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Film & TV I Think About A Lot » Cinderella (1997) dir. Robert Iscove; prod. Whitney Houston
"A shoe made out of glass? Who dances in GLASS shoes??"
#doooo i love you because you're wonderful...or are you wonderfullll because i love you?#cftv#cinderella#cinderella (1997)#cinderella 1997#out of all movies...my number one comfort movie for sure#i watched it on election day and worked like a charm - what anxiety? I dont know her#every song. every look. every note. every color.#a perfect movie#i would pay 1 US American million dollars for them to release the soundtrack#black#rodgers & hammerstein's cinderella#whitney houston#(thank you for your service mother)#brandy#brandy norwood#whoopi goldberg#paolo montalban#jason alexander#bernadette peters#movies#movie gifs#90s#filmtvsource#film#film gifs#black films#blackinfilm#blackinmotionpictures
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So about a year ago, I started this Mewtwo style study, drawing some of the babytwos from members of the amazing commewnity, as well as some other characters from artists I greatly enjoy. Kappa, as a kangaskhan fusion, has natural motherly instincts and attracts children.
I tried to keep the proportions and shapes as accurate as possible to study as many designs and details as possible.
Featuring in approximately left to right order:
Pigment from @xxtc-96xx
Marshmallow from @polteashop
Copper from @absolutedream-art
Nana from @dxzziie
Momo from @loupy-mongoose
Chilli from @penumbramewtwos
Twotwo from @whatifmw
Blu from @mewtwoandme
Dot from @oddestoddish
Novus from @mew-dump
Oddy from @phlurrii
Red from @pokemon-ash-aus
Pip from @blues-sues
Contrast from @paradoxiusblack
Mizuki from @secret-mewtwo
Matcha from @inaris-pokemon-world
Bingo from @askvekpa
#my art#I worked on this off and on for over a year#I never had a layout planned I just started drawing one character at a time#thank you tc for having so many useful pose references#it’s also a way to say thank you to all the amazing artists here.#commewnity#I think I’m figuring out my mewtwo style#but the variety of shapes and designs is amazing#though hands are still difficult#thank you all for letting me be part of this community#kappa mewtwo#Zed mew#Eevee#mewtwo#mew#tandamaus#togepi#sinistea#babytwos!#I was hoping to have this ready for Mother’s Day last year.#that obviously didn’t happen.#so happy Valentine’s Day
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Just a girl who wants to be her mother’s daughter in the ways that matter
#Such a tenacious go getter & the smartest woman ik#Has NEVER looked back at a man twice. Knows she’s beautiful & that attention is guaranteed. Never desperate for male validation ever#The best fashion sense ik. She’s the epitome of classic & vintage#Doesn’t gaf what others are doing / is always tunnel visioned on her own goals#A mega workaholic and like. Maybe I’d rather balance but still she’s still an overachiever#I feel im becoming more and more like her by the day but still I have some work to do#Need to be more focused & to stop entertaining little boys fr#I just want to move w the unshackling confidence & elegance she seems to emanate effortlessly#I swear that woman was born that way!!!! So unfair for the rest of us mortals#Why does no one talk about the psychological torture that comes w having a naturally gorgeous genius mother#I’m dying over here I just wanna be like her but im pushing that boulder up the hill all the time#Meanwhile she’s always just On#HOW#Just an eldest daughter having a crisis about her mother who is also#The eldest daughter out of her and her two brothers#I need to journal about this I need to meditate#How to manufacture the drive that your mother was simply endowed with at birth#Not even joking I just got off my internship and now im sitting on a swing under the late May sun having a crisis about this
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THE TELLY!!!!!!!!
