#my goodness. there was so much care put into the animation.
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When k started online dating several years ago after a bad patch, I was looking to reconnect with my hobbies - a difficult thing at a time when I was struggling with postgraduate qualifications and 12 hour shifts.
I was keen to start reading some Pratchett - put off repeatedly due to it being a rather mammoth task.
I remember he asked why I had thought to start reading Pratchett as that was really "something for teenagers". Or something to that effect. Tge implication that there was something... unusual in a woman of my age wanting to read his work.
I remember not really knowing what to say. I was a bit baffled, because I'd seen people of all ages talking lovingly about Pratchett's work. I'd read enough excerpts to feel that it gelled with my sense of humor. Good Omens basically got me out of the aforementioned horrible time in my life. And I'd read enough Douglas Adams to not conflate humor or silliness with bad writing.
Now, I unashamedly read manga and I don't think YA is just for kids. I don't think we should feel shame for reading fanfiction. I think we should enjoy a wide range of media.
Maybe this guy was perfectly fine, I'm sure he didnt necessarily mean it pejorativey, but I just didn't feel like hanging out with someone who I'd have to defend seemingly "childish" indulgences to. I'm not saying that's the only reason that we didn't meet again, but the tone of that conversation left me feeling that this was not my person.
I later met another guy, as you do. Right from the start, we talked at length about our favourite media, and I shared some anime recommendations. He offered to lend me his copy of the first couple of Pratchett books and went to look for them. Alas, he couldn't find them, he had a lot of books on his shelves, to be fair. But he was excited to share a series he loved with someone who was new to it and talking about the things I enjoyed and wanted to share was so easy. There was no pretention about what media is "for kids" or "for adults" or what media men are meant to consume.
Reader, I married him.
Now, you might think that marrying him was an unnecessarily convoluted way to ensure I get to have all the Pratchett books, and I'd probably agree.
But I did get a best friend to discuss all the things I like with, so I think it was a good deal overall. Looking back, given how careful he is with his possessions, I feel pretty flattered and amused that he was infatuated enough to offer out his books.
I still haven't gotten very far through the books (residency took priority), but I love that they are sitting by like old friends, waiting for me to pick up where I left off.
One of the weird things about medical training that we don't really talk about is that, in the pursuit of being a competent clinician, you miss out on so much of everything else through simply having little time. There are so many films or series or books I just never got around to enjoying. I used to feel kind of self conscious about all the things I have wanted to do but never gotten around to.
But I love sharing my life with someone who is always delighted to show me a great new thing that I haven't yet enjoyed.
It's never too late to pick up something new. And I hope this will open up Pratchett to a new audience.
Okay so this is a big deal
To me, and to a significant subset of Sir Terry's fans (including most of you who've found this by the tags), his writing is serious commentary on the human condition - politics, prejudice, self-control, revenge vs. justice, religion, idealism, faith in people vs. cynicism, and more - dressed up with fantasy settings and a hefty leavening of humor to make it fun to read. And it is WILDLY fun to read, actual laugh-out-loud or at least a snicker averaging about every page.
But there's this common idea among the "important literature" people that fun and funny books are not also worthwhile or important in the same way.
This is a Discworld book being released WITH ACADEMIC COMMENTARY and AS A PENGUIN CLASSIC. That's a HUGE amount of recognition.
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no because the manga made me tear up. the anime made me full on BREAKDOWN.
they were able to take this already tragic backstory, and made it even MORE horrifically heartbreaking. And in such gorgeous animation too!!!!
Im actually not going to be okay what am I supposed to do after this holy shit.
