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have some miscellaneous self indulgent muse portraits???
#literally no rhyme or reason to the eras i chose#ft drones dom PIB matt and some era of chris curls??#first art i post on this blog ofdjskgsdjgs um sorry the formatting is also weird i didn't plan this out i just started âď¸âď¸âď¸#and this happened#my brain is melting. anyway#dominic howard#matt bellamy#chris wolstenholme#muse band#tar.jpg#tar.psd#< new art tag ig. i didn't make this on photoshop but it works#procreate#is what i draw with#hopefully they don't look too weird???#idk what im doing i just like them hgnfgh#feral about them in fact#umm click for better quality i swear it Does make a difference ! ! !#thank you to my lovely friends for the encouragement i love you all so much
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WOW this has been ROUGH in the Life Events category of things, but. slowly crawling out of that. hopefully
this was the opening scene for a something I started writing after watching the Manben inverview with Nishi Keiko and thinking back to all the classic shoujo manga I stayed up reading back in the day, like damn that's so true Urasawa Naoki
it's partially a love letter to all the greats of the genre that I read, and also to the late night teleseryses that captivated me over the years lmao. it'd be nice to find the time to tackle it properly as a comic, but I'm having fun working on it recreationally :)
â¨but since it's recreational, some character infoâ¨
the first character seen is lawrence 'law' valenciano (late 30s), the one with the glasses is cris volante (mid-later 20s). law works at a karinderya, cris is an extremely broke university student.
â places Iâm at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app / insta / tip jar!
#komiks tag#original tag#there's a bit about how shoujo manga pays a lot of attention to hair and ngl its SO true and such a huge influence on my own art#did not realize it until then but when it came to things like hair i did turn more frequently to CLAMP and etc over any big name shonen#artist. and ofc. im a lifelong CLAMP fan. it was just interesting to listen to in discussion! genres are a language and each conveys#what they need to. ofc you get things like genre convention defying things like x1999 which just kind of. melt your brain a bit#ANYWAY i actually started re reading marmalade boy after this interview which was. idk why that one came to mind first#but you can probably guess where that impacted this story idea lmaoo. i am trying to track down a bunch of gender blender josei#manga i read in highschool. god. remember paradise kiss. damn those visuals were killer
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Steddie x female!reader thought 18+ only
Eddie blinks his eyes a couple of times to make sure he is actually seeing what he is seeing. He must be living in a nightmare.
You're laying back on one of the pool loungers. One leg dangling over the edge keeping your foot on the warm cement ground, the other spread over Steve's lap as he absently rubs his hand up and down it while he bitches to you about something from work. Your hand rubs up and down Steve's back in comfort. But that isn't the nightmare.
Your bright red bikini bottoms covering enough, but with your legs spread a bit more skin is shown then intended. Spread in such a way that makes Eddie want to just dive in. Get on his knees and worship you, rub his face over your mound as he licks and nips and sucks. Moan as the curly thatch of hair brushes against his face.
Except the curls of hair he is expecting to see peeking around your bikini are gone. Just smooth bare skin. And that isn't the only nightmare. Steve's chest is smooth like when he was in school on the swim team. Not a speck of that beautiful chest hair Eddie would curl into after getting hot and heavy. Not a single curl of the "love rug" he jokingly called it.
Eddie wants to weep. To throw himself down like a little kid and thrash his arms and legs around. Yeah, it's your body and you can do what you want, but he still is sad its gone. Eddie doesn't like change, and suddenly walking in to see both of his partners change something without any warning? Uncomfortable. It makes Eddie feel itchy.
Eddie can barely speak as he walks over and sits next to Steve. He doesn't respond to Steve's warm greeting. Doesn't respond to you asking how the day is. Just stares with big wet eyes at the sight in front of him. A pout on his lips.
A warm hand lands on his shoulder, gently squeezing. Steve's brow furrowed in concern, your wide eyes blinking at him.
"Shaved?" Eddie asks in a quiet voice, eyes darting to Steve's chest and then your clothed pussy. Steve lets out a huff of laughter, "Fuck, thought something was wrong man." Eddie glares," It is."
