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penelope canonically retreating to her room and refusing food = she puts on some weight, the reason being both lack of physical activity as well as her body being on constant emergency mode (so what little she does eat ends up being stored away bc the body doesnt know when the 'starvation' will end). whats more her constant stress elevates cortisol levels which in and of itself leads to weight gain esp in the abdominal area.
tl;dr chubby penelope send fucking t w e e t
#that is it that is the post#cortisol is also known as the stress hormone#helps u wake up & regulates metabolism among other things#it helps you cope with stress but too much of it (much like anything else in life) is not good for you and your health#this has been on my mind for so long#no im not projecting#shush#thinking abt her naiad heritage too#like maybe she can get through long periods without or with very little food but her human body's nutritional needs prevail idk#and then midnight snacks maybe lol#away from the piercing gaze of the wretched suitors and judgemental looks of certain maidservants#chubby penelope for the soul#penelope of ithaca#my beloved muffin#with razor sharp teef#give the cinammon roll some tummy rolls!!#BONUS: when ody comes home they both heal together and side by side#coming to terms with just how merciless the years have been#ody gains healthy weight after years of abuse in ogygia (i hc he purposely denied himself proper food bc thats the only agency he had#as well as the making urself undesirable to the abuser)#and penelope goes for swims and perhaps bonds with telemachus in a new way like races and swimming competitions aw#as well as teaching him some naiad stuff he probably inherited#family healing yay!#:')#btw not saying they go back to their 20 year old physiques#what i am saying is they now take better care of themselves and each other#and one of the ways its reflected is in their frames#i think we need more middle aged odypen art#and age accurate content in general#esp post odyssey
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What would you choose? :0c
(note: original image is from HERE (link) - but I edited it to add a wider variety of options.. also added $3 extra to the total, even though I know that makes it more uneven lol, I thought if you're adding 10 whole extra items, the money to spend should at least be increased slightly, if that makes sense..)
#I would get orange juice. black coffee. AND iced coffee ($3) because I love the variety of having multiple drinks#then sausage and scrambled eggs ($8). Then sauteed mushrooms ($3)....AND... hrm.. then spending the remaining $4 would be hard#I wish I could get waffles (as they are my favorite and are superior in every way compared to pancakes. donuts. etc.) but I'm not willing#to give up the other savory things just to get them. so... then maybe I could get a biscuit or english muffin? and just put jam or#honey butter or something on it so it can be my replacement 'sweet and bready' thing instead of something from the $5 row??#OR I could also just assume that having the orange juice plus iced coffee would provide enough of a 'sweet element' to the meal#(since I largely prefer savory foods. I only like a tiny bit of sweet added for variety) and thus forego any sort of#'bready' thing entirely and just get the bowl of beans/onion/tomato (I'd leave the avocado since I don't like the#texture of them really lol). THEN I'd have $1 left to get the milk or the black tea... increasing my total of random drinks..#which is always the goal of course.. as a chronic ''person who is sipping at 5 different drinks at their desk simultaneously always'' perso#OR... I could just do.. waffle. scrambled eggs. sausage. mushrooms. and black coffee and orange juice.. which is... okay variety#augh... so difficult.. As my Ideal Breakfast is like a buffet type thing or something where you have like 25 different things to choose fro#and can get a little tiny bit of everything. My eating style is very much like.. I'd rather pick at a small amount of a ton of#different things than just have a very large amount of only one or two things. Thats why I LOVE sample platter type stuff.#So it's like... augh... the ideal option would be a tiny portion of EVERYTHING actually lol...#Difficult to choose...#ANYWAY.. Also no idea why I added croissant instead of bagel. I only thought about that afterwards. I do actually like bagels.#I've only ever even had a croissant like 2 times in my entire life. Yet I've had many bagels. For some reason it stuck out in my mind more#when I was considering 'essential breakfast foods' somehow... how could I forget them... bagels my beloved...#Blame it on the hot weather... 'What in the blazes? The sun hath obliterated the concept of bagels from my miind!'#(< meant to be said in a silly overdramatic elderly wizard accent or something)#Also I don't think ''bowl of beans. onion. avocado. and tomatos.'' is necessarily a breakfast classic or something gbhjjh#but I was just trying to think of a versatile vegetable-ish side that could be full of common breakfast additions#so people could do stuff like ''oh I get the toast option and then the bowl of stuff and I put the avocado on the toast'' etc.#Like a mix and match. You could mix ingredients from different parts. You could put scrambled eggs and bacon and onion#on the bread or soemthing. etc. I just feel like something is always missing if a Full Breakfast Spread#doesnt have some sort of onions or beans or mushrooms or asparagus or spinach like... some sort of thing that isn't just eggs and meat and#bread.. you know? lol..#But then again.. I am the Sampling Plate Style Variety Lover and Tiny Portion Of Food Picker so maybe thats just a me thing.
