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â ËïœĄâౚà§Ë Strawberry Shortcake
â„ masterlist | request rules
â„ pairing: oscar piastri x fem!baker!reader
â„ synopsis: your mother owned a bakery in australia and oscar, your childhood best friend was your favorite regular until he had to move away for his racing career. you've since become head chef and people are beginning to wonder where or who oscar got his impeccable baking skills from.
â„ smau + written - fc: women on pinterest - as always none of the pictures are mine
â„ warnings: swearing and suggestive jokes !!!
â„ a/n: literal tooth rotting fluff
-Australia, 2024-
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y/n.pastries getting ready for spring with some new cupcakes <3
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user14 looks yummy đ
yoursister do I get a family discount?
yourusername no đ„°
user7 face card is insane
user21 looks good! iâll stop by and pick up some things soon đ
user25 youâre gorgeous
user23 your cupcakes never miss
â§Ë °. Ęâ âč . ĘË . Ęâ§âË . Ęâ âč . ĘË . ĘË°â§
-Webs Most Searched Questions-
"Is Lando Norris..." he peeled off the thin white strip. "Related to Chuck Norris?"
"Yes," Lando jokingly admitted, gazing straight into the camera as Oscar tossed the card aside.
The team walked up to the two men and handed Lando another card of questions to ask his teammate.
"Does Oscar Piastri... really like pastries? I dunno, do you Oscar?"
"I do like pastries," Oscar nodded. "I like making them more, though."
"You know how to bake?" Lando questioned.
"An old friend taught me." he admitted.
"Youâll have to bring some treats in for the team one day, then."
"Maybe one day I will. Cupcakes are my specialty."
"Oh are they?" Lando raised a brow. "I'm gonna need some proof of that."
â§Ë °. Ęâ âč . ĘË . Ęâ§âË . Ęâ âč . ĘË . ĘË°â§
â§Ë °. Ęâ âč . ĘË . Ęâ§âË . Ęâ âč . ĘË . ĘË°â§
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oscarpiastri made some cupcakes for the team like i promised
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user2 oh he cooked đźâđš
user1 the piping >>>
user3 iâm not surprised that heâs good at piping
user7 he can pipe me any day
user10 OSCAR CAN THROW DOWN
user6 no bc why do those look so good
landonorris i expect you to bring these every day now
user4 now whom exactly did he learn this from
user8 flavor?
oscarpiastri vanilla cupcake with buttercream, some with a lemon custard filling and some without for varied pallets
user9 get this man on a baking show asap
user11 and then Oscar opened a cupcake shop and him and Charles did a Collab birthday cake ice cream
â§Ë °. Ęâ âč . ĘË . Ęâ§âË . Ęâ âč . ĘË . ĘË°â§
â§Ë °. Ęâ âč . ĘË . Ęâ§âË . Ęâ âč . ĘË . ĘË°â§
-Your Bakery, March 12-
The golden bell on your bakeryâs door chimed late in the afternoon as you swept, getting ready for closing.
Your back was facing the entrance as you spoke up, âPerfect timing. I was just about to lock the door. What can I get for ya?â
âA strawberry shortcake.â
You spun around, recognizing the manâs voice instantly.
It was Oscar.
You hadnât seen him in about a decade, but you still occasionally took time to follow his racing. You were hoping that one day heâd find his way back to you.
âHi,â you greeted him with a warm smile.
âHi.â
âItâs been a while.â
âIt has,â he responded, shoving his hands in his pockets.
You reached down to grab the small cake from the cold display case, âYou know, your mum reached out to me.â
âShe did? Whatâd she say?â
âJust how she wants us to reconnect and all. She visits me pretty often.â
Oscar hummed, as you set the cake on the counter.
ââŠTo-go?â you asked.
He shook his head no, âWould you like to sit down with me?â
You nodded, plating the treat and walking out from behind the check out. You locked the door and he grabbed two small pink forks, handing one to you as you took a seat across from him.
âMy mum, she would uhmâŠâ he stabbed the utensil into the cake. âAt every race she got to see in person sheâd bring me a pastry from here. Sheâd make sure to tell me it was made by you and how your business was doing and all. I always performed better when she brought me them, too. It was always nice to know a piece of you was with me everywhere I went.â
You practically melted at the confession.
âThatâs really sweet,â you dragged the tongs of your fork through some of the icing.
âI see that youâve made a name for yourself in the Formula 1 baking community.â you both laughed.
âI had a great teacher.â
The two of you stared at each other for a moment, both taking bites from the cake.
âIâm sorry i didnât visit sooner,â Oscar apologized.
âIâm just glad youâre here now.â
â§Ë °. Ęâ âč . ĘË . Ęâ§âË . Ęâ âč . ĘË . ĘË°â§
â§Ë °. Ęâ âč . ĘË . Ęâ§âË . Ęâ âč . ĘË . ĘË°â§
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y/n.pastries race weekend
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oscarpiastri ferrari cookies really?
y/n.pastries iâm making mclaren ones too relax
charles_leclerc @/oscarpiastri is that any way to treat your fatherâs team?
user4 spectacular give me 14 more of em right now
user6 take my money đł
landonorris so THIS is who taught @/oscarpiastri how to cook đ„
y/n.pastries perhaps
user3 guys sheâs so pretty
user1 @/nicolepiastri whatâs the lore here
user8 obsesseddd
user10 hear me out she should sell these at the melbourne circuit
user7 this !!!
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nicolepiastri it was about time you two reconnected
tagged; @/oscarpiastri @/y/n.pastries
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oscarpiastri mummm
y/n.pastries đ
landonorris what's up with that second picture
oscarpiastri no comment
user7 the amount of times i've seen f1 drivers dressed as nintendo characters is uncanny
user4 paul aaron and dino core
user1 AWWWW
user8 this is so cute
logansargeant @/oscarpiastri how come iâve never heard of this? don't tell me you fumbled this bad
oscarpiastri đ
â§Ë °. Ęâ âč . ĘË . Ęâ§âË . Ęâ âč . ĘË . ĘË°â§
-Australian Grand Prix-
At your bakery Oscar insisted that you attend this yearâs Australian Grand Prix. You finally got the privilege of meeting so many amazing people such as Leo the famous paddock puppy and none other than Oscarâs best friend, Logan.
You stood in the Mclaren garage with Oscarâs parents as the team prepped for the race. You brought some cookies for Lando to which he complained that he wouldnât be able to eat them until after the podium ceremony.
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The two made their way back to you a few hours later, Lando in p3 and Oscar in p4. Lando snatched the tin of cookies from your hands.
âYou know youâre supposed to share that?â you said as he took a seat, devouring the treats, but he just waved you off.
You gave Oscar a hug and he pulled you off to the side.
âSo I was thinking⊠maybe I could take you on a proper date tomorrow?
You smiled, âThat sounds great.â
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oscarpiastri morning
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user1 you donât have to soft launch we all know youâre with y/n
user2 thereâs only one person who can make those croissants and itâs y/n
user5 the third picture đš
user3 sheâs so lucky đ
user4 @/yourusername how does it feel to live MY dream?
georgerussell63 @/alex_albon who takes all the shirtless pictures now
alexalbon still you mate
-F1 Winter Break-
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y/n.pastries I am very pleased to announce three new limited additions to the bakeryâs menu! Carlos Sainzâ pancakes, Yuki Tsunodaâs Fruit Sando, and the LEC Vanillove ice cream sandwich.
The fans have been dying to try my boyfriend Oscarâs (basic) vanilla buttercream cupcakes, so Iâll be keeping them as a year round pastry.
It has been an honor to work with the four of you <3
tagged; @/carlossainz55 @/yukitsunoda0511 @/charles_leclefc @/oscarpiastri
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oscarpiastri im so proud of you â€ïž
y/n.pastries i love you osc
oscarpiastri i love you too
oscarpiastri also my signature cupcake is not âbasicâ
y/n.pastries whatever you say đ
user1 guys yuki is slowly starting to accomplish his restaurant dreams
pierregasly no creds?
y/n.pastries for?
pierregasly helping yuki
y/n.pastries yea⊠no
pierregasly helping charles?
y/n.pastries đ
user2 yukierre and piarles are so back
user7 the childhood friends to lovers is melting my heart đ©
user8 theyre so adorable it makes me physically ill
user3 iâm pretty sure nicole is jumping up and down right now
oscarpiastri oh donât worry she is
#đđđ'đ đđđđđ ౚà§#oscar piastri x you#oscar piastri x reader#oscar piastri x y/n#oscar piastri x fem!reader#oscar piastri smau#oscar piastri social media au#oscar piastri fluff#oscar piastri fanfic#op81 x you#op81 x reader#op81 x y/n#f1 x you#f1 x reader#f1 smau#formula 1 x reader#f1 fic#f1 fanfic#formula 1 fanfic#formula 1 fic
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Sanemi Shinazugawa falling hard for his polar opposite but is too subborn to confess until he does
Pairing: Sanemi x fem!reader
Word Count: 1,9k
Synopsis: Sanemi was never the type of guy who falls for something stupid as love. Especially not when it comes to his polar opposite, especially not with such a kind and gentle girl like you... Right?
Warnings: this is pure fluff y'all, reader and Sanemi being innocent babies, a tiny bit enemies to lovers
Thank you soo much for that cute request @blunderland, I just knew I had to write that asap hehe. Let me know what you think <3
There you stand with your stupid perfect face and smile so gentle that you could tame a demon with it. With worried expression, you bend over the little demon girl and inspect her wounds carefully.
âDonât worry, youâll feel better soonâ, you speak out while caressing her dark hair.
What a poor girl she is. And her brotherâŠYour eyes drift towards the boy with the beat-up face. What he had to endure is truly unfair, too much to bear for a single person. He really lost his whole family apart from that one sister who got turned into a demon.
And now heâs fighting for the demon slayer corps.
âI admire you.â
Tanjiro Kamadoâs eyes widen in utter surprise.
âThereâs no need to admire me. Actually, Iâm the one whoâs looking up to you. Youâre the first person who didnât judge my sister because sheâs a demon.â
âDemons were once humans tooâ, you explain briefly while gracefully getting up.
âAnd I refuse to see them as anything else until they prove the opposite.â
âWhat kind of fuckery is this, (y/n)?â, an oh so familiar voice barks at you from behind.
Sanemi Shinazugawa really seems like a man with a heart made out of solid ice with his hateful orbs gleaming at Tanjiro and his sister.
âDonât you think they proved themselves more than enough, Sanemi? If Kagaya-sama agreed on allowing Nezuko Kamado to live and her brother to continue fighting for the demon slayer corps, there is nothing to question for us hashira.â
âDonât touch that demon brat so casuallyâ, he hisses through gritted teeth while grabbing your wrist tightly.
Your heart skips a beat when his bare skin touches yours. How ridiculous it is that you developed feelings for him. Out of all the other hashira, it was always Sanemi Shinazugawa before everyone else. Those rare moments of tenderness he shows from time to time, the way he worries about his comrades without expressing his true feelings to the world. His closed like a treasure, so gorgeous that you canât take your eyes off him.
âThat isnât a very nice way to talk to our guests, Sanemiâ, you reply softly.
Urgh. He canât fucking stand you with that scolding expression on your face, how your other hand still rests on top of the head of that demon brat. Why do you have to be so sickening kind to everyone you meet? Why are you even a part of the demon slayer corps with that strange attitude of yours?
âGuests? Are you talking about those intruders? If it was for me, Iâd rip both of your heads off without blinking-â
âSanemi.â
Before heâs able to react any further, he finds his own face framed by your much smaller hands and eyes focused onto his so intensely that he feels his cheeks heat up in an instant.
WhyâŠWhy is he suddenly feeling so hot? He should slap your hands away, should show you your place-
âTrust me, I understand your anger. But they are innocent until they prove themselves guilty.â
Those calm eyes who never lose their composure, the eyes he threatened to get lost in countless times already. Why do you have to be so damn gorgeous?
Gorgeous? He furrows his eyebrows, body yanking away from yours instantly. Thereâs nothing gorgeous about someone like you.
âIf you really think that youâre a foolâ, he bites back before turning on his heels and storming away.
What the hell was he even thinking? You, gorgeousâŠJust because your eyes seem to sparkle in the sunlight or the way your hair looks like liquid silk when a ray of light hits it perfectly. Or maybe because of the way your uniform hugs you so well, because of your strength. Or is it the way you look at him?
Sanemi shakes his head vehemently. Thatâs absolutely ridiculous. Youâre the complete opposite of him. How could he ever like you?
âI think Shinazugawa-san likes you, (y/n)!â, Mitsuri babbles out while making her way back with you.
âReally? It definitely didnât look that wayâ, you reply with low voice.
Oh, how much youâd hope that someday, the wind hashira actually likes you back. Even though both of you are polar opposites, even though you might never be on same terms. You still somehow managed to fall hard for him.
âDonât give up hope, (y/n)! I definitely caught the way he looked at you earlier!â
You smile at the girl next to you gently, how she starts analyzing every minor detail of your confrontation earlier on. Mitsuri always swore that there is chemistry between both of you.
âAnd Iâm never wrong when it comes to love, you can trust me (y/n)!â
âYouâre a fool for treating (y/n) like trash, Shinazugawaâ, Obanai comments dryly while letting his feet dangle from the tree heâs resting on.
âWhat are you even talking about, huh? Itâs none of your business how Iâm talking to her anyway.â
â(y/n) truly has a tender and kind soul. What a shame it is you hurt her like thatâ, Gyomei adds, tears streaming down his face in waterfalls again.
âAre you too dumb to realize she has feelings for you?â, Obanai continues.
You? Feelings for him? He huffs out loud. Absolutely ridiculous, maybe even impossible. Why would someone like you fall for someone like him? Not that heâd care for you like that anywayâŠ
âI donât give a shitâ, Sanemi finally mutters through gritted teeth.
âShinazugawa, it seems like you have a typeâ, Gyomei declares all of the sudden.
Something inside Sanemi snaps.
âAre yâall actually too dumb to realize that (y/n)âd never want me? Iâm actually so far away from being her type I might be on a whole other planet! Itâs like everything I am is exactly what she doesnât wantâ, he finally blurts out.
Sanemiâs heavy pants hang in the air while the eyes of Obanai, Giyu and even Gyomei are set on him.
âYou should really start working on your self-esteem, Shinazugawa.â
âJUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE YâALL!â
No, he canât stand their bullshit anymore. Without listening to another word, Sanemi stomps away in the direction of his estate.
â(y/n) being in love with me? That I donât laugh, why would I even care about that girl?â, he mumbles under his breath.
-a few days later-
Sanemi swallows heavy, orbs wandering up and down your body. Youâre not wearing your usual black uniform and blooming haori. No, you look like a fucking goddess in that kimono and with those flowers braided into your hair.
âDo you think I look like too much?â, you question quietly, your own eyes wandering down your body in distress.
Maybe it was a mistake wearing that kimono for your meeting with Mitsuri. Of course, you knew sheâd ask Obanai and Sanemi to accompany you. After all, itâs no secret that she adores the serpent hashira and knows too well about the feelings you hold for Sanemi. But now that you stand in front of him in something apart from your usual uniform, your confidence is blown away by the wind.
âYou have to be kidding me. You look gorgeousâ, Sanemi blurts out before thinking twice.
Fuck, did he really say that? You definitely think heâs a creep now. Maybe he should get going before it gets uncomfortable-
Your heart skips a beat, cheeks heating up in an instant. Did Sanemi Shinazugawa just call you gorgeous when heâs standing in front of you in that dark green kimono? How is it possible youâre never seen Sanemi in something apart from his usual uniform, that you never went out with each other?
âYou look very handsome yourself. Dark green really suits you wellâ, you reply shyly.
Is it possible that maybe, just maybe, he might feel the same about you? No, that would be absolutely ridiculous, right?
â(y/n), actually thereâs something I wanted to say you for quite some time nowâŠâ What the hell is he blabbering about? Thereâs absolutely nothing he has to tell you apart from how fucking annoying you are. You and your gentle voice, you and your captivating smile. You, the polar opposite of him-
âOh, I actually wanted to tell you something as well!â, you reply a little too fast.
For a moment, you fear your knees might give in. Is this really the time to tell him about your true feelings? âSometimes you have to be brave, (y/n), especially when it comes to true love! Confess to him!â
Mitsuri is the love hashira. She should know best, right? But what if youâll make your relationship only worse by making him uncomfortable? What if he doesnât even like you?
âSanemi, IâŠI actuallyâŠI-â
âI love you, (y/n)â, Sanemi finally blurts out.
Oh.
There you stand with your opened mouth and blank mind. Did he really just say that? Maybe he didnât mean it that what. But what ifâŠWhat if he actually means it?
âYouâŠlove me?â, you breathe out.
âI know Iâm your polar opposite and that I treated you like shit and I really donât expect you to actually like me back. I justâŠwanted to let you knowâŠâ, the white-haired man opposite of you mutters while scratching the back of his head.
âBut I actually do like you backâŠâ
Sanemiâs eyes dart towards you immediately, his very own cheeks discolored bright pink.
âYouâŠwhat?â
âI guess I was just never brave enough to let you know since I was sure you hate meâŠâ, you mutter in response.
âMe, hating you?â
All of the sudden, you find his strong arms wrapped around your waist and his face only inches away from yours. You fail to breathe, your whole body refusing to function properly. That force of a man who never really seemed to care about you while your feelings for him were all over the placeâŠHe holds you so tight that your wobbly legs donât have to carry your weight anymore, his usual so distressed orbs now looking down at you so passionately that your heart skips a beat.
âDo I look like I hate you?â, he challenges while pulling you even closer.
You expected a lot of things that could have happened today. Sanemi Shinazugawa declining Mitsuriâs invitation in the first place. Sanemi Shinazugawa keeping his safe distance to you. Sanemi Shinazugawa barking at you for being a blowhard. Sanemi Shinazugawa criticizing each and every little thing you do. But Sanemi Shinazugawa admitting his love for you, Sanemi Shinazugawa holding you tightly in his arms?
Not in a million years.
âI love you tooâ, you finally speak out.
âI actually did for quite some time. But I always thought youâd never like me back.â
âWell, here I am liking you back, idiotâ, Sanemi mutters.
Is that a smile on his face? Why does it suddenly feel like his lips are moving closer? Oh, you thought about kissing that man countless times. Each and every night, you imagined what the privilege of feeling his soft lips pressed against yours might feel like. Is he rough, gentle? Did the wind hashira already share a kiss or two? Out of instinct, you close your eyes, allow yourself to get lost in his arms.
âLook what we have here. Seems like the two of you finally managed to admit your feelingsâ, Obanaiâs dry voice jeers at you from behind.
Your eyes dart open immediately.
âNo Iguro-san! Youâre interrupting them!â, Mitsuri hisses.
âAre you too dumb to see weâre in the middle of something? Get lost, you fools!â
âI KNEW IT (Y/N)! I KNEW HE LOVED YOU!â
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cost of betrayal
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summary: after Rafe finds out the truth about you and Hollis, he comes back from Morocco, expecting you to be gone, but you refuse to leave without trying to work things out first
word count: 1.7k.
warnings: part 2 spoilers, angst and fluff, pogue reader, arguments, trust issues
a/n: i stand Sofia and Rafe, guys. need them together asap đ
âI think I told you to get the fuck out of my house, Y/N?â Itâs the first thing you hear when Rafe walks through the front door of his house, throwing his bag on the floor and walking right past you, not even looking in your direction. You get up from the couch, wiping your sweaty hands on your pants.Â
Your chest feels tight, and your eyes are still swollen and red from the amount of crying as you silently follow him to the kitchen. That one stupid decision can cost you everything, including the man you love, and for the past few days, all you have been able to do is cry and curse yourself for being so stupid.Â
You stop when Rafe leans forward with his hands on the counter, his back is unusually tense, you feel anger radiating from him even from a distance and itâs all your fault, you know that.Â
âWe need to talk.â You whisper, coming closer and hugging yourself with your arms.Â
âI have nothing to talk to you about.âÂ
âRafe, please. I need to explain.â He turns around suddenly, blue eyes colder than you have ever seen. You almost step back from Rafeâs intense gaze, because never before were you at the receiving end of that look. He was nothing but sweet and kind to you during your entire relationship, so losing that privilege hurts you even more.Â
He tries to hold back, tries to calm himself down at the image of your looking at him so sadly, with regret written all over your face. Rafe breathes heavily, trying to hide the pain of feeling played by youâthe only person he thought he could trust wholeheartedly. He hates that even now, even with the anger raging inside him, he still feels that instinct to protect you, to calm you.
Hurts at the realisation that he doesn't want to lose you, that a part of him feels like he cannot survive without you, that even after what youâve done he canât let you go. He doesnât want you to actually leave him alone.Â
âThe fuck you need to explain? The way you betrayed me, huh?â He takes slow steps towards you, intimidating, almost threatening, but his voice shakes with emotions. âThe way you went behind my back with that bitch Hollis to screw me up and make me lose my money? I fucking trusted you, I gave you everything and you still did that to me.â Rafeâs face was just inches from yours and you were unable to take your eyes from his, unable to even deny it, because he was not wrong.Â
âI know, Rafe, I know!â You sob, unable to hold back your tears. âI never wanted to hurt you, I never meant to set you up like that. I was angry at you and she appeared at that exact moment, and...Â
âShe was fucking angry!â He yells, throwing his hands up in the air. You flinch but still stay your ground.Â
âBecause you hurt me, Rafe!â
âBullshit. I did nothing but take care of you.â
âI heard what you told your friends.â You yell back, not caring about trying to communicate properly anymore. You were wrong for doing that, yes, but the way his words made you feel at that moment was probably the worst pain youâve ever experienced, so it wasnât like you were the only one to blame. âThat youâre not living with a pogue, that you have standards, that weâre just hooking up... I heard it all, Rafe. How did you expect me to react to that, huh?â
You see a slight shift of recognition or even regret in his eyes, but he quickly goes back to his previous coldness.Â
âSo you made me lose my money because of this shit?âÂ
âI know that it was wrong, okay? But... but do you understand what I felt at that moment? Do you understand how much it hurt me to hear it?â You sob again, desperately trying to wise away all of the tears that were streaming down your face. Youâre barely able to speak properly with the lump in your throat, but you push it away because you feel thereâs only one chance for you to get things straight with Rafe.Â
He stays silent, his brows are knitted, whether in still-lingering anger or in a hint of regret and frustration because of the way you were feeling. Rafe always hated seeing you cry, seeing you hurt in any type of way, even if he hasnât always been able to admit or express it, and now part of him is more angry at himself than at you. Your trembling frame, the way your shoulders shake with each sob, chips away at his anger, leaving only the fear of losing you.
âWeâve been together for more than a year, Rafe. Iâ I thought that it meant something to you. That I mean something to you. I was hoping that maybe all of your kook and pogue bullshit was long forgotten, but you didnât even hesitate to say that to Topper.â Your voice is filled with sadness and despair, and you are aware that you are probably looking a mess right now. All you can do is just wipe your face with the loose sleeves of your shirt, sniffing in between your words and trying to make your voice less shaky.Â
"How was I supposed to feel?" How would you feel if you were in my situation, Rafe? If I said you did not mean anything to me and I was just having a good time?" You ask, but donât get an answer. Instead, he just looks at you silently, with a blank expression, because he knows that he wouldâve gone absolutely crazy. âI love you. I did for a long time, but you made me feel as if I was nothing to you. Just another pogue that you despise, that you keep around for fun until you find someone better and just dump!â Placing a hand on your violently beating heart, you take a deep breath before continuing.Â
âIt was stupid. I regretted it as soon as I did it and I wanted to tell you, but you had already signed the contract. I know I hurt you with what I did. But can you really say you didnât hurt me first?âÂ
âMaybe I shouldnât have said it. I didnât⊠I didnât mean it like that. He finally mutters, his voice quieter now. âBut you donât get it, Y/N. All my life, everyoneâs expected me to be a certain way, to follow the same fucking rules I donât even believe in. I thought⊠I thought if I kept us under the radar, Iâd protect you from that. And you know how hard it is for me to open upâthat I donât want to let people in because everyone ends up leaving me.âÂ
âI never meant to betray you, I never wanted to be another person who hurts you, Rafe.â You feel like you are about to collapse, burying your face in your hands and crying.Â
It feels like a joke of your spiraling mind at first, but when your body suddenly gets embraced in a familiar warmth and scent, you break down completely. Rafe hugs you around your shoulders and you wrap your hands around his waist, gripping the back of his shirt and hiding your face in his chest. Youâre sniffing and trembling, unable to breathe properly, until you feel his hand at the back of your head and his low voice shushing you.Â
âBreathe, baby. Just breathe. âS okay.â He rocks both of you from side to side until your breathing straightens. The steady beating of his heart soothes you quickly, until your tears get dry on your face. âI shouldnât have said that. Iâm sorry. I was an idiot for not protecting you the way I shouldâve.â You feel him slightly leaning down. Slow, delicate kisses being left on your temple, on your cheek, and with a slight movement of your head, Rafeâs able to capture your lips.Â
Your face is still sticky with tears, and your lips are swollen, but neither of you care as you start to melt against him. Itâs been way to long since he left for Morocco. The stress that youâve experienced from your fight and from the fact that you were going crazy about his safety was overwhelming.Â
While he was kissing you slowly, you both realized how hard it was to stay apart for that long, not sure of what was happening between you two.Â
âIâm sorry that you lost so much money because of me.â You mumbled when he pulled away, resting his forehead on yours.Â
âYou know itâs not the damn money I actually care about. I thought that I was wrong about you, that I lost you, Y/N.â You shake your head against his, caressing the sides of his face with your hands.Â
Rafe lifts his free hand that was not holding your waist, placing it on top of your hand and you see the way his tense shoulders immediately relax at the feeling of his motherâs ring still on your finger.Â
âWeâre making it official. I donât care about this pogue bullshit, donât care about whatever Topper with his crazy bitch or other kooks think about it. Iâm not wasting my time anymore.â You smile through happy tears now, looking Rafe in the eyes, seeing that familiar warmth that you were afraid to never experience again. He smirks back at you, holding you tighter against his chest. âNo more hiding and lying, yeah, baby? I love you.âÂ
âY-yes. No more of that stuff. I love you too, Ray.â You giggle before he drags you even closer to kiss you again.Â
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need simon to be retired and living in the middle of nowhere with a car-fixing hobby, and you're pulling into his 'shop' because you were road-tripping across the country and now some funky noises are happening underneath the hood.
you tentatively walk towards the open garage, only to spot him under some run-down vehicle that has more rust than sun-faded paint, deflated tires, and a license plate that's also got rust gnawing at the edges, the numbers on it barely discernable.
you rap your knuckles gently on the weathered car, and the wheels of the creeper he's on squeak in protest under him as he rolls out to look at you, filthy gloves smearing the dust on his brow instead of wiping it away.
"err, hi. uh, i was pointed this way by some lovely folk that work in that diner down the way, and they said that you could take a look at my car."
he rises smoothly, even though his joints pop as he does, dark eyes squinting against the sun. he towers over you with broad shoulders and thick arms. a tough-as-teak country man.
you start when he speaks, deep voice echoing off of dusty walls. "they said tha', did they?" he lifts the hem of his grease-stained wife beater to wipe at the beads of sweat on his forehead, and your gaze involuntarily wanders to the thick trail of coarse, dark hair under his navel.
"what's wrong with it?"
if you knew that, you wouldn't be here, blatantly ogling him in some decrepit workshop located in a sleepy corner of the countryside. "i don't know. it's making some scary popping noises and figured that it needed to be looked at, asap."
your grimace is involuntary when he extends an oil-streaked gloved hand. you really hope he's not expecting you to-
"keys."
right. you wordlessly hand them over and walk a few steps behind him as he heads toward the front of your car. "did ya get it looked at before your trip?"
you want to snap at him, that obviously you did. you may not be some car wizard, however, you can do the bare minimum for it but he's your only hope for getting the hell out of here, so you press your tongue against the back of your teeth for a moment before answering.
"yes. i did prepare for it. got new tires, an oil change, and anything else it may have needed."
he hums at your answer, a low sound in the back of his throat, and curls his fingers under the hood and begins to feel for the release. your mind is in the gutter as your eyes linger on his sun-kissed skin, watching the tendons on his inked forearm ripple with each movement.
your mind is snapped back to reality when he mutters, "i hope ya don't think i'm doin' this for free."
"wouldn't dream of it. you don't seem the charitable type."
the latch yields under his fingertips, and the hood springs open. "i'd say i'm pretty charitable, considerin' i'm even helpin' ya with this."
your eyebrows furrow, corners of your lips pulling downward. "what, were you closed or something?"
he gives you a small smirk while his hand searches for the prop rod inside the engine bay. "do i look like a business, sweetheart?"
embarrassment burns your cheeks, and your mouth gapes unprettily as you turn around to truly take in the place. past the grease-smeared floors, there's rust blooming on the only workbench in the garage, a single red toolbox resting on the ground. there's a car jack tossed in a corner, a vibrant blue cooler by the door, and a few firearms on pegboard shelves. it looks like a simple garage. a personal one.
"oh my god," you stammer, "i'm so sorry, i just- the townsfolk, they led me to believe that you're a mechanic." how bloody mortifying.
he ducks his head under the hood, bending at the waist to lean over the engine, eyes swiftly scanning the machinery. "it's a hobby. i fix my own vehicles... and now yours, i reckon."
eventually, he turns the car on and listens to the engine roar to life before it begins to pop, standing over the open hood with thinned lips and furrowed brows.
he tells you that he can fix it, it'll just take a bit for the part to get here, obviously, so he recommends staying at a rented cabin in town for a few daysâ maybe even a weekâ and he'll give you a ride over.
he gets you there in no time, unsurprising because he drove the motorcycle far too fastâ illegal, really. he helps you off the bike, your clammy hand in his much bigger, roughened one.
you rip off his helmet, pushing it into his barrel chest. "please never drive me around that fast again." he gives you a couple of pats to the shoulder, chuckling under his breath.
"unless you're plannin' on walkin' to get your car back, i can't promise tha'."
grrrreat.
(the issue was the serpentine belt, it was slightly frayed but the man kept you around for 2.5 weeks under the excuse of something taking too long, or the car being under worse condition. maybe he charges you a kidney for fixing it, and since you can't obviously pay that ridiculous amt of money, he tells you to go on a date with him. gross. or maybe he's a sane man and he just sends you on your way in 2 days time. idk. installs a gps in your car? keepin' tabs on ya cuz he plans on passing by wherever you live by complete coincidence.)
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Rafe x reader x Barry threesome??
warnings: dealer!rafe, bambi!reader, arguing, threesome, dubcon, face sitting, oral (m & f. receiving), barry is so sleazy in this
âthis isnât all my money, country club.â barry ran a hand down his face, pinching the bridge of his nose in frustration. rafe was quick with his response, an uneasy feeling settling over you. âlook, thereâs a party tomorrow night back on figure eight, if you could lend me something to flip iâll have the rest of your paper, plus interest, alright?â barry shook his head, feeling for the gun he had in the waistband of his shorts.
rafeâs eyes traveled down to where the metal glinted under the dim light of barryâs trailer. âcome on, man, i got my girl here.â your boyfriend took a seat next to you, pulling you into his side. âcalm down with the gun, barry, forreal.â you glanced up, only to see rafeâs business partner already looking at you. âi got bills to pay, rafe, and i need to collect.â he sat back in his chair, a smirk forming on his lips.
âyou didnât tell me your girl was so pretty.. what is that? âthat lace?â you looked down at your stockings that peeked out from under your skirt, nodding as rafe fixed your bottoms so barry couldnât look at you anymore. âjust let us leave from here and we wonât have any problems, iâll bring you your money asap and we could go on with our business.â rafe wanted nothing more than to gouge barryâs eyes out of his skull for looking at any other part of you besides your face.
âmâafraid i canât do that, country club.â rafe scoffed, getting up from the dingy couch before pulling you up with him. âfuck you, man, weâre outta here. câmon, baby-â barry chuckled, âi wouldnât do that if i were you, unless you want to be gunned down as soon as you open that door. âwould be a shame if your little girlfriend was left here all by herself..â you shivered at his words, both you and rafe exchanging looks.
âdo you fuckinâ hear yourself? i told you i donât have the rest of your money, barry. what do you want?â rafe watched as barryâs eyes moved over to you, basically sizing you up as he motioned his head in your direction. âher.â rafe stared blankly at the man in front of him, the gears in his head turning. âi could kill you right now.â you swallowed nervously, eyeing rafe as his face began to redden.
âyeah? so could i.â your heart dropped when you heard the metal click of barryâs gun. âno!â you cut in, both men zeroing in on you. âthereâs no need for that.. barry.â rafe looked confused as you got closer to him, âplease donât do that.â you met rafeâs gaze, your own eyes brimming with tears. âiâm not letting this fucker touch you-â he grabbed your wrist pulling you back before barry could do anything.
