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My Edward and Lydia designs :3 I enjoyed the clown themes they had in the graphic novel so I added some of that into my designs, Edward has spades/clubs patterns and Lydia has Hearts/Diamonds patterns ^_^
#the lich designs are just silly because I didnt feel like making another set of thoroughly thought out designs#my poor back cant take it#anyways next on my list is lucretia davenport and barry :3#then finally redraw the silly little image of them all together at the end of the graphic novel heehee#i hart them so much...wah#the adventure zone balance#the adventure zone#taz edward#taz lydia#taz wonderland#the suffering game#taz fanart#character design
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THEY could give me the surgurey i need (inspired alot by evojellys designs for em. GREAT STUFF)
#THE SUCKENING IS S O COOOOL GUYS VIV N VEX ARE SO FUCKING COOL AND FUNNY... CHARLIES FLAVOR OF DERANGED IS JUST#SO PERFECT FOR THIS CAMPAIGN.. I LOVE HOW HE DOES HORROR AND EVIL AND SCARY AND AAUAUUUGHGHGUUHGHG#their teeht arnt spiked like normal vampires but theyre sharp n smooth like a Beak. in my beautiful heart#ALSO UGHGHGH BIG SPOILERS FOR EPISODE 7 BUT#THAT THING WITH THE MAP. WITH THE DEMONS N VAMPS. THEYRE KEEPING TRACK OF THEM.#'so viv. was that one of mine or one of yours?' IS THIS A PET PROJECT OF THEIRS OR SOMETHING. ARE THEY PULLING MORE STRINGS THAN WE THINK#IS ONE TUGGING AT THE DEMONS AND THE OTHER TUGGING AT THE FANGS? PITTING THEM AGAINST EACHOTHER SO THEY KILL EACHOTHER?#AND THEN ITS EASIER TO TAKE THE BODIES FOR THEIR FUNNY CREATIONS?? IT PROLLY WASNT EASY TO GET SUPPLIES B4 EDWARD CAME INTO POWER#BUT OH MY GOD.. POOR EMIZEL.. THE MEMORY OF HIS CREW WAS TAKEN AND THEN HE WATCHES A BUNCHA THEM GET HORRIBLY DISMATNLED N DISTORTED#HE KNOWS HE CARED FOR THEM AT SOMEPOINT N HE KNOWS THE MEMORIES WERE TAKEN BUT HE JUST. CANT. AUAUUGGUAHGUAHGUAHGUHG#THAT SUCKS SO BAD FOR HIMMM EMIZEEEELL EMIZEL CMERE BABY BOY ILL SMOKE U OUT BOY. GET AWAY FROM THOSE EVIL GUYS I AM BETTER N CAN BE TRUSTE#viv n vex are so cool...theyre fuckin CRAAZYY N SCARYYY BUT ALSO. SO FUNNY... I LOVE A PUNNY JACKASS... 'LOOKS LIKE YOUVE BEEN: DISARMED!'#'IVE MADE THAT JOKE 6 TIMES AND ITS STILL FUNNY EVERYTIME' i gotta draw more of their bullshit...#im already doodling up the 'YOU CAN CALL ME MOMMY!!' bit. i gotta draw more o the monstors n the horrors too... especially emizels sire UGH#I LOVE VILLIAINS THAT ARE SO GENUINELY SCARY BUT SO FUNNY... charlie just does evil ppl like no one else idk what it ISSSS#okayokayoka y im normal im. relistening to the ep n im at the edward part. oh my god. i actually love him. he actually makes my skin crawl#IM DONEthats my rambles for tha day. back into my hole i go. also i have comms open. cmere pspspss i need moneyyy heyyyy cmereeeee#check out my main artblog. GO!!!