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I've not been able to stop thinking abt how Perfect matt got essek's accent from the getgo this time???? Like sometimes when it's been a bit it'll be slightly off to start (like how astrid turned french for like,, a hot second) but he's just got his lil guy down pat and i'm being so normal about that
#not drawing any Conclusions abt why that might be#but i am drawing conclusions#muffin rambles#essek thelyss#♡♡♡♡ my beloved#critical role spoilers#in a way#its been like a month
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gymnast kaito x sharpshooter shinichi meet-cute in the olympics au
#kaishin#i can already hear my brain going BUT SOCCER PLAYER SHINICHI RAAAAAAHHHHH#but shapshooter shinichi tho cmoooon CMOOONN#yall have seen the olympic athletes yall have seen the flavor#i saw yeji and yusuf and im like OKAY SHINICHI SHARPSHOOTER#also gymnast kaito this is canon in my brain idc#i would love to see kaito's floor routine like pleaaaaaseeee#also that one epke zonderland london 2012 high bar routine but make it kuroba fucking kaito RAAAAHHH#also also in my mind shinichi would only wear glasses and he'd affectionately call it 'conan'#idk a whole lot about the olympics and either sports so im not confident enough to make hcs#thats why im just yapping here LOL#might binge watch some olympics related videos and articles later idk#yell some hcs for this au at me I'd love to know!!!!!!#dc prattles#ALSO FUN IF KAITO GREW UP IN PARIS AND HE'S REPRESENTING FRANCE WHEWWWW#but it's also fun if kaishin are both team jp and theyret meeting for the first time yippeeee#akai would be shinichi's coach maybe 🤔#also i looked it ip and apparently karate was removed from the official olympic games FUCK but WE DONT CARE BECAUSE#OLYMPIC ATHLETE BESTIES SONOSHINRAN MY BELOVED I WILL FIGHT FOR YOU#anyway sonoko in gymnastics ran in karate and sharpshooter shinichi WOW WOW WAIT MY BRAIN HAVING A MASSIVE ROT RIGHT NOW#oh you just know sonoko does all those tiktoks with a shy but excited ran and completely forced to participate shinichi LMAO#kaishin meet through sonoko ofc 👀👀👀#sonoko and kaito are besties too and are familiar with each other for both being in the gymnastics scene#anyway kaito and shinichi meet and kiss and fall in love#ALSO SHINICHI THIRSTING OVER KAITO'S MUSCLES LMAOOOO#AND KAITO THIRSTING OVER A FULLY CLOTHED SHINICHI POISED FOR A SHOT LIKEEEE#oh they wanna makeout real bad i fear#ALSO KAITO IS THAT ONE ATHLETE WHO KEEPS STEALING THE CHOCOLATE MUFFINS IN THE OLYMPIC VILLAGE LMFAOOOO#the tiktoks of that guy was so funny lol i just know kaito would do the same#you know what maybe I should've just typed this on the post and not on the tags but it's too late now LMAO i want more of them tho omg 😳
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How some of you guys are drawing these 2 😭😭
#zukka#zuko x sokka#zukka fanart#atla#atla fanart#like u guys#I’m sorry#Zuko is NOT a little uwu think muffin bean curd puff pie#and Sokka isn’t hyper masculine either????#that one post about it explains me perfectly#‘Sokka was so flamboyant and had his little gay bag’#like yes he did#ik u all wanna make Zuko into the little uwu twinky boy#but like#at least make Sokka a twink too#hot yaoi base my beloved
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TAKIISHI CHIKA IN CHAPTER 153