#i already rambled about this in my previous post but whatever#my goodness. there was so much care put into the animation.#Aira running towards acrosilky to hug her and it switching to the daughter? Amazing. Life changing.#i do not know what to do with my life after this#the fight sequences were amazing as usual but the real kicker was the backstory obvi#I love how the shots spun around like how a barellina would#I'm going to die now. goodbye#dandadan#spoilers#aira shiratori#acrosilky#miz says stuff#I'm scared for the other backstories now. mostly for my emotional wellbeing. evil eye is literally two arcs (serpo and haunted house) after#I WONT BE OKAY WHEN VAMOLA BACKSTORY GETS ANIMATED FUCK
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Tips for Regressors who struggle with birthdays
So, I recently had a birthday, and I noticed how much I dreaded it as it approached. I’ve always been someone who hates getting older, as it means things change. Especially since becoming a teenager, the idea that I’m leaving behind my childhood and taking on adult responsibilities is really scary. Age regression has helped somewhat, as I know I will always be able to reach out to childhood again, however it’s not perfect.
Anyway, here are a few tips I came up with for any regressors who also struggle with birthdays. Hope these help!
Plan a mini birthday party for yourself, and have it kid’s themed. I did this myself and had a Sonic party in my bedroom. I bought some fruit snacks, candy, juice, and crackers to be ‘refreshments’ earlier that week. I printed coloring pages and word searches, played party games with my stuffies, and watched a movie with them like a sleepover. Getting mystery packs/blind bags of toys or collectibles are cool ways to have presents, since you won’t know exactly what’s inside!
Write a letter to your past self and/or a letter to your older self (which you can read someday). This one was very therapeutic for me. Writing to my self ten years younger allowed me to confront the things like internalized homophobia, childhood trauma, insecurity, etc. And writing to myself ten years in the future allowed me to vent my current fears and ponder what my life will be like by the time I open the letter again. I honestly might make writing to myself a birthday tradition, and eventually I’ll be able to reopen what my younger self had written.
If possible, then treat yourself. That stuffed animal you’ve considered getting? Buy it! You want to make your favorite dessert? Go for it! Go on an adventure to the mall, play at the park, explore a bike trial, etc. I know that being on a budget can make this kind of treat difficult, but finding a small way to feel young and excited can definitely help.
Have an at home spa day. Have a bubble bath, put on lotion, paint your nails, put on music, etc. this one isn’t exactly birthday themed, but it’s a good way to relax and take care of yourself, especially if you’re feeling depressed or anxious.
Most importantly, remember that you don’t outgrow being a kid. It’s really a mindset, something we as regressors take advantage of. Just because you’re bodily another year older doesn’t mean you’re further away from being a kid; because that’s something you can carry with you for the rest of your life. Most grown ups just forget that.
I hope this helps. If you happen to have an upcoming birthday as you read this, then I’m giving you a big virtual hug as a present. (I’m sending love your way, and there’s nothing you can do to stop it 😇). Happy regressing and (maybe) happy birthdays too!
-Marty 🎁
#agere community#sfw agere#age regressor#agere blog#age regression community#agere little#sfw regression#sfw interaction only#age regression caregiver#little space
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no siren like the sea
#animation#artists on tumblr#original character#comic#animating is so fun omg#i wish it was easy to have an art career :( but alas#oh i feel so pathetic bc my work crush never texted me and he doesnt care abt me lollll#my boss asked my today: why do you like him?#and im like girl yea#hes broke#he aint even that cute fr#annnndd#yeah not rly much redeeming qualities#just a nice vibe ig?? but thats it??#like p sure God be saving me from my own ignorance fr DSFGJDS#i kinda wanna try to dress up real cute next week and just idk#put it to rest#if he wont bite after that hes outta my braaainn#lol#why is it so hard to find good men these days#anyway i think i need to do more hobbies and do more fun stuff bc screw it#not worth fr
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- Rook’s owl imitation =)
- Gus the nug!
- The ritual you can find out Cyrian was doing before you ever meet him; the way Bellara says his name, then ;-;
- Ziplining!
- Rook’s almost-falling-over animation when they stand on the edge of stuff!
- The way the spectral wolves point at the Fen’Harel altar prizes =3
- The crow’s feet at the corners of Neve’s eyes <3
- The coffee making stand outside Lucanis’ room
- That Rook and Harding AND Neve are like… why r u living in the fucking pantry dude get a real room
- How the plants in the Lighthouse keep growing as things improve and your team settles in!
- How representatives from each faction show up in the Crossroads to hang out with the spirits!!
