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i feel sick asf its not funny.
#☾ ﹒✩ ����𝖊𝖘𝖘 ‹𝟹 ﹕ʬ﹒∿#jess’s 💭#im on the verge of passing out#everything hurts#my stomach is turning and it hates me#my stomach is ruining my guts rn#im all alone and i lost my heating pad#someone send help rn
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Shattered Glass makes me violent and sick actually.
inspired by zorangezest and this set of tags in the reblogs in particular
#shattered glass#shattered glass transformers one#tf one#shattered glass optimus prime#shattered glass megatron#Shattered Glass has me in a VICE GRIP ever since i gotten into transformers#and it makes my stomach twist and ping pong across my chest cavity#transformers one sg specifically. I've been thinking about my own version but i also had to draw this so bad its so good actually#lies down and turns into a viscous puddle of goo#transformers#transformers fanart#also as an extra tag#yeah this is megop#megop#tfone megop#also i HATE making tags on mobile its so hard to organise#rip me smh
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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I wish people could tag stuff better:( Like damn I was just like 76% through a 120,000 word andreil fic and it was so good but then they threw in a past andrew/kevin storyline and I couldn’t finish it. I’m all for people liking what they like and i’m not mad that they wrote that or whatever bc it’s not my place but I just wish it had been tagged bc then I would have just skipped it.
#god I wish I could just like kandrew stuff but it turns my stomach#i tried so hard to get into it a few years ago but instead i just realized how much i don’t care for kevin#platonic kevin and andrew is just such a better dynamic to me and i hate seeing it ruined#then again i’m just weird about andrew in general like I hate him in any ship that isn’t andreil#but i can do neil ships with other people lol#anyways best friends andrew and kevin are supreme and making it anything else feels so extremely out of character to me#i’m gonna shut up now#ignore all this i know it’s a mess and stupid but i’m a little drunk and bored#all for the game#aftg#andreil#the foxhole court
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Don't you love it when you get back into your childhood hyper-fixation that you remember very fondly as an adult and realize how fucking depressing the actual story is now that you have the capacity to understand it beyond cool fighting and characters, humor, and awesome friendships?
#bleach#ichigo kurosaki#bleach 686#every analysis I see makes me more and more upset#why does literally everyone in this story suck#how did Kubo make such dynamic characters only to slowly crush their souls more and more until we get the most unsatisfying ending EVER#I keep trying to get back into the manga/anime but I feel like a pit forms in my stomach every time I try to#I love the characters dearly but oh my god#the relationships and the way most of the characters interact just grates at my nerves#like every few months I'll read like twenty chapter of the manga#get back into the fandom#read some analysis#and then I'll start dislking it all over again#I need a happy ending#i need a better ending#please Kubo#I need the hell arc to completely dismantle the soul society and the whole world as they know it#I NEED CHANGE#I hate the regressing and stagnation of the soul society#I need them to be overthrown#I need the characters I love to become antagonists all over again#I need Ichigo to be enemies with the soul society again#i need rebellion#I need the soul society to be the greatest evil again because in the end#they are the source of nearly ALL the problems Ichigo and co. face in canon#I'm so tired of them being the lesser evil#I need them to fall apart#I need the characters to have genuinely good endings where they are happy rather than regressing back into the people they were at the star#of the story or even worse turning into the ppl they had sworn they would never become
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The enemies to lovers trope is so dear to me because it's basically looking at two people that are driven by their hatred for one another, and going 'what if I was driven by obsession into caring for you with the same passion I used to hate you?
