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Don't feed the crows. .. Why not? Inej, Kaz / Six of Crows (c) Leigh Bardugo
#six of crows#leigh bardugo#inej ghafa#kaz brekker#inej x kaz#book art#illustration#book of the year for me I think. I really liked it!#I don't know why the characters were so young tho. I kept getting whiplashed reading their descriptions like -#'she's around 40 maybe... hmm no 17 it seems' and 'ah yes a 30-something guy! who's also 17. perfect.' I just don't think it was needed.#but I still thought they were interesting characters and the story was fun to follow along.#shortly after I finished reading the book we got a copy of it in the store. just. chilling. in the bottom of a box.#it's so rare that we get good fantasy and then it just happened to be this specific one??#sadly it was printed in my first language (cringe) but my boss bought it for her daughter so all's well!
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he SHOOTS he SCORES!!!
69 is still a pretty nice number (prints here)
#god i had the best fucking time working on this#did the bg first and it was so fun#colors man theyre great#originally had 'hockey stick as rifle' written in my notes for the first kraken 40 goal scorer this year#whomstever that would be#and well yeah we dont need to look any further in on that one#still an idea going to good use#hockey#hockey art#toronto maple leafs#maple leafs#auston matthews#am34#my art#nhl
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as a huge unreliable narrator enjoyer i love the fact that the raven tower is narrated by someone who cannot lie. so the narration is not unreliable, and any kind of uncertainty is always couched in "here is a story i have heard" or "i imagine", but it scratches the same itch as unreliable narration because the evidentiality of the narration is still so central, just in the opposite way. stories that don't care about where the narrator is getting their information or what biases are present in the way that information is shared with us are on one end of a spectrum, and stories that do care about those things are on the other end, and the raven tower is firmly situated alongside the unreliably narrated stories even though the whole point is that the narrator is as motivated as it is possible to be to never say something that is untrue. and it's fascinating to see how ann leckie manages to build suspense and subvert expectations without really at any point deliberately misleading the reader. every time i reread one of her books, the bouncing of the dvd screensaver in my brain gets a little more frenetic. how does she do what she does. ann leckie what is your secret.
#this post is spoiler-free btw. the narrator is very upfront about the fact that it can't lie and says this very early in the story#i'm only like 40% through my reread and i don't remember any details of what happens but i'm already losing it#and the fact that it's first-person second-person narration...completely undivorceable from the conceit of the book#might write a different post about that but probably only after i finish rereading#i finally got my sister to agree to read it and she's like 'i read the first fifteen pages! i like the style'#and i'm barely restraining myself from being like girl please read another fifty pages and get back to me#if you are not frothing at the mouth by page 100 then your money back. guaranteed.#my sister loves semantics like the linguistic subfield of semantics so i've been begging her to read this for so many years...#like i KNOW she will love it when that stuff starts becoming apparent. which is remarkably early in the book#hrrrrhughghrhrrgh i want to talk about it so bad#the raven tower#ann leckie#my posts#unreliable narrators#or not!!! actually!!!#storytelling#semantics#f
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What If: Captain America Were Revived Today? #44 (April 1983) by Peter B. Gillis and Sal Buscema; Original Image by John Romita Sr.
In this What If? Marvel tale, Captain America is unfrozen in 1983 rather than the 1960s. Without the leadership of Steve Rogers, The Avengers disband. Meanwhile, a Captain America imposter, who calls himself a "real American," has decided to use his newfound influential media status to publicly support a National Identity Card to "deal with illegal aliens,” to suggest that members of civil rights groups "ought to think seriously as to whether or not their actions contribute to the strengthening of communist enemies," and declare that if those groups tear the country apart with protests, martial law is justified "for the peace to find a solution.”
Neighborhoods with large black populations (e.g., Harlem) are walled off and forced into poverty, and one character even mentions that Jewish people are being “put back into camps.” The right-wing politicians make sure that things like this aren’t shown on television, keeping the majority of the American public ignorant of the horrors committed with their indifferent support. The public are simultaneously told that with some sacrifices, America can be free once again. The fake Captain America confronts a group of peaceful protestors, and he is shot by a sniper (in what reads like an inside job), allowing the police to have “reason” to attack the protestors. The imposter does not die and instead uses the attack to provide more reason for the violent crackdown against protesting groups.
When the true Captain America is unfrozen, he is horrified to see what America has become, especially with his emblem stamped all over it. He immediately seeks out the resistance forces (who clearly represent the Black Panther Party) and joins their cause, stating that "the wrongs [he's] seen will take much more than one man to right -- but [he's] got a name to clear, a costume to unsoil-- and a country to die for!!"