- Mourn Watcher Rook gets a special line during Cyrian’s funeral
- The dialogue with Heir changes for Crow Rook!
- Viago likes Crow Rook so much… they’re his little guy
- Sometimes when they ride the zipline Rook says Whoo! =D
- ‘So, the Demon of Vyrantium.’ ‘Ha ha.. the name wasn’t literal, when I got it.’
- ‘If the Butcher cares so much for Treviso, he’ll make sure we have the proper ingredients for this risotto!’ Random civilian pinpointing the important issues 👍
- Lucanis taking care of the people who worked at the Dellamorte vineyard that the Antaam burned down
- Giant golden nug in the finance district!
- ‘Any day spent with the seventh talon is a good day!’ ‘She wants to plan Caterina’s funeral.’ ‘Oh… right.’ Pfffft lmao
- Neve’s idle animations at her clue wall!
- If you use the Nevarran theme for the Lighthouse courtyard, they put the huge funerary vases on either side of Harding’s door which is ;-; if she dies
- If Harding dies Emmrich tells you that he and Bellara(I think? Can’t remember exactly) are going to keep watering her plants =(
- If Harding dies and you instigated the Taash/Harding romance, Taash says they ‘should have known’ because everyone they love dies ;;;-;;
- The ring of keys on Ashur’s belt
- Neve’s freckles!! =D
- When Bellara is trying to fix the Nadas Dirthalan and gets frustrated and hits it with a wrench
- When Teia flirts with you!! <3
- ‘Teia! Don’t flirt with my… associate.’
- Lucanis is so worried about Illario being murdered and he’s so fucking bad at communicating that lmao
- Dorian pretending he has blackmail material on the First Warden lol
- The way Neve says Elek the first time you meet him
- The way the raindrops sit on Neve’s jacket!
- Ferdinand the cat by Halos’ fish stand !
- omg I almost forgot ;;-;; if Manfred dies for real Spite has a dialogue where he says ‘Curiosity. Where is it?’ And then when Emmrich says he’s gone Spite says something like ‘Bring it back. It should be here!’ What if I cried ;;;-;;
Round 2 of Veilguard (Watcher first, Crow second), going to note the little details I love (SPOILERS):
- When my rogue Rook is jogging I can hear the sound of the arrows in their quiver clinking against each other
- When you take Harding to practice her stone powers, after she moves the second one she raises her hands up in victory. Cute!!!
-The companion outfits!! They’re so detailed! The embroidery on Harding’s shirt, the intricacy of Bellara’s sleeves!! How elegantly Neve’s clothes are cut and draped! The little crow skulls on Lucanis’ buttons and fasteners!!
- The way the light glances off of Bellara’s earring. The hairs at the back of her neck that aren’t caught up in her bun
- The expressions!! They’re so good! The way Bellara’s brow wrinkles in the middle of her forehead under her Vallaslin; how she blinks rapidly when she’s talking about Cyrian (Bioware why can’t I hug her ;-;). How Neve smiles at you! Ahhhhh! Dare you not to fall for Lucanis when he looks at Harding all soft after he makes her coffee and she hates it!!!
- The way the grocery list/cooking rotation paper on the wall in the kitchen changes throughout the game
- Little notes everywhere where your companions write to each other and the people they care about! Harding’s letters to her mother! THE BOOK CLUB!
- The little references to the other games everywhere! Joining chalice, Aura’s letter, Blackwall’s commendation, Malcolm Hawke mention in Weisshaupt! Finding Thom’s little rocking griffon! Arainai’s Talon! The thing that made the Harvester in Golems of Amgarrak! The dog named Ostagar! The Arishok refusing to split from the Qun! Heir in the Diamond!
- Elgar’nan thinks Lusacan used to be bigger and Ghilan’nain still cares for her halla
-the whole Necropolis but ESPECIALLY the gardens
-the candlehops!
