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Is there a term for like, people who as a part of like low engery kinda just. Stop speaking but they still can! It will be messy and they’ll stumble over words but they can it just takes a lot out of them? Is this a neurodivergent experience or just an introvert thing.
Like sometimes this can spill into being hyper verbel? Like either I don’t talk or I rant but don’t think very much about what I’m saying but somtimes it doesn’t??? Idk if this makes any sense I’m half awake rn and also this is where I’m at like, right now.
#the thought of speaking alot rn makes me want to bang my head on the table but like#I could#you know#ryders rambles#neurodivergent#questions#asking the internet#mostly because I wanna look.#into stuff to help with it my friends are wonderful bout nd stuff but I don’t really have the means to explain to them that I just#don’t have the engry to speak normally
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Reminders 💚💙🌈
#spn fanart#destiel#spn art#castiel#dean winchester#spnfanart#spn#wiggleart#April and May are struggle months for me#mostly because of my allergies just affecting my appetite and my poor head and its sinuses and I don’t wanna look at screens#plus we just came off of a volatile month at work#and things are just all over the place so I draw these two to try and ground myself again lol#if they are struggle months for you as well remember to be gentle with yourself!
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family portait (I think I remember you)
#hahaha man i love robots roting and decaying#rain world#five pebbles#looks to the moon#lttm#anyhow for anyone curious ive been trying to paint recently but i also wanna draw bugs and they are a horrible combo but alas we carry on :#uhm uh ok just cause i wanna talk about please notice that while moon is both being eaten by the rot (which is mostly just actully pebbles#being eaten by it but she is also rusting and damaged inn otherways. cause she be is dead rot or no#also please note pebbles suit where moon is reasting her hands are wet because she is being drowned#hmmmmmm ohhh to a promethean drowning victim#oughgh computers#anyhow posting this moslty for me and also my baby girl fisk whom i love forever#uh#we are listening to stay soft by mitski i suppooseeee......#actully listening to alot currrently but oh well#ohhh robots so cool#my art
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Working on my Shego cosplay and shared some progress pics.
Both @creatorping and my bf gave me a little pep-boost 😭💖
So I ended up doodling sleeveless Shego as a result.
#by all means I'm not muscular at all#i am pretty strong tho (???)#mostly just self-conscious about my appearance and built... Don't like how I look like most of the time#i wanna go to the gym to get stronger but I also don't like other people that might look at me because I'm new and inexperienced#just flower thoughts#flower ramblings#flower's sketchbook#shego
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Little (mostly) Cecil doodle page, cause brain images are wierd.
#wtnv cecil#wtnv fanart#wtnv#wtnv carlos#carlos the scientist#cecil palmer#honestly might go back and color this#also good news im nearly caught up which is kinda terrefing cause ive only been listening for a month? idk#cacil never looks old enough when i draw him i feel like#i also kinda wanna stray from the most common fandom interpretation (which i still dont think im the best at)#carlos is somehow much easier to draw since my brain picture of him is clearer#also i realized when i picture charakters they mostly have black hair which might just be because of how i see images in there#brains are wierd tho so who knows#i also need to get wierder with those outfits honestly
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there's something to be said about this trend of doing prelim hip screening on very young dogs and freaking out when they look kinda meh
there's a whole bunch of other somethings to be said about vets apparently bringing up FHO as an option based on those prelims??
