#nd thats pretty cool i think

[owoesies]

I JUST WATCHED WOLFWALKERS FOR THE FIRST TIME AND OH MYGOD. AU WHERE HUNTER IS ROBYN AND LUZ IS MEPH AND. AND. SIBLINGS

[etoiile]

in which chigiri picks you up in a very, very drunken state. tw: mentions of alcohol, swearing.

"stop it! let me go!"

chigiri sighed. this was going to be a long walk.

"i have a boyfriend, you know! he plays soccer. he'll kick your ass!"

"mhm. is he good?"

"yes. sooooo good... hes really fast too. like, super fast! like, the speed of light times a trillion! like speedy legend lightning mcqueen! huh... hes even got red hair like mcqueen... OH MY GOD IS MY BOYFRIEND MCQUEEN?!"

chigiri just kept on guiding you along the sidewalk as you practically screeched out to the whole world every innermost thought you had. when he got a call from your friend at 2am telling him that you were drunk as fuck and he needed to come right away, he did, but he had no idea it was this bad.

"sounds like your boyfriend is very talented. is he handsome?" he mused, a bit curious to see what you'd say.

a silly grin broke out onto your face. "soooooooo handsome. hes like the most beautiful creature on earth!" chigiri's face flushed red.

"he's a miiiiiiillion times hotter than you!" chigiri didnt know what to think about that.

"nah, i'm pretty hot." he grinned, set you down from his back, and turned to face you. "don't you think so?"

you shoved against his chest. "stranger, let me go! you fucker! my hyoma is gonna rescue me like im a damsel in distress! 'cause i am! im a princess. im HIS princess. wait, no. he's the princess. omg we're princess twins!" you giggled.

you were completely falling over and tripping around, even though you weren't moving. you just laughed and laughed and laughed, and chigiri found himself chuckling, too.

"ugh, i'm tired. i cant get away from you. you're strong, stranger." you suddenly began feeling his chest, which may chigiri flush, but also a bit conflicted, seeing as you thought you were feeling a stranger's chest.

"woah. you've got a tooooon of lean muscle. like hyoma! huh... you've even got red hair, like hyoma. 'nd pink eyes, too..."

chigiri thought that this would be the moment you recognized him, but...

"wow! you look just like hyoma! but different. he's more handsome."

he internally facepalmed and just picked you up again to keep walking home.

"hey, stranger. where are you taking me?" you asked, strangely quiet. "are you kidnapping me? is this where i die?"

he chuckled. "yeah, i am. im gonna take you to my hideout and keep you all to myself."

you were quiet for a moment. "hm. thats ok."

"thats ok?"

"yeah." you replied, yawning. "hyoma will save me. i know he will."

chigiri's face flushed a bit at hearing all your praise, he was about to say something, but noticed that you had fallen asleep. he chuckled to himself as he kept walking, just enjoying the cool night breeze and your soft snores.

𝐄𝐓𝐎𝐈𝐈𝐋𝐄 ©𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟑 please do not copy or repost my work on any other site. interactions appreciated! 🤍

[safety-pin-punk]

hey queer nd teen here i've been really interested in punk culture and the message drives me to tears but i'm scared of being called a poser because i feel like a coward

i hate cops and i think they should fucking die and the government is fucked and we have to look after each other. but i feel backed into a corner because i'm surrounded by family who would laugh at me and just wouldn't understand and i don't feel like i can Handle it but i Want to

as a shy and nonconfrontational teen with a shit ton of anxiety to boot i dunno. i admire brave hardcore punks who beat up cops and nazis but i Can't Be That

no need for a response but it would be nice

When I was a teen, I was told by my best friend that I could never be a punk. That I would never be a punk. But here I am. I was a shy quiet kid, and I’m still pretty quiet and prefer to avoid confrontations when I can. My point is, these things don’t prevent people from being a punk if its in their nature

Not all punks are the big tough punks who can physically fight those fights. Though they are a very important part of our community. But we also have plenty of disabled, neurodivergent, and chronically ill people who are just as punk, and even people who are just not into violence. They are advocates, they are researchers, they are community care takers. Being a punk isnt all about fighting evil. I actually think thats not the best way to look at it at all. Being punk is about caring for your community. And while ‘fighting evil’ is a part of it, there are a lot more things that entails.

If you truly want to be a punk, it seems like you are already going down the right path. You alluded to a not so great home life where it might not be the best idea to dress in alternative styles. You could always start with smaller, more subtle things. Or you can just wait until you can move out to start exploring that. Remember, being punk is more than just an aesthetic, and while the aesthetic may look cool, it is by no means a requirement to be a punk (honestly half the time I run around it cowboy boots and a flannel - in the winter I usually add the hat too)

You are a teen still. Growing and learning about yourself and the world around you. And so are your peers. Any teen who calls you a poser is being a jerk and doesn’t know all that much about the scene. Any grown adult that calls you a poser is probably a poser themselves who refuses to acknowledge that not every person comes from the same background. But I also feel like it’s important to tell you that what anyone else says shouldnt matter that much. Even if it feels like it does, if you let their words matter to you, you are giving them all the control.

Its okay to be young and not know a lot. Its okay to not dress alternative for any number of reasons. Its okay to not feel like you could go off and fight bad people. None of those things make you a poser.

