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she's singing in another room and my dog is asleep at my feet. my grandma asked me why i haven't found a man yet and i laughed. oh, you know. i like my house clean.
my girlfriend is also my man is also "my partner" if i'm in a professional setting. yesterday we went to a ren faire and a man mimed at me - you're together? and at my delighted nod, his baffled, you're gay? made me laugh. a woman with rainbow hair said i love the two of you together. you're both so beautiful it's absurd.
my dad introduced my partner as my "..... friend. or whatever" the other day. he knows we're dating. in the same way, i was never able to get my sister's husband to stop saying that's gay like it's 2008. he still uses the word fa***t, and my sister's defense of him has always been well, he's just kidding.
my lover and i dance to old music in a tiny kitchen. we judge new music together and take food critique very seriously. we watch love is blind before we fall asleep and agree that if they had a queer season, it would be bloody but also make for excellent tv. of fucking course queer people would know someone for only 2 weeks and agree to get married. what are you saying.
at a bar with friends, a man puts his hand on my wrist. got a boyfriend? and yes, i do have a boyfriend, she's amazing. i am texting her while i wander around a gas station named after geese. i am visiting a swing state for a wedding. in the candy aisle i overhear: she's actually like a lesbian it's disgusting. two teenage girls with packaged sandwiches in their hands, giggling. no literally, like. i'm not, like. okay with her being there while we're all, like, naked and changing.
my girlfriend and i tailgate, drink gin and cider out of cups. from the frat group beside us, a man corrects himself with one of his friends: bro, i mean, nonbinary entity, and it makes everyone around him laugh, myself included. he razzes his friend the same way i would have killed for at 19 years old - like nothing happened, he continues: you apply sunscreen like an alien. he does a little sassy (and fairly accurate) dance interpretation of the motion. his friend is laughing so hard they're crying.
i am lucky, i live in a safe neighborhood in a safe state. my masc passenger princess comes up from DC. i drive her for an hour to where all the leaves are a violent arrangement of color. we walk along the trails, letting autumn into our blood. in this part of the state, there's a lot of pickup trucks and trump signs. when we chastely kiss before getting into the car, i accidentally make eye contact with a woman holding her child's wrist. she looks disgusted. she looks fucking pissed.
two hours later my girl and i are eating dinner on a patio, soaking in the last warmth of new england sun before the chill of winter sets in. we are giggling and trying to talk through plastic vampire teeth. at another table, i see a young woman sit up straighter. i watch her watch us. she blushes and takes her partner's hand from across the table. shy, like the taste of evening has just become something deeper.
it's worth it for this moment, i think. my lover is still humming the same song she's been singing for four days straight and i don't want to kill her for it. her guitar is beside my bed. her toothbrush is in my bathroom. in a few moments i will make us lunch. we are lucky enough to have found each other. it is lucky enough to be in love.
#writeblr#wlw#i often think about like.....#being happy in a gay relationship is sometimes so odd#bc u can forget how stupid ppl are.#bc ur so USED to being gay. and u forget other people GENUINELY ARE homophobic#so it's like. girl pardon?????#but also there are moments where it's like. ohhh the kids are alright#like watching someone razz someone else.... so fucking wholesome#“lemme get this bitche's pronouns before i make gentle fun of them” .... i would have KILLED for that.#THAT is how u know ur accepted#not just tolerated#..... when ppl are like. sure ur nonbinary congrats but WHAT is this fucking sunscreen application#ps idk if "razz'' is a real word but someone asked what it means -#i've always heard it as being a term for 'gentle & friendly teasing'' which like#i personally notice more from my guy friends but is like - when a person isn't#LIKE ACTUALLY teasing u (it's nothing personal/mean) they're just laughing w/you about something#my friends often put on a little voice and call me an anemic little bitch#like 'ooooo the anemic little bitch is cold??? does she need a mouse blanket#bc she's SOOOO SMALL AND ANEMIC???''#and it doesn't hurt my feelings (it makes me laugh very hard) bc 1. i actually called MYSELF that first#and 2. i'm not sensitive about it!!!#a proper razz is when you are ALSO in on the joke - i ALSO think it's funny#for some people i personally find that when they razz u it's when they love u -#they've noticed something genuine about u and love u enough that u know they're not being mean#this is cultural and personality based of course but i'm hispanic#if someone isn't making fun of me it means they hate me . obviously.
