#my man has seen hell
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pls assume i'm thinking about this moment 24/7 all week every week
#ahsjgdh i love the young xianle quartet sm they're almost barely not traumatized...kinda#they're very silly especially in retrospect#aaa i do also really want to draw young xie lian and mu qing but the idea of rendering that much gold detailing sounds like hell ywy#i'll do it but christ alive#my art#fanart#tgcf#tgcf fanart#tgcf spoilers#technically#also i haven't read past book 3 for now ywy#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#feng xin#hua cheng#...he gets one tag bc i'm not keeping track of all the aliases#every time i draw hc his hair gets worse and worse#my man has not seen a hairbrush in the past 800 or so years of his existence
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whoever it is that took these photos please make yourself known. s_liu2023 id like to send you baked treats
#like. fucking hell#the definition. the energy. the Man#david tennant#macbeth#these came from ig but ultimately ive seen my own videos reposted there on like three separate accounts without credit so#a hefty pinch of salt has been taken
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Vanha Kauppahalli date: en full, a 2 minute 50 second masterpiece...
Primetime Panthers | 11.6.24 (x)
#aleksander barkov#matthew tkachuk#florida panthers#2425#the global series is a gift#“alright talk to me what do we got?” with the camera following behind them makes it seems like theyre spies doing reconnaissance#the start to a thriller where they got sent to finland stake out for intelligence#maffhew not even waiting for sasha to answer before hes asks about chocolate#“the purple one you always bring” maffhew has been charmed by sashas leaving choco in stalls as gifts when he comes back from finland huh#you can tell he says that with depravity of a man who finally realises he doesnt need to rely on his supplier he can get it himself now#“uh oh [laughs] okay... what is this?” maffhew was not prepared for all the food to already be ready for him he just hopped off a plane and#expected to have to wait more and did not and absolutely does not trust the situation in the same way you get romantic candlelit-dinnered#and youre like alright whats all this then whats your angle what are you doing#“this is salmon and rye bread 😄” “(with the eagerness to prove hes smart and engaged) so is that 👉” “(charmed) and so is that 🫱”#“ill try your favourite first” GURL RELAX OKAY SETTLE DOWN YOURE IN A NEW COUNTRY JUST CHILL MAN#“salmon and rye bread—thats the famous one 🤓” [sasha nodding along because he has to reassure maffhew but also hes in the middle of eating]#maffhew choosing the most inopportune time and you can TELL sasha is like [swallows quickly] because he wants to answer but also BIG BITE#“herring” “herrin' 🤠?” “eating all this her-RING” no notes#“is this just another salmon on rye bread” he says with hope because he likes salmon but also disappointment (he wants to try more foods)#“different salmon? smoked?” the amount of questions hes askijg because hes so terribly engaged he wants to know and sashas like [shrug]#he has to get an A+ in experiencing finland which is normal to want and possible to achieve#“i still love your country though” and sasha explodes into the mirthful grin ive seen in my life like he just won the damn jackpot#he speaks at 100 mph like please take a deep breath sweetheart youre excitement is papable but PLEASE#THE WAY HE GETS SO UNSURE WHEN HE MENTIONS BARKY HATES THAT FOOD WHEN HE LIKED IT SO MUCH#MAFFHEW YOU CAN GET A PASSING GRADE IN EXPERIENCING FINLAND IF YOU STICK TO YOUR GUNS I PROMISE#SASHA HELP A GUY OUT HERE MAN THROW HIM A BONE#SASHA ONLY LAUGHS AS MAFFHEW THROWS HIMSELF INTO A TIZZY OVER THIS YOU ARE SOOOOOO#the chuckle when sasha mentions he had runebergin torttu in school... id like to know what was funny there#we call out sasha for being too lovesick and laughing at all of maffhews “jokes” BUT HES JUST AS BAD???#“what the hell do i do with this thing?” MAFFHEW HAVE YOU NEVER SEEN MERENGUE IN YOUR LIFE???
