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Hello and welcome to Day 3 of "Let's Explore My Plot Bunnies" everyone!
Today, my brain felt like dragging out a SVSSS crossover with Genshin Impact that came to me during the 4.4 livestream. (Gaming's trailer was the reason this idea came back with a vengeance to me)
Also, before I begin with describing the idea itself, a bit of a warning: I might start rambling midway through because my thoughts are chaotic (and I am also experimenting with some text formating to ease my explanations for the following fics. Plz, tell me if it looks ok or not)
Edit: As of February 6th, this fic has a title:
"Gaming's Dimention Hopping Master (and his annoying Harem)"
So, let's get started:
First and foremost, I wanna send Shen Jiu (who is still a deciple; basically just before he is named Peak Lord - he should be around 18 to 20 maybe?) to Teyvat via a portal opening during the Immortal Allience Comference (or during a mission - still haven't decided fully yet) and he land straight in the middle of the Archon War in Liyue about 2000 years before the canon events in Genshin.
With me so far? Good.
Shen Jiu was with Liu Qingge and, possibly, Yue Qingyuan (if you want even more angst in this than it will have) when the portal opens. Whether the portal aimed for Shen Jiu or he pushed one of the other two out of the way, the end result is that LQG and YQY see Shen Jiu disappear before their eyes. (Again, angst galore for YQY for the moment)
Shen Jiu, after ending up in Liyue mid-archon war, is more focused on getting back to where he was... until he saw some children that were in danger due to the active warfare around them (monsters everywhere who are very much looking to make as much carnage as possible).
Now, look, I am not denying that Shen Jiu is an asshole (to say the least), but he is also a cultivator whose job is to protect civilians from monsters/demons and who is send on missions to do these things. Him saving some children doesn't mean he is not still an asshole. It just means he has some morals and a sense of duty. That is all. He is still very much the sharp-clawed cat that spits poison when people approach.
What happens next is simple: some adepti/yaksha find him while he is fighting the monsters. The adepti help in defeating the monsters and - barely manage to - convince Shen Jiu to follow them to safety.
From there, Shen Jiu is on a rollercoaster of emotions:
First, he learns that no one in this place ever heard of Cang Qiong Sect, and that leads to the idea that he is from somewhere outside of Teyvat.
Second, neither Shen Jiu nor the adepti (of the God they serve named Rex Lapis) seem to know how to get Shen Jiu back to his world.
Third, Shen Jiu misses Yue Qingyuan. Like a lot. Especially so after he learns that there might not be a way for him to get back.
Fourth, this place (Liyue) is in the middle of a war. And that is terrifying because Shen Jiu might just die here, too.
Fifth - and this is the most weird point of them all for Shen Jiu - these adepti seem to almost... care about his well-being? Which, of course, is impossible in Shen Jiu's mind. Not only is he not even part of this world, but they barely know him for a little less than a week. There is no way people can care about him this easily, right? There must be something that they want from him, right?
All in all, this is stressful for our paranoid Shen Jiu. He is fully convinced the adepti and their God only saved him so that he (who is not of this world) could help them win this war. Shen Jiu hates owning people, so he will help them just to not own them anything. (Owning someone a debt is dangerous, and Shen Jiu knows that too well)
Meanwhile, the adepti + Morax (and Guizhong, if she is still alive) look at Shen Jiu and go: "This poor little child. He is so small and skinny. He needs to be somewhere safe and to be fed three full meals a day."
What follows is Shen Jiu trying to help the adepti (so he can pay his debt to them) and the adepti trying (emphasis on trying) to take care of Shen Jiu. It's a hodgepodge of both sides trying to help the other without making too much fuss about it. And not to mention that both sides become attched to each other - even if Shen Jiu will die before he ever admits this. And so things seem to continue like this for months, and everything is more or less fine. That is until Shen Jiu takes a hit for one of the adepti (or even for Xiao) on the battlefield.
