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See, now you're smiling and looking so much cuter.
JACK & JOKER | EP. 1
#jack and joker#jack & joker#genuinely dont know how im supposed to get through giffing the ep when im still on this scene because he looked so good#i am stuck here#my mind is a battlefield#i thought i was ready but i wasnt#fivearchive#userrain
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There are two wolves inside of me. One is obsessed with the intricate, traumatic details of Jean-Luc's time as Locutus and his PTSD from Wolf 359, carefully analyzing his experiences and exploring how they alter his character throughout the rest of the franchise. The other one wants to fuck that robot until he ruptures an organ and kills me.
#my mind is a battlefield#an enigma#help me please#wolf 359#star trek#tng#the next generation#next gen#picard#jean luc picard#captain picard#locutus#locutus of borg#the borg#nsft
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this is the ‘accompanying’ piece i mentioned the other day. more of a short story than stream of consciousness, though similar in theme, as this was inspired by the other.
a bit darker maybe. but with a twist.
let me know what you think, or not. you know how it is.
#voice reveal#sometime i write things#tell me what you think#my mind is a battlefield#filled with bloodshed#and screams#of pleasure or pain#is anyone’s guess#this is sfw by the way#kit's#voice#writings
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i got really really really bored in business class
#my mind is a battlefield#tw sui joke#tw sucidal ideation#but like as a little jokey joke#sonic frontiers spoilers#i guess#????#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#sonicku#sonicku: art
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i may or may not have made full designs for mercs in an rp i'm doing...
rb > likes or smth
misc + og designs under cut :thumbs up:
here's them before i started colouring
most of these are pretty gimmicky on purpose, also i changed a cuple of stuff here and there
for the sake of the rp i designed these kill feeds (more or less inspired by those chat devices someone made for dsmp that one time) (it's a little primitive, but it only has to be functional)
there is a v.2 which has the form of a watch (you can see it on sniper, spy and engie) (it also has a mode where instead of sending notifications it vibrates, thought it would be fun for sneaking) (maybe it even has a walke talkie function, yk, for team comms) (i didn't draw but it's all fictional anyway)
i kept some on my hcs in these ddesigns too, like engi's and Pyro's special goggles and tails and
i also removed Medic's lab coat because... well... he doesn't have it on...
i removed Sniper's facial hair too because i ended up hating it hfsgfe
there's also this uh,, thing i made
(yes, i made spy look and pose like that on prpose lmao)
#and yeah that's it#no beta we die like archimedes on the battlefield /j#anyways ms paint is the best art program change my mind#i experimented with the proportions a little in the beginning#you can see it in scout and sniper#but i ended up not sticking with it very much as you can see fgysgfe#my friend plays the red team teehee#they also have a red army robin oc. Pep beloved#tf2#tf2 fanart#tf2 oc#engie tf2#engineer tf2#sniper tf2#spy tf2#medic tf2#soldier tf2#scout tf2#heavy tf2#pyro tf2#demoman tf2#demo tf2#tf2 headcannons#misterious stranger fallout 4#it's 1 am and i have to get up for school at 7 am#i am going to commit die /nsrs#if anyones wondering btw i made these of loadout.tf#very cool site#you can spin them#gunslinger
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i will forever be on my “tails and infinte could’ve had such a good hero-villain dynamic in forces if the player character didn’t take over tails’ role” bullshit
#graveyardtxt#also that infinite could’ve focused his attacks on more mental/emotional damage instead of physical damage#because like illusions? hello?#think about it#tails’ logic vs infinite’s manipulation?#come on that would’ve been so cool#mind games on the battlefield? please? i beg of you?#i was talking to passionartx about this earlier but i had to put it in a post#i just wish tails and infinite were done better in forces i think about them often#miles tails prower#infinite the jackal#sonic forces#just my opinion
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"Can you take orders" "I don't know. give me one" LOGAN HONEY BE MORE OBVIOUS
#GIRL.HONEY.LOML.SUGARSLICE.SWEETIEPIE.#WHAT THE HECK#thing is with him I can't tell if he wants the rumble or if he secretly wants to be bossed around a lil#probably a bit of both lol#love is a battlefield#also I am quite sorry this is like the third post I've done about this same deleted scene#and I also know these posts are devolving rapidly at this point I'm just throwing my brain goo at the wall and trying to decipher the splat#(losing my mind just a wee bit) (and by a wee bit I mean I am in pieces)#Logan howlett#wolverine#Scott summers#cyclops#scogan#Scott x logan#Logan x scott#xmen#xmen movies#xmen original trilogy#deleted scenes#martianbugsbunny ships
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tfw your partner becomes an outlaw because he just wanted your failing detective agency to get more business (and it backfires question marks??)
