#nathan vent

[nathanland]

I blame this one girl back in my catholic school years for giving me the blonde white girl fetish

[fancybendy]

" Do you think if I fall in the water, would I become part of the ocean like ink to water? Or would I just sink? "

[katetorias]

🧶a drawing trying to describe what I felt after my therapist said something during our session. something I have to come to terms with over and over is accepting that I was a victim (our therapist likes survivor better). its hard to admit you were manipulated.

(this is system art, specifically about my memories of being groomed by Jefferson. pls keep this in mind)

[cladestruction]

cool ass drawing i made for a dtiys on ig. thought maaaybe you guys might like looking at it and stuff. yeah

here without the club lights. and yeah i'm a sucker for adding grain to the drawing hehe

the dtiys is from @/vvronsky on instagram, followers dtiys! check him out! his art is very very cool!

tmi: it's been a couple of days and op still hasn't seen my entry apparently? and i'm getting a bit anxious bc of it :( i've noticed they don't take long when posting other people's entries so,,, and i've tagged them properly and all! i would insist just in case they haven't been notified or something but uuuh i don't want to bother him by being too intense either :((( makes me think if he saw something wrong with my drawing or something? don't know. anyway have a good day y'all xo

[sobredunia]

Do I really have to make myself breaking-down-sobbing miserable over not doing something every single time I am not perfectly productive for you to believe that I have a disability that disables me from being perfectly productive

[soulreader05]

✩ ✨𝒯𝓇𝒶𝓊𝓂𝒶 𝒟𝓊𝓂𝓅 ✨✩ 𝕮𝖆𝖓𝖉𝖞 𝕭𝖔𝖜𝖑🍬

This is a crack fic, I did this for sh*t’s and giggles cause I’m bored.

All of these kids are Oscar Isaac Characters adopted children.

⚠️ Warning ⚠️ : these are kids who are trauma dumping, there some stuff that will be said that could probably triggering for some readers, so please read this at your own risk. Know that you’re loved and cared for.

Jamie Alvarez : “Hi, my name is Jamie, and one time my alcoholic mother told me I was born as a mistake and that I’m reason my brother unalived himself. I brought a pack of gushers.”

*Dumps the candy into the bowl, you can hear a voice in the background say ‘holy shit’ and someone letting out a snort.*

Ebele Tavarez : “Hello, my name is Ebele, I still haven’t figured out if my birth parents really loved me or not and I still keep thinking that the older girls in orphanage who bullied me were right about that nobody will ever really want me. I brought sour patch kids.”

*Ebele lets out sorrowful chuckle as they dump their candy into the ball while Jamie pats their back lightly for moral support.*

𝐇𝐢𝐛𝐚 & 𝐒𝐡𝐞𝐛𝐚 : “We’re Hiba and Sheba and we spent most of our childhood as literal slaves to bunch of shitty men because that’s simply our curse as Djinns…oh and our mother is dead. We brought airhead bites.”

Antonio : *Can’t hold his laughter* “My name is…I’m sorry…Let me calm down. Okay. I’m Tony, and one time, when I was ten, my step-dad threatened to unalive me, saying that if I keep acting like a skippy queer, he’s gonna make sure I die like my mother…my mum died in a car accident…I was with her. I brought war heads.”

*You hear Jamie’s voice in the background whispering loudly ‘What the fxck’ and one of the other kids trying to hold back their laughter.*

Romeo Tell : “I’m Romeo…I get physically and sexually harassed every day at school…and not just by classmates. I brought jolly ranchers.”

*You could hear the twins wheezing in the background and Antonio saying ‘damn.’*

Yuka : “My name is Yuka…Growing up in a hidden base, raised to be a weapon, meant I had to go through heavy intense training, one of my trainers pushed me so hard that it triggered something in me..so I snapped his neck…I brought airheads.”