#✧* ꜝ takiishi chika#𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 𝓴𝓲𝓴𝓲#TAKIISHI CHIKA I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK I LOVE YOU I LOVE I LOVE YOU I LOVE I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU#I WANT TO BITE YOU / EAT YOU / KISS YOU / CONSUME YOU / DEVOUR YOU / CLAIM YOU / DO EVERYTHING TO YOU#SWEETHEART LOVE DARLING HONEY ANGEL SWEETIE BOO DEAREST SUNSHINE CUPCAKE GEM PRECIOUS GORGEOUS BEAUTIFUL BELOVED CHARMING MY EVERYTHING ADO#SOULMATE TREASURE MY LOVE ENCHANTING LOVELY HEARTBEAT ANGEL FACE CUDDLE BUG SWEET PEA SPARK BUTTERCUP FIREFLY DREAMBOAT BUTTERFLY STARSHINE#SWEETS POOKIE SNUGGLE MUFFIN DARLINGHEART STARLIGHT MOONBEAM CUPID SWEETY PIE FLOWER DAZZLE BELOVED ANGEL POOH BEAR SUNKISS HARMONY SWEET C#TAKIISHI CHIKA DON'T MAKE ME GO EVEN MORE INSANE / BOY YOU DRIVE ME TO THE EDGE AND I WILL DIVE IN FULLY LET ME DROWN#I HATE YOU CHIKA I HATE YOU FOR MAKING ME OBSESSED WITH YOU I WILL NEVER GET A REAL BF LIKE THAT#PLEASE BE REAL AND LET ME LOVE YOU AND BE YOUR COOL GF I CAN KICK ASS TOO IM SO GOOD AT FIGHTING#I CAN TWIST HANDS I CAN KICK HIGH WE WILL BE SO HOT TOGETHER#i mean we are alr together in my silly little brain#GUYS PLEASE IM NOT WEIRD IF I CANT HAVE A REAL BOY TO OBSESS AND LOVE / I HAVE TO COPE SMH PLEASUE UNDERSTAND THIS#I MEAN MY MAN IS THE BEST ISN'T HE HMM#kichi / takikishi forever#F O R E V E R#MONSTER MY BABY IS A MONSTER#IM IN LOVE WITH A MONSTER#EXPECT SO MANY CHIKA CONTENT AS USUAL#YOUR CHEEKS I WILL EAT THEM AND KISS THEM AND BITE THEM#takiishi#takiishi x reader#takiishi chika
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I woke up this morning thinking about Yuri Klapouh's 'Lilith and Eve' 🍎
#good omens#ineffable muffins#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#crowley#mid-transformation Crowley#my beloved#I would have linked it but I didn't see one to an official site#and I don't wanna give clicks to pi//nterest parasites#it's a loose interpretation but was very fun to draw
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dark precure deserved better
all she wanted was to be loved by her father. thats why she wanted to kill moonlight. not just cuz its her "purpose" but bc she wanted to be sabaku's "real" daughter. she even says that once she kills moonlight, she'll become the "true moonlight"
she was jealous of yuri being sabaku's biological human daughter and wanted to kill her to take her place. all she wanted was to be loved by her father
after she's defeated, she shakily stands up and yells at yuri to get away from sabaku, because he's her father. she sees yuri cling to sabaku and she fears he's is leaving her for yuri. she doesnt want yuri to take her dad away from her, that's her greatest fear.
and then she dies in his arms and we see her genuinely smile (i think this is the only time she smiled in the whole anime?). sabaku tells yuri that dark precure is her sister, and he loves her just as much as he does yuri. and then she dies.
man this shit was so sad. she had so much potential that was only unleashed at the very end. she didnt deserve to die, she shouldve lived. she died "evil" and thats fucked up. apparently in the novel its confirmed that she doesnt have a heart flower. she doesnt even get a NAME. she's called a "doll with no heart" and yet we see her break down and reveal her true emotions. there no way she doesnt have a heart, u can see it right there in the episode. and she dies with only a little sympathy at the very end, and yet she never got to be human, she never got to be seen as human by the damn show. its so fucked up, she deserved better.