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Hugh Dancy as Will Graham Hannibal Season 1 / April 4, 2013 - June 20, 2013
#my beautiful princess with a disorder. i'll appreciate you every day honey#hannibal#hannibaledit#tvedit#tvgifs#horroredit#will graham#hannigram#nikolatexla#the way i watched hannibal under my blanket at 3am on a random day in 2018#and will became like my first favourite character ever#i still see this series as the best series i've ever watched. i don't think there was any flaw
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did a piece in the LU server's gift exchange ! something of survival and reunions and smug little shadowguys
#LU5thGiftX#linked universe#lu#shadow lu#four lu#vio lu#green lu#wolfie lu#twilight lu#warriors lu#wild lu#legend lu#blue lu#red lu#wind lu#hyrule lu#sky lu#time lu#dragon doodles#I really hope my giftee ends up liking it! this was my first exchange and I was somewhat stressed but I'm pretty happy with the end result#ended up doing several art things I haven't done in ages AND tried several new art things. was a pretty good experience! :D#why did I decide to manually cel-shade those patterned blankets though. something's wrong with me LOL#next day bonus fun fact this was initially conceptualized as an animated short. this obviously didn't work out xD but the heart's there
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A random thought / headcanon
Superman learns knitting/sewing, deciding to give an “ugly sweater” to his friends, including captain marvel
He doesn’t make them ugly intentionally, he’s just bad at making designs
#dc comics#captain marvel#shazam#dc characters#billy batson#kenandeliza's art#superman#clark kent#a random headcanon that clark can sew/knit but suck at designing them#billy appreciates the warm sweater though#(this isn’t really the normal billy i usually draw#mostly because this isn’t the golden age billy)#wish i could color stuff better though..#billy would then use the extremely oversized sweater as a blanket#i’m not really used to drawing Billy homeless…#so sorry bout that :p#I think this is the first time I made a comic without Freddy in it#Imagine my shock!
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super sleepy brothers. the super snuggle bros. because i've been nothing but sleepy and cold lately
#super mario bros#smb#mario and luigi#dreamyart#i think they definitely shared a bed into nearly adulthood before ma and dad started being like okay. y'all are grown men#they protested at first but once they got their own beds their sleeping habits changed#then when they tried to sleep together again it all went bad. camera cut to luigi peter griffin dead pose on the ground#after being struck with the dead weight of his bro's very strong arm#and poor mario like i used to be your personal space heater and now you're just cocooning yourself in EVERY BLANKET WE OWN#leaving NO SCRAPS for your BIG BRO who ALWAYS KEPT YOU WARM WHEN WE WERE BABIES! WHATEVER! AND my legs are NUMB#also yeah i definitely spelled “Separate” right haha i'm not illiterate haha...#whatever i'm not reuploading this and typing all my rambling tags again goodbye.
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It's Ace Week again and that means it's time for even more silly little artworks of silly little critters. (Here are their friends from 2021 and 2022) ✨Stay amazing, aces✨
#ace week#ace week 2023#asexual week#asexual#ace#art#my art#ace pride#aspec#lgbtqia+#lgbtq+#asexuality#ace flag#asexual awareness week#aspec friendly#asexual artist#vector art#opossum#owl#great horned owl#digital art#illustration#digital illustration#one of my favourite weeks of the year; perfect for asexuals who enjoy the spooky season (like me)#first time doing this where I actually had to do some thinking on which critters to do#i've basically run out of all the classic halloween animals; don't worry though. there's critters aplenty#just a matter of making them work within the limited colour palette#blanket permission to use as icons if you wish#id in alt text#critter series
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just... them
#the implication that stolas would have lifted the blanket to share with blitz#because blitz is sitting on it in the first shot#ugh my heart#even with the space between them... the BLANKET SHARING#stolitz#helluva boss#sinsmas#helluva boss spoilers#stolas#blitz#blitzo#blitzø#stolas goetia#stolas ars goetia
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"I'm picking at my sweater Aware that some day I will die Just praying and hoping That I can leave something behind"
Alt without most the shading under the cut
this guy sucks lets kill him with hammers
#ggg spoilers#art#great god grove#ggg hector#ggg inspekta#<- technically cuz the disembodied hands are supposed to be his#god. they really did make a super complex guy that has super relatable fears.#i wanna put him in a jar and shake him violently then feed him candy#the fact this game makes me play around with actually rendering images is proof its done something horrid to my psyche /silly#this isnt even the first draft to this image either i actually made the first sketch pass first day after finishing the game#but yeah. i hav thoughts about this guy. hard to explain them all on a whim tho#like. GOOOOOOODS this guy sucks. however i am handing him a blanket and a mimosa (a treat)
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magenta smoothie 4 breakfast, vibrant vase of tulips 4 my gf, black dragon dog 4 sharing the couch with, and a big stack of notebooks 4 writing