That attack wouldn't have killed an adeptus (not that Shen Jiu would know that), but it can kill a human. And, for all that cultivation that Shen Jiu has, he is still fundamentally human. So, Morax gives him the option to make a contract with him so that Shen Jiu will live. The price is a simple but heavy one: Shen Jiu will not be human anymore, but an adeptus.
Seeing no other way out of this death situation, Shen Jiu accepts. He wants to live so he can go back to his world. If he can live, he will live. He is not picky about the method - he did way worse things for the sake of survival before.
Thus, Shen Jiu becomes an adeptus and continues to help Morax and the others in protecting Liyue through the Archon War. At the end of the war, many were lost, and yet, Shen Jiu believes it could have been worse. With Morax now an Archon, peace can come back to Liyue.
Since Morax is aware of Shen Jiu's love for the arts, he proposed that their newest adeptus settle down in a place where the arts and traditions are very much appreciated: Chenyu Vale. And that place has become Shen Jiu's new home for the next 2000 years.
Meanwhile
Going back to the SVSSS/PIDW world, Shen Jiu's disappearance is a very heavy blow to Yue Qingyuan and Liu Qingge. Here are some exerpts from my own angst-filled imagination about them:
"He barely had his Xiao Jiu back for 3 years at the sect, where he is safe and within his grasp, and now, once again, he is taken away from him. And Yue Qingyuan regrets a lot of things - but most of all, he regrets not coming clean to Xiao Jiu about their past and his failure to save him. He regrets this so much, and yet he is unable to do anything to change it. He had so many chances to come clean - now there is no guarantee that Xiao Jiu is even alive any longer."
"Liu Qingge, for all he had hated Shen Qingqiu, is also heavily impacted by his disappearance. Not having someone like Shen Qingqiu - with a sharp tongue and not a very nice personality - should be a relief. And yet, it just makes him feel empty. There is no one to curse at Liu Qingge and yet there is also no one to fight him everytime he visits (read: barges into) Qing Jing Peak. After their searches for Shen Qingqiu yielded no result, Liu Qingge insisted that Yue Qingyuan let's him break the news to Shen Jiu's family. (Shen Qingqiu was a spoiled young master - there is no doubt in Liu Qingge's mind that his family is worried sick for him. They deserve to know what happened to Shen Qingqiu most out for everyone.) Hearing that Shen Jiu is - was - an orphan was not what Liu Qingge thought he would hear. That was not what Liu Qingge ever wanted to hear. Because that had to be a lie, right? ... but if it wasn't a lie and Liu Qingge was wrong about Shen Qingqiu being a spoiled young master... what else was he wrong about?"
For the following 15 years, all the Peak Lords felt Shen Jiu's absence - Yue Qingyuan, Liu Qingge, and, surprisingly, Qi Qingqi the most of all. (Especially so after a lot of information about their former martial brother came to light)
Luo Binghe still comes to Cang Qiong Sect, but since there was no Shen Qingqiu to be named Qing Jing Peak Lord and to take the boy into his peak out of spite, he is taken in by the Bai Zhan Peak Lord, Liu Qingge.
Ning YingYing also still ends up as a desciple at Qing Jing Peak - but she is very much bullied by her fellow brothers and sisters for her poor performance and young age.
Yue QingYuan is only alive because he had yet to extinguish that hope to see his Xiao Jiu alive again. Liu Qingge and Qi Qingqi hope to see Shen Qingqiu again as well so that they can both apologize to him - for the rumors that Qi Qingqi started, for the insults that Liu Qingge thew at him, for not being better martial siblings for him. (Even if Shen Qingqiu might be at fault for that too, they also can't excuse their own behavior)
But then, during the Immortal Allience Comference in which Luo Binghe participates, another portal, very much resembling the one that took Shen Qingqiu away from them, opens up again and takes Yue Qingyuan, Liu Qingge, Qi Qingqi, Liu Mingyan, Luo Binghe and Ning Yingying with it.