#smg4oc: telly#mango art#i was so stuck at work all day so I made many drawings of Them#mr puzzles is my favourite single mother. gotta send Glitch HQ a cake saying 'sorry i got your tv man pregnant' at this rate
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Saw a neat Fourcheanult post about the ways in which he sucks but tragically I cannot reblog without at least SOME analysis on how the loss of Louisoix would impact his choices and views on his children's actions
#im telling you like#your dad might even KNOW the end is coming one day but he goes to help Eorzea because it's the right thing to do#and you don't agree that it's a priority (the world will end!!) but your father is smart and he's skilled and you say goodbye when he leaves#and then he dies. he dies and no one knows what happened he is simply gone in a flash. his plan to save eorzea?#it worked in that Eorzea exists but the land is DEVESTATED and will never be the same and he IS GONE#and YES when your kids want to visit the land he saved you let them go (but they better write their mother)#and they are doing amazing things but they are your BABIES and my god! what is happening to them???#do you think he knew about Shadowbringers? do you think he knew his children were in a coma IN YOUR CARE?#and then he tries to disown his kids because maybe this will keep them from trying to save the world#and keep them from throwing their lives away#because all he wants is for them to live. even if they hate him#even if they never look at him again. they'll be alive.
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I actually really want Eugene to officiate the Varigo wedding because one, it’s not a very official or proper wedding. If anything, it’s something Rapunzel and Varian put together in one week and is essentially just a giant party where they blow stuff up and eat cake. Varian totally asks Eugene thirty minutes beforehand if he will officiate and after five minutes of sobbing, he agrees.
And two, because I want him to say this line-
“It has been a joy to watch your distracting childish rivalry turn into a distracting childish courtship, which will undoubtedly turn into a distracting childish marriage.”
#B99 mixed with tangled has so much potential#I can absolutely see Varian wanting a wedding but not wanting to put a ton of effort into it so he enlists Rapunzel’s help#Hugo doesn’t really care (secretly he loves it)#Ruddiger and Olivia are the ring bearers#Lance is in charge of all the food preparation#Eugene is on keeping everyone sane duty (he’s also everyone’s right hand man during prep and he’s also weirdly particular ab the decor)#and Raps is in charge of pretty much everything else#Her baby brothers wedding has to go absolutely perfectly#Okay now I need content about Rapunzel stressing herself out for a few days because Varian only gave her like a week to prepare#And she needs everything to be perfect because she loves him so much and he’s done so much for her#And he worked so hard on her wedding#And so much little stuff goes wrong and she breaks down and Varian is just like#“Raps it’s perfect thank you”#🥹🥹🥹#And the rest of the week is enjoyable and fun now that she knows that Varian will love whatever she does#and that he put her in charge for a reason#Oh my gosh the mother-son dance Hugo dances with Donella and Varian dances with Rapunzel wah#And the father son ofc Varian dances with Quirin but fuck it Eugene and Hugo dance#And then they swap#Found family my beloved#tts#tangled the series#rapunzel's tangled adventure#varian#eugene fitzherbert#rapunzel#hugo vat7k#hugo rottewange#team awesome#varigo
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#my art#interview with the vampire#lestat de lioncourt#been picking at this for a few days#all is violence and performance#i dont think lestat feels particularly human#same with armand or any other older vampire#but lestat would find the costume and performance of gender fun#violence being the mother tongue#the first language#the sick safety#ok off to work now
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SIDESWIPE 💥💥 DONT U TALK BACK TO UR reluctant MOTHER 😡?!??? EVEN THO HE STARTED IT BY BEING RUDE AS FUCK FOR NO REASON!! YOU HURT HIS HEART!!!
HES SO FUCKING SAD ????