#i feel like my brain might leak out of my ears sometimes#and i am not a medical professional. not even a medical amateur#but even in my own private life ive seen (frankly kinda poorly done) hip xrays and hear that the vet that took them#held up surgery as an option for hips that were just mild to mild-moderate#idk if its got to do with more people screening and more professionals getting close to areas of the field theyre less experienced with#or what#but i#feel like i see more of it now than just a few years ago#imho prelims in general have limited value? if you're considering sinking thousands of dollars in importing a puppy for breeding#you may wanna rule out hips looking severe at baby ages#but if youre a regular person invested in the health of your individual dog - HD has such variability in expression#and prelims are just a general prediction (unless its getting old enough to soon get proper ones anyway OR you're looking at symptoms)#a great prelim prob wont turn awful and a terrible prelim wont turn great#but if your puppy is acting normal theres really nothing that xray will tell you that should much affect how you raise it#and a LOT of the ppl i see doing them now seem either mostly impatient or mostly looking for a reason to freak out#in case hips turn out looking TERRIBLE (mediocre) and HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN (because OFA fair is often FCI mild and also its chance)
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one string is all that I need
#Hatsune Miku#VOCALOID#or rather#piapro characters#Hatsune Miku Single String Ver.#<- yep that's the fan module I made for fun last year#the thing is. only half a month to go until it's mid autumn. and every year I try to draw something for the occasion#I just. started early this year... for some reason......#well I mostly just wanna draw Her lmao. because the pokemon/miku voltage stuff is still being released and Im feelin the effect#and this year's magical miral design is so fuckign good.... thank u to miku artists. especially LAM and rella#as is always the case with this module the instrument/weapon (lol) she uses is a heavily stylized đàn bầu!#and I just realized while drawing this and looking at the ref sheets that I never detailed the pluck lmao#to be fair. usually its just like a piece of. anything#commonly bamboo or bone or plastic. shaped into a longish fingernail shape. its really the way u hold it that matters iirc#but yeah I spruced up the OG design for the instrument in this one lol. this is actually like my original vision I think#I really wanted to make that thing beast shaped. but I Just figured out how to properly stylize it when I designed the module#and! I did say this on stream but I am genuinely very proud of that design! that was genuinely big brain of me! so#future instrument variants will still probably base heavily on that general shape and principles lol. I'm playin in this space its MY muck#also I switched the number on her coat from 39 to 01 bc it's more on theme thats really it. nothin else to remark on there lol#and! once again based the dragon head on the lý dynasty dragon rather than later iterations. thats why the nose fin and no whiskers#and the metal nozzle is kinda supposed to call to mind a temple bell. not super sure i got that across well#but the rim design IS historical! I thiiiink early lê dynasty. just on ceramics instead of on bronze lmao#anyways thats it. I had fun colorin this one! kicked my ass a bit but I think I hashed it out mostly okay#have a good night lads! thank u mid autumn moon cakes for being bad to eat and sponsoring my late night drawin. and remember:#u only need one. but never say having more doesn't make it easier
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lesson learned. don't rush your rendering
but this is the only thing i can post today so im still gonna do that
#gods idk why but it look so bad but#uuguhguguhugh (vomit sfx)#i think i mostly fucked up the operator part#tbh i didn't really try to replicate how the reference looks like so#and just generally don't wanna spend as much time on this as the previous two rendered pieces#maybe adding a layer of texture would make the white part look better#but im not gonna do that because i'd rather just move on#warframe#warframe operator#(hey is this the second time i color my operator? huh.)#(i thought it would be much more than that but they only appear in comics so not really unexpected)#warframe excalibur#my art
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SOA supplementals
Primary Sources / Letters
Papers of George Washington RevWar Series volume 11 (all)
The Army Correspondence of Colonel John Laurens in the Years 1777-1778 compiled by William Gilmore Simms (p.145-162)
The Papers of Henry Laurens volume 13 (p.33-140)
The Political Writings of Alexander Hamilton by Holloway and Wilson (p.7-117)
Backstory / additional context
The First Conspiracy by Brad Meltzer and Josh Mensch (all)
