”
“Sure,” Satoru replies, standing up from the couch where he was lazily lying down, chilling out in front of some tiktoks.
He steps towards the bathroom, the laundry hamper waiting for him to be emptied and washed. With a resigning sigh, he looks down at the heap of dirty clothes. One of them overhangs them all: your favorite panties — the one he bought you last month.
The lace surrounds with finesse the satin fabric of your favorite color.
So how can he not be hard at the only sight that reminds him how long you both haven’t had sex?
Fuck.
His breathing becomes heavier, each inhaling being a trial to not pay attention to the prominent bulge swelling down his gray jogging pants. Of course, the memory of your whimpers will always be like music to his ears, the fwap sounds of his cock buried deep, so deep, inside of your wet pussy, and his balls, so much filled with his cum and tightening when he's about to climax, slapping against your ass at each pound into you.
He is grouching now, at the edge of whining in need of your full attention — but of course, you needed to have a call at this very moment.
His hand twitches to his crotch, palming his already hard erection through the soft fabric of his pants, electricing at quiet moans, Satoru’s beautiful face wincing in pleasure. He swallows thick, his Adam’s apple bobbing, and gives in. With messy movements, he lifts up his black shirt to grab the hem at his watering mouth and muffle his cute sounds between his clenched teeth and jaw. The fresh air blow at his hard abs, making him tensing his belly with scorching skin.
His big, calloused hand fiddles with his erection, so ready to free himself from the torturous sensation of your pretty panties, which he holds between his fingers and brings to his nose to inhale your scent, which makes him like a little puppy for you. Satoru utters a desperate whimper and finally buries his hand under his clothes to release his quivering cock.
It’s much bigger than usual, beads of precum glistening on the angry red tip, and veins sinuating the flesh. Of course, it’s perfect. That’s why it will never seem strange to anyone to see him stroke himself. He lazily fucks his tight fist, picturing your sweet pussy as he closes his eyes, beads of sweat leaking from his temples a flush spreads all over his cheeks.
His length girth throbs between his digits, coursing waves of lust through him as Satoru quickens the pace, as the same as his heartbeat. Saliva damps the fabric of his black shirt, and the idea of substituting the hem of his shirt with your panties carries out straight away, increasing his arousal until it’s twitching in a maddened way. With each stroke, the pre spreads along his shaft to allow it to be lubricated, at the point that if you all of a sudden show up in the bathroom, you both can skip the foreplay but damn!
“Toru? Did you see my panties?” Your voice echoes through another room.
But he doesn’t answer anyway.
“Fuck,” he grunts in a quiet whine, “miss you so much, babe.” His balls tighten, following the next moment — and it doesn’t take that much time he expected, because a few seconds after he twists his wrist in an upstroke movement — the exact way you’d do to him — he’s already cumming on the heap of laundry, dirtying them even more they already were, puddles of a viscous liquid, spreading out in droplets as the orgasmic peak subsides.
Panting heavily, he doesn’t hear you burst into the bathroom as you exclaim, “Satoru? You serious? Look at the state of the laundry now!”
With a swift gesture, he removes your panties from his mouth and turns his head suddenly towards you. He’s unable to justify himself and simply watches your disapproving pout ruffle your pretty lips. “Sorry babe, I'll clean it up.” He also notes how your mere presence makes him hard immediately despite having softened a moment earlier with the moment of “relief” he wished to provide for himself.
“Where are my panties?” you ask a second time as you rummage, eyebrows furrowed, through the basket of dirty laundry.
Satoru rubs the back of your neck nervously and hesitates to hide your underwear in his palm. “Uh... here,” he murmurs softly, slightly discomfited as you pinch the bridge of your nose in exasperation.
“You’re that much needy?”
Satoru looks down, a little boyish pout on his lips that breaks your heart. “Sorry...”
Your frown softens. “Oh, um— No, Toru, please don’t gimme that look,” you whisper, walking over to him, your hands instinctively cupping his cheeks to make him look down at you. “I’m sorry, my love. You need to tell me when you need me, okay?”
Satoru nods slowly, still guiltily pouting. “Can I have you? Please? Just one round, I swear I’ll be gentle,” he murmurs.
His request makes your lips curl up. “My boy does want me? You’re cute, almost begging like this.” You graze a kiss on his cheek. “Get on your knees.”
“Like that?” His knees make contact with the floor, his cock still outside his dangling jogging suit. He so fucking cute, listening to you so obediently.
“Good boy,” you coo, sliding pants down your thighs. Your black panties hug the swell of your hips, your intoxicating scent spreading toward Satoru’s nostrils.
He moves towards you using his knees to grip your hips and sniff your scent once more. The action makes you giggle so much that it makes you suck in a breath when he pulls down your underwear to kiss your groin. “Love you,” he whispers. “I want to taste you, please.”
“Satoru, just wait I—” But he cuts you off, darting out his tongue to lick a strip enough to feel your bundle of nerves. A moan escapes your lips, driving your breath as crazy as he’s doing with his skillful mouth.
“You’re dripping,” Satoru comments, kissing your lower lips swiftly before grabbing you by the thighs and lifting you up, dropping you off the washing machine. “Spread your legs,” he mumbled, all needy and flushed to eat you out.
And how long he hadn’t—
It’s like he’s drunk on you, ignoring your moans and whimpers as he rests his cheeks on your inner thigh to wrap his wrist around your thighs. His fingertips dig into the flesh of your thighs, trapping you firmly. “Keep ‘em spread, baby,” he purrs, lapping your soaked core and sensitive, puffy clit. “It tastes s’good, I’ve missed you.”
His dick twitches and throbs afterward, your sweet sounds re-hardening him and making him more swollen than he was even after the few rubs he did to relieve himself.
“Hmm, ah, Satoru, you—” you trail off, throwing back your head against the wall, your hands grabbing the washing machine’s edge until your knuckles turn white. “I’ll be close, I—” you babble, and the realization of how much not having sex with him for so long is turning you into a virgin-like. And also, the clenching feeling of your pussy, lips parting and closing around nothing hits you so hard.
You need to cum on his cock.
“Satoru, stop,” you gasp, your fingers snaking gently through his white lock and tugging them carefully.
He stops the moment after your whine reaches his ears — a sound ringing like music to his ear. “But… I haven’t made you come yet,” he murmurs, rubbing your clit slowly with his forefinger and middle finger. His cute pout is now begging you to give him grace.
“I want to cum on your dick,” you clarify, leaning in, your lips pressing down a gentle, loving kiss on this beautiful forehead of him.
“You sure? I haven’t stretched you beforehand.” He rises from his former crouching position and holds his sensitive length closer to your core.