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i like to cause myself pain so i’m rereading this💔
the way this always messes me up so badly
#poor michael#my baby :(#he didn’t deserve that shit at all#he was literally so in love with robert and that rejection was so fucking brutal my heart cant take it#i hc that robert loved him back just had v severe internalised homophobia#i would kill to see more of them :(#michael wayland#robert lightwood#michael x robert#waywood#the mortal instruments#tales from the shadowhunter academy#cassandra clare#tftsa#tmi#tsc
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your days are officially numbered you little bitch
#stupid rant is stupid#ganglion cyst#MRI#potentially#tw body horror#just in case#it’s benign its just stupid big#so yeah this is the main reason why i havent been motovated to draw#*motivated#its literally In The Way and doesnt feel comfortable at all#in the way of writing drawing throwing pots and just trying to press my hand flat and push up#if i use my hands for a period of time it feels pressurized or tight#which is weird#it doesnt hurt but its definitely uncomfortable#i’ll be in a splint for two weeks afterwards and cant move it or wash it#but if i do everything right i should heal up quickly and its a 1% chance of returning#so#now just to get sammy to her dental this next wednesday and get my car tax and state inspection done and ill be poor for the rest of 2025#but hey my deductible will be met early again lmfao#anyways#this is also partly why i havent been as active in fandom#on top of struggling to get back to normal with my surgery december 2023#body stuff takes up a lot of bandwidth
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ೀ Bnha manga spoilers❗️
If I'm being completely honest, I feel like these leaks are fake. Or they're just completely unlike what Horikoshi would've actually done.
The artstyle feels rlly off in some places, Izuku is missing a scar in multiple panels, and Jirou's ear is suddenly back? I also feel like Ochaco looks a little different than the last chapter we saw her. Not to mention, there's like 100 other mistakes..😭💀
Idk if this is me being in denial, but everything abt this epilogue just feels WRONG. It doesn't feel like something Hori would've done. The way certain characters were wrote too was just...
not it.
#mha spoilers#i cant do this anymoree#take back this epilogue right now.#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#my poor babies#toga im so sorry#katsuki im so sorry#😭#the denial is getting to me#i really hope this aint real#bkdk#bakudeku#katsuki bakugo#toga himiko#togachako#tgck#bnha spoilers#mha manga spoilers#izuku#🙁🙁🙁#should i even post this
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okay i tthink i did it YIPPEEEE
#I FINALLY TOOK A GOOD PICTURE GOOD GOD#taking my words back that is a very mid picture at best#but. i cant stress abough how bad my camera is#that mark scene where he sobs and vomits after seeing his friends mothers corpse is probably. the one embedded more in my brain#poor guy... love seeing you suffer though!#the other ones just alt!cesar being so so silly! maybe a little joking around even#dont ask about the unfinsihed hood on marks drawing. its all in your head. not real /j#hail true body au#OH WAIT I FORGOR#tw emetophobia#my art
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like it is a wild thing to say that higher education in its current iteration is a scam made to promise the working class a better life only to sink us into impossible debts that we can never repay and are just another way to keep the working class working for the wealthy. anywho!