-How when you pet the cats the rumble feature activates on the controller because they’re purring
- THE MINRATHOUS CAT CAFE <3
- The vendor in the market in Antiva who tells you the story of how she killed her husband if you return there repeatedly
-the two novice Crows on the balcony who complain about how hard it is to correctly throw the crow graffiti thing
- when you tell those two lovers to escape antiva they show up in the necropolis
- the watchers are sooooo put out that they missed the undead dragon lol
- the necropolis moves! And if you return there sometimes it’ll spawn new rooms and you can go in them!
- there are tabletop games in Thedas and Hezenkoss was super into them
- Emmrich keeps Hezenkoss’ skull in his room to talk to lol
- How Rook is so— sometimes unexpectedly— wise and caring, so thoughtful and considerate! I love them!
- The way the choir crescendos and then cuts out right before Solas says ‘Vhenan’!!! AHHHHHHH
- The way he bends in on himself and clutches at the dagger when Mythal is talking to him; the way he says her name
- ‘I don’t know how to feel’ ‘I do. I know exactly how to feel.’ ‘Just don’t leave.’ ‘Never.’ ;;;;;;;;;;-;;;;;;;;;; FUCK!!! You can’t just say that that way!!!
More soon…
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2024 reads / storygraph
Outdrawn
f/f contemporary romance
two cartoonist who’ve been rivals since uni, and now have competing webcomics online, have to work together on the relaunch of a cult classic at the comic press they both work at
they both struggle with art-related physical and mental health issues, and complicated families
#outdrawn#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#sapphic books#I thought this was decent! I liked the concept (even if I got distracted by some art related things…)#and the dynamic between the characters was good. I enjoyed their relationship development broadly speaking#and the emphasis on communication; though it was a quick flip into being together all of a sudden.#The sketchbook doodle flirting was cute. Some interesting exploration of their complicated family situations too.#There’s a lot of exploration of burnout and carpal tunnel and the dangers of artists overworking which I think are important conversations#and are done with some nuance. But it’s pretty much all discussed in the context of the personal pressure they put on themselves#rather than the industry corporate greed and artificial competition created by the comic platform - which are significant in this story!#It felt odd that that connection wasn’t really ever made?#I know that this is a romance and nitpicking the background plot is beside the point and also that I am not a big romance reader#but the premise that the comic hosting site archives everything; wipes the leaderboard; and out of nowhere has a comic competition for#new weekly chapters…I’m sorry but the art world would riot. Even if people enter because they’re desperate for the cash they’d be pissed#People live off the income from their webcomics! if they were erased (temporarily) with no notice…..there would be crimes committed istg#I simply don’t believe that it would be doable to create a new weekly webcomic with no notice while you also have a full-time comic job#(especially as the only stylistic choices mentioned are full-colour) - not to mention what happened to their 8-years-running webcomics#that were archived? they don’t think about them at all after the beginning? surely they’d care about that?#And then with their new comics they make for this competition (after work I guess) we get vague snippets about them but barely anything#- if they’re consuming that much of your time I would expect to feel like they’re thinking about them all the time#rather than the vaguest discussion about genre and cast numbers only.#I guess I just think the whole comic site stunt felt unnecessary for the plot anyway -#it would have worked exactly the same if they were just competing on the normal leaderboard with their normal comics???#anyway - I’m not judging TOO hard about all that because again I know it’s not the point and maybe the industry is like that in some place#Unfortunately it was distracting enough to affect my feelings on the book tho lol.#Lastly: the audiobook………oof. The narrators talk at different speeds; for one.#And Sage’s VA does this deeply weird raspy-anime-teen-boy voice for Noah which is such an odd choice#and doesn’t match her character at all.#unforch my library only had the audiobook (what I usually prefer) so I just had to sort of….translate the narration into a normal voice lol#anyway the romance is good tho
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girl... discourse about a fucking hippo in a zoo right now? like sorry i just think it's a bit silly. that's all
#like idk there's so much more in the world to talk about and we're all gonna focus on the hippo?#t#vero.txt#i just know some anon is going to twist this into me not caring about animal welfare or something i just know it#but bat at hornets nest i suppose#this isnt meant to be a jab at anybody btw it just seems to be all my entire dash is talking about ?#for some reason?#i guess to throw in my 2 cents is it good that the hippo's biting people no. do i think that poster was insinuating that asians -#can't be trusted around animals? lowkey yes . but you know.#like literally why did they have to put in 'in certain cultures animal safety isn't valued' or wtv like why did they have to say that..