Now, all five cultivators (and a demon) are thrown into Liyue 2000 years after Shen Jiu has first set foot in this region. Can the Peak Lords find their martial brother? And what will the desciples' reaction to Shen Qingqiu be? Can they even leave this strange world and go back home with Shen Qingqiu? Does Shen Qingqiu even want to come with them?
We'll have to see!
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So this is most of what I have for this fic idea, bit I wanna include some little tidbits here at the end:
There were 3 reasons why this idea started:
Chenyu Vale just screams "Shen Qingqiu" to me. This image in particular strikes me as a place Shen Qingqiu would choose as his adeptus abode.
Since Shen Qingqiu is a shizun, during the Genshin Livestream for 4.4 my brain went: "You know how Cloud Retainer goes on and on about how "When Ganyu/Shenhe was a child" right? Imagine Shen Qingqiu doing the same as an adeptus master for Gaming towards Cloud Retainer when they have tea together." So yeah, Gaming is Shen Qingqiu's little apprentice. And with how Gaming loves Wushu Dance (aka a traditional form of art), it would make sense for him to have Shen Qingqiu as an adeptus master.
Last but not least, I am not gonna lie, I just wanted to force some type of therapy onto Shen Jiu. Why did I have to send him to Teyvat for therapy, you ask? Well, theoretically speaking, every single person in Teyvat has some type of trauma (some may have it worse than others but trauma is still trauma), and I feel like whatever type of therapy they practice in Teyvat kinda works because, for all the trauma the characters have, they don't seem as harden and callous as Shen Jiu. So, whatever they have been feeding on to help with the trauma, I want like 50 portions for Shen Jiu.
Some other things of note:
Shen Jiu has 3 options for a Vision/Elemental Powers: Anemo, Cryo or Pyro
Shen Jiu's adeptus form is that of a Jiufeng - an early depiction of a Phoenix that has 9 heads. I believe it is a good correlation because Shen Jiu turning into an adeptus doesn't mean he is not Shen Jiu anymore. It's not a full resurrection and new life altogether for Shen Jiu, just another WAY to survive.
Shen Jiu met Gaming when he was a child who got lost around the mountain/parts of Chenyu Vale that Shen Jiu protects. He helped the kid go back to Qiaoying Village. Gaming called him "Master Adeptus Bird" as a child, and it changed to "Shizun" after Shen Jiu decided to take him in.
I don't know if this might end up as a Shen Jiu/Yue Qingyuan or Shen Jiu/Liu Qingge, but regardless of the pairing, I wanna say that Shen Jiu will at least get some friends and family (new or old) out of this whole situation
Here is a little funny thing I thought about as I was writing this monstrosity of a post:
Cloud Retainer: When Ganyu/Shenhe was a child...
Madame Ping: When Yanfei/Xianling/Yaoyao was a child...
Shen Jiu: When Gaming was a child...
All Adepti + Morax: When Shen Jiu was a child:
Shen Jiu:... fuck you guys...
Either way, this is about everything I have in me for today (I have been writing this for nearly 2 hours, so please excuse any typos you may find).
What do you think? Good? Bad? A bit too much? (My brain is literally cooked after this post)
Let me know what you think.
Also, I wanna say that I wrote this literally 2 days before 4.4 is live, so I don't know anything about Chenyu Vale or Gaming's story outside of what was shown/said during the livestream.