By the time Steve joins them, the resistance only has one chance left to stop the American downfall: a political convention where the "America First" party will be able to secure its support to sweep the national elections and allow them "to return America to the pure and great nation [the] forefathers envisioned."
The resistance strikes just as the convention begins. The Captain America imposter is no match in a fight against the true Captain America -- especially against a Steve Rogers who's fucking pissed. ("Get up so I can knock you down!!")
With the imposter knocked unconscious, Captain America addresses the convention crowd, warning that an America that does not represent all its people does not deserve to exist at all; that liberty can be "as easily snuffed out [in America] as in Nazi Germany" and "as a people, we are no different from them."
The crowd realizes that the man speaking before them is the true Captain America and cheers. Captain America holds his hand up and silences them, stating that he will not allow them the chance to simply replace one idol with another. He alone can’t undo the horrible damage, and he pleads that there’s still a chance for the people to “find America once again.”
Fascism doesn’t change its tune, just its singers.
A 2021 Marvel Trumps Hate ( @marveltrumpshate ) commission, completed on 22-count aida cloth with embroidery floss and watercolors on a 9" diameter bamboo hoop.
#captain america#Steve Rogers#hand embroidery#fuck fascism#if you don't think cap says 'trans rights' then you're a fascist#i reread the issue to write the summary and it is a powerful stand-alone story#40 years later and still relevant#a part of me was worried that it wouldn't translate well to current events and.... welp#the commissioner asked that i make one minor change of 'freedom of all men' to 'freedom of all people'#i think that is a very appropriate update and i think 2023 cap (and good cap writer) would support the change#i know this is a super long post with a lot of image text -- if someone wrote Image ID text for me I'd be super grateful and i'll reblog it!#embroidery art#textile arts#embroidery#needlework#needlecraft#comics#mixed media#my work#also just let it be known that the first thing steve rogers says when he wakes up is:#'all right nazis! what have you done with Bucky?!'#(the Bucky in the issue is a fake too)#(the real Bucky will still be dead for another 20 years :(((((( )
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thought a lot abt the cw shows these past few days
#spn#supernatural#spn fanart#sam winchester#dean winchester#castiel#third one is abt standford sam meeting his 40 year old self and neither of them enjoying the experience#captionned the first one 'end of the road' on twitter#i think lucifer would dress himself up (as seen in the end with the unfitting white suit) hence the stupid knight boots and stuff#bc he cares abt his vassal he loves his vassal (evil grin)#wherehas michael sees dean as utilitarian. his tool. daddys blunt instrument dare i say#so he doesnt take the time to put himself in different clothes than whatever dean is wearing#also i wanted the handprint to show so#oh also second drawing . love to put sam in his moms nightgown lol#+vaguely yonic blood shape on the holy sword yeah yeah we've all seen it#OH RIGHT and lucifer's holding a morningstar bc that's what he's called sometimes idk if this is obvious or not#ok. those r all my thoughts on these. lots of thoughts. good night
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Unfortunately I am forever haunted by the "This simple feeling" scene from The Motion Picture.
Like it straight up won't leave my brain
#started rewatching the movie with my parents today(their first time seeing it in like 40 years)#and when i tell you i had a visceral reaction to that scene holy god#they will never understand unfortunately#star trek#star trek tmp#star trek the motion picture#star trek tos#spirk#k/s#spock
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The difference one and a half years can make
My first comic
My latest comic
It's been absolutely staggering to see the differences even though these panels have the same vibes.
#I've been reminiscing about my older comics#thinking if I should redraw the first one I've ever made because#holy shit that looks like hot garbage#but like#it's still one of my best posts#the whole thing that kickstarted me doing more comics#enjoying bringen stories to life#it's like a piece of my history#its just cool to see how fare I've come as an artist#also like... the first pic was drawn in about 30-40 min at max and the second pic took at least 2 hours if not more#the effort i put into my art has changed so much#i feel so much joy when people laugh at the dum jokes that i make in my art#even back then#all the comments and love and taggs people have left on my posts is what keep me going#y'all having fun with my art is what fuels me and motivates me to make more stuff#bigger projects#it's just been wonderful this last year
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Kozue accession as one of many surprises in an anarchic last year of operation at Ohtori.
In my freshman year of highschool there was a group of kids who spent 8th grade as the last class of students at a middle school that was to be decommissioned. The teachers were all either waiting to jump ship or retiring, a lot of work went undone, alot of student cruelty went unchecked. The upkeep was dismal, the roof leaked, light bulbs that extinguished themselves were not replaced, the students were only allowed in certain parts of the school. There seemed to be a liminality to the experience, spending most of your days within walls that would be torn down that very summer.
That's how I imagine Ohtori without Anthy and her power, a strange dwindling thing still shook by the conclusion of normality and humming with anticipation of the deathblow.