#i love my life <333#how’s everyone’s morning going?#trying to Take Care in the midst of this nightmare that is the united states#the grief is never ending !!!!!!!!#but i am trying very very very hard not to let despair win#and so i made a smoothie#w lots and lots of mango and pineapple and a couple huge sweet cherries#and i’m tucking myself away to write and knit for the day without expectation#i’m not even dressed yet and it’s almost 9:30#i got sleep like real sleep for the first time in a week last night too#and so i’m feeling a little better abt resting so much#the ptsd has been pretty rough recently#in that way where i’m replaying my worst memories on a screen in my head and can’t stop it#it demands my attention unless i’m watching tv and knitting and reading all at once LOL#like turning everything off and facing it while lying down trying to sleep is . harrowing#it’s awful#BUT i knocked myself out w sleep meds last night and woke up feeling a lot more capable of regulating after a week of staying up until 4:30#so#i’d say things are on the up and up#we got a pretty little silver dusting of new snow again last night#and the SUN is out!!!!#big blue sky#no thick gray cloud blanket to speak of#anyway if you read all this for some reason#tell me how your morning has been#in my comments or dms or asks#i’d really love to know :)#love you!!#personal
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Isa is the one with a nightmare, as a treat :)
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Ya know, obviously Siffrin (whose name auto correct keeps changing to suffering, which is pretty fitting lol) went through hell and back with the loops. All the angsty art and fics around that I totally get and love to see, however I like to imagine the toll their whole journey took on everyone…
It’s brought up in the game how the King’s power over Vuagarde had a huge impact on Bonnie with their sister + with Mirabelle having the weight of saving a country on her shoulders, but I can’t recall if anything was brought up with Isa and Odile? (Oh nooOOoOo, how awful I can’t remember! Guess I’ll just have to rewatch a let’s play of the game again! What a shame… /j) So yeah :3 Nightmares for everyone! Though Sif definitely has gotten quite a lot more baggage from their journey (which I do intend to make art of eventually..)
#This was also totally an excuse to paint Siffrin holding Isabeau#I have read a few fics that dive a bit more into the impact of the king on the whole country + the party which I enjoyed#there’s plenty of angst to go around for everyone#isat spoilers#in stars and time#isat siffrin#isat isabeau#isat fanart#isat isafrin#watercolor#traditional art#them <3#I had fun painting this one actually! The folds of the blankets were a bit of a nightmare but that’s because I didn’t have a reference :P#That was supposed to be moonlight but the picture makes the painting look brighter than it actually is :P#Okay I darkened it and made it the first photo#I think it looks better? Usually my darkness is up on my phone so I usually think things are darker than they actually are#this is like the behind the scenes part of me posting#*tiny me waves at you from the spot you lifted a rock from*#*does a lil dancey dancey*#*pulls out a deck of cards and shuffles them a bit*#”is this your card?”#…#okay yeah I’ll hit post now and be on my way… ‘boop’#My art
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bayek and hepzefa, checking out some ruins, talking about stuff.
ngl my favorite detail about origins is that if you revisit siwa after narrative events, bayek will tell hepzefa about things he's been up to :')
#assassin's creed origins#assassins creed#this is one of those games that means a lot to me in so man ways but it's also such a reassuring exploration of grief and moving forward#which is. well. it's hitting harder than it usually does due to Stuff Currently Going On In My Life#honestly would love to find some kind of grief therapist but for some ungodly reason the only ones taking patients right now are#all christian specific therapists and while i was raised catholic i am absolutely NOT doing that lmao. banished. shooo. enough.#BACK. to the game. if you have not experienced bayek telling hepzefa about things and hepzefa responding. u should!!!#its such a warm and loving detail in this game. like a blanket. hepzefa i killed every single roman in the garrisons for you#it was so funny. when i played it the first time i was stealthing my way through. then hepzefa happened and after that i decided#oh! cool! Every Roman Must Die. and that has been my play style going forward in every single replay. im revenging him before he even#needs revenged. julius caesar im going to use your balls for decorations#<< an opinion i have about julius caesar in any situation. tbh
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Based off Mumbo's season 8 when he said his sleep deprived skin looked "grunge" or "like a member from Kiss"
Progress and closeups
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#y'know.. this was Gems first season?#no wonder she sees mumbo as a “pathetic wet cat of a man”#i dont know as much about grunge as i do about goth things so I apologize if its a bit off#i was gonna change the color of the flannel but i kept it red because it makes it look more blanket-y#hermitcraft#hermitcraft 8#mumbo#mumbo jumbo#my art#mumbo fanart#digital art#hermitcraft fanart
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Two skeletons in a trench lab coat (Patreon)
Bonus:
He’s very careful! Everything was fine before you interrupted!