The Great New York Fire of 1776: A Lost Story of the American Revolution by Benjamin Carp (all)
Kidnapping the Enemy by Christian M. McBurney (all)
Strategy, Politics, Staff
Fatal Sunday by Lender and Stone (p.xi-122)
Washington's Secret War by Thomas Fleming (all: p.223-244)
To Starve the Army at Pleasure by E. Wayne Carp (various)
The Valley Forge Winter by Wayne Bodle (all: p.163-220)
George Washington's Indispensable Men by Arthur Leftkowitz (p.15, 45-157)
John Laurens and the American Revolution by Gregory Massey (p.86-106)
Washington's General: Nathaniel Greene and the Triumph of the American Revolution by Terry Galloway (p.165-171)
Wives / Women of the Army
Founding Mothers: The Women Who Raised Our Nation by Cokie Roberts (various)
The General & Mrs Washington by Bruce Chadwick (p.209-222)
Martha Washington: An American Life by Patricia Brady (p.118-126)
Caty: A Biography of Catherine Littlefield Greene by John & Janet Stegeman (p.48-59)
Pox Americana by Elizabeth Fenn (p.98-103)
Spies
Revolutionary Spies Intelligence and Espionage in America's First War by Tim McNeese (p.99-209)
General Washington's Spies on Long Island and in New York by Morton Pennypacker (p.1-119)
Washington's Spies by Alexander Rose (all)
Spies in the Continental Capital by John Nagy (all)
George Washington's Secret Spy War: The Making of America's First Spymaster by John Nagy (all)
Allies / foreign officers / special forces
Unlikely Allies: How a Merchant, a Playwright, and a Spy Saved the American Revolution by Joe Richard Paul (all)
Thomas Paine: Enlightenment, Revolution, and the Birth of Modern Nations by Craig Nelson (p.99-145)
Special Operations During the American Revolution by Robert Tonsetic (p.7-149)
Light Horse Harry: A Biography of Washington's Great Cavalryman by Noel B. Gerson (p.1-60)
John Paul Jones: Sailor, Hero, Father of the American Navy by Evan Thomas (p.97-133)
The Admiral and the Ambassador by Scott Martelle (p.49-54)
Tadeusz Kościuszko and Casimir Pulaski: The Lives of the Revolutionary War's Most Famous Polish Officers by Charles River Editors (Pulaski section)
Pulaski: A Portrait of Freedom by R.D. Jamro (p.85-99)
Steuben / Drill
The Drillmaster of Valley Forge by Paul Lockhart (p.105-113)
The Life of Von Steuben by Frederich Kapp (p.120-136)
Baron Von Steuben's Revolutionary Drill Manual: A Facsimile Reprint of the 1794 Edition (all)
Lafayette
For Liberty and Glory: Washington, Lafayette and Their Revolutions by James R. Gaines (p.98-106)
Adopted Son by David Clary (p.154-179)
Lafayette by Harlow Giles Unger (p.65-71)
The Marquis: Lafayette Reconsidered by Laura Auricchio (p.59-64)
#idk if I wanna tag this as sources#because it's not an exhaustive list- just the physical books#Chapter 19#this is mostly a reference for me#but figured I'd share as a rec for people looking for titles
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SIGNALIS Big Teef Fic Preview!
Did anybody want a fic with the Big Teef? No? Well, too bad, you're getting one anyway. Have a taste!
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"Hey, when were you going to tell me you have fangs?"
Elster pauses, having just gotten engrossed in a scene of tense questioning. "Excuse me?"
Ariane sits beside her at the table, lays down the Replika overview, leans her elbows on it and rests her chin on folded hands, giving the Replika a look that to any Gestalt would be similar to a parent wanting to know why their kids didn't do what was asked of them – or rather, like she's taken on the role of detective in the midst of questioning. Elster lifts her eyebrows, waiting for an explanation.
Ariane elaborates as if telling an anecdote from her Rotfront years. "I looked through the Replika overview again to see if there was anything I could pick up to help you out, or do something for you, when... in the corner of my little eye, I spy... a schematic. A schematic, El Bell. Of retractable canine teeth. Which you are in possession of, and neglected to inform me."
Elster closes her eyes, knowing where this is going.
"Ariane."
"Now, I don't ask the time of day from a clock..."
"Liebchen."
"But I'm not shy about how hot I am for nibbles and love bites..."
"Light of my life."
"And you didn't think to tell me? When were you going to tell me?"
"Settle down, dramatic. They're for self-defense, not for sexy time. Besides, it's not even unique to LSTRs – all Replikas have them."
Ariane blinks in surprise. "Wait, seriously? Even Eules?" Having such teeth makes sense for a Storch or Star, but an Eule?
"Absolutely. I once heard that a secretary unit back at headquarters almost bit the fingers off an untrained Storch who got too ugly with her. Not sure how it ended, but I like to think Frau Beißer got off with a warning and the Storch never lived it down. Self-defense, like I said. With combat units it's a last resort in case one runs out of ammunition or doesn't have a melee weapon ready."
