#my 911 thoughts

[bidisasterevankinard]

Gimme episode where 118 talks about their scars and chronic pain please. Just let us remember they like us and always would feel not best after everything. Gimme Buck limping after bad shifts and gives himself leg massage, gimme Eddie putting painkiller gel on his shoulders, hip and wrist, gimme Bobby barely walking after super bad shift, gimme Chim with headaches, show me Hen having back pains in the place where she was shot as a teen. Show me they survive because of ibuprofen please

ABC PLEASE I'M BEGGING

[pirate-hunter]

Jesus, put this man in a coma, it helped buck move past long held trauma, maybe it’ll help him too

[theoncologistof911dispatch]

[like-icarus-burns]

we talk about buck having golden retriever energy, and we’re not wrong, but have we talked about the ‘retriever’ part of golden retriever?

eddie doesn’t realize it happens at first, but he’ll mention offhandedly that he needs something — batteries, paper towels, toothpaste, whatever — and suddenly buck is showing up with said item, or the item will just appear in his house. he complains about needing to change the lightbulb in the entryway and the next time they get delivery, eddie turns the light on out of pure instinct and is pleasantly surprised that it actually turns on. or if they’re on shift, eddie will moan about having to figure out how to use the coffee machine, but by the time he gets up to actually make himself a cup, buck is there, handing it to him, made exactly how he likes it.

eventually, much later, when eddie figures it out, he complains about not getting flowers from his significant others, and waits buck out. when buck shows up with flowers in hand and wearing something nice, eddie is already wearing his date outfit, ready to go.

[paiigemahoney]

9-1-1 | Howard "Chimney" Han

[lover-of-mine]

“Do not take ibuprofen by mouth or apply it to your skin if you have ever had an allergic reaction or symptoms like wheezing, runny nose or skin reactions after taking aspirin, ibuprofen or other non-steroidal anti-inflammatory drugs (NSAIDs) such as naproxen.”

4x05 “Buck Begins” -> 6x11 “In Another Life” -> 8x05 “Masks”

Inspired by @stagefoureddiediaz and @bewitchedbewilderedbisexual

[aashiqeddiediaz]

mhmmm. comes down to oliver alright.

[ID: three continuous gifs of Oliver Stark and Ryan Guzman standing at the platform on Family Fued. Oliver is shifting on his feet as he turns to look at Aisha, Tracie and Bryan off-screen before his gaze slides to Ryan next to him. Ryan is standing with his hands clasped together in a prayer pose, resting on his mouth. Oliver's smile broadens as he whispers something before the video cuts /end ID]

[girldadbuckley]

S04E05: Buck Begins // S04E14: Survivors

[louferrignojrofficial]

bucktommy touches + closeups

[dear-ao3]

look my condolences to the 911 fandom (?) for having your two special guys break up in an awful way or whatever it is happened but i need u all to know that up until this morning i didnt realize that they were different people

[bidisasterevankinard]

Tommy becomes regular and when show ends with bucktommy canon we have one of the last episodes as Tommy Begins where he was looking for family and love and had hard way to admit he's queer and then episode ends with him proposing to Buck

You see my vision, right?

[pirate-hunter]

I don’t usually share episode / plot thoughts cause I always feel like everything I write sounds so stupid immediately after I post it, BUT-

I very genuinely hope all of this mess with Eddie explodes horribly. Twice now, he’s faced a big turning point within himself after a big downward spiral, and I think this is gonna be the third time.

I want him to be the one to break things off with Kim and sorta close the chapter on his Shannon trauma. But I want Marisol pissed, furious. I think she needs to really lay into him about this, say something really nasty. Eddie, I love you, but you kinda deserve to feel like shit too after pulling this.

Imagine at the end, everyone’s feeling hurt, including himself, maybe Buck’s also a little mad about it all. Because he couldn’t reason with Eddie at first or he’s mad about being dragged into a lie and being complicit with it.

And THEN-

Big injury or really close call for Eddie on the job 👀 and we pull in the catholic guilt again as a closer on this storyline. Because he’s questioning who he is at his core, and he feels like a bad person and maybe he deserves to be hurt physically in exchange for hurting everyone emotionally? Gods retribution for his sins?? Real bottom of his spiral kind of stuff.

Anyway, he makes it out of course, but confides in Bobby after that he feels like he doesn’t deserve to be fine after all that.

And then BAM- another Eddie Bobby parallel, and Bobby gets to basically talk Eddie through a situation that emotionally parallels his own recent problems, thus also reaffirming it for himself too.

And we get a conversation about how our mistakes don’t determine our worth and we get the chance to learn from them, grow, and be better. We get to try and make amends (👀) but it might not always work out, but it doesn’t mean we give up on ourselves. Bobby’s view on God is definitely so different from Eddie. I feel like Eddie probably views him as a god with a flaming sword, where Bobby have gotten to a point where he can focus on God’s love and forgiveness. And I think affirming that to Eddie (even though he’s more lapsed than anything) would help him start looking at his religious past in a different light.

This is long, don’t know where I’m going with this anymore, goodniiiiight

[gaydinosaurrr]

If buddie doesn't become canon I want them to platonically love each other in a way that straight people would find disturbing

[theoncologistof911dispatch]

Tommy asking Buck out by saying, "You still owe me that beer." Only for him to pay for their entire date. An entire gentleman.

[vanmarkus]

EVAN BUCKLEY + close-up 24/?

[lover-of-mine]

The nod when Buck fixes the situation before Eddie can ask vs the head shake when he can't fix it when Eddie asks.