#Robin wanted to try waxing her legs but was scared it would hurt so Steve was the test subject#Steve then didn't like the random bald spot so he got rid of the rest#The leftover wax you were like huh wonder what that feels like and maybe the tequila didn't help#Well it did cause you were out of it#Eddie is sitting there with the biggest wettest eyes whimpering and shaking like a chihuahua#Just absolutely pathetic and sad#Of course getting kissed makes him feel a BIT better but he's still upset (also why wasn't HE invited to this event huh maybe HE would have#Liked to be the one to inflict pain- no he has to stop he needs to be SAD not HORN-)#Eddie isn't going to deny you making it up to him though...getting to just lay back and get some smooches?#Maybe just don't spring sudden change on him again#Or maybe do as long as Steve and you come kiss him like this and take care of him like this#He's boneless and melting into the bed and how did he get inside his brain is gone#Anyways I was given wax and did one strip on my leg and chickened out#So that's what created this thanks ok#Maybe I'll write a full fic idk#Jade is Talking#Steddie x reader#Steve Harrington x reader x Eddie Munson#Steve Harrington x Eddie Munson x Reader#Female!reader#Steddie x Female!reader#Steddie/female!reader#Steddie/reader
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After reading your Ren/Angel writings (love them all â¤ď¸)an idea poped up. Mc doesn't like the taste of artifical cherries so they avoid eating any cherry flavored candies. Ren knows this. But somehow Mc notices Ren seems to secretly love cherry candies so Angel surprises them with a variety of cherry candies đŹ
đ Wondering how they find out hmm. Cherry scented cologne hidden in the bathroom? Ren taking 0.25 seconds longer than usual to pick a little treat in line at the grocery store? Detective Angel is on the case...!
14 Days With You is an 18+ Yandere Visual Novel. MINORS DNI
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Very Cherry
The rustling of plastic bags was unmistakable as you opened all the things you'd bought, but [REDACTED] dutifully kept his eyes closed. You accidentally knocked one bag over and sent a few lollipops careening off the table with a loud clatter. A few fell into his lap. He pretended not to notice.
âYâreally don't want any heââ
âNo!!�� you quickly interrupted him, already picking the candies up. âIt's a surprise.â
Finally, after discarding a few damaged goods, the bowl you'd set before him was full. All sorts of colorful sweets were piled together. Gummies, chocolates, hard candies and more, each with a cherry flavor to them that you were certain heâd love.
You made a face at the pile, but thankfully none of it was for you to snack on. âYou can open your eyes,â you said, but changed your mind immediately. âWait! Waitââ You ran around to sit opposite of them at the table. Seeing his reaction was all you could think of for the past few weeks. âOkay, now open them.â
Their eyes opened, neither shocked nor surprised, but excited nonetheless. ââWas wonderinâ what yâwere buying all this candy yâdonât even like for. Seemed like too much for the kids at the library.â
âHey!â You didn't expect him to admit to stalking your internet history. âI thought you'd learn to stop snooping by now. Act surprised, or else.â
They grinned before doing their best soft and shy Haruko impressionâa mockery of an act they'd long since dropped. âO-Oh, a gift? You're so sweet, Angel!! I can't believe you bought these for me. I promise I'll treasure it!â
You rolled your eyes, but answered with sincerity, âYou're worth every cent. I like seeing you happy, Ren. And I like making you happy.â
âShitâŚâ [REDACTED] muttered and rubbed at his jaw, almost at a loss for words. âI... Thank you. Really.â
In spite of the genuine blush forming on the hackerâs cheeks, you could tell he had mixed feelings. Of course they'd be grateful for anything you gifted him. But if it was something that you were open about hating, the item in question would be avoided altogether. Regardless of his own feelings on the matter. It was a strange tendency they couldnât really let go of just yet.Â
Encouragement, and a little pleading, would do the trick, though.Â
âI worked really hard to find all of these. And I was looking forward to seeing your face when you finally had some,â you said, practically pouting at them, your chin resting in the palms of your hands. âJust a bite?âÂ
Both the statements were true. Since you couldn't stand the flavor you thoroughly scoured all the online reviews before enlisting the pickiest of your friends to taste test, then repeated it all to find candies that suited him. Enough to get a wide variety. So the results from all that effort were very important to you.