#going to college and then going back to working class jobs is like the rich sayint “youve had your fun now get back to serving us”#i dont talk abt stuff like this here but im kind of losing my mind#if youre poor /from a poor background even if you get a degree you cant get a job in that field because#youre expected to take a job for pennies when you dont have “connections”#and when youre so far in debt you have to take the working class job that just barely gets you by instead#and can never break out#anyways#amory rambles#if you went to private school dont clown here youre on thin ice
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new rt everyone shes a freak whos pretty sure shes been been given the role of rogue trader as an act of divine intervention to eventually replace the godemperor and bring new glory to the imperium which she thinks is dull and stagnant. dont worry about why she keeps marazhai caged in her trophy room like he's bait its not important and completely irrelevant to the fact ive joke nicknamed her simon thresh. has anyone noticed a lot of slaaneshi demons during warp jumps lately
#warhammer rogue trader#rogue trader#marazhai aezyrraesh#von valancius#if i ever mention about marazhai going insane on the voidship this is what i want you to think of#understimulated predator animal in a cage claws itself open#its worse with her but i do think he generally feels kinda insane anyway#yeah he's tricked into thinking she's tolerable and a fair alternative to the arena then hes taken to the voidship#yrliet [who was the fixation until now] tries to warn him about her before getting her head bashed in infront of him#spirit stone smashed into shards for ritual use body dragged off for vague poor medical knowledge dissection#he is now thinking the arena might not be so bad after all. except he's got no way to back out of this so hes screaming clawing at the wall#shes not giving him up willingly and the only person who could take him by force is calcazar whos not a great alternative tbh!#so he gets to go insane being bait for the chaos god he's already ocd fixated is stealing his soul [on top of normal drukhari fears]#and he's not able to maul anyone else while locked up so its just him dealing with this alone! yay#she doesnt give a shit about pasqal until he gets xenotech in him. then he goes to the trophy room too for study/more grafts#heinrix is most likely captive in the trophy room too with his death faked so he cant snitch#idira Almost got in trouble too for the implant she gets from tervantias but then it breaks and this lass is just angry at her#the Only reason she doesnt feed her to the wolves and kick her out is her door. and she is now trying to force it open with a crowbar#abelard has to deal with her shit and manage it socially. he never thought he'd want to retire but fucking hell when can he quit#she likes jae mostly for her connections. toxic yuri theyre both using eachother#she briefly idolises achilleas for bringing her to commorragh but then finds out he did it under torture and didnt want to. mad at him#he can make it up to her once hes a wrack though [he is going next to marazhai. this will only improve both their mental states]#can you tell this freak is a piece of work yet#shes got screams of the damned volume 3 playing across the ship and shes having a great time but is completely deadpan the whole time#unrelated! you can finally see my idea of marazhai next to a normal fucking human good god. yeah i think hes huge
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actually. the specific phrasing that boy Kevin wants to kill older Kevin with "I must disassemble him, piece by piece, so that everything inside of the Old Kevin comes out. Only then can the New Kevin truly begin." is so incredibly the idea that to heal from trauma and "improve" you have to destroy every "wrong" part of yourself, that everything "tainted" by it has to somehow be replaced by something untouched (which isn't possible)
#reading back that phrasing I do think that'll be the way brinknor takes it#this arcs seeming like it'll be so. breaking the cycle of abuse and violence and coming to terms with yourself#and maybe understanding that you can never remove the parts of you impacted by trauma and start again completely ''pure''#but you can treat yourself with the kindness you should've been given#which i hope it is that because. and understand i am biased. but i'd love that direction for Kevin#it feels much more satisfying than any more. angsty way this arc could go imo#like he's been through enough!#because of the way Kevin is portrayed in fanon. not as frequently anymore but still pretty common. I worry about coming off as woobifying#by saying I want him to heal I want him to have nice things I think he deserves them#when he's also simultaneously Not A Good Person#yknow the poor little innocent cinnamon roll baby etc etc fanon#but. well for one im Not Like That about him. but my main point of bringing that up is. him not being a good person is why I want to see hi#get better and generally have a good life. why does someone have to be good to deserve to heal from trauma#especially when trauma is a big reason for the way they are#like its fiction yeah yeah i'm still tired of mentally ill people having to be ''good'' to ''deserve'' to get better yknow#i mean especially in fiction you tend to either see mental illness as the poor traumatized one who's allowed recovery because they're nice#or the insane psychopath who cant be ''fixed'' so ''deserves'' bad things-up to deserving to die!- for it#i didnt mean for this to be a rant erm. oops#wtnv#wtnv spoilers#joyousposting