#what if I channeled what drives me into wanting to spit hearing your name into what fuels me to bending at the wag of your finger?#what if#what makes me sick to my stomach with my anger towards you by hearing your name turns into my getting weak in the knees by the sight of you#What if I loved you the same way I hate you#Jeep.jeep#Idk. Its a lovely thought to me
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Listen the thing about the final is, even if they are planning this big "This is the Bad Place" moment later and they are going to "reveal" that Gabriel was a monster all along... This is still a show aimed at children. Now I dont know much about kids and I don't want to treat them as dumb, but I just don't feel like most kids will get the nuance to know that Gabriel was still the bad guy the whole time? That he was NOT actually redeemed? If even WE were confused by the show's intention then it seems really likely that a lot of kids will watch it and take it at face value thinking "oh so this makes up for the bad things Gabriel did, hes good now" and that's just not a message I want anyone to internalize. I might be able to get excited about this subtle psych horror plot if this was a show actually intended for me, but even if there's a big adult audience there's an even bigger kid one. Saying that they are going to fix things in season 6 doesn't change what they did here, and how many kids just catching this on their local cartoon channel might never see the fix? I don't know, personally I just don't feel like teaching kids bad principles so that you can dramatically reveal they were bad principles later doesn't seem like a good idea. I WANT to imagine that every little 7-year-old watching was screaming "No!! Bad man! They shouldn't make him a statue! He's bad!" at their tv but... did they?
#if even one kid thinks Adriens “I want to be like him” was anything other than stomach turning im ready to throw down#hesitated a lot on posting this cause i dont like adding negativity 😭#ml salt#i hate to post salt believe me i WANT to like it i dont like disliking my favorite show#but i can't stop thinking about this#does anyone who knows more about kids wanna tell me im worried for nothing?#miraculous ladybug#ml recreation spoilers#ml recreation#ml season 5 finale#ml season 5 spoilers
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No like it’s so fucked up that the miIevens are claiming There Is a Light That Never Goes Out. That is not your song.
#MORRISEY WOULDNT WANT THAT SONG USED FOR A HET RELATIONSHIP HE HATES WOMEN /hj#not to be dramatic but when i heard that my stomach turned…#thats the byler confession in the upside down#most the smiths songs are from wills pov TO ME#byler#anti mileven
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Shit morning. Very very shitty morning. The rest of the day better not suck or I swear to fuck I'm gonna riot
[I highly recommend not reading the tags, but I needed to vent]
#CW blood#cw periods#don't read further if you don't wanna read about me describing my bloody morning#so I knew I had my period right? it's day 3#and I went to bed last night without pants bc they weren't fitting right bc of the bloating#thank you body#as per usual I tossed and turned all night and when I woke up I felt it#I felt the mess#on my thighs and on the bed and I did not wanna get up bc that meant dealing with it#and I did not wanna deal with it (I knew I would have to but I didn't wanna)#it was SO MUCB WORSE than I thought#the bed was a mess and the blood was halfway down my thighs and ain't my stomach and the pad was so thoroughly soaked thru#it couldn't hold anything more even if I wanted it to#I ran to the bathroom and stripped and cleaned myself as best as I could#and then I had to soak my underwear and wash my blankets (cold water folx not hot)#(cold water prevents stains in this specific instance)#anyways my morning was shit and now I have extra laundry to try and fit in before work and oh yeah I still have work today too#it's file tho so just taking down and putting up tags#and I'm off tomorrow so I can stay in bed most of the day and not have to deal with bullshit#I need to yeet the uterus... I can't keep doing this... I shouldn't wake up to messes this bad multiple times a year#I can't say monthly bc I don't always bleed monthly#and my husband and I have talked and there's some decisions we have to make#he said he'll support me and he understands that this isn't normal or okay#and he told me he only wanted to do pregnancy bc I wanted to do pregnancy and idk anymore y'all. I don't know...#is keeping my uterus for another potentially five years worth it? I know the answer is no#god I fucking hate this can someone please just rip it out for me and save me the decision making? pretty please?#personal