“I don’t mind, I just want you right now,” you blow out, kissing his free hand.
Satoru blushes — and oh, how can anyone fall in love with this cute little face you want to madly shower with cuddles and kisses? “Can we put it in while I kiss you?” he requests, bringing his lips closer to yours.
You let out a little laugh, pressing a first kiss on his lips. “You’re so cute.”
But something makes your eyes drop lower, and you feel it. Satoru’s hand holds his shaft enough well to tap the tip and the length below on your core, teasing your squelching cunt.
“C’mon, don’t tease me, I want you n— Ah!” He shuts you down by crashing his lips on yours and sliding himself easily in you, stretching you impossibly wide. “S-Satoru, you’re bigger than usual,” you whimper.
Your hands grab his broad shoulder, nails sinking in his compressed black shirt, lips moving on their own to taste yourself on his wet lips. His tender tongue asks to enter you, and you allow him, soft strokes on each other’s tongue.
Satoru moans in the melting kiss, waiting for you to adjust, and starts gentle back and forth hips moves, hissing through his teeth by the sweet, delicious tightness of yours. “You feel so good,” he squeals between kisses. “I love you.”
“I love you too.” You gasp, swallowing hard because of the different paces your brain can’t focus on — stolen kisses and perfect pounds into you. It’s so deep, so mastered, that it’s driving you mad and making you see stars.
Breaking the kiss, Satoru wraps his muscled arms around your back and encircles you flush against him, your heartbeat matching with his, and your fingernails slide down his back as you almost lose strength and balance every time his tip brushes against your cervix, etching red scratch marks for sure on his back as soon as he will remove his shirt.
With another buck before pulling out fully, he slides back in and manages to reach your deepest point, making your back arch and cry out. “Satoru, please, I’m so close,” you whine, wincing because of his hips rocking in you faster and harder.
The washing machine sways to the same rhythm, threatening to give way under your weight. Your heavy, ragged breaths fill the air in a kind of steam room. Blood beats at your ears, your gummy walls clenching around his long, big dick without ceasing and have mercy for you.
But as if that wasn’t enough, Satoru slides your top off with a swift movement of his hand to free one of your breasts and taste the nipple. He sucks hard, tongue pulling and swirling at the nub like no other. The action makes you roll your eyes, the overstimulation engulfing you like a wave would.
He then uses his head to tease your nipple with a gentle tug, his cerulean-blue eyes captivated by your curve. You squeal, your walls swallowing up his thrusts inside you, tightening more and more until he gives in and takes you back into his arms, but this time with a hand under your thigh to lift it up and enable him to reach an even more precise and deep angle, making you scream out his name.
“Baby, I’m gonna cum,” Satoru warns you, his Adam’s apple bobbing up and down, and his jaw tense from clenching. “Please, where—”
“Inside me, Satoru,” you whimper in the hollow of his neck, closing your eyes before the following ride crashes the two of you.
Pussy clenching around his length, you squirt on him with a small cry, and Satoru does likewise, twitching as he grunts and his hips jerk to reach your womb and fill you up with his cum.
Muscles trembling from the aftermath, you pant against him, as weak as after an intense workout. “I’ve missed you so much,” Satoru whispers in your ear, in the same state as you. His large, quaking hands stroke your hair, soothing you.
White strings escape from your full, swollen-lipped pussy, the sound of trickling filling the silence of the room.
“I promise I’ll do the laundry, but please, can we have cuddles?” Satoru demands, blinking down at you with puppy-dog eyes.
You rest your cheek on his shoulder and nod, a smile stretching your lips, as you reach out to stroke his cheek.
“Of course, my baby.”
DING DONG.
The ringing of the front door echoes in your ears and a memory pops into your head, slapping you in the face.
“Wasn’t Suguru supposed to come to borrow the washing machine here because his is broken?”
Satoru froze, flickering his eyes. “Huh?”
a/n: feelin to write something cute and smutty haha! i think writing things easy like this is unwinding me.
see how he’s so cute? 🥹 pls God give me one…

tags: @ssetsuka @zara-zara11 @bearwithmoo @elliesndg @lymsfm @mutsu422 @whathappenedtobees @drippymcdrippison @koshhin @v31v3t
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The Secret Hwang



Hyunjin x fem!reader
Warnings: reader is pregnant
Genre: exes to lovers?? angst, fluff
Summary: Hyunjin breaks up with you after the company thinks your relationship is affecting his work. What he didn't know was that you were also gearing up to tell him something very important. But then swoops in two angels in disguise, helping you through the tough time, before it all blows over.
You’re breaking up with me?” The words left your lips before your brain could catch up.
Your heart thundered against your ribcage, like it was desperate to escape what was unfolding right then. And your boyfriend of three years, Hyunjin, looked as miserable as you felt.
Hyunjin stood in front of you, hands shoved deep into the pockets of his hoodie, shoulders sagging. He wouldn’t look at you - that was even worse.
“Yes,” he whispered, voice so low it barely registered. “I'm so sorry.”
You take a step closer, his words not making any sense.
“You have to? What the hell does that mean, Hyunjin? Did I…did I do something? Did I hurt you-?”
His head snaps up, his eyes wide and glossy, horrified at the mere suggestion.
“No! Of course not! You’ve never - God, Y/N, no. It’s -” His words faltered, and he looked away again, his hands shaking as they grip his hoodie strings. “It’s…they think it’s affecting me. My work.”
“Who? The company?”
“They said…” He swallowed hard, the words clearly tearing him apart as he forced them out. “They said if I don’t end this, they’ll fire you. They’ll make sure you never work in this industry again. And they’ll…ruin it all for you...”
You stared at him, utterly speechless. This wasn’t happening. This couldn’t be happening.
“So what? You’re just going to do what they want? Throw away three years like it means nothing?”
“It’s not like that,” he said, his voice thick with emotion. “I’m trying to protect you.”
“Protect me? By breaking me?” You laughed bitterly, even though it felt more like choking.
You knew he wanted to reach for you, to pull you close like he always did when you were upset, but he didn’t move.
“Baby, I don’t have a choice. If I don’t do this-”
You didn't stay to hear the rest. You took a step back before saying, “You’re a coward,”
Hyunjin’s head snapped up like you slapped him, but you pressed on.
“You’re letting them control you. Letting them decide what our love is worth. You’re not even fighting for me.”
Hyunjin’s face crumpled, and for a second, you thought he would reconsider. But he didn't. He just looked really sad. And lost.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered. “I’m so sorry.”
“Goodbye, Hyunjin.”