[weirdmageddon]

💿⚛️ davejade headcanons

sorry for leaving you guys waiting on this for like a week lol i kept being like “tomorrow for sure” but falling asleep but anyway here it is. i might add more to this if i think if anything but reblogs might not reflect the up to date source version so you can always find it here

most of these are pointing out stuff thats basically canon anyway but whatever lol. basically canon headcanons

dave tries to impress jade to get her attention because he likes her

this ones for you *misses hoop by 5 feet*

he doesnt mind jade’s inane riddles honestly. he isn’t perturbed by how she just knows things like rose is, because he doesnt think into it too far. he trusts her

he spends a lot of time indulging in her interests and showers her in his music and poetry

they draw things for each other a lot <3 jade has the pictionary modus and seems pretty good at drawing and of course dave sent her sbahj as furries in the mail. sending jpegs over the internet is BABY NONSENSE. real boys send their childhood friend/crush pictures they drew for them through the INTERNATIONAL POSTAL SYSTEM to an unspecified island in the middle of nowhere, pacific ocean that gets packages dropped by plane so the recipient can tangibly hold it and hang it in their room

actually i was going through the commentary and hussie addresses it as such:

“Also notice her SBaHJ furry poster, which was clearly a very thoughtful gift from Dave”

aww

jade would give dave a "cool" plushie of a tiger or something nd he keeps it on his desk . froot’s beautiful idea

he loves her plushie sensibilities. so much less unnerving than his bro’s phallic puppets. they're still soft but no cognitive dissonance this time about the softness coming from foam puppet ass hoorayyy

theyre still reading homestuck on act 4 but they understood them instantly

jade humors dave’s ironic cool facade because it makes dave feel more comfortable without feeling too exposed, but it’s because of this that he feels like he can open up to her because she isnt prying. (im still not over the smile here btw. only jade could make dave smile after a fucked evening where he spilled juice on his turntables and accidentally skewered an innocent crow with his sword and broke his window this mf is TYPING. also getting a bit of joy out of the fact that the only visible suit on his cards-themed bedcover in this panel is a heart)

but he knows that jade is not unaware of what he's hiding. couldnt even refute her lol

from the knight’s perspective, it’s “i’m not as [blank] as i appear. i want you know that about me if i know you well and trust you, or i DON’T want you to know that about me if i DON’T know you well. the reason is that i want to know that i can trust you to avoid turning my insecurity into a Whole Thing”

basically she allows dave to take initiative when HE feels comfortable and confident in sharing the things he’s self-conscious about. this really helps him be comfortable and form a strong bond with her

dave would wrap his arms around her to “ironically” imitate a pair of tangle buddy squiddles (while actually concealing genuine affection basically unbeknownst to himself) but he winds up looking just a little too into it for just an “ironic” bit yall……

jade is slower to realize her deeper feelings since she shows love to everyone (so long as theyre deserving of it!!!) it just hits her one day that she actually Likes him in a special way, while for dave it is more dynamic and gradual but very on the downlow, expressed in creative acts and services

once dave actually recognizes he’s really caught feelings for her down the line, dave and jade happily do the tangle buddies hug all the time. its like their handshake. its their weird couple thing

these two when together as a unit they do not give a shit about what other people think of them

this shit lol:

Creative Fucking Powerhouse the two of them

davejade ass song to me

jade is quite spacey and super appreciates dave’s level-headedness and steady pragmatism while at the same time not being a rigid stick in the mud about it. for example when they were acting as each others’ server players dave was advising her but it was appreciated by jade

sorry its just literally socionics duality LITERALLY THIS IS THEMMM (also i spent WAY too much time making these graphics and integrating texts from multiple sources please appreciate it)

fittingly with that, as ouroborista writes about the opposite space-time aspect dichotomy,

Space and Time are the fundamental Aspect pair. Their job is to make shit take place. To create novelty. Between them they span not only all of existence but also the inseparable twin approaches of any creative project. Space goes for breadth, for ideas, for expansive, holistic input, while Time goes for needlepoint focus and a rapid-turnover ability to pull through on the prompt. There’s a reason why these are the two Aspects necessary for any successful session of SBURB.

jade is literally always having a little giggle about him. dave is a funny guy. lame court jester ass boyfriend

he’d draw his post-ironic fursona and show it to her with the usual deadpan expression on his face, eyes obscured by his shades. but jade will look at it and when he sees her smile and laugh it makes it all worth it. his cheeks feel warm and he’ll smile slightly like “heh heh”. dave the type to smile like an idiot over anything jade does like his mouth keeps making a thin line and hes trying to fight it but . Jade

dave thought jade looked absolutely stunning in her 3 in the morning dress his mouth probably stupidly hung open the tiniest amount seeing her after swapping into it

of course she only wears it for what she considers "very special occasions"…..spending time with dave seemed to be a very special occasion :)

jade think dave looks sharp in his suits!!