#dark precure my beloved ill save you from your doomed narrative#dark precure#heartcatch precure#precure#pretty cure#i dont use usually make long talky posts but idk i was feeling funky fresh so#muffin talk
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“Favoritism”
I don’t have a-! *sigh*
Ok.
Here’s the other 1/2 favorite💙
#Trolls#Trolls Branch#Trolls Poppy#trolls broppy#BUNKER BOI SUPREMACY#“Branch~”#“MY MAN!”#Beloved Blueberry Muffin Man🫐#He totally would like Muffins#I keep getting asked who is my favorite-#Can I just say Broppy?#Please???#Is that an Option?#I LOVE BOTH OF THEM WITH ALL MY HEART-#Broppy4Life💙💖
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Can you please draw some Twilight x Derpy?
My pleasure 💜💛🩶
She eepinh <3
#mlp#my art#my little pony#artists on tumblr#art#fanart#my little pony friendship is magic#mlp fan art#my little pony fanart#derpy my beloved <3#twilight x derpy#mlp derpy#derpy hooves#mlp muffins#twilight shitposting#mlp twilight sparkle#mlp ship
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my favourite penelope doodle of all time
for both @notsolonedesert and @dootznbootz :D!!
base doodle and bonus earrings lol. changed her ear shape a lil and ngl im in love. gave her a scar too! bc i totally can hehe :]
#penelope#banana peel#lol#epic the musical#greek mythology#my art#my beloved#naiad muffin#ill tag this properly later
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Mer!! Did you know that my Clone OC Muffin, Exec. Chef of the 212th and the inventor of space cross contamination protocols, is a lovely gender neutral lady who's even more built than 17 from heaving sacks of spflour, and that all her deviations from uniform come in the form of neon and pastel spcrocs, spbandanas because she invented not getting hair in space food, and aprons with lots and lots of pockets, in and to which many handy tools (thermometers, tasting spoons, paring knives) are attached with spcarabiners? In case you needed someone to draw, that is. 💗🧡🤍💜
@lttrsfrmlnrrgby I WOULD BE HONORED TO DRAW MUFFIN FOR YOU OMFG.
I hope I did her justice<3 I did take some liberties with the uniform after spending an inordinate amount of time this afternoon pondering what a chef on one of the venators might wear, ultimately settling on the red fatigue pants that we see them in on Kamino (as opposed to risking nasty spills on the grey dress pants we see other ship-board clones wearing, you see), and the blacks top for thermo-regulation and to keep sleevies tight to the skin and out of the food. I gave her hot pink carabiners for a fun little extra pop of color, and her mitts and rag are of course inspired by 212th gold (I like to think they were a present, perhaps by a certain Jedi in honor of her promotion?).
I had a lot of fun and I hope you like my rendition<3
#asks#clone art prompts#clone oc#clone oc muffin#executive chef muffin#(my beloved)#friends ocs#clone troopers#art#my art#digital art
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Unsaid.
Frat!Kyle Spencer x fem!reader ✧ Angst/hurt comfort
Pt 1 of ? ✧ 3.6k words
Taglist: n/a
(🚨 Warnings: talk of s/a from a parent, Beating, Abuse, Self Deprication, crying, panic attack. 🚨)
Summary: Kyle was supposed to be gone for a entire week for spring break, he comes back in 2 days with a harrowing confession.
(A/N: This is dark and heavy and I tried my hardest to be respectful and represent Kyle as a victim of abuse in a realistic and dignified way. I will be writing a part 2 where Kyle begins his healing journey such as attending therapy and going into more depth of what his mother did, finding resources at the school's LGBTQ center, and asserting boundaries into the relationship between himself and the reader. I don't want to "put him to bed and be done with it" because I don't think that I will be satisfied if I don't give him even a piece of justice that the show failed to. I also tried to add more dimension into Kyle's character instead of making him some happy- go lucky frat boy fairytale. Yes he is a sweetheart, but he is allowed to be angry, upset, and stand-offish because trauma sometimes presents itself that way and he is human...at least in this state.)
There's also like 3 time skips which aren't my favorite but it be like that sometimes, honestly.
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The spring semester of your freshman year had brought you fresh flowers for your dorm, warm sunshine, and a blonde headed angel who loved you more than life itself,
Kyle Spencer.