And then you ran. You didn’t look back. You couldn't. Because if you did, you’d fall apart completely, and you just couldn’t afford that. Not with the tiny life growing inside you.
The three months that followed were hard, no doubt. But relatively less harder than you thought, considering the fact that the boys were on tour. You didn't have to see him everyday as you taught your heart to ‘unlove’ him. If such a thing could be done.
You had decided to go ahead with your pregnancy - bad call probably, because you obviously couldn't tell anyone that your baby was Hyunjin’s. Of course. So you'd have to come up with a creative lie to cover the gap - a non-existent boyfriend or a husband?
It was exhausting.
---
You stood at the kitchen counter, staring at your ultrasound scan result. The sight of your little bean on the screen earlier had brought tears to your eyes - happy bittersweet ones. But mostly, you’d felt so terribly lonely.
Moments like that were meant to be shared, weren’t they? Your heart ached so much. So damn much. You sighed as you gazed at the little form in the black and white image.
Just then, the doorbell rang. Setting the report on the counter, you get the door. What you didn't expect was Felix’s sweet smiling face. You hadn't seen him or any of the boys since the break up (they'd left for the tour), so seeing Felix, your close friend, made you freeze.
“Lix,” you said, your voice more tired than you’d like.
He immediately pulled you into a warm hug, and you had to control that strong urge to just weep.
“Hey,” he said, squeezing you tightly. “I missed you! How have you been?”
“I'm alright. You guys had a good tour I heard,” You managed, stepping aside to let him in.
“It was good,” He said with a smile, and held up a bag. “I brought you a little something from Australia.”
“Lix, you didn’t have to -”
“Oh, hush. I do it all the time.” he said. “You look... tired…you okay?”
“I’m fine,” you lied, waving him off.
“You want me to get his stuff? I have it packed and ready.” You said, wanting to get that out of the way as soon as possible.
“Yeah,” he says, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly. “ Is that okay?”
Your stomach twisted unpleasantly, but you nodded and said, “Yeah, of course. Let me grab it.”
He followed you into the house, and as you went into the bedroom to get Hyunjin’s things, Felix walked into the kitchen to put the things he got for you away.
When you returned with the bag, however, you saw Felix in the kitchen, uncharacteristically quiet. You walked in and completely froze in the doorway.
Felix stood by the counter, holding your ultrasound result, and his usually bright expression was completely blank, his eyes glued black and white image.
“Lix…” you said softly, panic rising in your chest.
“Y/N,” he says, his voice eerily calm, “what is this?”
You didn’t answer, your hands trembling as you clutched the bag of Hyunjin’s things. Tears pricked your eyes, and you knew there was no use pretending or coming up with a lie.
“Please tell me this is not what I think it is.” he said, his voice wavering as he turned to face you with the paper in his hand.
Your silence spoke louder than words. Tears spilled over, and you quickly wiped at them, trying to keep it together. But it was of no use - Felix took one look at your face and let the paper fall onto the counter.
“Oh my God.” His voice cracked as he crossed the room in two giant strides, pulling you into a tight hug.
His arms wrapped around you like a safety net, holding you together.
“Y/N, please don't tell me Hyunjin knocked you up and then broke up with you. Tell me I’m hallucinating. Please.”
You laughed weakly through your tears, the absurdity of the situation hitting you all at once.
“He didn't know, Lix. He didn't know-” You whispered and Felix pulled back just enough to look at you, his hands still on your shoulders.
His mouth opened and closed a few times, like he was trying to form words but couldn't. Finally, he let out a strangled laugh.
“He doesn’t know?!” He shook his head, his freckles standing out against his flushed skin. “Are you kidding me, Y/N? You’re telling me that man broke up with you because he wanted to protect you, and the entire time, you’ve been carrying his baby?”
“I was going to tell him, Lix, I was. That's why I went to meet him, but didn't give me a chance to say anything…he just…he just broke up with me!” you cried, wiping your face. “What was I supposed to do? Tell him and ruin everything?”
“Yes!” Felix shouted, throwing his hands in the air. “Yes, sweetheart, you’re supposed to tell him! He deserves to know. This is big, like life changing big!”
You shook your head, your voice trembling as you said, “Lix, you don’t understand. This is about his career, his dreams. He’s worked so hard to get where he is, and I won’t be the reason he loses it all.”
Felix stared at you, his face a mixture of disbelief and heartbreak.
“Y/N,” he said softly. “You can’t do this alone.”
“I have to,” you whispered, looking down at the floor. “I will.”
“Yes, you do.” His voice was firm, his hands gently cupping your cheeks and tilting your face up to meet his gaze. “But don't have to. I’m here. Whatever you need, anything at all, you’ve got me. You’re not allowed to say no, okay?”
Your breath hitched, the warmth of his hands and the sincerity in his voice had you crumblung all over again. “Lix…”
“I mean it,” he said, his eyes shining with determination. “You’re not doing this alone. I don’t care what it takes. We’re going to figure this out. Together.”
You nodded, sniffling as he wiped a tear from your cheek with his thumb. “Thank you.”
Felix didn’t say anything to Hyunjin. True to his word, he kept his mouth shut, but the secret was eating him alive to say the least. The man had gone full protective mode - literally adopting you, and by extension, your unborn child, completely.
And his possessiveness manifested in the most Felix way possible: constant texting. Constant.
Also, he changed your contact name to George. Why? Because no ones gonna get suspicious about a George he's talking to 24*7, right?
---
7:32 am
Felix: Good morning, sunshine! Have you eaten yet? If not, DO IT NOW. Don’t argue with me.
Felix: I will come over if you don't obey me, George!
You: Felix, it’s 7 in the morning. I just woke up. Also, who's George?
Felix: You’re George. That’s your name now. It’s safer this way.
Felix: And don’t dodge the question: HAVE YOU EATEN???
You: I literally just rolled out of bed, Felix. Give me a second to breathe.
Felix: No time to breathe, go FEED THE BABY.
You: This baby isn’t even hungry yet. Can you chill?
Felix: Fine. But just so you know, I won't hesitate from force-feeding you myself.
---
12:45 PM
Felix: Hey, did you go to your appointment today?
You: Yes, I went.
Felix: Pics or it didn’t happen.
You: I’m not sending you pictures of me at the doctor’s office, Lix
Felix: Why not? What if I need to fight the doctor? I need evidence.
You: Why would you need to fight my doctor?
Felix: I dunno, what if they're bad at their job? I’m not taking chances, George.
You: Please stop calling me George.
Felix: It's your name.
---
7:48 PM
Felix: Are you home? Did you eat dinner? Did you lock your doors?