âhe said he was going to shoot you!â you whispered, nearly losing your footing. rafe knew barry wasnât playing, heâd do anything if money was involved, even if that meant killing his partner. âjust let him, rafe..â your voice broke rafeâs heart in two, the look on your face forever ingrained in his brain. âno.â he shook his head. you turned towards barry anyways. âiâll do it, but only under one condition.â
both men waited with uneven breaths. ârafe has to join us.â at yours words, barry glanced at your boyfriend behind you. âfuck no.â he got up, about to reach for you before rafe got in the way. âi canât do it without him.â you shook your head, hiding behind rafe. barry huffed, shooting daggers in rafeâs direction. âfine.â you clung to rafeâs arm, a chill running down your spine as barry motioned both of you towards the hallway.
âafter you.â
if someone told you, youâd be sitting on barryâs face while rafe shoved his cock down your throat as a solution for missing payment, you wouldnât believe them. âson of a bitch, youâre one lucky bastard, country club. sheâs so fucking sweet.â both you and rafe ignored barryâs words, a groan rumbling from rafeâs chest when he felt you swallow around him. your hips moved languidly against barryâs mouth, the tip of his nose nudging your clit.
in a way this wasnât so bad. with barry underneath you, and your view only being rafeâs pleasure filled face, it was easy to pretend like the man wasnât even there. since you didnât let barry take you the way he wanted to, he settled for fucking his fist while eating you like a man starved. you couldnât deny the way barryâs tongue worked skillfully on your soaked cunt, but it was nowhere near as good as the way of your boyfriendâs.
you looked down when you felt barryâs bruising grip on your thigh, a whimper leaving your lips at the pain. rafe swore to himself he was going to punch barry when he least expected it as pay back for hurting you. softly tugging on the roots of your hair, rafe mumbled a âkeep your eyes on me, babyâ as he felt himself nearing his climax. âfuck..â barry grunted, spilling his load in his hand while working to make you cum on his tongue.
you cried out when barry sucked your clit, your hips stuttering as your orgasm hit you in waves of ecstasy. rafe followed suit, his jaw going slack as he painted the inside of your mouth with his cum, his fingertips threading themselves in your hair to keep you in place. swallowing rafeâs load was second nature to you and it drove him crazy. you sighed through your nose, rafe moving your mouth off of his cock.
he quickly pulled up his jeans, adjusting his belt before pulling you off of barryâs face. âthere, asshole. you donât get to relish in it afterwards.â your legs were still shaking from the aftershocks of your orgasm, your boyfriend dressing you as barry laid there on his bed. he looked like he was coming down from the best high he ever had, even licking the remnants of you from his lips. âyou okay?â rafe cupped your face, stroking your chin. âmhmm.â you hummed, ready to get out of barryâs trailer already.
âconsider yourself debt free.â barry sat up, âbut next time youâre short, iâm fucking her.â
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Wolverine x f!reader
SILENT HUNT
Summary: You are running from the FBI, spending days hiding and surviving until you meet a man who helped you and saved your life.
Warnings: MDNI 18+, corn with plot, soft Logan, harassment, age gap (reader in 20s Logan in his 30s), reader is much smaller than Logan, mentions of trauma, hunting animals, light fingering, oral (f!receiving), nicknames (sweetie, princess), unprotected sex ( p i v ), aftercare, praise kink, good~sweet ending
A/n: Hey so um I didn't expect it to be so long 0-0 sorry for thatâŠbut I hope you're gonna like it (I'm going insane over this man help)
,,She ran this way!â You heard one of the cops shouting. You knew they were up your ass. Despite your speed, sooner or later they will catch up. You couldn't allow that.
You quickly tried to analyze the environment around you and when your eyes spotted a thick bush, you took advantage of it and quickly hid behind it. You couldn't hide here forever, but you wanted to gain some time to think. Terrified, you looked around, desperately trying to find a place where you could hide longer.
"Where did she go?!" You recognized the bitter male voice. It belonged to one of them, actually to the main guy who destroyed you. Who used you and turned you into the monster you are now. He took away your rights, your dignity, your life. He didn't care that he could've killed you. You were just a lab rat to him who had beneficially succeeded his experiment.
Just his tone made your heart rate rise, your claws were pressing against your knuckles, struggling to break through. You concentrate all your nerves for stopping the mutant DNA inside you bubble to the surface. The rage and hatred for the man was incalculable, but you couldn't attack him. At least, not right now. You just had to wait quietly for him and his entire team to leave.
"Fuck! Find her or I'll cut your throat!" he shouted angrily. Then you heard vehicles and thousands of footsteps finally fading away from you. You were holding your breath the whole time, finally relieving yourself and carefully climbed out from the bush. You did have a clear air, for now. Time was precious at the moment and you decided to use it well. That's why the moment you left your previous hiding spot, you ran after your goal.
Any shack, abandoned building or cabin would be ideal. Well, your wish was granted. You hadn't been running for long before you saw a small wooden cabin in the distance. Your eyes lit up, excited smile forming on your face. There was still a hope.
Running to the door, you weren't even going to waste time knocking. You rush inside and close the door by leaning against it. You throw your head back, trying to calm your breathing, before opening your eyes again.
You were quite surprised. The furniture and everything in the cabin looked exceedingly good. As if someone lived here. You barely took two steps forward and were about to continue exploring, but you were stopped by sharp objects lightly touching your back. "Who are you and what do you want" a rough male voice made your breath stuck in your throat, goosebumps rose all over your body.
You started shaking and you knew if you won't speak asap, you are dead. But your ability to talk was quite interrupted by those really sharp objects pressing on your back. Yet you inhale deeply and tried to answer calmly.
"I need to hide from the FBI..." there was a moment of silence. "They want me" "Why?" You could still feel the knives touching your back, keeping you in a position where you couldn't do anything but answer. "They want my DNA..." again there was a silent pause until the man finally set you free, so you could finally turn around and see his face.
Your eyes widened. You didn't expect this. It was pretty tall man, at least 6 feet tall. You admired his beard and hair, which created a strange illusion of a wild animal. His hands were huge, not only his biceps but also his palms. When he sees your face, his eyes soften. He did not expect this either.
"Why they want your DNA?" he asked with confusion in his voice. Before you manage to say anything, you hear vehicles outside the cabin. Your instincts immediately got the better of you and claws came out of your knuckles in self-defense. Logan pulled back in surprise and looked at you with raised eyebrow.
He had so many questions but this wasn't the time to ask. He knew that. He smelled your fear and saw your terrified eyes, you've been through a lot. Besides, you didn't look like someone who wanted to hurt him. "Go, hide under the bed in that room" he pointed to one of the doors and you wasted no time.
You did as he told you so and waited, your pulse raising again. "Wait until I tell you" he whispered before he closed the door. No sooner had he closed it, than they aggressively knocked with the words "FBI open the door or we break in!â
Your mind was filled with million scenarios and they weren't in a positive light. What if they find you? What if you get caught and you never see day light again? What if they try more experiments on you until you suffer to death? What if they kill you as soon as they see you? These questions spawned in your head as you tried to control your breathing.
"Hello gentlemen, how can I help you?"
"Have you seen this girl?" you quietly listened to their conversation expectantly. "No, why is she missing or someth-" ïżŒ
"That's none of your bussines sir, just answer honestly. Have you seen this girl running through here?" you heard rich laugh as you furrow your eyebrows in confusion. "Are you for real? I haven't seen a single soul in here for couple of years..." your breathing and heart raise was slowly going back to normal speed and rhythm. "Okay, let us check the cabin and we can leave" fuck. Just when you though you wonâŠ
âI told you I haven't seen her-" "We have the right to come in sir, now stand back or force will come" You could feel beads of sweat rolling down your forehead. You're done. You weren't ready for it but you had no choice. At least you tried. Hope dies last, how they sayâŠ
You quietly awaited your fate and listened to the slow stomping around the cabin. There were only a few seconds left before they will enter the room where you were hiding. "Sir I told you I haven't seen that girl!" that wolf-looking guy kept trying to save you and chase them away before they find you. It was pointless. Not only did they not listen to him, but they just accelerated the search.
There it is.
All that running, all that hiding and all that starving was for nothing. Everything led to only one result, which will now be fulfilled.
The hair on your arms stood on end when you heard a loud creaking of the door. You held your breath as you watched the massive black boots move eerily slowly around the room. Then you heard more faster footsteps, before seeing shoes. They were different, so you recognized that this was your salvation.
"I don't know what you're looking for in here. I've told you several times that I've never seen that girl!" you watched the shoes of both men with frightened eyes. There was a silence for a moment, before you heard the transmitter switch on. "All clear" a weight lift off your heart when you heard those words. You waited still, as you were told to do so.
âAlright, you can come out nowâ you literally jumped out from under the bed and were completely changed. The scared expression turned to excited and your eyes shone like never before. You felt incredible relief, but mostly you were grateful.
"Thank you so much!" he just nodded and checked you up and down before going somewhere else. You followed him, curious what will happen next.
"So now you're going to tell me why they want your DNA?" he raised his eyebrow as he poured rum into the glass. You watched him for a while, observing his large, big, massive hands until you caught yourself. You cleared your throat akwardly.
âI'mâŠa successful lab experimentâ his face expression still didn't change, letting you know he wanted more. "I was born as a normal person, but these guys took me from my parents and used me as their lab rat. They tried to give me DNA from some mutant" he listened carefully, being very interested in your speech. "The chance of me dying was over 90%, but I survived even with mutant genes. They want to know how it's possible. That's why they want me"ïżŒ
You look down, remembering all the traumatic experiences from the lab. "I know what it's like" You look up at him. "I've beenâŠlab rat too" he looked thoughtfully at his hand before sharp claws came out from his knuckles. You gasped quietly, before squeezing your eyes. "You are Wolverine!" you said in disbelief. He looks at you with furrowed brows. "Am I that famous?" you scoffed and shook your head. "They talked about you a lot in the lab. You were...their insiration"
"Well that isn't that something I should be proud of huh?" he chuckled, joking sarcastically but he had a point. You watched his claws. They were much bigger, sharper than yours. "Adamantium" he got your attention again, watching his claws. "Unbreakable metal. I have it instead of my bones" he slid them back in and looked at your face to finally see your reaction.
"Really? That must've hurt..." "Like hell" he agreed and took a sip. He held out the glass to you. It took you a moment to understand what he wanted. "Oh no thank you, I don't drink" you shake your hand and suck your lips into a thin line. "Good girl" he nodded and instead of placing the glass on the counter, he drank it to the bottom and only then put it down.
"But you also haveâŠthese don't you?" he asked you and you nodded. "Yeah but my bones are not made from that metal, only these" you also wanted to flex so you took your claws out. There were only two sharp ones on one hand, but they were enough.
"I see..." he poured another shot of rum into his glass and drank it immediately. You were starting to worry about his livers. "I'm Logan by the way" you smiled, introducing yourself too. He repeated your name to himself, smiling at the way those letters tickle his tongue.
"What about your family, where are they now?" your smile dropped immediately and you looked down again. âI don't knowâ you whispered darkly, hoping, praying that they are still alive. Logan realized that this was probably an inappropriate question and instantly began to act.
"Anyway, are you hungry?" he opened a fridge and looked around there. Of course you were hungry. You were starving. You couldn't remember the last time you had normal meat, vegetables or fruit. Practically any normal food.
You didn't want to sound annoying tho, but before you could say no, Logan was already taking spaghetti out of the fridge. âThese are leftovers from yesterdayâŠI can make more if you wantâ you wanted to refuse the offer, but the longer you watched and smelled the aromatic smell of meat and tomatoes, saliva started pooling in your mouth. Your stomach rumbled and that was a sign that you had to accept Logan's food.
"Here" he handed you a fork which you quickly grab and started eating like an animal. Logan was surprised, he watched you with raised eyebrows but later, he understood. He was glad he could help you. A warm grin began to form on his face so he quickly looked away and pretended to be busy with something, while he kept an eye on you and checking when you are finished. It wasn't even ten minutes and your plate was empty. Completely empty.
After you wiped your lips and calmed your beast inside you a bit, you thanked and gave Logan a grateful puppy eyes. He smiled a bit and nodded. "Do you want more?" you shake your head even though you wouldn't mind extra portion.
There was an awkward silence for a while. Neither of you knew what to talk about, however both of you were thinking the exact same thing. What will happen next? Will Logan let you stay here or will he kick you out? You were so desperately curious, but too scared to ask.
You decided to use reverse psychology. "I should get going" Logan jerked his head and frowned. "Have you lost your mind?" you look up at him, eyes big and sparkling. "You can't leave, definitely not now" and your trick worked. Your heart warmed when Logan let you stay. He was the first person in a long time to be kind to you. You valued him immensely.
The evening came. You were so tired and looking forward to wrapping yourself in the covers and falling asleep. Logan let you sleep in his bed while he slept on the couch. It must've been really uncomfortable, but he wanted to give you some space.
You evoked something in him that no one had been able to do for a long time. Compassion. You both have a pretty similar past and you've been through hard times, why should he be mean to you? Plus, you looked so innocent, so soft and beautiful. Oh you are beautiful.
The moment you turned around and your eyes met, it was as if time stood still. He felt his heart race, yet everything around him faded into silence. Your gaze held him captive, soft yet intense, as though you could see through every layer of him.
You seemed both familiar and mysterious, like a dream he wanted to keep reliving. And your eyes, there was something about them. So bright, yet with a hidden depth, as if they held secrets you weren't ready to share. Just looking into them left him breathless, his thoughts scattering with each heartbeat.
As he lay on the couch, staring up at the ceiling, he couldnât stop thinking about you. Of course, it was only natural that youâd occupy his thoughts; after all, you were a new event in his life. But this was different. He wasnât just thinking about you in any ordinary way. His thoughts lingered on you in a way that maybe he shouldnât have allowed.
There was a heat in his chest, a longing he couldnât shake off. He couldnât help but wonder what it would be like to have you near in a way that went beyond the boundaries of mere thoughts. The thought of you, of the way you made him feel, ignited something inside of himâŠa desire, a craving, that he wasnât sure how to control.
You weren't much better of.
You could feel it, the connection between you, like an invisible thread tugging at your heart, pulling your thoughts to him. As you lay beneath the blankets, you couldnât escape the images of him. His face, rugged and intense. His hair, wild and untamed, like the ears of a wolf, a perfect reflection of his untouchable, yet undeniable nature. You could almost smell the mix of rum and cigarettes that clung to him, that scent that was both comforting and dangerously alluring.
But it was his hands, those massive hands, that lingered in your mind the most. They were like a sign of safety, as if Logan could protect you from the world. Even now, surrounded by the softness of the sheets, you couldnât escape the heat Logan left behind, the longing that burned inside you.
You couldnât sleep. Your mind was too consumed with thoughts of Logan. Every time you closed your eyes, his face was there, vivid in your mind. His intense gaze, the roughness of his voice, the way he moved. It was as if he was everywhere, and you couldnât escape him, no matter how hard you tried.
You tossed and turned, the sheets tangled around you, but no matter what, sleep didnât come. It was like your body and mind were in conflict. You were exhausted, but the thought of him wouldnât let you rest.
Finally, as the hours passed, your thoughts began to blur, the constant tug of his presence softening. Slowly, your breathing slowed, and the weight of the day caught up with you. The last thing you remember was the faintest image of him lingering in your mind before sleep finally claimed you.
You woke with a start, gasping for air, your body drenched in sweat. Your heart raced as the remnants of the nightmare clung to you like a heavy fog. You were back in the lab, the sterile, suffocating air, the cold metal table beneath you, the sharp sting of needles, the hum of machines monitoring your every heartbeat. The doctorsâno, they werenât doctorsâhad done this to you.
The pain⊠it was unbearable. You had screamed in your mind, desperate to escape, to survive. But it hadnât been enough. The dream always ended the same way: your body convulsing, your breath leaving you, your heart stopping. You died there.
And then, as the darkness closed in, your eyes shot open. The scream tore from your throat before you could stop it, raw and terrified. Your body trembled, the terror from the nightmare still alive inside you.
A voice, low and familiar, cut through the panic. âHey, hey⊠are you okay?â Loganâs voice, filled with concern, echoed in the quiet of the room. You blinked rapidly, your eyes focusing on him. You were safe. Your were alive. But your mind was still trapped in that place, that nightmare. The pain, the fear⊠it was all too real.
âLoganâŠâ you breathed, your voice shaking, your body still trembling as his presence grounded you.His brows furrowed as he moved closer, his hand instinctively reaching for your.
He took both your small, trembling hands into his one, massive palm, covering them completely. Logan's rough thumb gently stroked across the back of your hand, the warmth and weight of his touch grounding you, bringing you back from the dark memories of the nightmare.
âHey,â he murmured softly, his voice low and comforting. âYouâre safe now. Youâre okay.â He kept his voice calm, his thumb continuing to trace soothing circles as he waited for your breathing to even out. Slowly, you began to calm, your fingers loosening in his grip.
âI⊠I had a nightmare,â you whispered, barely able to meet his eyes, feeling the remnants of fear still lingering. Logan gave a slight nod, his gaze steady and understanding. âItâs okay. I get those too.â He didnât press you, just held your hands in his, keeping his presence steady, like an anchor. He stayed there a few moments longer, not moving, until he was sure you were truly alright.
When he finally started to release her hands and stand, her fingers tightened around his. âWait⊠would you⊠stay with me?â You asked, hope and despair could be heard in your throbbing voice.
He glanced at you for a moment, reading the vulnerability in your eyes, and gave a brief nod. âSure,â he said softly, settling back down by your side. You felt a wave of relief wash over you, as his presence remained close. Gently, he kept your hands in his, his steady, quiet strength surrounding you, until you drifted off again, finally feeling safe.
The sun's rays shone directly into your eyes through the blinds, waking you up. You moved a bit and left a pleased quiet yawn from your lips. You realized you were lying on top of Logan's bare chest, his massive hand resting on your hip. The realization left you in shock for a small moment. After all, it felt comfortable.
The heat from his body warmed yours, his heartbeat was slow in rhythm and you enjoyed listening to it. It was a lovely melody that you wouldn't get tired of.
You slowly looked over at Logan, who was still sleeping. You couldnât help but let your gaze linger a bit longer, taking in every detail. The way his profile softened under the light, the relaxed way he held himself, like he belonged nowhere else but right here, right now. Your heart began to race, almost as if you'd just realized something you hadnât quite let yourself feel before.
There was a flutter deep inside you, a mix of nerves and excitement, tiny, electric sparks that seemed to move from her your to your stomach, filling it with a soft, almost dizzying warmth.
You'd heard people talk about âbutterflies,â but until now, you hadnât understood just how real they were. It was overwhelming but oddly comforting at the same time, like an emotion you'd always wanted to feel but never quite believed you would.
You could barely focus, all your senses drawn toward Logan, wondering if heâd notice how your cheeks were flushed, or if he could sense the way your pulse seemed to echo in your ears. In that moment, everything else faded, and it was just you. Just you, discovering that maybe, just maybe, you were falling for him.
Suddenly, Logan woke up. You quickly closed your eyes, pretending to be asleep. You wanted to avoid any awkward situation where he might realize you'd been watching him sleep. What kind of creep does that? Heâd definitely think you were crazy, and you weren't about to risk that.
He took a deep breath and clumsily looked around. He seemed confused, but you understood why. After a long, deep sleep, it made sense. Once he finally got his bearings, remembering where he was or who he was, he realized the position the two of you were in. He quickly jerked his hand away from your hip. Part of him enjoyed it, but he didnât want to make you uncomfortable. That was the last thing he wanted.
He yawned loudly, and you took the opportunity to pretend you are waking up too. He looked at you and couldnât help but smile. Even though it was morning, you still looked so stunning and majestic. You glanced at him and pretended that you had only just realized you were lying on him. Quickly, you pulled away and cleared your throat awkwardly. He chuckled under his breath and stretched his arms.
âGood morning,â he said in his rough morning voice, sending strange waves of pleasure down between your legs. Quietly and shyly, you murmured a good morning back and stretched your back.
âDid you sleep better?â he asked, sitting up so he could at least see half of your face. You nodded, looking at him with a grateful smile. He returned the smile, and when he felt his cheeks starting to warm, he decided to get out of bed. âIâll go make breakfast,â he added before leaving the room.
You couldnât shake the lingering scent of Logan, as you lay in bed for a few moments longer. The nightmare had already faded from your mind. You stepped out of the room and made your way to the kitchen, where Logan was at the stove, frying eggs and bacon in a skillet. He looked up at her, did a quick double-take, and smiled. Inside, though, you felt anything but fresh. You felt grimy, sweaty, and were sure your breath wasnât at its best. âMind if I use your shower?â You asked softly, your voice shy. Logan nodded and pointed down the hall.
Before you left the room, though, you naturally realized, that your clothes weren't clean either. Feeling a bit nervous, you asked Logan again, âUm, and could I maybe borrow some of your clothes?â
The question seemed to catch him off guard, but he couldnât say no. âYeah, Iâve got some shirts in the closet,â he replied, focusing intently on the bacon in the pan without looking at you.
You whispered a soft thank you and went to find something of his to wear. You found a red flannel shirt, and it smelled incredible. You couldnât resist, taking a deep inhale of the scent was like breathing in Logan himself, a scent so intoxicating it felt like a drug.
Finally, you went to shower, freshen up, and take care of a little hygiene. You tossed your dirty clothes aside and slipped into Loganâs shirt. It hung loosely around you, the hem falling nearly to your thighs and the sleeves draping well past your hands. It felt oversized, almost like a protective blanket, wrapping you in his warmth. His scent, smoky, rugged, with a hint of rum, was woven into the fabric, surrounding you completely.
As you stepped out of the bathroom, the warm scent of breakfast led you toward the kitchen. Logan had just finished setting the plates, but when he looked up and saw you in his oversized flannel shirt, he froze.
It was clear it was his, unmistakably his, and seeing you in it stirred something fierce within him. He couldnât stop his eyes from roaming over you, taking in how small you looked wrapped up in his clothes. But it wasn't just that, It was the way it clung to you in places, falling just so across your curves, that drove him wild. The collar hung slightly open, teasing him with glimpses of bare skin, and he found himself aching to close that distance, to run his hands along your waist and pull you close, inhaling that soft scent of yours now mingled with his own.
He swallowed hard, silently praying you couldnât read his thoughts, because the things running through his mind right then were nowhere near decent. Trying to keep his composure, he gave you a lopsided smile. Get it together, he thought, but it was hopeless. All he could think about was how right it felt to see you in his shirt and how much he was craving for your lips right now.
When Logan finished his breakfast, he pushed back from the table and wiped his mouth. He looked ready to leave, grabbing his jacket and placing his hands on the table, looking resolute, like he planned something.
âAlright, Iâm heading out for a hunt. Need to stock up for the week,â he said, his voice firm and unwavering.
You paused for a moment, then looked up at him. You werenât sure if that was a good idea. After all, the FBI is still looking for you and who knows if they'll come to search the cabin again. This time Logan won't be there to protect you. But it wasn't just the FBI that worried you. You didn't want to be alone. You didn't want Logan to leave for god knows how long. You wanted to be with him.
âY-you're going hunting?â you assured, trying to keep your tone as casual as possible. âYeah,â he replied, already moving toward the door. âWonât take long. Just need to get an early start.â You didnât want him to go alone, and you definitely didnât want to stay behind.
âCan I come with you?â you blurted out quickly to get his attention before he left. Logan slowly turned and looked at you blankly. âI donât have anything else to do and⊠Iâd like to help. Can you take me with you?â
Logan was surprised. His eyes softened a bit, but he still seemed unsure. He lowered his head slightly, his face unreadable, as he thought it over. You couldnât tell if he was considering the idea or just trying to decide how to say no.
âThis isnât exactly a leisure trip, you know?â he said, a hint of sarcasm in his voice. âAnd itâs not exactly safe. This isnât the kind of place for someone without experience.â
But there was something in your eyes that made him hesitate. Maybe it was the fear in your eyes for being alone, or maybe you really wanted to learn hunting⊠Whatever it was, he didnât dismiss the idea immediately.
âI know itâs not going to be easy,â you replied, looking at him intently. âBut Iâd feel better going with youâŠsafer.â
Logan looked at you carefully, his gaze softening a little, though his posture was still tense. âAre you sure you can handle it?â You could tell he wasnât as convinced as he sounded, but your puppy eyes were the last straw for him.
âAlright, fine,â he said, finally relenting. His voice was still serious, but his lips quirked into something like a smile. âJust keep up and donât slow me down.â You smiled widely, your heart racing a little faster as you stand up from the table, excited.
Logan suddenly raised both hands, holding them in front of him like a stop sign, his expression playful but firm. âWhoa, whoa, whoa,â he said with a smirk, his eyes scanning you from head to toe. âWhere exactly do you think youâre going in that outfit?â
His tone was teasing, but there was a flicker of seriousness and concern in his gaze. You look down at yourself and realize you were wearing just his shirt and panties. This is probably not a best suit for hunting.
You looked back at Logan apologetically and a little embarrassed. He shook his head amused and went to hand you some pants.
"I hope they fit...I wore them when I was 14" You both giggled and you put the pants on right in front of him. He watched you the whole time and when you were finally dressed formally, you went out.
You walked with Logan into the woods, your eyes darting cautiously to every shadow and rustling leaf. The thought of the FBI lurking around still haunted you, keeping you tense and alert with every step. But gradually, Loganâs mere presence started to ease your nerves, grounding you in a sense of safety. He didnât need to say anything; just being near him seemed to calm your racing mind.
Then, a sudden snap of a branch echoed through the trees. Without thinking, you moved closer to Logan, pressing against him instinctively. Your heartbeat quickened, and your breath caught in your chest, certain that you were being watched. But Logan, calm and unbothered, scanned the trees and then nodded toward the source of the sound.
âItâs just a squirrel,â he murmured with a small, amused smile.
You exhaled, your shoulders relaxing as you glanced up at him, feeling a little silly but reassured.
You and Logan kept moving deeper into the woods, his steady pace reassuring even as you couldnât quite shake the edge of tension from earlier. After a while, Logan spotted a deer grazing in the distance. He motioned for you to be quiet, and the two of you slowly crept toward it.
You both took cover behind a bush, and you watched as Logan readied himself to take aim. But something in you hesitated, you couldnât help but feel for the gentle creature standing unaware, and a wave of reluctance washed over you. Turning to him, you whispered, trying to convince him, âItâs just a helpless animalâŠâ
Loganâs jaw tightened, a hint of irritation crossing his face. But after a moment, his expression softened as he looked at you, and he let out a quiet sigh. Though a bit begrudgingly, he lowered his weapon.
âFine,â he muttered, barely concealing a small smirk. Together, you moved on to search for something smaller, Logan leading the way with a slight shake of his head, as if both amused and exasperated.ïżŒ
After walking a little further, you both spotted a wild boar rummaging around the forest floor. Though the idea still tugged painfully at you, you managed to steel yourself, accepting that Logan would take this one down. Once again, you crouched behind cover, careful to stay hidden from the boarâs sight.
Logan took aim and fired, the shot ringing out sharply in the quiet of the woods. You flinched slightly, a quick jolt of surprise, but it wasnât as bad as you expected. With just one shot, Logan brought the boar down, his skill evident in that single, precise hit. âCome onâ he clicked his head towards the animal and you slowly followed him.
When you reached the fallen animal, a wave of sadness stirred in you, seeing it lying there. Logan noticed your expression, and without a word, he stepped closer to you, his gaze softening.
He placed a warm, steady hand on your shoulder, grounding you. âHey,â he murmured gently, his voice low and calm. âItâs alright. I know this feelsâŠheavy.â His hand moved in a slow, reassuring circle, and you could feel the tension in your body start to melt just a little.
âHunting isnât easy, but sometimes itâs necessary. Out here, itâs survival.â
You looked up at him, catching the quiet sympathy in his eyes. The faint lines at the corners of his eyes softened as he gave you a small smile. âWe use what we take,â he added, as if sensing you needed something more to ease your mind. âNothing goes to waste.â
His thumb brushed your shoulder with an unexpected tenderness, and the weight on your chest began to lift. You nodded, still feeling a little heavy-hearted but reassured by his words. âThank you,â you whispered, feeling his warmth seeping through you.
Logan gave your shoulder one last squeeze, lingering just a moment before he released you. âCome on,â he said, his tone back to its usual steady resolve. âWeâll take care of him. Iâll show you how.â
He began to prepare the boar, his movements efficient but respectful, and you felt grateful that he understood the balance between survival and compassion.
Logan already carried two boars effortlessly over his shoulders, his strength nothing short of superhuman. Watching him handle such weight so casually stirred a flicker of admiration and something else, a heated thrill you couldnât quite ignore.
When he looked over with a faint smirk, you felt warmth rise to your cheeks and quickly glanced away, flustered. Logan caught the gesture, and a low chuckle escaped him.
Then, without warning, he pressed a firm hand against your chest, stopping you in your tracks. His gaze turned serious, and he tilted his head toward the trees up ahead. âSee that?â he whispered, nodding toward another boar just in the distance.
You nodded, heart thumping a little faster. Together, you crept forward, crouching low as you hid yourselves behind a bush. Logan carefully lowered the animals he was carrying to the ground and pulled out his rifle, eyes focused on the target. For a few seconds, he lined up his shot, but then he turned his gaze toward you, a determined glint in his eye.
âIf youâre going to survive out here, youâre going to have to learn how to handle this,â he murmured, holding the rifle out to you. With a nod, he motioned for you to move in closer.
For a moment, you hesitated, but the intensity in Loganâs eyes drew you in. You stepped closer, until you were pressed against him, his sturdy form shielding you from behind. The closeness felt reassuring, comforting even, yet you struggled to focus on anything other than the way his body molded perfectly against yours.
Slowly, you reached out for the rifle, feeling its unexpected weight. Sensing your effort, Logan wrapped his hands around yours, helping you hold it steady. You both gripped it together, his strong hands guiding yours.
The warmth of Loganâs chest pressed against your back sent shivers down your spine, awakening a flood of excitement that you couldnât control. His strong arms surrounded you, hands wrapped firmly around yours on the rifle, steady and commanding. Each breath he took brushed softly against your neck, and you found yourself unable to think of anything but his presence. Solid, protective, and impossibly close.
His touch was rough but careful, and the way his fingers enveloped yours made your pulse race. You couldnât ignore the way his grip felt, strong and possessive, sending waves of thrill and desire through you.
He covered you like a protective barrier, making you feel safe enough to face anything.
âAll right,â he murmured in a voice that was dark, smooth, almost too tempting. âNow, aim at him.â His breath brushed your ear, making it even harder to concentrate. Your fingers touched his where they rested over yours, sending sparks down your spine. But you tried your best to focus, steadying your gaze on the boar ahead.
âThatâs it,â he encouraged softly, his voice a low rumble that made you take a deep breath, willing yourself to keep your aim.
Your hands were shaking a bit, but Loganâs massive hands kept the rifle steady, guiding it in perfect alignment. âShoot,â he commanded, and for a moment, you hesitated, unsure of yourself. But then, with a gentle push from him, you squeezed the trigger, and the shot rang out. The impact sent a jolt through you, and you stumbled slightly backward into Loganâs chest. He chuckled softly, glancing down at you.
âAre you okay?â he asked, his voice low and reassuring. You nodded quickly, eyes already moving to the wild boar lying motionless on the ground.
âYou did it. Good job,â he praised, and the words sent another wave of satisfaction rushing through you, a pleasant heat spreading between your thighs.
Logan then stood, offering his hand to help you up, and you both walked over to inspect the boar. You felt terrible, a heavy weight pressing on your chest as you stared at the lifeless body of the wild boar, the one you had just killed. The realization hit you like a punch to the gut, and a wave of guilt washed over you. But Logan didnât seem bothered by it at all.
Without hesitation, he hoisted the dead boar over his shoulders, along with the two others, and started walking back toward the cabin with you.
Before getting in the truck, he tossed the animals into the back with ease, as though it was nothing. Then he climbed into the driverâs seat, leaving you standing outside, unsure of what to do next.
âHop in!â Logan called out with a grin, and you quickly obeyed, climbing into the truck. âWeâre going to the store. Iâll need something,â he said, and with a turn of the key, the engine roared to life.
As soon as you stepped into the store, everything felt new. You had never been inside a store before, and it amazed you. Shelves upon shelves filled with things youâd never seen, snacks, drinks, and foods that were completely unfamiliar to you. Logan had told you to stay close to him, but the overwhelming curiosity got the best of you. You couldnât help but wander around, eyeing all the delicious treats you had no idea existed.
Suddenly, three men approached you. âHey cutieâ one of the slimy guys called out making you turn around. You raised your eyebrows innocently and incomprehension as you watched them approach you. They kept whispering something to each other and laughing, in a very creepy way.
"Damn you're a snack!" "Nice curves you've got there!" they said and kept getting closer. You backed up until you hit a shelf, not allowed to move away from them anymore. "What's a hot chick like you doing in a place like this?" the tallest guy with a beard, that smelled like rotten fish, reached out and tried to touch your arm. You flinched, trying to step away, but they only followed.