You had met him in your Psych class. His unspoken, ”assigned” seat was right in front of you and you both sat alone, so when the professor said “turn to your neighbor.” Kyle would turn to face you.
Turning to your neighbor soon turned into doing projects together, helping each other with homework, and spending late nights in the library showing each other your favorite songs and eating off the McDonalds dollar menu when you were supposed to be studying.
Kyle was the sweetest guy you had ever met, he could light up a room just by walking in and flashing that beautiful, dimpled, smile and despite being a frat boy, he never treated you differently around his frat brothers and always made sure that the women in the room were respected and felt safe around them.
You two had been attached at the hip since you met. You had a single dorm so sleepovers were always on the table, especially because Kyle hated sleeping in the frat house, it was loud, and sticky, at least that's how he described it.
He always preferred to lay in your bed where it was warm and smelled like your perfume, he was happy to join in whatever you were doing as long as you would have him. You two would listen to music, podcasts, read to each other, eventually falling asleep with your limbs entangled every single time.
Kyle never felt like a burden when he spent time with you.
There was no label to your relationship, it was just something for you to cherish with one another.
It went on like that for 2 months, until Kyle officially asked you to be his girlfriend, right before you moved out of your dorm for the summer. You were finishing up packing your things away and there he was, looking bright and handsome at your door nervously fidgeting with the vase that held a a bouquet of lego flowers.
“I wanted to give you something I made, sentimental y'know?…and I also wanted to give you flowers that never die.”
A small note around the vase read, ‘Y/n, be my girlfriend?’
Of course you had said yes, with 0 hesitation. It was simple, silly, and sweet just like he was, and Kyle was officially yours.
Although he was your Prince Charming, Kyle did have his shortcomings, he had a habit of shutting himself in when he was upset and completely ignoring you for days, especially when he had come back from visiting home.
When he finally came back around he always apologized and told you that it was issues with his family, but he didn’t like to talk about it and you never wanted to push him.
Kyle also had…issues with intimacy, with touch really. You two had never had sex, you didn’t mind of course. He just said he wasn’t ready, and you respected his choices. You two had almost done it at least 100 times, you could literally feel him melting underneath you as simple kisses turned into steamy makeout sessions, but he would always just push you off at the last minute. Kyle didn’t really like when you touched him at all unless he initiated it, especially at the beginning of your relationship. You would be talking to him and put a hand on his thigh and he would just suddenly tense up and move your hand to your own lap, if you came up behind him and put your hand on his back he would physically bend himself away from your touch.
That's just how Kyle was, physical touch wasn't his love language and he was...jumpy, the worst part was when you would be trying to express something with your hands and he would flinch and shut his eyes for a split second, like he was afraid you might hit him. He had blamed it on the roughhousing from his frat brothers, but you had always second guessed his response and kept it in the back of your mind, making sure you were gentle with him.
Things had definitely gotten better as your relationship matured, Kyle was much more relaxed and comfortable with your touches but he did still have his moments where he didn't really want to be touched and he got agitated if you kept initiating it, but he was never mean about it. He was always gentle, but he would distance himself.
Friday, 6:39 p.m. -------------------------------
It had officially been a year since you had met Kyle, spring was rolling back around and everyone was getting ready to hit the beach and visit their families during spring break. 2 whole weeks of no exams, classes, or projects.
You sat at the edge of his bed, kicking your feet and watching him pack his bags for his weeklong trip back home.
“are you sure you don’t want to come with me?” He batted his big brown eyes at you.
“you know, I would my love,” You gave him a smile as you watched him try to shove 14 shirts into a duffle bag already filled with clothes, “But I told Zoe that we would hang out, and you know we don't see each other often.”
“Yeah, yeah I know!" He playfully threw a red shirt your way, “that’s a tomato! I’m throwing tomatoes at you! boooooo! boooooo!”
“you're such a cornball!” You shook your head, admiring how cute he looked in the warm tones of the sun illuminating the room, “But I do love it, and I promise you, next time you go out to visit your mom I’ll come with you.”
“I’m only a cornball for you so don’t go telling anyone” he flashed his dimpled smile your way, “I won’t forget your promise, I really need you there with me.” he said the last part quieter as he held your hands in his,
“Ky,” you cooed “I know you and your mom fight a lot, but I am just a phone call away if you need me, babe. I’ll always be there for you.”
