#my bpd

[sweet-tart-and-in-between]

All the time… 😞

you ever lost interest because you felt unwanted

[dead-core]

i just need to have more rules for myself. more rules and limits. surely that will help me

[allaboutsaturn]

"slut era" i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past

[sweet-tart-and-in-between]

My mom: oh look! There’s [sibling of former favorite person]

Me: …

My mom: You should go say hi!

Me: …

Me: Okay

Me: *walks in the opposite direction* :|

[sweet-tart-and-in-between]

Me, but in reverse 😞

At the end of the day I'm just a personification of my mom's sadness and my dad's rage.

[arrgh-whatever]

[loullipopx]

My Pokémon ❤️💙

[xnoworneverr]

There’s a reason why we feel lonely even though we aren’t alone. It’s because loneliness is not about how many friends we have or how many people are in the room with us. It’s a disconnection from others. Being social doesn’t cure loneliness, loneliness comes when there is not a single person close enough to see past the illusion to who we really are and what we really feel inside.

[soaked-doors]

shut my eyes and count to ten

[totheoneswhostayupallnight]

Constantly switching between healing and complete self destruction

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i thought i was at my lowest but holy shit it gets lower

[melxhunter]

I feel like there are a lot of people out there who needs to hear this:

If you dropped out of school because of diagnosed (or undiagnosed) ADHD, Autism, ADD, OCD, Dyslexia, Anxiety, Depression, Bipolar disorder, psychotic disorders, schizophrenia etc… You did not fail. The education system failed you.

[aakiwa]

Yes I’m an Azula apologist—she deserved better; she deserved therapy and love and support and patience 🫶

[sweet-tart-and-in-between]

Devaluing them in my head so the problem doesn’t affect me anymore >>> talking with them about what’s wrong

[rainywhispersblog]

When you grow up in an abusive home, you don’t become a people pleaser to please people. You become a people pleaser to keep the potential for more abuse away.

[cvttcat]

me: huh, i have this problem, i wonder if i can find any resources to help support me!

google: 7 ways to KILL a person with this evil manipulative abuser trait! how to know if someone you know has this trait and is LEECHING off of you and SECRETLY ABUSING you! remember that people with this trait are EVIL and SUBHUMAN and UNWORTHY OF ANYTHING GOOD!!!