You took another step back, hoping to escape their grip, but it was no use. Another hand reached out to brush against your waist, sending a shiver of discomfort down your spine. âYeah, come on sweetheart, donât be shy. Let us show you a good time.â
Your heart raced, fear bubbling inside, but before you could react, you heard a familiar, low voice. âI think sheâs good, boysâ
He was standing there now, his arms crossed, his presence like a wall of muscle, dark eyes locked on the men. His voice was calm but deadly serious.
âAnd who the hell are you? You some kinda hero?â
Logan stepped closer, his gaze never leaving them. âNo, Iâm not. But Iâll make sure you wish you were never born if you keep this up.â
The men hesitated, clearly weighing their options. Loganâs stance and cold, threatening tone made them think twice. He reached out, grabbing one by the collar and pulling him a few inches off the ground.
âYouâd better walk away. Now.â The men quickly realized they were outmatched, and with a few muttered curses, they backed off, turning and walking away in defeat. Logan kept his eyes on them, waiting until they were completely gone before letting the tension in his body ease.
He turned to you, his expression softening just slightly, though still protective. âYou good?â You nodded, feeling a wave of relief wash over you, though your heart was still racing. Loganâs presence had been a shield, and you couldnât help but feel safe again.
You quietly thanked him, and Logan simply nodded. He didnât hesitate any longer, unwilling to risk more men getting too close to you. Gently, he grabbed your waist and pulled you to his side, holding you there. You didnât protest.
Loganâs usual cool demeanor had a hint of something else now, something possessive, as his hand rested firmly on your side. He wasnât just guarding you, he was claiming you in a way. His thoughts were elsewhere, likely simmering with anger over what had just happened. Though heâd tried to handle things calmly with words, the desire to protect you at all costs was stronger than ever.
He mightâve been trying to be civil, but if anyone tried something again, there would be no hesitation. Logan wouldâve torn them apart in seconds if you werenât around. He had a certain control over himself, but it was clear, he didnât like anyone stepping too close to what was his.
You came to the register, Logan paid and you left. You didn't exchange a word until then. "What would you like for dinner?" he asked, turning the subject away. He didn't want to discuss the uncomfortable situation further and make you feel uneasy. Talking about food seemed like a better topic to him.
âI don't knowâ Logan left you from his grip, when you were already at the car. You got inside, where Logan placed the grocery bag in the back seat, before starting the car. "We'll figure something out"
It was evening when you were finally back at the cabin, and Logan was in the kitchen, preparing dinner. The scent of fresh ingredients filled the air, mixing with the smoky, earthy aroma of the forest outside. He was focused, moving with the kind of purpose you admired. You sat on the couch, leaning back into the cushions, watching him from where you were. You were wearing a new shirt, his shirt, of course, but nothing else but your underwear.
As your eyes traced the muscles in his arms, the way his body moved as he chopped and stirred, you felt yourself growing more and more captivated by him. The warmth from the kitchen contrasted with the cool air in the room, but it only added to the heat that built inside you, a feeling that had nothing to do with temperature.
You wanted to help, of course, but when you offered, Logan shook his head. âYou should rest,â he said softly, glancing over his shoulder at you, a smirk curling at the corner of his mouth. âIâve got this.â
With a small, reluctant sigh, you sank back further into the couch, feeling the warmth of the room settle around you. Logan finished preparing the meal, but instead of rushing to serve, he made you a cup of warm tea. The steam rose up, delicate and soothing. He handed it to you with a soft smile, the heat of the cup spilling into your hands, grounding you in the moment.
You wrapped your fingers around the warm ceramic, grateful for the comfort he offered, both physically and emotionally. The tenderness, the care he took in everything he did for you, it made you feel both vulnerable and cherished.
Logan leaned against the counter, watching you with those intense eyes of his, the same gaze that had been on you since the moment you met. It was as though you were the only thing that mattered in that moment. And you couldnât deny the way it made your heart race.
Logan finished preparing the meal, a hearty dish of seared steaks, roasted vegetables, and mashed potatoes, the savory smells filling the cabin and making your stomach growl with anticipation. He set the plates down on the coffee table in front of the couch where you were sitting, making sure everything was just right. You couldnât help but smile, taking in the scene. The warm glow of the lights in the cabin made it feel cozy and intimate, a stark contrast to the chaos of your past.
You both settled onto the couch, Logan taking a seat beside you. The food was delicious, and even though the conversation wasnât centered around anything important, it felt grounding. Logan had a way of making even the smallest details sound interesting. His deep voice, full of humor, washed over you as he shared stories of his time on the road, a mix of ridiculous adventures and near-disasters.
Loganâs laughter was like music, deep and genuine. He didnât laugh often, but when he did, it was as if the weight of the world had been lifted from him, even if only for a moment. You couldnât help but laugh along, his energy infectious, his smile that much brighter when he caught your eye.
As you both continued eating, you realized how easy it was to be with him. There was no need to act or pretend, no awkward silences or forced small talk. For the first time in what felt like forever, you were completely at ease. The sound of Loganâs voice, the warmth of the food, the softness of the couch beneath you, it all felt like home.
You didnât even notice how much time had passed, how the world outside the cabin had ceased to exist in that moment. For the first time in years, you felt truly happy.
Loganâs eyes caught yours, a small smile on his lips. âWhat?â he asked, noticing your gaze. You shook your head, a soft chuckle escaping your lips. âNothing, just⊠this feels nice,â you said, the words slipping out before you could stop them.
Logan raised an eyebrow, a grin tugging at his mouth. âNice, huh? You sure know how to flatter a guy.â You laughed, feeling a warmth spread through you, but it wasnât just from the food. It was from being here, with him. Safe. Comfortable. Content.
âI mean it,â you said, your voice softer now. âFor the first time in a long time, I feel like⊠I donât have to worry about anything.â
Logan paused, his fork hovering in the air for a second before he set it down on his plate. His gaze softened, just for a moment, before he looked away. âI get that,â he muttered, almost to himself. âThings donât have to be complicated, not when youâre with the right people.â
You felt your heart skip a beat at his words, his sincerity making you feel something deep within. You wanted to believe him, wanted to believe that for once, you could just be happy. That you didnât need to keep fighting.
He looked back at you, his expression now more serious. âIâm glad youâre here,â he said, his voice low, yet filled with an honesty that hit you in a way you hadnât expected.
Your chest tightened with emotion, and you nodded, trying to mask how much those words meant. It was strange, how something so simple could affect you so much. But then again, everything with Logan felt different, more real.
The night wore on, and the two of you shared stories, laughed, and ate. The weight of the world didnât seem as heavy as it had just hours ago. You were no longer thinking about the FBI or what had brought you here. You were only thinking about the present, about Logan.
âHey, can I ask you something?â Loganâs voice was casual, but there was something in it that caught your attention. You nodded, waiting for him to continue. He took a final bite of his food, chewing slowly before setting his plate down with a soft clink.
âHave you ever been with anyone?â The question hung in the air, unexpected and direct. It startled you, leaving you unsure of how to respond. Your mind raced, and for a moment, you didnât know how to answer. Logan, sensing the hesitation, quickly shifted his tone, as if trying to soften the impact. But you still found yourself replying simply, âNo. I never really had the chance.â
He seemed to understand, nodding thoughtfully. âIf you had the chance, though, I bet youâd have no trouble at all.â
You laughed nervously and shook your head in disbelief. âNo way⊠I donât think so.â
Loganâs expression softened as he leaned slightly forward, his eyes never leaving yours. There was a seriousness in his voice when he spoke again, but a warmth too. âYes way, I mean look at you. Youâre beautiful, not just on the outside, but in everything you are. The way you carry yourself, your strength, the way you laugh, it all draws people in. You have this⊠presence. I canât imagine anyone not wanting to be close to you.â
The sincerity in his words made your breath catch. It was as though every insecurity youâd hidden deep inside was being slowly unraveled, laid bare in the best possible way. His words, simple but heartfelt, wrapped around you like a comforting blanket, making you feel seen in a way you hadnât in a long time.
Logan kept speaking, his words filling the space between you. âIâve never met anyone like you.â His voice was deep, full of admiration, and you could feel how much he meant it. âYouâve got this amazing energy, this fire. I donât know how you do it.â
But despite his compliments, something inside you was aching to stop him, to silence all those words. You wanted him in a way you couldnât explain, something fierce that pulsed through your veins. You couldnât hold back any longer. You leaned in, your breath catching as you pressed your lips gently against his.
Logan was surprised at first, barely reacting, his lips soft under yours. He wasnât expecting this, and neither were you, but the spark that ignited between you two was undeniable.
Before you could even think, Loganâs hands found their way to the back of your neck, pulling you closer. His lips parted, deepening the kiss. This time, there was no hesitation. His kiss was hungry, passionate, like he couldnât get enough of you. You felt his fingers move, cupping your face gently, as though he was afraid of breaking something precious between you. But you werenât fragile. You werenât scared.
You responded, matching his intensity, the heat between you two overwhelming, leaving you both breathless.
You put your plate down on the table as Logan's weight weighed you down, so you were underneath him. He didn't want to rush into anything, but at the same time, he couldn't keep that desire inside him for long.
He was kissing you hungrily and you kissed him back, your fingers found a place between his soft hair, which you pulled and messed up. His knee, without his intention, slowly rubbed against your panties. He created the pressure that you wanted for a long time. Your core was pulsating, greedily, desperately wanting something to drive away that annoying lust.
Your lips leaving a soft moans between the kisses, making Logan's pants tighter. Your sweet sound made it hard for Logan to be patient with you. His hands were slowly moving down, gently exploring your body. Every touch of his filled you with doses of adrenaline. Your hips were carefully rocking against Logan's knee as a natural instinct. He scoffed and stopped kissing you to take a look at you.
"Someone's eager huh?" His voice sounded mocking but at the same time, irritated you much more than his leg against your core. You wanted him. You needed him. Lust like you've never experienced before. It was stronger than hunger or thirst, it was much more intense.
You had no idea what was happening to you but you knew you needed Logan. Much, much closer. He didn't need to read minds to see how frantically you needed this.
He lunged at your lips again, much more wildly. One of his hands traveled quite quickly to your legs. When he reached your thighs, he massaged you for a while there. Oh god he needed it as badly as you did.
He couldn't remember the last time he had good sex. It's been a while since he's been living alone in this cabin with only the animals around. Of course, when he got the hang of it, he masturbated, but over time he got tired of it. But the moment you appeared in his sight, you reawakened in him the flame of passion and especially erection, which he was still trying to hide and suppress whenever you were near him.
But now was the time when you both could finally indulge. To relax, achieve pleasure and share the most intimate moment with the person who saved you.
Logan's hand smoothly moved from your thigh to your inner thigh, way too close to the point you wanted him the most. You tried to move your hips so that he would finally touch you. He chuckled softly, noticing your movements. âEasy thereâ
His middle finger started gently brushing you through your panties. Your eyes widened, as you felt a tickle warm feeling in your lower stomach. You couldn't describe what exactly you felt but it was breathtaking. You couldn't get enough of it.
Logan was careful, gentle and obedient, but you kept implying that you wanted the exact opposite. You wanted more, more pressure, more fingers, but most of all you wanted him to finally take off your panties. You bit your lower lip, trying to be quiet as the soft groans of desperation started leaving your throat, without even realizing it.
"Come on princess, let me hear you" Logan put more pressure into his finger, making you close your eyes and drop your jaw. You couldn't control your voice anymore and that was exactly what Logan wanted. Hearing your moaning and seeing your eyebrows twitching in pleasure, made his dick even harder.
He wanted to feel you, he wanted to taste you, that's why he grabbed your panties made of soft fabric and pulled them off you in one swipe. You gasped a bit as the cold fresh air touched your bare core, wet and pulsating.
When Logan saw your pussy, his breath caught in his chest. You were beautiful. The transparent glistening liquid on your labia was driving him crazy. It looked like the most delicious meat he would ever taste and he decided to not waste any more time, even though he would love to look at you even longer.
He got on his knees on the couch, lowering himself so that his head was right between your thighs. You lowered your head, heavy breathing and heart beating like never before. This image will be etched in your memory forever. His devilish smile and flirtatious wink was the last time you saw, before you started seeing stars.
He buried his face into your cunt, his nose teasing your clit while his tongue was swirling around your surface. He licked off all your wetness while you had to catch on to something. You grab his already disheveled hair, pulling and tugging him.
Your strokes, which Logan barely felt, made him growl against you, sending pleasent vibration right into your core. "Logan" you gasped as his tongue finally penetrated you. He was stretching you and surprisingly, it didn't hurt at all. You were so horny that his penetration was smooth without any problems.
You bit your lips again, creating a bloody mess there, but you could care less. You kept moving your hips awkwardly as Logan created a volcano of emotions inside you. His tongue touched your walls, twirling around and tasting every drop of your juice. On top of that, his nose didn't stop at deliberately provoking your sensitive clit, sending you closer and closer to orgasm.
Logan kept his eyes on you. He watched as your nostrils flared, your brows furrowed, and your muscles tensed beyond belief trying to hold on. You could feel his cocky smile, as your walls started to tighten around his tongue. He knew you were close. âYou taste so goodâ
Your grunt grew louder with every flick of Logan's tongue, your hips moving against his face, before you felt a pressing sensation in your lower abdomen. Goosebumps covered your entire body and a chill ran down your spine, before it happened. Your jaw fall open, your eyes tight close and you shouted over the entire cottage, that even the birds outside flew away.
You squirm all over Logan's face. The feeling of release washed over you until you fell from the height and struggled to catch your breath. Logan licked you, he was very dusty and didn't want to leave even a drop of your cum. The overstimulation started heating up your core.
Logan moved away from your crotch, sitting on his ankles and watching you for a moment. Even though you were drained, you still looked stunning. You opened your eyes when you felt huge warm hands on your cheeks. "That's my girl" you chuckled, your eyelids felt heavy but you couldn't stop looking at Logan's face. He still had the rest of your squirm on his chin and nose, glistening through the rays of cozy light around the room.
"Are you ready?" your heart skipped a beat at his question, but his messy hair with face like an angel made you nod your head. Logan smiled with a huff, kissing you harshly. His hands weren't as careful as before, he was reaching all over you and didn't hesitate to touch you under your, actually his, shirt at all.
You cooperated with his passionate kissing, both of you sighing. Suddenly you felt something poking you which started to annoy you. You pulled away from Logan's lips and looked down to see his huge erection still trapped in his pants. Your eyes widened and your core started pulsating again. Logan noticed your staring and couldn't help but chuckle.
âWhat are you lookin' at?â you quickly look back into his eyes, embarrassed. As a result, you started to blush and had to suck your lips into a thin line. God Logan adored you.
"Don't worry sweetie" he leans, brushing his lips against your ear as his hot breath warmed your skin. âYou'll get itâ with those words, he covered your face in soft kisses. You were enjoying it until you heard belt unfastening and a zipper. You knew it was coming and you couldn't wait. You were so heated up and that Logan's cock could cool you down.
You felt the excitement spread throughout your body, as Logan's pants fell onto the floor. You already felt something hard tickling you in your inner thigh. You were impatient. You let out an eager purr, indicating that you absolutely needed to have Logan inside you. He sense your hints and the uncontrollable movements of your hips, fervently trying to get some friction.
Logan look at you, eyes dark with lust, before he presses his lips against yours and at that exact same time, he slowly thrust into you. You squeak, eyes widened as he stretched your walls extremely wide. You were wrapped around him, so fucking tight. His precum mixed with the remaining juices inside you, creating a useful natural lubricant.
"Fuck" he dropped his forehead against yours, his hot breathing in shallow, uneven gasps as he continued his way to get fully inside you. You were quietly whimpering, eyes closed but you felt amazing. Logan's presence so close to you finally got rid of that aggravating aching between your legs.
âHold onto me baby,â Logan kept comforting you and whispering sweet things that made your heart beat faster. âJust like thatâ his voice low and hard, ruspy in a way that tickled your eardrums. You automatically wrapped your legs around Logan's waist when he was inside to the base. You felt so full, but that it still wasn't enough. You begged for more.
Logan, like a true gentleman, let you get used to him and catch a breath a little, before he started the rodeo. He moved his pan with incredibly gentle movements. His tip touching and provoking your cervix and places you didn't even know could be reached.
Your mouth opened automatically as you were sighing, your voice pitch and strong. "You like that?" Logan was looking at you and even though you couldn't see him, you instinctively suspected that he was watching you. You didn't mind. You didn't mind at all. You nodded carelessly and threw your head back as Logan started to pick up the pace.
Exactly what you needed and wanted. It's like he's reading your mind. As if he knew your body perfectly and knew exactly what you want, what you desire, what you need.
He took both of your hands and held them tightly as he placed them above your head. Again, you didn't mind. Your only focus was his cock in your vagina. How wonderful he feels. How his massive cock touches every sensitive spot inside you, slowly but surely bringing you to climax.
âLook at you,ïżœïżœïżœ he said with a smile as he fought himself not to empty himself into you yet. You're making it really hard for him though. "Such a...." he dropped his head as his dick started twitching, his thrusts gained strength and intensity. "Such a good girlâ
He felt it. You felt it too. You stopped perceiving your surroundings, your ears started ringing and the rumbling in your stomach burned. Logan, on the other hand, felt he wouldn't last much longer.
He quickly unbuttoned your shirt, the buttons flew around but it was a blast for both of you. Your breasts bounced to the rhythm of Logan's thrusting, which started being unbearable. He lost control of his pelvis and movements in order to catch up with his orgasm. He got on his knees, freeing your hands but held your hips firmly, while keep pounding into you without mercy.
"You feel s-so good" he groaned his eyes tightly shut as he felt his orgasm being implausibly close. Your legs started shaking, vibrating. You stopped feeling your toes and that's when you felt it. You arch your back, jaw wide open while you moaned really, really loudly.
Your walls tightened around Logan's length, but he didn't stop. All of your muscles stiffened until in one moment, they suddenly relaxed and you let out a soft sigh of relief. Logan chuckled when you cum all over his dick and decided not to wait for his moment anymore. Few more hard thrust, before he pulled out and sprayed your belly with his seed.
His moan was really intense and turned you on again, plus the realization that he made this sound just because of you, your heart was melting.
After that he collapsed on you but carefully, not to smash your tiny body. His forehead was leaning against yours, both of you breathing heavily while giggling. "That was...awesome" Logan sighed, making you laugh and blush. It was that good, that you couldn't even talk. But Logan made sure that there was no awkward silence.
"You were quite loud, princess,â your cheeks started to blush but you didn't break eye contact with Logan, even with such close proximity. âAlways so quiet and mysterious⊠but in bed? Youâre not afraid of that, are you?â you were terribly shy, but in a good way. You didn't know you could make such sounds yourself.
He grinned, seeing you all red and sweaty was a moment of comfort for him. He didn't want to admit it, but he felt butterflies in his stomach and they just wouldn't go away since he saw you.
"Come on, let's get you clean up" Logan grunted as he stood up and didn't ask you, just grabbed you and carried you into the bathroom like a princess. You didn't complain, you swung your legs and rested your head on his chest, feeling indescribably good with him.
A few years had passed, and the life you and Logan had built together only grew deeper and richer with time. Youâd both settled into a quiet, natural rhythm, a blend of strength and softness, of trust and a fierce loyalty that had grown from countless shared moments, both big and small. Logan, once guarded and wary, had opened up to you in ways neither of you expected, revealing a side that was as protective and tender as it was wild. And you, too, had found a quiet courage within yourself, rooted in him and in the life you shared. Your bond felt like something timeless and unbreakable, a connection that had only strengthened as the years drifted by, like roots that had grown deep and steady in the rich earth of your love.
Logan stood outside the cabin, dressed only in a pair of worn, dark-gray sweatpants that clung to his muscular frame. His gaze stretched out over the rugged landscape, eyes fixed on the rolling hills and dense trees, but his thoughts were somewhere far beyond the scenery. The dawn air was cool, mist rising in thin wisps over the ground, and Logan breathed it in slowly, grounding himself in the calm solitude of nature. His rugged face was softened in the morning light, deep in thought, a rare vulnerability showing in his expression as he seemed to wrestle with something private, something known only to him.
Then, as if sensing him, you stepped quietly onto the porch, carrying a small, bundled form against your chest. You approached him with a warmth and excitement that seemed to break through his solitude. The tiny child in your arms cooed softly, and Logan, feeling your presence before even hearing a sound, turned around. His face lit up with an expression that was a blend of pride, awe, and something deeper, something fierce and protective.
With a gentle smile, you cradled his newborn closer, offering the child toward him. Loganâs face softened, and he reached out, his large, roughened hand brushing over the childâs head with an almost reverent touch.
âShe really do have your nose,â he murmured, a smirk breaking across his face as he looked up at you.
You laughed softly, stepping close to wrap your arm around his waist. Logan pulled you in, his warmth settling around you both. Together, you looked out over the vast expanse of trees and sky stretching endlessly before you, wrapped in the serenity of the moment.
âCan you believe this?â you whispered, resting your head on his shoulder.
Loganâs voice was low but sure. âWouldnât trade it for anything.â He pressed a lingering kiss to your forehead, his rough hand squeezing your shoulder gently.
The life you shared with him in that moment, under the quiet sky, was both humbling and thrilling, an unexpected future he never dared to hope for but now couldnât imagine living without.
#smut#wolverine x reader#wolverine x you#logan howlett#logan howlett smut#logan howlett x reader#logan howlett x you#logan howlett xmen#wolverine#marvel x reader#marvel xmen#marvel smut#marvel
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ménage à trois - pierre gasly & kika gomes
pairing: pierre gasly x kika gomes x fem!engineer
genre: smau
faceclaim(s): madison beer, pinterest girls
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Trouble in paradise for our favourite Frenchman?đđšSpotted after the Brazilian GP getting cosy with a mystery brunette who is not his girlfriend đ Sources say the two were all over each other in the club and left together later that night
user1: I feel so bad for Kika, she was there supporting him! đ
user2: Messy, messy, messy. I need to see how he explains this đ
user3: I canât believe heâd do this while sheâs right there! She deserves better
user4: Can't believe he'd cheat on a baddie like Kika
user5: Someone find out who she is, we need answers ASAP!
->user6: maybe it's just me but it kind of looks like yn ln!
user5: his engineer? nurse she's out again
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Te amo Brasil! So proud of Pierre and our first podium together! đ Hereâs to many more đ«¶âš
pierregasly: Merci, Yn!! Best engineer around đđ I couldnât have done it without you!
->yourusername: all you mon ami, can't wait to do it again
->user45: are we all seeing this right now? kika get behind me
user12: Youâre seriously posting this after the rumours??
user 20: She really has no shame...posting kika as well like she didn't get with her man
francisca.cgomes: Proud of you both!! Well deserved
->yourusername: thank you my love
->user13: this is insane HELLO? not her acting like kika's bsf when she hooked up with pierre
user37: This is messy but I kinda live for it đł
user17: I'm so disappointed in yn for this! She was such an icon for us aspiring girls in motorsports and then she does this
user2: Imagine being Kika and seeing this post after the gossip đ
user5: Girl⊠you know we all caught you on f1gossip, right? đŹ
user29: Homewrecker
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yourusername replied: te amooo kiks missing you both so much
->francisca.cgomes: we miss you more angel
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guess the rumours are true...just not in the way you thought they're both my girls
yourusername: love youuu
->pierregasly: my smart girl je t'aime
francisca.cgomes: love you and our girl so much
->pierregasly: And Iâm the luckiest to have you both. â€ïžđ Mon coeur et mon amour
charlesleclerc: mate how did you end up with two girls out of your league
->pierregasly: obviously my charm and good lucks
->yourusername: nah it was the tripodđ
->francisca,cgomes: agreed
user20: THROUPLE HARD LAUNCH. Iâm screaming, they really did that!
user23: Wait, I love this for them?
user19: Kika the ultimate wag
user 35: I didnât expect this but⊠I support it. As long as youâre all happy!
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the ultimate wag
yourusername: te amo lindaaađ€€
->francisca.cgomes: lindinhađ„°
pierregasly: my girls
->francisca.cgomes: forever yours meu amor
alexandrasaintmleux: the cutest couple!
user42: obsessed with this hard launch
user35: this is so wholesome đ
user93: I did not expect this season to give me my new favourite relationship, but here we are
user16: what a plot twist but i stan this power trio
user67: How is it possible for one couple to be THIS perfect?
user48: sleeping on the motorway tonight when is it my turnđ«
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Threeâs a crowd? Only if youâre not invited. đâ€ïž
pierregasly: love you!! even if i can't keep my hands off you ever
->yourusername: i'd go through it again to have you and kiksđ
francisca,cgomes: that's my wifeyđ€
->yourusername: put a ring on it babyđ
yourbsf: Finally i couldn't go much longer without fighting someone on your behalf
->yourusername: i adore you
user89: Now THIS is what we call a power move
user76: f1gossip found dead in a ditch
#abby's writing#f1#f1 fic#f1 fanfic#f1 smau#poly f1 fic#poly f1#pierre gasly x reader#pierre gasly#pg10#kika gomes#kika gomes x reader#pierre x kika x reader
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I am BEGGING YOU to write something about Aegon being literally OBSESSED with the reader, like to the point that itâs dangerous.
a/n - I love this idea, I think it matches Aegonâs character so well. I felt super motivated to write this so thank you my love. I hope you enjoy. xoxox
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Aegon craved you. Aegon needed you, if you werenât around, he would loose his mind.
For a few years now you had been one of the maids that Aegon had, starting in the lower ranks before being the personal lady to the king. Of course Aegon had others, but you were different, you were special. You saw the king for what he truly was - a broken young man. And instead of hating him for it, or offering him some fake pity. You helped him.
You could understand why he so craved the support, you had witnessed his family interactions, and heard the gossip that would travel through each servant of the crown. You understood he had a complicated relationship with his family, and a lot of external pressures to deal with. Every encounter that one would expect to be private was known by every maid, cook, cup bearer and servant. So after having heard so much over the years, you felt empathy for the king, aware of his lack of someone to talk to.
So on that fated night when you came in to change the kings bed sheets and found him crying, thats all you were, just someone to talk to. Aegon had never had this before, never had such a simple kindness been shown to him. And for that he was ever grateful. This greatfulness soon blossoming into something more. A deep sense of caring, a deep obsession. This would soon form a routine for you. Not long after that night he told his mother he wished for you to be his main lady, of course his mother had worries about this, but accepted his proposition. Most evenings instead of completing your nightly chores (Aegon had this duties bestowed upon someone else) you would sit with the king in his chambers, and listen. He would treat you with such respect and kindness that it was enjoyable for both of you. You would share his wines - some of the finest you had ever tried- and eat his food (he would have the cooks prepare his extra dinners and fruits to snack on because he wanted you to have them). Some nights were filled with lighthearted talk, some with laughter and drinking, others were filled with deep emotion. All of which you enjoyed.
âhello Issa gevie hÄedarâ he would say to you each evening with that handsome smile on his face. my beautiful girl
He would watch you enter with a glint in his eyes, each time you would knock in the same pattern so he knew it was you. That was a sound he soon began to adore.
You never understood valyrian, but it warmed you to know he gave you nicknames.
âHello my kingâ you would blush in response before sitting on the edge of his bed, beggining your nightly conversations.
Aegon never failed to ask you about yourself also, but you rarely kept on the subject. You knew he was the one who carried the heaviest burden of all. You wished to relieve some of that pressure.
Aegon loved how shy you were, it was so much fun for him, to watch you blush under his gaze. He loved it, loved the effect he had on you. So of course he couldnât just leave you there sitting so far away from him, soon the sitting on the edge of the bed each night became lying next to him, both sat up with pillows behind you. That soon became him resting his head on your lap, looking up at you. And every now and then, it would end with you holding each other. Nothing scandalous. Just enjoying each others embrace.
Soon Aegon got bolder, wanting to watch you become a blushing mess around him. He would reach up slowly towards your face, brushing some strands of hair behind your ear before gently caressing your cheek. Of course your skin would burn with the sensation of his hand touching you for hours after it had actually occurred. As if his touch awakened something inside you.
You cared for the king greatly, but you werenât a fool. You knew that if anyone found out about what went on each night you went and visited him - despite it being nothing overly scandalous - you would be put at risk. You knew it wasnt a good situation to be in. There were already rumours that you were sleeping with him, some of the other maids even being bold enough to ask you if you were sleeping with the king to which you had aggressively denied. But it did nothing to stop you visiting him. There was just always a voice in your head warning you not to get too close.
But there was that part of you, whenever you saw him that would swoon over how handsome he was, how beautifully his hair was frame his face, and how his violet eyes would sparkle in the candle light. how good he smelled and how nice it was to feel his muscular frame next to you. Everything a young maiden craved in a man.
Aegon would even go as far to gift you smalls things, flowers being left in you quarters, books you would like and beautiful ribbons for your hair. Aegon had even had a necklace made for you, a beautiful delicate chain with a singular dragon on it. as a symbol of him.
a symbol that you were his.
So when he found out that you had requested the night off as it was your birthday, and you were allowed it, he was furious. Of course he wanted you to have a good name day, but you couldâve spent it with him, he wouldve got you anything you desired. In fact you didnât even mention to him it was your name day.
He sat waiting in his chambers for you as he usually does, only to be met by one of the older maids who would serve for him.
âWhere is y/n?â he snappily asked the woman who had only just graced the king chambers
âIn the town my lord, celebrating her name dayâ
Not saying another word he stormed out of his room. He was angry, not at you of course. never angry at you. He merely wished you had told him, he wouldve joined you, had a gift made for you. Anything.
The wooden doors of the servant quarters smashed open with aegons force, stopping the movements of all inside.
âwhich one of you knows where y/n is this evening?â he asks, scanning the room for anyone who looks like the have the answer
âHer uncles tavern your majesty, the red anchorâ one piped up
Once again in silence he stormed out. The red anchor, he had probably been there before on one of his evening out, he couldnât remember. no matter, he would find it.
Determination flowed through the young prince. He couldnât understand why you wouldnt tell him. Honestly he didnât even know what he was going to say when he found you, but to have a night without your presence already felt crippling for him.
His steps echoed on the castle walls, each step carrying him closer and closer to his destination, you. As he passed through the halls, he was spotted.
âMy king, where are you off to in such a hurry tonight, the hour is lateâ Ser Arryck asked from his post.
Aegon not even bothering to stop responded to the man with haste âI have some business to attend to in the city, I wont be gone long.â
âThe hour is late my king, allow me to accompany youâ Arryck was walking too now, having to match the kings pace that didnât show any sign of stopping. confusion clear on his face about why he was determined to go alone.
âNo, I donât need any assistance. I will go aloneâ Aegon was getting more and more angry as the seconds passed. Angry that he couldnât see you, angry that Ser Arryck was trying to stop him from seeing you.
âMy king, my apologies but I must come with you into the city, if it is found that I allowed you to go with no protection I could be expelled from my positionâ Ser Arryck wasnt wrong, kingslanding was a dangerous place, and selfishly he feared that if something bad were to happen to the king he could be worse than just expelled, it put his life on the line. He has sworn to protect his king. But Aegon wasnt feeling rather empathetic in this moment, Arryck couldve been on fire and it still wouldnt have stopped him.
âFine then ser, as you king I command you that I will not be accompanied this evening. Is that fucking clear?â Luckily for Aegon this conversation had allowed him to get closer and closer to the door, but it didnât stop the rage at Ser Arryckâs questioning. If Arryck did come with him, then Aegon risked putting you in danger also, he understood that for the moment no one could be aware of the unique relationship you shared.
âYour majesty please-â Ser Arryck had made the fatal mistake of touching the king. He had stopped Aegon in his tracks by gripping his shoulder. Aegon couldnât explain where the flash of rage came from, but it gave him the strength to twist around, landing a punch directly of Arrycks nose. The punch catching the knight so off guard that it sent him flying backwards. His armour clashing against the stone as he fell. But Aegon didnât stop there, he mounted Ser Arryck - landing multiple brutal shots to his face, aegons fists becoming bloodied from the mans face.
How dare he try and stop the King from seeing you. How dare he try and stop Aegon from being with you. No one was every going to take you away from him.
Aegon only stopped when he was sure Arryck was unconscious. arrycks face was bloody and bruised, already swelling with the punches it had just recieved. And without a second thought Aegon left him there.
Finally, he thought. finally out of the castle and one step closer to you. He swiftly grabbed one of the cloaks he would leave stashed outside of the doors incase he wished to make a speedy night time trip into the city. Yet with even the hood pulled up over his head, it couldnât even block out the thoughts of you. you were like a drug and Aegon was going through sever withdrawals. He missed everything about you, he missed the scent of roses you would bring into his room with you, he missed the way you laughed, he missed the sound of you saying his name. He missed being able to glance down and see the dragon necklace sitting perfectly presented just above your tits.
He couldnât believe it, hes always thought of you romantically, thought of how you would look on his arm, as his wife. But hed never felt this way about you, you had always been with him. so when you were finally taken away from him, it sent him crazy.