imagine jade adjusting daves crooked bowtie and lapel and his palms start to sweat and he darts his eyes from behind his shades and chews the inside of his cheek she making him nervous bro 💯

jade is definitely the teaser and dave is the teased. still i dont think jade teases dave as much as john and rose which is why he feels more comfortable opening up to her about his shit. her teasings are much lighter and inconsequential

despite how funny and informal he is dave is a classy well-put-together romantic. he is responsible and harmonious in how he choses to present himself. remember when he got secondhand embarrassment from rose when she was drunk before her date with kanaya and he suggested to her and kanaya that the two reschedule? … he’d NEVER do something like that. sober. suit is ON. hair is neatly combed. he is right on time, not too early not too late, and his first words are “yo whats up”

dave has this designated driver energy about him

after dogtiering jade’s dog ears can perk and flatten, adding even more expressiveness

jade has so many hobbies and interests i think she’d get dave into horticulture somehow unironically

theyre both the kinda mf to ask “would you still love me if i were a worm”

dave’s hands are warm

jade’s skin can be cool to the touch in some places like the back of her arms or shoulders and dave places his hands there to warm them. or by rubbing them or something

idk just some associations space is cool and time is warm to me. the vaccuum of space is cold and time is associated with gears which are associated with generating heat and dave’s classical element is fire and jade’s is earth and her planet is initially covered in snow and daves is covered in lava idk…. just makes symbolic sense i guess but its also cute in its own right

dave would love going to the beach with jade on earth c cause the ocean is so boob i mean boob i mean boob i m,ean boob i mean SHIT . blue. blue

this Fucking animation bro

she infodumps about science and he sits his ass down to listen

jade does this (excuse the fact that the url is roselalonde)

[xanderisbraindead]

Tips to get/maintain emo and scene hair

if u have curly hair u dont have to straighten ur hair. cigsnvalentines (occasionally), taramarizzle, and blue.things.suck (all on tt) r 3 people who don’t. I’ve seen people also achieve the look with braids, locs nd an afro. 4 this i will focus on straight hair but know thats not ur only option.

Take care of ur hair. ik people are liek "you gotta fry ur hair 2 complete the look!!" but fried nd damaged hair feels so gross, its not worth it.(Speaking from experience so dont @ me)

Texturizing powder!! This works n place of/alongside hairspray nd is especially good if ur hair gets greasy

For ppl who r worried abt using aerosol hairspray, they make 1s that r like n a spray bottle. This is the one I use. It’s technically a mousse but like… it works. it kinda smells like alcohol tho

Keep a little comb in ur pocket, the wind is rude and hates cool hair. This is pretty obvious but I love my little comb

If ur hair is curly, follow the process of a silk press when you straighten it.

Not a tip, a warning: u’re gonna fuck up ur fringe at least once, it happens to the best of us

That said, I dont think u can rlly mess up with cutting ur own hair, like ive cut my fringe way too short nd been like 'oh shit what did i do' but like its the sex, like its bad n a hot way

Razor blades, even if they’re new and sharp can still split your ends… I learned that the hard way. They are great for layering tho so like yolo. ig ur hair being wet can make it less likely 2 split but like, :/

I really would not go 2 a hairdresser unless they're like the cool ones that will actually listen 2 u. You could req like a shag then cut ur fringe further

idrk how to describe cutting ur fringe initially... Theres a lot of tuts on youtube for that. I'll probably make a like picture tutorial on it, i personally hate videos maybe some1 else is like that 2

[a-cakehound-or-critter-a-day]

How do you draw cakehounds like that it's perfect. They r so shaped.

first of all- thank you so much I'm glad you like my lil doodles of em!! :') as to how- practice, referencing and trying to think of them as 3 dimensionally one can!

This was done in a hurry and not the best example but, trying to play around with shapes, nd not being afraid to draw the dastardly forward facing cake hound [/silly] is a pretty good start!

[take these diagrams with a grain of salt as I dont use em personally :') just an example! If you wanna use em to draw thats cool though!] Overall have fun doodling, even if its not perfect it's still a cakehound so plenty loveable! <:')

some refences I use under the cut!

this is the main page I use for all the types and variants, plenty lil friends to pick from <:) theres plenty more options in the game itself or the wikis so lots of material to work with, I personally use this page and a couple of cake hound plushies for examples! Hope this helps :D

[daemon-in-my-head]

Okay here's my impromptu datv review that nobody asked for but I feel a certain need to ramble. Spoilers duh

Shit I vibe with:

The hair. Not the selection but the overall way it was implemented. It's nice and flowy and actually moves when my character does which is pretty neat and definitely hits a spot I didn't know have

Exploration is kinda fun. As in, getting sidetracked by side paths and the likes

Contrary to popular opinion I actually like my Character having a voice and actually being part of the conversation, so that's cool

Considerably minor choices have an impact. And now I want to punch Solas for being a smug asshole after I was a dick. I mean cmon he kinda deserved that one

You can somewhat customize your room. That's fun

Also; aquarium room yay

Stuff thats just 'fine'

The character creator. The scars are cartoonish, the tattoo selection is something, for lack of better term, and the hair selection at least for elves is atrocious. But, there are a lot of sliders for the face and body itself and you can get lost in them for quite a while

The atmosphere is alright. Environment is pretty to look at usually

The tarot art and stuff is pretty

Shit I definitely don't like

The lightning, or lack thereof. Somehow my white haired dude has black hair everywhere but in the lighthouse where it's somewhat muddy gray. Outside of the character creator I don't think I've actually seen the color I chose. Seemingly not an issue for dark hairs tho

The action combat. Don't get me wrong, looked super fun, and may be, but at least as a warrior who needs to get up and close to enemies half of the time I just don't see shit cuz of the weird camera angles. The darkspawn and shit are especially horrible cuz the blight usually covers the mark that would tell me whether or not an incoming attack is blockable. Which is fun if your combat kinda relies on you blocking shit.

Complaining further about the 'action combat'; it's so oddly slow at times? At least the warrior combat doesn't feel particularly fast, especially dynamic attacks like dodging, rushing or jumping. Which yk, you'd think would be fast. Then again, I am used to incredibly fast-paced combat and games in general (yk the kind that doesnt even allow you to think), so that might be working at my disadvantage rn.