Ariane's eyes widen. Eules always looked so delicate to her with how lightly they carried themselves, but it seems even those domestic units are made of sterner stuff than expected. Her eyes lower to Elster's mouth. Elster gives her a knowing look.
"No."
"I didn't say anything!"
"You have that 'in the interest of science' look on your face."
"I just want to see them for myself! There's nothing wrong with that! Show me, please? It's not like I'll ever see them in a combat situation, unless we get picked up by aliens or something."
Elster stares. Ariane stares back, pleading and doe-eyed, just seconds away from deploying the dreaded pouty bottom lip. Elster gives in, of course. She can never really refuse humoring her love, so she teasingly grouses like it's such a chore.
"Ach, fine."
Ariane tries not to drum her fingers happily while Elster pops the mandibles in her jaw, mouth opening. Nothing out of the ordinary, just 28 white teeth – go figure Replikas aren't manufactured with wisdom teeth – and then Elster curls her lips back wolfishly, her canines extending with an audible click.
There is, of course, the knee-jerk flicker of saucy fascination since Ariane does so love when Elster bites her, but in the moment it's also tempered by actual scientific curiosity. Elster's lengthened teeth are only sharp at the very tips, as Ariane knows from experience, so while they probably can pierce through flesh or biomechanical components they must be intended for crushing and tearing, clamping down and keeping a steady grip thanks to powerful jaws.
A rather specific detail from the Replika overview comes to mind: the LSTR unit has a bite force of 1250 PSI at minimum. Ariane's heard of certain Vinetan animals having a comparable bite, capable of piercing through the skulls of their prey. The knowledge of this results in a revelatory daydream of hostile alien forces intercepting their little ship and abducting Ariane, causing Elster to crush an extraterrestrial skull or spine between her teeth as she goes in a rampaging rescue...
"Ari," Elster drawls. The extended fangs seem to mess with her speech, an added lisp causing her accent to border on nonsensical. "Ye hab dat look."
Ariane shakes her head. "I wasn't thinking of anything sexy this time, honest!"
"Uh-huh. Cad I pud dese away now? Iz hahd to talk."
#signalis#preview#ariane yeong#elster 512#why yes i do like to imagine elster CHOMPING DOWN on her enemies and dragging them around with her teeth. why do you ask?#kolibri compensate for being so tiny by having a jaw like a thylacine. they open FUCKEN WIDE. and WILL bite your ankles.#storch like to bite metal as a jaw exercise. it looks funny until they bend the metal. and they will bite during interrogations.#mynahs like to compare their tusks to those of an old vinetan movie about a giant turtle. because turtle is friend to all children!#stars have the triangular shark style teef for intimidation. some paint teef on their masks. the mask is to protect YOU from THEM.#ara teef are mostly to keep anyone who Isn't Allowed outside their tunnels. mind your fingers.#eules have 'vampire style' teef because gestalts think it's oddly cute on them. do not be fooled. if she wanna go off she'll do some damage#falkes have oni style retractable tusks. because it's cool and intimidating and sexy and easily distinguishable and tusks are SCARY.#adlers don't have big teef because they're administrators but they do still have strong jaws. some will sharpen their teef to emulate falke#those adlers are cool and like to Get Shit Done so they can go back to doing their own thing and stim in peace.#thank you for coming to my ted talk
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this is just kind of a big tangent but like I fucking hate when nerd ass losers see a game with even vague similarities to another game and go "ERMMM. HOW ORIGINALL (SARCASTIC). THIS IS JUST ANOTHER GAME IN THE STUPID TREND OF-" and then they list every genre/label under the sun to try and discredit the game as unoriginal by comparing it to other games. 90% of the time they haven't even played the game they're complaining about. they just see pixel art and get angry ig.