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Gear 5 luffy's laugh is so contagious I just hear the drums and go insane how does this work. What did he do to me
#i still cant believe how much this new opening theme goes off.... DREAM SAVE ALL OF US 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH 💥💥💥💥💥💥#wait a second. the robot attacked 200 years ago. the void century was 800 years ago no????? what#oh see it was made 900 years ago.... but why did it attack 200 years ago then.... what happened#it is still so funny how they made evegapunk einstein but with some cunty long legs#200 years ago they gave rights to the gyojin!!! i see i see ✍️✍️also i still wonder why law and kuma have similar hat and pants designs#like there is NO WAY that much similarity isnt done on purpose. NO FUCKING WAY!!! I NEED ANSWERS!!!#are they annihliating cp ships akdhakskd yeah vegapunk letsgo#also the opening song is about dreams and the end one is about luffy reaching shanks...... havent got a clue why but there it is#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1098#also is lucci named lucci bc it kinda sounds like luffy. SERAPHIM KUMA HAS HIS DEVIL FRUIT???? vegapunk could only make zoan fruits????#also wdym when cp0 acts it means its some historic event. lucci is like 25. where are the experienced people here#sentomaru works for vegapunk??? maybe i forgor about this tbh also do theu have a doffy seraphim??? the fact they have animal names....#stussy letting kaku get hurt akdhsjsn oh atlas has lamb ears..... and lucci said she is is prey... no..... the foresahdowing :(#lucci you fucked up she just gave luffy food... that a death sentence look what happened to kaido#episode 1099#<- oh my god btw. god. jesus.#why is akainu telling the cp0 what to do or thinks he can do that... thats the world gov... also thinkng about how garp should fight him#and not luffy.... because of ace you know... i still wonder how did sengoku know who ace's father was... there is only one man who knew....#everyone trying to stop them from fighting ajdhsksjks two rabid dogs fr#LUFFY TAKING OFF HIS JACKET WHEN LUCCI ASKS FOR HIS WANTED SIGN!!!! GO OFF KING!!!! SLAY!!! THE CREW SAW HIM!!! FINALLY!!!#i have been smiling since he started the transformation this is so sick...... i have got a case of the luffy brain#zoan fruits steal the personality of the user when they awaken ✍️✍️ luffy???? nami being the only one who saw gear 5 <3 twins manifesto#robin being so shook about luffy being a god ajdbjansk wdym devil fruits exist because people wish for them. fairy magic real????#WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY ARE FROM ALTERNATE REALITIES WHERE SOMEONE DREAMT ABOUT THEM??? DOES HE TRAVEL THRU REALITIES FOR THEM???#jinbe has been making this face 😧 every episode three times it is amazing ajdhaksnsk poor man... now he sees a kid angel version of himself#after seeing hia captain turn into a god... he is gonna get a stroke OMG SENTOMARU WE JUST GOT YOU BACK#episode 1100#<- CRAZY. INSANE. OH GOD. ONLY 12 LEFT. THATS A WEEKEND!!! I CANT DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Just witnessed in real time some lad spam liking a bunch of my post, commented “WHAT” on my NSFW drawing and IMMEDIATELY blocked me
#cracken whispers#poor dude are you okay I’m sorry for the psychic damage I dealt but it was very funny to see this unravel in front of me it’s so dramatic#and it’s not even a terrible one it’s the cuntboy Hakon one which honestly if you cant take it you should back off my blog for your own good
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Omg SoCal is all over the place rn, like the WIND so bad rn and the whole place is on FIRE?! ITS BARELY JANUARY AND THERES THREE MAJOR BRUSH FIRES?! THREE OF THEM?! Bro you can see the flames from the city and the moon is literally dyed orange. This shit is getting out of hand, its like hell on earth rn (convenient since trump just was sworn in… hint hint? Perhaps…)
Anyway, I’m hoping for the safety of anyone that’s affected by the fires and praying that we’ll soon go back to normal, but knowing how these go there’s going to be days before everything is contained and there will be MASSIVE damage no doubt
