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Characterized by involuntary rhythmic muscle contractions, tremors can affect various parts of the body
Tremors are a common neurological condition that can cause a variety of symptoms, including muscle stiffness, speech abnormalities, and impaired balance. These involuntary shaking movements can significantly impact daily activities and quality of life.
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PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME ⋆ ˚。 ୨୧ steven grant
⋆ ★ a desperate, emotionally charged steven, who is not ready to let go of you after you decide to leave him, realizing he's been hiding many secrets — short blurb !!
cw ᝰ.ᐟ use of y/n ,, gender neutral reader ,, sfw ,, angst ,, break up ,, desperate steven
(y/n) stood in the small hallway, their heart pounding in their chest as they gazed at the neatly packed suitcases by the door. they had been living with steven for nearly a year now, and while the beginning had been a whirlwind of excitement, the novelty had long since worn off. beneath the surface, a gnawing sense of unease had taken root, growing stronger with each passing week.
it wasn't until recently that (y/n) had begun to realize the true extent of steven's secrets. at first, you had brushed off the odd comments and strange behavior as quirks, the result of a stressful job at the art gallery. but as the months went by, the cracks in his facade became impossible to ignore.
late night phone calls in a language you didn't understand, whispered arguments with an unseen presence, and the occasional lapses in memory that left him disoriented and confused, even acting like a completely different person at times. (y/n) had tried to be patient, to give him the time and space he needed to open up to them. but as the months went by and the secrets only seemed to multiply, they knew that they could no longer go on living in the dark.
just as you were about to make your way to the bedroom to confront him, steven appeared in the doorway, his eyes wide with a mix of shock and fear. he looked disheveled, probably haven just woken up, his hair a mess of tangled curls, and his shirt partially unbuttoned, exposing a glimpse of his toned chest.
"right, what’s this then?" he asked, his voice tight with anxiety as his gaze flicked from your face to the packed suitcases. "youre not leaving, are you?" there was still an edge of playfulness in his voice, like he was trying to diffuse the situation.
there was a beat. a second of stilled silence filling the air like static as you took a moment to compose yourself. only then did he realize this was no joking matter.
"i can't do this anymore, steven," your voice was soft, trembling with a cocktail of sadness and frustration. "not when you're still hiding so many secrets from me."
stevens brow furrowed, and he took a step closer to you, his hand reaching out to grasp your arm. his fingers were warm and gentle, a pleading resonating in his eyes. "wha’dya’mean, love? what secrets?" he asked, his voice rising in pitch as the realization of what was happening began to sink in.
you pulled away from his touch, unable to bear the weight of the lies that still lingered between them. "don’t play dumb," you said, voice hardening with a mix of anger and sadness. "you know exactly what i mean." you shook your head, blinking back the tears that threatened to spill over.
steven's face paled, and he leaned against the wall for support, his body trembling slightly as he tried to process your words.
"(y/n), I... I don't know what you're talking about," he said, but there was a hollow quality to his voice, a sense of desperation that belied his words.
your heart clenched at the anguish in his eyes, the raw desperation that clung to his words like a second skin. you wanted to reach out, to pull him close and promise that everything would be alright, that you would never leave his side. but the weight of his secrets, the knowledge that he could never truly be open with you, held you back.
taking a step closer to him, your eyes searching his face, seeing the fear, the panic that gripped him like a vice.
"I've tried to be patient, I've tried to give you the time and space you needed to open up to me. But it's been nearly a year, and nothing has changed."
your voice rose with each word, the emotion you had been holding back for so long pouring out like a flood. you could feel the tears pricking at the corners of your eyes, the ache in your chest growing more intense with each passing second.
"i love you, stevie. god knows I do. but I can't be with someone who won't let me in."
you paused, your breath catching in your throat as you tried to steady yourself. you knew that the next words you spoke would change everything.
"im breaking up with you. im sorry”
“no…”
desperation, raw and all-consuming, gripped steven like a merciless tide. It crashed over him in waves, threatening to drown him in its icy depths. his heart raced, pounding against his ribcage like a caged animal desperate to break free. the blood rushed to his ears, a deafening roar that drowned out the sound of your voice, your words lost in the cacophony of his own panicked thoughts.
fear, primordial and bone-deep, coiled around his spine like a serpent. it squeezed the air from his lungs, leaving him gasping, his chest heaving with the effort of drawing breath. the terror of losing you, of watching you walk out of his life and out of his reach, filled him with a horrifying clarity.
