finally got around making a proper outfit reference sheet for nathan! he likes wearing dark clothes which really emphasizes just how pale he is. he was a STEM developer at MOBIUS for nine years what did you expect </3 click for higher resolution and to get a closer look at all the details!
outfits from left to right: his gear for the evil within 2, 1am convenience store trip, his mobius gear, and an improvised outfit for my own fictional the evil within 3 =^)
upper back & shoulder muscles are literally my weakness. i can't look at these pics and be sane, it just doesn't work like that. i freak out every time i remember them
Me and flips have not been friends ever since I landed on my head/neck during a double back when I was 18, so of course deciding to finally learn a front flip half twist is going to be good for me. Living by the whole "if I'm scared I'll do it scared" thing now, working out well for me so far.
Your tags about Sugishita had me thinking and imagine you’re so worried about his poor back that whenever you pass by him you’re always pressing your palm to his lower back, right at the base of his spine as you remind him that he’ll hurt his back. And he’s torn between being completely flustered by the entire action as he finds himself straightening up on command, and wanting to feel more of your touch.
So he finds himself slouching that little bit more, just because he wants to feel your hands on his body again—
Like a little trained puppy, until you probably wise up to what he’s doing.
JO the way my mind has been plagued by thoughts about touching his back to fix his posture is ALARMING! But I never thought about him enjoying your touches so much that he’d slouch even more 🥺 PLS BABES don’t ruin your back for us jdndndjdhdh (he should be more concerned with blowing out ours!)
But also once you figure out what he’s doing you’re both flattered but also upset that he is hurting his body for you just bc he’s too shy to ask you out. So one time when you are hanging out with tsubaki near the community garden he’s working at, you loudly swoon over how sexy it is when guys carry themselves confidently. Emphasize that it makes your pussy so wet when you see a guy with great posture because their back looks broader and their shoulders nicer 😈 and from then on he’s even more conflicted bc he wants your touches but he also desperately wants you to find him sexy too
i became good at pretending. i became so good that after a while, the lines blurred between my truth and fiction. and sometimes, when i did a really good job of pretending, i even fooled myself.
forgive me, father, for I have sinned. It has been.... 12 years since my last confession. I am sorry I'm not sorry for giving him a bod. How many Hail Mary's is that worth?
i just think that 5 days is like. excessively long for a migraine to last. @ my brain: bro you started hurting on like... either wednesday or thursday, my memory is foggy at this point. its monday. its enough!! i have things to do :( cmon man work with me here