*Almost everyone in the room is quiet as Yuka dumps their candy into the trauma bowl.*

Bambi Jackson : “Hi, I’m Bambi, and before I met Jack, I was in a wilderness therapy camp and one of the camp counselor tried to molest me because they wanted to know if I was a real boy or not. I brought fruit roll-up’s.”

*You could hear Romeo and Antonio saying ‘Trans Solidarity, brother.’ in the background.*

Augustus : “My name is Gus…my mum is a crazy crocodile goddess that wanted to kill every human who could possibly be bad on earth…I brought oranges.”

*Every kid bursted out laughing and you can hear the twins in the background trying to explain to Gus that oranges aren’t candy.*

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Tags : @ominoose @hoedamn-eron @sillymarillly @ladywynne @minigirl87 @iolaussharpe-24

I apologize to you all for what you will read but in my defense, I was bored and left unsupervised.

P.S. I couldn’t add Daisy in this because she would say something very explicit that would be very hard to explain to Gus, who’s only ten years old, it’s bad enough that Yuka was there, not say that Yuka is all bad, she’s just very blunt.

[waywardsou2]

I'm sorry to rain on Jean and Scotts parade here but for fuck's sake I am so sick and fucking tired of real love being connected to a baby.

I think it's cute and all that they finally got to have a kid and have their happy family

But "Nathan is a reminder of the purest love two can share" Like come the fuck on Jean. For fuck's sake people can still be in love to the 10th degree and a baby doesn't have to be involved.

I am so fucking sick of the message that true and complete love comes when two people have a baby.

Love is still true if it's just two, love is still true if it's not familial, love is still true if it's a dude and a kitten he rescued. I'm so tired of "real" and "true" love coming from people making a baby.

Just fuck off with that already

I know I probably seem horrible and heartless but I am fucking sick of this.

I never plan to have a baby, and I can't get anyone pregnant, but that doesn't mean that my love for my future partner isn't as true as people who decide to have a kid.

Kids are not the only way to show that your love is "true" and you don't need kids to be a family.

The baby is not like some medal that makes love between two people official, and I wish people would stop saying it is. Babies are not trophies and babies are not necessary for a relationship

For Pete fucking sake I am so done with this bullshit

As much as I love Jean and Scott this is why Logan will always be my favorite because the most important people to him are FOUND family. He doesn't need all that other stereotypical bullshit to be happy and he's a good representation of that for others.

I'm sick of "real" love being a man, a woman and their kid(s)

Sorry for my rant. I just...I get tired of this message always being so prevalent. Because it's not relatable to all and I wish there was more diversity on this in the foreground.

And I don't mean to say that the traditional family is bad. That's not what I'm trying to say. I just don't have a lot of luck with family and I get tired of it being the main message of shows like these. Because family isn't everything, but that's never the main message in a romance scenario.

[monstersw1thv1bes]

just watched the episode where kelly was like "we should be mates" and like. seriously. how did the writing get so bad after series 1?

[aquaticfreakshow-sys]

Oh no a vent post

[mayorundertheplumtree]

Really enjoy the feeling of just waking up and knowing that I missed Nathan's live stream.

Really, I'm not sad at all.

(; ^ ;) Nope.

[nathanland]

It's tragic that I love cats so much but I don't have any cats of my own

[fancybendy]

"It will be okay soon, Just hold on a little longer."

[flosnix]

( oc / nathan )

the color of happiness is hard to see

[crows-home]

ok now here's what bugs me about Fire Emblem/ Nathan because fuck. TW for discussions of sexual assault, but it's p retty much just me ranting about the pervert anime trope.

Like any other anime even vaguely involving women, I was really worried about the sexualization of female characters or just flat-out grossness that might pop up. Casual sexism, casual groping, all those things played for jokes, etc. Theres always one pervert that goes after the girls, and it sucks. The girls are always victimized, and nothing gets done. Everyone else just sighs or chuckles and goes "oh, classic Pervert! So silly" It always makes me want to chew glass. I don't think I would have stuck with this series if I saw that tbh.