“Yeah…I know ” His eyes shifted like he wanted to say something else but instead he just fidgeted with your hands and looked down, you had noticed that he seemed on edge every time it was time to go back home.
“Honey?,” You gently raised his head with a finger to his chin so his eyes could meet your own,
“you don't have to go if somethings bothering you…you know you can talk to me about anything, right?” You rubbed his hand with your thumbs.
Kyle tensed up, and he removed his hands from yours.
“if there was something wrong, I wouldn't be going back home, y/n.” He gave you a dismissive smile “Don’t worry so much.”
“I’ll try not to” you smiled back, kissing the dimple in his right cheek, “I do have to get going Ky, there's a bonfire on the beach tonight and I have to get ready before Zoe bites my head off" you smiled gently, "it's not too late for you to come with me, it's a long drive. Why don't you just leave tomorrow morning and i'll come with you?"
Kyle sighed "I would, trust me no one wants to drive 6 hours in the dead of night. But if I don't go tonight and get a 'full week with her' it'll be a whole thing."
"Okayyy, but call me as soon as you hit the road and when you get there and make sure you eat something before you go." you placed another gentle kiss on his cheek.
"I will," he blinked twice, his cheeks blushed from being completely flustered, how did he ever score someone as sweet as you? "have fun. I love you"
"I love you too, blondie”
You were about to make your way out the door, but Kyle stopped you, suddenly yelling your name,
"Oh wait, y/n!"
You jumped, but turned back around, meeting his dark eyes as he approached you with something in his hand.
"Oh- sorry I didn't mean to scare you," he placed a kiss on your cheek as a apology, "I almost forgot! I got you something."
"Really?"
"Happy anniversary!" Kyle opened his hand to show you the gift, it was a dainty gold necklace with a pearl pendant hung from it, "it's vintage avon? I don't know what that is but the lady at the shop said that you'd look pretty in it after I showed her a picture and of course I agreed." He scratched his neck, nervously "I told her you were into v-vintage things, so-"
You cut off Kyle's rambling with a kiss, seeing that he was blushing like he had never spoken to you before.
You pulled away with a smile, "It's beautiful Ky, thank you baby...but i'm confused?"
His eyes widened, worried that he had messed up.
"I know, I should've asked you if you preferred silver or gold-"
"no, no, no it's not that at all!" You cut him off "You asked me to be your girlfriend in June, it's only April."
"I fell in love with you in April."
You felt your heart swell in your chest, "You're too sweet, I would've got you something, if I knew we were doing gifts!"
"Don't even worry about it," He spun you around so he could place the necklace around your neck, the lady at the store was right it did look beautiful on you. "I don't want to keep you for much longer y/n." He glanced at the time, it was nearing 7:30 and you were supposed to be meeting Zoe at 8:45, "Go have fun with your friends, I don't want you to be late."
You gave Kyle a gentle smile, he was always so considerate and warm.
"I love you Kyle, i'll see you when you get back."
"I love you too, y/n! I miss you already!"
You sealed your goodbyes with a final kiss, and then you were off.
Friday, 10:07 PM ------------------------------
“is that Y/n y/l/n?!” Zoe nearly tackled you in a hug as soon as she spotted you standing on the beach, it had been a year and a half since the last time you saw each other. You had been the best of friends in high school but after her boyfriend passed...tragically, she moved away and you lost touch.
You had reconnected on instagram when she found out you were going to college in Louisiana, and that's when she revealed her truth to you. Zoe was a witch, and she studied amongst other girls just like herself at a school, about a hour away from yours. You didn't believe her at first but you were quickly turned into a believer when she "enchanted" the admissions office attendant so you could have a single dorm.
When you weren't with Kyle, you were face timing Zoe. You two talked every single day, it didn't matter if it was 2 a.m. You two had to talk for at least an hour. It wasn't practical for you to see each other in person often, so when she invited you to a beach party for spring break, you couldn't pass up the opportunity to see your bestie.