Anyway, Kozue Co-prez!
#not necessarily the path i think she would take but one i think would be interesting and cause tension within a narrative i wont be writeing#kozue kaoru#miki kaoru#touga kiryuu#rgu#post-cannon#kozue i find really interesting in that she oscillates between wanting freedom from the system and power in the system through her brother#so if freedom is her endgame as id like to think it is for the students#than id have her choose the wrong path first but by chooseing to grasp power in her own right it is a step away from co-dependence and#towards self actualisation reguardless#of the position being very bad for her and anyone else given the implied proximity to that bastard Akio#anyway this causes a schizm in the student council leading to two groups meeting separately in a thus unseen basment and the student counci#balcony respectively#like in the schism of 1378 when there where two than three popes in Europe for like 40 years#my art#oh oh final note#was really tempted to give kozue her black rose uniform cause its the best on the show#but i think if she were negotiating she would ask for the boys cut#ended up looking very mcr#revolutionary girl utena#noticing that the student card is the size of a paperback book#post-canon
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do you think shauna learned that cells turn over completely in seven years thing in high school biology and latched onto it and had an existential crisis meltdown of nuclear proportions when it was coming up on seven years since she’d consumed jackie because none of the cells in her body were born out of the energy she got from jackie’s flesh anymore?
#or am I the only one who thinks like this l o l#I WISH this was shitposting#I’m so serious tho lmao like#I think shauna would think about this#I think she’d study it. like she’d say okay that’s just an untrue fun fact right#but then like once you get down to the detail and the complexity she wouldn’t know if she was MORE jackie or LESS jackie#she’s sitting in the LITERAL CLOSET that she loves to sit in for environmental storytelling purposes crying about cell turnover#jeff comes home and she’s holding a medical journal in shaking hands asking about heart cells#through sobs she asks if only 40% of your heart renews in a lifetime was any of that at the RIGHT time#jeff says what…what Right time you’re scaring me a little#shauna rolls her eyes and kicks him out of his own bedroom so she can cry under better conditions (without him)#she calls taissa for the first time in two years but she of course can’t bring herself to ask so it’s just an awkward call all around#this is both funny to me and breaking my heart like I’m so emotionally dysregulated about this I’m not sure if I’m kidding or serious!!#much like yellowjackets showtime!!!#yellowjackets#shauna shipman#jackie taylor#jackie x shauna#taissa turner#shauna x jackie
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🎶 baaaa ba ba baaaa ba ba baaaa 🎶 (pt.2)
#it's harder to play one handed than you'd think#finally got new batteries for this after like 8 years so of course this is the first thing i play#anyway shout out to my mum for never throwing anything away for literally 40 years#star trek#(yes it also has a game which i am so bad at)#casio mg-880 u will always be famous#pt.3?
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I'M FREEEEEEE
Yesterday was my last day in the emergency department for this academic year, and of course it was also the absolute fucking worse out of the entire two months of emergency medicine that I've done so far in residency. I didn't get so much as a ten minute break to eat the whole fucking day, I stayed nearly two hours after the end of my shift writing notes and playing phone tag with a bunch of specialists until my attending fucking left, and my attending kept telling me to go see new patients when I was already super behind on figuring out wtf I was doing for the ones that I had. One of my sign-outs literally ended up being, "As for plan, uh...sorry, I didn't even staff this one. I put in a CBC, CMP, and UA and then they called a code and I went to go do that. Sorry." and fucking bless the next attending coming on because he was so chill about it. I think he could see the stress in my eyes, lmaoooo.
On the bright side, I did get to successfully intubate a guy! This is an improvement on the first time I tried to intubate someone, which was a few days ago on a high risk patient who coded in the middle of it.
Anyway, saw my clinic patients today, and now it's time for my first two-day weekend in literally two fucking months. Happy November!
#personal#residency#dear diary#I'm doing my outpatient pediatrics rotation next#which is a normal 40 hour a week with weekends off job#and it's depressingly hilarious how excited I am about that schedule#I'm also excited about doing outpatient pediatrics!#seeing as that is actually a part of the medical practice I want to do!!!#FUCK the emergency department!!!!!!!!#(thank you ED docs for existing I hate being down there so fucking much)#my attending yesterday was a new grad like literally JUST finished residency#so he was good at teaching when he was teaching#but he also lacked context for the pace at which I'm able to do literally anything in the first few months of intern year#and all the EM seniors were at didactics so I had NO help#I literally fled to the other side of the department to ask a nice PA how to call poison control at one point
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obsessed w this guy. he always looks like he's on the verge of tears. he loves bunnies. he was born, nay, genetically engineered to be emo. his super special magic ability is just throwing swords at people. he's captured my heart
#mashle#mashle: magic and muscles#rayne ames#hes like if a 40 year old accountant with insomnia was a high schooler (affectionate)#he got his first tension headache at the age of 4 and it never went away#in other words my sister now wants me to make cream puffs#but the sandwich kind this time#im yapping in the tags again oopsie
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Hi, sorry if this seems like a bizarre request, but I feel it would suit him. Zane seems like he'd be a dancer, and I'd like to see your design of him dancing (it can be as uncomplicated or as complex as you please)! And if you'd like, you could include another Ninja (or as many as you'd like)! It's all up to you; I would like to see him as a dancer! :D
So this ask was from two years ago and I completely forgot it existed but I absolutely loved this idea so here's zane and pixal doing the lindy hop!