Incapable of ever refusing the smallest request, your partner grabbed a wrapped candy at random from the bowl. It was a half moon shape, and a bright shade of red with a white line along the round edge. Kiara had suggested that oneâbut only after telling her all the expensive candies she sent would use up a huge chunk of your budget.Â
You chose to keep that information to yourself as he carefully unwrapped the gummy candy. Any mention of another person would no doubt sour his mood.
[REDACTED] held the candy up to their lips, and instead of eating it whole, they took the tiniest nibble you'd ever seen. Still, his face lit up at the first sample. He took another tiny bite, then another and another. As if he couldnât decide between savoring or devouring it completely.
âDo you like it?â You leaned forward on the table, relishing in his reaction.Â
He swallowed to answer you right away, putting the candyâwith not even half of it missingâback in its paper. âYeah. âLike it a lot, actually.âÂ
The bowlâs many candies crinkled as you fished through it to pull more of the same type out. âThey have a sour version, too. I'm sure you'll like that one even better,â you said. In the small pile of half moons you made, there were a few speckled with white sugar. He took another. âI'll order some more so you don't have to eat them like⌠that.âÂ
ââM not trying tâsave âem,â he mumbled, though the delicate way he unwrapped a sour gummy and started nibbling again like a hamster said otherwise. It was a fascinating sight, if not completely silly for the man decked head to toe in black clothes, intimidating accessories, and silver piercings. You had to keep yourself from giggling and he insisted again. âReally, Angel. I jusâ wanna be able to thank you properly when Iâm done.â
You smiled at their consideration. All too easily, you could imagine your face scrunching up at the cherry taste sure to linger on your boyfriend's tongue if he kept indulging. âI'd still kiss you even if you taste awful,â you teased.
As if to test your confidence, he popped the candy into his mouth and watched you pointedly. They took their sweet time to chew it, giving you time to reconsider the idea while he fiddled with a lollipop from the bowl.
Your nose wrinkled as the faint cherry smell finally wafted over, the fruity scent stronger than you anticipated. â... Maybe only on the cheek, though.â
He noisily stood from his chair, and you knew right away he was leaving to brush his teeth.
#14 days with you#14dwy#14dwy redacted#momo reqs#hehe#GIVING GIFTS TO REN MY FAVORITE ACTIVITY!!#ren is so leah stardew valley#bc u can give him a stick you found and he swoons#angel feeding ren the candies tho... hehe#also my brain is melted#from IN STARS AND--#so i am a lil slow writer at the moment#<- i say this despite being slow all the time anyways#pls no typos#thankies for requesting đ¤
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Character introspection doodles that turned. uh. angsty
#kaiju no. 8#kn8#kafka hibino#soshiro hoshina#anywas#undertale refrence vaguely in 2024#anyways. anyways....#doodling this as break from artfight#i am going back into the grind#i am going to melt HJGhg#it has been SOOO HOT HERE LATELY. it measn i have like no bandwith and literally nothing going on in my brain lmao#but IM DOIN MY BEST#its almost 1am rn which is why temperature is tolorable
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AUGHHH SORRY FOR DISAPEARING AGAIN YALL.. IM SURE A LOT OF YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I MEAN WHEN I SAY "THE CHRISTMAS GRIND GOT TO ME" đđđ
But anyway MERRY CHRISTMAS YALL đŠˇđŠˇđŠˇ have Jack and Nurm as that one needlessly gay sonic poster. I hope everyone has an amazing day đ
The poster in question. There's no way..