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[BREAKING NEWS: GREAT ASTRONOMICAL DISCOVERIES]
teehee you may have seen this coming :3 i love these sillies especially margaret you go girl
(btw i havent listened to the ghosts of antikythera yet so no spoilers plsplspls :3 tyy)
#frongle444rambles#also justice for my man benjamin he did nothing wrong#frongle444art#my art#pulp musicals#the great moon hoax#tgmh#pulp musicals tgmh#rose stratford#samuel stratford#benjamin park#john herschel#margaret cavendish#starcanwreckedpulp#i hate drawing short hair so herschel was actual hell for me :/ i don't hate how it turned out tho!#the constellation is sagitta :3#non-modern clothing my beloathed we pull through bcs brainrot >:3#if anyone actually reads these tags rb with a 🌌 emoji somewhere in ur rb im actually interested#never seen a printing press plate before and google was absolutely zero help so sorry for any historical inaccuracies hehe#in love with the way i draw eyes now omg i love my own art sm and i hope u do too :3#shit just realised rose has a straight across fringe lmao#can you tell im trying to find mistakes in my art :') /hj
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So I don't think this is actually the case but what if Eliza and Isaac's deaths werent over a petty amount of cash and a robbery gone wrong? What if, instead, Dutch had seen Arthur spending time with them, had perceived him slipping away as a threat: a threat to himself, his gang, his security, his family, afraid of losing his lead enforcer - whether he truly at that point did love him like a son, or not. And in his insecurity or fear or whatever other reason, he finds someone rotten, unrelated to the gang, and he pays them to murder Eliza and her little boy, so no one will ever tempt Arthur away from the flock, and he instead puts all his energy and time into the gang, the only family he has left.
#i am kombucha girl memeing over this and don't actually think this is the case but 👀👀👀 WHAT IF???!#the theory just popped up in my head#cause it's always seemed a little dodgy how and why they died - which is fair enough it's traumatic as hell and not something you want to#deeply delve into#but still WHAT. IF.#and yes i am clearly opposed to the head-injury dutch theory because that man was a narcissistic power hungry egomaniac long before then#anyway#i can actually see dutch doing something like this but there's no actual evidence for it so I'm just theorizing!#arthur morgan#dutch van der linde#rdr2#rdr2 eliza#isaac morgan#rdr#rdr2 spoilers#ish#my post#also I'm sure someone else has had this thought before and if it was true a writer might have confirmed it but I haven’t seen it and I'm#just having fun okay
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I am actually having so many thoughts about bg3 characters when it comes to body image bc themes of bodily autonomy are just so present in this game
#like. astarion and halsin are the obvious ones for this bc astarion doesn’t even know what he looks like and halsin is halsin#but the others?? karlach literally having her body taken apart and put back together by zariel?? wyll forcibly being changed by mizora??#the very common headcanon that gale’s abs are an illusion?? shadowheart’s overall trans vibes? lae’zel whose body has been seen as a weapon#jaheira and her whole anti-ageing scroll can be taken in a different direction too. hell even minthara’s torture by orin#the emperor and what it means to have been a man and now something Else? i could even see it with the selûnites bc of their circumstances#there’s just SO SO MUCH to explore here and I’m gonna do it as soon as my computer finishes its download#bg3#ALSO. raphael. bc haarlep is an idealised version of himself lbr. and my last tav (denandras) definitely has some complex feelings about it
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(Realizes that the most common transman experiences perfectly align with my life and feelings about myself and fascinations and who I want to be with) Ohhhh Okay i am fucked
