#muscles nerves and all

[animeorwhatever]

persona 3 fes answer spoilers

SEES after seeing Makoto’s “disappearance” in the Answer:

[azirafuck]

i need to know how crowley walked when he was still an angel

[crimeronan]

last time i got an irl writing critique there was one moment of pretty mild body horror and the universal reaction was "oh i'm nauseous. well done" so now i'm writing my next chapters like. gotta turn that up to one thousand :) sorry devin.

[frutavel]

Mechagnomes? How about mechagob (kind of)?

I've been adding little bits to her story lately and it's still on the very rough outline stage but the gist of it: Acácia volunteered to test drive a new prosthetic tech. The original test models were... bad, to say the least, but she was able to get much better custom made ones after the fact.

Her prosthetics are powered by a mix of arcane magic, elemental magic and a secret third thing. They connect to her nerve endings through magic and implants along her spine, but they're not and will never be perfect replacements to the limbs she lost.

[lastoneout]

So I've noticed recently an issue I tend to have with a lot of pain clinics and doctors in general is that I tend to have appointments early in the day when my pain isn't as bad as it usually is by the end of the day, and so I'll be like "yeah I have pain in my back and knees" and so they'll have me move around my back and knees to see what hurts, but since my pain isn't bad yet those movements don't hurt, so then they think I don't have pain or at least they don't believe my pain is as bad as I say it is. (Which extra sucks bcs typically those movements do hurt...AFTER the appointment. Which isn't helpful.)

So I've decided for my next intake I am going to schedule it as late in the day as I can and then spend the time before it doing anything I can think of to purposefully make my pain as bad as possible so I'm like, actually in believable ammounts of pain when I go in.

Should I have to do that? No! Is that bad bcs EDS is a degenerative disease and so doing things that hurt on purpose is really bad for me? Yep! Am I going to have to do it just to get these clowns to take me seriously? Absolutely 🙃

[bbygirl-aemond]

was watching the house that the dragons built and you're telling me they filmed a shot that SHOWS AEMOND'S DISSECTED EYE JUST CHILLING IN A TRAY??? I don't think tumblr will let me post bc it's very gorey but like the maesters had to CUT OUT HIS EYE bc it wasn't salvageable y'all it's so much worse than I thought 😭😭😭

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

one odd thing about going deeper is that I'm no longer satisfied with shallower. and that's, weirdly enough, a net positive. I've self harmed - eh, twice? in the last month. both were well into the criteria that should have got sutures and ignored it; suspect I hit a vein once and was extremely close to muscle, which feels kind of odd. yeah, it's ramped up; yeah, there's a lot of blood and all that kind of stuff. very high risk of infection, potential nerve damage and all that kind of stuff (though I have not got either of them; I scared off an infection that wanted to hang round by chucking quantities of alcohol on it). but at the same time. that's only twice. that's a lot better than previously.

[pizzopaps]

if someone wants to come replace my pelvis thatd be great

[chicago-geniza]

Aughhhhh I had half a veg wrap and a bowl of ramen broth and a green juice and a DayQuil and all my usual meds and vitamins and inhalers and a sumatriptan for the burgeoning migraine and I still feel sooo bad and have to leave at 6 am for work tomorrow. I'm packing a green juice and a half veg wrap for work lunch and bringing a water bottle with extra Liquid IV sachets and am going to use my cane but askdjjffkrkfkrpfkfjfkfkfkf. I try so hard to take care of my body but I always look and feel fucking awful. I need to shower again but am afraid if I do I won't be able to manage the commute tomorrow morning. I need to be on SSI lol

[lightishpurple]

Mikusonas are still a thing, right? Okay cool anyway here's my anatomy Miku he's so weirdgirl

[fisherrprince]

im becoming an encyclopedia of hand and arm fatigue. like the names of the exact tendons and nerves and what to do about them type thing

[moonchild-in-blue]

I messed up my wrist ☹️

[starsandhedgehogs]

When you wake up and boom, your arms don’t work, your elbows and wrists feel like they just got hit with a sledgehammer and your neck is all puffed up and raging. Typing with one finger - I’ve reached literal hell, you guys.

I mean, how dare I wake up expecting to actually do stuff today, right?

Gotta go to the doctor and explain progesterone rises are bad and my spine fell apart AGAIN today. I would ask you guys to wish me luck but dealing with the NHS is like on scale of ‘incompetent’, ‘ignorant’, ‘arsehole’ or ‘deranged psycho’, sooo...

[autisticlee]

don't you love when you dream you were stabbed or shot or fell and broke something or some other thing and wake up to some kind of severe pain that makes you wanna cry but you can't do anything about it to stop it. and bonus points if you also have to pee really bad so have to force yourself to get up 😐

also I accidentally missed my volunteering today because I tried to get up a few times but it hurt and I gave up and fell back asleep and kept getting woke up by those pain dreams fbddsjjsjjs I feel so disoriented and out of it. idk what to do about it. Just ignore it I guess 🥲 have to go back to work in a couple hours and mop up salt for 5 hours again. ugh. can the snow and cold stop existing now?????? it's so painful 🥲😭

also I can't tell if I feel like i'm going to throw up because of stomach issues or because sometimes my chronic pains seem to make me nauseous for some reason in general. or both???? I want to disappear for a while. not go back to work 😭😭😭😭

[peachykcqt]

Do you have bendy ligaments or some other fresh hell?

I can't imagine how exhausting chronic pain is. Gentle hugs 💚

i sure do 😭 but ive also the "some other fresh hell" too lol, idk what exactly the cause of my chronic pain is i just know theres a lot of it :s ty for the gentle hugs tho 💚

[dusty-pistol]

Well, guess who just learned that his intense shoulder pain is actually caused by anxiety!

I get intense shoulder pain cuz my anxiety gets so bad in public that I'm in a constant state of fight or flight every time I leave the house!

How delightful.. /sarc

At school, in town, out of town, at the store, doctor's office, therapy, literally everywhere I go where there's people. Goin out in public quite literally PHYSICALLY hurts me. Which is actually super funny to me but also. Ow.