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THE RESULTS ARE IN!! if you didn't get a chance to vote, well that sucks... Maybe redo this with a dedicated Tumblr Poll account or Disney Critical Blog (fuck off suck ups)
Who's ready for the Data? GOOD!
Childhood Trauma:
Dead last (for both polls actually) is: "Intermission/Meet the Soundtrack! It's a big nothing burger based on the limited sample size, if you have a thing about waveforms, let your voices be heard (and bamboozled in one direction)
8th place of Fantasia Trauma: The Pastoral Symphony, 1.8% traumatised. Place your bets where it'll come on the Horny list!!! (ignore results above)
it's now a three way tie for 5th place, with Toccata & Fugue/The Nut Cracker Suite, and Dance of the hours with 3.6% each. the last of the single whole digit scorers, and fun fact: My Partner is traumatised by One of these segments, feel free to speculate among yourselves as to which exact moment >:3c
4th Place, at 14.5% of 55 votes, Give it up for The Rite of Spring! Ponderous Dinosaurs and a genuinely creepy T-Rex* that for the longest time represented one of the most visceral depictions of dinosaurs, until Chris Pratt came along... Well done Dinos!
With the Bronze Medal, with 16.4%: The Sorcerer's Apprentice! Animated brooms following orders mindlessly, fucking mood.
In with the Silver, at 27.3% of voters: Night on Bald Mountain! Lot's of great nightmare imagery and Chernabog! Harpes with titties! Dæmons dancing and melting into pulsing flesh! If you want to get fired from your childcare job the quickest way possible, skip to the last chapter of Fantasia!
But taking the Gold Medal, with a whopping 29.1% for most trumatic part of Fantasia 1940 is: Didn't see it/Watched Fantasia 2000!!! The greatest trauma is the barriers to seeing a veritable piece of art and Steve Martin
NOW ONTO THE HORNY LIST 🍑🍆👀💦 No one is horny for the Intermission/Meet the Soundtrack, need not freaks clearly next time these polls get redone... BUT JOINING THE SOUNDTRACK is Toccata & Fugue, Now I know someone crosses their legs to that segment! both got 0% so are canonically the least horny parts of the film
7th place, The Nutcracker Suite at 3.2%: If you're into Fae folk and poorly aged mushrooms, you do you! Just be careful about putting your dick in it (if in doubt: don't put your dick in it)
For joint 5th place (much to the author's displeasure) is The Rite of Spring & Sorcerer's Apprentice, with 6.5%... If they aren't at risk at putting you in A&E from getting frisky, is it really anything?? But then that could go for number one... You'll see... Oh, forgot to talk about Sorcerer's Apprentice, Would smash Yen Sid~
4th place with 9.7% is Dance of the Hours: 10/10 baddy T-Rex made many monster fuckers out of nearly 10% of you, that's a healthy kink! Step on me Mommy
Into the Medals, and bringing home the Bronze is Night on Bald Mountain with 12.9%! Step on me Daddy Chernabog~
Silver with 29% is Haven't seen Fantasia 1940/Watched Fantasia 2000! Horny for not watching movies and that personification of The Forest/Nature, But I will cancel You if Rhapsody in Blue does it for you...
The Pastoral Symphony wins the horny Gold with 32.3... Only acceptable if you're Smashing/getting Smashed by Bacchus/Zeus/Vulcan, I won't be taking further questions on this...
What can we draw from this? Go watch Fantasia 1940 in any way that doesn't put coin in Capitalism Rodent's pocket, but watch out for the un-censored versions, all the more reason that I'm so dissapointed at the Horny Gold winner...
Wiki page to remind yourself which visuals go with what music
If multiple, I'm sorry that there's no granularity with Tumblr Polls, reblogs for larger sample size is greatly appreciated!