#Doodles#Handplates#UT#FJdlsafjdsf Handplates fuzzes my brain#I cannot tell you how weird it feels to draw Gaster with the Lost Soul head after all this time away haha#It drops me back into the person I was when I first read Handplates - for better or for worse. It's a very strange feeling#Even drawing Sans and Papyrus again sends me back! Not as strongly but certain little details stand out#Sans' eyes especially... Very strange feeling#Anyhow! Since Fellplates sent me back down the rabbit hole and I've gotten back into rereading lightly - still not a full commitment!#Maybe soon tho 👀 I feel like I always say that haha#But in the meantime thinking of the pre-Plates Handplates time period <3 Since that's the one I'm still most familiar with haha#I love when they're still growing and learning ♪ Scaffolded baby talk! Twin language! Love 'em ♥#And fearless* mischievous little troublemakers hehe#They're so cute <3 I love the little ways they interact as young'uns - like when Papyrus will just lift Sans by his arms lol#I'd been thinking about and then had to go read the one of Sans as a the blanket/coat tickle monster and then - this ✨#''Excuse me sir I'd like One Ticket to the R Rated movie I am an adult Monster'' lol#Probably another one of those moments where Gaster is just *nervously sweats in Dad* lol - stop being so cute!#Also there's no particular meaning to when I use WingDings for his text :P Just convenience and if I remember to lol#Comics where he talks a lot are not convenient XP I have enough trouble editing on this paper ugh I will Not miss it when it's done#Even attempted this comic in as few pencil strokes/erasing as possible and it was still a pain to work with! >:0 Rude#Doubly so that I've had a Handplates comic idea for past like - year lol - and /this/ was the first one I finished pfftbl#To be fair to the other I do want to at least attempt making it a look-alike hehe ♪ You know how it is with Ideas™#I can't be too mad about it haha ♫ It did turn out quite cute after all :3
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Second strip of my knitted Pokko Quilt is done!
#pokko quilt#knitting#knitblr#knitted blanket#my crafts#the fish block means everything to me#if u haven’t seen my first post there’s no pattern#I’m improv knitting based on an illustration from pokko & the drum by Matt forsythe:)
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Pov: you get swaddled!
Fanart for @0rphiichaze s bdbd blog :D
#my art#homestuck#dirk strider#alpha dave strider#robro#badly drawn rainbow dadh#dash^#because the badly drawl baby dirk of course needs his badly drawn rainbowdash blushy#baby got SWADDLED#and now time for me to eep as well#*falls face first into a pile of blankets*#*looks at alpha dave* mullet haver 0_0
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Okay I’m not going to reblog the post that inspired this for reasons that will become clear
But I always Really disliked interpretations of Beauty and the Beast (whether the Disney film/s or other animal bridegroom stories) that insist on how “the beast was ~hot~ before he transformed”
And give zero thought to that character’s experience of being cursed to live in a horrifically Wrong form for years on end. And finally being restored to something that feels correct and familiar—and can you imagine the first reaction to that, from the person who fell in love with you and with whom you’re in love, the one who broke the curse, saying “hm I liked you better before”?
I get it might be some kind of attempt to turn the “ugly” curse on its head and instead view it as the more attractive form
But that’s Not The Point!
The animal bridegroom tale is one of the oldest in the indo-European language family and it is time and again about coming to love someone for who they are rather than how they look. If anything the human transformation at the end can be best read as the phenomenon by which the person one loves becomes attractive in the lover’s eyes Because they are beloved.
And you know what sure I acknowledge and respect that interacting with it as a monsterfucker story is something people are going to do and will find the story appeals to them for that reason
But I feel like the instant you think of the Beast character/animal bridegroom as a Human Being who has been transformed against their will, as has traditionally been the case, those interpretations bother me in a way I still struggle to articulate.
#blanket disclaimer I am not trying to get into Any kind of Discourse#this is not a criticism of people who interact with stories in ways I dislike#but yes I dislike it and find it a shockingly unempathetic interpretation of the character dynamics#and maybe that’s my own greater-than-average interest in traditional wonder tales latching onto this one#as relates to demisexuality and demiromanticism and the process of falling in love#though to clarify I’ve had this issue for years before I was ever in a romantic relationship#it just feels Off#anyway that’s my Getting Angry About Fairy Tales for the week#first person#fairytales#fairy tales#beauty and the beast#the animal bridegroom
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