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When your stomach hurts so bad your legs go numb <<<
#just girly thoughts#girly thoughts#my thoughts#thoughts#just ibs things#ibs awareness month#straight off the dome#girlblogging#girlblogger#girlblog#this is a girlblog#tummy ache#my stomach is killing me#my stomach hates me#my stomach is in knots#my stomach is churning#my stomach dropped#my stomach turned
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Reading a killugon slowburn and halfway through the author drops this bomb on me that killua isnt monogamous like fucking say sike RIGHT MEOW. RIGHT MEOW PLEASE 😭😭😭✋️✋️
#this isnt a hateful post im just like frighteningly jealous and insane and posessive so I cant do it#i can do threesomes or throuples or quadrants whatever the FUCK but only if i know thats whats happening#going into this expecting killua and gon to awkward slowburn their way to boyfriends and then suddenly killua doesnt care if gon fucks othe#people. im sick to my stomach#im literally sick. in what world#killua wouldnt say that. km sobbing. killua would NOT say that#really good fic but now im like secondhand jealous. like killua might not care but I DO ???????#oh really. art student cries after sex killua is okay with gon fucking other people. oh really. are u certain#such a good fic btw. amazing. im continuing to read just feeling like i may throw up the entire time and thats on Me not the author#im hoping that killua turns it around. that he realizes he actually does care and wants to be exclusive boyfriends with gon. thats my gope#im only halfway through theres time but jesus
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I hate to sound like a bitch, but I'd be devastated if I found out he tells his wife everything we talk about
#because then it's like we don't even have the bond I feel like we do#and that sucks#turns out his wife knew about the text he sent me the other day#and I swear I felt my heart drop into my stomach when she mentioned it#I hate that I'll only ever be just a kid to him#male teacher crush#teacher and student#male teacher x female student#teacher crush community#teacher crush#teacher x student#male tc#teacher cc#s#teacher confessions#male teacher#tc blog#tcc feelings#tc crush#tcc#tc community#tcc tumblr#teacher crush blog#teacher crush confessions
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Keep getting pissed off & frustrated and now my stomach hurts
#im at the library btw (important detail)#just like looking for internships for some reason makes me really anxious and makes my stomach hurt and i get scared to click on any webpage#and looking at postgrad requirements stuff also freaks me out and hurts and i need to put together some questions to ask my neighbor but im#afriad to ask smth stupid etc etc and just owie#i emailed my one prof to see if we have any homework or whatever and that was one thing i did#checked my assignments but havent started any yet though now i know what and when#then i turned to online shopping and adding to my wishlist like im supposed to but thats whats really make the stomachache happen bc i cant#figure out which product i want between 2 companies and also we live in an advertising hellworld that wants to manipulate me and i hate it#even the thought of me buying a comic on the way home doesnt help atm#bc then ill be going home after being out for 2 hours w my only achievement being writing down like 3 questions for my neighbor (NOT all i#want to say) emailing my prof and working myself into an anxiety spiral about christmas gifts#okay im getting emotional now and am on the verge of tears i should go home bc obviously this isnt working#and my mom is at home and she always makes me feel better#i fucking hate our hellscape and i hate how evil and manipulative amazon.com is. just be a normal service that sells normal fucking goods#jesus fucking christ. its like the whole world will end if i dont get advertised to every single second of every fucking day
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Okay so it turns out drinking water... can cause heartburn?????????? What the fuck.