You: Oh my God, Felix, can you give me a second to exist without you breathing down my neck?
Felix: No. I’m invested now.
You: Why are you like this?
Felix: Because my best friend knocked you up and then left you, and now I feel morally obligated to act like your baby daddy by proxy.
You: Please don’t say that again. Ever.
Felix: Too late. Also, how’s George Jr.?
You: Felix, we are NOT naming this baby George Jr.
Felix: Why not? It’s a great name.
You: I’m blocking you.
Felix: No, you’re not.
---
Hyunjin on the other hand was completely unaware of everything that was happening around him. He was completely shut off, pouring his entire self into practice and his work outs.
He missed you. He missed you so damn much. He would randomly take a walk in the building, hoping he'd get a glimpse of you. But seriously, you were nowhere to be seen.
Hyunjin was on his way to the practice room after a particularly unsuccessful attempt to run into you, when he heard the voices. He wasn’t trying to eavesdrop, but the venom in their tone caught his attention.
It took him a minute to figure out that they were actually talking about you, and he couldn't help but feel that rage bubbling up inside him.
“She’s gained so much weight lately,” one of the girls snickered. “I mean, have you seen her?”
The other girl laughed, shaking her head. “I don’t know what happened to her. She used to be so put together, but now? She’s just… bloated and tired all the time.”
Hyunjin’s jaw clenched so hard it felt like his teeth might crack. How dare they?! He felt the overwhelming urge to whirl around and to let his emotions loose, to say something.
But of course Hyunjin couldn’t do that. Not really. He was an idol - a carefully constructed image, a brand - and he's already sacrificed way too much for the sake of it. He couldn’t afford to screw it all up now.
So instead, he swallowed his rage, shoved his hands deep into his pockets, and started walking again. And then, as if it was a cruel joke, he saw you.
You were walking down the hallway, dressed in a dark-colored sweater, your hair tied back, wisps escaping to frame your face. You looked tired, yes. But, as always, to him, you looked absolutely beautiful.
But Hyunjin couldn't help but see that something was different. His eyes lingered a little too long on the soft curve of your body. Your face seemed rounder, your stride slightly slower, more careful.
His heart ached as he watched you pause at the corner, adjusting your bag before disappearing around the corner. He missed you so much it physically hurt. Shaking his head, Hyunjin turned and walked away, trying so hard to hold it all together.
He couldn’t keep doing this to himself. He had to move on.
If only he knew that a mini Hyunjin was quite literally baking inside you, tucked away and growing strong under that sweater. If only he knew.
3:40 pm
Felix: How's the nausea?
You: I can't understand why it's called morning sickness if it's gonna last all day and trying to murder me
Felix: Don’t worry, George, I’m gonna make you the perfect meal. Zero vomit potential.
You: Omg
---
Meanwhile in Felix’s kitchen:
Felix was in deep. The counter was a disaster of herbs and half-cut veggies, and a pan bubbled ominously on the stove. His laptop sat precariously on the edge of the counter, streaming a cooking tutorial that Felix was utterly failing to keep up with.
“Chop the ginger finely,” the video said.
Felix frowned down at the mangled, uneven chunks of ginger on his cutting board.
“This is fine, right?” he mumbled to himself, throwing them into a pan.
“No, it’s not fine,” a voice said behind him, calm but dripping with judgment.
Felix jumped, yelping as he nearly knocked the pan off the stove. He whirled around to see Minho leaning casually against the doorframe, arms crossed and a single eyebrow raised.
“Hyung!” Felix squeaked, his voice an octave too high. “What are you doing here?”
“We're having dinner together. Forgot I see ?” Minho asked flatly, his sharp eyes sweeping over the culinary battlefield. He nodded at the laptop screen.
“What’s this? I thought we were ordering?”
Felix scrambled to close the YouTube video but fumbled, sending a spatula clattering to the floor.
“No! I just…uh…thought this recipe looked… yummy?”
Minho’s other eyebrow shot up as he read, “Ginger and lemon soup for nausea relief? That’s not exactly your usual vibe, Lix.”
Felix froze, his brain scrambling for an excuse. “I…uh…”
Minho tilted his head, his gaze locked on Felix. He gestured toward the mess. “Who’s it for?”
“No one!” Felix blurted out too quickly.
Minho smirked - like a cat cornering a mouse. He strolled into the kitchen, plucked up the laptop, and read the YouTube title aloud: “Pregnancy-Friendly Meals, huh?”
Felix groaned internally. He was so dead. Minho set the laptop down and turned to Felix, his face unreadable.
“You’re cooking for Y/N, aren’t you?”
“How…what…why would you -” Felix blinked at him, jaw dropping.
“I saw her going into a maternity hospital last week...and now this? It’s really sweet of you,” Minho said, his tone soft and kind, as he started clearing the counter. “She’s lucky to have a friend like you.”
Felix stared at him, absolutely flabbergasted. How did Minho know? He stayed silent, unsure if confirming or denying would make things worse.
“Relax, I’m not going to say anything. But…” His sharp eyes flicked to the pan on the stove, then back to Felix, a smirk forming on his face. “You’re doing a terrible job. Move.”
Before Felix could protest, Minho rolled up his sleeves and took over. Within minutes, the chaos Felix had created was transformed into a very professionally prepared meal.
Felix hovered awkwardly, torn between relief and panic. “You…you won’t tell anyone, right?”
Minho snorted. “Of course not. And if you’re serious about helping her, then I'll stand right by you.”
He packed up everything in containers and handed it to Felix with a raised eyebrow.
“Now go. She needs to eat.”
---
Felix was at yours in record time, and when he set the food down on the coffee table, you looked up from the couch, sighing softly.
“Did you burn the kitchen down?”
“Nope,” Felix said quickly. “Minho saved me.”
Your head snapped up, eyes wide. “What? Minho? He knows?”
Felix flopped onto the couch beside you, looking absolutely defeated.
“Yeah, apparently he’s known for a while. He saw you going into the maternity hospital one day.”
You groaned, dragging a hand over your face. “Oh my God.”
“He promised not to say anything!” Felix said defensively, holding his hands up. “And he even helped cook this. So, technically, you can’t kill me.”
You glared at him but couldn’t help the small smile tugging at your lips.
“Thanks for being here, Lix.”
Felix grinned, nudging the plate toward you. “Eat, George. Minho will haunt me if you don’t.”
You rolled your eyes but dug in, and for the first time in days, the food didn’t immediately send you running for the bathroom.
---
The next morning, you woke up to the doorbell, in the early hours. It was still dark outside, as you stumbled out of your bedroom, still half-asleep, and a scowl firmly planted on your face.