stevens mind reeled, a whirlwind of fragmented thoughts and half-remembered memories. the weight of his secrets pressed down on him, a physical burden that threatened to crush him beneath its immensity. the truth of his fractured psyche, the ancient curse that bound him to the will of a long-dead god, clawed at the edges of his consciousness, desperate to be unleashed.
a flicker of defiance sparked to life in the depths of his eyes. It was a stubborn, unyielding flame that refused to be extinguished, no matter how hard the tide of emotion threatened to snuff it out. he let out a dry, bitter laugh. shaking his head like he was trying to convince himself this was all fake. “no…” he repeated.
steven reached out to you, his hand outstretched and trembling, his fingers aching to feel the softness of your skin against his own. he tried to speak, to form the words that would keep you by his side, but his throat constricted, the muscles seizing up in a spasm of fear and desperation.
"love, please," he choked out, his voice a broken, jagged thing. "please, don't say a thing like that. lets not be rash.”
“steven…” you try to object, but he cuts you off, seemingly in denial.
steven stumbled forward, closing the distance between them in a desperate lunge. his hands gripped your shoulder, his fingers digging into the soft flesh of your arms as he clung to you like a man drowning and you were his only hope of salvation.
"im begging you," he rasped, his voice ragged and hoarse with emotion. "please, don't go."
he paused, swallowing hard as he fought to regain some semblance of control. but the panic was winning, the terror of a life without you clawing at his insides like a wild beast.
"i know ive been a right bastard, keeping things from you. but it's not because i don't trust you. im terrified of losing you."
his breath hitched in his throat, a sob threatening to tear its way free. he blinked hard, trying to hold back the tears that burned behind his eyelids, but it was a losing battle. they spilled down his cheeks in hot, stinging rivulets, cutting trails through the stubble on his jaw.
his head dropped to your shoulder, his face burying itself in the warm, soft crook of your neck. his arms wrapping around your waist, pulling you against him, as if he could somehow fuse your bodies together and keep you from leaving him. the desperate, broken plea spilled from his lips like a prayer.
"you can't bloody do this to me," he gasped out between shuddering breaths, his voice muffled against your skin. "pleasepleasepleaseplease. dont do this to me. im begging you, love, im bloody begging you."
his tears soaked into the fabric of your shirt, leaving damp patches that spread like spilled ink on parchment. the heat of his breath, ragged and desperate, seared the sensitive skin on your neck, raising goosebumps in its wake. his fingers tangled in the silky strands of your hair, fisting the locks gently and using them to anchor himself to you.
"you’re the only thing that keeps me sane. without you, im lost. nothing. i’ll bloody fall apart, (y/n). i swear i will." he choked out, the words vibrating against your collarbone.
stevens body shook with the force of his emotion, the vibrations racking his lean frame.
despite his fervent pleas and the desperate, almost violent way he clung to you, (y/n) remained unmoved. your expression softened with sympathy and regret, but the resolve in your eyes never wavered. you could feel the hammering of his heart against your chest, the tremors that wracked his lean, muscular frame. yet, you could not bring yourself to succumb to his pleas, not when you knew the truth of what lay beneath the surface.
gently but firmly you pried at his fingers, unwrapping his arms from around your waist. you eased his head back from your shoulder, cupping his face in your hands. his eyes were wild, the irises nearly swallowed by the black of his dilated pupils. tears clung to his long, dark lashes, and his cheeks were flushed a blotchy, agonized red. the sight of him reduced to this desperate, begging wreck, made your heart ache with a sorrow that threatened to consume you.
still, you held fast to your decision. you couldn't build a life with a man who kept you in the dark.
as you spoke, your voice was soft but unwavering, a gentle but unyielding reminder of the boundaries you had to maintain. "im sorry, steven."
you brushed a tear from his cheek with your thumb, a tender, almost loving gesture. but really it was a farewell caress and steven could tell by the lingering of your touch.
he shuddered as your thumb brushed away a tear, leaning into the tender touch like a flower turning towards the sun. his eyes fluttered closed for a moment, a pained expression flickering across his face as he registered the unspoken goodbye hidden beneath the gentle gesture. a stronger sense of desperation surged through him.
his hands flew up to grasp your wrists, his fingers curling around them, touch soft as ever, careful not to hurt or scare you. he pulled you closer, as if he could make you a part of his very being. all the while, he shook his head in violent negation, dark curls whipping around his face as he repeated the word like a mantra.
"no, no, no," he gasped out, his voice raw and ragged. "no, sweetheart, please. dont say it like that. please dont say it in that tone."
hysteria edged his words, a thread of madness that spoke of a man teetering on the brink of a abyss. his eyes, when they opened, were wild and haunted.