"Hi Zoe!" you hugged her back, resting your head on her shoulder “it's cold out here!” you zipped your hoodie up over your swimsuit,
"I know, I was freezing my ass off," she held onto you a little tighter, so you could warm yourself up with the heat of her body against your own. “They should be starting the bonfire soon, do you want a drink? it'll warm you up.”
"Yeah, i'm just gonna have a shot-"
You felt your phone buzz in your pocket, and you were quick to grab it
"who's calling?" Zoe peered over your shoulder,
You pulled your phone out to check, happy to see Kyle's name "It's my boyfriend."
Zoe let you go, giving you privacy "i'm gonna grab you a vodka sprite, i'll be back."
You watched as she walked off towards a cooler, and answered your phone.
"Hi Ky"
"Hey y/n I'm leaving right now, just letting you know."
You could hear his car engine roaring to life in the background
You wished that he could see your facial expression, you were shocked.
"It's 10:00 p.m. Kyle! Why are you just leaving out? You won't get there until 4 in the morning!"
"...I procrastinated"
"Well why don't you just meet me at the beach? I don't want you driving this late on all of those backroads."
"As much as I would absolutely love to party with you, I have to get going. My mom has already called me 7 times wondering where I am."
You could tell that he was frustrated just from the slight change in his tone of voice "I'll be okay y/n," it sounded like he was reassuring himself more than you, "I just left 7/11 to get a red bull, its the white one you like, so hopefully it will keep me up."
You exhaled through your nose, he was already on the road so their was no changing it. "Just make sure you're driving safely okay?" You knew that his mind would be more clear if he got some sleep and drove in the daylight, but you didn't want to start a petty argument.
"I will. I'll call you in the morning."
"Okay, I love you Ky...enjoy your trip."
"I love you more y/n, enjoy your party."
"Bye, baby."
"Bye."
As the line dropped in your ear, Zoe was right in front of you handing over a red solo cup, smiling.
"Vodka sprite for my angel and a lemon white claw for me. Cheers."
"Thanks, Zoe" You two clinked your drinks together and simultaneously took a sip, watching as the flames of the bonfire illuminated both of your faces in warm orange lighting.
She pointed to your chest, "cute necklace by the way."
Sunday 3:17 a.m. ------------------
Three cranberry white claws later, Zoe had dropped you off at your dorm, luckily you had slept off most of your hangover so you weren't completely out of it when you were woken up by a knock at your door,.
you sat up in bed eyes blurred,
“Who is it?” You shouted, annoyed by the intrusion of your rest.
There was no response, the knocking just persisted.
You were feeling better luckily, so you took a long sip of the strawberry gatorade that sat on your nightstand, and stumbled over to the door checking the peep hole and see who in their right mind could be at your door this early.
You were met with fluffy blonde hair and brown eyes….it was Kyle.
You opened the door immediately, vision still adjusting to the lights in the hallway. You were happy to see him.
“Ky? What are you doing here?” You gasped, “did I sleep for a whole week?!”
Kyle didn’t say anything at all, he was barely even listening. He just gave you a glassy eyed stare, before collapsing into your arms.
You managed to catch him, holding up his entire body with your own even though you were dazed and confused
“I missed you too Ky-” you realized that he wasn’t just hugging you, his entire body was shaking…he was crying, hard and holding onto you like you were the only thing keeping him alive.
You were immediately concerned,
“Kyle? Are you okay?“ You rubbed his back, allowing him to cry it out into your shoulder.
“Come on baby, work with me” You had to drag him into the room, because he was still standing in the doorway and you couldn’t hold him up much longer.
You were gentle with your movements, cautiously laying him down on your bed so you could fully assess what was wrong.
He looked up at you through wet eyelashes, his face was swollen and red, his beautiful brown eyes were puffy from the salty tears that streamed down his face, and his lip was busted and bleeding.
The sight of him so hurt broke your heart into 1000 pieces, and the sight of you looking down in him made him feel pathetic, why was he the one crying at your door when he cheated? how could he be upset when he had kept a secret from you for so long? All of his thoughts ran circles around his head.
He covered up his face with his hands, not wanting you to see him like this,
“Don’t look at me, i'm so sorry y/n” he sniffled, trying to curl in on himself.