“Took you long enough,” Minho mumbled as he walked into your apartment, going straight for the kitchen.
You were trying to understand if you were hallucinating or if Minho was actually in your kitchen.
“Minho, what are you doing here?” You asked, trying to tame your hair.
“Sit,” he commanded without looking up, focused on flipping something in the pan.
You frowned but obeyed, collapsing into a chair at the table. “It’s not even sunrise.”
“Just making sure you eat,” he said simply. “Lix said you're struggling,”
“You're here to cook for me?”
“Yes?”
Before you could respond, the door swung open, and Felix stepped inside, carrying what looked like a bag of groceries. He stopped short, staring at Minho with the same confusion you felt.
“What is he doing here?”
“I could ask the same about you,” Minho shot back without missing a beat, sprinkling a pinch of salt over whatever masterpiece he was working on.
Felix stormed into the kitchen, setting his bag down with an unnecessary thud. “What are you doing, hyung? And what are you even making? George doesn’t even like eggs that much!”
Minho scoffed. “It’s not for you, so why does it matter?”
“It matters because I’m supposed to be taking care of her!” Felix snapped, crossing his arms like an angry puppy.
“Clearly, you weren’t doing a great job,” Minho retorted. “I saw the mess you called cooking yesterday.”
“Oh my god,” you muttered, burying your face in your hands. “Not this.”
---
Over the next few days, it became a full-on battle between Minho and Felix. It started with each trying to one-up the other in ways that were more amusing than helpful.
One morning, Felix insisted on making pancakes, painstakingly arranging blueberries into a smiley face on each one. “See, George? They’re cute and delicious!”
Minho, unimpressed, countered by making a three-course breakfast complete with fresh juice and perfectly folded napkins. “Pregnant women need nutrients, not art projects,” he said smugly.
Felix glared at him like he wanted to fight. “Pregnant women also need to smile, and my pancakes are adorable.”
But for all their ridiculousness, their constant presence was a comfort. They kept you distracted from the gaping hole in your chest where Hyunjin’s absence had settled. But no amount of blueberry pancakes or perfectly cooked meals could fill that void.
Felix had barged into your apartment one evening with a box of cookies that he'd baked.
“George! I baked you something!”
Minho, already in the kitchen chopping vegetables, glanced over his shoulder with a look that screamed, not this again.
“What are those?” Minho asked, gesturing to Felix's box with his knife.
“Cookies,” Felix said proudly, setting them on the table in front of you. “Pregnancy-safe, gluten-free, sugar-free, full of love.”
“Full of what?” Minho deadpanned, clearly unimpressed.
“Love!” Felix shot back, hands on his hips. “Something you wouldn’t understand, obviously.”
“Love isn’t a substitute for nutrition, Yongbok. Try again.” Minho snorted.
“Oh, here we go,” you muttered, already bracing for the impending argument as you sat at the table, nibbling cautiously on a cookie.
“You’re just jealous because George Jr. is my baby,” Felix said, crossing his arms and glaring at Minho like he’d just won the argument of the century.
Minho paused mid-chop, turned slowly to face Felix.
“George Jr.?” he asked flatly. “That’s the best you could come up with?”
“What’s wrong with George Jr.?” Felix said defensively. “It’s a strong name! Unique even!”
Minho scoffed. “Unique isn’t always a good thing, Felix. You might as well call the baby Lemon or Carrot.”
“Wow, okay,” you muttered, burying your face in your hands.
“And besides,” Minho continued, turning back to the stove like the conversation was settled, “I do the majority of the cooking, Y/N is thriving on it, so I'm the rightful Appa.”
Felix gasped like Minho had just slapped him.
“Excuse me? Cooking doesn’t make you the dad! I’m the one who gives her all the cuddles and emotional support!”
“You’re like a clingy golden retriever,” Minho shot back, not even turning around.
“Say that again, hyung, I dare -”
“Enough!” you shouted, cutting through their bickering. Both men froze, wide-eyed, and looked at you.
“I'm sure Hyunjin would probably like a say in this whole ‘who’s the dad’ debate.” you said, and the room fell silent.
And then Minho shrugged casually.
“I mean, sure, if we’re counting his five seconds of contribution to this whole thing.”
You and Felix both turned to stare at him, your mouths dropping open in identical expressions of disbelief. It took approximately two seconds before all three of you burst out laughing.
The laughter started light, then turned uncontrollable, your giggles mixing with Felix’s loud snorts and Minho’s chuckles. You laughed so hard your sides started to hurt, but then, without warning, the giggles morphed into something else.
The tears hit you before you could stop them. One moment you were laughing, and the next, you were crying, the overwhelming mix of emotions crashing over you like a tidal wave.
Felix’s smile faltered, and he rushed to your side, wrapping an arm around you.
“George, hey, hey, it’s okay,” he said softly, his usual sunshine dimmed by concern.
Minho was there a moment later, kneeling in front of you and gently resting a hand on your knee.
“Breathe, jagi,” he said quietly. “You’re okay. We’re here.”
You sniffled, trying to compose yourself, but the weight of everything - the pregnancy, the secret, missing Hyunjin - was too much.
“I miss him…a lot,” you managed between sobs.
“I know, I know…but we're here for you, George. You’re not alone in this, okay? We’ve got you.” Felix hugged you tighter, his voice steady but emotional.
Minho nodded as he said, “He’s right. You’re stuck with us now. You and George Jr.”
That earned a watery laugh from you, and you wiped at your eyes, looking between them.
“I don’t deserve you two.”
“Yes, you do,” Minho said firmly.
“Absolutely,” Felix added. “And so does George Jr.”
---
Hyunjin was losing his mind.
It wasn’t just the lingering ache of your absence or the fact that he hadn’t heard your voice in what felt like forever. But it was also Felix, his best friend, his other half, his partner-in-crime. Felix was suddenly a closed book. The guy who usually shared everything, from dumb cat videos to the tiniest gossip about their members, had turned into a human vault. A sketchy human vault.
Felix was constantly disappearing. After practice, during breaks, even in the middle of game nights. When Hyunjin asked, Felix always had some vague excuse.
“Oh, just running errands!”
“Helping out Minho-hyung with something.”
“Had to grab something for George!”
Who the hell was George?
Hyunjin squinted every time Felix made one of these excuses. Since when was his best friend suddenly so obsessed with running errands? And why was Minho always involved?
Hyunjin didn’t like it.
At first, he chalked it up to paranoia. Maybe he was overthinking. Obviously, losing you had him extra possessive and clingy. Maybe Felix and Minho were just…hanging out more? It wasn’t a crime. But then Hyunjin started noticing things.