Further complaining about the combat +1; the tutorial is shit. I'm sorry but text dumps ain't a tutorial that's a wiki or smth. Tell me which button to press in a tutorial fight while I actually need it and see my actions immediately translated and don't tell me 2 seconds after spawning 'hey u can dodge like this' only to have absolutely no reason to dodge for the next 10 minutes and 3 cutscenes. That's just lazy game design

The combat controls. Listen I know this is super nitpicky but who the fuck uses space to dodge as standard control in 2024 and why do you hate your players like that?

The writing. It's so on the nose. It's legitimately written for people without any critical thinking ability or attention span or whatever. Also it's so fucking repetitive. Yes we've established the elven gods are evil like 10 times in the last 60 seconds. I think I understand now. Can we talk about literally anything else please?

It feels like all characters have this 'try not to smile now' smile all the time. The stakes are supposed to be high but everyone's just grinning about. It does definitely impact the vibe

Being a sarcastic bitch sometimes is as morally gray as this game gets

The story is paced slowly. Which could be a win, but in this case feels more like a drag or a timestretch to artificially increase the content.

I've been a bitch to harding, nearly killed her, told her to stay back multiple times, overall did only thinks she disapproves of and I still rizzed her up somehow. Why. How. Does it even matter if they approve or disapprove of my actions? So far it doesn't rly seem like it

Why do you allow me to pet cats nd stuff if I can't actually see it happening. -100 points just for this one in particular

Most of the NPCs are copy pasted models and I can't unsee it. BG3 spoiled my ass with their diversity.

Turn your brain off and it's fine. Nice to look at. 60€ worth nice to look at? I'm rly not sure. Oh but definitely don't try to think if you listen to or read the dialogue cuz it will physically hurt you.

Will I keep playing it? Idk, honestly I am kinda bored after the initial 'oh new shiny game' wore off even though the concept is exactly the shit I usually vibe with. But welp, we'll see, whatever happens happens, for now I'll just disappear back into the void where I came from and probably take a nap.

[comvi]

OH YEAH BUD? BUDDYERsTION? I MADE MAC AND CHEEsE BEAT THAT!!!!11 INFODUMP ABOUT ANYGAME.ORANYONE.NOW!!!!!!

wrong fucking gif

urg macaronic is pretty darn good……. You got me right in the heart there………..

HMRRR OKAY………. I dont feel in the “infodumping” headspace rught now BUT i can give some headcanons of mine for lampert, perrhaps?

vvvv under cut (cause this was longer than i initially planned)

-his body is sewn and plush-like, with a polyester(?) stuffing, and pellets/beads in places like his tummy and feet, so hes very light (which also means easy to grab….. QUUIKC PICK HIM UP AND SPIN HIM IN CIRCLES!!!)

-unsure what specific material/fabric he would be made of, but i think something from sherpa fleece or boucle, to frosted minky.

-if he cut himself on accident, or somehow tore his body, he can usually just stitch some new fabric right on it and itll close up to normal in a few hours-days depending on how big the tear was.

-the light he emits in the day is usually warm/a yellowish-orange colour, and when its night it changes to a cool blue-hue. but he can change it to a more red-ish colour if he’d like to (as warmer colours are better for sleep, so i imagine he’d do this while trying to get his loved ones to sleep nd whatnot)

-he loves to collect SOFT thigns like plsuhes CAUSE I SAID SO!!!!!!!!! i imagine he has like. a lil nest of them all stored somewhere. hes like a weird chipmunk to me,.

-fat and gay of course. hope my art of him has gotten this across LOL

-i dont personally think he *can actually* eat (due to being a plush and whatnot). if he ate something, especially a liquid, it would just make him dirty/soggy, and hes a germaphobe canonically if im right so…. right not very ideal for him

-very unfamiliar with the internet and almost never uses it except for when infected/kasper is around. because of this he understands some very specific internet slang/terms, but also doesnt know a LOT.

-his home is the ikea he comes from, so he has a little fort there he sleeps in/thats basically his home. but every now-and-then he likes to go over to infecteds/kaspers house and just sleep on his couch. for fun.

-^if he DID have his own house, i think it would be made of wood with a carpet flooring (so its comfortable/wont risk splinters from the wood on his feet, since hes made of a soft material). lights would be off other than when people are around because he enjoys it that way.

-ACTUALLY hes not very much of a people person. rooted in being neurodivergent, hes unsure what specifically though.

-he knows a lot about different fabrics but HE HATES VELVET!!!!!!!!!! i dont like velevwt…..

-he has trouble using his hands/holding things/etc due to their stiff/unmoving position (due to being a plush. his hands are glove-like)

-has symptoms of chronic fatigue no im not explaining this one.

-he has a little heart stitched onto his chest, got it with infected/kasper. this would kinda be like the plush equivalent of a tattoo/piercing/that kinda stuff for him, i’d think.

-LOVES playing puppet combo games, and games with those kinds of graphics/style. plays other games like nintendo ones with other people like split sometimes too.

OKAY DONE!!! SORRY for any spelling mistakes and how LONG this is once i started i just COUDLNT STOP.

[nouveauxamoris]

i think u should post more design hcs... if i may suggest the big three in the bitch brigade :3

IM SO ON IT! just like the last design hc post, i’ll add little rundowns of some of the design traits!

DAZAI

my dazai design has gone thru a LOT of phases, as well as just a bit of exploration… a few common and solidified traits about him however:

- dazai’s very tan, and his hair is VERY curly, bordering coily. in my hc he’s ethnically mixed :3 (japanese and bangladeshi!)

