#need to heal

[remh-oldsoullikemine]

"I've lost my smile"

My happiness lies dormant,

in a cave somewhere beyond my reach.

I would love to call it back to me,

but sadness has stolen my speech.

Sometimes, I can hear it snoring,

or talking out loud in its sleep.

Other times, I miss it so much

that it makes me want to weep.

I hope someday to wake it up,

to rouse it from its rest.

But until then, I try to carry on,

and just keep hoping for the best.

[wonderful-magician]

A very messy Krupp I drew weird because of art burnout

[stassiebaaby]

cause i'm cool .... on my own,

.. but it's warmer, in your arms.

[bionicburrito80]

Why doesn't anybody ever see me, love me the way I love them. Why am I always an after thought.

[ranwan-love]

If you ever thought you are not a good lover, not capable of love or deserve love??

Just know that you are just scared of not being able to protect that love!!!

Try thinking how much you can love someone or something if you have no factors or rules to do so? If you find your ability to love huge enough to submerge the ocean itself?? Know all those statements are lie!!

And if you can love someone else so hard you can be loved equally hard!!.

Please remember that always!!!!

[pinkelir]

[marsbotz]

i got sick a little while ago and this was all i could think about

[ay0una]

maybe we’ll meet at a bar, he’ll drive a funky car– wrong. he’ll be driving a funky off road wheelchair.

(i’m calling them cabincore duo from now on)

[brainrotcharacters]

That's that shit eating grin that practically screams "Harder! HARDER!" except the homoerotic subtext is a tripwire they're crash landing through

[riceballannie]

Jeremy and Jean doodle! Got my friend to read aftg and now I get daily messages of "ANNIEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!" The world is healing now that I have someone to share this unhealthy obsession with

[remh-oldsoullikemine]

Surprise! A special announcement & "The Princess & the poor man" #poetry...

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[wormspoodle]

teach me your ways potion master

[bionicburrito80]

For once I would like to know how it feels to be needed. No one ever fought for me, or fought to stay with me. They gave up the first chance they got.. never thinking twice what it did to me.. they broke me so bad, I am still picking up pieces after all these years.

[unkipremika]

BHAUTTTTT JYADA HOTTTI HAIII😭😭😭😭😭

Jo shikayat nahi karte, taqleef unhe bhi hoti hai.

[sylusbelovedart]

Make out session with Sylus that slowly turns into passionate sex. He kisses you and worships your body as if there was no tomorrow. His hands are gentle and warm and they feel so so good. Somehow you feel overwhelmed and out of breath but the second he is a bit too far away from you, you can’t help but cling to him, which he slightly and lowly laughs at "What is it kitten?". And you wish you could say something back, but he knows you’re too deep into pleasure that moans and sweet whispers of his name is the best you can do. So he coos at you and teases you but he never stops. Bringing you closer and closer to the edge until you come undone.

And Sylus is so so gentle afterwards, helps you clean up and brings you water. Cuddles you and massages your body. Until he has to leave for work. But tonight you don’t feel like letting him go. So you press yourself further against him, nuzzling into his neck. "Can’t you stay a bit more?". And you feel Sylus’s hands slightly halt. Until he moves again and holds you closer. "Just five more minutes".

And minutes becomes hours because he couldn’t bring himself to leave you.

[reit0o]

sleeping with caleb (ᴗ˳ᴗ)ᶻ

—hcs about sharing a bed with caleb bc i still haven't finished his bday fic :p

☆ caleb has long accepted that he’s never getting his personal space back (good, he doesn't want it anyway). no matter what position he falls asleep in, he always wakes up at the edge of the bed, ass hanging out, with your arms and legs wrapped around him like a koala. he doesn't mind really, because he loves that you still gravitate towards him, even in your sleep.

☆ whenever you get into a petty argument, you make a point of building a pillow barrier between you. when he tries to protest, you just shoot him daggers and turn your back. you can't sleep because of his constant shuffling, but eventually, you knock down the barrier bit by bit, letting him roll over beside you and softly whisper an apology in your ear while he pulls you close. you don’t respond because you’re still upset, but you just let him hold you. and that alone is enough for him

☆ winters in skyhaven are brutal because of the high altitude. so on cold winter nights, you find yourself drawn to caleb because he's just so warm—he's basically a human radiator. when you're feeling cheeky, you like to slide your cold hands under his shirt and laugh evily whenever he flinches

☆ whenever you visit him in skyhaven, he insists on sleeping in your room together. It's not that he dislikes his room, he just prefers being in the space you've curated in his home. he loves being surrounded by things that smell like you, breathing you in while he falls asleep

☆ caleb likes to pretend he's still asleep when you think you've woken up before him. he lets you poke his cheek, blow in his face, tickle his chin, play with his hair until he’s had enough and rolls you over, pulling you into a soul-crushing hug you can’t escape

☆ his favourite time of day is the moment you fall asleep at night, and the moment just before you wake up in the morning. there’s something about your face that looks so peaceful and soft, that makes him fall in love with you all over again. he loves that you’re the first and last thing he sees every day

☆ contrary to what people might think, but caleb loves being the little spoon and being held. he doesn't do it often, but after long shifts with the fleet, there's nothing he loves more than lying on your chest, listening to your breathing while you stroke his hair. his worries melt away instantly, and he always falls asleep faster than usual—some of his best sleeps, honestly.

☆ caleb, the self-proclaimed claw machine master, is a prime example of suffering from your own success. not only does he have to share the bed with you, but with the 20+ plushies that he won and proudly bragged about. now he’s got his own personal plushie (you) snuggled up next to him, along with twenty others, silently staring into his soul

☆ caleb’s bed head is horrendous, and don't even get me started on his morning breath. you love counting all his cowlicks and taking pictures of his messy hair, holding your nose like you’re disgusted. but when he catches you laughing too long, he shuts you up by peppering your face with kisses before pulling you in for one long, deep kiss that leaves you breathless

☆ caleb is a light sleeper, so when he hears you tossing and turning, struggling to fall asleep, he gently pulls you into his chest and starts telling stories, just like he used to when you were kids. you call it childish, but the sound of his voice, soft and steady, is all it takes for sleep to quickly wash over you. and once your breathing slows down and your body relaxes, he whispers a quiet list of reasons why he loves you—one after the other, just for you

a/n- blessing you with a lot bc i couldnt stop at one. i cant be the only one that uses he's secret times as a sleep aid, his voice is so soothing i knock out instantly. short blabber bc i haven't finished half my fics i was meant to post last week. this caleb bday fic has been sitting in my drafts for over a month 🚬🚬