“Kyle, no don’t shut me out, please.” You placed a hand on his head trying to run your hands through his blonde curls to calm him down, but he moved himself away, suddenly. His eyes wide with panic as he backed himself into the corner where your bed met the wall, his eyebrows furrowed in a unreadable expression.
You stood back from the bed, giving him some room to breathe. You could read Kyle like a book so you could recognize when he was in distress.
“I know you said you don't like to talk about it…but you’re hurt Ky, please just talk to me.” Your words were calm and your voice remained low. You got on your knees, kneeling by the side of the bed to make yourself smaller and non threatening.
“I called you, and you didn’t answer…” he looked at you through his fingers, his breaths were shallow and panicked he could barely manage to get the words out, “I needed you.”
“Kyle I was asleep-“ You took a breath, you didn't want to be combative especially when he was so vulnerable "I'm sorry baby, I was asleep. I know you needed me."
“If you were there, maybe she wouldn’t have touched me...maybe that would have stopped her.” his voice was just above a whisper, but you heard him loud and clear.
Your heartbeat sped up, you had your assumptions but you were hoping that you were wrong, “Who ky?..who touched you?”
He sniffled, his entire face flushed red with despair. He couldn't hide away this time, he was right in front of you. “…My mother”
“She hit you? Is that how you hurt your lip?” You tilted your head to the side, giving him an understanding look.
He took a couple seconds before nodding, his head hung sadly as he tried to stop his tears from flowing.
“she touched me, y/n”
In seconds you felt tears well up in your own eyes, you understood exactly what he meant. It was like all the oxygen had been sucked out of the room as you both looked at each other in silence, you didn't know how to respond...you didn't know how to comfort him.
Kyle noticed the tears in your eyes and he was immediately regretful, his sobs breaking the silence, as he reached out to you.
"I never meant to cheat on you y/n! I'm sorry please don't leave me I didn't mean it-" He was cut off, hyperventilating and trying to catch his breath, distressing himself even more.
"Kyle no, i'm not mad at you! I could never be mad at you for that!" You pulled him into your arms, wrapping your arms tightly around him, his head resting on your chest where he could feel the quickness of your heartbeat, "You didn't do anything wrong, Ky. It's not your fault."
You rubbed his back with tender hands, repeating your words over and over as you held him close, what more could you say? Kyle felt immediate safeness in your warm embrace, you were a gentle rain that cleansed the worry in his mind.
You two stayed like that for at least 5 minutes, you just allowed Kyle to feel his feelings and cry as long as he needed to.
"My whole body hurts." He sniffled, his cries had turned into a dull, throbbing, sinus headache.
"I can get you some Advil." You removed your arms from around him, and cupped his face in your hands, meeting his teary brown eyes, "I'll get you some PJ's too." You left a soft kiss on his forehead, and Kyle melted into your touch. He truly felt loved and cared for, you knew exactly what he needed without him having to speak.
You let him go and handed him your water bottle, "Drink up baby, i'll be back."
You retrieved the pajamas he kept in your dorm from the drawers in your closet and grabbed two Advil from the medicine cabinet in your bathroom.
You presented him with the red flannel pants, a white t-shirt and two blue pills which he took gratefully.
After he was changed, he laid down next to you letting the breeze of the fan by your bed cool him down.
You both lied there, staring up at the glow in the dark stars on your ceiling "...do you want to talk about it Ky?"
Kyle took a few seconds, “not tonight, please....i'm exhausted, y/n."
“I understand, Ky. Whenever you're ready, i'll listen okay?"
He nodded, thankful that you would never try to push him, "Thank you y/n for everything, I love you"
"I love you too, blondie. Get some rest, you need it."
Kyle just nodded in agreement.
As both of your eyes grew heavy, Kyle curled into your side, resting his head on the warmth of your chest. He brought his hand up, caressing the pearl on the necklace he had given you with his thumb for his own comfort. He was pleasantly surprised that you had kept it on, and eternally grateful for how much love you showed him.
In the darkness of his mind, you appeared as a warm ray of light, and he was more than happy to be back in your arms, where he could leave his worries behind.
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"Number one" - botbots comic
Something silly I had in mind-
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Ohhhh ILoveYourArtSOOOMUCH. I'd love to see Sophie Aubrey in figment, if you'd be willing :)
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