#hot shot: on primus u suck aft LOL do u have something wrong with you? u should rust yourse#sideswipe: shut up >:[ !!#hot shot: :O ??!?!?!?#hot shot : ...🥺#sideswipe: ... im so sorry mom-#hot shot : ........ mean to me.. 😔#mean to his (asshole) mother 💔#in all fairness blurr was a deadbeat dad to sideswipe and hot shot i guess was ovulating that day & couldnt turn off his maternal instincts#so optimus said hey u and blurr gay kiss. that deadbeat dad's baby is now ur new mpreg baby#decepticon wheeljack deadbeat dad blurr and starscream wow hot shot u sure have a weird taste in sires#he likes them fucked up in the head so when he makes them worse he feels more accomplished#love how hot shot tries so hard to be the cool young mom to sideswipe but keeps leaving out the very important variable of his short fuse#hot shot : haha watever lol 😋! im so cool! ull love working with hot shot!#sideswipe : .... who the hell is hot shit#hot shot:#hot shot: GRRRRRRRRRRRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHGRRRRRRRRGRGGRRGGRRRRRRRR 😡😡😡💥😾😾😾‼️‼️#he went from cool to impudent in like 1 second i love u i love u hot shot my ugly hamster#i need hot shot bumblebee cliff friendship NOW !!!! STOP ‼️‼️ pitting girlbosses against each other#sideswipes celebration is so cute i love his voice. hes kinda like if swindle wasnt a greedy git#sideswipe#hot shot#hotshot#transformers#transformers armada#tf armada#' whos that 😐' '.....iAM- i aM yOu iDiOt 😾😾😾💥💥☹️😣😖😾😾😾‼️‼️‼️'
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Juana's favourite memory.
a little story/headcanons up ahead, and the sketch for this piece, tehee ;p
she always liked making flower crowns with her parents, especially when inevitably there were leftover flowers that they could throw unto the air to make it seem like it was raining flowers. her dad was always better at making the crowns, but her mama always found the best flowers to use and which went together well. and she always found the best picnic spots.
her dad made sure there were no bees around and that she always had an epipen with a spare and a spare for the spare. her mana made sure none of the food with them had animal products or nuts, and made sure she had her safe foods.
and our little Juanita made sure her family stuck together. sure her parents bickered, but she always had to faux-gag after they kissed and made up. she got to sit and lean on her mama's chest, curled up in his embrace while the sun warmed her scaly skin, listening to the humming of her dad while he carefully made her the most beautiful flower crown befitting a princess. she got to laugh and giggle while her dad gave her the extra flowers to throw into the air and her mama gave a weather report of incoming "flower rain".
her dad still checks for bees and makes sure he has an epipen and makes flowercrowns, but he no longer has anyone to do it for.
her mama still makes sure there's no nuts or meat in the food he brings with him, but he realises as soon as the rain falls that there's no reason to do it anymore.
and our little huevo isn't there to bring them together.
#qsmp#qsmp slimecicle#qsmp el mariana#juanaflippa#slimeriana#fliporiana#vienoreal arts#qsmp fanart#qsmp juanaflippa#i am huffing copium and it's not working#send help#i spent all day on this please like and reblog#i beg of you to do this for me#i need to share the angst#GO FORTH MY MINIONS#SHARE THE TEARS#SHARE THE NIGHTS SPEND HOLDING YOUR SHATTERED HEART BETWEEN YOUR HANDS#SHARE THE HOURS SPENT PIECING IT TOGETHER AND STITCHING IT BACK UP#SHARE THE KNOWLEDGE THAT THEY CAN NEVER BE HAPPY UNLESS IT IS A DREAM#OR A FADED MEMORY OF A HUEVO LEFT CRACKED AND SCRAMBLED BY THE HANDS OF HER MOTHER WHO LOVED HER#i'm so normal about them#hehehehhahahhshshshhahajdjdhdjnd *sobs*
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I am literally a week late but Mother’s Day is every day for those who have loving mothers/mother figures in their lives.
And as you see, Bellflower Bat is just that, not only to her two biological sons Milkweed(green bat baby) and Caidan “Caddy”(purple caterpillar baby), bet it’s difficult to figure out these boys’ dad😉😆 but to Howdy’s nephews Howdo and Youdo(still don’t know which is which) and also @dollpuppets adorable OC Allie Sweetie they see Bellflower as an aunt.
Bellflower is so happy to have hugs from some of her favorite kids in the Neighborhood and they are all happy to have her in their lives too.
So to all the mothers, aunts, grandmothers, potential mothers, and “mothers” to their pets I wish you all a lovely day today.