Felix and Minho were inseparable. They’re always whispering about God-knows-what. They’d vanish together after schedules, not even bothering to invite Hyunjin to join.
So naturally, one evening, after a particularly grueling practice session, Hyunjin cornered Felix in the locker room.
“Lix,” he said, crossing his arms and leaning against the wall like he was interrogating a criminal. “Where have you been going all the time?”
And to his credit, Felix didn’t even flinch.
“Oh, nowhere. Just hanging out with Minho-hyung. You know how it is.”
“Since when do you and Minho-hyung have this…whatever-this-is?” Hyunjin narrowed his eyes.
Felix shrugged nonchalantly, pulling his hoodie over his head and saying, “We’ve just been vibing.”
“Vibing?” Hyunjin echoed, incredulous. “You disappear every day to vibe? And what’s with all the whispering during practice?”
Felix zipped up his hoodie and slung his bag over his shoulder.
“You’re being dramatic, Hyun. It’s nothing.”
Hyunjin stared at him, trying to gauge if Felix was lying. But Felix’s face was completely blank, a perfect poker face.
“What about Y/N?” Hyunjin asked, his voice softer now, almost hesitant. “Have you…seen her?”
At that, Felix paused, just for a second, but it was enough for Hyunjin to notice.
“I'm sure she’s good, Hyun. Busy probably.” he managed, giving him a smile.
Hyunjin frowned, but before he could press further, Felix clapped him on the shoulder.
“Don’t overthink, mate. Get some rest, yeah?”
And just like that, Felix was gone, leaving Hyunjin standing in the empty locker room, more confused than ever.
---
The next day, Hyunjin had been lingering suspiciously around the studio after practice, pretending to stretch while trying (and failing) to overhear Felix and Minho’s latest hushed conversation.
Chris, so so used to all the bullshit his boys pulled on the regular, had noticed this constant whispering between Felix and Minho, and also Hyunjin’s not-so-subtle attempts to loiter. He clapped his hands loudly.
“Hyunjin, go home. You’re exhausted, mate.”
Hyunjin, startled, stammered something about finishing up but Chris gave him a hard enough glare that had him reluctantly packing up and storming off (throwing one last suspicious glance at Felix, who pretended to be engrossed in tying his shoelaces.)
Once Hyunjin was out the door, Chris turned to Felix and Minho, his arms crossed and his leader gaze set to high alert.
“Okay,” he said, his voice stern, “what’s going on with you two? You’ve been sneaking around like teenagers, and I have a bad feeling about it. Spill.”
Felix and Minho exchanged a glance, before Minho shook his head.
“Nothing’s going on, hyung,” Minho said coolly, leaning against the wall like he wasn’t sweating internally.
Felix, on the other hand, immediately started babbling.
“Oh, you know, just chilling and cooking and - did you know George is a big fan of pumpkin soup? I’ve been learning how to make it. Minho hyung’s been helping…he’s such a perfectionist in the kitchen, but that’s beside the point -”
But the moment ‘George’ left his mouth, Minho sighed.
“Who the hell is George?” Chris interrupted, his sharp eyes narrowing.
Minho sighed, muttering, “Great work, Yongbok.”
Felix blinked rapidly, his face heating up. He could do anything, literally anything in the world. But that anything didn't include lying to Chris.
“Oh, uh, George is just…you know…a friend!”
“A friend? You’ve been disappearing every day, and sneaking around because of a friend?”
Felix opened his mouth, probably to launch into another nonsensical explanation, but Minho cut him off.
“George is Y/N,” he said flatly, like he was tired of the charade.
Chris froze.
“What do you mean George is Y/N?” he asked, his voice rising slightly. “What the hell is going on?”
Felix started flailing, his words tripping over each other.
“It’s not like we didn’t want to tell you, hyung, but it’s complicated, and she’s been going through a lot, and she needs all the help and support with George Jr. -”
“George Jr.?!” Chris exclaimed, his voice now echoing off the walls.
Minho, as calm as ever, pointed at Felix. “You’re making it worse.”
Chris threw his hands in the air as he said, “What is George Jr.?!”
“You mean who is George Jr.? It’s the baby. She’s pregnant.” Minho sighed, rubbing his temples.
The room went silent. Chris blinked several times, his expression cycling through shock, confusion, and then something that could only be described as 'Dad Rage'.
“She’s pregnant?! SHE’S PREGNANT, AND YOU TWO KEPT THIS FROM ME?!”
Felix, now thoroughly panicking, looked at Minho like he was begging for help. Minho just shrugged.
Chris glared at both of them. “You’re taking me to her. Right now.”
---
Ten minutes later, there was a knock at your door. You waddled over and opened it to find Chris standing there, his arms crossed and his eyes full of emotion.
Before you could say a word, he pulled you into a bone-crushing hug.
“Y/N,” he said firmly, his voice laced with both worry and frustration. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
Behind him, Felix stood pouting like a scolded child and Minho looked like he regretted everything.
“Chris,” you gasped, trying to pull back from his hug. “I can’t breathe!”
He released you but kept his hands on your shoulders, scanning your face like a concerned dad. “You should’ve told me. We’re family, Y/N. You thought of doing this alone? Does he know? Oh my god, he doesn't know, does he?!”
From behind him, Felix muttered, “She’s not alone. I’ve been taking care of her.”
Chris whipped around to face him.
“Oh, you’ve been taking care of her, have you?!”
Felix folded his arms, his pout deepening.
“George Jr. is mine. None of you fake dads are gonna ever-”
Minho, who’d been quiet up until now, rolled his eyes and interrupted him.
“Please. You think you’re the dad just because you baked her cookies? Please.”
Felix turned to him, affronted. “You’ve been helping me! And my baby!”
“Oh, for the love of -” Chris groaned, pinching the bridge of his nose, before glancing at you. “We're gonna get through this.”
You smiled at them, nodding. But deep inside, guilt gnawed at you. Everyone except Hyunjin seemed to be catching up.
You'd started working from home more and more since you started your sixth month. You came over to the company only when you had something important to do.
This afternoon was supposed to be uneventful. You had planned to drop by the company, grab a few files, and leave quickly. But apparently, fate had other plans.
You were leaving one of the offices when you heard it.
“Y/N?”
The voice was soft, almost hesitant. You froze in place, gripping the files tightly against your chest. Slowly, you turned to see Hyunjin standing a few feet away, his eyes wide as saucers, his gaze locked on you.
For a moment, neither of you spoke. His gaze flickered down to your stomach - the not-so-subtle curve of your six-month baby bump that your sweater absolutely failed to conceal under closer scrutiny.