#yapping#the world is ending were all doomed#praying my friends are ok because wildfires over here are NO JOKE#this shit sucks#everythings covered in ash#the weather is forcibly overcast from everything#you cant breathe because of the fires even if youre not that close#like an issued warning on weather channels for poor air quality#its bad#im just surprised because like#it’s usually really bad in the summer#and it’s been nothing but cool#but then again#its California! and wildfires just show up here ig#hopefully we go back to normal soon and fire fighters get this contained soon#but it’s definitely gonna take a few days
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#i remember when downloading and installing PC programs were straightforward and quick#and that was when i had minimum everything and basic computer knowledge.. helped my dad setup gaming computers back then for our business..#but right now im installing Minecraft its SOOOOO FINICKY AND COMPLICATED what the hell are all these secret errors???!!!#Microsoft really like to shove every product of theirs down everyone's throats.. its like a whole cactus halfway through my esophagus atm..#i felt incredibly violated when one of the errors cant be fixed unless you install Edge.. thats just mischievous and in poor taste..#this is ridiculous.. it takes a whole day figuring out how to install FUCKING MINECRAFT!!! M I N E C R A F T!!!!!!!!!!#wyn talks :)
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english is the only thing im good at. it's the only thing that ever made me feel proud. i knew for so long that it was my purpose. i can't do nothing but translate and i will never make a living with the only thing i ever felt passion for. i'm stuck like this because i can't even find the will to finish high school and i hate myself so much for it. no amount of volunteering or anglophone friends will fill me if i can't have a job to prove how fucking good i am.
#saw a girl that I can't even describe what kind of relationship we had working at this place and i just started crying akl the way back home#trying to explain to my boyfriend what the fuck happened to me#she's puerto rican she was raised speaking english she knows but i knew more and it's such an asshole thing to say but i was so proud#that i was better than her. i learned bt myself and i knew so much more.#and im so envious that she gets to work teaching english and i don't. and it's literally because i was just too stupid to finish high school#lmao#i was doing so fucking good in university. i really really was. and then covid 💀#im sad now#we still dont have a fridge so i had to do the walk of shame to my mom's to take our stuff there#oh poor thing u cant afford a new one no i cant👍no we didn't even have that much stuff to begin with👍no i still dont have a serious job👍#nope they don't pay me it's volunteer👍
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My heart really goes out to those in the Appalachias hit by the hurricane and the flooding. Its terrible 😭💔
#and it really hurts knowing thats already a struggling region#and the government aint going to do shit to help#they dont care about these people#hell thats part of the reason things got so bad#theres no money going towards their Infrastructure#theyre an ignored people#and if i hear ONE WORD abt “they should have evacuated”#im gonna start taking names and throwing hands#shut the fuck uuuuuuup#its the poor and disabled that cant get out#and the poor and disabled who get hurt first#and besides#these people had damn near no warning#they're land locked#theyre in the mountains#flooding is rare and they arent built to withstand it#and flash floods are different#it goes from 0-100 in seconds#sorry im heated#and sad#i just love the Appalachias and its people#such rich culture and communities#gone#you can rebuild#but it'll never be the same#youll never get that back#here in southern ohio we got hit a bit too#i had to stay at my sisters bc it was too unsafe to drive home from work#so many people are without power#and one town got flooded
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Some strange blue and black-striped liquid comes out from him..... It's ....kinda yucky...
#sosordid#rotdame#;o.beron#/one time when i was a kid; this other kid stomped over some sort of cricket??? and i swear in my memory i recall that#when it got crushed; the liquids that came out of that cricket were like blue and black?!?!#i headcanon o.beron's blood looks like that#ARE U HAPPY TARA? NOW HIS POOR FRAIL WINGS ARE BROKEN LIKE THE SHELL OF AN EGG-#(he will come back)#elliot holding him up and oberon's texture is that of a beanie plushie#b...burry me...with my people.... where the clovers grow... (he is lying)#U CANT GET RID OF THE FAE THAT EASILY#u have to take out the vaccum- seal him like the lil demon he is- haha i mean what-
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