Howdo and Youdo-@partycoffin
Allie Sweetie-@dollpuppets
Bellflower Bat, Caidan and Milkweed-Me
#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home oc#welcome home Howdo and Youdo#welcome home howdy#welcome home fanart#welcome home arg#bellflower bat#howdy pillar#wh howdy#welcome home au#mother’s day#late Mother’s Day#digital art#I really wanted to get this out last week#But none of the colors were working#also stuff irl kept me from putting everything I had into this piece#to get it out early#but it is here and I love it#also Caidan and milkweed have their one year anniversary#This week#so I will get something out for them soon#Hopefully it will not be late#dollpuppets#allie sweetie#wh Howdo and youdo#thank you all for the love you have given my work#have a great day
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A (comparatively) Brief Thought about Steve Harrington's Names
Lucky Stevie has full names in three different languages and they're all equally incriminating in different ways!
For context: Steve's parents meet just as the summer of '66 is ending, in a perfectly legitimate bar with absolutely no connection to organised crime in Chicago. They introduce themselves as Christopher (call me Chris, Christopher is shite) Harrington and Anita (but you, bello, can call me Tina) Martino. They are both lying.
See, America is it's own little world. Founded by desperate refugees and religious extremists, the USA is the New York of the western world - the perfect place to disappear, because no matter your sins, there's always someone weirder. And in this totally not shady bar in Chicago, these two strangers have a lot of sins.
Mr. Ciarán Ótis Marcin Ó'hArrachtáin is what some might call a terrorist. Those 'some' are, of course, all eejits who seem to be fecking delirah with the Brits treating the Irish Free State as a colony. But Ótis and Martyna didn't raise a spineless dosser, not on tales of the shite they saw in Nazi Poland. Ciarán wants to be just like his mama, so does the only thing he can at sweet sixteen and joins the IRA. It was a grand old time - until some spanner decided to start the boarder campaign, make some things go boom, then it all goes arseways and suddenly he's a wanted man. Now he's legged it all the way out to this bar in Chicago where he can find some mostly-legal work, set himself up as someone who doesn't need to check over his shoulder every five seconds - and maybe he can take a chance on this absolute ride of an Italian who's just walked in, Jaysus -
Sig.na Alessia Stefania "Pieterina" Serafini has made a name for herself as a mafiosa. Beloved, wild, ruthless granddaughter of Don Alessio - caporegime since nineteen and well on her way to consigliere - and, right now, in molti problemi with la Cosa Nostra. So much problemi that she's been effectively smuggled into the US, like that goddamn heroin shipment that started all these problemi... ah well. She just needs to lie low for a bit (a decade) with her American cousins on the less than legal side of Chicago before she can return to her cosca and the people she actually trusts not to stab her the moment she turns her back - and maybe she can have some fun with this bello, bello Irishman who's looking her way, dannazione -
So. Discussing the evolution Mr and Mrs Harrington's relationship is gonna have to wait (though I'd love to hear from you guys) - the important thing here is the family history.
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Tina's side: Alessia Stefania "Pietrina" Serafini.
Tina's father is Vincenzo Serafini and her grandfather is Alessio Serafini. Her first name is the feminine of her paternal grandfather's name. Steve's middle names are also from them.
(In case it wasn't obvious, the Serafini family are heavily involved in the Italian mafia - potentially involved in the Ciaculli massacre in '63 - and also have ties to the American mafia.)
Tina's mother is Pietra Tedesco and her grandmother is Stefania Tedesco. Her middle name - Stefania - and her son's first name - Stefano - are from her maternal grandmother. "Pietrina" is a diminutive nickname for Pietra - they're saying she's just like her mother, and since they figured this would be easy and natural enough for Steve to remember, his agreed Italian 'cover' surname is Di Pietro.
(Pietra is the feminine of her father's Petri Tedesco - which is itself the new name chosen by the German runaway Peter Thälmann. No relation to German Communist Party Leader Ernst Thälman, no sir, nothing to see here.)
So: Stefano Alessio Vincenzo Serafini - or, when he doesn't want to advertise the mafia part - Stefano Di Pietro.
Chris' side: Ciarán Ótis Marcin Ó'hArrachtáin.
Chris' father is Ótis Ó'hArrachtáin, and his paternal grandparents Steafán and Keira Ó'hArrachtáin. He gets his first name from the masculine of his grandmother's name, his middle name from his father, and gave Steve his grandfather's name.