Hyunjin’s face drained of all color.
“What…Y/N…are you…?” he stammered, his voice breaking.
You panicked, taking a step back. “Hyunjin, I -”
But he was already closing the distance between you, his voice rising into a frantic whisper.
“Are you pregnant?!”
You winced, glancing around nervously, but the hallway was thankfully empty. Still, Hyunjin’s voice, even when hushed, completely floored you.
“Hyunjin, let’s not -”
“Are you pregnant?!” he repeated, his voice breaking. His hand gestured toward your stomach, and he looked so utterly wrecked that you couldn’t bring yourself to lie.
So you nodded.
His reaction was immediate. Hyunjin stumbled backward, his eyes welling up with tears, his hands clutching his head as if trying to keep himself from falling apart.
“Oh my God,” he whispered, his voice hoarse. “Oh my God. Oh my God, it’s mine, isn’t it?”
You swallowed hard, your throat tightening at the sight of him falling apart. “Hyunjin -”
“Why didn’t you tell me?” His voice was louder now, no longer a whisper. “That’s my baby! Our baby! And you didn’t tell me?”
“Hyunjin, please,” you begged, trying to calm him, but he was a storm you couldn’t contain.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” he demanded again, tears streaming down his cheeks. “I would’ve left everything for you! Don’t you know that? I would’ve -”
You shook your head fiercely, your own tears spilling over now.
“Hyunjin, I couldn't -”
“I don’t care!” he shouted, his voice cracking painfully. “None of it means anything if I don’t have you!”
Before either of you could say more, Chris appeared, obviously having heard the chaos from the other end of the hallway.
“What’s going on here?” he demanded, his eyes flickering between you and the sobbing mess that was Hyunjin.
“Hyung,” Hyunjin sobbed, clutching Chris’s arm as if it were the only thing keeping him upright. “She’s pregnant. She’s pregnant, and she didn’t tell me. That’s my baby.” His voice broke again, and he leaned heavily into Chris, tears falling freely.
Chris’s expression softened instantly, and he glanced at you as you stood rooted to your spot, tears spilling down your cheeks.
“Hyunjin, calm down. Let’s talk about this somewhere else, okay?” He tried to guide Hyunjin back toward the practice room, but Hyunjin was not taking orders from anyone at this point.
“No,” he said, his voice trembling. “I’m not going anywhere until she tells me why she didn’t tell me.”
You stepped closer, your heart breaking as you cupped his tear-streaked cheeks with trembling hands. His skin was warm beneath your touch, his eyes red and raw as they searched yours for answers.
“Because,” you whispered, your voice cracking, “I love you. I love you too much to let you give up your dreams for me.”
Hyunjin’s tears fell harder.
“You think I’d regret it?” he choked out. “You think I’d ever regret choosing you? Choosing our baby?”
You shook your head through your tears.
“I couldn’t let you make that choice, Hyun. Not when I knew how much this means to you.”
Before he could respond, Felix and Minho arrived, their worried faces appearing at the end of the hallway. Felix took one look at the scene and immediately rushed to Hyunjin’s side, wrapping an arm around him.
“Hyunjin,” Felix said softly, his own voice shaking. “Come on, breathe.”
Minho, meanwhile, approached you, his arm going around your shoulder, and then glancing at Hyunjin.
“You’re not going to solve anything by falling apart here,” he said calmly. “Pull yourself together.”
But Hyunjin was inconsolable, his sobs growing louder.
“I didn’t know. I didn’t know. She’s been going through this alone, and I didn’t know. What kind of person does that make me?”
You stepped closer, your voice firm as you said, “Hyunjin, stop. You’re not a bad person. This isn’t your fault. If anything, it's mine. For keeping this from you.”
“I want to be there. Oh my God, I love you! Don’t shut me out again,” he whispered brokenly. “Please.”
You nodded, squeezing his hand. “I won’t.”
As Chris and Felix finally led Hyunjin away, Minho stayed behind, pulling you into a hug.
“Well,” he said dryly, “that could’ve gone worse.”
You let out a shaky laugh, wiping your tears. “Could it?”
Minho sshrugged
“At least he knows now. He’ll come around. And when he does…” He smirked faintly. “You’re going to have a hell of a time keeping him out of your hair.”
You sighed, your heart heavy but hopeful. “I wouldn’t have it any other way.”
The company meeting was the stuff of legends. Chris had marched in like the leader of a revolution, Hyunjin trailing behind with fire in his eyes. By the end of it, the higher-ups had no choice but to relent. Hyunjin wasn’t going anywhere. Neither were you. And most importantly, Hyunjin was going to make damn sure his family - you and George Jr. were going to be happy, and with him always.
Now that he was officially back, Hyunjin wasted no time slipping into full-time ‘husband’ mode. His mission? Make up for every second he’d missed. And maybe, just maybe, remind Minho and Felix that while they had been excellent stand-ins, it was time to hand over the reins to the rightful husband.
But, of course, Felix and Minho had no intention of stepping aside without a fight.
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You and Hyunjin were finally having some well-deserved downtime - he had you nestled against his chest on the couch, his hand resting protectively on your bump. For the first time in what felt like forever, you felt calm. Peaceful.
And then Felix appeared.
“Move,” Felix announced dramatically, striding into the room and pointing at Hyunjin like he was accusing him of a crime.
“What?” Hyunjin asked, frowning.
“I said move,” Felix repeated, already wedging himself between the two of you (particularly experienced with this as he'd done it a hundred times before).
You couldn’t help but laugh as Felix threw an arm around you and placed his head on your shoulder.
“Just so you know, Mr. Biological Father,” Felix began, glaring pointedly at Hyunjin, “George Jr. is mine. We share an emotional bond that transcends DNA, okay? And, George? She's mine too. You being back changes nothing.”
Hyunjin’s jaw dropped, his mouth opening and closing like a fish out of water.
“What are you even talking about?! Why are you still calling her that?!”
Felix huffed dramatically, clutching you tighter.
“Because she’s my George! And I will not stand for you disrupting the sacred trust we’ve built. Now go be useful and bring George her smoothie.”
Hyunjin looked at you, utterly baffled. “You’re seriously letting him call you George?”
“It’s a thing now. I’ve stopped fighting it.” You shrugged, trying to stifle your giggles.
Felix gave Hyunjin a smug grin.
“See? She’s accepted her destiny. Now go.”
Before Hyunjin could fire back, Minho’s voice floated in from the kitchen.
“Yongbok-ah, I’m the one making the smoothie. I know how to serve the smoothie I made. Hyunjin, if you’re so desperate to help, why don’t you go fold the laundry or something?”
