#I do not know what to do with myself

[stagefoureddiediaz]

I love that they have gone with Buck stating over and over that Eddie is straight - the way that implies that Buck has actually been aware of his feelings for a long while - the way it creates this narrative that he was dating all these people - trying to make something work with them - because he knew he’s in love with Eddie but Eddie isn’t an option - so trying to make something lesser work was his only route forward in his mind. Supressing and not giving voice to his feelings - settling for having him as his best friend because it’s better than nothing.

The way this sharpens the focus on 704 and plays the jealousy Buck was experiencing over Eddie making a new friend in such an interesting way - Bucks need for Eddie’s attention - need to stop others from becoming Eddie’s friend - because its the only part of Eddie that Buck can have - the only way Buck gets to be with Eddie and he cannot lose that under any circumstances.

It’s both heartbreaking and fascinating all at once and its really great storytelling - making it all about Buck and making plot devices sere their purpose but in a super minimal way that keeps everything focused on Buck and his fear of putting himself out there, which also makes Bucks behaviour over 809 & 810 even more understandable and devastating - it was the behaviour of a man in deep love - becasue he already knew he was in love - that he really was losing in a more devastating way than anyone in his life could ever know.

[krittec]

ok well i finally finished tua and ill maybe make a bigger post in the coming days or potentially hours on everything but for right now

fuck netflix

fuck steve blackman

fuck every writer behind this season because it felt entirely different from every season before, not a single character felt consistent from previous seasons and the horrendous plotline & storylines between characters should actually be studied in what NOT to do!

I would’ve preferred we were cancelled instead of this absolute shit show of a final season

now i’m gonna either cry, slam my head into a brick wall or take my rage out on people in video games (potentially all three at the same time, goodnight!)

[funzige-gedachten]

Why is she so🥰🥴✨😇😍🎀✨🥰

[daemonizm]

LOOKING FOR SHIP AND NEW FANDOM

Since they ruined Daemyra to me ( and Emma's words added fuel to the fire 😢) I need new interesting hetero ship to cheer me up!

I'm open for any recommendations!

[reckless-rider]

I have finished hell's paradise

[pavlikovskypdf]

i feel very intensely about the happy years and specifically about them being named what they are, not so much for the context the name is given in the story but for the simplicity of the title, for how fitting it truly is, despite or perhaps because of all the unhappiness those happy years also contain

[alistonjdrake]

there’s no one available to spend time with me and while I would like to write I also very much wish to be social

[icewindandboringhorror]

(also feel free in the tags to clarify Why you made the choice you made!! :0c)

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

[artkaninchenbau]

A h-heartfelt reunion..?

Bonus

[qvert]

I just really need her to know

[bioethicists]

it's very important to understand how a personality disorder diagnosis functions in the psychiatric system, even if you identify with the diagnosis or find it useful.

personality disorders on your medical record will be used to discredit anything you say or do. they indicate "don't bother listening to this person; apply treatment regardless of their wishes but also they're probably manipulating/attention-seeking so maybe don't bother treating them". needing support becomes attention-seeking. behaviors that would be treated + supported in someone without this diagnosis are ignored or treated as manipulative. providers are instructed to "withdraw warmth" (a real thing in the DBT provider's manual, btw) in response to self-injury or suicidal ideation.

if you have been dx'd with a personality disorder professionally, you likely understand this.

now, here's the important part: this is not an issue of 'stigma' against a politically neutral, pre-discursive True Disease which is being Unfairly Maligned. these diagnoses were formulated based on the idea that some patients cannot be trusted, that some patients seek care too much. they are applied to patient charts as a justification for withdrawing care or as a dismissal of someone "not getting better" fast enough. in the uk, they are often employed by the nhs to shame or problematize people who use large amounts of nhs resources, arguing that receiving a lot of care through the nhs is a negative behavior stemming from a disordered personality.

there are elements of personality disorders which resonate strongly with many people, including myself, but you need to be clear-eyed about the origins + functions of this diagnosis. as a whole, they were created + function as ways to discredit + mistreat noncompliant or "difficult" patients. 'reclaiming' them is not going to change how they function systematically- it is going to make it easier to engage in this systematic neglect by evoking 'ableism' or 'stigma!' when people question the utility or application of the diagnosis.

[iamanartichoke]

I don't know who needs to hear this, but as a creator -

I am fine with "the audience" -

downloading my fics

printing my fics

copy/pasting or screenshotting my fics

sharing your saved copy of my fics with anyone else who might want them in the unlikely but never impossible case that my fics are no longer available on ao3

making a book of my fic(s) and running your fingers across the pages while lovingly whispering my precioussss

doing these things with anything I create for fandom, such as meta, headcanons, au nonsense like 'texts from the brodinsons,' etc

I am not fine with "the audience"

doing any of the above with the purpose/intent of plagiarizing my work or passing it off as their own in any capacity

feeding my work into ai for any reason whatsoever

Save the fandom things. Preserve the fandom things. Respect the fandom things.

Enjoy the fandom things.

[millionsknives]

YAYYY YIPPEE WAHOO・ﾟ:*☆ヽ(＾▽＾)人(⌒◡⌒ )ﾉ☆*:・ﾟ

[natandacat]

Bonus:

Bonus 2:

[hinamie]

10 years later