See you guys tomorrow,
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#genshin impact#shen jiu#svsss#chenyu vale#adepti#liu qingge#i kid you not I have 0 ideea what I am doing#my brain needs to stop#fanfic ideas#zhongli#cloud retainer#yue qingyuan#my brain is on angst mode#shen qingqiu#qi qingqi#my brain is cooking.... itself
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I wish things were easy
#witch hat tag#orufrey#why..did i draw this . one of those times i just draw to drown out my brain . All night . . . *leaves*#Was just thinking how oru is living in that beautiful slow cook paradise day in day out where this could go on for years#don't even gotta dwell on it - it's cooking itself cause the lid's on - just sit back my friend -#and thus what we'll have at the end will be so perfectly to our taste. And qif's living in an evanescence song#i will never leave them i will be here until the end#Sorry i made alaira qifrey's ex again. i'm apologising to myself even though i dont mind but i would if i wasnt me but i am
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they let anyone on that train huh
#my art#honkai star rail#hsr#sunday hsr#sunday soon sunday soon#drawing funny bright colors game fanart to balance out listening to. 54 hours of horror podcast#so my brain doesnt cook itself
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Inspired by THISSSS post that made a lot of sense and made my brain shake so hard it melted, i wanted to try to assign my angel's favorites so i put them together!
thinking that Ren could make friends with pokemon... one can just dream.,.. they're a menace
#14 days with you#14dwy ren#14dwy redacted#14dwy oc#me mad bc there was not space for me to write <- my brother in christ you made the space??? half cooked its ok#in all honesty i don't know much about these little guys i just did research bc i was curious and it sounds fun and friendship yyeeyy#hope nobody minds the disproportion of heights or tries to make sense of the weights my mind it's already beating itself with that#WHY ARE THE LITTLE GUYS SO BIG AND HEAVY i mean it makes sense but#i just wanted to draw and my brain got fried thinking about making sense of the compositions with the data i was searching#and i just got tired thinking about 4 and i wanted to do moreee aaughhf#like Vi's pokemon having a theme of elegance and whimsy with strenght or Leon with themes of strenght to protect and keeping#an eye on what they care for and taking pride on it and Moth with their cool bugcore team and Elanor chilling with company#im getting too conscious the rush of finishing this is dissipating just post it just do it you ca#okback to my enclosure 🍖#i waited 2 days bc i got scared hiii goodnighhhtt
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I was personally assaulted (honorific) by this essay on ambition. It's very good.
#megs is reading#I would've linked it as a full link but it didn't parse right. which probably means it has some settings against AI which. good for them!#hilariously I was complaining immediately before reading it that SO MUCH of the discussion around burnout and overwork are like#'well you should train yourself to enjoy things and live in the moment and say fuck work and not worry about it making you more productive!#and like. as a writer. as a person whose brain will eat itself alive if I do not write. NOT because augh productivity#but cuz [that one post about how if you don't draw the images will clog up inside you and make you sick]#this does not ever spark joy. I want to do the work I enjoy and find fulfilling! I want that work to be valued enough to let me do it!#where is my discussion around burnout for people who like. can in fact sit down and enjoy a nice cup of tea or cooking a pot of soup#that's not the goddamn problem here. the problem is that not all labor is valued and in fact very little labor if any is valued.#the products are labor are valued. the labor itself is an inconvenient stepping stone that it would be nice to not have to take.#ANYWAY I'm just going to go try to finish my fucking book draft now. and convince myself that it matters.
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moots who have trouble with eating / their relationship with food, i'm making you some comfort food and we're gonna watch ghibli movies and cuddle :3
#-> screams#i think my love language is making sure my friends eat well#i love cooking even if i'm not super good at it but i love cooking i love seeing people eat and enjoy their food#you are allowed to enjoy food#no matter what kind#your body needs the fuel to function and i will move mountains to make you feel good <3#you're allowed to eat as weird as it may sound#it's not a reward or punishment#food in and of itself is neutral and your body and your brain need it to keep you alive#and i want you alive#i love you so much i hope everyone has had at least one meal today <3#i feel so happy and proud when friends tell me they've eaten#everyone comment their favorite / comfort food#mine are khinkali (georgian dumplings) plov and my dad's quptiani (meatball soup)#overbearing mom friend moment
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Gally hides a lot of his panic attacks and nightmares that he got after he went through the Changing in a desperate attempt to be liked again in the Glade
He was kind of universally hated in the books, apparently becoming extremely unlikeable after he got Stung
which is honestly so sad. What he saw drove him slightly insane and he couldn’t handle it and shut down.