#fantasia#tumblr polls#disney fantasia#formative kinks#disney#formative fetishes#childhood trauma#tumblr poll results
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survived the weekend from hell and after a packed, sad, heartwarming, healing, and stressful couple travel days i'm home again... exhausted and drained, but home and feeling so much better after mourning and saying goodbye as a family ❤️ and we also got good news from the vet 🥹 thank you once again to anyone who left a kind comment last week, it meant the world to me 🫶🏼
#im so happy with how the service went bc i put so much effort into making it nice and was so anxious about things going smoothly#i was crying every day about my cat as well while trying to work on everything and be there for my parents who were both falling apart#but now i can say im so proud i was able to be there for them and help make the service beautiful#good example of a time when without my medications i wouldve been toast#instead i was able to process the grief and overwhelm and take care of myself and others#still lots of feelings and grief going on but im glad i can acknowledge ive come a long way in the middle of it ❤️#lush.talk#personal#death cw#funeral cw#grief cw#animal illness cw#pet illness cw
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like i wouldnt mind like. Not having new linear games post 5 its judt that sims 4 wasnt even supposed to Be The Sims 4 it was a last minute pivot and the base code is so outdated and was broken On launch so like. i just wish we could have the final actual sims game be like. one that was always intented to be a major sims release AND be intended to be so long term . yk
#i dont even want like. Ooh major graphical updates whatever if sims 5 was announced and they looked photorealizstic id hurl i wouldnt play#it#my ideal would ig be sims 4 with a touch more realism style wise. if this makes sense#like its a bittt too cartoony for me but i like the like. Clay hair or whatever SJFNFJ. and i think having it be simple in basegame means#you can customize it easier + itd run better on more pcs#so im fine eith that. i would nottt want it more cartoony#i also like. I understand the sims is like. an all ages game i do sometimes wish that the animations in 4 were a bit toned down#like i dont mind silly goofy wacky stuff i think its fun and like. The sims has always been a bit sillay yk. but the overexaggerated#animations r sometimes like -_-.... to me. but thats personal preference#IDK. the tags that show up when i type idk r so funny. do i ever know anything. sources say no#BUT ya i just rly wish like. if this is what they wanna do i wish theyd give us One more full game give it lots of time and love and rly rly#focus on having it excel at like. being this partnof the sims#since they wanna have like. Other sims games that have online features and multiplayer and everything. they could use that to make sure that#ts5 was Rly solid as a foundation and as like. ykwim..... they could plan updates for the future And dlc or whatever and i just think itd be#a better move than trying to make sims 4 happen#bc i judt dont think With all the updates in the world. sims 4 wont ever be like. what it couldve been. yk. i just dont think you can make#it work without Fullllyyyy just starting over.#and at this point with like..so many modders and stuff and everything and how much dlc there is thatd be impossible Esp if they keep#releasing new stuff which. They will ^_^#idk. im excited for some other lifesim games im keeping my eye out#but i rly do love the sims and i just wish that it could be as good as it could be. It has such a huge budget and team and like. if ea would#stop just trying to make as much money as possible off it i feel like they could make Such an amazing game. not to put down indie gamedevs#at all the games jve been looking at look Incredible like.. yk. but the fact those games are so good eith FAR smaller teams and budgets is#like. imagine what we could have if the sims had that amt of care and time put into it.#but whatever whatever whatever. sorry im just rambling#again ik what i would want from my platonic ideal of a sims game isnt what everyone would eant#but idk. i feel like another good step might be like. making the other sims games more available and updating them so they run better on#modern pcs. but i dont think thatll ever happen DNDNFJFNFN.
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I'm gonna be honest I never expected pokemon horizons to be up there as one of my favorite shows currently when I was first intrigued by it last april, but it keeps surpassing my expectations. I'm emotional.