#I do really wish i could just snap my fingers and pilot a cisman's body around#Rather than go through the crucible of visibly transitioning. it seems like a waste to do it when the times are so awful.#I honestly still doubt myself so much but#I can only do so many years of Why are you perceiving me as a woman#Before the shit starts getting real#People really just dont take you fucking seriously. Like even at this point where im at now i still dont know if im quote unquote valid#Because maybe its just a feminist issue and the misogyny is rampant#But an emotional sensitive defensive anxious reactive woman is what i am seen as. Somehow.#When I have gone lengths to ensure that even those close to me do not see a hint of my unchained emotional reality. Just really beats it in#I am entirely logical when I describe my experiences to my family. Clinical and detatched and intentional. And they think i am to be coddle#All the fucking time. Exhausting. I don't want that. I want to come to mutual understanding. Not to beg for emotional attention.#Thats the only thing that ever visibly cracks me. Being horribly misunderstood and taken out of context. Logical self defense being denied.#And being full of estrogen just reinforces that shit. Im a frustration crier. If I had testosterone maybe it wouldnt prove people right.#When you bite back as a woman you are just a bitch.#My fear is that I will be an emotional transgender man that wants to be coddled. I am afraid it will be worse to be that.#I really do just want to be able to live and work and be taken seriously when I say what I mean and what my mind is like.#I want a chance at life. I feel like I'm seen as a hapless girl. Damaged and begging to be freed of all responsibility#No bitch I want to move out and actively build a life for myself and RAISE MYSELF! after years of being misunderstood and alone#And also i want to do homosexual war reenactments with another man or something i dont know i just wish it could be me#Maybe ill just donate blood and faint again#Anyway. Joker. Society. I am the joker#Who wanna reply and tell me if im a valid transman or not. I get chest dysphoria when i have proper posture.#I get ass and hip dysphoria.#Low key having a bangin body as a woman though confuses me still bc maybe i just like being hot more than i gaf about transitioning#It reeeeeally helps that my face has an impeccable T zone. Its kind of masc as hell.
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Spoilers for chp 90-92..?
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So I've read and re-read and re-read the whole mirror scene in passion manhwa and some novel excerpts found on tktk. And let me tell you!! The webtoon doesn't do it justice!! You can see that taeui is against it yet some of his expressions and dialogues say the opposite! And then there's illay with his one track mind😒😒 (finding out he doesn't have that much game was hilarious though)
BUT CAN WE HAVE SOME INSIGHT ON WHY TAEUI KEEPS ALLOWING ILLAY TO DO ASNHE WISHES!! (I mean I already know BUT STILL!!)
Atleast illay cleaned him up and did bare minimum 😑😑
Some of those panels deserved to eb in horror genre😶🌫️😶🌫️
THIS PANEL BELOW MAKES ME WANT TO COMMIT BECAUSE THEY'RE SO MUCH IN LOVE BUT DONT KNOW HOW TO TALK!!!
#bl manhwa#passion manhwa#ilay riegrow#jeong taeui#they're insane#mirror scene#oh how i want them to talk it out clearly#AND SHOW US THAT TALK#its funny how taeui is like this man has no game#baby that not what you should be focusing#please why would you even call your uncle during that#ugh#dont know whether to laugh or bang my head in nearest wall#fellas is it gay or in love to be constantly think about someone your running away from and stay with that persons family#AAAHHHH#the bar is in hell#ive seen where the roses&champagne went in latest update and codename's also going there#this one is already there#spoilers
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Hi new folks, and 😘 to the Old Man fuckers now following me thanks to my cosplays, specifically these:
This is generally when I like to remind folks this is also me.
Not that I plan to stop doing Old Man cosplays. I just want to give y'all some helpful context. 😅
#rrramblings#look I also want to [redacted] that Old Man#we are all in this hell together#RIP to me trying to stand in those heels ha ha#like a newborn baby deer on a patch of ice#every time I do this a long term follower realizes they have indeed seen my gams in the past lol
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19 | Jared McCann x American Teenager - Ethel Cain
Part 5 of the Spotify Wrapped x Hockey series
#Spotify wrapped x hockey#why has this man worn so many numbers#I’m face blind as hell why would you do this to me#happy new year this is my gift to everyone but especially to Baz#it was a very very close call between McCann and Spezza for this#but seeing that McCann primer a few days ago has done Damage#jared mccann#pittsburgh penguins#vancouver canucks#florida panthers#Seattle kraken#have you ever seen a team so motivated by love by the way#other than the 22/23 leafs#mine#hockey#hockey edit#hockey art
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It's definitely gonna be flashier than "Le otto montagne", I think it will be probably even better than "Non essere cattivo" which is, to my humble opinion, his best acting so far.