- soft but sharp face, big nose, and soft big eyes. thick eyebrows too! i based his colour scheme off the manga one, so, dark brown almost black hair instead of a lighter brown, and dark brown eyes instead of a chestnut brown.

- SNAKEBITE PIERCINGS! in me nd the lovely @fiftyofhearts ‘ hcs (hes the asker here hai ethan :3), he got them done w ranpo and yosano.

- he’s fat. okay. i said so. the silhouette of his big ass clothes (the trenchcoat specifically) makes him look a little smaller, but thats still very much true.

- he’s scruffy. goes through periods of shaving vs not shaving but generally has a little bit of wispy facial hair more often than not. also, he’s transmasc!!! he binds w bandages also its not good. don’t do what he does. i don’t encourage unsafe binding

- 14 to 16-zai was very hyperfem. i don’t think he had that realization that he was trans until a liiiil bit later. maybe around 17? very subtly transitioned. i dont think he outwardly came out to many people other than probably chuuya, oda, and ango. everyone else just caught on eventually. he definitely went solely by his last name to disassociate from his deadname and eventually chose the name “osamu” as his first later on

- prisonzai is FULL of facial hair! his hair has gotten a lil longer too. that’s due to the fact that i’d imagine honestly his hair grows Very fast. and they’re not gonna give him a razor to shave this is literally prison

- he’s a lesbian btw

SIGMA

somehow, the sigma design has stayed relatively linear.

- LATINA SIGMA REALNESS!!!!!!!!!! a little ethnically ambiguous canonically because she was made from a book. duh. but tbh i think shes argentinian

- tan skin, very cool undertone. soft and droopy eyes, SUPER thick eyebrows, and white eyelashes. very round face and big and wide arched nose. she has a bit of a pathetic and sopping wet look to her, but she still looks very kind and gentle. most of the time while she’s masking (usually while working), that kinda works in her favour. adds to the warm and inviting feeling she’s got goin on. however, her resting face is very sad and miserable.

- she’s tall and lanky, kinda skinny. very lean and relatively average build. her colour scheme and outfit design is adjacent to the way she’s drawn in the manga. i love her so much but i dont like the anime depiction of her outfit… sorry bbg. she’s perfect in every way however

- i think generally, she’s very androgynous. enjoys dressing very androgynously too. you know how in stormbringer lippmann is described as like, so androgynous to the point where if he dressed femininely men would go crazy ‘nd if he dressed masculinely women would go crazy?? yeah. she’s got something similar goin on. switches between dressing femininely and masculinely and very in-between often. always doing something cute.

- in my eyes she is so transfem. no sort of medical transition, tho… just socially. came out that page serving cunt and she’ll continue to the day she dies

- she wears press on nails me-thinks. usually black almonds or stilettos, sometimes she switches it up to purple however.

- hair cut is kinda weird but like ???? its like if u mixed a hime cut w a wolf cut basically. or smthn like that. lots of layers. yes that’s her natural hair colour btw, she’s just cute like that.

- she’s also a lesbian btw

JŌNO

i’m only rlly getting into drawing jōno recently.. so lots of things keep changing. however, i HAVE decided on something.

- jōno is very much so blasian. lightskinted…. hair is pretty wavy but rests pretty straight just cuz of the haircut. the red is dyed btw. she didn’t care much abt the colour, someone asked to fuck w her hair, and she begrudgingly told them to go crazy. everyone seems to like it however, so she’s down w it.

- SMILE LINES. SMILE LINES AND EYE WRINKLES. product of keeping her eyes closed literally all the time. and her stupid smug resting face. she’s also filled with freckles and beauty marks. majority of them are on her face, but she’s definitely got some around her body as well.

- jōno is Tall. around 5’11” ethan has decided. she’s got a very graceful build but she’s NOT small, nor thin. lots of muscle and fat collecting around her thighs and legs, her strongest asset when it comes to physical strength methinks. have you SEEN how violently she’s able to kick people??? cmon now.

- very elegant woman in every aspect Except personality. i love her she’s actually SUCH a bitch

- again. TRANSFEM! if i like a male character.. heh… well… let’s just say they’re no longer male. (unless you’re dazai. he’s boybossing it up every day)

- she’s ALSO a lesbian btw

- i don’t have a lot to say for her i just love her so much omg

[scarybeetle]

hi its october now, yesterday was my fake birthday! for all of september i think we were in a town in oregon. it was okay there was ppl who gave you food and there was a lot of fruit trees. i think this was the most fruit ive eaten off of trees in almost forever.

im glad my friend was there and she shared fruit with me!! i met her again at the library in this town and i rlly liked hanging out. i was depressed for a week bcuz i have a crush on her, but then i tried to kiss her and we kissed. it was rlly fun i was so happy i was walkin arnd smiling everywhere nd the flowers were so pretty and there were butterflies in my tummy. i hope we kiss again... also we went to the beach fr a couple days and it was okay, there was jelly guys washed up and birds and it was windy.

i saw another friend a few times and i like her. i felt kinda bad for her bcuz she had a job. im trying to be living my life so i don't have to go to work, i want to go other places! im sorry if u have a job, i hope u figure out how to stop. i want to take a nap on a sandbar and know we're dreaming of you too. but yeah it was cool 2 c her, it took us to a fighting group in a park and now i want to do combat games w my friends again.