#minecraft story mode#mcsm#mcsm nurm#nurm mcsm#mcsm jack#jack mcsm#clemont_ine#minecraft villager#Merry Christmas!#The poster cracks me up y'all. Like I've never seen the sonic movies but every clip I see involves those two being weirdly gay#And now if I watch it and it's not 90% yaoi I'll be heavily disappointed/hj#âerm this would look better shaded!!!â Do you think my melted brain could handle that rn...#Y'all..#Sigh anyways
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toji is so dad sometimes it's so hot
#sees you do everything even when he's not looking#always knows when you're lying#gives you lectures about how you'll catch a cold if you don't wear proper clothes#does the proper dad pose while watching tv#says he's just resting his eyes and then falls asleep#can fix everything and everything#does not fuck around about his meat#like beef and chicken get your mind out of the gutter smhhhh#anyway#lip bite emoji#nobody question me i can't think too deeply abt this or my brain will melt away#save me papa toji save meeeeeee:333333333#mayor of loserville
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I did say there's actual plot to this AU beside shadowzel bickering didn't I
#i can't even begin to express how melted my brain is rn#i should not have done this whole thing in one go#the lineart gods possessed me#anyway#I'm still not sure how to translate Aylin's gold scars to a modern look but whatever#b u t#lightweight Aylin my beloved#no I do not accept criticism#animation studio au#shadowheart#dame aylin#baldur's gate 3#my art
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Haha I hope everyone is doing well it was nice knowing you all I'll just go and combust into flames no worries!
#someone explain to me how is this possible#same set of actors#but one seems to have gotten smaller and one got bigger somehow#ik you can bulk up quite a bit with gymming and what not#but i didn't know it makes the palm of your hand bigger too?#why is first's hand covering almost the entirety of khao's face?#also they're so good at portraying the age like sand is definitely 23 here and no doubt about kant being 29#same with bison he's apparently 24 and khaotung is so good at portraying the nativity of that age#anyway this two photos side by side melted my brain into a puddle of goo#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#the heart killers#firstkhao#kant#bison#kantbison#size difference#asian lgbtq dramas#thai dramas#thai bl#gmmtv#lgbtq characters#lgbtq
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I don't know why but I find these brief profiles for the love angels in Shougaku Ichinensei 11/1994 really cute. Illustrations above by Kirishima Sent.
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Wedding Peach / Hanasaki Momoko
Born March 3rd. Blood type 0. Cheerful, but a little clumsy⌠A girl with angelic blood who fights devils using the power of love.
Angel Lily / Tanima Yuri
Born July 7th. Blood type A. Gentle, good at fortune telling. A girl with angelic blood who fights devils using the power of intelligence.
Angel Daisy / Tamano Hinagiku
Born May 5th. Blood type B. Tomboyish, good at fighting. A girl with angelic blood who fights devils using the power of courage.
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While the girls are still described as angels, their profiles state that they each combat the devils using different "powers". Love for Peach, intelligence and courage for Lily and Daisy respectively.
I also find it interesting that Yuri is described as having a talent for fortune-telling in this profile. In the Secret File art book section discussing the original setting ideas for the series, Hinagiku was planned to have precognition/clairvoyance talents. However, none of the heroines retained this as a primary character trait in the finalised anime or Ciao manga (save for Yuri suggesting the missing bride's location in episode 9 of the anime).
While courage stayed as a core element of Daisy's power and persona in both anime and manga (Hinagiku performs her oironaoshi by calling "Angel Courage Daisy"), Lily's intelligence didn't become amalgamated in the same way. Interestingly though, the hint at psychic ability did remain in the oironaoshi call "Angel Prescience Lily".
This is what I love love love about older media mix titles like Wedding Peach. There are just so many changes across the different adaptations that I'm still finding out new things as I gain access to various old magazines (which is hard because ugh, they're SO expensive). And there really are a lot of different versions of the Wedding Peach story to read in print alone:
If I had a bunch of spare cash on hand right now for fandom purposes I'd be buying more magazines to scan/share and paying someone to do a proper translation of the Secret File book (because I really can't get the nuance right with the interviews). Oh well, I can dream!