#vi rambling#pokemon#its just. such a joy. i read the interviews with the voice actors last night and it filled me with so many emotions because like...#these voice actors Get their characters. and all the careful details i pick up are very much intentional on the writers and performers part#and its!! SUCH A TREAT!!! to see that the people working on it are just as enthusiastic about it as me.#the mystery being so well set up and the character arcs being so cathartic to watch i feel like im Rewarded for my analysis and noticing#all these details. its just so lovely.#also the fact that this series knows how to prioritize it's cast members so well? our trio is so so great. and i cant believe im saying thi#*this. but there isnt a single character in this series so far that i blatantly dislike. despite the cast being as large as it is.#hell it made me love characters i felt nothing for or straight up disliked in the games. the writing and characterization are that good.#because theyre all quintessential to the main cast's character arcs. idk i just. love this series a lot and im in disbelief it keeps#its level of writing just as high even now. even in this arc that lowered my expectations.#the interviews... bits that stood out to me were definitely ms terasaki noting that amethio looks miserable in the explorers (something tha#is only implied but is conveyed well enough because this series is great at nuanced storytelling)#and ms suzuki saying seeing rika animated made her really excited. me too. i get you. i still freak out whenever shes on screen#and of course their lovely analysis of the characters... mitsuki saiga's portion about liko especially. also anything by yoppi my goat <3#its just so great to see them appreciate everything and put so much thought into it. man im emotional.#and i say this carefully because admittedly im not huge on the dlc characters coming next chapter. but I'll put my trust in them.#dai sato having worked on bebop and samurai champloo definitely reflects in the writing quality.#anipoke
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cat will fix me. convinced of this
#i think of him every second of the day#in fact i think i need to think of him less because my intrusive thoughts are starting to twist it against me lol#but also… wah. ive been feeling for an eternity that all i really need is a little animal company#i think it’ll do me good to have another living creature in my home. especially one as cuddly as Him#(he wants all of the attention always)#some company. some comfort. something to give me smth to take care of outside my own disastrous body. something to keep me tethered#i hope im not too dissociated on the day we move. him being in my apartment is smth that could feel So fake and i want to process it.#i want to put him down and let him out of the cage and feel that it is real#z talks#i think itll do him good too. it won’t be what he’s used to but he loves me i know it. and i will spoil him with so much attention and love#and care#my mom is not good at having cats. in fact i don’t think she likes cats very much at all
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✨Me and Moonwatcher got a lil hype to watch the Knuckles series last night. Gave me something to chuckle at while I rest my angry wrist.💖
#knuckles series#please be nice to Moonwatcher he has't gotten his visor yet 🥺#❗️HEY YOU! Have a stretch break!! do iit!! its good for ya❣️#came into the show thinking it was going to be trash and found myself pleasantly surprised at how much I laughed at it#even my partner who has no interest in animated/cartoon media laughed at it#two autistic men having the adventure of a lifetime ft. daddy issues is it's own fucking mood and I'm here for it#honestly I give it a 7 out of 10 needs more Knuckles#but then again I was zooted af when watching it which made it A LOT funnier#probably wouldn't watch it sober#definitely would watch it tripping balls#Knuckles looks so gosh darn adorable I just wanted to reach into the screen and squish his lil face X3#honestly the only off putting thing I disliked about the show was the religious/political propaganda they tried to shoehorn in there#but not one bit surprising considering it's American corporate television#yet still disappointing -shrug-#at least I got what I wanted out of the show after all... that sweet sweet DILF echidna 😍#actually nvm 6 out of 10 needs more Pachacamac#btm-txt#irl?#why the fuck was Kid Cudi there???#anyways enough rambles...if you made it this far don't forget to hydrate along with those stretches#take care of yourself#love you💖
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I NEEED to go back to making art that makes it ABUNDANTLY clear that theres something wrong with my brain BUT NOT in a cool or stylishly interesting way. i need to do it in a way that makes people say "hm." and walk away