hey guys i really like my cowboy au
#silver the hedgehog#espio the chameleon#espilver#cowboy au!!!#i do need to get this off my mind right#silver and espio def had a do u think love can bloom even on a battlefield?' moment in forces U CANT TELL ME THEY DIDNT#yea i like mgs YES IM GONNA RELATE IT TO SONIC IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER#Spotify
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I don't wanna go to work. I just want to write vampire smut, cook good food, and bake bread.
#i seem to only be able to write when I know i don't have the time to write#what the fuck is that about#neech's speeches#i did voice lines with my fiancé last night for his latest yt vid#maybe i should explore cooking on yt#good news is i finally started the actual sex scene this morning#just word vomitted 300+ words worth of smutty tension#jdkanskdk#sorry this is taking me so long#my mind has been a battlefield for the last month#also my work contract is up as of thursday so i have to find another site#i have enough saved to chill for a bit#i probably will#but still#that's stress#plus personal life bs happening ugh#I'm ok just really busy sorry
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I just had another comic idea and I refuse to start another draft about it, but Medic carrying Studentenfutter with him and just snacking it together with Archimedes-
#60 seconds till mission begins rambles#Studentenfutter is like trail mix but without the candy part; its superior in any way; don't try to change my mind I die on this hill#The word literally translates to “student feed” and supposedly comes from rich students enjoying nuts/raisins as snacks back in 1800#Anyways I just like the idea of Doc pulling up some cashews from his bag; eating some; immediately passing one to Archimedes#Just two birds eating nuts on the battlefield; nothing to see here. Archimedes would have the glossiest feathers because of this#I just like the idea of Medic occasionally giving his birds a snack while on duty; it contrasts so nicely with the gunfire around him
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Hey y'all ever think about the fact that Scamandrius is a baby during The Iliad? Meaning that he was born during the war?? And what if Hector fought so he could give his baby son a safe world to live in??
#the iliad#hector of troy#tagamemnon#greek mythology#in my mind there's an alternate universe where hector gets to raise his son#it's a way for me to cope with the fact that he never gets to raise his boy#god fuck these little characters make me weep like a widow#but hector might have spent time on the battlefield while andromache was carrying their son#and apart from worrying about not fucking dying he worried about his wife#and every battle he fought was to meet his son and-#yOU GET IT#I DON'T FEEL LIKE TYPING OUT EVERY EMOTION THIS MAKES ME FEEL; OKAY??
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technically i've been "out" of school for about 6 months now but there's so much fucking damage done from years of forcing myself through it, and only recognizing i've been maladaptive coping within the last two years (aka 7.7% of the time i've been in formal education lol)
can't sit and enjoy things without it being fueled by escapism
impatient
guilty all the time. why? i should be working/studying/beefing up knowledge base
so used to needing to be right, tied to self-worth -> makes it terrifying to jump into things blind and voice a low-stakes opinion of it (why you never see me making specific meta posts, and why trying to get into media with sprawling canons is a nightmare)
tendency to panic and overexplain everything, every question feels like an interrogation
but when you're not busy you feel useless or that you're tending towards obsolescence -> dread. perpetual dread
can't work without a deadline (though that's getting much better, but it's active effort)
like, i feel like a car that's reached the finish line but everything's on fire and the driver's upside down and needs to be cut out of the harness
#redglyphs#academic jerky#and now they want to drive me around like a normal car after a paint job...#things turned out okay enough. but if there was ever a 'go back in time and tell past self something'#i wish i received a more candid talk abt the commitment it'd take#i either thought people weren't taking it seriously enough or that the doom and gloom shitposting was people reveling in their own misery#it wouldn't have changed my path but i would have been better equipped#idk. it just hit me today that the grind™️ was like a focused application of shit life syndrome#that suppressed so much of my ability to have fun#fun always took effort (nature of being an adult ig) but like. Effort.#something something when will my mood return from the war except i gotta bring my mood back from the battlefield myself#a new farm on sdv will fix me#anyways warning to those pursuing advanced degrees: mind your mental health. you think you're resilient but that shit will boiling frog you