#aria rants#ive been drinking water yeah. cuz obviously??? thats important. but turns out it can Also cause heartburn what in the world#what is so wrong with the human body. you eat smth? heartburn. you Drink smth? heartburn. why#in fact. what is wrong with my stomach??? honestly my life quality would increase if i get regular checkups for wtv is wrong with the body#but alas! money! so now im stuck being my own doctor with the help of the internet with a body that hates me#fun fact: did yall know that ever since i started that ''days since arias body tormented them'' counter#i found out that i cant even last a full week without anything happening to me health wise? my longest record is 3 days o<-<
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How would Scaramouche behave with his children (possibly his son) :)
like a good dad :)
sorry, i already said it but children aren’t exactly my favourite topic and as a man in his early twenties (to me), scara just isn’t the ultimate dad; i tried my best to indulge the other asks but i don’t really want to turn this into a thing
#┊✩彡 divine correspondence ♡#┊✩彡 unsigned letter ♡#┊holly’s modern au ✩彡#sorry but it’s not for me#other people get baby fever when they see a kid and i make a mental check note to always have birth control#the thought of sitting on a colourful carpet on a sunny sunday afternoon playing with my kid or watching my husband play with them#it makes my stomach turn#and i don’t know why#it’s the epitome of domesticity#but i can’t get myself to like it#normally my mom says that i’m just too young to get it but when i told her that she looked a little shocked#i also never know what to do with them#like others easily entertain them but i never know what to do#it was different when i had an internship in the kindergarten#and people have told me kids tend to like me#but i don’t know what to do#obviously i don’t hate them but i’m always happy if i can give them back to their parents#so kids?#not my cup of tea
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Mike johnson has so god damn much blood on his hands, obviously Ukrainian blood, but also plenty of American blood
Refusing to renew something that helps vets exposed to atomic blast and Americans who were downwind of the fall out... it's just sick. I can't fucking stand mike johnson, he's one of the worst scum to ever be in congress, and that's fucking saying something
"Johnson refused to allow House members to vote on bipartisan legislation to renew and improve the program"
Fucking quivering little pimple seems to have a real MO for just wringing his hands while insisting it's not his fault, he just can't do the one fucking part of his job of putting shit up to a vote... oh boo hoo, so sad, he'll just have to unilaterally let funding expire on things instead of literally just putting it up to our elected representatives to see if they want to vote yay or nay
Single handedly make the choices but it's not his fault when they work out how they do
Murderer
#I'm sorry; I both genuinely hate the man and will never forgive him; so seeing this just adds more fuel to that fire#and I'm also genuinely pissed to hear that we aren't gonna be bothering to fucking help out people we fucked over#it's fucking sick#listen; I try not to talk politics too much and I try not to tell people how to vote cause it's not really my business#and cause I don't like arguing with people on tumblr; waste of my time#but for all the dems many many many many many fucking flaws; it's shit like this that makes me hate the gop#every last line about sticking up for rural or poor people or whatever is such a fucking lie#god bless our troops... unless it would cost money to compensate them for making them stand near atomic detonations#at every turn I see fucking simple easy decent bipartisan policy shot down but fuckers like johnson; who is the gop at this point#fuck em; can't stand em#go fucking vote if you can in whatever country you're in; try and get a mail in ballot for your sake#I'm still not gonna tell you how to vote but uh... maybe keep in mind when someone's hands are fucking caked in blood#and keep in mind what kind of company people keep in their political party#fucking murder#cause inaction is murder as sure as if he stood their and kept them from getting treatment directly#removing the funding to let these people get cancers and stuff operated on#it's the same as murder#and again; that's not even going back to him personally; like literally it was just him and him alone#holding up aid to Ukraine for months because he refused to put it to the floor#where... oh look... once it was put to the floor it passed just fine (with a fucking tiktok ban added)#(hate that site but I hate government overreach with this kinda shit more)#one of the few people in this world I think I actually truly hate#I'm never gonna fucking stomach the 'he was so brave for holding a vote' shit lie#bullshit; if he had a spine or a soul he would have brought Ukraine aid to the floor before funding ran out#just like if he had a spine or a soul he'd have brought this radiation victim funding to the floor before it ran out#almost like there's a fucking pattern here of him squirming like a pus filled pimple simpering about how he just can't do his job#can't do the one fucking thing he's supposed to do and bring shit to the floor for a vote#I have more opinions on him; but if I said how I really feel right now I think it would get me put on a list#and... sadly just cause of who I am; if I were in a room alone with him I think I'd just lay into him instead of beating his ass#but he's a fucking monster and reading this story just now... I'm almost seeing red with how much it's pissing me off
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