"I swear, if you walk out that door... if you leave me..." he paused, his breath coming in ragged, desperate gasps. his eyes bored into yours with a intensity that bordered on manic."...I'll be on your doorstep every damn day, begging you to take me back.”
a part of you wanted to give in, to take pity on his anguish and promise to stay, if only to spare him this agony.
but as you gazed into his eyes, seeing the secrets that lurked beneath the surface, you knew you could not. you had to be strong. to leave now.
drawing in a deep, shuddering breath, and straightening your shoulders, you shook your head slowly, as you spoke with a quiet but unwavering certainty.
"no, baby. no more." your voice was low, almost gentle, but with a steely undercurrent that brooked no argument. you took another step back, putting more distance between the two of you, as if physically severing the invisible bonds that had once tied you together.
"I love you." he tried, taking a step closer as you take a step back. you sigh, realizing hes unbudging, and continue to walk towards the door.
“i know.”
he stood frozen, watching helplessly as (y/n) took a final step back, then turned away from him. he opened his mouth to call out to you again, but the words died in his throat as the door clicked shut behind you. the sound an oppressive silence inside the flat, a grim reminder of the events unfolded.
steven stared at the closed door, his heart pounding a unsteady rhythm against his ribs. a part of him wanted to run after you, to throw open the door and beg and plead until you had no choice but to listen. but he remained rooted to the spot, held back by a grim realization. you had made your choice,
and it wasn't him.
` ੈ˚ ★ a / n : me after falling off the edge of the planet with writers block and not writing for an entire year then suddenly my reboot card got picked up and i have inspo again hiiii
started 1.14.2025. finished 1.14.2025.
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#ask to tag#I was underweight most of my life (not on purpose) but in the past couple years I've gained a decent amount of weight#it may be a side effect of one of my medications so I don't know if it will be permanent#but overall I think it's a good thing and I certainly won't be going out of my way to get rid of it if it does stay.#I'd like to be well enough to start working out again someday but that's about adding muscle not about getting rid of anything.#(I know body weight can be a very stressful topic in a lot of directions for a lot of people so I kinda chewed on this for a bit)#(but I talk about other aspects of my illness from time to time too and this is also part of it)#(the being underweight was probably a symptom of the immune disorder tbh; in unfortunate conjunction with other factors)#anyway we can all agree that it is wonderful that kirby is so squishy like a fat winter bird :)
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there's a lot of talk about joint pain in chronic illness communities which like fair, it hurts like a bitch. but shoutout to my fellow spoonies who are painfully incapacitated by things like muscle spasticity and nerve compression. just because people can't see red, swollen, dislocated, or malformed joints doesn't make your pain not real. and extra shoutout to spoonies who deal with all these types of pain, because i know how hard it makes things.
#softspoonie#disabled#disability#spoonie#chronic pain#chronic illness#joint pain#nerve pain#muscle pain#spasticity#neuropathic pain#neurological disability#musculoskeletal disorders#fibromyalgia
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you should make an *au* where theodore is the hunk & matthias is the twink...........😁
okay alex this took me forever in cas and i almost gave up bc matthias just looks silly but theo was serving so i had to share 🤲
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#river dipping#asks#kazuaru#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#echthroi#ts4#ts4 cas#theo’s thighs…….. i’m gonna say something real soon that will get my entire blog flagged for inappropriate content#when i say this had me pulling my hair out trying to twinkify matthias i hope you know i really mean that#his whole appearance is sort off built around how big and bulky he is#so when you take his sliders down he ends up w this huge bobble head 😭#i had to reconstruct his whole face basically and it’s STILL too big for his body lmfao#he’s still recognizable but ! his actual features were altered a bunch#also i was thinking about this earlier but in an AU where like. neither of these two went through The Horrors growing up#matthias wouldn’t feel compelled to have built muscle to protect himself and theo would probably have been a soccer player in his youth#so athletic theo would definitely have been a thing and he wouldn’t be so sickly w/o the addiction and disordered eating habits#matthias would probably have worked out for vanity and health reasons so he’d still be fit but in like. a pretty way lmao. not all bulk.#smiling kicking my feet thinking abt them meeting each other like that#have i talked abt how sexy matthias thinks it is that theo is competitive when he plays sports in the canon… bc.#he would eat it up in the au too
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i go through phases where im like oh i need to do bodyweight exercises bc my [insert body part] hurts from sitting on my ass literally all day every day. and then i stick with it for a few weeks and don't hurt anymore so i stop working out. and you'll never guess what happens a month or two later
#i have weirdly big muscles for someone who hardly works out imagine if i committed. i could be a beast#it's literally in my genetics to be a beefcake but i got hit with having nerd hobbies disorder instead. god nerfed me
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Understanding Myasthenia Gravis: A Guide to Navigating Muscular Weakness
Living with myasthenia gravis requires a collaborative approach to care, often involving a team of healthcare professionals, including neurologists, therapists, and specialized nurses. Leesburg neurologist, Dr. Sarbjot Dulai, can determine if myasthenia gravis is the diagnosis and create a customized treatment plan for this chronic disorder.# myasthenia gravis #muscledisorders #Leesburg neurology #Leesburg neurologist
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So much pain and aching. Tourette's can fuck off. Standing up for 6/7/8 hours straight without a break can fuck off. Neck/head tics can fuck off - my neck is hurting so much. Fuck off.