For non-native speakers, it's very difficult to understand how difficult (pardon the repetition) it is to cancel the accent (as a non-native English speaker, I know it's difficult to me to fully appreciate when an Irish actor pulls a perfectly good australian accent).
Marinelli has quite the thick roman accent (not as think as, idk, Mastandrea's, but still pretty thick), yet in "M" we fully get the Mussolini talking: the different pronounciation is most of the letters, the completely different speech and pause pattern between roman and emilian, the voice itself sounding nothing like it did in his previous movies...
And that's just me not mentionin the "body" part of acting.
M was a short, pudgy man who carried himself like he was the biggest man in the world (think of the Russian guy nowadays), and Marinelli completely nailed this self-importance travesty in his portrait.
I can't wait to see it, even though I'm gonna be suffering through the whole thing.
i haven't seen non essere cattivo yet but yeah!!! marinelli is one of those actors that absolutely disappears into whatever character he's playing to a really incredible degree. i can point at a still screenshot of like, martin eden or le otto montagne or even the old guard or diabolik (which i think are definitely less Obviously Impressive roles until you compare them w/ the rest of his work: both are characters that involve a lot of microexpressions + i think it's not until you watch something like, idk, lo chiamavano jeeg robot when you really appreciate just how much skill goes into both of those but i digress) and go like yeah those are all the same guy. but once you actually see them in action they're really remarkably distinct!! as is his work in trust which is also an incredible performance.
trust is a good example too when it comes to voice/accent work im not quite familiar with accent differences yet (half of my teachers are roman and so is ninety percent of my immersion. ahem.) but even i can tell the difference sometimes!! and from what ive seen of the mussolini show there IS a lot of voice work going on there where it's again recognisably marinelli's voice but the quality of it is so so different (also as a tangent i rewatched le otto montagne and the narration is so nice. can he do an audio book or something). super impressive work. adapting yourself for a fictional character is one thing but mimicking the mannerisms of an actual person is another!! which is why biopics get so much oscar buzz!! + the physical aspects of that too is like. Wow.
anyway tldr luca marinelli's super good at his job and one of these days on god he'll get the oscar i have foreseen it
#neon answers#lazynbored#probably like. top 2-3 actually. in my very professional opinion (likes movies a lot)#ALSO not to be more annoying but that's why i think hes such a good diabolik#gianniotti is fine don't get me wrong. but like. he's just playing a generically broody man#marinelli's diabolik conceivably has something deeply wrong with him. and THAT'S diabolik babey#i joke a lot abt the tape recorder scene but it truly is incredible work ok. is the movie good? imo yes and also he knows exactly what movie#hes in. not all performances need to be capital A oscar level Acting. that's a specific kind of dramatic performance#n diabolik isn't a role that requires that. yes he's kind of wooden and not emoting much but this is serving the movie and the character#really well. ok.#le otto montagne also quite a restrained performance. most dramatic work ive seen from him is martin eden#and the transformation in that one is really something. hell of a film i should watch it again
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I know how it sounds at first, but I really gotta feel bad for the boys that sacrificed edwin; I mean even the term “sacrificed edwin” paints them in a more sinister light than they really deserve– considering that wasn’t really, actually their intention.
they were bullies, they were homophobic (and/or were self loathing gay boys themselves taking it out on edwin, or were equally likely peer pressured into acting a certain way), they planned something stupid and mean to do to an innocent, anxious boy with the goal of scaring the shit out of him, all because he was effeminate and an easy target. but they didn’t know or expect any of the ritual stuff to be real. they were all laughing and joking during the ritual because it was just that to them– a joke. a cruel joke, but a joke.
teenagers can be mean and stupid and they usually regret it as adults and grow out of it / grow from it. they were stifled the chance to grow out of it, at least while alive. none of those boys deserved to be instakilled and sent to hell; they’re really not that much less deserving than edwin himself. they were all just kids, after all.