... mostly i remember being rlly high on caffeine listening to music on the bus. it was nice. i talked to a few ppl and it was mostly depressing but i think a few people made me smile and maybe laugh.

my girlfriend invented a card game and we played it so much im so happy abt this, its been the best time ive had playing cards!! very excited for the future of playing little games w my friends!!

okay, i dont know, i thought i wanted to write a diary for septemper and thought abt saying other things but thats all i want to type into my phone tonight. anyways its october now and im going somewhere else. good luck, lots of love, hope to see you soon

[westerburgresidence]

What Heathers characters do you ship and what are your headcanons for them

HELLOok so i kinda rambled alot i didnt mean too uhm AUTISM GO BRRRRR but like.... haheyayayya i like sharing ask me for more if u want..... or for speciifc ships i love them all hhrhrtrhrhrh..

Also i use the word toxic in here alot i think IDK, I couldnt think of a better word 😭😭 ssorryyyyyyy....

ok so tbh like. I can get behind pretty much any ship from heathers.. Like if u tell me about a ship and ur really like HRHRGRGRG about it ME TOO ME TOO ME TOO i will JOIN IN ON THAT but really thats the same with any fandom im in liek i will be enthusiastic both with and for you BUT my personal favs are chanduke (heather chandler x heather duke) , kind of any jd x heathers ship cause i think theyre all pretty cool , and jdronica ,, Mainly because all of them can be seen as so insanely toxic but also twisted into really cute n silly and I love both interpretations

um my favourite headcanons for them . Vary i guess,, Im like. a multishipper in a headcanon sense. i give alot of contradictings headcanons and just mess with the ones i like most at the time.. so

my favourites for chanduke are mostly toxic and stuff so... um... :3

i like to think that heather will egg on heathers bulimia, like purposely mention stuff like "oh youre getting chubby" playing it off as lighthearted or teasing but she knows what shes doing I THINK THATS KINDA HRHSHAHRH cuz, heather will take comments abt hersef like REALLY personally especially about her body And the same with SH, i think both of them woulf SH (Heather for mainly attention and also a little bit of escapism and Heather mainly for escapism and only a little for attention) nd they'd tell eachother their scars r hot and stuff and encourage the other to cut more... but also for toxicity dislikers heather would totally help heather with stuff like pulling her hair back for her when shes puking n stuff and. Goddgdhs Theyre the girls ever:((((((;

okum ,, I might jusg list one(or 2) of my favourite headcanons for each jd x heather ship cuz. Like i love them all😭

for chandean (heather chandler n jd) i like projecting on them the most cause it reminds me of one of my friends n i's relationship (i cut em off ages ago:(( ) butburbut heather n jd would date mainly just for their egos . Like heather would purposely feed into JDs superiority complex n JD would purposefully feed into hers, they'd be the most toxic couple ever but it works for them and heather also kind of just likes it that way cuz they'r both bitches to eachoyher and they should NOT be dating but if the other ever tried to break it off it'd just be met with suicide threats. like "i will fucking kms and my blood will be on your hands" but i feel like only jd would say that stuff . Heather wpuld just manipulate by crying n guilt tripping

hjmmgn for uhm jduke (jd and heather duke) i kinda have more lighthearted and fluffy ones? I do have afew more . Worse hcs for them but most the stuff i write for thrm is mainly hurt/comfort and just fluffy romantics.. Heather is really into gardening and she teaches jd stuff,, idk :,p One of the more toxic ones i have for them is kinda the same surrounding chandean.. Heather would attempt to leave jd afew times (only like 3 before she gave up) but he'd just threaten her or his own life, manipulate her n stuff.. I mainly project in a more positive sense than i do witht others on tbese guys 😭

And for JD and heather mcnamara (Idk their ship name), I think they'd be cuties........ like Cuties in a "oh my fucking god your boyfriend is insane" way. jd woudl control Heather in alot of subtle ways at first (small stuff like clothes, hair, her makeup. He'd influence change) and then get heather to a point where she literally did most stuff with his opinion in mind and where she based her opinions and thoights on his and if she wver tried to leave him, he'd manipulate her n stuff like,, what wpuld she do without him and yk stuff along those lines:3

uhmmmn And jdronica. Please i have so many headcanons for them they both need to be jailed . Literalky eveyrthinbfg wrong with them canon . I just headcanon theyr 10x worse than in canon... like.. idk how to explain it. already existing facts r worse . I also think jd would encourage veronica to be more harmful towards people like telling her lashing out at friends was fine n normal and a healthy way to cope and like cutting and stuff was also healthy and everyone does it::....... I thjnk theyre fucked up little cuties

[protectingtulpas]

Hello ! I have a weird question ! Sorry !

But how old is a one year nd a half tupper ? Like how developed is someone w this much ?? Assuming chatting regularly w friends and sometimes possessive switches ??

When speaking w ppl some tend to assume said tupper like "they are smart but still v young and still learning!". Currently about switching issues nd taking over responsibilities and blacking out unwillingly !

Asking anonymous bc any alter origin in our sys is secret we dont disclose ! But i can DM you ! Is ok

Thank you have a great day !!!

Heyo!

Okay, lemme break this down for ya, cuz it looks like there's a lot going on here.