#it’s 2am I hope this makes sense my brain is losing itself#in a ‘Teresa lives’ AU I can actually totally see them becoming friends#if I had a nickel for every time a maze runner character witnessed horrors and did bad things#that specifically involved sacrificing one or two people in order to benefit many more people#I would have two nickels#they also bond over being extremely protective over Minho#because I think Teresa would be super duper protective of Minho in Paradise#partly out of guilt and partly out of trauma#she works closely with the doctors to heal him and visits him daily to make sure he’s feeling a-okay#she spoon feeds him when he’s too weak to feed himself#actually she has almost an obsession with bringing him food or feeding him or cooking food for him or just watching him eat in general#but it’s because WCKD regularly starved him or used food as an incentive/weapon against him#and now she’s just extremely determined to make sure Minho never has that happen to him again#Thomas sits in the corner awkwardly waiting for Teresa and Gally to finish fussing over his boyfriend so he can kiss him#Minho wakes up like ‘I don’t remember having a girlfriend as well as two boyfriends???’#and Thomas is just ‘YOU DONT????’#Minho will be sleeping on the couch for that comment tbh#Minho goes to Gally and/or Teresa whenever he and Thomas get into arguments#Thomas is so confused by this. Especially Teresa#‘YOURE LITERALLY MY EX GIRLFRIEND YOU SHOULD BE ON MY SIDE’#idk if I actually agree with anything I just wrote but I’m too sleepy to do things like reread
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found the perfect song, tripped, fell, blacked out, woke up an hour later somehow 70% through a Ramón Salazar AMV…oh he is tremendous to edit with guys (and yes. it's both versions 😉) i think it's the combo of OG's rakish charm and Remake's grandiosity…👀
#worry NOT friends the Maxime video is cooking away!!!!!!#i just gotta follow where the fixation is hour-to-hour or my brain will collapse in on itself like an improperly baked cake 💀#and i have a friend who made Ramón vids way back in the old days of YouTube who needs this 🙈💖#ramón salazar#ramon salazar#resident evil 4#resident evil 4 remake#re4make#starleskatalks
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Venting
#Having a mild fever for a week straight#and can’t tell why#in a record breaking heat#mayhaps time to finally go see the doctor#can I please get a fucking break form life#can my brain just cook itself already and save us all the trouble of doing anything myself#personal
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Four sorcerers is just teehee hope you liked framerate! Proceeds to bombard a goblin with four meteor storms
Pawn Featured:
Avraham - @bardistraee (been a while since i last took him out! was wonderful to travel with him again :] )
#dragon's dogma 2#dragon's dogma#dd2#tumblr pawn swap#arisen odessa#fe'gahl#i should be drawing but god this game is addictive and discovering freecam means screenshots go brrrr#sorry to those who thought they signed up for other things special interest inserts itself into my brain and i will not shut up aboutit#the four times magic sync is so funny#the sound of you're cooked. tornado go#ig this is a series im doing now all one vocation teams go!
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it's so funny how people will tell me that i'm SUCH an optimist, I'm always looking on the bright side :) when what's actually going on is that I was in such a bad place for so long that my bar for "survivable" is on the floor. I'm not an optimist I'm just a realist with a lot of perspective
#this mostly pops up with medical stuff#“you're such a trooper” you can stick me with as many needles as you like#my brain tries to cook itself like every two months and that's STILL just like a 6/10 on my shit's fucked scale#so long as i am not actively hallucinating we are all good#willow's life
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creating some kind of unfortunate synthesis via drk 50 thoughts, per usual.