#random thought but. yeah……#I mean think about if crystal happened to be killed somehow pre-demonic intervention#she would’ve been deemed deserving of hell by the standards we’ve seen. no doubt about it. if the dragon guys were pulled to hell then yeah.#she would be as well. simply put- she was a bully#she was also a teenager. not a fully developed person. a very damaged and neglected teenager at that#it’s kinda like the criminal justice system right. it’s like. hey you really think sending them to be tormented is the most humane and#efficient way to heal these kids of what makes them act out and allow them to grow and improve?#Crystal’s such a good case to look at because she’s. well. to compare to The Good Place which you can probably already tell I’ve watched 800#times and adore with all my heart. she’s kinda the michael of the group#no one knows it at first but she’s actually kind of a terror to people most of the time. but she’s put in a situation where she#suddenly has a support system- people who care about her and want the best for her- she’s given a purpose and realizes how much better it is#to use her powers to help rather than hurt (well. sometimes helping can involve hurting but you get it)#and by the time she’s regained her memories and has a place in the agency it’s much easier to reflect on her life and be like huh!#this system kinda fucking sucks!#not that edwin wasn’t an example unto himself but he was a ‘clerical error’ not a ‘rightfully’ condemned person#with his situation someone could argue that the problem isn’t with the system being wack as a whole- it should just be maintained better so#these ‘errors’ don’t happen and all the good kids go to their afterlives and the Bad Evil Kids go to hell.#yes yes I know they’re not in hell forever (hopefully) but uhh Simon was still there for over a century and for fucking What?#gay self-loathing and catholic guilt? his intentions were clearly not Truly Evil and more than anything he seems to have been punished using#how much he hated himself for being gay and how guilty he felt for it all. like shit aren’t those feelings enough of a punishment? if he had#lived through that ritual and edwin hadn’t– do you think he would’ve been Okay? I think it would’ve crushed him. chronically#man. anyway#this was an especially long ramble huh#rambling#edwin#edwin payne#dead boy detectives
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Every time the crystalised discussion on twitter comes back and they get to Lloyd's issues with his father i want to freaking rip my hair out
"Lloyd's in the wrong" "Lloyd was an ass" (<something I literally just saw)
God forbid a child hurt by their parent BE HURT. BE UPSET.
#LLOYD was an ass???? um. have you seen his father?????#i hate it so much i hate it so much i hate it so much#i want to throw up#why do you people not get it#do you need to have a shitty parent yourself to get it.#my mum has never tried to kill me but i get it !!#i WISH i could go off at her like lloyd did!#or wohld i be an ass for that too? hm?#despite the years of hurt caused? hm?#shut the hell up all of you i#this is so stupid to be angry about but lloyd being allowed to br angry at his dad meant a lot to me#this feels so relatable to me#so personal#why do people refuse to see that lloyd has been hurt by his fathers actions again and again#him having issues woth his father isnt even new to crystalised!#remember in s4 when je said something about 'walking out on us again'???#nooo probably not because that man is aaaaalways perfect and the best ever!#i dont know where im going with this im just upset and annoyed and this always happens#i need to continue getting readynfor work.#ignore me#vent#i guess.