Tulpas develop at different speeds per host per tulpa, it really all depends! The weird thing about being a "young tulpa" is that you're not mentally a "little", per se, but you're still learning how to be self aware and you don't have much life experience yet, so you're still not... Fully down pat yet, I guess??? LOL but yeah it depends on how long pre-response forcing took, but I wouldn't usually call a tulpa thats been around for a year and a half "young" in terms of how the community uses it with like, mental faculties and experience and such. Depends, tho

Tulpas don't need to switch in to be any more fully self aware than ones who don't, they can live perfectly happy lives in co-con and the wonderland if they want! But if you're getting unwilling blackouts and switches happening unconsciously for life stuff, you might wanna look into your system having some kinda Complex Dissociative Disorder element to it, man. On the flipside tho, if you're sure of ur tulpas origin, it's pretty common for tulpas in disordered systems to adapt uniquely to disordered functioning. Like how my host made me ground up, but I still became the system's main protector. Some tulpas get blackouts, but I've heard of others that can help be a throughline for their system to communicate when they otherwise couldn't! Super cool, honestly.

If you still have questions, go ahead and shoot another ask or a dm, i uuuhhh think ive got em open? See ya mate

[fish-at-fish-fish-resort]

holds out hands . may i hear your oc lore

since this is a sequel to this unanswered ask from my main

ill give you my agents (and 2 related ocs) bc giving you all the ocs in one post will be really hard i have SO MANY. too many. ANYWAY sillies under cut!!!

lets start with 3 because thats where the timeline starts

heres a p old timeline drawing thingy that still holds up i think

yeah just read through it. holds up. three is mostly the target of self projection lmao.

smore fun facts ab them:

they were team callie in the s1 final fest

they are wildly competitive

they sleep with an eyemask on bc the scrred eye glows in the dark (it bothers eight)

they value abilities over looks on gear so most their outfits are atrocious unless someone forces them to look good.

they can speak octarian

if they had a penny for every time they let an octarian who just got to inkopilis live with them theyd have two pennies. which isnt a lot but its weird it happened twice right?

which brings us to the next one which is actually an octoling oc i made back in like 2016??? def splatoon 1 era. shes been redesigned a bajillion times but the story is mostly the same. after the octavio fight she is also one of those octos who tried to get to inkopolis. this one was found by three who was like. i jave no idea what ur saying ur coming with the the old man totes knows octarian from his divorce. this n that and they teach eachother language and culture and its sweet and cool and they probabyl had some wlw stuff going on until 3 had a wholeass gender crisis

this is her btw. the drawing on the right is more up to date. im still thinking of renaming her. ill never find a name that fits. her original name was marianna but thats too close to marina!!!!!

shes also a fashion designer! she likes to use traditional octarian or military designs in her clothes. her pieces are not meant for turf wars though. shes still in close contact with three, and they hang out a lot. she wants to get three to ask the squid sisters if they could wear some of her clothes on a splatfest. three forgets.

next up!!!!! agent 4. i have two of those. they independently became agent 4 and then unrelatedly also became college roommates.

hash is more of a canon adjacent agent 4. poser, loser, really dramatic and really loud. kidna does whatever they want and also likes to leave graffitti on the kettles they clear. theyre also an only child. they also call marie mom jsut to annoy her. also their hairstyle is the bob in the front but the back is spiky/shaved. theyre a silly lil punk.

ikarus is a cynical asshole. and also a self centered poser whos set on looking cool for whoevers watching. he has 2 younger siblings and 1 older sister. hes from outside greater inkopolis, thinks hes better than the in city inkopolitans but behaves the exact same. he sucks i love him. he really looks up to n respects marie bc she reminds him of his elder sister. his fav brand is toni kensa

ikarus got the agent job first, n got rlly mad when they found out that theres another agent 4 bc he didnt show up enough nd marie just hired someone else. they share a uniform. they try to annoy eachother by puttinf the weirdest smelling stuff in the uniform b4 leaving it at the canyon. when talking ab em as agent 4 i like to use #4 for hash and n°4 for ikarus

the two also have a 3rd roommate

she doesnt have a name though. and if she does i forgot it :(

the three actually make a pretty good unit in their apartement. hash and ikarus only find out theyre both agent 4 when its time for the boss fight and both of them show up to get it done with. theyre both very competitive. they end up fighting over it and hash wins. ikarus is on the truck w sheldon and marie and is yelling insults at the battlefield until marie shuts him up so she can sing.

thw three roommates also always do salmon run shifts together. if they fuck up on a wave they always blame it on the one freelancer. yes they also kiss.

for eight i actually made this ref here recently!

theyve always been really fascinated with inklings and also were going to become an engineer before running off and landing in the metro.

they are very well spoken but also pretty shy. they try to make a good impression on people. finds it hard to trust others.

it took a while until he got used to sleeping in a bed. still sleeps with an eye open sometimes. its a habit.

theyre usualyl the one forcing three into at least okay looking clothes. oh also this tall loser likes to wear heels n platforms. hes literally taller than marina and still wears heels.

he actually started learning inklish back in octo valley from really outdated books. after coming to inkopolis hes been given a buncha annotated language books from marina (and from three, who still had the ones they used w the other octo girlie). but they still end up using some really old phrases and words that kinda leave some people perplexed.

oh also they're not THAT good at fighting (they were never a soldier) theyre smart and persistent though. still ended up severely in debt w pearl bc of the metro. pearl offered he can just work as stage crew for off the hook for a few tours or so and theyre good. he took the offer immediately bc bro barely got income to repay that all normally.