#I have a sketch somewhere from when I first got this ask#But it's from two years ago and is 100% missing now#Something about zane (older seasons specifically) gives me this vibe that he would know old people dances#And I drew#Pixane#Cause they give old people couple vibes#Like that old couple who actually love eachother so much#But anyway#Their outfits are 60s/40s inspired#Like a mix of it#And yes these are my desgins of them#Though pix is usually a bit taller and I should've drawn both their shoulders wider#Oh well#Lindy hop#BTW pixels hand in the back is a reference to the charms my abuela puts on her bracelets but none of yall needed to know that-#ninjago#lego ninjago#lego ninjago fanart#pixal borg#ninjago pixal#Pixal ninjago#zane julien#zane ninjago#ninjago zane#To whoever sent me this ask I'm so sorry it took me so long I forgot it existed#Now that I think about it the original sketch mightve been glacier#Dang it now I gotta go find it#Edit: I changed my mind this is pixal pre being rebuilt but everything i said was off its still off on her pre desgin too so
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getting better with age . . .
#my art#pokemon rejuvenation#geara#geara pokemon rejuvenation#HIII IM GONNA PUT AN ADDITION TO THIS POST.. SOONNN! WITH LORE ABT THESE DESIGNS!!#but for those who are seeing this and are confused; here are my hc designs for geara throughout the years :-)#first one is when he's 18 and the last one is when he's 35-40! middle one is the present day LOL#but yea keep your eyes out for the lore incoming... if u are interested
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favourite paul outtakes but finland edition! (there arent many but they do bring me joy)
also yeah deboer did go on a whole monologue about paul that is so long its comical (3 whole minutes) and for brevity sakes i didnt include it but its something alright
2024 nhl global series finland postpractise interview | 10.31.24 (x)
#paul maurice#florida panthers#2425#for my own happiness i do need to cc this man yeah#the deboer monologue is sooooooo#the summary goes 40 years is a long time from being on the spitfires together to paul handing him his first coaching job#to both marrying windsor girls who are close friends to attending each others weddings like no yeah 40 years is so long man#pete describes their relationship as friends who dont have to speak to eo all the time (since they get busy w their teams)#but can still pick right where they left off when they do like thats the ideal isnt it?#how can you not be romantic about oldman friendship#but also paul going 👌 close to the table to subtly cue the journalist to change the number#crying he jokes about it but he is really sweet
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PSA, keep your dog on a leash when you're in a public, unfenced area. dedicated to the lady that just tried to reassure me, "no she's nice! put your dog down! she's nice!" babe i believe you when you say your dog is nice. what you have not considered is that the dog I am holding is NOT nice and WILL attempt to attack your dog if I put him down. also we are RIGHT next to a busy road and there is Nothing stopping your dog from running into traffic. pls put her on a leash im literally begging you it is SO dangerous for her to not be on a leash here
#rye.txt#the dog I was walking is my grandma's dog and#for the first 10 years of his life#he was NEVER around other dogs or socialized with them#he is CRAZY reactive but it's never been a problem because I keep him on a short leash+harness so there's no chance of him#slipping out and charging at another dog#bUT THAT DOESNT HELP WHEN YOU ENCOUNTER A DOG THATS NOT ON A LEASH AND SPRINTS DIRECTLY AT YOU#im lucky he wears a harness for walks because I was able to just snatch him up directly with the leash#and then spent a solid two minutes dodging the excited dog with her owner going 'put your dog down! she's nice! put him down!'#trying to explain to this woman that I cannot in fact put him down because he WILL start a fight with your dog#it literally took several minutes before the woman realized I was saying 'yes your dog might be nice but MINE ISNT'#'NOW PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD PUT HER ON A LEASH'#augh im so frustrated. like I get what she was saying. she was trying to diffuse the situation like#the dogs just need to get acquainted and then they'll play#but like. GIRL. you are at least in your mid 40s you should be old enough to be able to listen when people tell you that a situation is bad
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