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hiii imperative question based on the pregame photos you just posted are lundy and reino wearing matching coats? did they buy matching coats on purpose? did they coordinate showing up for the game in their matching coats on purpose? OR hypothetical number two did reino give lundy his coat because he got chilly? your ongoing commitment to hard hitting journalism is deeply appreciated
the fun answer is this is couples outfit they are debuting actually because luosty's too busy having matching beanies with ekky to pay attention to him so naturally samson and his finn loving heart is on board for this (it also is to grab sashas attention as well, listen im not saying theyre not messy but im also not not saying that) and liney love is so beautiful the lundy reino of it all is so great but really i think they should /all/ kiss about it (but you have compelled me with mr i take over leadership roles when one of the core is out ofc because hes always been in leadership roles his whole hockey career he would make sure sashas protégé is bundled up and warm for the good of the team naturally its not because lundys looks pitiful shivering <3)
#ask#the actual answer is a lot of the guys have a tendency to have the same tailor or go to the same shops or like the same brands of clothing#re: swaggy mikksy erod aj (and lombo hell even goldie) have a custom suit from the same tailor#both mikksy and luosty have clothing ALD but mikksy certainly picked up the brand when he was a ranger#and seemed to have influenced luostys closet in that regard because mikksy ALWAYS reps ALD#(or luosty just straight up stole it from him i would not put it past him hrpf googles on or not actually lmao)#very very minor instances of shared clothing taste: ekkys wore fuckass LV belts in the past like maffhew has#ekky and mikksy have those same slipper dress shoes that i forget the fucking brand off that ekky doesnt wear anymore#because man prefers sneakers now the heathen#extremely minor now im just putting my hrpf goggles on again uhhh when sasha was in wimbledon to support his gf#ekky and his wife dayna met up with him in london at the tourney before embarking on their euro tour aka they stayed in italy for a while#anyways this is all to say sasha always has tennis merch on in the summer and now ekky has a wimbledon hat in black to match sasha's white#and during the telecast interview sasha was sporting the strawberries and cream wimbledon hat#and ive seen dayna sport one too#so that is to say it also exists in ekkys house and-#OKAY IM DONE DONT ASK ME TO BE DELUSIONAL IM DONE STOP TESTING MY MEMORY OF MENS' CLOSET ITS DEBASING MAN
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hi hi hi :3c i'm aaaaaaalmost caught up on my dash after a couple of weeks of spotty appearances and a couple of weeks of being Straight Up Offline, and then i'll catch up on peoples' art and fics!! i miss being on here!! hi hi hi hi hi!!!!! 👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻
(also i have been Pondering over a ren sentient a.i desktop buddy AU while i've been gone bc. i'm a sucker for that shit. dunno if it'll go anywhere but for now i'm playing touys and it's fun hehehe if you see a new tag at some point then that means i'm keeping him sjndfkn)
#tldr things are happening irl that are Theoretically Positive but carry a decade of baggage + are very stressful bc i'm being rushed#and health insurance bullshit has been stressing me out further. so any free time not related to the stuff above#has gone into like. crocheting a blanket. logging off. spending time off of social media. yeah!!!#i'm gonna be so so happy for everything to be done so i can sit down and Draw Things again!!! aaaaaaa!!!#need to finish my new ren ref sheet! need to draw smth for oushirou's upcoming bday!!#i missed r!ren's anniversary so i want to maybe doodle a little something for him!!!#and i want to draw little like. shimeji / ukagaka ren. is he malware gone rogue? did he just spontaneously gain sentience?? man idk lol#but in... middle school i think? i saw miyavi's 'girls be ambitious' MV and made a sentient a.i. oc based on his chara in that video#and ever since then. every time i selfship w someone. At Some Point i think about a desktop buddy au. :') it altered my brain sjkdn#ogey! i'm gonna try to finish catching up now!! i might not have the energy to say as much as i normally do on ppls art and fics#esp because there's SO much of it in my drafts ;;;;;;;;; but!!! i want to share everything i can!!! bc what i've seen is Sick As Hell!!!!#but yeah i'm hopefully gonna finish the last remaining Big Things next week 🙏🏻🙏🏻 and will maybe be on here more. (pls pls pls)#📌 [ my posts. ]#💭 [ my thoughts. ]
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Y'know I'm pretty sure obsessively thinking about a lego cartoon all day every day for over a decade to the point that it's a key part of your entire personality and one of the first things people know about you is just. Not a very allistic thing to do. Y'know? You understand me?
#mom it's been a DECADE#a DECADE of me doing this#but noooo I can't be autistic because I'm not exactly like my cousins or whatever she thinks autism has to look like 🙄#and I HAVE other traits!! I do!! but those are written off as just annoying habits or personal failures on my part!!#she KNOWS how much I like this show. she's been THERE for my incessant ramblings and half-baked theories#she's been THERE for my piles and piles of fanart that all started with a silly doodle of Lloyd#she's SEEN me turn everything intonan excuse to talk about Ninjago!! it's a running joke with people who know me!! it's a whole thing!!#it's one of my defining traits!!!!!#fuckin hell man!!#sorry for the rant on main lol#autism#autistic#ninjago
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