(Steafán and Keira worked their asses off their whole life to put their kids through school, ennabling Ótis to work at the Irish embassy in Poland, where he managed to smuggle a handful of refugees past the Nazis to Britain, of which his future wife, Hannia Marcinkiewicz, was one.)
Chris' mother is Anita Marcinkiewicz. He gets his middle name from her surname. Steve gets his Irish 'cover' surname from that.
(Anita and her son are very similar as teenagers and young adults - the same heady cocktail of jaded rage and a naïve sense of justice, motivating spiky teens in parallel shitty situations to commit near-suicidal acts of heroism, with similar results. Just what did Anita do? Nothing you can prove, of course...)
(Yes, Anita Marcinkiewicz and Anita Martino - a wild coincidence that kicks of conversation for our young lovers in Chicago. Not in any way manipulated by an omnipotent fangirl who wants her OCs to have something neat to make slightly awkward but unexpectedly wholesome small talk about over a Guinness and a Negroni in a bar in Chicago). (This is why Chris calls his wife Tina all the time when anyone else would get shot if she's feeling anything less than saccharine.)
So: Steofán Ciarán Ótis Ó'hArrachtáin - or, when he'd rather avoid any connection to the wanted terrorist - Steofán Ó Máirtín.
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Of course, as half Irish and half Italian - or, well, 1/8 German, 2/8 Polish, 2/8 Irish and 3/8 Italian but who's counting. Aside from me -
The point is, he's Catholic as fuck. He can be non-practicing and still Catholic (bc fuckboi), he can lose his faith and still be Catholic (bc interdimensional hell monsters), he can be an atheist (bc Irish) and still be Catholic, ok - he is Italian and Irish, there's no cure.
So, yeah, he's definitely been christened. And sure, you can old give any old name to the government (fuck them anyways) as long as it suits your purposes. But your christening name is the one that God knows you by, okay, you don't want to lie to the priest and end up with the wrong name tag when you get to heaven (or if, I guess).
What I'm saying is the paperwork says Steven Otis Harrington, but some poor Father/Reverendo gets hit with Stefano Stiofán Alessio Ciarán Vincenzo Ótis Serafini Ó'hArrachtáin. Good fucking luck!
#steve harrington#steve harrington headcanon#italian steve harrington#irish steve harrington#Catholic guilt^2#steve harrington's parents#steve harrington's mother#steve harrinton's father#what is is with me and fictional characters with 10+ names in two different languages this is the second in two days send help#also#when i say “all his names all equally incriminating”#Serafini is mafia and Ó'hArrachtáin is a minor terrorist obvsly#but Harrington also is pretty damning after his parents have spent 20+ years building their totally legal and above board business empire#So Chris gets the bizarre experience of having created an alias to avoid the fame of being like. another nameless school shooter#only for that alias to be more recognisable? like what was the point?#Tina explain why my disguise is more attention-grabbing than my actual identity as a wanted criminal#and Tina gets to explain that there were many generic Irish white boys who set fire to shit during the Troubles#but there's only one Christopher Harrington of Harrington Inc. that does boring stuff with lots of money#and also fun stuff with loads of money but no one can prove that shh#anyways#is this an epic fail? where you fail at keeping your identity anonymous so badly it that actually works perfectly?
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Dragon Age OC Question!!
If your Warden, Hawke, and/or Inquisitor -- or even Rook if you're an overachiever -- fell into a Desire Demon's trap, how would the demon manipulate them? What (or who) would they see? Where would they be?