#sowwy ive been kinda going through it in my fine arts major rn can u tell HJKSDHKFd#ive been feeling like. scared. and paralyzed by marketability and branding.#i cant stop thinking about how other people will see my art. but not like in a good way#when i was younger i thought about it in a good way. like hee hee hoo hoo the act of looking connected us hee hee#but rn i keep thinking about it in like this wretched like consumer product mindset? ouhhghhhhh el problema es el capitalismo#and like maybe this works for some people. to think like this. to make art like this. its what my professors push me towards#not intentionally. they dont say it out loud at least. im not sure if they know or not some of the irony#my professors are nice and pretty smart and talented and i like em. but sometimes i wonder like. the push for us as students to make like#marketable 'avant garde'? stuff thats safe but pretending to be weird and out there#i dont mean to sound pretentious. in general i play it too safe myself (spent too much time as an edgy 10 year old with my#parents freaking out over my shoulder because they think the fact that i drew an anime character frowning means something serious LOL)#but i dunno man. my least interesting art with the least amount of care thought or effort always gets so much more attention in school#nowhere else oddly. online? people like my more passionate but seemingly frivolous art (oc art etc. not frivolous to me but yknow how it is#same with irl artists and other industry people outside my school. whats going on in my school LOL#i know from experience i cant push myself into a supposedly marketable brand. if i try to make something sell it will not.#i dont know why. maybe theres an invisible essence buyers can tell when i didnt care jkfsldjdfrds#but my teachers LOOOOVE the stuff i put no passion in its so bizarre orz but i gotta relearn how to ignore half of their advice#i used to be better at it. but i also only used to ignore like a quarter of their advice. maybe i need to amp up how much im ignoring#that sounds mean. they have plenty of good advice. but also plenty of advice thats clouded by their own biases#and i gotta relearn how to sort out this stuff again. i forget every few months for some reason#you know i always think ouuhhhhh i act so neurotypical ouhhhhhhhhh im outgoing i talk to strangers all the time i seem confident#im so masked IM SO MASKED but then i go a couple weeks where every conversation i have has people looking at me like#i have two heads and neither of them are speaking their language. and then i descend into madness like this HJKLDSHJDS#i'll be fine i'll figure it out. i need to stop trying to get a good grade in being a 'cutting edge' conventional artist <3#i need to just. draw my cartoon characters in peace 😔😔😔
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The urge to not be the most annoying person ever when Gurren Lagann is mentioned by anyone randomly and I get the urge to scream “DID YOU KNOW GETTER ROBO IS A INFLUENCE ON IT” because every instance it’s always unprompted, probably not getting the person interested and it’s not like I even watched Gurren to make justifiable comparisons nor do I know when the fuck I will.
#meg text#getter robo#I will say aside from me this by itself is yet another annoying misconception getter has but worsely applied to GL#the creator was ishikawas editor so he did took the most influence out of respect but it’s ALSO just inspired by a lot of mecha#it’s a mecha love letter but somehow only made people who were curious about wtf inspired it mecha fans#where as most other people call it peak and never watch any other mecha which is why it off puts me#I’m not someone who hates it just for that bc I don’t do it with Eva since that whole thing DUMB even if I get the damage it’s done#but it is annoying to see something so hugely popular and no one gives its creative influences that are just as good a look#but also this goes back to my continued mountain of salt of “man no one talks about how significant getter is to old anime culture”#I will probably try to watch it one day but fuck knows when and please don’t enforce it on me#I have so much shit I need to watch or feel pressured to watch#(also another thing that off puts me even if it’s not related to the show itself is uh- when I first tried to watch it I was sick💀)#on my birthday too#that said if I did watch it I’d probably have a easier time talking to anime fans irl but I can’t make anything easy on myself#rejecting popular things besides a select few until I die (die as in when I finally care to try it)
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Nothing is scarier than one of my Duel Masters friends telling me that there’s still spoilers in 2019 season I don’t know yet.
I thought I like. Knew em all. Knew all the pain that would be coming at me.
But apparently there’s still more bombs….. apparently I need to stop staring at 2017 Kira get back on the grind……
But also like just look at how awesome this little guy looks
#they have this one animator that they bring out for important eps and I fucking love them so much#the lineart is SO fucking good I fucking love the weight of it#and the characters become so angular and exaggerated. it’s honestly fucking crazy#like yeah sometimes the inconsistency between eps is off putting but like???#it’s such a fucking treat to see an art style like this in motion that I literally don’t even care#I’m just gonna shove the lineart into my mouth and run#this mel speaks#mel watches joe duema
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