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bacchuschucklefuck · 2 months ago

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couldnt draw my thang for mid-autumn so treated myself to a calne redesign instead

#calne ca #hatsune miku #VOCALOID #cw: body horror #<- And I Fucking Mean That We Are Not Fucking Around Today #well we are. as in I drew this as a fuckaround treat for myself #but the body horror tag is the most warranted its ever been on this blog #ask to tag #I am as ever on my journey to make calne ca Worse. her OG version is too cool. even the crab ver is too cool #I need her to be worse to look at. I am also getting myself into to mood to test my hand at boarding a pmv for my friend's cover #I think my thought for this was ''I should try and give her a more insectoid bodyplan''#which in this mostly means gently three-part body and six limbs (my favourite amount of limbs to draw rn)#actually almost gave her eight but didnt like how that silhouette came out so I mermaided her uh. abdomen I guess #though maybe next time I do this I should push that idea more. the head and torso are still very distinct for one unified part #I feel like one of my old attempts was onto something with like. a more horizontal body plan... well! live and learn etc #happy late mid autumn I guess. I should play with touys about it... I miss model kits. mayhaps...

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cowboybrunch · 6 months ago

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i love when characters get angry when they're frightened. shelter dog characters. i love when they bite, not able to tell the difference between a hand that feeds and a hand that strikes. there is no difference. a hand is a hand is a fist. i love characters that are deemed unadoptable. unlovable.

and i love when someone loves them. i love when someone sits with them, patient. they don't flinch at the snarling and snapping. they're not trying to fix it—there's nothing to be fixed. this is you, all of you, and ill wait. because one day, one day you'll take the treat. go on, draw my blood. spit and curse and rage. you're safe with me. one day, you'll feel safe with me.

#savrambles #im in a Mood #thinking about my actual dog with actual behavior issues #and shes such a sweetheart but she was also a stray #and learned to defend herself the only way she knew how. with teeth #and i looked at her in that little cage. all raised hackles and curled lip and sad sad eyes #and i knew. i just knew. kindred souls and all that #ANYWAYS

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honeypleasejustkillme · 29 days ago

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i thought i was at my lowest but holy shit it gets lower

#woke up feeling more lost and out of touch with myself.. my surroundings and my partner all in the span of a night.. what the hell..#i really need a new therapist. specifically a dbt therapist but i have really weird health insurance so there's not many options..#i just really need someone that i feel open enough to talk to about anything and that will actually help me and not just use the dumbass #worn out therapist lines..#bpd shitposting #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #actually borderline #bpd vent #bpd fp #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #bpd problems #sorry 4 the long rant in tags :/

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hansoeii · 1 year ago

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one day they might be brave enough

#I made this quite a while ago and hated how it turned out back then #turns out I was just in a bad mood cos this is actually quite cute #so I thought it would be a good time to post #good omens #good omens fanart #good omens season 2 #good omens 2 fanart #ineffable idiots #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #aziracrow fanart #crowley #aziraphale #michael sheen #david tennant #my art #digital art

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hinamie · 3 months ago

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quick itfs sketch page

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #fushiita #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #yuuji #megumi #fr some reason it's rare fr me to b happy with monochrome pieces so i am combatting tht general dislike by making it itfs #harder 2 dislike smth when it's a bunch of sketches of my ship kissing #oh ya threw in some good ol Corner Angst also bc i ended up not wanting 2 draw a third kiss dsfhjshdsdfjg #doing this got me thinking about tht one itfs piece i did back in april #captioned smth smth 'im on an itafushi kick'#n how that was like. the piece that opened the floodgates n made me realize how actually insane i am abt them #before it was just a casual Yeah This Ship Is Cute ill draw for it when the mood strikes #then after doing tht draws i ws like wait a minute whats happening to me #now here i am 5 months later completely emotionally dependent on these 2 traumatized 15 year olds #anyway this sheet is kind of an homage 2 the other one :'> how far ive come. how far theyve come. they make me ill every waking hour

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demigod-shenanigans · 4 months ago

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Leo. Genuine question. How much time did you spend staring at Jason’s lips to figure that one out?

#‘my best friend has a specific tic where you can tell his mood by how his lips twitch. I know this because I stare at his mouth a lot’#these books really do try to be heterosexual #but they’re really really terrible at it actually #valgrace #leo valdez #jason grace #leo x jason #jason x leo #heroes of olympus #hoo #house of hades #hoh

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minnow-doodle-doo · 9 days ago

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What if you were trapped in Gotham and the only other human there was someone just like you??

#NEW AU ALERT I CANT STOP #this au in my mind will focus on Stephanie actually but I'm in a Bruce and baby Dick mood so thats what I drew lol #dc #batman #bruce wayne #dick grayson #You'll Never Leave Gotham Alive AU #its kinda Dome esqe (I never read it just the YA ripoff )

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rainywhispersblog · 10 months ago

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drowningbpdbodies · 2 months ago

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“How are you?” I should be in a straight jacket but unfortunately for the both of us I’m here

#im officially unhinged #my bf/fp thinks our house is haunted #theres been experiences with mirrors and dressers and posters #so not me leaning into the belief of the ghost by knocking off one of his posters and gonna blame the ghost if he asks #fuck that poster in particular #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd #bpd feels #bpd thoughts #bpd problems #bpd stuff #bpd mood #bpd shit #bpd fp #bpd blog

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waitineedaname · 2 months ago

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miso soup should count as a real world healing item

#like gatorade #it's a potion. to me.#i was in a foul mood bc i got my dates mixed up and went out in the rain for a meeting #that actually isnt until next week #so i was cold and wet and hungry bc it was at an inconvenient time so i hadnt had lunch before heading out #so i said fuck it. bento box time.#and i didnt know the order came with miso soup and im SO HAPPY #one sip and my mood immediately skyrockets #i love u miso soup

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g0thicf0xskulls · 6 months ago

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am i the abusive one?

am i the reason so many people leave?

i am arent i?

i’m the problem

i always have been the problem

i’ll always be the problem

#actually bpd #bpd blog #bpd thoughts #bpd be like #bpd vent #bpd problems #actually borderline #bpd moment #bpd feels #actually traumatized #questioning #questioning myself #questioning my sanity #tw bpd #bpd mood #bpd emotions #bpd #bpd culture is

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honeypleasejustkillme · 1 year ago

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“what’s wrong, talk to me”

“let’s fix this, i can’t lose you”

“we’ll work it out together”

#he’s the only person in my life that has said stuff like this instead of just walking away #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #bpd shitposting #bpd fp #actually borderline #bpd vent #bpd mood #bpd problems #bpd favorite person #green flags

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napping-sapphic · 6 months ago

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Sure you could fall in love with me but would you put up glow in the dark stars all over our bedroom walls with me? Would you paint our mailbox fun colors with me? Would you make pancakes in silly shapes and buy knickknacks we’ll never use and pick up hobbies we won’t stick to with me? Would you live and be silly and be a little dumb and be a genius and be confident and lazy and kind and angry and everything? Would you give me absolutely every side of yourself that you can??

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #when i say i want to fall in love and everything it entails #i do mean EVERYTHING #i wanna do stupid and silly and meaningless things with you #isn’t that the point of it all?#ughh i Cannot articulate it well #but yeah #im gay and i like sleeping #also you may think im online posting this rn but actually im scheduling this post >:)#i like scheduling it makes me feel like im bamboozling and i love a good bamboozle #also it makes it not as obvious that this is another one of my mid-crisis 3am posts lol

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emerynn-art · 29 days ago

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