#if it was Alym (my Warden) during the events of inquisition he'd be by Leliana's side#darkspawn taint cured cuddled up with her and Puppy by the fire leliana's head on his shoulder#she'd tell him they never had to part again and that all their friends have moved to the village where they live...boy has separation issue#if it happened during origins he'd be back on his childhood farm with his mother#except he has the money to buy them the farm instead of her working on it for the humans that owned it and the magic to protect them#she'd look exactly as she did when he was five years old before the Circle took him#he'd hear “hello bug” and start tearing up immediately#it'd be hard for him to resist either scenario but his desire to protect the world and the people he loves would prevail in the end#dragon age#dao#da2#dai#warden#hawke#inquisitor#rook
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I admire girls who can pull off long nails bc it literally can never be me. I just don’t get how it works functionally
#I’m my mother’s daughter and she’s a very simple/sticker to classics kind of person#so my manicures typically tend to just be short dark solid gel sets. french tips if im feeling crazy but it’s rare#I’ve never tried the crazy long nails people do bc HOW#im studying all the time / doing research / at the clinic etc etc so it just wouldn’t work for me to begin w#but I don’t get how even girls who don’t have those duties can juggle their day to day lives w 6 inch long nails#they look GOREOUS but so impractical#it’s an actual art I think#p
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“Mother 3 - Claus, Back Sketch”
Was thinking about him today… I imagine that when he was revived after everything that has happened, Claus hasn’t properly looked at himself in the mirror. So when he finally is able to return home and take care of himself, (showering or bathing, etc) Claus is finally met with his own reflection.
[Quick Warning ⚠️ I love angst- you’ll see it a lot from me if not for my cute ship art- DO NOT BE SURPRISED, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED ]
Along with his new mechanical arm, a large change to Claus was his back, wings that were built in which could fold and open, and pressed in jets hidden under the layer of synthetic skin. A jutting metallic spine, completed with bolts to staple his very human parts to hold the weight of the new wings. Truly Claus felt something much more than normal, he didn’t feel like his body was his own, in fact, knew that he was no longer Claus. Just like he was no longer the masked man, he truly felt like an awful amalgamation of the two, a mixture of who he was. A chimera of sorts.
#Hey guys- I know I should be working on some prompts rn ((since I’m a day late and all))#but taking a small digital art break cause I’m actually a sketch artist pffft.#my art#mod rambles#claus mother 3#Claus#mother 3#mother series
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hi this is a post saying i will not b online((or try)) until i get my g.e.d.
i love u all if i uh, yk never return
hugs hugs many sweet dreams & good mornings!
#i had a much longer post then realized no1 wants 2 read all that long#i dont want 2 like fill the tags w/reasons y im suddenly doing this#hell i might regret this & delete it a minute l8r#but like. i need my highschool diploma#ive failed school like all the way through. my entire school career looks good in concept but its not#shit im going 2 start crying again#<- that is also y#i keep crying i keep like getting rlly sad & self#destructive & idk how 2 fix that so im doing this so no1 hears my whining#uhhh pray 4 me 2 pass ig lol#hugs hugs hugs mnay hugs#this feels like a final goodbye bc my self confidence is so bad jdjfiosk#summer school; switching classes bc of bad grades; getting expelled; having numerous teacher conferences; having my teachers talk 2 me like#im their kid just bc my mother works @ the school ohh my god that hurt the most & made me want 2 go monkey mode#point is im not good @ school & never have been & it stresses me out & im so scared#im so afaid im crying just thinking about sitting in a class#i love learning i love ideas i love questions MY FAVORITE SUBJECT IS MATH but im just so scared 4 some reason#& idk if ill b able 2 do it#i can barely see my screen help djchis#anyways im going 2 try my best bc i want 2 talk 2 my friends & uhm thats rlly it#but i cant do that unless i get better so im going 2 try 2 not#i ended up rambling in the tags blehhh#niko is also w/me rn as always & i will give him all the kisses &love i can so nobody worry about that#watch me take this post back in a day bc the internet has been 1 of my only safe soaces#this is so pathetic kanfkf & me saying so does not make it any less so#i just jumped out of the car & walked 2 hrs home crying bc im an actual disaster rn#like what if everything im thinking rn makes no sense#i mean not the school thing#i need 2 do that#i need 2 stop stalling
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Lol
#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting#with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy#and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because#your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED#OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered#being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal#anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this#can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws#worries#and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please#also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up#in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite#but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying#you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents#but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents#not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up#that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY#you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard#i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation#and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far
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