#there are many more of them than that but i'll keep them in my pocket. for a bit. because i wish writing weren't like pulling teeeeeeeeth#or that i would sleep. i would take one of those things.#anyway thrashing around in ilya stoicism again while my brain eats itself#COOKING SO SLOWLY#have not written every day AT all but still more than usual so i'll take it#me: he doesn't know how to lie#also me: his face has not told the truth a single time in all its life#this thing? DEEPLY self-indulgent. endeavoring to embarrass myself to sleep.#xiv blogging#ch: ilya
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#as always whenever i visit my parents i'm completely fine during the day when there are Tasks to be done#it's when i go up into the spare room (that used to be my room!)#and have a chance to breathe and think that my heart breaks a little bit#i miss my dad so much#i miss who he was before his brain started cannibalising itself#i miss him being the quickest wit in the room and having something insightful (and potentially hurtful) to say#i miss his cooking and him showing off his fancy knife skills#i miss being able to ask for his opinion (even when i hated it)#i just hate missing someone who is alive right in front of me#grief posting
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i think other people have done this before but if *eye* was going to do nero and nelo angelo in the same room "nelo angelo has regrown enough of a personality to start being uppity and throwing him something to do is more time efficient then torturing the personality back out of him again" is a bit funny. maybe if mundus had let sparda have a pet he wouldn't have done.... all of that . (no). as far as nelo angelo is concerned hes been handed some kind of high maintenance tamagotchi or perhaps a chihuahua. the silly little thing wont eat anything its starting to get a bit worrisome (nero is like eight years old and the only food nelo angelo can rustle up is charred demon).
#pulled from my dms with quen.#dont take me seriously this is all gags all the time#dmc tag#normally mundus just would have squashed the disgusting little mostly human sparda spawn but perhaps he can wring some#use out of it before stringing it up#or who knows. maybe it could make itself useful#some other way#DEEPLY TRAUMATIZED NERO BTW I JUST THINK NELO ANGELO TREATING IT LIKE HES A BEWILDERING BUT LIKED DIGITAL PET IS FUNNY#LIKE. TWO SEPARATE GENRES GOING ON HERE well its the same genre but vergils brain has been cooked on max in a microwave
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Bad day. Horrible awful terrible bad day
#there’s not even a reason. nothing bad has actually happened#it just FUCKING SUCKS#I want to walk into a lake and never come back#I want to take my brain out of my skull and throw it at a wall and watch it splatter#I know today sucks because I’m so tense and upset that my back HURTS so fucking bad#cuz when this happens I tense up and my back muscles decide to coil around my spine and squeeze like a starving snake#it’s spreading through my shoulders and even to my chest which is a first#I just 😭😭😭 I want to go home except home also sucks cuz roommate#and I know he’ll be out in a few days but that feels like forever#and I’m so tired and I’m so upset and I want to curl up in a ball and cry and hide from the world#but I’m working a 7 day stretch at my job#and I have to transfer the power and internet to my name sometime before Wednesday#and I’m so sick of takeout the idea of eating it makes me want to vomit but I can’t physically bring myself to cook while they’re there#and I just. ugh. UGH#I’m so sick of existing#why does my life only allow me small handfuls of months at a time#where I’m not living in some form of disaster and stressed to all hell and back and just wanting to lay down and die#what did I do so wrong. what have I done to deserve all this shit#in my short terrible miserable fucking life#whatever I’ll just go home and stare at the wall#and then go to bed and come to work and come to work and come to work there’s always going to work#I’m going to fucking scream I hate my brain#why can’t it just regulate itself in a normal way cuz that’s the thing I know I’m being insane and nothing is actually this bad#but man if it doesn’t fucking feel that way#and being aware I’m being batshit really doesn’t make it better actually I think it makes it worse#kaz rambles
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Just got the quest for Mayor Lewis’s oil, and i can’t shake the idea that Lewis is gay and using his casual fling w Marnie to try and convince himself he’s not (or keep up appearances lol).
#was high af when this lodged itself in my brain#idk ill never be convinced this isnt canon#he was so specific about the slipperiness#you KNOW marnie aint letting that cooking oil near her cooch cmon now#stardew valley
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