#ai tenshi densetsu wedding peach#wedding peach#kirishima sent#sent kirishima#scan: hotwaterandmilk#ramblings#magical girl#magical girls#it's so hot here today i feel like my brain is melting#but i figured i'd post some ramblings on my lunch break anyway#a comic for first graders is about my skill level at the moment#and i do mean that about so many older media mix titles#all of them have their own unique stories of development#i just wish my money and language skills allowed me to learn about even more obscure titles#itâs fascinating imho#even the media mixes that aren't âfor meâ have incredible development stories#(but this is also why i'll only ever consider myself a humble fan of titles and not an expert on anything in this space)
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Kremy Lecroux and Gideon Coal had forgotten they were a simple flinch, a passing breeze, a slippery hand, or a drop of rain, away from ruin, and that ignorance was the beginning of their downfall. Hubris and rage, greed and wrathâŚno matter its origin, sin leads to sin, and sinners attract other sinners. Whether due to chance or fate, two paths cross and intertwine, never to split again.
my take on how gideon and kremy first met & what led up to it! beta read by my beloved mutual @szaryherbatnik
its 6.2k words so a pretty short (but hopefully enjoyable) read, id really appreciate it if you checked it out! <3
#writing summaries and giving chapters/works titles is so hard for no reason#i was struggling yall#one day ill find my footing in terms of writing#but anyway#im really proud of this little thing#might add more chapters later?#id like to explore how their relationship grew over time i think#idk#they melt my brain/pos#coalecroux#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#kremy lecroux#gideon coal#ouaw#ouaw fanfic#ao3#kremy nation#mandatory kremy appreciation tag <3
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thinking of buffy squished between drusilla and spike on a very lazy afternoon for her,,, the purr pile vibrating her like a wasp between bees. her two panthers <3
#they purr in their sleep btw. when there's at least two of them together but especially all three#AND PANTHERS R THE ONE BIG CAT WHO CAN ACTUALLY PURR SO#!!!#well and cheetahs? are cheetahs considered big cats tho?#anyways#guys my brain is melting I just want to draw them so bad#I've had this one image of them stuck in my brain for MONTHS and now this one as well...#it's evil man. straight evil that I can't#also funny I am using such violent imagery for them but I think it fits#hello spuffsilla nation hope you enjoyed my nothing contribution I love them <3#spuffsilla#spuffy#sprusilla#druffy#spike btvs#drusilla btvs#buffy summers#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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me stubbornly forcing myself to drink green tea and rest from my THIRD COLD THIS MONTH
#i am so fucking tired of being ill#is it not enough that i have a chronic illness and chronic pain condition all the time anyway???#ughhh#i'm grateful because i at least managed to get to (most) of the gigs i wanted to this month#but other than that i've literally just been stuck in bed unable to do anything and my brain is starting to melt with boredom#idk how i can still not be well enough to write or absorb myself in reading a good book or fanfic or even be on here properly#but my brain feels like MUSH and it's so frustrating#i miss my little four walls men so much đŠ#i miss being able to see the sky and see my friends and taste the food i eat#sorry i know i'm complaining#i just needed to vent for a moment#it's been such a shit few months anyway and i was already in a really rough spot with my mental/physical health for a number of reasons#so this just feels like the last straw#universe please let me feel a little better soon#i have things i want to do and people i want to talk to and fics i want to write#oh how nice it must be to live in a body that isn't constantly impaired in some way đ¤Śââď¸#lulu posts
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So many "Lucifer but he's a peacock" and "Mammon but he's a crow" posts and yes I love the idea of our boys having the physical forms of their actual animals it is very cute and silly HOWEVER-
Today, I come to offer you: "Satan but he's a super creepy FUCKED UP unicorn"
Make that fucker the size of a Shetland pony. I'm talking like 60cm tall, like mad small, I'm talking small as hell. Make him look like a gross amalgamation of a pony, a demonic-ass goat, and a fucked up deer with zombie wasting disease. Give him a skull face and exposed ribs where the flesh is rotting from his bones. Make his coat pitch black and wreathe his hooves with neon green flames. Give him the razor-sharp fangs of a carnivore and a horn that looks like a rusted knife blade bursting out of his head. Let him leave a trail of death and decay in his wake, like every footstep leaves behind burning green cinders and toxic smoke and ash. Make him deadly to even look upon, like existing in close proximity to him for too long would make your insides melt and liquify, make your body burn and corrode into a noxious sludge.
