#and then I had to soak my underwear and wash my blankets (cold water folx not hot)
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Shit morning. Very very shitty morning. The rest of the day better not suck or I swear to fuck I'm gonna riot
[I highly recommend not reading the tags, but I needed to vent]
#CW blood#cw periods#don't read further if you don't wanna read about me describing my bloody morning#so I knew I had my period right? it's day 3#and I went to bed last night without pants bc they weren't fitting right bc of the bloating#thank you body#as per usual I tossed and turned all night and when I woke up I felt it#I felt the mess#on my thighs and on the bed and I did not wanna get up bc that meant dealing with it#and I did not wanna deal with it (I knew I would have to but I didn't wanna)#it was SO MUCB WORSE than I thought#the bed was a mess and the blood was halfway down my thighs and ain't my stomach and the pad was so thoroughly soaked thru#it couldn't hold anything more even if I wanted it to#I ran to the bathroom and stripped and cleaned myself as best as I could#and then I had to soak my underwear and wash my blankets (cold water folx not hot)#(cold water prevents stains in this specific instance)#anyways my morning was shit and now I have extra laundry to try and fit in before work and oh yeah I still have work today too#it's file tho so just taking down and putting up tags#and I'm off tomorrow so I can stay in bed most of the day and not have to deal with bullshit#I need to yeet the uterus... I can't keep doing this... I shouldn't wake up to messes this bad multiple times a year#I can't say monthly bc I don't always bleed monthly#and my husband and I have talked and there's some decisions we have to make#he said he'll support me and he understands that this isn't normal or okay#and he told me he only wanted to do pregnancy bc I wanted to do pregnancy and idk anymore y'all. I don't know...#is keeping my uterus for another potentially five years worth it? I know the answer is no#god I fucking hate this can someone please just rip it out for me and save me the decision making? pretty please?#personal
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