He could feel himself getting more and more overwhelmed the further he went into the city. To any other onlooker he looked drunken and crazed. In truth he felt like he was going through some kind of frenzy. His head was snapping and pinning in each direction, scarred he would miss you in the crowds of people, his steps becoming messy and unbalanced due to him not looking ahead.
His mind was playing tricks on him, making him think that he had seen your beautiful silhouette on the side of the street, only for it to be a shadow and nothing more.
With everything going on around him his mind started to race, kingslanding was a crazy place at night. The street performers displaying their talents with flames in al different colours flying about the place, a man on stilts in the distance making his way though the crowd. Fortune tellers on the sides of the streets calling aegons name as he passed the. Groups of drunk people, fighting, fucking and laughing. He couldnât take much more of this. What if you were out here and in trouble, what if you were with someone else.
Aegon couldnât take much more, he grabbed the nearest person to him which turned out to be a drunken old woman who was shouting with a bunch on gamblers at a card game
âWhere is the red anchor?!â He had the woman by both of the shoulders, demanding in her face for her to tell him
âYour stood in front of it you fucking blaggard.â she said unhappily wrenching herself from him grip before returning to her jeering at the ongoing card game.
Aegon could scream. If only you knew what effect you had on him. He was certainly about to show you. There it stood in clear letters on the sign hanging above the tavern âThe Red Anchorâ with the corresponding symbol underneath. Without waiting another second the tavern doors were shoved open by the king. Who was eagerly scanning to find you through the crowds of busy drunk men.
He had been here before, many times. He recognised the layout. He couldnât yet spot you so deeper into the pub he dove, walking much slower now into the main bar area, hoping to arch a glimpse of you
And as if the Gods had answered his prayers, there you stood. In centre stage of the room, there you were stood by the bar, talking to the man on the other side. Your uncle Aegon assumed (And hoped he was right).
You looked so different, so free. You wore a beautiful dress that complimented you well, it was simple but the nicest you could afford. The colours and style suited you perfectly. much nicer than the uniforms you had to wear at the castle. Your hair was down and flowing freely unlike when you wear it up at the castle. Aegon could tell you were in your element. You looked ethereal, a smile gracing your features as you chatted with those around you.
Aegon was about to make Hi way over to you when out the corner of his eye he spotted it. A fat drunk man making his way over to you, predatory look in his eyes. Aegon watched as the happy girl you were moments ago now shrivelled at the mans advances. You clearly having turned him down because the mans expression changed, him placing a hand on your shoulder and pulling you closer to him.
He was touching you, he was touching what belonged to Aegon
ZÈłhon gevie hÄedar. his beautiful girl
Wishing seconds Aegon was next to you. The hand that was previously resting on your shoulder was now pinned against the wall with a dagger through the palm. Aegonâs dagger.
Rage filled Aegon as he slammed the man into the wall, pinning him there tightly, staring into his eyes. The man screamed out in pain, only silencing a few of the near by people, the rest of the tavern paying no mind. Aegon could tell by the mans face he was scared. good.
âDonât ever lay a hand on her againâ He gritted out in the mans face, eyes wide and bloodshot. Aegon ripped the dagger from the mans hand causing him to let out another agonised scream before silencing himself due to the feeling of the same blade being pressed up to his throat.
âDo you understand meâ The cowards in front of Aegon merely mustering a nod yes to his question.
god Aegon wanted to kill him, Aegon wanted to cause him so much pain. To drag it out and make it as gory as possible. How dare he lay a single finger on what belonged to the king. How dare he make you uncomfortable and try to damage something so perfect. Aegon couldnât remember feeling a rage like this, it was like nothing he had ever felt before. He had never felt so protective over you before. It took everything in him not to push that blade into this scumbags neck, but he didnât want to do that in front of you. So with a sigh he let the man go, who quickly ran out of the tavern.
You were still yet to recognise Aegon as he still had his hood up, so it was a shock for you when this hooded man grabbed you by the arm and lead you through the busy crowds of drinkers and locked you both in a storage room.
âwhat in seven hells - Aegon?!â once the man finally pulled his hood down to reveal himself, you were shocked. Aegon was your saviour, the one who so violently apprehended the man previously bothering you. But why, how on earth did he know you were here. why was he here?
You didnât actually get to ask him any of these questions before he trapped you in a searing kiss. He pinned you up against the wall - the stone of the wall biting into your back slightly. You moaned into the kiss as the Kings hands held onto you waist. His body was pressed into yours as he kissed you hungrily. All the many days of wanting, the house spent obsessing over you and the feelings of tonightâs events all put into one kiss. And you could feel it, feel all the emotions - hunger, lust, desire maybe even love. You kissed him back wiht just as much passion, the kiss as fulfilling for you as it is to him. One of your legs now wrapping against his wait, hid rigged hand gripping your thigh. Pushing himself into you with a light groan. Your hands found his hair, gripping at the silver strands as he tongue enters your mouth.
Finally he gets to taste you. He could taste the ale you had been drinking on your tongue. He broke the kiss only for a second to look at you. Gods you looked perfect. Your lips now pink and plump from your kiss, hair slightly dispelled and dress begginging to bunch up at the sides. Your chest heaved slightly with a light pant as you tried to catch you breath. Your cheeks coated with a dusting of blush. You were the image of beauty. He could still se your shy nature on your face but was sure you were a lot more confident tonight.
âAegonâŠWhat are you doing here.â you whispered, your leg still wrapped around Hi , his face mere inches away from yours.
âI couldnt take it anymore. I must have you, I must call you mine. No one else will ever come close to you again.â he confessed, hunger in his eyes as he speaks to you. His frame towering over you as he watched your eyes widen at his words
âAegon-â
âTell me you want this too gevie hÄedar. Tell your king what you need.â he whispered, lips brushing against your ear. beautiful girl
You were silent for a second, no longer. And in this second thousands of thoughts flashed through your mind, what were you going to do after this? what would be the consequences? But those thoughts were clouded with want, and there was nothing in that moment that wouldve stopped either of you.
âI want you Aegon.â You whimpered, completely at his mercy.
This was everything the young king had dreamed of and more. His beautiful blushing girl looking up at him, begging for him. Needing him like he needed her and who would he be to decline such a polite little thing. A smirk graces his face before his lips are on your again. His tongue invading your mouth. You moaned again louder this time as you could feel his hardness pressing into you.
When you were back in the castle he would take his time with you, exploring you with his hands, his mouth. UNtil he had every inch of you memorised. You were his now and no matter the consequences, everyone was going to know it. You were untouchable with his favour. But until he could get you back in the castle, he needed you right now.
He pushed the skirt up, bunching it at your waist with desperation as he kissed at your neck, nipping at the skin lightly just to get those beautiful noises you made. He would never be able to forget how you sounded. His toungue licking and sucking at the sensitive skin while his fingers brushed over your already wet cunt. He cold feel it over your underclothes, and couldnt hide the chuckle that left him when you moaned so sweetly.
âAre you enjoying yourself Byka mÄre?â he questioned, and you could hear the smugness in his voice. You could only bring yourself to nod. Your head already fuzzy. little one
âOh my dear, donât tell me youâve already gone quiet, Iâve hardly even touched you yetâ his face now back in view, smirking at you. His fingers now working their way past your underclothes - gently brushing through your folds. You gasp at the feeling, innocent little eyes begging for more.
âTell me, has anyone ever touched you like this before?â
âNo, my kingâ Gods, he felt his cock throb in his pants, what a naughty thing you were using his title like that. Maybe not so shy as he thought. He would be lying if his heart did jump at the idea of being your first. He felt it was right, he would be the only man to ever touch you in this way
âGood girlâ he whispered, before pushing one of his fingers into you, watching as your mouth hung open in pleasure. Slowly he began to pump him finger inside of you, before taking another and gently pushing it inside. You were glad for the busy night in the tavern because you couldnt control your moan. Your head lolled back against the stone and your hands gripped aegons forearms tightly, squeezing him. You hadnât felt anything like this before, it was amazing. With every thrust of his fingers Aegonâs palm came into contact with your clit, the sensation jolting through you, giving you goosebumps all over. You whined and moaned, unable to do anything else but take it as he watched you, smile on his face. He was proud to be the one that left you crumbling beneath him. Your leg hooked around his waist for support, you worried your legs would give out. A strange sensation began to build in your stomach as Aegon kept the same torturous pace, listening to the sounds of your we cunt as his finger would leave you hole briefly to play with you folds, seeing you cry out at the teasing.
âFeels so good Aegon, please donât stop.â
âI wouldnt dream of it my love.â he says, completely true. All he wants is to give you what you deserve, the pleasure that you deserve. He can feel you tightening around his fingers now, he can tell your close
Your whole body is on fire with pleasure, not only at what his finger are currently doing to you, but the whole situation, his handsome face smiling down on you as you come undone for him. You cant control the moans coming from your mouth as the feeling grows
he leans down right next to your ear and whisper to you, âlet go for me Issa jorrÄelagonâ. my love
And that was all you needed. All you could think to do in that moment was scream his name as you came all over his fingers, the feeling far more intense than you expected. Black clouded you vision as his fingers never stopped, coaxing you through your orgasm. You barley had enough time to catch your breath before he was kissing you, pulling himself free of his trousers and lining himself up at you entrance.
He waited, looking for you to signal to him you wanted this. you nodded and he sheathed himself inside you. The slick from your orgasm allowing him to slide in with ease.
You both moaned in unison as the feeling, both being so close to each other finally. And he was about to show you how much he craved this. Aegon couldnât hold off long before he was pistoning inside of you, his pace hard and fast. The feeling of you being so tightly wrapped around him causing guttural moans to leave him. Gods you felt amazing, better than anything he imagined, better than all the nights he used his hand while thinking about how good you would look on his cock. His imagination falling short of this moment.
A slight sheen of sweat coated your skin, your tits basically bursting from the top of your dress as his cock pounded your tight hole. Once again the necklace he gifted you taking pride of place on your chest. Your eyes rolled back so beautifully, struggling to stay on him. Your moans consisting of his name and a string of curses.
All you could do was tell him how good he felt. Good being an understatement, you could basically feel him throbbing inside of you. He was big, stretching you out so perfectly, hitting a spongy spot inside of you that had you seeing stars. When his pelvis connected with yours, it would brush against your clit. The pressure against the bundle of nerves causing you to tighten around Aegon. Which made him release the most delicious sounds you had ever heard.
Aegon looked down, watching where you both connected, this moment was surreal, all of the anger and stress from earlier now melting away each time he plunged into your soaking cunt. He watched himself slip in and out of you, his hard cock coated in your wetness. Already he could feel himself nearing his end, he wasnt surprised, all these days spent dreaming about you had him riled up more than ever.
One of the hands that was gripping your hips so tightly travelled down between you both to rub at your clit, the squeal you let out not going unheard by Aegon.
âSo good for me my love, you have no idea how long ive waited for this.â he huffed out âso beautifulâ
Your legs were quivering and you were glad you had him ther to support you or your legs would have failed you, the same feeling building in your stomach began, only stringer this time. The stimulation from his finger and his cock was almost too much for you to handle
âMy king!â you squealed out as his thumb drew quick circles on your sensitive bud.
âI know little oneâ he muttered to you sweetly as you feel apart for him once more. Your orgasm hitting you even harder this time. Clenching around Aegon so tightly that he couldnt hold off anymore, his hips stuttered before he bottomed out inside you.
You could feel him throb as his seed filled you. Both of you left panting for breath, staying as you were fore a moment, with him inside you. He kissed you once more, much gentler this time.
âyou are mine now Issa gevie hÄedarâ my beautiful girl
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YOUR? OUR MARGARET
PAIRING: Leon Kennedy x Single mom!reader
SUMMARY: Life slowed down when Leon first saw those tiny rays of sunlight. But he didn't think he would fall in love with the whole sun. Or: Leon falls in love with a single mother.
WARNINGS: Brief mentions of alcohol, government, leon's traumas, love confessions, Leon is a bit insecure and awkward but he's also a sweetheart and has a soft spot for kids, cheesy and corny type of love, this is just fluff believe me!
WORD COUNT: 4.5k
AUTHOR'S NOTE: If I had a nickel for every time I've written about Leon's transition from vendetta to death island I would have two which it isn't a lot but it's funny it happened twice. If you wish to know what song Leon played this is the one I had in mind. As always, I hope you like it. This is my Valentine's Day fic for today!
MY MASTERLIST
Gruesome scenarios and depressive states of mind have tainted Leon's path in life. However, the grizzled and gloomy agent has had a rather rough patch this last year in which he was left alone to die in his own sorrowâRaccoon City, Spain, China and his already-known addiction took a toll on him.
He doesn't have anyone to blame, nor does he want to. Yeah, he could blame the government for stripping him of his innocence and his genuine wish to help people but he felt like he had failed his nation, not the DSO, not the FBI, just him.
Behind closed doors, in the white house and for everyone else he's Agent Leon Kennedy, Mr. Kennedy, and if someone were to ask the president he'd say he's the most trusted weapon the country has.Â
He has grown accustomed. His shield has hardened to the point he's numb to most things he should find disturbing or annoying yet he couldnât help but wish someone would see him the way he really is.Â
A bittersweet feeling grew in Leonâs system. Alcohol no longer brought the same dull sensation thatâd put him to sleep even in the loudest and sleazy bar. So, slowly he grew out of his addiction. Not alone, though. Alongside him were a couple of therapists which he reluctantly confided in. Not because he didnât believe in mental health, but because he thought it wasnât for him.
Also, his friends made his life a bit better. Spare the man the embarrassment, but friendship does indeed make you see the world more colorfully. It was nice hearing his name slip out of his friends' lips. Leon, Leon! Aww, Leon.Â
However, life didnât prepare him for the moment his name was replaced by a:
Dada.
Therapists had told him he should look for a hobby, something thatâd fill those moments where boredom or monotony would push him to fall back into his deadly addictions. And he completely understood, he ought to follow the expertsâ advice in order to actually improve.
It was rather easier, he was not a complicated man.Â
Even before the Raccoon City incident, he loved exercising. Whether it was lifting weights, cycling, or plain running heâd always be found doing something. The mere thought of just lying in bed was something heâd never engage in, especially not now that heâs getting better.Â
So, he combined two things. One he was familiar with and a second one he hasnât been able to really connect with: nature.Â
Near his current apartment, there was a small park in which he goes jogging. Usually, his schedule would only allow him to go there in the early hours of the morning where the only people heâd find were retired grandparents who danced to some Spanish music he couldnât understand.
Peaceful, he liked it.Â
But when he was getting used to his daily morning jogging, a call from work told him they needed him ASAP. So, his little detoxicating activity would be postponed to the afternoon.Â
After dealing with the usual stress from work, calls from Hunnigan, and a rather bothersome headache, he got to his apartment and decided to get ready and not skip his so-needed jogging.Â
The afternoon sky was painted with a hue of blue mixing with the slightest orange color, the gentle breeze hitting Leonâs face as he jogged around the park. His tempo never missed a beat not even after an hour or so between his physical training and some pauses. Sweat fell from his forehead and onto the ground with each step he took, meaning that he was reaching exhaustion.
At last, he found solace under a tree that cast a shadow, perfect for Leon to catch his breath. Closing his eyes, he let his lungs inhale as much air as they could.
His peaceful moment was broken when a tiny voice called out for him. Or rather, mistaken him for someone else.
âDada!â A little girl came walking to where he was seated, wobbly steps trying to reach him.Â
âMargaret!â You appeared out of nowhere before the toddler could reach and hug the stranger. The giggling and excited kid seemed to have heard ârun fasterâ by the way she didnât stop at your call.
A hint of confusion washed over Leon as he watched the scene develop with rather curious eyes. A mop of curly hair running away from your grasp. The white dress turned into a slightly brown color, Leon guessed the child must have been playing in the dirt.
And then a glimpse of a faint smile replaced his previous bewilderment as his eyes fell on you. As you tried catching your daughter, he observed her antics and your patience.Â
Finally, your hands lifted the little one as her tiny legs kicked in the air, ready to run in the air.Â
You fixed Margaretâs dress and messy hair while her bright eyes continued being focused on the man sitting on the grass. Her hands doing the typical âgrabbyâ motion to Leon. Sighing in defeat, you spoke to the man.
âSorry, donât know what happened.â You sheepishly said as you offered the man an apology for your daughterâs previous mischievous actions. âShe usually doesnât call random people dada I assure you.â
âShe gave me quite the scare.â Leon chuckled as he got up from the grass. âMy past actions flashed before my eyes.âÂ
âAs I said, Iâm sorry.â You repeated your words while your daughter tried wriggling her way out of your arms. When she saw that her motherâs grip wasnât budging, she took matters into her own hands.
She started crying.
You werenât letting your daughter play with a stranger, that much you knew.Â
âMy nameâs Leon, by the way.â Leon said, extending his arm, but he pulled back as soon as he saw that you were too busy handling the tantrum your daughter was having.Â
You told Leon your name which easily fell from his lips to confirm he heard you well. âDo you normally come here?â You asked.
âYes, but just in the mornings.â He responded, watching the little one pouting. âSomething came out today so duty called. Cops donât rest.â
âWait, Are you a cop?â You seemed to relax at the revelation and he couldnât help but get a Deja Vu from this little interaction. A friend of his asked him the same question, but at least now he wasnât surrounded by zombies.
âA copâŠâ A whisper came out from Leonâs lips, a playful yet gentle smile formed on his face. âKinda.â
âIâll assume youâre way more important than that.â You adjusted Margaret in your arms when she finally calmed. Although she kept on staring at Leon, her bright eyes focused on him. âBecause if you were indeed a cop or a chief youâd be puffing your chest out.â
âAre they always like that?â He acted surprised.
âHere, in New York? I donât know⊠you tell me.â
Itâs been a while since he last spoke with someone this freely. Surely he has talked with his friends a lot. But they were people he had previously known and shared the same past as him, a connection to the outside world seemed impossible and even greedy in a way.
Soon, both of you found yourselves unable to stop talking, even Margaret chirped from time to time, making her opinion loud and clear. He got to know a bit about you, and you got to know little fragments of his life. The ones who wouldnât lead him to share more than necessary, obviously.
Despite the rough exterior, his constant frowning stopped as a soft expression replaced it. Margaret's chubby hands absentmindedly held one of Leonâs fingers as he spoke with you, blabbering and being overjoyed by his presence.Â
However, her cheerful mood slowly turned sour as soon as she got hungry. Glassy eyes and sobs warned you that the conversation would come to an end.
âYup, I gotta go.â You murmured trying not to bring more stress to your already distressed baby. âIt was nice talking to you.â
âLikewise.â Leon kept his hands in his pockets, unable to come up with anything else. He wanted to say that perhaps they could repeat this. But then again, heâs been so deprived of normal social interactions that he no longer knows if that would sound creepy.Â
âHave a good night.â He decided it would be the wisest thing to do. He watched your soft expression as you took your little girlâs hand and waved goodbye.Â
Ever since that little interaction, his schedule changed. His morning routine was long forgotten. An excuse was made, something between the lines that his shift changed so he has to work in the mornings.Â
And he was delighted to spend time with both of you. The highlights of his whole day would be getting to hear about you and Margaret.Â
Each day that passed meant new memories being made. From the way he got to know Margaretâs favorite ice cream flavor to your childhood dreams. Every detail mattered for him because he could now see how simple life could be.
He tookâboth of you mostlyâ on little dates. Let it be to try a new cafeteria near the park, drinking an americano while Margaret drank from her sippy cut which was filled with chocolate milk.Â
However, there were times in which Margaret would stay with a friend of yours. Allowing you to be alone with Leon. And while he appreciates the joy and happiness your daughter brought, he also loved the moments in which he could focus just on you.Â
Sadly, years of training didnât prepare him to man up and make the first move. When he thought he would brush away every insecurity and second guesses, something would come up.Â
He wanted to grab your hand, the waiter would come at the worst time. He wants to compliment you, he'd almost choke with his own saliva. He wanted to give you a goodbye kiss after driving you home, someone would call him.
It was as if the universe was against him.
Thankfully, you had picked up those hints. And if Leon wasn't the luckiest man out there, you can help him in his predicament.
On a usual afternoon, as Margaret played with the leaves that had fallen from the trees, you shot him a question.
âWould you like to have dinner with me?â
âHuh? Yes, it sounds nice.â Leon absentmindedly replied, thinking it would be like the rest of your dates.
âI mean⊠In my house. I don't think I've invited you yet.â
In the meantime, Margaret had grabbed some leaves which she placed on Leon's hair. The man didn't even react to it, already used to her antics.
âI wouldn't like to intrude.â
âYou wouldn't. See it as a friendly meeting.â
Friendly meeting, of course. He couldnât be so selfish.
âIf you insist.â He says as the little one giggles, her smile just showing two teeth. âWhen would it be?â
âAre you free this 14th?âÂ
He nods, he doesn't even remember if he's in fact free. But he'd make time.Â
Besides, who works on Valentineâs Day?
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He wishes he would've realized about the implications of the day sooner.
The other dates have been nothing but platonic. Of course he had been nervous, biting his nails to the point where had to put on clear nail polish.Â
But this one is for Valentine's Day. Day where people confess their love in dramatic ways. Some lucky people even propose on this date.Â
Leon has been out of the dating game for years. He believes he'll mess it up somehow, especially as he sees the reflection of himself in the mirror.Â
Of course, he knows he's getting better. But his appearance tells everyone otherwise. His hair continues being dark, a big contrast from his past self whose blond hair would be the talk of some people.
The palm of his hand brushes over his stubble cheek. The sensation of those tiny hairs is similar to blades. He looks at his watch, there is no time to shave. The last thing he wanted was to be late on his first date.
He sighs and walks toward the table, on top of it are two bouquets. One has multiple red and pink roses, that one is for you. The other one consists of a single white rose, for Margaret. Even if he has forgotten the basics of dating, he wouldnât go empty-handed to your home.
The drive to your house isnât an easy one. Not because he lacked driving skills, he is pretty much proud of how well he could drive when he is not facing life-or-death situations.Â
He takes his car, just for today. He knows he has to be himself and show you his love for bikes. But he would be lying if he wasnât a tad scared about coming to your house driving his usual motorbike. What would you think? Surely youâd dump him for risking his life or something like that.
But he is so damned anxious. He turns on the radio, trying to muffle his thoughts but the first thing that comes up is a Valentine's Day advertisement. âDonât mess up your date today! Try our newest product andââ Heâs trying, he doesnât know what the ad is talking about but he needs no product for this date to be a success.
He turns off the stupid machine. After all, todayâs music sucks. Nothing personal, he just doesnât like it. Heâd prefer if the radio played real music. Some Deftones and Korn would do.Â
But right now heâd dance to anything. Valentineâs Day, after all, should be a romantic getaway from the normalcy of life. Even though years had made him a corny individual, if itâs with you, romanticism should never die.
Heâs rambling, his head is a mess. He sees himself slow dancing with you, Somethinâ Stupid playing in the background. He foresees a future in which he could paint next to your daughter, suns and trees never looked so pretty as he imagines that scenario.Â
Dating you would come with the whole pack, he knows well. But even at his age, he still feels like a broken child whenever he sees himself in the mirror. Memories of his innocence being stripped away of him and his present still clinging on to the faint threads of hope.Â
So thatâs why he made the promise of taking this relationship seriously. No matter if you end up being nothing more than friends. People often say that you just know when you meet the one. And he saw the beacons of lights announcing the whole sun when he met you and your little one.
Eventually, he reaches your home. Double-checking the address you had previously sent him over text, he confirms this is the place you live in. A modest house, enough for you and Margaret.Â
He switches off the engine and takes out the key from the ignition. Placing his hands one last time on the steering wheel, he takes a deep breath, mentally preparing himself. And with a newfound conviction, he grabs the two bouquets and gets out of the car.
When he walks towards the door, he immediately knocks. If he dared to wait just a second just to calm his anxiety, heâd spend at least 5 minutes staring at the wooden material. So, he sacrifices that priceless time in order to face reality.
A âcomingâ is heard by Leon a few seconds after he knocks. Eventually, the front door opens and you welcome him with Margaret in your arms. âHey.â You greet him, Margaret doing the same as she waves her hand.
âHey, you two.â Leon says with a warm smile, trying to hold back the fact that there hasnât been a better image than this. âI couldnât come empty-handed to your house so I took the liberty to bring you these.â
Leon then hands you the bouquets he had broughtâthe bigger one for you, and the smaller one with a single rose for Margaret.Â
âAre these for me?â A dumb question, of course. But thereâs no harm to ask and surely it would get a nice reply from Leon who has been dancing around the idea of flirting with you. Too scared to come off as awkward and silly.
âI donât see another pretty woman around here.â It slips so smoothly out of his lips. Leon Kennedy, you still got it, he mentally praises himself.Â
âYeah, right.â You roll your eyes, satisfied with the answer you received. âPlease, come in.â
Leon nods and enters your house. The living room was nicely organized, and the way some toys blended in with the decoration brought a smile to his face. The perfect balance between the sober expected room with the colorful and childish playthings.
You set Margaret on the floor not before giving her the rose Leon gifted her. She absentmindedly walks toward the couch and sits down to inspect what an amazing thing the funny man brought.
âWell, looks like she likes them.â Leon hums as he watches how Margaret starts happily tearing the flower into tiny pieces. Her antics filling Leonâs heart, he could get used to this feeling.
He wants to.
âYup, definitely.â And your eyes meet Leonâs, his piercing blue eyes are not cold as he often thinks. They remind you of the beach sea, of the gentle waves and the gentleness they carry.Â
And he sees himself in yours. In your eyes, he isnât a cold and depressed agent who is fighting off the odds. He admires the man heâs becoming. The man who despite everything he has experienced, wants to do better.
âI havenât told you yet butâŠâ Leon trails off as he gathers the courage to do this simple yet nerve-wracking action. âHappy Valentineâs Day.â
He grabs your hand and brings it to his lips. Without breaking eye contact, he kisses your knuckles. A gentleman through and through. If he could win your heart, heâd do anything to protect both of you.
Although he was lying, even if he werenât to win you over, you have already gained a friend who would literally save the world for you to live in with your most beautiful miracle.Â
âYouâre sappy.â You shake your head laughing, but you donât push Leon away. In a way, your teasing comes off as a thank you.Â
âAnd you break my heart.â He chuckles, letting go of your hand which falls to your side.
As it does, your eyes fall on Margaret. While she continues playing with torn pieces of the flower, you see her head swaying slowly from side to side, as if fighting off sleep.Â
âItâs nap time for little Margaret.â You break the silence as you walk toward Margaret whose tiny fingers still try to tear up the already destroyed rose.Â
You pick up Margaret and with the way she isn't getting fuzzy, your assumption was correct. She is fighting against Morpheus, sadly losing.
You glance at Leon who is standing in the same place you left him. Admiring the scene of you carrying your daughter.Â
âWould you like to help me?â You murmur.Â
Of course he does, he wants nothing more but to embark on this new life. He has seen so much horror and for once, he wants to indulge in this domestic dream of his.
âIf you let me.â
Humble, timid, and definitely not showing how enthusiastic he was about helping you.Â
You nod and guide him upstairs. Margaretâs room was just next to yours, even though you prefer to sleep with her, still too nervous about her getting tangled in her own blankets.
As both of you reach the room, shades of pink and white greet Leon. Some toys are scattered around the floor too. Proof of Margaretâs wholesome behavior.Â
Margaret shifts in your arms, her previous peaceful demeanor changing given the frustration of not falling asleep yet. She is pretty much easy to handle when nap time comes, but today is one of those days.
âYou told me I could help.â Leon's hushed voice reaches you. His eyes express the need to assist you in a task like this.Â
âSureâŠâ Your heart flutters as Leon steps up to help you. You indeed asked him if he wanted to come with you. But the fact he had so eagerly accepted the role made you appreciate him even more.
If that was even possible.
As Margaret starts letting out soft cries, you hand her to Leon who is quick to catch her. At first, Margaret is held rather awkwardly which brings a smile to your face before her cries get really serious.
You help Leon by moving his hand. That gains a quiet âok okâ meaning that he got the hang of it.Â
He positions Margaret on his chest, her face seeking the crook of his neck as she continues letting out tiny sobs. With his hand supporting his back, he rocks her.
If anyone were to see him, they'd think he's a father holding his daughter. But in his mind, he's holding your world, his world.Â
Oblivious to it, Leon started humming a song. He doesnât know where he had heard it before. Maybe it came from his mother, a memory he thought was deeply buried in his mind.
Eventually, your baby falls asleep which definitely boosts Leonâs mood as she grins. He's built for this! He thinks.
He lays Margaret in her crib. The little one breathes slowly as she drifts off to dreamland.
Both of you slowly and quietly walk out of the room making sure not to make any loud noise and wake the sleeping princess.Â
As you slowly descend from the stairs and are once again in the living room, Leonâs mind is filled with expectations.
What's next?
What is he supposed to do now?Â
As if on cue, your words break the silence.
âI forgot to order the food.â You sheepishly admit as you nervously laugh. Between cleaning the house before Leon came and taking care of a toddler the fact that a dinner without food wouldn't be a dinner slipped out of your mind.
âI'll do it right now just give me a second to search for this one restauââ
âHey, it's okay.â Leon reaches for your arm before you can walk toward where the phone is. He takes this opportunity to do all the things he has wanted to do with you. To accomplish each one of those silly yet endearing wishes of his.
âBesides⊠this is a great excuse for us to bond more.â
He lets go of your arm but instead, his hand takes out his cellphone. Your eyes curiously watch as he types something.
For a moment, Leon doesn't utter a word and you can see how his fingers are slightly shaking.
Leon looks up from the phone and gives you a gentle smile before he sets the phone aside. After a couple of seconds, the slow and wistful chords of a piano announce the beginning of a song.
âMay I have this dance?â Leon extends his hand toward you.Â
You opt to accept his hand. In the back of your mind, you wanted to tease him one more time. Just like you did when he told you happy Valentineâs. But you feel this is way more important than those simple words.
As your hand locks with his, he pulls you closer to his body. His free arm finds its home in your lower back, not too low to keep it PG and not to discomfort you in this intimate dance.
Letting him guide you, you sway from side to side. His past self wouldn't have imagined that he could reach this level of serenity and tranquility. The simple thought of having a family was like a faraway dream.
Your head rests comfortably on Leon's shoulder, the scent of his cologne being your new favorite aroma. The one that brings you memories from the time you met him to all the dates you had that led to this very moment.
The song continues its course, and the outside world is forgotten for a moment. No words are exchanged as both of you drown in the homely feeling of dancing in each other's arms.
After a while, without lifting his head and allowing his lips to ever so slightly graze against your ears, Leon's voice cut through the peaceful melody.
âLet me in.â He whispers, his hands ever so slightly tightening around your middle section. His words brush against your ear like the soft melody that plays in the background.Â
âWhat do you mean?âÂ
âLet me in, in your life. I donât want to ask you to just be your partner.â The weight and truth of his statement turn your head in a messy place. âI want to be part of your life and Margaretâs.â
He wants to stick around, he wants to be greeted by you and Margaret each time he comes back from a mission. He wants to give Margaret the childhood he never had. And, he wants to fulfill every little dream you and he may have.Â
âI want to wake up next to you each morning. To Margaret telling us she's hungry in her own way.â He's always been a man of few words, but in this moment he could recite the whole bible if he wanted.Â
âI want to put Margaret to sleep every day just like I did today. And I want to sleep next to you every night, knowing that you're safe.â
âI don't want you to be a memory.â His lips move to the side of your face, daring to kiss your cheeks in a sweet manner. âI want you to be my whole life.â
Smoothly and with ease, his words fall from his lips while his tempo never falters. His thumb now softly rubs your skin, where his hand is located to support your back in the dance.
He'd want to take pride and tell you he's that good with words. However, many times he has rehearsed this speech that if he had stumbled on his words he'd have let the earth swallow him.
And as the song came to an end, so did Leonâs confession.Â
A few seconds of silence create the worst nightmare in Leon's imagination. He could already hear your words telling him you don't feel the same that you're already in love with someone else orâ
Your knuckles caress Leonâs face, feeling the growing stubble on his cheek and jaw. The sensation of being touched like this has been a long-distance memory that he's completely forgotten what being loved felt like.
He now feels both of your hands cupping his face, prompting him to look you in the eyes. His blue eyes lock with yours and admire the softest of expressions drawn on your face.
As he gazes into you, he can only think how in love he is. And what a good life awaits for him.
And what feels like both an eternity and a split second, your lips connect with his in a tender yet meaningful kiss. One that he's been expecting after all this time.
The one is indeed not a myth.