#tourette syndrome#tourettes#tics#motor tics#tic pain#fatigue#fatigued#tourettes awareness#tourette syndrome awareness#fuck tourette syndrome#fuck tourettes#tic disorder#chronic illness#neurodiverse#disabled#disability#disability accessibility#muscle pain#joint pain
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Funny how I just need to think "oh well my pain levels are manageable today, it doesn't hurt too much" for my body to become acutely aware of just how much pain I'm actually in.
#btw 5/10 is what I consider a good pain day#chronic illness#chronic pain#hypermobile eds#hypermobile ehlers danlos#ehlers danlos syndrome#hypermobile spectrum disorder#hypermobility#ibs#joint pain#muscle pain
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Gotta love The Leg Shakies when I need to get up to take a piss at midnight, and this seemingly simple sidewuest jacks up my heart rate to 150 BPM because I have to:
1. Amy crawl to the bathroom
2. Transfer to the edge of the bathtub so I can transfer to the toilet
3. Do my business
4. Transfer back to the edge of the bathtub so I can get back to the floor
5. Army crawl to my bed again
6. Climb back into bed
All while nearly crying and throwing up in pain and my legs are spasming with any and all muscle movement
#chronic illness#chronic disability#chronicpain#chronic disease#chronically ill#disabled#other chronic illness bs#disablity#fibromyalgia#undiagnosed chronic illness#chronic disorder#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#physical disability#invisible disability#disability#physically disabled#invisible illness#cpunk#cripple life#cripple problems#crip punk#cripple punk#angry cripple#undiagnosed chronic pain#joint pain#muscle spasms
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It's a bit above pay grade (more emotional bandwidth than intellectual understanding).
But been talking abt the age old fandom scenario abt Virgil and anxiety medication. And how there's nuances there depending on which class of medication we're talking about.
Like - talk therapies and serotonergics like SSRIs are better for folks who have more constant/chronic anxiety. And the way they work tends to take months/years to fully become effective (because they're giving your brain some building blocks to make healthier bridges with, aiming to slowly tame your anxiety to becoming more appropriate and manageable).
Benzos are extremely fast acting and potent - and are best used extremely short term and on an as needed basis (i.e. someone w/ acrophobia NEEDING to get on a flight for some reason, kinda deal; tho ideally they should be working on other strategies over time to not need the benzos forever). They're very appropriate for acute episodes of anxiety/panic.
But one of the main risks they pose is addiction, because the withdrawal symptoms can render them completely copeless. And this ramble got me thinking abt an intense what if, "What if c!Thomas is experiencing benzo (or other substance filling that specific need, w/ similar drawbacks) withdrawal? What would Virgil and the others be like?"
#sanders sides#virgil sanders#medication/#substance use disorder/#medical geekery#(in which sleep dep has me a tendency to /ramble/)#(i generally prefer the freedom of working in 'human/adjacent' aus...)#(but i do enjoy me some cognitive analysis and character work in canon divergent aus)#(there's obv less specifically psychiatric indications for benzos - such as dealing w/ muscle spasms and seizures)#(but i'm just focusing on the psych stuff here)
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#please nobody kill me for this but i'm starting to really enjoy the feeling of a full belly#like after eating until full/sated and feeling my tummy be a little bigger and fuller. it does feel good i do like it#i think i still have a lot of recovery around my eating disorder to do but this feels like a big step for me#i'm trying my bestest to eat when i am hungry and to only eat foods that are tasty and make me feel good and safe too#puppies whimpering#rubbing my tummy shyly and emotionally alone in my room. full of nutrients and energy#and i think im finally gaining weight again!! so much so that my owner even confirmed it that im not scary levels of thin anymore!!!#protecting and healing my bones and organs and muscles!!!!! 👍
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it’s disability pride month!
i hope those of you who struggle daily someday find solace, i hope those who cannot care for their disability find assistance, i hope those who have recently been diagnosed find peace, i hope those who may be able to cure their disability find a resolution. everyone is worthy and everyone is good, no matter your circumstances, of love and health.