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Most romantic thing in the world to me actually would be if Spock went thru with kolinahr and everything went to plan and he was genuinely fine and comfortable with himself afterwards but he deeply regrets it still bc he realizes it wasn't logical to have gone through with it when he only did it to be accepted and there was nothing ever wrong with him, purging emotions isn't some superior state of being it's just a different mode of existence that is no more valuable than the former, and Jim's wellbeing is still very important to him as his t'hy'la bc mutual relationships are not the product of emotion they are a fundamentally important part of life whether u have feelings or not and Jim does have feelings and it was fucked up of him to damage them over his obsession with fitting in to Vulcan society, and a few weeks after he comes back he tells Jim he loves him softly while tryna calm him down from something and he's like no you fucking don't please dont say that to me it hurts more knowing you'd lie about it and Spock's like I'm not lying I do love you and Jim pulls himself up and looks him in the eyes like ok what does that mean and he goes I don't think it matters that I can't feel emotion anymore when I know what loving you felt like. It's in my core. If it can transcend life, actual material existence then why wouldn't it be able to transcend the emotion itself. Don't you think it's bigger than any of that. I love you because I know I do
#spirk#kolinahr#spock#just losing my mind today over the concept of kolinahr triggering an epiphane about how none of that shit matters how they got it all wrong#kolinahr making u more of a caring person#bc ur emotional problems were making it harder for u to see the bigger picture#and the bigger picture is that emotion was never the problem it was just trauma#its just generational trauma#it was just a little boy on the battlefield seeing horrors beyond comprehension#and deciding that the only way forward is to make emotion obselete#because its just too painful#because emotion makes us do terrible things and i have only ever seen terrible things#and yeah he became more eloquent in his manifesto and disguised his pain as something removed something machine something more than it was#but thats all it was#just a little kid begging for it all to stop#what if surak knew peace could be felt emotionally. that pain can exist alongside it#that u dont have to gouge it out#what then#essaycore
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Princess Ruby of House Rocks and the Ending of The Sugarplum Fairy.
x x x - x 🌌 x - x x x
a lot of tags about my feelings about this scene below the usual tags!
#stimboard#stim#dim 20#dimension 20#a crown of candy#acoc#dim 20 acoc#princess ruby rocks#siobhan thompson#sugar plum fairy#oh boy this has been playing on my mind all day so i had to make it. thinking about this scene.#something about her turning to magic - the thing which separated her from her sister's abilities - after her death.#something about saccharina refusing to use her fireball in favour of helping ruby and still not earning her respect.#something about the beautiful contrast between the green of the flame blade and the purple of the sugar plum#and something about the girl who dreamed of being an acrobat - sharing skills with a ballerina - killing the most iconic character#jet died on the battlefield - where she belonged - and ruby struck the epitome of grace from the sky.
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That feeling when your research proposal gets turned down one too many times for stupid reasons so you self fund your OG idea out of pure spite. Fight me, faculty.
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I SAW YOUR NEW CHAPTER POST OUT OF CONTEXT AND I ALMOST SHIT MYSELF CUS NEW DELTARUNE CHAPTER 😨
HDHSJSJSJDBSJKSKS oh no i realized that like hours after i posted it like noooo not that, tho i wish
i'd definitely stop writing as soon as that came out i'd be going too berserk
also when chapter 3 DOES drop im not gonna just make a little tiny weak-enthusiasm post id be screaming at the top of my lungs, polls, fanart oh my hyperfixated ass is gonna go APESHIT
#my blog will be the center of all my autism i swear#it'll be a battlefield of excitement and deranged takes that i regret posting 5 minutes later#that sorta thing#no srry just my lil fic updated sadly XD which is where most?? of my followers are from??#don't mind my misinformation#also my 'i'm sick with the cold' brain isn't doing me any favors on wording#BUT maybe if i channel chapter 3??? 🤔🤔🤔 by continuously saying 'new chapter' 'new chapter'#then maybe... maybe
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