AUTHOR'S NOTE 2: I had so much fun writing this. There's something about found family that makes me all soft and sappy lmao. And sorry if my despiction about cops is wrong... I've never set foot in the US so spare your writer the embarrassment. Anyway, I hope you all have a beautiful day! No matter if you spend it with your lover, friends or alone. (Dividers are from: @/cafekitsune)
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Vamos Madrid : ÌÌâ Carlos Sainz
summary: as the newest signing for real madrid, you can't help but capture the attention of a certain spanish driver
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ynusername: such a proud day to sign for this incredible clubâŠhala madrid đ€âœïżœïżœïżœ
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username1: ahh i can't believe this finally happened for you!!!! đ€©
chelseafcwomen: thank you for all that you've done for our great club, wishing you all the best for the future yn!
username2: can't wait to support you on this new chapter yn đ
elliecarpenterr: at least i'll finally get some rest from you constantly messaging me about this now
ynusername: @/elliecarpenterr thanks for being my agony aunt over the past few weeks
username3: i hope real madrid know what they're in for with a talent like you đ
carolineweir95: your spanish tour guide is at your service đ«Ą
ynusername: @/carolineweir95 cannot wait for a thousand and one coffee dates with you
username4: i've never been happier to see a post from you omg
realmadridfem: welcome yn! we can't wait to have you as part of the team đ€
username5: officially now real madrid's number one fan btw
mackenziearnold: imma miss just being able to drive up the road to see you đ
username6: at least you won't have to deal with the british weather anymore
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carlossainz55: thanks to real madrid for hosting me this evening, had a great time cheering the women on âșïžđ€
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username7: we love a man who gets behind the womens team as much as the mens đ€©
landonorris: it still disgusts me that of all the teams you support real madrid đ
carlossainz55: @/landonorris i refuse to take abuse from a fake fan like you!!
username8: i can't believe carlos was in the same stadium as yn tonight
username9: hala madrid âœïž
georgerussell63: one day i'll introduce you to a team that's actually good at football
username10: hope you had the best time and got to meet lots of the players
schecoperez: could they find you a tighter top to wear??? đđđ
carlossainz55: @/schecoperez gotta show off the physique somehow
username11: i was just thinking how long it's been since we had madrid content from carlos
charles_leclerc: now that you've posted can you stop talking about that footballer that you met please??
username12: wait carlos met one of the players...who? when? why? omg i've got so many questions đ€
username13: carlos sainz we need all the gossip asap
lewishamilton: so that's why you refused to come out for food with me tonight đ
olgacarmona7: on behalf of the team, thank you for all of your support tonight
ynusername: thanks for the photo...
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ynusername: off season at last đŽïżœïżœ
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signebruun20: can we all just take a moment to appreciate how stunning you are
username14: it's unfair for one person to look this good đ
samanthakerr20: lock up your wardrobe next time i see you otherwise it's all mine
ynusername: @/samanthakerr20 just gonna screenshot for the prosecution
username15: are we all just going to pretend that we don't see that middle photo?? đ
username16: i can't believe yn might finally have a boyfriend
linda_caicedo11: off season looks pretty good on you đ
username17: you can't just post something like that and not say anything else yn omg
caitlinfoord: idc about timezones pick up the damn phone now woman đđ
username18: anyone else feel like that hand looks suspiciously familiar?
evanavarro12: so you go on holiday with someone and don't even tell me about it first. rude. đ
username19: yn i'm not willing to play this soft launch game i swear-
stephcatley: did you move to madrid for the football or the men btw??
username20: charles in the likes too...makes me wonder
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carlossainz55: turns out Iâve still got it âœïžđȘđ»
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username21: footballer carlos is a vibe that i didn't know i needed in my life đ„ș
landonorris: all the gear and no idea đ
carlossainz55: @/landonorris are you asking for me to block you or something??
username22: oh to play football with THE carlos sainz...
alex_albon: one day when i imagine myself being a footballer, i want to look like you
username23: jw is there anything that this man can't do??? âșïž
lancestroll: i need the secrets for that hair asap my friend
pierregasly: i thought the spanish were supposed to be good at football đ€
username24: why is this man suddenly obsessed with football once again
lewishamilton: bets you managed a total of 10 keepie uppies before dropping it
carlossainz55: @/lewishamilton it was 11 i'll have you know đ
username25: the hair. the shirt. the concentration. i cannot cope.
maxverstappen1: i really hope this isn't you trying to play it cool
ynusername: if you want some pro tips you know where i am
carlossainz55: @/ynusername might just take you up on that offer
username26: omg first date when?? â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
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ynusername: turns out red suits me just as well as white does â€ïžđïž
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username27: stfu i can't believe this is happening đ«ąđ«ąđ«ą
georgerussell63: come and test out the white at mercedes instead đ
caitlinfoord: what is happening to you right now, howâve you managed to get to go to the f1 for free đŹ
username28: someone pinch me, is this really yn in the ferrari garage
charles_leclerc: hope you enjoyed your weekend with us!!
ynusername: @/charles_leclerc it was the best time tysm đ«¶đ»
username29: anyone else praying that these photos mean what we want them to mean?
samanthakerr20: and you just conveniently forgot the invite for your best friendâŠI see how it is
username30: i'd argue that red suits you so much better btw đ€©đ€©
carlossainz55: we loved having you with us, dare I say youâre an f1 fan now??
ynusername: @/carlossainz55 you mightâve just convinced me đ„ș
username31: red suits you more than white suits carlos hahah
username32: not yn tryna get in on the soft launch game too
maxverstappen1: btw carlos did not stop talking about the fact that you were here with us all weekendâŠ
carlossainz55: @/maxverstappen1 shut your face now!!!
landonorris: wtf you were supposed to come and visit me before going to those losers
ynusername: @/landonorris guess I just got a better offer đ€·đ»ââïž
username33: i refuse to let these two tease us about a potential relationship for much longer
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carlossainz55: all warmed up and just waiting for the call if you need me @/realmadridfem
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username34: notice how he tags the womens team instead of the men?? đ€
charles_leclerc: can guarantee you would end up pulling your hamstring after the first five minutes my friend
username35: yn and carlos in central midfield is a dream team waiting to happen
ynusername: thereâs a nice spot on the subs bench with your name on it!
carlossainz55: @/ynusername hey im starting 11 material surely đ
username36: i saw carlos at the game today, he went crazy whenever yn got the ball đđ
landonorris: Iâd pay a lot of money to see you try and play football with the professionals đ
carlossainz55: @/landonorris why do you bully me all the time?? đ€Šđ»ââïž
username37: he definitely went to be cheerleader for yn rather than the whole team
alex_albon: how many takes before you were happy with that photo???
username38: I love how much they support each other itâs adorable đ
danielricciardo: you look like the worst fifabot in the world đ
username39: now this is a couple I can see seriously get behind!! đ
username40: is it okay to already be obsessed with these two even though we donât know theyâre acc together yet?? đ€đ€
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ynusername: 50 caps for this great country, itâs always the biggest honour đđ
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username41: what would the national team do without you?? đ€
carlossainz55: congratulations, such an incredible achievement â€ïž
ynusername: @/carlossainz55 tysm for flying out and cheering me on â€ïž
username42: won't be long before you get to 100 caps yk
username43: we're so proud of you yn!! congratulations!! đđ»
samanthakerr20: so proud to stand right by your side tonight and watch you reach this milestone
username44: was it ever in doubt? the best to ever do it đ„șđ„ș
charles_leclerc: that was awesome to watchâŠI hate how youâre turning me into a football fan đ
ynusername: @/charles_leclerc told you Iâd change your mind!!
username45: the matildas are the luckiest team in the world to have you
caitlinfoord: if i had it my way you'd have thousands of caps by now
ynusername: @/caitlinfoord not really sure that's how football works đ
username46: i could sit and watch you play football forever
mackenziearnold: best. team. mate. ever.
username47: thank you for being such an amazing part of the team, we'd be lost without you in that midfield
matildas: congratulations yn, heres to the next 50 đđ
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carlossainz55: a well deserved break for the both of us âïžđđŽ
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username48: this is everything that i've ever wanted to see and more
alex_albon: still offended that you didnât invite me on this trip đ
username49: i cannot begin to tell you how happy i am for you both đ€Żđ€Ż
stephcatley: omg i could not be happier to see you two together
ynusername: thank you for such an amazing trip, you're the best đđ
carlossainz55: @/ynusername you deserve the world and more
username50: now please continue to spam us with adorable pics
alexandrasaintmleux: so pleased to see you guys had such a good time đđŽ
username51: thank you for bringing the soft launch to an end, welcome hard launch!!
landonorris: shall i vacate the role of boyfriend now or later??
carlossainz55: @/landonorris i'll show you the door đȘ
username52: a match made in heaven if you ask me
username53: i'm not even in this relationship and i feel emotional
charles_leclerc: thank goodness, don't think i could keep the secret for much longer đ
username54: everyone say thank you real madrid for introducing these two to one another đ€âœïž
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ynusername: three of my favourite things, football, boyfriend and all the coffee âœïžâ€ïžâïž
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username55: yn it's not fair of you to melt my heart like this đ
oscarpiastri: now the coffee I can get behind âïž
landonorris: youâre forgetting the part where you mention your boyfriendâs best friend???
username56: look at their faces, they look so in love together!!
caitlinfoord: can you stop being so annoyingly cute please and thank you
carlossainz55: i better be number one out of those three things đ„ș
ynusername: @/carlossainz55 the top spot is yours forever đ«¶đ»â€ïž
username57: you'll find me in the corner crying absolute tears of joy
danielricciardo: well this is a bit cute isnât it đ€©đ€©
username58: officially now my favourite couple in the whole entire world đ
username59: i don't think i'll ever see enough posts from these two
charles_leclerc: presuming from this that football tops carlos đ€
username60: cannot wait to see these guys spend the rest of their lives together ngl đđđ
maxverstappen1: btw carlos does not shut up about you đđ
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âź succumb (to me) âź
TW: small angst to fluff, smut (dom & top!bada, sub & bottom !reader, kinda rough & angry sex, strap usageâr!receiving, oralâr!receiving, reader sucks on badaâs strap bcs i say so, teasing, strap referred to as a cock, bada is the giver in this scenario, doesnât rlly receive, sorryâŠ) + aftercare, delulu bada, once again LOTS of protective!bada, cold!bada, frustrated!bada, jealous!bada, petty!bada, bada having SERIOUS beef w your bodyguard, lusher being an instigator, reader being oblivious once again but its okay because we love her, jealous!reader, hyo being stuck in the middle of it all⊠justice for her fr, ngl the descriptions in this one are more spicy so⊠beware ? allusions to homophobia if you squint, the picture to the farthest right is purely for aesthetics and not meant to represent readerâs skin tone or body type!! and a surprise character that you may know~
SUMMARY: jealousy is manâs most evil, and easiest sin to yield to. bada struggles to keep herself from falling into its clutches, and succumbing to her greatest temptation, you.
WC: 14.5k⊠i promised myself this one would be shorter but iâm weak
A/N: find more information about this au on my masterlist! once again, iâm sure there are MANY mistakes throughout this fic, so please ignore them as best as you can--i'll edit this asap. also this isn't the first kiss or first i love you, consider this fic as a "what if" like slightly canon divergent. i want to make a separate fic about the official first kiss and first i love you!!
DISCLAIMER: all characteristics portrayed are purely speculation and fiction, they are not meant to reflect bada, team bebe, or anyone elseâs actual character, values, or attitudes. please keep this in mind!!
Orange sunlight pours through the black-tinted windows in Badaâs office, casting a warm glow onto words that blur into blots of ink against white paper. Bada's tired eyes squint, attempting to make out the last sentence of the form in front of her. But no matter how hard she glares and huffs, the blots donât unify into words.
âUgh,â she groans, pushing away the form out of frustration. âI need a break.â
âYou think so?â Lusher pops up behind the office door, having quietly opened it while Bada was focused on her paperwork.
âYes, Lusher, I need a break,â Bada pinches the bridge of her nose, sighing out of her nose. âBut I have a feeling I wonât be able to, now that youâre here.â
âThose are some harsh words for someone who brought you a gift,â Lusher says cheekily. She approaches Bada, opening her once-closed fist to reveal a pair of black-framed glasses. âTada!â
Bada lets out a breath, muttering a thank you before grabbing her glasses and putting them on. Immediately, she feels the world come into focus, and the words on the form she pushed away are now crisp and uniform. âMuch better.â
âWhat would you do without me?â Lusher jokes.
âIâd probably be much more productive.â Bada takes ahold of her gold-trimmed fountain pen and sets another stack of papers in front of her.
âWhat happened to taking a break?â Lusher pouts. âYouâre going to go blind if you continue to push your eyes this much.â
âWell, thanks to you, I have my glasses, so I wonât go blind,â Bada says without looking up from the paper sheâs signing.
âThatâs not how it works,â Lusher huffs.
Bada stops writing, placing her fountain pen down and lifting her gaze up to stare at Lusher dead in the eyes. âWhat do you want?â
âI want to talk to you.â Lusher plops down on the couch in the corner of the room. âWe never get to talk like friends anymore.â
âIâm busy,â Bada says gruffly.
âYouâre always busy,â Lusher complains. Bada doesnât respond, instead, she picks up her pen again and starts reading the paper in front of her. âFine,â Lusher folds her arms across her chest, âIâll just talk aloud.â
Again, Bada ignores her subordinate, shuffling to the next paper and beginning to scan the words.
Lusher takes no offense, already used to her friendâs cold and serious behavior; in fact, itâs something she admires in her. And, she also knows that despite how her boss outwardly acts, Bada does care about her and listens to what she has to say.
âMinah and I took care of that job yesterday.â She comments, her eyes moving to the tinted window in Badaâs office. âIt was very easy. U-Ram is getting sloppy.â Lusher waits to see if Bada will respond, but she doesnât, so the second-in-command continues. âHis branch of Seoul should be easy to take over. And if he doesnât want to give it up, Tatter, Minah, and I can visit him.â
Silence fills the room, making Lusher pout again. She wants to get at least some sort of reaction out of Bada, but she remains steadfast in focusing on her work. Lusher thinks to herself, for a moment, wondering what else she could bring up to her boss that might spark up some form of conversation.
Suddenly, a lightbulb goes off in her mind, making her eyes light up and her lips curve upward in a mischievous smile. Thereâs one thing she can use. One thingâor more like one personâthat always breaks through Badaâs icy attitude.
âSo, how have things between you and unnie been going?â Lusher asks innocently.
Badaâs writing pauses, âWeâre doing fine.â She mumbles before continuing to scribble furiously.
Bingo, Lusher thinks, trying to hide how her smile grows. âThatâs good, Iâm glad. I was worried after the incident with Seong, your relationship would be on the rocks. But it seems like it brought you two closer together.â
Bada keeps her eyes fixed on the document below her, âYes. Our friendship has become much stronger.â
âFriendship.â Lusher snorts.
âWhatâs so funny?â Bada cuts in, tone hard.
âYou and unnie arenât friends.â
âWe are.â Bada insists. âI enjoy her company, and she enjoys my company. Weâre friends.â
âBada, you and unnie have done everything in a traditional relationship other than have sex.â Lusher deadpans.
Badaâs hand fumbles with her fountain pen out of shock, her eyes snapping up to meet Lusherâs figure casually lounging on the couch. âLee Seoyoung,â She says firmly. âremember your place, and donât speak about my fiancĂ©e in such a way.â
âI donât mean it in an offensive way.â Lusher shrugs, not affected by Bada using her full name. âIâm just pointing out that you two arenât friends. Or if you are, youâre incredibly touchy friends.â
Bada scoffs, removing her gaze from Lusher. âWeâre just friends. End of story.â
âIf you say so,â Lusher concedes, resting her head against the headrest of the couch. âBut now that I think about it, I wonder how unnie keeps herself satisfied.â
Bada looks up once again, her expression showing clear confusion. âWhat are you talking about?â
Lusher smirks to herself, sitting up. âWell, unnieâs been with you for about two and a half months now, right? Donât you think sheâd begin to feelâŠâ she trails off, trying to find a less brash way of expressing her thoughts. âlonely for companionship? For some⊠skinship?â
Badaâs eyes widen only a fraction, the wheels in her mind slowly turning. âI greet her in the morning with hugs and a peck on the cheek.â
âBoss, you have to realize that not all of us are as composed and able to be abstinent for long periods of time like you are.â
âWhat are you implying?â Bada says incredulously. âThat sheâsââ she cuts herself off, becoming physically sick at the thought of someone else touching you, caressing you, giving you pleasure, and seeing you in ways she hasnât.
âIâm not implying anything.â Lusher holds her hands up in defense.
Bada glares at Lusher, countless thoughts running through her mind as her heart races in her chest. âAnd if she were to be⊠engaging in such activities, who do you think sheâd find company in?â
Lusher looks up, thinking deeply and seriously about Badaâs question. âI would have to say⊠Hyo. Theyâve become quite close.â She answers honestly. âBut donât take this too seriously, Boss. Unnie isnât that type of woman.â
But itâs much too late. Internally, Badaâs already beginning to spiral, remembering every interaction between you and Hyo sheâs witnessed. Thereâs no way youâre interested in her⊠right? She may follow you around every minute of every day, but thatâs not enough to make you fall in love with her, right? Itâs not enough to make you yearn for her touch while Bada remains shut in her office, reviewing documents and signing papersâŠ
âBadaâŠâ Lusher trails off, noticing how her friendâs eyes become cloudy in thought. âIâm serious, donât read too much into it. I was just joking around.â
âIâm not reading into it,â Bada responds after a beat. âMy fiancĂ©e is her own woman, and what she does in her free time is none of my business. As long as sheâs safe and happy, Iâm content.â
Lusher frowns deeply, shaking her head. âButââ
âDonât worry about it; Iâm fine.â Bada holds up a hand to stop Lusher from continuing. âNow if youâll excuse me, I want to finish this pile of papers before nightfall.â
Lusher looks between Bada and her work, unsure if sheâs convinced that her friend wasnât overthinking her joking comment. Eventually, she decides not to disturb Bada anymore, taking her leave and remaining oblivious to the chain of events she would unwittingly cause.
Like an unrelenting plague, Lusherâs words echo in Badaâs mind for the rest of the day, night, and the next day that follows. She tries to stay on task and finish her paperwork, but no matter how hard she tries, her mind will play cruel tricks on her, showing her images of your sweaty body sliding against Hyoâs, a smirk painted across her face as she services you with unrivaled pleasure.
Bada bangs her fist against her desk, dragging her chair back violently as she groans, running her fingers through her hair in frustration. If she canât focus on her work, she might as well see what youâre up to and maybe spend some time with you. Not because she wants to observe your interactions with Hyoâno, not at all. She misses you, is all. In a friendly way, of course.
Leaving her office looking tired and disgruntled, Bada bumps into Soweon in her search for you. She asks her youngest subordinate if she knows where you are, to which she says yes, pointing in the direction of the terrace where the infinity pool lies. Bada says a quick thank you before fast walking in your direction, a prickle of nervousness building in her stomach, something she isnât used to.
Stepping onto the terrace, Badaâs right hand busies itself by loosening her tie, noticing how tight it suddenly felt when her eyes find a sight that makes the nervousness in her stomach wash away, and instead, be replaced by a burning heat.
Your lower half is submerged in water while your upper half is arched into the warm afternoon air, water droplets falling from your throat and dipping down between your breasts as you hoist yourself out of the pool. In front of you, Hyo is holding out a white towel with one hand and grabbing onto yours in the other, helping you out of the pool.
Thereâs nothing particularly abnormal or intimate about the interaction, but itâs your bathing suit that makes Badaâs breath hitch, and the simmering fire burning within her spread. Itâs a black ensemble, elegant, and compliments your figure to implausible lengths, that Bada wonders if it was handmade to make you look as divine as possible.
But your beautiful visage is overridden by Lusherâs words once again ringing in her mind.
Badaâs legs move before she can even think, rushing her over to where Hyoâs holding out the towel for you. She grabs it from her without a second thought, standing directly in front of her and taking your hand in hers, so Hyoâs unable to see you fully emerge from the pool.
âBada?â You say, your eyes lighting up at the sight of her. âWhat are you doing here?â
âI decided to take a break.â She lies through her teeth, briefly checking behind her to see Hyo giving her a slightly confused look before she steps back, allowing her boss to take care of you instead. âHere,â Bada mumbles, wrapping the warm towel around your figure with haste and pulling you into her side.
The action makes butterflies flutter in your belly, and a shy smile overtake your lips. âThank you.â You say softly, taking the chance to discreetly snuggle into Badaâs warmth.
âYouâre welcome.â Bada nods, glancing at Hyo from the corner of her eye every few seconds. âSo, is this where youâve been all day?â
âMostly,â you admit. âI havenât swum much recently, and the sun was warm today, so I thought Iâd cool off a bit in the water.â
âI see.â Bada nods. âAnd your bathing suitâŠâ she trails off.
âWhat? Do you like it?â You ask innocently, unraveling the towel to give her another look at the piece.
Bada's eyes widen as she quickly wraps you in the towel again, feeling her body warm at the sight of yours. "Yes, yes, it looks very good on you," she hurries out. "But isn't it a little... inappropriate for Hyo to see you like this?"
"What do you mean?" You give Bada a confused look. "She sees me like this all the time."
Bada struggles to keep her composure as her thoughts start to race, and her hands instinctively curl into fists. "She does?"
"Yeah, I go swimming pretty often," you say casually, starting to walk toward the terrace exit. Bada follows, keeping you tucked into her side, and sending glares Hyo's way. You glance at your fiancée, noticing the black frames on her nose. "You're wearing your glasses again." Reaching up, you gently touch the side of them.
"Oh, yes," she mumbles. "I forgot I had them on."
"Bada, you need to stop pushing yourself so much." You pout.
Your fiancée smiles lightly, "You know, Lusher said the same thing."
"Because we're right." You insist. "You're lucky you don't have to wear those glasses every day."
"I won't let it get that bad."
You give her an unconvinced look, crossing your arms. "I'm holding you to that, you know."
"Oh?" Bada smirks. "And what will you do if I slip up?"
"I'll start visiting you every other hour to bother you until you take a break." You say playfully.
"Well, we can't have that, can we?" Bada banters back.
"Hmm, I don't know, I think you'd enjoy it." You mimic a thoughtful expression, making Bada laugh.
"I'd more than enjoy it." She admits, disguising her sincerity with a joking tone.
Slowing your pace, you find the door to your bedroom right ahead, which surprises you. You must have been so enraptured in your conversation with Bada that you didn't realize your legs were taking you back to your bedroom out of instinct.
Parting from Bada reluctantly, you stare at her with glittering eyes as you shift on your feet. "Thank you for coming to see me. I like spending time with you, even if it's only for a little."
Bada swears youâre trying to kill her, because why are you so sweet and lovely? All her life, Bada's dealt with ruthless businessmen, deceitful allies, and those who used her for personal gain. But you... you get genuine satisfaction out of simply seeing her. And she can't deny that she feels the same way.
"You're welcome," Bada says softly, rubbing her hand up and down your arm out of instinct. She doesn't realize the effect her touch has on you, but she sees the way you smile down at the floor. "You can visit me anytime, by the way. I wasn't lying before when I said I would enjoy you coming to see me." She admits brazenly.
"Okay then, I will." A brief pause of silence envelops you two before you turn to look back at your bedroom door. "I'm going to go take a shower. I'll see you later?"
"Of course," Bada nods. She steps forward to open the door for you, watching you head in before closing it behind you with one last small goodbye. She stays still for a moment, staring at the spot where youâd just been, lost in thought. When she finally recollects herself, she pushes her glasses farther up her nose and turns on her feet, about to head in the direction of her office. But upon beginning her stride, she is met with Hyoâs figure standing a few feet away.Â
âHave a good afternoon, Boss,â she says calmly.
Badaâs mood plummets in an instant, her expression souring at Hyoâs flippant demeanor. She gives a low hum in response before continuing down the hall toward her office.Â
That instance was only the mildest out of three that led up to Badaâs eventual break.
Instance number two occurred while Bada was hard at work. Sheâd been on a call, about to seal the deal on an important partnership between her and one of the lead car manufacturers in Seoul.
âIâm sure there are ways we can both benefit from this endeavor.â Badaâs voice projects into her work phone.
âThereâs no doubt in my mind that youâre correct,â Nam-Su answers on the other line. âBut I feel there are some logistical points that still need to be addressed.â
âBy all means, ask me anything.â Bada walks around her office, making sure to remain attentive while Nam-Su speaks. If she manages to close this deal, her entire facility will have a steady supply of fortified and modified cars, perfect for jobs.
âVery well, my main issue stems fromâŠâ Nam-Su begins to rant, leaving Bada to simply hum in the background while considering his deal. Surprisingly, he had many valid and insightful questionsâthough she should have expected that from him. Nam-Su was always described as a cunning businessmanâwhen he wasnât telling jokes in the workplace. Still, Bada manages to reel Nam-Su in with her impeccable rhetoric, and persuasive offers.Â
It seems like sheâs just about to close the deal when a noise causes her to pause her pacing. She looks up from the floor, squinting with a confused expression to her right, where she thought she heard the noise come from. Her eyes find the window that oversees the large garden right outside her office, locking on the fountain immediately. Assuming that to be the origin of the noise, she turns away, tuning back into her conversation with Nam-Su, whoâs now ranting about his breakfast for some reason.
âThatâs quite interesting, Mr. Im, but going back to the deal, how often and at what speed are you normally able to create heavily modified cars?â
âAh yes, usually it takes aroundââ
The noise cuts in again, making Badaâs head whip toward the window again, this time sure that she heard it. She steps closer to the window, once again squinting in hopes of finding the source. But this time, she does. And she almost wishes she didnât.
Bada sees you first, twirling into view in a beautiful and elegant sundress, looking like a goddess among the flowers in the garden. Youâre laughing boisterouslyâwhich Bada realizes was the noise she heard, the sound muffled because of the glass barrierâat something just out of her view. You move to sit on the edge of the fountain, kicking your feet up a bit and revealing the creamy skin of your leg. Badaâs lips curl into a soft smile out of instinct, the sight of you so happy and carefree so pure that she canât focus on a word Nam-Su is saying.
But just like always, Badaâs never able to fully admire you in peace, because another figure emerges, a black blob disturbing the color and sanctity of the garden. Itâs Hyo, of course, dressed in her usual black suit and dark sunglasses. However, one thing stands out to Bada.
Hyoâs smiling.
And not just a simple, small smile, noâsheâs smiling widely, borderline laughing with you as she stands in front of you, saying something that makes you give her a cheeky look.
Then she sees it.
Atop Hyoâs head is a ring of babyâs breath flowers woven together to make a crown. And similarly, sitting on yours is a colorful combination of peonies.
Bada's left hand tightens into a fist as she stares at you both, laughing and giggling like schoolgirls with crushes on each other. What was going on between you two? Where did this sudden air of intimacy come from? Has it always been there? Had Bada just been too wrapped up in her work to realize you and Hyo were becoming suspiciously close?
Either way it doesnât matter, because all Bada can think about is how badly she wants to be standing there in Hyoâs place, admiring you up close, and laughing alongside you without a care in the world. She so badly yearns to be the only one you allow to hear your melodious giggles or share intimate moments with. (So caught up in her own jealousy, Bada doesnât even realize her thoughts are continuing to stray away from friendship, and farther into romance.)
Badaâs eyes narrow to slits, glaring at Hyoâs every micromovement and scrutinizing it. She briefly considers leaving the office to interrupt, but before she can, she notices you freeze in your spot. A second passes before your eyes meet Hyoâs and become wide. Tiny droplets of water begin to rain down from the sky in steady streams, dotting your dress and deepening its color. You stand up in a hurry, your smile remaining on your lips as you hold your hands above your head, trying to shield yourself from the rain.
Hyo looks up at the sky and says something Badaâs unable to hear, but she sees you motion towards entering the mansion again and feels a wave of relief flood through her body. The world must be on her side. Clearly, it despised the sight of you and Hyo together as well, if the heavy downpour was any indication.
And yet⊠Hyo takes a step to the side, grabbing something out of Badaâs view before she walks closer to you, revealing an umbrella. Your smile only widens, unheard words falling from your mouth as you sit down on the edge of the fountain again, this time with Hyo sitting next to you. Badaâs eyes switch to cold in an instant, and she bites her lip in frustration. But of course, it seems the universe wants to torture her more, because you start to shiver, the dewy rain on your dress most likely giving you a chill. Because of that you unconsciously lean heavier into Hyoâs side, until you give in and press yourself against her arm, shaking like a leaf.
The simple action makes Badaâs entire body light on fire, a deep-seated jealousy rearing its ugly head as her teeth dig further into her lips, the force so strong that if she didnât stop, sheâd end up breaking the skin of her lip.
In the garden, it seems Hyo has finally noticed your shivering, because she breaks away for a brief moment to tug off her suit jacket before draping it around your shoulders, and bringing you into her side again, nodding when you mutter something to her.
Badaâs hand tightens around her work phone with impossible force, a droplet of blood falling from her lip as she stares at you both through the tinted window of her office while you speak to each other, completely oblivious to Badaâs gaze, or her anger.Â
â...Ms. Lee, are you alright?â Nam-Suâs voice breaks through the ringing in Badaâs ear, his tone a mesh between mild worry and genuine confusion at her prolonged silence.
âIâm great, Mr. Im,â she lies through her teeth, the glass screen of her phone cracking under the pressure of her hands.
The last instance, and the one that managed to finally break through Badaâs facade comes the night of Nam-Suâs ball.Â
Having successfully sealed the partnership between them despite her distraction, the cheerful man sent Bada an invitation the day after, proposing to throw a celebratory ball. He not only invited her, but Bebe too, and made sure to include a plus one ticketâhaving heard the rumors of you through the grapevine.
Although Bada doesnât normally enjoy social events, she realizes itâs an opportunity to spend more intimate time with you, and jumps at the chance. She asks you to go as her plus one, to which you immediately accept.
Now, on the night of the ball, Bada looks at herself in the floor-length mirror in her room. Her eyes run down her figure multiple times, looking closely for any imperfections; wrinkles in her dress shirt, the position of her tie, or a stain on her customized suit. She finds none, but does one last check before leaving her bedroom in search of you.
Youâmuch like Bada had once beenâare picking over your appearance nervously while endless thoughts pass through your mind.Â
Tonight is a very important milestone in your relationship with Bada. Not only will you be making your public debut as her fiancĂ©e, as well as meeting multiple of her allied gangs, but this is also your first time attending a ball with incredibly high-profile socialites from all over South Korea. Disappointing their expectations of you or embarrassing yourself is not an option. Everything must be perfect for both your sake, and Badaâs.Â
As if hearing your thoughts, a light rapping against your door alerts you of Badaâs presence. âAre you ready?â
âYes!â You answer hurriedly, gathering your bag and rushing to exit. You step out of your bedroom with a nervous smile, turning to face Bada once youâve closed the door behind you.Â
Upon making eye contact with her, you immediately notice that sheâs not in her usual black suit. Instead, sheâs wearing an overallâlooking suit jacket, one that somehow makes her even more attractive. Sheâs also wearing a ring on the middle finger of her right hand, as well as another on the knuckle of her thumb, which makes you swoon. Bada Lee is the most attractive woman youâve ever seen.
While you appraise Badaâs appearance, your fiancĂ©e takes the chance to appraise you, but is struck with a bolt of shock at your choice of clothing. A ravishing, floor-length black dress with boning along the top adorns your figure, and pushes up the tops of your smooth breasts, displaying them, while a large slit begins along the side of it. It allows Bada to see the garter that holds up your mesh nylonsâshe feels herself gulp every moment her eyes instinctively dip down to look at your breasts or thigh.
 The dress is paired with lace gloves, and the necklace Bada had given you.
Each element paired together decorates your body like beautiful embellishments, creating the vision of perfection in Badaâs eyes.
Her jaw drops out of surprise and astonishment, but once her mind catches up, various thoughts start to form. They start relatively innocent, âSheâs so beautiful.â But then they start to stray, âEveryone at the ball will see her.â Until slowly, apprehension builds in her stomach. âI donât want others to see her like this.â
âBada?â Your voice brings your fiancĂ©e out of her spiraling thoughts. âShould we get going?â
âOh, yes.â She clears her throat awkwardly, trying to fight the heat that she feels forming in her cheeks. âSorry, I wasââ She stutters. âYou look absolutely stunning.â
You laugh bashfully to yourself. âThank you. You look amazing as well.â
Bada simply smiles back at you, still recovering from your radiance as she holds out her arm. You take it without hesitating, falling in line with her as you both start walking away from your bedroom and toward the stairs to the first level of the mansion. Hyo follows after you as always, keeping her footsteps light while you and Bada engage in conversation.
âWhen did you buy this dress?â
âI ordered it a few days ago.â You respond. âI wanted to have a more appropriate dress for the occasion.â
âWell, nobody will be able to keep their eyes off of you,â Bada says confidently, beginning the descent down the stairs, holding onto you tight and making sure to help you balance on your heels.
âYou think so?â
âI know so.â Bada takes the last step down the stairs first, turning to hold onto your waist as she guides you off the stairs.
âAre we the last to leave?â You ask, noticing the lack of Bebe members.