#disability#disability pride#disability pride month#also i hope to everyone who is scared to call themselves disabled can find acceptance#i am technically disabled due to my learning disorder and muscle/joint weakness and auditory processing disorder and a slew of other things#but i dont feel like i cant call myself disabled since im not struggling as much as the next person#so ya know :’)
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Thinking about the complexities of a "losing your magic" story in a DnD (and similar) scenerio because what it means completly depends of your class. Because while not everyone is born with magic, everyone can have it.
How for a sorcerer losing their magic is genuinally about losing a part of themselfs, to suddently not being able to do something they always did. Losing your magic is like sudently losing a limb or one of your senses. And how besides being always theirs, their magic is ancestral how it can mean losing a connection with a part of their family history.
How for paladins is about morals. About breaking their vows whatever they are, dealing with the fact that they changed or maybe that morals were always way more complicated than they thought they were. (The Oathbreaker subclass changes things but I think it can work if Oathbreaker is one of the ways to embrace the emotional conflict that took your magic). Is almost phylosofical. Is the what makes Thor worthy?
How for druids, clerics and warlocks are different levels of losing a connection. For druids is with nature, with a force beyond their comprehension but that became a part of you for so long and who are you without this feeling? For warlocks is so many things, is losing a boss, a friend, is the price of freedom, is the loss of whatever you had with the sentient being that gave you powers. And for clerics is a mix, is about if their gods are feelings like nature or beings that talk to them, but whatever it is, for clerics, for clerics is a lack of faith. Is about what happens when you doubt your god, when you can't belive it or in it. Is also about what happens when your god doesn't belive in you.
For bards and mages is the loss of a skill. The bards might have the loss of their playing or voice but even if not, even if is just the magic that is gone, well they, just like the mages, studied hard to be abble to do magic. If for a sorcerer is like losing a limb, for them is like waking up in the morning and noticing your accent changed or that you don't speak a language you once did anymore, is trying to ride the same bicycle you used to go to work everyday and noticing you just doesn't know how.
#now since i'm listening to rqg#i need need to point out#that it started with me thinking aboug rqg wilde#and the differences between hamid's fear of losing magic and wilde's actual reality after losing his#and after getting it#thinking about how rq wilde speaks with a posh british accent#not a hint of the irish he had to have had#and thinking about how trying to do prestigiditagion and failing for him is actually similar to the day he realized it#the day he noticed his thoughts were not in irish gaelic anymore#also a thing hamid and him can totally bound about because hamid also lost his cairo accent#rqg#rusty quill gaming#dnd#pathfinder#ttrpg#loss of magic#in a less this specific podcast does degenerative disorders like dementia and Alzheimer affect bardic and mages magic?#does amnesia affect their spells?#are they muscle memory?#is some of them muscle memory and some not?
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Myopathy: What You Need to Know About This Muscle Disorder
Myopathy refers to a group of disorders that affect the muscles. Some of the common causes include genetic mutations, infections, autoimmune diseases, and toxins. Muscle weakness is a typical sign of myopathy, and it can impair daily activities and mobility. The outcome for people with myopathy depends on the type and severity of the condition. Some may have mild or no symptoms, while others may experience serious complications or death. Dr. Sarbjot Dulai, a neurologist in Lansdowne Virginia, can help diagnose myopathy early and provide appropriate care and management to improve one’s quality of life.
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#neurologist leesburg#myopathy#neurologyassociates#muscle disorders#neurological conditions#neurology associates
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It's 2:31am. Exceptionally awful leg tics tonight. My muscles are burning, my joints are aching. No matter how hard I tic, how much I twist and clench my legs, I cannot get rid of the ants that crawl inside my veins. It's painful. I fucking hate this condition. And people say they want it?
#tourette syndrome#tourettes#tourettes awareness#tourette syndrome awareness#fuck tourette syndrome#fuck tourettes#tics#motor tics#tic pain#motor tic pain#muscle pain#joint pain#i hate tourettes#tic disorder#tic disorders#awareness#disability#disabled
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