[ghostboyhood]

whats a favorite fairytale of yours? :3c

aaa oh my god,, idk if i have just one so heres a few i like 🤭🤭

i think the most popular i liked was hansel and gretel as a kid,, i liked the idea of two siblings hanging out and getting along (nd working tg to defeat the witch).. i didnt have a good relationship w my sister growing up so i think thats why but i was also fascinated w the idea that such a popular kids story was so.. morbid? my grandma is christian so she raised me that way nd her telling me that story was interesting

the little prince was also a favorite!! my aunt and i would watch the show (theres a 2010s one i think?? its not that one) so its pretty nostalgic.. i also loved the book it was so pretty.. then the movie came out in 2015 and i was in loveee with the animation style, its so cool.. i really liked space and foxes when i was younger which definitely drew me to the story more, and as a little trans kid who didnt know it i always put myself into the shoes of little boys to cope ig?? and the little prince was definitely one of them!! i also related a lot to the little prince and looking back he had a lot of the traits some autistic ppl do which makes sense 😭😭😭 idk if this totally counts as a fairytale but i looked it up and it said yes soo

and then lastly would have to be little match girl,, its really fucking sad but thats why i like it sm.. its abt a little girl who is trying to sell matches during the winter but fails to, she doesnt go home as to not disappoint her father who she says will beat her for coming home empty handed, she eventually lights them to keep herself warm.. as shes lighting them she sees visions of food and warmth and her grandmother who died,, she asks her grandmother to take her with her because she is the only person who ever loved her, so she lights a bunch at once and her grandmother does just that... SORRY TO BE SO MORBID!! but shit dude that one never fails to make me cry or at the very least tear up 💀 i remember my aunt and i reading that one one day as well,, you can see a pattern w me liking things my aunt and i read/watched tg

NO BUT THIS WAS SO FUN TO THINK ABOUT,, I HAVENT THOUGHT ABOUT FAIRYTALES IN SO LONG SO THANK YOU!!!!

[transzilla]

I think you hit on an idea for like, why it's so difficult for me to be sexual or talk about trauma. I Always feel as if "I'm ruining" a good situation or discussion by doing something or bringing up a certain topic. Is it always like this?? It brings a lot of unnecessary shame and stress by because I feel as if I've got to live by other people's rules.

It depends, some people really will like. react that strongly and IMO pretty unfairly. With sexual stuff like it is probably partially cus yr not cishet like if i was married to a woman i could joke about not getting much sleep last night wink wink nudge nudge or that oh my daughter was conceieved there or we're "trying for a baby" nd nobody would really say anything but ig even if theyre not overtly homophobic the hookupy nature of it and the fact that id have to teach a 101 in just how it functions has people clutching their pearls. Plus with trauma if people just haven't gone through the same thing they get scared LOL like people wanna make it seem like you're the bad guy and make all these social rules like oh youre TRAUMA DUMPING like.. is it trauma dumping with somebody ive known for years?? that i consider a close friend?? Are they really a close friend if they cant fucking listen to me on one thing? Like when you elaborate suddenly youre the one that sounds like an asshole lmao

Like dont get me wrong theres a time and a place like nobody wants to be that guy. Like I had to learn where to keep my mouth shut just because it was making people uncomfortable, even if sometimes its not my fault like with trauma youre really not a bad person you just need help and people arent interested in helping. Nd like thats their business yk you just need to move on some people are squeamish, thts fine they can go back to watching baby shark. With sex its like confusing cus people will make hints and innudendo but you talk about it like a fucking adult and all of a sudden you're doing something wrong dndjrjsn but like ok whatever guess I won't talk abt it anymore. Its hard to be like oh well this entire time and place of your life needs to be kept secret like a fucking underground witch coven or something especially when it takes up a pretty big part. But there are cool ones like there will be ppl who went through the same thing there will be people who actually have sex and you can actually have a discussion with like not everyone is annoying like that, let them lead like you might have to drop pins if you dont know the person that well but some people are bros! Youll find them.

[soliddaddy96]

6, 7, 8, 12 tomoss? is he even lgbt i dont think you've mentioned

hes homophobic

6. How does your oc feel about labels? Theirs, or in general?

he doesnt have time for that . hes too busy building bombs or (not) building his house . with season 2 i think hed just be like hmm im transgender. so thats cool.a nd then move on with his life . 2 me hes aroace

7. Is there something that could cause your oc to question their identity? What?

not really . i dont think he ever thinks about himself in that regard . the only thing hes ever mulled over is whether or not he looks gay with brunette bangs . besides that hes pretty content w being queer

8. Have they had struggles with their identity, be it due to internal or external reasons?

after his escape from the laboratory i think he would wonder whether or not his feelings regarding his gender/sexuality were an extension of daves or something truly his own . in the end he chooses not to care because hes pretty content with that he is ^_^

12. Does/did your oc ever wish they could change the way they are? Why? If it's in the past, how did they get over the feeling? (this can be about internalized homo/transphobia)

i think the only thing he wishes he could change was what species he was 😭he longs to feel belonging in Home despite how welcoming everyone is . when hes younger its kindve liek "UGHHHH i want cool horns and freakish eyes like my dad ..." but gradually turns into "this is yet another way im alienated from my family, and yet again it is my own doing. how strange it is to be anything at all" < what happens to a man when he is 13 forever i guess . i think hes kindve happy hes trans because it gives him Something to relate with his parents ... i imagine at least Once in his life hes like "haha ...w ere both trans ... like father like son am i right ..? haha ..." but hes lame and awkward about it as he is with most things . so

looking back hes probably one of my most normal guys regarding being queer .. good heavens . this 13 yr old boy is beating like 20 something year olds im cyring