âLusher and the rest of the girls left earlier.â Bada nods. âI had them scope out the venue to ensure itâs safe for you.â
âBut arenât all the attendees allies?â
âYes, so they say.â Bada moves toward the entrance of the mansion, pushing the doors open to reveal her sports car already parked in the cobble-stone driveway. âBut after everything youâve experienced recently, I donât want to take any risks.â
Badaâs words take you back to the Seong incident, and how terrified youâd been, trapped in her hideout. Your lips curl downwards in a frown, your eyes falling to the floor in thought.
Bada notices the shift in your demeanor, and immediately pauses, turning to face you with a gentle and determined expression. âYou donât have to worry about that happening again. All of Bebe will be paying close attention to you the whole night, and I as well. We wonât let anything happen to you.â
You shake your head, âIâm not scared. I trust you.â
Trust. A bond Bada never thought sheâd be able to make again since her mother died. And yet, with you, everything comes naturally and easily.
The car ride to Nam-Suâs is relatively long. You find yourself cycling through many conversations with Bada, ranging from what you did this week, to what she did. Eventually, the conversation strays back to the ball.
âSo just how influential are the socialites attending?â You ask.
âHmm, well in terms of power and connections,â Bada begins, âI outrank all of them.âÂ
âReally?â You awe.Â
âYes,â Bada nods. âBut itâs still very important to make a good impression. They may not have as much influence on me, but making enemies out of them could be detrimental.â
âRight, of course.â You clasp your hands together tightly, hoping the pressure will alleviate some of the nerves building in the pit of your stomach.
âWhatâs on your mind?â Bada questions softly.
You glance at her and sigh, âI guess Iâm just a little worried Iâll say or do something wrong. Iâm not used to being around extremely important men and women.â
âYou donât need to be nervous.â Bada grabs your hands and parts them, weaving your fingers together. âYouâll do great.â
âI donât knowââ
âHey,â She tugs gently on your woven hands, making you turn to face her. âjust be yourself. If you do that, theyâll all love you.â
The car comes to a stop just as Badaâs words fade into the open air, driving your focus away from her briefly and to the window instead. Outside, there are already a few paparazzi gathered around the car, their cameras positioned upward, as they wait with baited breath for you to exit.
âPaparazzi.â You breathe.
âThey donât usually show up like this.â Bada frowns, taking her phone out and typing quickly. âDonât worry, Iâve got it handled.â
Right as she finishes her sentence, all of Bebe walks out of Nam-Suâs mansion onto the driveway. Lusher and Tatter take the lead pushing the paparazzi away from your car, while the rest of the girls focus on creating a walkway for you both to use.
âHyo,â Bada says firmly.
âYes, Boss,â your bodyguard answers quickly, fully parking the car and exiting it. She moves to stand next to your side of the car, but doesnât open your door, because Bada has already left the car and circled around toward you, opening the door for you.
She holds her hand out for you to take as you slide your exposed thigh out of the car, holding onto her as you move to stand up. Immediately, flashes from the paparazziâs cameras start to bombard you, but thankfully Bada quickly adjusts her position so sheâs standing directly in front of you, blocking the lights from blinding you.
Bebe also jumps into action, hollering at the paparazzi who become overeager and start yelling at you to show your face, or for Bada to move out of the way.
âHey, who do you think youâre talking to?â Lusher asks loudly, her face scrunched up in disgust.
âHave some respect!â Minah adds, stepping closer to a paparazzo and making him back away.Â
Bada remains unbothered by the yelling behind her, already used to the demanding nature of having a public life. âAre you okay?â
You take in a deep breath as you stare at Bada, before putting on a confident expression. âYes.â
âRemember, just be yourself.â She whispers, linking her fingers with yours again. You from your joint hands to Bada, your eyes going wide as you glance at the paparazzi a few feet away, worried theyâd see the display of affection. âDonât worry,â Bada assures you, âthey already know. They canât do anything about it.â
Reinvigorating yourself, you nod firmly, signaling to her that youâre finally ready. Bada nods back, stepping aside so that youâre now shoulder to shoulder as you begin your stride toward the entrance to Nam-Suâs mansion. The paparazzi start to go crazy, snapping photo after photo of you two, but through the noise and the chaos you hold your head high, wanting to make Bada proud.
Behind you both, Hyo and Bebe do crowd control, surprised at the amount of paparazzi that have begun to slowly trickle in, solely focused on snatching an exclusive photo of you to plaster on headlines tomorrow. âInfluential Socialite Bada Lee has found her partner?â
You try to dispel all negative thoughts as you stop in front of the entrance, Bada reaching into her left pocket to retrieve her invitation, and handing it to the man standing by the door. He barely takes a look at it before giving you both a bright smile, and motioning for you both to enter.
You look at Bada from the corner of your eye with an amused expression, which she mirrors. âFamous, are we?â
âWhat could have given you that impression?â Bada says playfully, guiding you further into the main hall.
You have to admit, Nam-Su really had taken no prisoners when it came to decorating his home. A large chandelier dangles low in the center of the room, glittering diamonds falling from the prongs like teardrops, and casting a low, beige light across the room. Tables hug the sides of the walls, with flowers tumbling out of their boxes atop of them, and adjacent to trays of small, Michelin star foods. Everything is beautiful, including the guests.
âLook who it is!â An excited voice reaches your ears, making you turn in that direction out of instinct. A woman with blonde hair, a bright smile, and a mature look heads in your direction. Sheâs wearing a low cut dusty pink dress that compliments her curves excellently.Â
âOhh, Kirsten!â Bada says excitedly, switching to English to greet her friend. She meets her halfway and gives her a friendly hug, before pulling away. âI didnât know you were back in Korea."
âI have some business to oversee here before weâre back to Australia and the States.â The woman, Kirsten replies. Her eyes drift away from Bada for a split second, finding yours instead. Her smile immediately widens, noticing how your arm is looped with Bada. âAnd who is this pretty lady? I love your dress, by the way.â
âOh, yes,â Bada turns to look at you, showing a genuine enthusiasm at the thought of introducing you to her friend. âKirsten, this is my fiancĂ©e,â she mutters your name while you step forward, a friendly smile adorning your lips as you shake hands with the older woman.Â
âHello,â you greet her in perfect English, watching as her smile doubles in size. âThank you, I love your dress as well.â
Bada speaks up again, gesturing to her friend, âThis is Kirsten, she handles foreign affairs and runs her own group in Australia. Weâve been business partners and friends for a while now.â
âHold on,â Kirsten cuts in, mimicking an offended expression. âIâm still surprised by the fiancĂ©e comment. Why didnât you tell me you got engaged, Bada?â She acts like a mother scolding her younger daughter, making your smile widen and a small laugh fall from your lips.
âI was trying to keep it under wraps.â Bada says sheepishly. âIâm sorry.â
âYou can make up for it by inviting me and the girls to the wedding as honored guests.â Kirsten remarks proudly.
âAh, of course.â Bada nods, smiling widely. âWhere are Audrey and Latrice, by the way?â
âOh, itâs just me this time.â Kirsten clarifies. âTheyâre both still in Australia, handling things there while Iâm here.â
âHow often do you come to visit Korea?â You cut in, interested to learn more about her.
âI only really come when Iâm needed.â She answers. âNo offense, I love it here, but I get homesick very easily.â
âOh, I would too.â You agree.
âAustralia is my favorite place to be.â Kirsten says while making a heart shape with her hand, mimicking a thoughtful expression. Her youthful attitude makes your nerves slowly edd away as you laugh along with her. âAlso, can I just say, your English is amazing.â
âThank you so much.â You place a hand on your chest, the compliment making you smile.
âOf course, of course.â Kirsten takes hold of your hands, swaying them in a playful manner. âBada, I think you really struck gold here.â She winks in your direction while looking at Bada.
âYes, I really did.â Your finacĂ©e answers earnestly. All the while you and Kirsten were speaking, sheâd been watching you silently, admiring the way you interacted with one of her close friends so naturally. If anything, she felt this proved beyond a shadow of a doubt that you were meant to be a part of her life.
âAh, Ms. Lee!â Nam-Suâs voice interjects into the conversation. He stands a few feet away, his wife on his arm as he waves you and Bada over.
âWell,â Kirsten starts, âIâll let you two go. It was wonderful meeting you!â She steps forward to give you a hug, surprising you, but you immediately reciprocate, already feeling comfortable around her.
âThank you, I enjoyed meeting you as well!â You respond. Kirsten breaks away from the hug, muttering a goodbye to Bada as well before leaving to speak to another guest. You watch her leave for a second, then turn to face Bada. âSheâs very sweet.â
âShe is, isnât she?â Your finacĂ©e takes your hand again, guiding you in Nam-Suâs direction.
âWhen did you two meet?â
Bada hums lightly, thinking. âI believe sheâd just turned twenty, and I was around my mid twenties.â
âSheâs younger than you?â You stare at her with wide, and shocked irises.
âYes, sheâs closer to your age than mine.â Bada nods. âAre you surprised?â
You nod, âShe has a very mature look.â
âShe does. But donât feel bad, a lot of people think Kirsten is older than she really is.â Bada slows her pace as you both near Nam-Su, and switches to a more professional demeanor.
âMs. Lee,â Nam-Su greets Bada again. He then turns to you, âandâŠâ
âThis is my finacĂ©e,â Bada introduces you to her business partner.
âAh, I believe Iâve met your parents.â Nam-Su nods. âI see theyâve done well, you are a beautiful young woman.â
âThank you so much.â You say politely, slightly bowing your head out of respect.
You, Bada, Nam-Su, and occasionally his wife, all engage in a comfortable, and friendly conversation. From this, you learn Nam-Su is a surprisingly carefree man, cutting into the conversation with random anecdotes and jokes. You end up enjoying yourself more than you expected to, but somewhere down the line, the conversation strays to Nam-Su and Badaâs deal, leaving you and the manâs wife out of the loop.
You tap on Badaâs arm lightly, diverting her attention away from Nam-Su to you. âI think Iâm going to get a drink from the refreshment table.â
âOh, sure.â She nods, giving your hand an encouraging squeeze.
âIf youâll excuse me.â You say to Nam-Su and his wife, gesturing toward the table across the room with champagne flutes and appetizers.
âBe my guest.â Nam-Su smiles.
You break away from the group, walking toward the refreshments while letting out a deep breath. Although everythingâs been going well so far, you still feel mildly stressed, constantly checking your posture and making sure to remember proper etiquette. Reaching the table, you grab a champagne flute, holding it up to your lips and taking a small sip. The bubbly alcohol runs down your throat with a mild burn, the taste sharp, but also sweet.
âYouâre looking a little bit tense over there.â A voice comes from beside you, making you turn away quickly and cover your mouth in surprise. âOh come on, do I look that old to you?â Hyo raises an eyebrow at you, crossing her arms across her chest.
âNo, no.â You answer quickly, turning to face Hyo with wide eyes. But when you finally stand face-to-face with her, youâre surprised to make eye contact with hazel eyes, the black sunglasses she wears nowhere to be seen. âYouâre not wearing your sunglassesâŠâ
âDid you really think Iâd wear them at this kind of event?â Hyo scoffs lightheartedly.
âI donât think Iâve ever seen you without them before.â You mutter, completely ignoring her question. âOh, and about before, I donât think youâre old, you just startled me.â
âWell at least youâre being careful.â Hyo shrugs. âReally sparing no expense on formality, huh?â
âThis,â you gesture at the ballroom. âIs important to Bada.â
Hyo hums lightly, âIt is for you as well.â
âNot as much as her.â You say softly. âMost of the people here have known her much longer than I have. I need to make a good impression.â
Hyo frowns at your words, placing her hand on your back and patting it lightly. âYou need to loosen up, kid. Have some fun.â
âIâm trying.â You sigh. âBut itâs hard to when all I can think about is the fact that I have to turn away from everyone to drink.â
Hyo laughs at your words, which makes a subtle smile form on your lips. âWell you donât have to for Bebe, the Boss, or me.â
âYou guys are the only exception.â You admit. Silence falls between you two for a few minutes while you continue to take small sips of your champagne, and Hyo turns to face the crowd of partygoers, watching them closely.
âHey,â your bodyguard suddenly speaks up.
âYeah?â
âWhy donât I take some pictures of you?â She makes a camera gesture with her hands, a playful look on her face.
âPictures?â You glance around you with a hesitant expression. âIsnât that inappropriate?â
âCome on, itâll just be a few. You look cute, donât you want to post them to social media?â Hyo insists. When you still give her a worried look, she sighs. âIâll be fast, just give me your phone.â
You reluctantly hand her your phone, which she quickly taps into the camera app, taking a step back so she gets your entire dress and body in the frame.
âOkay,â she drags out the y in the word, âgive me a sexy pose.â
You let out a deep breath before positioning yourself comfortably, and switching to a more alluring expression.
Hyo gives a hum of approval. âThatâs good, maybe just turn to the side more.â
You do as she asks, the pose accentuating your nylon-covered thigh.Â
âPerfect, stay right there.â She holds up a hand before tapping on your phone, and taking the picture. âOkay, another pose.â
You shift around a bit, now growing more confident as you stare into the camera intensely.
âOhh, that oneâs nice.â Hyo mumbles under her breath. âAnd, last one. Make this one cute.â
You immediately smile, changing your posture to be more youthful and relaxed. Hyo taps one last time on your phone before passing it back to you, muttering compliments. You glance at the photos, surprised by how good they came out. Your figure stands out amidst the partygoers behind you, the low light highlighting your features and giving you a subtle glow.
Truthfully, you look amazing.
âWow.â You mutter.
âMy picture taking skills are out of this world.â Hyo banters. You roll your eyes at her playfully, nudging her shoulder. âIâm kidding kid, you look good.â She looks over your shoulder at the pictures again, nodding. âYou should post them.â
You contemplate it for a second before doing as she says. Opening Instagram, you make a new post with all three pictures, simply captioning them with a champagne emoji.
Time passes by relatively fast after that, women and men from across the room approaching you to make conversation and introduce themselves. You greet them all timidly but politely, Hyo moving to stand off to the side, silently remaining vigilant as you slowly begin to loosen up further, even making some friends with the women who compliment your dress.
However, across the room, Bada leans against the wall while holding a glass of champagne in her right hand, alone. After you left, Nam-Su only spoke to her a bit longer before breaking off to speak to other guests. It was then that Bada realized youâd been gone for a while, and turned to look for you, only to see Hyo standing next to you, taking pictures of you.
Like clockwork, that venomous and sickening feeling of jealousy bubbles at the surface, making Badaâs expression immediately sour, and her gaze lock onto you both. She waited for Hyo to stop taking pictures of you so she could approach you, but just as soon as she did, other women started to gather around you, their voices just barely reaching Badaâs ears across the room, but she was able to make out every compliment they hurtled your way. And while Hyo fell back into her role as a bodyguard, that didnât stop other womenâand eventually men, from circling you and talking your ear off.
You stand in the center of it, looking shy and a bit reserved, but it seems that only makes them swoon even more. Like a new blooming flower amidst a garden of plain roses, you stand out like a beautiful jewel.
It makes Bada sick to her stomach. She has to watch from afar as their eyes stray from your eyes, dipping down to your breasts or your thigh, their gaze caressing every feature of yours like predators.
She only lasts a few minutes like that before she pushes off the wall, about to interrupt and make it clear to the crowd around you that youâre already spoke forâthat youâre hers, and they will never be able to lay their hands on you like they desire toâwhen a loud voice stops her.
âBada!â The voice says excitedly.
Bada turns to face the source, mentally cursing herself for not moving faster when she sees who it is. âRaong.â She says with a light sigh.
âI canât believe I didnât see you before! How long have you been here?â Raong attaches herself to Bada without a care in the world, missing how the older woman tries to avoid the touch.
Raong is the daughter of Dong-Geun, one of Badaâs oldest business partners. A while back, when he caught word of Bada being rumored to take over her deceased fatherâs gang, heâd offered one of his sons up as a potential suitor, trying to make her family. But of course, Bada immediately denied. Though she didnât explain why at the time, Dong-Geun later found out it was because she wasnât looking for male suitors.
Since then, heâd begun shoving his daughter at Bada, practically begging her to marry Raong. Bada refused once again, this time because she wasnât looking for a spouse at the timeâor ever. At least, thatâs what she believed back then.
Eventually, after years of bothering her, Dong-Geun gave up, realizing it was better to keep Bada as a business partner rather than distance her from him by pushing his daughter onto her day after day.
But it seemed Raong never got the memo. Because although she only spoke to Bada a few times at most, she somehow managed to develop a puppy crush on the (much) older woman. She never left Bada alone at events, becoming a nuisance like no other and making Bada hesitant to make public appearances.
âI arrived about an hour ago.â Bada replies in a monotone voice.
âReally? Thatâs so long ago.â Raong says, making her eyes go wide in an attempt to look cute. Something that fails miserably.
Bada says nothing in response, instead lifting her glass of champagne up to her lips, about to take a sip of it when Raong suddenly grabs it.
âYou really shouldnât be drinking so much!â She pouts. âItâs bad for your health.â
âItâs champagne.â Bada deadpans, already feeling the soul being sucked out of her.
Raong smiles cheekily, glancing between the alcohol and Bada. âYouâre right.â She lifts the glass up to her lips, placing them directly onto the spot Bada had hers on, and takes a big gulp of the drink. She pulls away with a proud look, holding the glass up for Bada to take. âHere.â
âNo thank you.â Bada immediately answers, her face stone cold. âIâd rather get a new one.â
For some reason, her comment makes Raong laugh loudlyâincredibly loudâto the point that other guests turn their heads in her direction, their expressions showing a mix between shock and disapproval.
âBada, thereâs no need to act so shy.â Raong says, completely oblivious to the negative attention sheâs garnered. âWe may be in public, but everyone knows that weâre the most attractive couple here.â
âCouple?â Bada scoffs. âWhere did you get that from?â Out of instinct, her eyes move from Raongâs figure to search for yours. And when she does, a revelation like no other dawns upon her.
Youâre standing in the middle of a circle of men and women like before, but instead of speaking to them, your eyes are solely focused on Badaâno, focused on Raong, who clings to her like a needy girlfriend. Your expression shows nothing but absolute discomfort and anger, a look Badaâs never seen you wear before.
Youâre jealous. She realizes, the thought echoing in her head over and over again and making a strange, satisfied feeling build in her gut. You must be feeling like sheâd been for the past few days while watching you and Hyo interactâfull of resentment and annoyance at the woman touching her.
Then, another thought comes to mind. Will she act upon her jealousy if I push her more?
Bada knows she shouldnât be this petty. As the older woman in the relationship, and the one more emotionally mature, she should put a stop to Raongâs advances, walk up to you, and whisk you away, ridding both of your sour feelings so you can enjoy the night together free from inhibition.
But the more sinful part of Bada wants you to fully understand how sheâs felt the past few daysâthe turmoil and envy that comes from seeing someone you care about fall into the arms of someone else.
Unfortunately for you, Bada will almost always succumb to sin.
âCome on Bada, I know you feel something for me.â Raong pushes herself against the older womanâs arm, trying to make her breasts pop, and look enticing.
Although Bada feels nothing at the action, she plays along. âYouâre right, I do.â She says in a low voice looking down to stare directly into Raongâs eyes.
Badaâs behavior even surprises her, the younger girl gapes for a bit before quickly switching back to her piss-poor attempt at being seductive. âIâm so glad youâve finally realized weâre meant for each other.â Her voice pitches upwards, trying to do an aegyo voice.
The result only causes a nails-on chalkboard effect, almost making Bada wince and break her facade. But before she can, she quickly glances at you. Youâre still staring at her, your expression now much further into the territory of anger, before you shift your gaze somewhere else hastily, trying to make it seem like you hadnât been glaring at her and Raong.
âIâm sorry itâs taken me this long.â Bada turns back to Raong, playing the act up by tucking a stray strand of hair behind her ear.
The action makes you gasp across the room, daggers physically puncturing your heart.
Bada hears the sound, and has to stop herself from smirking too widely. Yes, finally you understand how it feels.
Raong swoons at Badaâs display, turning away from her with blushing cheeks and giggling loudly.
âHey, Boss!â Lusher suddenly appears on Badaâs other side, trying to look casual as she glances between Raong and her friend. âWhat are you doing?â
âWhat do you mean?â Bada says casually.
âI mean, why are you all over,â she lowers her voice to a whisper to say the next word, âthe pest!â
âIâm not all over her, Iâm simply being polite.â Bada mutters back, discreetly glancing at you yet again.
âYeah, right. When have you ever been polite to her?â Lusher catches her straying gaze, finding you on the other side of it. Immediately, it all clicks in her mind. âIf this is about what I said a few days agoââ
âShouldnât you be keeping a lookout right now?â Bada cuts her off sharply.
âBossâŠâ Lusher says in a disapproving tone. Her friend doesnât budge, instead turning her back toward her and speaking to Raong again. Sensing the conversation is over, Lusher walks away with a pit of guilt burning in her stomach, seeing you struggle to hide your emotions as Bada pretends to fawn over the younger woman beside her.
âWhatâs going on?â Kirsten stops at Lusherâs side, her eyebrows dipping downward as she observes Badaâs strange behavior.
âI think I might have caused this.â Lusher admits, hanging her head in shame.
If someone were to ask you how you were feeling at the moment, the best word to describe it would be "out-of-body."
You truly feel like youâre watching the events in front of you unfold as an omnipotent being. Your eyes are able to take in every movement of both Bada and the girl on her arm to the finest detail, which proves to be a cruel form of torture.
Why is this happening? You find yourself questioning over and over again in your mind. Why is Bada acting this way? Why is she allowing that woman to touch her? And why does it look like she enjoys it?
You swear you feel bile form in your throat with every touch they exchange, and although thereâs nothing more that you want to do than to run away in shame, you physically canât. Youâre rooted to the floor like a statue, cursed to watch your fiancĂ©e flirt with another woman.
Perhaps this is your fault for being so naive. Did you really think that Bada would remain loyal to you when your engagement had been a business deal from the start? When she so firmly stated that sheâd never fall in love with you? How could you have believe that she felt something for you when she touched you so gently, smiled at you, and made you laugh?
Had Bada been secretly having affairs with women from the start? Had she touched them like she did, you? Did she mutter to them how beautiful they looked? Did she undress them with her eyes?
âŠHow could you be so stupidâso young and stupid.
But the worst is yet to come.
You watch in slow motion as the woman beside Bada shifts on her feet, putting all her weight onto her tippy toes as she reaches up to place a kiss on your fiancĂ©eâs lips. Theyâre just about to touchâ
âAlright kid, letâs go.â Hyo steps in front of you, blocking your view of Bada and the woman. She grabs onto your arm in a hurry, taking off her jacket and placing it on top of your head to shield you from any straying gazes as she fast-walks you out of the Nam-Suâs mansion, barely managing to tell Lusher that sheâs taking you home before youâre out of the door, the only evidence of your attendance the droplets of small tears dotting the floor.
The entire car ride is dead silent, Hyoâs lips sealed tight into lines, and not a single sound coming from you in the backseat that she has to check every few minutes on you to make sure youâre still there.
You are, but your head is down, her suit jacket blocking her view of you as you fight back waves of tears building in your eyes.
âBada, I have to tell you the truth, Iâve always been in love with youâŠâ The second those words left Raongâs lips, and she began leaning upward in an attempt to kiss her, Bada knew she went too far.
She immediately breaks away from Raongâs hold, the disgusted face sheâd been trying to hold back for so long surfacing in an instant. âWhat do you think youâre doing?â
âWhat do you mean?â Raong still keeps her voice artificially high, trying to get closer to Bada again. âAre you too shy to do it in public? Should we go somewhere privateââ
âI will be going nowhere with you.â Bada interrupts in a stern voice, straightening out her suit. âIâm engaged.â
Raongâs smile finally drops, a sour look crossing her face. âSo you really did propose to another woman.â She glances from the floor to Bada again, mustering up another embarrassing âsexyâ look. âBut itâs fine, she doesnât have to know.â
Bada scowls at the younger woman. âI mean this in the most polite way possible,â she watches as Raong starts to frown, âI would never choose you, or any other woman over my fiancĂ©e. She is the only woman I will ever touch, or kiss.â
Raong stands in front of Bada, frozen and humiliated beyond belief.
âI suggest you stop making advances toward me, if you know whatâs good for you.â Bada finally says the words sheâs been wanting to for years now, and itâs like a weight has been lifted off of her shoulders. She leaves Raong standing there without a second thought, heading in your direction before she stops, realizing youâre not there anymore.
Her eyebrows furrow, an immediate spike of worry hitting her heart as she searches for Lusher through the crowd of partygoers.Â
When she finds her friend, she walks as quickly as possible towards her. âWhere did she go?â Bada says, looking from one side of the room to the other in a frenetic manner.
Lusher glances at Kirsten who stands next to her, hesitating before answering. âHyo took her homeâŠâ
Badaâs eyes narrow to slits in milliseconds. âLusher, Iâm taking your car.â
The Lee mansion feels eerily quiet when Bada enters, the lights reflecting off the white marble flooring, casting an ominous glow as she ascends the stairs.
Although she knows the mess sheâs caused is purely her own fault, a part of her wants to deny it. She wants to call it retribution for all the mental torment sheâs experienced over the past few days.
She wants to call it that, but she knows she canât.
Standing in front of your door, Badaâs eyes find Hyoâs figure with ease. Your bodyguard is wearing her classic sunglasses again, but this time she doesnât greet her superior. She doesnât even acknowledge her presence, simply stands there, her lips in a firm line with her arms crossed against her chest.
Bada briefly considers speaking with Hyo, but eventually decides against it, knowing she should check on you first, before anything else. Her hand reaches up to knock on the wood of your door, the sound echoing through the hallway as she retracts her fist.
She waits there for about three minutes with no response before pushing the door open and entering your bedroom.
Most of the lights have been turned off, just one raining down a small amount of light and illuminating the room. Bada closes the door behind her, the guilt that had already been brewing in her stomach doubling when she notices youâre not in bed, but sitting in front of your vanity with your dress still on, staring at your reflection with an emotionless expression.
Bada mutters your name, stopping a few feet away from you. âI knocked on your door, did you hear me?â
You donât respond, only continue to stare at your reflection, completely disregarding her presence.
Bada frowns at you, clearly disappointed by your silence. âYou shouldnât have left so suddenly. I was worried about you.â This time, she sees something shift in your eyes, but still, you remain quiet and stock still. Bada huffs, becoming increasingly frustrated as she gets closer to you, stopping right by your side. âIs that Hyoâs jacket?â She gestures to your bodyguardâs suit thatâs strewn across your shoulders.
This time when you donât answer her, Bada finally snaps, releasing the tension thatâd been brewing in her for so long.
âWould you say something to me?â She says, the words coming out much harsher than she intended them to.
Your lips stay stuck together for a minute before they finally part. âWhat do you want me to say, Bada?â Your voice sounds an equal mix of tired, and uncharacteristically cold. âYou made yourself perfectly clear at the ball.â
Your fiancĂ©e stares at you from through the reflection of the mirror, trying to lock eyes with you. âWhy are you acting this way?â
âWhy am I acting this way?â You scoff, rolling your eyes. âYou shouldnât ask such obvious questions.â
âIâm asking because I donât know.â She lies through her teeth. She does know, and despite that she continues to push you, wanting to hear you say the words, âIâm jealous.â
âYou know, if you wanted to fool around with other women, the least you could do was take it somewhere private where I wouldnât have to see.â You shoot back, tone bordering on venomous.
âI wasnât fooling around with her.â Bada denies firmly. âAnd youâre one to talk.â
âWhat is that supposed to mean?â You finally look away from the mirror, turning to face Bada with a furious expression.
âHyo took you home.â Your fiancĂ©e lists. âYouâre wearing her jacket. She took photos of you while we were at a public event. Youâve been spending a lot of time with her.â
âOh please, spare me, Bada Lee,â you interrupt, your voice rising. âSheâs my bodyguard! And I donât touch her like you touched that woman. I havenât kissed herââ
âI didnât kiss Raong,â Bada interjects.
âI spend so much time with her because all you do is work all day!â You continue ranting. âI have never once disrespected you like you just did to me thirty minutes ago.â
âItâs not like thatââ Bada tries to explain herself, but now that youâre speaking, you canât stop.
âI know you said that you would never fall in love with me, but what the fuck?â You exclaim. âHow could you just kiss her in front of all of those people when you introduced me as your fiancĂ©e?â
âI didnât kiss her.â Bada reiterates, feeling her patience wear thin.
âSome of the guests know my parents!â Youâre bordering on tears once again. âCan you imagine what theyâll think when they hear that my future wife kissed another woman in front of the most influential people in South Korea?â
âGod damn itââ Bada steps forward, her frustration finally getting the better of her as she grabs you by the waist, pulling you flush against her body, forcing you to look into her eyes. "I never kissed Raong," she says again, her voice full of force. "I would never kiss her. I would never kiss a woman that isn't you."
Silence falls heavily across the room, your expression shifting from anger, to confusion, then to surprise.
âIf you believe there is another woman out there that I would rather press my lips against, youâre crazy.â She whispers.
You stare into Badaâs eyes, completely taken aback by the sudden turn of events before your eyes slip downwards, to where her lips are.
Bada does the same, although she takes it a step further, bringing her thumb up to press onto your bottom lip, watching the plush skin accommodate for the pressure she applies.
âI want you,â she mutters inches away from your lips. âIâve wanted you from the moment I met you.â
As if an invisible string had been snapped, both you and Bada surge forward, placing your lips against each other with unrestrained passion. Badaâs right hand grabs onto the side of your face, tilting your head backward as you two move in synch, completely lost in the taste of each other. She pulls you in even closer to the point that your chests knock against each other with every labored breath, the desire between you two so strong that you canât help but moan.
Bada hears the sound and feels a pulse go straight to her cunt, the build-up to this simple kiss being so long that she canât help but revel in it. She bites down on your lip and the second you part your lips to gasp, she slips her tongue into your mouth.
Your teeth clash in a heated dance, your tongues caressing each others as Bada turns you around so your back is toward the direction of your bed, walking you backward quickly so that you fall onto it, your body laid out on the cushion like a fallen angel. She follows you onto the bed, keeping herself above you with a single hand as she continues to kiss you deeply, a small string of saliva falling from your lips because of your sloppiness.
Badaâs other hand busies itself by grabbing onto your exposed thigh and hiking it against her hip, pushing her thigh between the gap of yours. Finally she pulls away, both of you panting loudly into the open air of the room. âFuck.â Bada curses. âIâve been wanting to do that for so long.â
Your arms wrap around her shoulders, wanting to kiss her again because of her confession.
âI bet youâve wanted to too, huh?â She smirks, leaning down to just barely graze her lips against yours, not quite giving you what you want. âThatâs why you got so jealous when you thought I kissed Raong, right?â
You huff at Badaâs words, hearing that womanâs name you frustrates you.
âOh, are you mad?â She taunts you, laughing. âYeah, youâre really mad arenât you?â The hand thatâd been stationed on your thigh moves under the fabric of your dress and inwards, towards your hot and sticky pussy. âYouâre mad because you imagined me touching her like this, didnât you?â Her fingers ghost against the material of your underwear, already finding a wet patch forming at the bottom of it.
Bada smirks widely. Sheâs got you right where she wants you.
âDid you imagine me touching her through her panties?â Badaâs fingers move up and down the wet patch, making it grow with every passing second.
You bite your lip, trying hard to suppress your moans at the feeling of your finacĂ©eâs long fingers touching you where you need her most.
âDid you imagine me playing with her pussy and making her moan like a whore?â Bada nudges her nose with yours, enjoying every second of your withering composure. âHuh? Are you going to say something?â
You shake your head, wanting to deny the fact that you indeed had imagined all those things in your blind fit of jealousy, which only made you spiral further.
âNo?â Bada whispers in a higher-pitched voice, trying to mimic you.
You donât respond.
âSay something.â She demands, her voice dropping and her eyes narrowing into a glare. It lacks any real hatred or heat but does burn with sexual desire. âSay something or Iâll leave you here wet and panting bitch in heat.â
You finally release your lip, completely believing that sheâd leave you like this. âNo, please,â you whimper quietly.
âAh, she speaks.â Bada smiles, continuing to circle your clit with her fingers, now applying more pressure. âNow tell me, did you imagine any of those things I described to you?â
Again you grow quiet, embarrassment flooding your veins.
Badaâs smile drops in an instant. âWhat did I say?â She withdraws her hand from your clit, moving it back toward your thigh.
âWaitââ you cry out, looking completely in anguish. âI did! I did!â
Bada hums in approval, placing her fingers against your underwear again. âWhich one?â
âIââ The words die on your tongue, the small pressure that Badaâs applying to you making your sensitive body go haywire.
âWhich one?â She says again firmly.
âTheâthe last one!â
âOh baby,â Bada pouts mockingly, âthatâs not good enough. Tell me exactly which one.â
âI imagined you playing with her pussy.â You admit, feeling more shame in that moment than you ever had before.
âGood job, babe.â She praises you. âYou finally got the words out. Should I give you a reward?â
âYes, please,â you practically beg.
âWell since you asked so nicely,â Bada looks at you through hooded eyes, smirking. She pulls away the material of your panties and inserts her finger, your hot, wet walls sucking her in compliantly.