And unfortunately, there was some of that. A lot of that. Mainly from Nathan/ Fire Emblem, the openly queer character.

I've always despised the "pervert character" anime trope. It's always played for laughs, always brushed off, just serves to pander to some audience. "But ooohh, it's ok!! The person gets hit/ told off repeatedly its all good!! :)" No. No it's fucking not. It's annoying, uncomfortable, and is the reason I have trouble interacting with a lot of anime these days. Because that shit is just always around, played for jokes, ruining the episodes no matter how good the plot is.

So. then there's Nathan, a queer character of color that I really wanted to root for and relate to, in the beginning. But throughout all of season 1, he's always groping someone's ass and making some comment that the other person clearly doesn't like. I'm mainly thinking about Antonio/ Bison right now. And I know what people will say. "Bison is strong enough. If he really didn't like it, he would tell Nathan to knock it off or defend himself." To which I say: shut up forever and get out. Hell no. That's way too close to "well, you must have actually wanted it" that's thrown to SA victims and I'm not having that shit.

Maybe it didn't happen often, but it happened enough that any time Fire Emblem showed up on screen, I was ready for an uncomfortable moment to happen and rolled my eyes.

I've debated it with myself. Nathan's a flirt, that's their character. Flamboyant and openly gay, which can be seen as fitting into many stereotypes. But that's not where I have the issue. Seeing a queer character struggle through their relationship with gender, with how they are accepted in society and how they accept themself, could have been wonderful. Honestly, during the movie, the scenes where Nathan is having flashbacks and battling with very real insecurities made me sympathetic.

I dunno. It was just so disappointing to see and I don't know if I have enough words for it. It bums me out a lot. I don't know what the conversation about Tiger and Bunny was like back in 2011. Maybe other people have said this, maybe there's more to this, but agh. I just had to vent about this, because it was such a let down.

But all of that sympathy is thrown out the window when I remember the way this character perpetuates the stereotype: queer people are predators. And no matter what the intention was, no matter what year it was, that's what it comes off as.

I hate it. Because the second movie. The Rising. Made me really invested in Nathan and his journey. Sure, it was quick, and a subplot, but they did so much with that.

His mother and father criticizing him. The feeling of disappointment. "The only thing you can do now is die." Just a few scenes and lines of dialogue can really reach an audience, if you know what you're doing.

But I'm not sure they did. Nathan wakes up, overcomes his trauma and worries like a switch just flipped, and comes into battle saying "men are made of courage and women are made of love, so gay people are invincible!"

Man. What the hell. I can't even begin to describe the confusion and disappintment I felt when I first saw that scene.

It gets better in season 2, I think. Fire Emblem is still gay and kicking ass, just not so touchy. Which I'm assuming means the writers took notes from before and cut that shit out.

[sobredunia]

My school doodles were a different kind of unhinged

@rottenkadaver @sansxfuckyou-deactivated20230515 @blacklight-system @beetroot-merchant @ashs-hellhole @h3xt0r @bree-sae @helloidkwhatimdoing-0

Putting more of them under the cut + some more. Other things.

Girls in the estrogen lab

Nice

Holdimg hamds :3 I'm actually still kinda proud of this one ng

Catboy El because fuck you

Trying to write some hiragana back in 2021/22

Welp.

Sometimes I'd just randomly start writing song lyrics in my school notebooks to remember them better. I think those are the biggest efforts I've ever put into memorizing something. Featuring So You Wanna Marry Daisy in a single page

Uh. A bit of tally hall in wingdings.

[guillotinedream]

Tom holland flooding the uncharted tag is the thing that has pushed me over the edge and made me a hater. Theres nothing wrong with him and his acting and i even liked him in his other roles but GOD can u mfs tag shit properly 😭sorry tom but i am a hater because SOME PEOPLE. Cannot properly tag things and even with as many uncharted movie tags as possible i see nothing but tom holland. Nolan north truthers and my fellow chloe frazer stans stay strong we will get through this