Hyunjin groaned, dragging a hand down his face.
“Why am I suddenly the errand boy in my own house?”
Minho appeared in the doorway, smoothie in hand, his expression deadpan.
“Maybe because we’ve been doing all the heavy lifting for months while you were busy, I don’t know, not knowing she was pregnant.” he said, and Hyunjin flinched, clutching his chest like Minho had shot him.
“Okay, low blow.”
“I call it the truth.” Minho smirked.
“Minho hyung and I have carried this team for far too long. You’re going to have to earn your place here, buddy.” Felix said with a grin.
Hyunjin threw his hands up in exasperation and said, “She’s literally my girlfriend! How do I have to earn anything?!”
“George belongs to us, Hyunjin. Now go fold the laundry.” Felix said, waving Hyunjin away.
You burst out laughing, clutching your belly as Hyunjin huffed in annoyance before stomping off. He came back with a basket full of freshly washed and dried clothes, and started folding.
“I’ll fold every piece of laundry in Korea if it means overthrowing these two clowns.”
“You guys are all insane, you know that?” you said, shaking your head.
“We prefer devoted.” Felix grinned.
“Dedicated. Loyal.” Minho nodded.
“Whatever they are, I’ll beat them at it. Just watch.” Hyunjin rolled his eyes but threw you a wink.
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WHERE THEY LIKE TO KISS YOU ! all l&ds li x reader
NOTE ok i did get side tracked so not all the points are about kissing.. enjoy my silly headcanons then. wc 1.2k
minors do not interact 18+
SYLUS
he loves kissing your forehead!! and the top of your head!!
he is sooooo cheesy lover boy in that way. likes the simple things and small gestures.
for him, kissing you is as natural and normal as holding your hand. he doesn’t do it out of lust, but to show you that he loves you and that he’s close to you.
also kinda possessiveeeee of himmm
bc of the height difference between you two, it’s easy for him to plop a smooch right on top of your head.
whenever you greet and say goodbye to one another he always hugs you and kisses the top of your head!!
sometimes it’ll be a quick kiss and other times he’ll linger there, pressing his lips to your head and inhaling your scent.
he does it so often that now you instinctually tilt your head up when you’re around him so he can kiss your forehead. He does it every time. Neither of you realize that you are following that same pattern, it just happens and you let it.
i think he would be more reserved with kissing in public, his style of pda would be more touchy and possessive but using his hands if that makes sense. he’ll give you a brief peck on your forehead if other people are around.
but if you’re at home together then he’s showering your head and face with kisses. just because.
big forehead kisser when you’re laying on top of him in bed. he can’t help it!
after resolving an argument the first thing he does is kiss your forehead to remind you that he’ll never be angry at you.
during sex he kisses your forehead after he’s fully inserted himself inside you. his way of comforting you as well as praising you. you’ve also come to expect this happening each time.
when he finishes emptying his load in you he’ll kiss your forehead one last time before pulling out.
RAFAYEL
completely obsessed with your hands.
we know from his kindled memories that he likes kissing your wrist n such.
loves when you spray perfume onto your wrists. he likes feeling your pulse beneath his lips and the heat that radiates from them.
he likes holding your wrist in his hand and seeing how big his hands is compared to it <3.
kisses all around your hands. he kisses the inside of your palm, the back of your hand, the pads of your fingers.
he’ll give you a bow and kiss the tips of your fingers whenever he’s feeling goofy. he’ll also slip in a “princess” as he does so.
he kisses your left ring finger long before he proposes to you. just very in love with the idea of one day wearing matching wedding bands together.
intertwines your fingers with his and kisses the back of your hand!
when you’re near each other—cuddling or just sitting next to one another doing your separate tasks—he likes holding your fingers to his lips. it helps him focus and the feeling comforts him.
such a sucker for blowing kisses to one another. whether you’re across the room or right next to him.
when he’s flustering you and knows that it’s riling you up, he will take your wrist and tease you for your quickening pulse. kisses your wrist after because he never truly means the teasing.
he would also leave love bites on your wrist. just a thought. sometimes he bites hard enough to leave a temporary mark.
all up in your wrist during sex, the feel and look of them arouses him so much. think the your fragrance memory.
you’ll be writhing and overstimulated underneath him but he doesn’t care, continuing whatever pace he’s plunging into you at and holding your wrist to his face.
XAVIER
also common knowledge but he likes to kiss your legs but really as long as it’s anywhere near your lower region.
after a particularly rough battle with wanderers, he will kiss you where you’re hurt on your legs before bandaging them up. it’s a small gesture but you truly believe it does help with the pain.
he likes being able to kiss your knees and the inside of your thighs when you’re sprawled below him with your legs spread.
will leave so many hickies on your thighs.
he is such an eater but when he is going down on you, sometimes he will get distracted and go up to kiss other parts of your leg, leaving you whining from loss of contact and wanting more stimulation.
ok hot take—he likes to kiss your ankles. not in a foot fetish way. unless you’re into that. but i think that he sees your ankles as just another part of you and likes to kiss them, esp during sex. he likes when you wear anklets because he can watch them dangle off your ankle when he is thrusting inside you.
and when he has you in a mating press. loves kissing your legs when you are like this.
similarly, he will almost always rest your legs on his shoulders when you have sex, so all he has to do is turn his head to the side to give them a kiss while he is fucking you.
ZAYNE
ok zayne likes kissing your shoulders. it serves as a reminder of his presence.
he does it when he passes by behind you, if you’re cooking in the kitchen he comes behind you and kisses your shoulder. if you’re sitting watching tv on the couch he’ll lean over and kiss you there too. he rests his chin on your shoulder and stays there for a while.
during long or boring social events he’ll show you that he’s tired when he press his face into the crook of your neck.
when he’s fucking you in doggy style, he bends down from behind you—his chest suffocating your back—to kiss your shoulders. will whisper things into your ear as he does so.
similarly to sylus, zayne also likes to kiss the top of your head and his height is actually perfect for it.
CALEB
three places: neck, jaw, collarbone.
kissing, biting, sucking, he does it all.
kisses this area like a man starved.
he likes marking his territory there where there’s a risk of other people seeing. you’ll complain about having to cover them up with makeup or clothes but he shamelessly likes it. he wants you to show them off, show everyone that you are his.
it turns him on when you wear a low cut shirt or any sort of neck jewelry. even better if it’s his necklace. you’ll have to pry him off your neck.
kissing your jaw is heaven to him because his ears are right next to your lips, likes hearing you moan and whine up close.
looks up at your face when he kisses those places. likes seeing what he does to you as he is doing it.
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