"Bada!" You all but scream, your legs jerking in pleasure.
"You're so wet," Your finacée whispers, hearing the sheer amount of slickness your body produces. "Is this all for me?"
"All for you, Bada." You immediately reply, tears beginning to build in your eyes.
"Good." Pumping her finger agonizingly slow, Bada flips the fabric of your dress up so she can watch your pussy open and close, beating against her finger in a fast rhythm.
"Badaâ" You whine, closing your eyes and trying to move against her long, firm finger. "Touch me more, please."
"Yeah? You want more?" Bada says, continuing her slow pace.
"Yes." You cry.
"But do you think you deserve it?" She asks, glancing between your wrecked pussy to your face, which is beautifully expressive.
âI donât knââ you hesitate, âyes, I do.â
âI donât know.â Bada cocks her head to the side, staring at you deeply. âYou spoke to me very rudely just moments before.â She makes a thoughtful expression before looking down at you again. âI think you should apologize.â
âIâm sorryââ you begin, but she cuts you off immediately.
âYou should apologize for wearing this dress to the ball.â Bada insists. âFor looking so fucking sexy and letting everyone eye fuck you while I had to stand there and watch.â
âIâm sââ
âApologize for making me think you and Hyo were fooling around behind my back.â
At this point youâre so far gone and dizzy, you donât even fully register what sheâs saying, only that youâre desperate for her to touch you more.
âIâm sorry for everything, Bada.â You say through heaving breaths.
Your fiancĂ©e gives you a satisfied smile. âI accept your apology, baby.â
Wasting no more time, Bada dives in with an almost inhumane speed, placing her mouth against you, and letting her tongue part your pussy lips as she drives it straight into you. She's rewarded with another loud, pornographic moan as she begins to slurp your juices up, volatile sounds coming from her mouth, and your slick pussy.
Badaâs nose presses against your clit in a dreadfully delicious way, stimulating it and making your legs shake around her head.
âBada!â You chant her name like a prayer, feeling insane amounts of pleasure you never thought youâd experience in your lifetime.
She mumbles something back, the words lost against the skin of your pussy as she moves her tongue in and out of you faster, adjusting her grip around your thighs so she presses even more of your weight onto her.
Bada pulls away with a heaving breath, her chest rising and falling at a concerning speed. But she doesn't stop, she never does, and before you know it she's diving back in, licking and sucking on your pearly-shaped clit, giving you dizzying pleasure.
She flicks her tongue a few more times, dragging her lips and pressing them firmly down until she's driving her tongue back into your pussy, and moving her tongue around your walls, sucking up all the wetness you produce.
And there's tons of itâsome of it is dripping down Badaâs chin in a nasty combination with her spit, the murky substance stickily beading down until it drops onto her clavicle.
"Oh fuck," you moan, your head being thrown back with your mounting pleasure. Although it felt like sheâd just started, you already feel an orgasm building in the depths of your stomach. "I think I'm gonna cum!"
Briefly popping off your pussy, Bada's raspy voice speaks up. "Do it. Drench me baby, fucking cream all over my face."
Your world goes white for a long moment, your fiancĂ©eâs chants egging you on, telling you to just let the pleasure consume you. So you let it happen, you let your pussy throb and release its slick all over Badaâs face.
Quiteness follows your orgasm, but the buzzing in your ears doesn't leave you alone, nor does your bride-to-be.
âOh baby,â Badaâs head backs away from your body, the lower half of her face absolutely drenched in your cum. She licks her lips, savoring every droplet of your essence, âyou taste like a fucking dream.â
âBada.â You whine, her words making your pussy go hot again. âDonât say things like that.â
âWhat? You donât want me to tell you how pretty your pussy is?â She leans over your face again, wiping your cum off her face with her fingers and licking it after. âDonât want me to tell you that I could die a happy woman between your legs?â
You wrap your legs around Badaâs waist, pulling her in closer so you can give her a kiss. She lets you, thankfully, and on her tongue you can taste yourself, which makes you moan.
When she pulls away sheâs wearing a much more tender look, like your kiss had brought her back from a trance. âIâm not done with you yet.â She whispers, bringing her hands down to grope your tits through the fabric of your dress.
Although itâs late and youâre already tired, you still nod at her, slipping into a submissive state yet again.
Bada smiles at you before completely getting off of the bed, making you stare up at the ceiling in confusion. You prop yourself up on your elbows to see what sheâs doing, and what you see is nothing short of heavenly.
Badaâs stripped herself of her tie, her customized suit jacket, and is now only in a white dress shirtâbut not for long. She chucks off the wrinkled shirt, revealing the black sports bra she was wearing under, and⊠a pair of muscled arms and abs?
You shouldnât be surprised, really. Naturally, as the leader of a mafia group, sheâs required to stay relatively lean and strong, yet every divot and curve of her muscles makes you want to jump her bones even more.
Bada doesnât even realize youâre staring, sheâs much too busy taking off her pants, now only in her sports bra and her boxers, with something else in her hand. She looks up then, finding you practically gaping at her, making her smirk.
âAlready have you star-struck and I havenât even started yet.â She chuckles, taking the thing in her hand and placing it closer to the ground so she can step through it.
Itâs then your eyes focus in on it, realizing thatâoh.
A long, girthy black strap sits across Badaâs pelvis. Your eyes widen, your heart racing a the monstrous length and girth of her strap, as well as the texture and ridges on it. You weren't just going to be fucked, you were going to be absolutely destroyed.
âWhen did youââ your voice dies out, completely lost for words.
âI made a stop to my bedroom before coming here,â Bada answers easily. âCall it wishful thinking, but I felt Iâd need it.â She grabs a bottle of lube from the pocket of her dress pants, about to apply some to her cock when she sees movement out of her peripheral and stops.
Absolutely mesmerized, you crawl over to Bada, the material of your dress slightly pulled up so she can trace the curve of your plump ass.
Reaching out an excited hand, you grasp the base of her cock, and open your lips wide before placing them on the mushroom head of her strap.
Immediately Bada drops the lube, her head dropping down in awe to watch you lick and suck on her cock, her jaw falling open. "Fuck." She grabs your head softly, helping you move up and down, her eyes rolling shut. For a second Bada feels like the strap attached to her really is her cock, and that she can feel your plump lips move against it, bringing her unbridled pleasure.
Your slobber drips all the way down her strap and wets her grey boxers, the material turning a damp shade darker. Bada pulls you down her cock gently, trying to avoid gagging you too harshly, but she can't deny the jolt in her cunt when she hears you struggle to take the inches, a slight choking sound murmuring against the black plastic.
"You like that, donât you?" Bada finally gathers her bearings enough to speak again.
Your eyes glisten with tears as you nod, moving off of her cock to gasp out a breath. "Please, can't wait any longer."
"Okay, baby." Bada nods, giving into your wants easily and moving on top of you again. "Iâm going to make you feel so good, honey." Taking her slick cock, she gently guides it to your pussy. "Open wide."
You immediately comply and spread your legs as wide as you can, watching with parted and panting breaths how your fiancée finally nudges the head of her cock into your pussy.
Slick and wide, her cock splits your pussy open only with its mushroom head inserted, making you let out a debauched and loud moan, the sound reverberating against the walls and filling every pore in the room.
"Shit." Bada curses, feeling herself come to a stop with how hard you're clenching down on her strap. "You've gotta relax, pretty. You're very tight."
Huffing, you attempt to relax your muscles, and slowly but surely, sheâs able to nudge in another inch or two before you start clenching down hard again. Her thumb comes up to your clit and rubs it gently, making your eyes close and another moan slip from your lips.
"C'mon babe, take a nice deep breath in and relax." Bada guides you, rubbing your clit with slightly more force, and at a faster speed.
"Okay." You choke out, taking in a long and shaky breath.
She feels you loosen a bit, and again she takes the chance to slide her cock further inside you, and she's finally able to slip it all in. She breathes out a long, drawn-out curse when all she's able to see of the black plastic is the small sliver of the base.
"There you go." Bada pulls her hand up to your thighs, squishing their flesh in her grip and rubbing soothing circles into them.
Your pussy clenches at your finacĂ©eâs raspy praise, a strangled whine leaving your lips. "Badaâ"
"Shhh," Bada moves forward, even able to push slightly more of the strap into you as she reaches over to give you a sweet kiss, shushing your loud cries. "I've got you. Promised I was gonna make you feel good, remember?"
"Mhmm." You hum, your eyes sparkling.
"I'm not going to let my wife down." Bada keeps to her promise and begins moving, her strap slowly pulling out of your wet pussy, then firmly coming back in and making your back arch.
"Holy shit." You awe, your mouth falling open. She hadn't even started yet. Bada then begins to pick up her pace slowly, pulling and pushing through your pussy's walls, the base of her strap slapping against your lower lips and making loud sounds fill the room.
"Damn it," Bada curses, her eyes drinking in the sight of you. Plump lips parted open, eyebrows furrowed in pleasure, your dress falling so that your tits are spilling out and bouncing in kind with her harsh thrusts.
Leaning forward, Bada takes a nipple into her mouth, her unoccupied hand grabbing and caressing the other, her eyes falling closed at the feeling of your tit in her mouth. Fuck, if she knew she could have had you like this long ago, she wouldnât have waited so long.
But in a weird way, the wait made it even more satisfying, made the sounds of your pornographic moans even more sweet to Badaâs ears.Â
"Bada!" There's not a single thought in your mind anymore, the space being occupied by the woman who is thrusting into your pussy at a dizzying speed, and covering your tits in her spit. The woman who swore she would never fall in love with you. The woman whoâd risked her life to save you from kidnappers. Your fiancĂ©e.
Bada's mouth leaves your nipple with an obscene pop, the flesh around it slightly bruised a darker color from her sucking. "Does that feel good baby?"
"It feels so good." You almost scream, your eyes now opening to see Badaâs frantic thrusts, and how sweat is starting to form on the arches of her brows. "You're so good."
Bada closes her eyes, your words going straight to her cunt. "It's about to get a whole lot better." She leans forward again, this time grabbing your legs and folding them up, then pushing them as far as they can into your chest, giving her uninhibited access to your pussy.
You're seeing stars, you're sure of it. Bada's cock is lodged so deep in you, you swear you feel her in your stomach, your eyes widening to the size of saucers. She pounds into you at an incomparable speed, wet, sloshy sounds squirting from your pussy, making a beautiful melody with your moans, and Badaâs low groans.
A ring of cream begins to form around the base of her strap, the milky white substance catching her attention and making her teeth grit painfully against each other. "Are you close?"
"Yes, yes! Don'tâdon't stop!" You cry out, your bedroom ceiling moving in your vision with every thrust of her strap.
Bada's breath catches, feeling the stimulation of her strap rubbing and pushing against her cunt build up into an orgasm. "Fuck, me too." She dips down to give you a purely tongue kiss before pulling away, panting. "Cum. Fucking cum, honey. Cum all over me."
And you do. Your mind goes blank and you let out your loudest, most obscene moan and cum on Bada's cock.
She follows close behind, letting out a low and drawn-out groan, cumming in her boxers.
Your body becomes liquid against your sheets, the only sound in the now quiet room being your staggered breath, and your fiancĂ©eâs panting.
Kissing your ankle, Bada gently unfolds your legs, making sure to be careful as she lays them back against her bedsheets and slowly pulls some of her strap out of you. You wince a bit and let out a choked whine, which she quickly silences with a sweet kiss and mumbled praises.
"It's alright, honey. You're good, you're with me." Eventually, Bada's able to fully usher her cock out of your still-tight walls and take off her harness, throwing her strap into some random, unimportant corner of the room. "Great job. You were so good, my love."
"Bada." You croak without thought.
"Yeah, honey?" Bada coos, caressing your cheek with her rough thumb.
"I'm tired."
âI know, sweet girl.â She mumbles, placing her forehead against your own. âCatch your breath, okay? Iâll clean you up. You donât have to do anything.â Staying there for only a few more seconds, Bada sits up and walks to your bathroom, grabbing a towel and running it under some water before returning to you. She gently parts your legs, shushing any hisses of pain that leave your lips as she cleans you up, and helps you out of your tight dress.
Once youâre rid of your clothing, she moves to sit next to you.
âHow are you feeling now?â She asks, staring down at you with nothing but love in her eyes.
âSore.â You admit.
âAlready?â Bada looks down at your legs, frowning. âHere,â She places her large hand on your thigh, slowly kneading your flesh in soothing circles, making you let out small, blissful sighs. âDoes this help?â
âYes.â You nod, smiling at her before closing your eyes. âThank you.â
âYouâre welcome, honey.â A comfortable silence settles into the air between you two before your finacĂ©e breaks it. âAbout before,â she suddenly begins, her voice low and remorseful. âIâm sorry for what I did.â
You stare at her quietly, then speak up. âWhy did you do it?â
Bada looks down at your body and sighs. âI wanted you to understand how I felt.â
âWhat do you mean?â
She shifts her gaze to your eyes. âIâve been jealous of you and Hyo for days now.â
âHyo?â You say incredulously. âWait, is this about her taking me home? Because she only did that to stop me from seeing you and that woman kiss.â
âItâs not just because of that.â Bada shakes her head. âYou two have gotten very close recently, and I didnât know how to feel about it.â She closes her eyes, reaching deep within her to find the right words. âI guess I felt envious because she can spend all her day with you, while Iâm constrained to my limited free time to see you.â
Slowly, the wheels in your cogs start to turn, and suddenly everything makes sense. âBada, Hyo is like an older sister to me.â You tell her. âI donât see her in that way.â
Your fiancĂ©e opens her eyes, staring at you with a mildly surprised look. âReally?â
âYes, really.â You nod.
âOh, I see.â Bada moves her hands to your other thigh, starting to massage it. âI donât see Raong in any romantic light either, by the way. Iâve been trying to get her off my back for years.â
âWell, clearly she doesnât understand.â You huff.
The action is so cute, Bada canât help but laugh. âBelieve me, she understands now.â When you give her a confused look, she elaborates. âWhen she tried to kiss me, I told her I had a fiancĂ©e.â
Badaâs words make you smile shyly, butterflies dancing in your tummy.
âAndâŠâ She trails off, a soft smile also finding her lips. âI told her that Iâm in love with my fiancĂ©e, and I would never so much as think about devoting myself to anyone other than her.â
The l word that falls from Badaâs lips makes your eyes grow impossibly wide, and your lips part in astonishment. She watches it all, never shifting her expression away from being loving.
âBadaâŠâ you trail off, tears in your eyes. âI love you too.â
Gazing into the otherâs eyes, you meet halfway in a sweet kiss, one that seals your love, and commitment to each other.Â
âYou are my everything,â Bada mumbles against your lips. âI will always succumb to you.â
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could you do something like the 24hr karting race and shes a driver for senor frogs, she finishes her stint and then like the new video they couldnt find the bed in the rv or whatever so they go into quadrants and theres only one bed and both her and harry need sleep si they have to share?? sorry im so bad at explaining
Weâll have to share -W2S
words: 1.5k+
warnings: unestablished relationship, spooning.
summary: while filming the annual señor frogs 24 hour go cart race you and Harry end up having to share a bed, but nether of you mind since your both majorly crushing on the other.
notes: hello love!đ€ I decided to write this asap even though I have so many requests but I wanted to get this out before everyone gets over the señor frogs high (If you get what Iâm saying?). Anyways, enjoy!!đđïž
Today I'm driving for señor frogs in the annual twenty four hour go cart race. I woke up early this morning, took a quick shower, got ready, packed a small bag and then set off. It took almost two hours to get to Buckmoore Park and I arrived just after ten, ready for the practice that starts at ten thirty.
I've know the boys for years and are good friends with them all. After they dropped Callux from the team they asked if I would participate this year and after seeing how fun it looked last year I couldn't say no. I've done lots of practice in the last few weeks and I'm actually pretty good. I used to race with my friends for fun when I was younger but that's about all the experience I've had.
When I arrived I parked my car then signed in at the front desk. "Hey! You're here!" Chip's voice echoed through the reception. A smile spread across my face. We shared a quick hug then he walked me to our green room.
Harry, Chris, Will and Freezy stood talking. They turned to me as we entered. "Hi guys!" I set my bag down. I glanced at Harry, he smiled softly at me. They all said their "hello's" then we started talking about the plan for the twenty four hours.
Unfortunately the weather forecast wasn't ideal since it was supposed to rain for almost the entire time but that made it more interesting and fun to watch.
We sent Chip and Plum out for the practice and once that was done it was time for the race to begin. We were starting off with Chris. After getting into our suits all of us walked out onto the track. I pulled mine down so that it rested at my waist and I wore a comfortable black tank top underneath.
Once we'd finished doing some interviews the group headed back upstairs onto the balcony to watch as the race began. As soon as the flag was waved Chris raced over to the cart, accidentally kicking another racer on the way. Harry pushed the cart to give him a boost then he drove swiftly off, along with everyone else.
When twelve am hit it was finally my turn. I suited up and grabbed my helmet. I stepped outside onto the deck, Harry just behind me (who'd already done his first stint, just before Plum went out). "Jesus Christ it's hammering it down." I looked out at the soaked and slippery track. He placed his hands on my shoulder, squeezing. "You'll be fine," he reassured me.
I quickly walked down the stairs, taking a deep breath when I got to the bottom. I looked back up at Harry. He put his two thumbs up. I smiled softly, nodding. "I can do this. Let's hope I don't completely embarrass myself." I thought.
"Nervous?" The camera man asked as I waited. "To be honest I'm shitting myself," I replied with a shaky laugh. Plum pulled in and immediately jumped out, he gave me a quick wave as I passed him. I adjusted the seat insert, got in and then drove off.
As soon as I set off I heard Freezy in the earpiece. He was talking about what place I was and how carful I needed to be on the turns. I could barely concentrate since I was focusing on not spinning out and it didn't help that I couldn't really see out of my visor.
Around an hour in I'd gotten used to it and was now much calmer. I hadn't heard anything through the communications for a while then I suddenly heard Harry's voice. He told me that Freezy had gone for a snooze and that he was replacing him.
"That was really good, one minute nine seconds. Try and keep up that time," he said as I finished another lap. The rain was starting to pick up. "It's so fucking slippy!" I felt as though I wasn't in control, the wheels were spinning everywhere. I just desperately didn't want to spin out and let the boys down.
When I was finally told to come in I felt so relieved. I had no idea what place we were or how I'd done. I practically stumbled out, my legs and bum asleep from sitting in the same position for two hours. I pulled my helmet off as I passed Chip.
When I got to the boys I was met with what seemed to be happy faces. "We're fucking second place in class!" Freezy patted my back excitedly. Harry smiled wildly at me. "I told you you'd be fine." I smiled back at him, relieved that I hadn't fucked everything up.
I was completely soaked so I went to get changed into some comfy clothes that I could sleep in. Plum, Will and Chris had already gone to bed and me and Harry were going to do the same as it was now around two in the morning.
We walked together to quadrants bus, since there wasn't a proper bed in the one Chip had rented and they'd kindly said we could sleep in there's. When we got inside, out of the rain we quietly walked down the hall. I turned to look at him, my eyes slightly wider than a minute ago. "Is there only one bed left?"
"Shit. I think so," he replied before looking around to check again. "What are we gonna do?" I whispered. "Uh- you can have it." My brows knitted together. "No, don't be daft. They're pretty big... we could share?" I was really hoping I hadn't just embarrassed myself.
Harry's face turned red, though I couldn't really tell due to the dim lights. "Uh- uhm- yeah. Okay," he stuttered. I smiled slightly. "Come on then. I'm exhausted."
He got in first. It was slightly awkward since the last bed was at the bottom and practically on the floor. I slid in after, both now on our sides, my back facing his front. Turns out they were smaller than they looked.
Evidently Harry didn't know what to do with his hands, they were sort of hovering over my side. I smirked to myself then grabbed his hand, placing it around me my waist. I shuffled into him comfortably. I felt him physically relax. "You sure this is okay?" He asked quietly. "I'm sure."
I've had a massive crush on Harry since a few months ago when we spent the entire night together at a party nether of us wanted to be at. I laughed more than I had in a while that night and I really enjoyed spending time with him.
I was woken up a few hours later by Chip giggling. My eyes fluttered open and a small tired groan escaped from my lips. "You alright there love? Comfy?" He chuckled quietly, as people were still asleep. I was confused then I realised I was still pressed up against Harry.
Harry shuffled behind me, mumbling something and then shooting up. A loud bang was heard as he whacked his head on the roof of the bed. "Ow." He fell back onto the pillow and brought his hand up to rub his head. Chip laughed even more.
We got out and stood up. I sighed before glancing at Harry. His hand rubbed at the back of his neck, he looked slightly uncomfortable. Chip continued to tease us as we walked back to the green room and he immediately told Freezy and Chris that he'd found us asleep together.
"I knew it! You like each other!" Freezy exclaimed, standing up. My eyes widened. "Uh-" "you guessed it," Harry replied, interrupting me. My head snapped over to him. "You like me?" I blurted out. The room fell silent. "Uhm- yeah- yeah I think I do." My face softened. Freezy chuckled with a smirk.
It turns out they wanted Harry to get back in the cart once again, which he wasn't very happy about. But he ended up agreeing and he got back into his suit. I stood next to him on the balcony, both of us leaning our forearms on the barrier as we waited for the signal that it was his turn to go out.
"I like you too. Just so you know." I said, not taking my eyes off the track. "You do?" He turned to me, surprise evident on his face. I looked at him sincerely. "Mhm, ever since that party last month." A smile graced his lips. "So... did you wanna go for lunch or something after this?" He asked. "Are you asking me on a date Mr Lewis?" I teased. He chuckled. I gently nudged his side with my elbow. "I'd really like that."
"Harry! Time to go!" Chip shouted. I glanced at Chip then looked up at Harry, pushing onto my tiptoes and placing a quick kiss on his cheek. "Good luck!" I whispered. He smirked. "I'll see you in a bit." I nodded before patting his chest.
I watched as he quickly walked down the stairs then I turned to go back inside. I stopped as I noticed Freezy through the window. He raised his eyebrows with a mischievous look on his face. I groaned but I didn't really mind that he'd seen mine and Harry's encounter, all I could think about was the date I was going on in a few hours.
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helloooooooooooooooooo
I hope you're doing well and you're rest because we don't want you to get tired just for us đ
I have a request I don't know if you already did but can you do dazai and chuuya with reader who stained her skirt with period blood but she's too embarrassed and try to hide it from them
a/n: HELLO.,,,,,everyone omfg srry for being gone for 8 months đ”âđ« do u guys still luv meâŠ. /j. iâve been writing on here for 3 years now and we all need a break sometimes but ty for the continued support!! this req is super cute
warnings: afab / fem reader, periods, blood
Chuuya
chuuya is like. super chill abt blood and periods so idk why u would need to hide this from him đ
but letâs say u guys recently started dating and u still felt a little awkward abt it!!
chuuya had invited you over to his penthouse for the evening and you wore a new skirt just for the occasion
you knew it was risky to wear such a light color while on ur period but WHATEVER !!
a few hours go by fine, with the two of you watching movies and trying sips of his extensive wine collection
however, u start panicking in the bathroom when u realize youâve bled thru ur new skirt đ at THE chuuya nakaharaâs house of all places!!!
cuz what if he thinks itâs gross and kicks u out?âčïž
^(he would NEVER but ur so panicked and worried that ur overthinking)
you try scrubbing the stain out with cold water which helps a little but also kinda makes it worse cuz now ur skirt has a big wet patch đđđ»
the stain is still noticeable as well but u suck it up and leave the bathroom
ur immediately fumbling for ur keys and talking about how u have to go home
chuuya is like âwtf happenedâ and thinks that HE did something wrong or made u uncomfy in some way
heâs surprised but super understanding and goes to walk u to the door
^while walking u out tho he notices the blood and asks all politely and quietly if thatâs whatâs wrong đ„ș this man is a sweetie pie omfg
u admit to him that it was and he offers u some of his clothes to wear if u want to stay longerâŠ
Dazai
so!! the two of u had went to the mall for the day
an hour in you ditch dazai to sprint to the bathroom and realize that. yes you started ur period and YES it leaked thru ur skirt!!!
you have no way to hide it so you just pray u can get home asap to change before anyone notices
you meander out of the bathroom and sift thru the crowd to find dazai
dazai is already on high alert at being in such a public place with u that he immediately notices ur acting off
^(by âhigh alertâ i just mean that he gets worried youâll be targeted or attacked bc ur close to him đ)
anyway. the second dazai notices ur aura is off he wonât stop pestering you about whatâs wrong
acts all playful about it but he is low key sweating bc what if something serious happened while he wasnât around??
you keep fidgeting with ur skirt and insisting that you want to leave immediately
dazai will go quiet and nod in agreement, and yâall begin to leave
except you donât want the people behind you guys to see the blood so ur pulling all sorts of moves to hide it đ”âđ«
you try walking in front of dazai for coverage but u also donât want HIM seeing it so ur honestly just stumbling around awkwardly
shit, at this point dazai thinks youâve been drugged or something and grabs ur arm to drag you towards the exit đ
shoves ur ass in the car and grabs ur face to examine ur eyes and see if youâre actually on something LOL
^youâve fr never seen him so serious before
you realize what he thinks has happened so you super bleakly tell him the truth so he stops worrying
dazai will just look at u like âđâ bc WDYMMM u were trying to hide a bloodstain from him!!! he has seen much worse!!!
dw cuz he bursts out laughing 5 seconds later at how both of yâall were so worried over nothing
#bsd x reader#bsd x y/n#bsd x you#chuuya nakahara#bsd imagines#bsd dazai#bsd hcs#bsd headcanons#chuuya fluff#chuuya imagines#chuuya headcanons#chuuya x reader#chuuya x y/n#chuuya x you#dazai x y/n#dazai fluff#dazai headcanons#dazai x you#dazai imagines#dazai x reader#dazai hcs
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Ameliorate
Fandom: Kimetsu no Yaiba/Demon Slayer
Rating: Explicit- Minors DNI (18+ only)
Genre: Smut
Pairing: Sanemi/Female Reader
Tags: Female Reader, Penis in Vagina Sex, Bad Dates, Brief Mentions of SA, Oral Sex, Protective Genya, Protective Sanemi, Fucking you better, Slight Self-Esteem Issues, Mating Press, Sexual Tension, Sanemi is a lovable asshole
Wordcount: 5k
Ameliorate: To make something unsatisfactory better
After a bad date you spill the beans that you think Genya's brother is hot and he decides to fuck the memory of your shitty date out of you.
Cross-posted from my AO3 account.
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8627 45th Street SOS pls pick me up ASAP
The hastily sent text was minimal, blunt, and out of character for you. Usually, your messages were sprinkled with extraneous words, emojis, and âpleaseâ and âthank youâ. You had no time for flowery language today; you needed a quick extraction.
You were hidden in the bathroom, date passed out on the bed after possibly the worst sex youâd ever experienced- for how long, you werenât sure. Hopefully just enough for you to get out of here.
You werenât known for making the best decisions and tended to go along with things longer than you wanted to in the name of politeness. It had landed you in many shitty situations, but this was by far the worst one. You rinsed your mouth with water in an attempt to wash the taste of the man whoâd been far too rough with you from your palate, holding back the need to gag. Youâd done enough of that today, and it was barely noon; a striking contrast to how you felt.
Your phone vibrated, Genyaâs number lighting up the screen. You answered it with shaky fingers, keeping your voice low as you spoke.
âHey.â
You hated how raspy it sounded. Thatâs what happens when an asshole doesnât listen when you tell him to be gentle.
âYou okay?â Genyaâs concerned voice came through the speaker. âWeâre almost there; whatâs up?â
You appreciated Genyaâs swift response but stiffened at his words.
âWe?â
âIâm out with Nemi,â Genya told you.
Sanemi.
Genyaâs big brother, and the last person you wanted to see you in this state. You couldnât afford to be picky, though, when you were stranded at a strangerâs house after a variety of bad decisions.
âJust text me when youâre outside. Donât honk or anything.â
âAre you safe?â
âYeahâŠâ
Just having a shitty day.
âWeâre just around the corner,â Genya informed you.
âOkay. Be out in a sec.â
You hung up the phone and wished between your legs didnât ache so badly, wished you werenât half-limping from everything. There were likely bruises on your wrists and thighs, probably on your ass too if you were being honest. Under different circumstances you wouldâve been proud of them, but today you only felt disgust.
Youâd been so stupid.
Shuffling out of the bathroom on your tiptoes, you crept past the bedroom door that was left ajar, catching a glance at the man whoâd cajoled until you caved, then didnât listen when you said you werenât fucking ready yet.
So stupid.
You berated yourself as you softly closed the door behind you for your walk of shame to the vaguely familiar SUV parked on the street. Genya twisted to look at you from the passenger seat as you slid in, avoiding his eyes. You knew you looked like a mess: mascara had streaked, and eyeliner was smudged, hair mussed beyond its normal windswept tousle, and it was a miracle that the majority of the damage inflicted on you was covered by your turtleneck.
âNo car?â
âIn the shop for repairs,â you kept your eyes glued out of the window, knowing Genya was worried but ashamed to meet his gaze. âI appreciate the ride. Didnât mean to encroach on bro-time.â
âNot a problem,â Sanemiâs voice cut through the air as he pulled away. You shivered at his words, wetting your lips nervously. âYou werenât too far out of the way.â
âYou okay?â Genya asked.
You wrinkled your nose, fighting the shame that filled your throat.
âBad date.â
The following silence was uncomfortable, leaving you shifting against the leather seats. You knew Genya was probably fighting the urge to ask you if you wanted him to kick someoneâs ass, and Sanemi⊠well, you didnât know what he thought but you sure could guess what someone might think when they saw what you looked like after exiting a manâs house.
âHungry?â
The question broke you out of your thoughts, and you caught Sanemiâs gaze in the rearview mirror. Youâd eaten a couple hours ago, but after the day youâd had, you were starving. You didnât realize how tense you were until just now, melting into the seat.
âYeah, food sounds great.â
âNemi and I were gonna grab something and then marathon Star Wars,â Genya told you. âYou down?â
Your eyes flickered between the two brothers.
âIs that okay?â
âYouâre over all the time already,â Sanemi replied nonchalantly.
It was true: you often dropped in or crashed at their place after work or on your days off to hang out with Genya. The two of you had been fast friends since you both worked the same shifts at work during high school. Youâd moved on to other things, as had Genya, but your friendship had remained and grown as you did.
Sanemi worked quite a bit to provide for his younger brother and himself after an accident that left both of them orphans, and he was often gone when you and Genya hung at his place, but heâd found a better job recently that left him with more days off. With his schedule freed up a bit, heâd been around more while you crushed Genya at Mario Kart and experimented with new recipes in their spacious kitchen.
Sanemi had been little more than a passing thought before, but since seeing him more frequently, youâd developed a fascination with the scarred man with the shock of white hair. It wasnât like the crushes youâd had on other guys- giddy, giggling things- but instead a hot coal in your stomach that left you uncomfortable and squirming when he was nearby. Sanemi was short-tempered and gruff, and had a permanent scowl on his face, but something about him made butterflies sprout in your chest.
It made you feel foolish, and you knew youâd die if Sanemi ever found out. Youâd gone to great lengths to put physical and emotional distance between the two of you, a practiced civility that bordered on cold. It was the only way you could manage to keep yourself in check around him.
With the food acquired (taco bell was Genyaâs favorite, much to Sanemiâs disdain), the three of you were back at the Shinaguzawa household in record time. Genya plopped on the couch, patting the seat next to him. You hesitated, the stickiness under your clothes itching uncomfortably now.
âHere,â Sanemi appeared out of thin air, thrusting a towel into your hands. âYou know where the shower is.â
Your face heated as you slunk away, disappearing into the tiled bathroom. You must have looked pretty rough if Sanemi was telling you to shower.
Genya furrowed his brows disapprovingly at his brother as you vanished.
âI know youâre trying to help, but you should really work on how you talk to people.â
âWhy?â Sanemi settled on the far end of the sofa.
Genya pinched the bridge of his nose.
âBecause,â he groaned. âYou donât have tact.â
âI was giving her a towel; why does that need tact?â Sanemi turned the television on. âShe obviously wanted a shower.â
âYouâre useless,â Genya dug out his burrito. âItâs no wonder nobody will date you.â
Sanemi snatched the food from Genya with a glare, pushing him away with a socked foot when Genya complained and reached for the stolen bag.
âBiting the hand that feeds you means youâre gonna lose the food,â Sanemi told him.
âGenya!â
Your voice from down the hall had the younger brother craning his neck, Sanemi leaning back to peer down the dim hall curiously.
âIâm stealing some of your clothes,â you exited Genyaâs room, holding up a handful of cloth. âAnd Iâm borrowing your washer.â
âSure, go ahead,â Genya nodded, watching you disappear into the bathroom.
The silence as Sanemi set up the movie was relaxed. Genya fished his food from the bag and set it far away from his brother, disposing of the trash as the sound of water reached their ears.