Like have you ever seen those fucked up zombie deer with prion disease? Make him look like that. Make him creepy as fuck. It's what he deserves.
#I'm very passionate about demons being Demonsâ˘#like let them be fucked up!#let them be creepy little horror-nightmares!#I want my brain to melt inside my skull and drip out of my orifices because I dared look upon their eldritch terror forms!#let them be gross and scary!#let them be DEMONS!#ugh they would be so cool#anyway#obey me#obey me nightbringer#omswd#obey me satan#satan#satan obey me
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honestly homophobic of netflix to remove the interactive with the julethief canon events in it
AND ON THE DAY CARMEN ESCAPES VILE NO LESS đ
rip To Steal or Not To Steal. you had the entire fandom in a chokehold over that ending <3
#Netflix. Netflix when I catch you. WHEN I CATCH YOU NETFLIX.#Julia blushing is canon in our hearts <33#so many good interactions :(#had to play it one last time on the proper platform and noticed so. many. little. characterization bits.#like mine bomb choking and Carmen DOESNT HESITATE to help. also Carmen knowing the heimlich.#VILE teaching life saving techniques??? hmm suspicious (yeah first aid in the field they donât want ops to die lmao)#ALSO CARMENS IMAGINATION?? like girly was in the middle of a mission pretending she was showing off sick dance moves to a pretty girl.#what a dork I love her. she cannot focus <3 itâs ok Carmen we all imagine showing off to a crowd of people and them joining in.#bellum not being able to stick to a name for the wiper/mind melt/cranial dranial#also carmen quoting Casablanca??! oh my god?? the layers??!#URHG WE NEEDED FILLER EPS. whereâs my team red movie night. beach day. arcade trip. julethief coffee/museum/aquarium dates.#NETFLIX LET ME IN THAT WRITERS ROOM.#alright streaming services. the only reason we got u in the first place was because it was *slightly* more convenient than piracy.#excuse my Texasâ˘ď¸ here but âthe streaming platforms are getting a little too big for their britches nowadays.#could we at least consolidate into 1-2. this is getting ridiculous.#also 482 unskippable ads every 5 seconds. theyâve made regular cable but 200x worse#but thatâs a topic for another day#anyways. goodbye To Steal or Not to Steal. you changed my brain chemistry at age 15 đŤĄ#carmen sandiego 2019#carmensandiego#tsonts#fluffytheocelot#julethief#to steal or not to steal
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Another thing i absolutely adore about good omens is how high the stakes are. How much danger the arrangement puts them into, how risky it is, for Crowley to be in possession of holy water. How he could be destroyed, just for having entertained the thought of helping an angel. And still. It all seems to be secondary to them, bc the only thing which matters is each other and the way they keep on âaccidentallyâ running into each other.
The arrangements could get them banished, shunned or destroyed? Itâs no matter, as long as they can keep meeting in odd places to discuss who will take on the next mission.
Crowley runs the risk of being seen as a traitor? Itâs such a small thing, in comparison to how the angelâs eyes shine at the mere mention of crepes.
Crowley asks for holy water, for the power to destroy what Aziraphale holds most dearly? Out of the question, except. Except that it pulls them appart, it makes them say dark, dishonest things. So Aziraphale complies, bc he canât bear not to. He canât stand the though of Crowley doing this without him. So he gives in.
Itâs all a matter of life and death. Complete and utter annihilation. Godâs wrath and the end of all things. And still. All they care about, all which seems to matter, is the way they care for each other. What a wonderful love story you wrote, mr pratchett and mr gaiman.
#btw i do mean love in the large sens#this is a not a romantic love is the only kind of love kind of blog#anyways my brain is melting and will be every day until july 28th#itâs all so obvious#and yet itâs devastating once the realisation hits you#the love is just#no words#i adore these idiots with all my soul#good omens#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#crowley#azicrow
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