âSo I guess you two arenât fucking then?â
Genya choked on his burrito, slamming his fist into his chest. When he finally could breathe again, he turned his red face towards Sanemi with a glare.
âWhat the hell would give you that impression?â
âLook,â Sanemi plucked a cinnamon twist from its spot nestled in fast food paper. âI see you guys hanging out all the time. Youâre close. I just figured-â
âWeâre friends,â Genya cut him off. âShe literally was on a date with someone today.â
âA shitty one,â Sanemi interjected.
Genya rubbed his eyes.
âYeah, a shitty one. I swear sheâs got the worst luck when it comes to dating. Itâs like sheâs an asshole magnet.â
âThis happened before?â
Sanemiâs interest was piqued. Heâd grown curious about the girl who showed up at the house to keep Genya company and use the kitchen at odd hours. You were incredibly sweet but had a sassy streak around people you were comfortable with. Heâd heard you swear like a sailor over losing a game, but even from the next room over he could hear the grin in your tone. It did confuse him how youâd go from acting like you were in your own house while Genya was there, to suddenly stiffening and growing formally polite around him.
âYeah, like four or five times. Usually, Iâll hear about it the next day, but sheâs never called for a ride before.â
âShe shouldâve just told the guy no date until her car is fixed,â Sanemi took a swig of his drink. âThatâd fix that problem. Canât help with the bad taste in men, though.â
âI donât have bad taste.â
Your voice cut the air sharply, and the brothers twisted around to see you standing behind the couch, hair damp and body swallowed by Genyaâs clothes. Your embarrassed face was juxtaposed by the glare plastered across it. A few pale bruises peeked above the loose collar of the borrowed shirt.
âThen how do you explain consistently shit dates?â Sanemi countered, raising a brow.
Your face burned and you ducked your head between your shoulders.
ââŠbad luck?â
The white-haired man snorted into his cup. You scowled, plopping down on the couch next to Genya.
âI canât help it men are pigs who donât know what the word ânoâ means,â you bit back, hackles raised at Sanemiâs reaction.
You didnât think the air could get more uncomfortable, but here you were, starting to squirm as you did your best to avoid the piercing gazes of the Shinazugawa brothers. Genyaâs whole body had leaned forward as his hands dug into the couch. Sanemiâs normal resting bitch face hardened farther and his eyes narrowed to pinpricks.
âIâve got a crowbar in the garage-â
âNemi!â Genya elbowed him before quickly turning back to you. âUnless⊠I mean unless you wanted-â
âNo!â you shook your head, covering your face. This night was just getting worse the more you had to talk about everything. âI just want to forget about it. Can we watch the movie please?â
Familiar music filled the air as Star Wars began to play. You honestly didnât care for the franchise all that much but it was a welcome distraction from your morning. You inhaled your food before snuggling down into the couch your lids grew heavy. You finally let them shut, unable to stay awake any longer as the hum of conversation and sound effects melted into the background.
Your dreams were staticky and punctuated by odd dialogue filtering in through your ears from the movies playing, but eventually you fell into a dead sleep, mind dark and empty as the exhaustion caught up to you.
When you jolted awake, the sun had gone down and the curtains were drawn, leaving the living room dark. The couchâs raised fabric pattern was imprinted on your cheek, accompanied by drool trickling from your open mouth.
Gross.
You wiped it away with the back of your hand, sitting upright. The living room was empty, food wrappers cleaned up and a fuzzy blanket laid over your body. Sanemi and Genya were nowhere to be seen. You pushed yourself up, reaching for your phone.
10:18PM.
Genya would normally still be up at this time. You picked yourself up off the couch and padded down the hall, knocking on his door.
No answer.
You opened it slowly, not wanting to get an eyeful if he was in the middle of choking his chicken or something else that would scar you for life. His room was entirely empty, bed uncharacteristically neat. Eyebrows knit together to create a crease.
âDo you always creep around like an intruder?â
Sanemiâs voice made you jump, spinning around to face him. You clutched your chest where your heart beat erratically from the scare, trying to hold back a scowl.
âJesus Christ dude,â you spit out when you finally caught your breath. âDonât do that.â
âWhat?â Sanemi crossed his arms. âWalk through my own house?â
âSurprise me,â you took a step back, gathering your wits. âIn the dark.â
Sanemi reached over with one hand, flipping the light switch. The sudden harsh illumination made you squint, which did nothing to make your face look less irritable.
âGenya got called into work about two hours ago,â Sanemi answered your unspoken question. âHe said you could use his bed if you wanted to.â
You peered back into the room behind you. Sanemi probably wouldnât want to drive you home, so you supposed you could crash in Genyaâs bed for the night. Wouldnât have been the first time, and probably not the last. Genya always insisted you take his bed if you stayed the night anyway. He claimed the couch was more comfortable (a lie if youâd ever heard one).
âIf itâs no trouble,â you pulled the blanket tighter. âIâll be out of your hair in the morning.â
Sanemi let out a long sigh, leaving you to side-eye him as he rolled his shoulders. When he finally quieted and brought his attention back to you, he looked both pissed and concerned.
âIs it something I did?â
You blinked owlishly, cocking your head.
âWhat?â
âYou always do this,â he gestured to you. âYouâre relaxed and chill when Genyaâs here, but the moment I show up you get all⊠frosty. Did I say something to offend you?â
You shifted from one foot to the other, opening your mouth briefly before snapping it shut, trying to think before you said anything stupid. It didnât work, as per usual.
âN-no, you just make me nervous-â
Sanemiâs face briefly reminded you of a kicked puppy, and you felt horrible. Of course heâd assume you were frightened of him because of his scars. You chided yourself mentally, attempting to fix your mistake.
âN-not like that!â you lifted your hands to wave them wildly, and the blanket slipped to the floor and puddled around your feet. âI just-you make me nervous because youâre hot!â
Both of you froze this time, and your face lit up bright red, ears burning as your mouth fell open and eyes bugged out at your slip of the tongue. You wished you could melt into the wooden floorboards of the hall.
Sanemi broke out of his stupor first, a slow grin spreading across his face. You wouldâve run if you hadnât been rooted to the floor in humiliation.
âOh, is that it?â he leaned down, resting one palm flat against the doorframe near your head.
His face was close-too close to yours to be completely comfortable. You turned your head away, trying to calm your racing heart. Thereâs no way Sanemi was flirting with you. He was probably just being an asshole, right?
Right?
âGenya isnât the only one who has a bed,â Sanemiâs smirk was crooked, eyes half lidded. His face swiftly softened when he noted your eyes flickering to your left and right like a frightened rabbit. He took a step back, allowing you your personal space again.
âSorry,â he apologized, eyes gentle amidst the sharp planes of his face. âYou just had a shitty date and here I am being a bad host. Youâre probably tired.â
You hadnât seen this side of Sanemi before much. You were used to his cocky glares and barking laughter. Not this gentle tone like someone coaxing a horse.
âYouâre not bad,â you burst out, wanting to ease the tense atmosphere. âI just- I donât⊠know how to act around you.â
Your face burned. How many embarrassing confessions would you make tonight? You were already at two and counting.
âIâm not a pig,â Sanemi echoed your words from earlier. âI know how to take a ânoâ.â
âI-itâs not a no!â
Sanemiâs gaze snapped back to you, shocked but curious. You bit your lip, clenching your fists.
âItâs⊠not a no. Iâm just not sure-â
âIf youâre not sure, then itâs the same thing,â Sanemi picked the blanket up from off the floor and looping it around your shoulders like a cape.
Your fingers snagged it without a second thought, anchoring it in place where heâd laid it. You werenât sure where your eyes should settle, but risked peeking up at him. His eyes rested on your visage with a gentleness that rivaled the brush of his fingers as they withdrew from fabric around your body. Those lilac eyes were a little curious, a little resigned, and a little hungry.
You reached out with one hand, hooking your fingers in the hem of his shirt. He paused. You took a deep breath and stepped forward.
âI want you,â you maintained eye contact as you spoke- quite the feat when your heart was trying to escape through your throat.
Sanemi stared at you as if trying to gauge your sincerity.
âPlease?â you tacked on as an afterthought, suddenly afraid that heâd laugh in your face or- worse- reject you outright for some other reason. You could thin of a million, but the one you worried most about was him thinking you were some kind of loose woman who slept around-
Hands threaded through your hair, and you felt lips on your own. You melted into the unexpected touch, anxiously moving closer until you were fully pressed against Sanemiâs body. Heat rolled off him comfortingly, and your hands twisted in his white tank top. His teeth nipped against your lower lip, forcefully requesting entrance. You granted it, running your tongue along his teeth, tasting mint and the faintest lingering bitterness of tobacco.
Cigarettes.
âI didnât know you smoked,â you whispered as he broke away for a breath.
A brief embarrassed guilt flashed across his features before he shrugged.
âIâm working on quitting. Donât want Genya to think itâs okay but⊠we all have our vices.â
You laughed, reaching up to touch his hair.
âGenya tried cigs and isnât a fan, so you donât have to worry about that.â
The look on Sanemiâs face was comical, and you held in a giggle. He glared behind you in the direction of Genyaâs bed.
âThe little fucker-â
âHey, heâs a good kid,â you insisted, feeling more at ease speaking with Sanemi now that his hands were around your waist. It was both soothing and thrilling.
Sanemi crowded you against the wall, dropping his head until your gazes were level. His eyes bored into yours and it felt as if you were suddenly being interrogated.
âYou two really arenât fucking?â
The question took you aback a little bit, but you shook your head.
âHeâs like my little brother.â
Sanemiâs grin split across his face, crooked and sharp. Your stomach fluttered as the tip of his nose brushed against yours, fanning his breath across your lips.
âGood. Because Iâm taking you.â
Before you had a chance to ask what he meant, you were lifted off your feet and carried- with an undignified squeal- through the hall and into Sanemiâs room. When he dropped you on the bed, the air left your lungs in a gasp, and it took a second to get your bearings.
âIf you say stop, or no, at any point,â Sanemiâs shirt was whipped off over his head as he approached the bed, âIâll back off. If you canât speak, tap me three times.â
Your eyes locked on his torso as you nodded dumbly, taking in the muscles and scars across his ribs and pecs, down his sides and crowning his hips. It took everything in you to tear your vision away to meet his face as he crawled over you, running his hand up your neck until he cradled your jaw.
âNow⊠how about I make you forget all about that shitty fucking guy from earlier?â
The kiss was soft and chaste, not what you expected after how heated things had gotten in the hallway. Sanemiâs hands reached for the edge of the t-shirt you wore- Genyaâs t-shirt- and lifted it until it caught on your face, tugging a bit when your head was stuck until it popped off, leaving your hair mussed. He brushed the stray strands from your face, eyes dropping to your bare breasts.
Shit.
In the chaos of excitement, youâd forgotten about the marks left from your earlier date. Your hands immediately went to cover them in horror. Sanemi stopped you, grabbing your wrists and holding them from blocking his view. His lips pressed to each mark, scraping his teeth and sucking them until they grew darker. Each bruise was remarked afresh by his mouth until not one was left untouched.
Your head had fallen back, a trembling hum dragged from your lips at the feeling of Sanemiâs touch. He sucked a few new marks as well, higher up on your neck, making sure to lavish the juncture of your shoulder and throat with attention. Your hands dug into his hair, tugging and holding back a keen of pleasure.
âThere,â he pulled back, satisfied with his work.
Your breath hitched, watching him slide his fingers under the satin basketball shorts clinging to your hips. Being fully exposed to Sanemi was frightening, your entire body going rigid, remembering the offhand snide comments youâd endured only hours ago in the same situation. Sanemi noted the way you wouldnât meet his eye, ducking your head and pulling your legs towards yourself as if you were going to curl in on yourself.
âI canât see your pretty face,â he lifted your chin with a finger, thumbing your lip. âI want you to look at me while I go down on you.â
Your face blazed red, and it crept down your neck until your chest flushed as well, watching Sanemi drop his face between your legs, forcing them apart while maintaining eye contact. You slowly eased yourself down until you were only propped up on your elbows.
âReady, pretty girl?â
It was humiliating how your cunt fluttered at the words, and you nodded, transfixed by his cocky smile as he stuck his tongue out, just barely flicking the little nub that hid under its fleshy hood. The anticipation made you squirm a bit, even though the touch wasnât enough to affect you. Sanemi hooked his arms around your thighs, anchoring you in place before burying his face against your hot core. Your back arched, a muffled moan fluttering past your lips as your nails scratched his scalp.
You could feel him grin against your cunt as his tongue dipped in and out, tracing the sides and up towards your clit. He avoided directly touching it until you were practically grinding against his face in desperation, desperate short whimpers huffed through your nose. Your lower lip was tucked under your top teeth, bitten and swollen due to your barely restrained desire.
âPlease, Sanemi,â you finally gasped.
He pulled back, chin slicked with your juices.
âPlease what?â
âYou know what!â you whined.
Leave it to Sanemi to be an asshole while eating you out. You couldnât really complain though- he was impressively good.
âUse your words, sweetheart.â
âPlease,â you dropped your head to the sheets so you wouldnât have to look at him as you spoke. âLet me cum.â
âIâm not stopping you.â
You shot up, glaring at Sanemi with a fury you didnât know was in you. That pleased smirk was plastered on his gorgeously annoying face. You moved your legs so they locked behind his head, holding him in place.
âDonât be a fucking tease!â you shook him a little by his cornsilk hair, just firm enough to show you werenât a fan of his antics. Â
Sanemi huffed a laugh against your inner thigh. His mouth was already back on you, finally going high enough to reach that sensitive button that heâd been neglecting. You sighed in relief, thighs clenching around his face. It didnât take long after that for that coil in your stomach to build, snapping and throwing you over the edge when Sanemiâs flat tongue caressed your clit.
He kept going despite your choked cry and the way you arched up off the bed, limbs shaking and legs shaking. When you finally couldnât take it anymore your hands pushed against his head, forcing him away. He sat up, looking over your trembling body and heaving chest. Your eyes were closed, a ringing sound in your ears from the intensity of the orgasm that was currently acting like a muscle relaxer.
A muffled groan pulled you from your pleasure-induced haze, and your eyes slit open. Sanemiâs pants were gone, pupils blown out. You didnât realize how hard he was already, the outline of his dick inside the confines of his gray boxers surprising you as he palmed himself through the fabric. His own breathing was labored, and he swallowed, noticing your eyes opening.
âYou good, princess?â
You nodded, feeling a bit sleepy, but pushed yourself up until you were sitting.
âUp for another round?â
You reached out, a bit hesitant, but tugged on the waistband of his underwear. That was all the answer he needed, and Sanemi stripped out of them, fishing around in the drawer of his nearby nightstand until he was able to produce a condom. It was opened and rolled on in a flash. He nudged your legs apart, settling between them and lining himself up at your entrance. You were incredibly slick from your earlier orgasm, and he pushed in with little resistance. The intrusion was still unexpected, and your fingernails bit into his forearm. Sanemi let out a shaky breath as he bottomed out, pressing a kiss to your forehead.
âGood job, sweetheart,â he whispered through gritted teeth. âLet me know when youâre ready for me to move.â
Instead of answering him verbally, you pushed up against him, grinding your cunt down onto his dick. The choked cry from his lips was like honey to your ears, and you wrapped your arms around his neck.
âFuck me, Sanemi,â you breathed into his ear.
You barely finished the sentence before his hips began pounding into you, a cacophony of grunts and groans escaping his throat. He grabbed your legs and folded them back, angling deeper into your sopping cunt and hitting something inside you that made your toes curl. Each thrust punched the air from your lungs, leaving you too breathless to even moan out your satisfaction. Sanemiâs grip on your legs was leaving bruises but you didnât care. You were enveloped in the feeling of his cock drilling into you relentlessly, his eyes half closed as the veins in his neck and arms stood out from the force he applied with each movement.
âS-Sanemi!â
The strangled cry you managed to get out among the intense movement filled the hot air of the room. Sanemiâs grip tightened on your legs and his hips stuttered against yours. His mouth had fallen open, eyes lidded with pleasure. His groans rose in pitch until they were more whines than anything, and the staccato beat of skin on skin lost all rhythm.
Sanemi came with a long moan, his mouth dropping to your neck, suckling as he ground up against you, hands loosing their hold on your legs to scramble for your hips. The tension in your stomach snapped with the last few jerks of his hips, a pleasant buzz settling in your limbs and chest a second time as your walls fluttered around his pulsing member. Your arms draped across his shoulders in an embrace as he came down from his high.
It was too warm in the room, but neither of you made a move. You hummed into his soft hair in hazy satisfaction.
âThat was nice,â your hoarse voice drew Sanemiâs eyes to your half-asleep face.
He chuckled.
âJust nice?â
You tousled his hair, feigning a pout.
âWhat, you need your ego stroked?â
Sanemi snaked his hand down your body, flicking your still-sensitive nub with a finger. Your body jerked involuntarily, a cry escaping from your lips. You whined at him, burying your face in your hands in embarrassment.
âI made you come twice,â Sanemi said. âHow many times did that piece of shit you call a date make you come?â
You mumbled your answer, and Sanemi narrowed his eyes, gently abusing your clit again. You squirmed in an attempt to get away, but he was still buried to the hilt inside of you.
âHe didnât-â you said, fingers digging into the sheets on either side of you.
âThatâs what I thought,â Sanemi ground against you, and you wriggled against the intense feeling of overstimulation. âPretty girls like you deserve to be treated well, donât you think?â
If you hadnât been blushing before, you definitely were now. All you could manage was a nod as Sanemi slowly pulled out of you. You whimpered at the loss, feeling empty and cold as he tied off the condom and tossed it in the trash.
âWhat do pretty girls like you deserve?â Sanemi lifted your chin with his fingers.
âTo be⊠treated well?â
Sanemi had a satisfied grin plastered on his face, and he kissed you deeply before pulling back and nodding.
âSo how about you find yourself someone whoâll treat you like a princess?â
His words set your heart fluttering again, and you wet your lips, staring at him expectantly.
âOkay. Have any suggestions?â
His laughter huffed through his nose at your innocent and eager expression. Sanemi kissed the tip of your nose, cradling your jaw in his hand.
âYouâre looking at him.â
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Darling, I need some Dom!Jasper smut asap pls. đ
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(A/n: Special thanks to @pawspurpaw for taking on the challenge of being my Twilight beta readerđđ)
Word Count: 3,200
Summary- Just another case of the swing dancing to fucking pipeline
Warnings: strangers to lovers/semi one night stand-ish, unprotected sex, cunnilingus, blowjob, cream pie, kinda Major! Jasper
Age Rating: 18+ Minors DNI
Jasper Whitlock x Fem! Reader: Swing
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âWhatâs a lady like you doinâ all by herself, darlinâ?â A smooth drawl comes from behind you, his voice sending a shiver down your spine.
You turn to look at your sudden companion.
Wavy blonde hair that stops just short of his jaw, strong eyebrows, thin lips quirked up on one side in a slight smirk. But the thing that catches your attention the most is his eyes - soft gold - almost glowing in the dim light of the bar.
He wears a white tee with dark-wash blue jeans and cowboy boots. Simple, but by god, attractive.
After taking a second to admire the man in front of you, you nod in answer towards your friend, still dancing with the guy who had swept her away almost an hour ago. Sheâs got a bright smile on her face as she sways against her companion, and it makes you smile as well. You had brought her out to forget about her lousy ex, and you have to say: youâre glad to see it's worked.
âMission: Rebound was a success,â you verbally answer as well.
The stranger tilts his chin up in understanding.
âIâm sure she wonât mind if I steal you away for a couple of minutes, then?â He holds his hand out to you with a playful grin and a quirked eyebrow.
You can't help but return his smile. Sure, you're here to cheer her up, but who says you can't have some fun, too?
"I'm sure she won't~" you drawl back in an awful attempt at a texan accent. Placing your hand in his, you're shocked by the temperature difference between you.
Probably poor circulation, you think.
Brushing it off, you say, "Hope you don't mind the possibility of you getting stepped on."
He chuckles as he pulls you to the dance floor. "Not at all, Ma'am~"
He places a hand on your hip just as a new, higher energy song begins. "Just relax, I'll guide you- and I've been told I'm an excellent lead~"
And, boy, is he ever-
He twirls you around the floor, the hollow sound of the floor boards with each of your heeled foot falls joins that of the other patrons' steps, adding that much more to the country song blasting through the bar.
Letting your mind shut down and allowing your body to take over, you manage to avoid stomping on his boots and even throw in a couple impromtu hip sways and hair flips into the mix.
He swiftly dips you down, and you make upside down eye contact with your friend. She gives you a playful wink before being spun away herself.
He pulls you back up and into a twirl, holding your back against his chest before spinning you back out and under his arm.
You exchange a back and forth of steps, laughing as you back him up with a hand to the chest.
"Thought you said you couldn't dance, darlin?'" He smirks down at you as he pulls you into a side dip.
"Guess you are a good lead, after all~" you twirl into him before falling back into a fall through dip.
"That-" he says as his spins you out again. "-or you just sold yourself short, sweetheart."
"Maybe..."
The song ends with you held against him, hands pinned against his chest as he smiles down at you.
"The name's Jasper, Jasper Whitlock, darlin'." He releases you but keeps the proximity. "And what do I have the pleasure of callin' you?"
"You can call me yours if you keep saying "darling" like that." You can't help but laugh out.
Jasper shakes his head with a chuckle as you compose yourself.
"Y/n," you say. My name's Y/n L/n."
Jasper takes your hand and brings it up to press a kiss to your knuckles. "Well, it's a pleasure to meet you Miss Y/n; it was an even greater pleasure to dance with you~"
Your cheeks burn as you stare into his golden eyes, almost enraptured.
Clearing your throat, you open your mouth to respond only for your friend to cut you off.
"Y/n!" You turn to see her latched onto her new guy friend. Her cheeks are flushed as she stifles a laugh at something he says. "I'm gonna go with Colt, I'll see you tomorrow."
It's then that she seems to notice the lack of space between you and Jasper.
"Or... not~" she smirks before starting to drag the guy - Colt - towards the exit. "Have funnnn~~"
You hear a snort and turn back to Jasper. "Sorry about her, she's... her." You chuckle.
"Not at all," he slings an arm over your shoulder, leading you off the dance floor as another song starts. "What do you say to getting out of here darlin'?"
"That's the best idea you've had all night," you tease.
.
You finally break apart as Jasper kicks the door shut behind him. His eyes are dark with lust as he stalks toward you, ever the predator hunting his prey.
Falling perfectly into your role, you start to back up slowly, making your way towards your living room.
In a couple of long strides, Jasper closes the distance between you, grabbing your jaw in his large hand. He forces you to watch as he slowly rakes his eyes down your figure.
You can feel your heart pick up as his free hand comes up to tease along the hem of your shirt.
"Take it off." His voice leaves no room for question as he drops his arms, moving to undo his belt buckle. His slender fingers distract you as they unclip the hunk of metal and start their work on his button and zipper.
He stops when he notices you not moving.
"Take it off, or I'll change my mind about shoving these inside you later." He flexes his hand for emphasis.
His threat has you snapping into action, sliding off your top, and kicking your shoes and pants off. Thank god you decided to wear your best set, you think as you stand in just your undergarments.
"Good girl, darlin'."
He finishes undoing his jeans and shucks them down just enough to free his length. Your eyes widen slightly as you take him in. Even at half mast, he's still insanely long and thick.
It makes your mouthwater.
As if reading your mind, Jasper gestures for you to come closer. You take the couple steps forward, hips swaying a bit as you do. Once directly in front of him, he speaks.
"On your knees. I want to see that pretty mouth of yours around my cock."
Swallowing in anticipation, you sink down until you're eye level with his crotch. Keeping eye contact, you reach up to stroke him, running your palm down his shaft and rubbing his tip into your palm.
A low rumble sounds from his chest as his eyes narrow.
Slowly, you lean forward to kitten lick at his slit before kissing your way down to his base.
"Don't -" You cut him off with a long lick back up to his tip.
"Don't what?" You smirk before pushing him fully into your mouth.
"Fuck..."
His eyes look almost black in this lighting as he stares down at you with lidded eyes.
As you pull back off, you press your tongue into a thick vein you feel on the underside of his girth. His hand shoots up to grip your hair at the feeling, pulling you off completely with the harse tug.
The sting pulls a moan from you as your eyes roll back.
Jasper's brow quirks up. "You like that?" He tugs harder, dragging yet another noise from you. "You like being roughed up, huh?"
He lines his cock back up with your mouth, smearing the spit-soaked tip across your bottom lip, before shoving back in. The sudden pressure in your throat makes you gag a bit, but you couldn't care less if it means he'll keep pulling your hair like that.
"I'll show you rough, darlin'."
His cock slams into the depths of your throat, uncaring as you gag around him.
Tears gather at the corner of your eyes from the treatment. Jaspers hand is still grpping your hair, keeping you from pulling off when he pushes in as much as he can, holding himself there for a second before fucking into your mouth again.
The grunts and strings of curses that leave his lips with each thrust makes your pussy clench. Slick gushes out to soak your panties as he lets out an almost feral growl.
"You fucking love this, dont you? Love being treated like a toy?"
A strangle moan claws its way up your throat at his words, the vibrations shooting up his cock making his head toss back with a loud 'Fuck!'
All of a sudden, he's pulling out of your mouth and practically tearing the rest of his clothes off. "Get on the couch."
You barely have time to get up before he is pulling you up and backing you up to said furniture. You briefly feel the fabric of it brush your calf before he grabs your thighs and pulls your legs from under you. You yelp as your back hits the cushion.
Jasper crawls on top of you, shoving your panties down to your ankles and shoving two fingers into your pulsing cunt before you can even bother voicing any complaint.
"Oh~" you breathe as he sinks his fingers into you. The wet slide of his digits is all you can focus on - oh fuck -
A noise just short of pornographic leaves you.
- especially when he curls his fingers like that.
You turn your head to bury it in the back of the couch as the heel of his hand brushes against your clit. The addicting friction making your hips buck as it rubs against you over and over.
"Look at you." Jasper shifts his hand to dig his thumb into your clit. "Falling apart on my fingers. Makes me wonder how you'll look once I have you on my cock."
Your pussy clenches. Whether it's at the thought or the delicious way his fingers keep brushing your cervix, you're not sure but you are sure that, right now, you'd give anything to properly fuck the man above you.
He already has you teetering dangerously close to climax from just his fingers, you're going to finding out what he can do with those hips if it's the last thing you do.
"I can feel you squeezin' my fingers, doll; are you that desperate for a cock?" Jasper dips down to press a harsh kiss to your lips.
"Been a while since you've been fucked right?" He trails down towards your neck, nose brushing across your jaw and skimming your neck as he breathes you in. He places a barely there peck to your collarbone before sitting back up.
His intense gaze mixes with the way his fingers curl just right and you're gone. One hand buries itself in your hair as you cry out while the other fists into the cushion.
"Jasper~" you moan, wave after wave of aftershock pulsing through you.
Jasper keeps working at you. Your vision dances with black spots as you ride out your orgasm , hips pushing up to meet his fingers with every curl.
Mind empty, all you can think about is getting this man's dick inside you. Discretion be damned at this point.
As the brain fog clears, his fingers start to slow before pulling out completely.
"Please," you gasp. "Please let me ride you~" Fuck being embarrassed.
The smile that he gives you is absolutely wolfish.
"Pretty girl wants to ride the cowboy? Well... Who am I to decline such a darlin' little lady?"
Before you can process his words, Jasper has you pulled up and manhandled into his lap.
He rests his arms across the back of the couch as he smirks down at you. "Ride away, sweetheart."
His legs spread, forcing your own apart and giving him the perfect view of his cock now resting against your stomach.
His stare has your thighs quivering as you lift up. You take his cock in your hands, lining him up before sinking back down. Your head drops forward as his thickness starts to stretch you out. Fucking finally.
"Atta girl, darlin'," he sighs out, head tilting back. With his neck on full display, you can't help but to lean forward and press a couple kisses up towards his ear.
"Let's see if you fuck as well as you dance~" You taunt, teeth nipping at his earlobe before you pull away.
You start to roll your hips against his, lifting up before grinding yourself back down.
"Careful." Jasper warns with a sharp thrust up. It makes your knees buckle, dropping you back onto him. His cock slams into you and forces a curse from your lips.
"Watch that mouth, sugar."
Huffing out a breath, you grip his shoulders before rocking your hips again.
You set a faster pace, practically slaming your body weight down again and again. Each ministration has your pussy clenching around him.
"Make me."
With those two words, you might as well have taped the box and shipped it yourself with how much you just sealed your fate.
Before you can blink, you're off his lap and on all fours. Jasper grips your hair, yanking your head back so he can whisper in your ear.
"Big mistake, darlin'~"
Without warning, Jasper shoves back in and sets a brutal pace. His cock slams into you at an animalistic pace. His arm slips under you to lift your hips, forcing him mind meltingly deeper.
Each slam of his hips against your thighs sends jolt after jolt of electricity running through your body. Every time his pelvis brushes against your clit, you can't help the twitch: your knee jerking to the side, your hips bucking...
It's overwhelming yet not enough.
You can feel your climax ebbing ever closer, but it teases you, staying just out of reach, as you grasp at anything you can get your hands on - you're gonna have to apologize for how hard your nails are digging into Jasper's forearms later. You might have to apologize to your neighbors as well. The thin walls of your apartment no doubt doing very little to obscure the obscene squelching and slapping echoing through your living room.
"You feel so good, doll," Jasper growls above you. His jaw is set as he watches you, eyes scanning each of your minuscule reactions.
Your pussy clenches at the praise, forcing him to slow do a grind as he lets loose a deep groan.
The sudden change of pace has your head falling back with a sigh; his cock presses firmly against your cervix, threatening to push impossibly further. "Fucking hell... Jasper~"
His fingers dips just the slightest deeper into your hips as he pulls your hips tighter against him. "Atta girl... Squeezing me so good~ You gonna milk this cock for all it's worth, sugar'?"
Jasper pulls his hand away from your iron-clad grip in favor of toying with your clit, hips still grinding against you.
The added stimulation makes your body scream out for him. For him to stay buried in your cunt, for him to keep touching you like that - oh~
You feel like an exposed wired, dangerous yet electrifying. You can't remember the last time someone fucked you this good. If ever.
The added friction is just enough to shove you over the edge; cumming so hard your vision goes black and you can barely hear it as you all but scream out Jasper's name.
Definitely gonna have to apologize to your neighbors.
"Fuck, darlin'," Jasper gasps out as your walls clamp down on him, hips stuttering as it forces him to spill his seed in you. The cum that paints your walls is cold, shocking you but not entirely unpleasant.
He ducks down to capture your lips in another kiss as he starts to grind into you again, riding out both of your highs.
You reach up to tangle your fingers in his soft locks as you kiss, soft sighs and moans breaking the kiss ever now and then. Jasper drops your hips in favor of almost tenderly gripping your jaw. He uses his grip to force you to open your mouth. The kiss becomes less of a kiss and more of a clash of teeth and tongue as he pulls you closer.
"Wanna taste you." He mumbles against your lips before pulling away.
Jasper slides down, pressing kisses and the occasional nibble to your skin.
Once between your legs, he licks a heavy strip up your folds as he keeps your gaze. Your breath stutters from the unexpected intensity of the action. "Open up wider for me, doll." He breathes against your skin.
Swallowing, you spread your thighs.
"There's my girl..."
"Oh fuck-" You let out a breathy chuckle. These nicknames and praise are gonna be the end of you.
You feel more than see his smirk. God damn it. This man is going to ruin all other guys for you...
Icy hands grip under your knees, pushing one of them towards your chest. "Hold this for me, doll."
As soon as you hook your forearm under your knee, Jasper is diving in like a man starved.
The way he licks and sucks at your clit sends your mind reeling. Is this what heaven is like? Nah, this man is definitely a work of Himeros himself.
You can't help the way your hand tries to shove his face closer as you grind up desperately.
"Taste so fucking good," your cheeks heat up as a sharp *slurp* seems to punctuate his words. "Guess callin' you 'sugar' wasn't too far off..."
You can do little but watch as he smirks up at you before plunging his tongue inside your slick and cum soaked cunt.
You can feel another orgasm working its way up. Still sensitive from the first one, it's hard to hold it back. especially with how his darkened eyes stare up at you, keeping you from looking away.
The sudden sting of his teeth grazing your clit is the beginning of your end.
"Oh god!" Your head throws back as your nails dig into his scalp. The harsh scratch of your fingers causes him to let out a warning growl, the vibrations shooting through you and yanking you fully back into ecstasy once more. Your legs clamp around his head as you cum. The way he sucks and licks you through it not helping the "you suffocating him" situation. Not that he seems to mind with how tight he's still holding you against him.
"Knew you had one more for me, darlin'," Jaspers gloats as he finally pulls back, wiping the mixture of cum from his chin.
He pauses before saying, "We're definitely going to have to apologize for the noise, though~" He smirks down at you as he pulls you into his cold chest
All you can do is stare up at the ceiling as a breathless laugh rips its way from your chest.
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