like look at this image. look at this and tell me it's not just alphabet soup. what do half of these words even mean. congrats on discovering what a genre is I guess?????????? good for you?????? do you want a fuckin award or something???? a little handclap??? shall I pour you a little glass of wine for being oh so smart and sophisticated for figuring out that Things Can Have Little Similarities Sometimes?????? just say that 7 years later you're still bitter that undertale got popular and leave oh my god "quirky dialogue" oh I'm sorry did you want your dialogue boring and soulless yeah let me just remove the personality from the game. here's your Nothing Burger I hope you're happy. "pixel art" oh so i guess like almost every game that came out in the 80s and 90s is actually just part of a so-called "2010s-2020s trend". These people genuinely think earthbound and celeste are "Basically The Same". it's not even an rpg. You had to throw in platformers in your disgusting word smoothie because otherwise you couldn't even find any real similarities besides "has a story and contains pixels". they think the psychological horror game Omori is just Undertale 2. yeah sorry guys Super Fuckin Mario Brothers is part of the quirky rpg metroidvania fjhksdgjhlkfgsdhkfgh-like diarrhea trend. cant play it now or you're cringe and bad. do you people ever get TIIIRRREEDDDDD. DO YOU EVER ENJOY THINGS. ON THEIR OWN MERIT. DO YOU EVEN GIVE THINGS A CHANCE. YOU'RE NOT SPECIAL FOR NOT LIKING THINGS YOU'RE BORING AND ANNOYING AS FUCK. I'm so fucking done
#im not gonna even unpack the meme format it's literally just “haha fat person said the thing so it's bad and cringe” like grow the fuck up#rant#this is just the notlikeothergirls thing except it's mostly grown ass men doing it so it's seen as more acceptable somehow#like “ERMMM I DONT LIKE POPULAR GAMESSSS... IM TOO COOL FOR THAT...” no one likes you#if they played the games and decided they weren't for them that'd be one thing. I can understand that.#not everyone is going to like the same things I like and I can live with that. that's fine.#but when you look at a game you so obviously haven't even touched#and decide it's terrible based on Nothing (aka Because It's Marginally Successful/Popular)#and then try to excuse that by somehow connecting it back to every other game you don't like no matter how big of a stretch it takes#that's shitty!#just say you don't wanna play it and leave people who like it alone#you don't have to moralize your taste in media#omori#celeste#earthbound#undertale#metroid#rpg#rpgmaker#indie game#indie games#indie rpg#games#gaming#video games
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#larvesta#i guess this thing has “larva” in its name but it doesn't look like one to me#it looks like a fuzzy little creature. maybe i don't know what a larva looks like which!!! is fair. that is a thing that is true. that i#don't know what a larva looks like. i think i will live in ignorant bliss believing that all larvæ have cool fire powers and look like this#and they all evolve into volcarona. thank you#ugh. EVOLVE. i just finished writing a research paper about pokémon so i can't get the “evolve” puns out of my head#it was awful. you don't wanna read it#doing research was also not easy mostly just because no one wants to talk about pokémon in an academic sense#who knew!
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(P.1)
[Reversed AU] - P.2
Hellsing (family) portraits.
it might not be visible in this but integra and alucard both wear red ribbons as hair tie
seras eyes’ colours are corresponding to alucard and integra’s eyes colours, they are on the right side and left side of seras, the angel and the devil on her shoulder
Because she is a nephilim, not a fully transformed angel, seras can only open one wing on her right side
Integra dressed as a nun of the church to avoid uncovering the existence of supernatural force to humans. She have human disguise to avoid hurting humans because her angel form is incomprehensible to humans.
The design of the Iscariots are not finished yet, but here’s yumikel. In this AU, enrico is an occultist and he’s the only human in the Iscariot team. Yumie is the “released restriction 0” form of yumiko.
yumiko have two coloured gloves, the black gloves represent yumie is the hand shes using for wielding the katana
another thing about heinkel as a werewolf, she cannot take full control over her werewolf form when she’s too excited, and her ears and tail often slip out when she is near yumi (both yumiko and yumie)
werewolf heal faster than human but is not regenerating like vampire so heinkel still have scars and most prominent is the scar on the sides of her face because she rip the skin there open everytime she shift halfway.
#reversed au#hellsing#integra hellsing#hellsing iscariot#yumikel#yumiko takagi#heinkel wolfe#seras victoria#alucard hellsing#alutegra#tagging this as alutegra JUST BECAUSE#i dont wanna spoil it and i havent finish but anyway#alucard is not a good priest#i never said his church is a good one either did i#im having second thought on anderson design should i keep the theme and make him a vampire#then the whole iscariot gonna be consist of mostly vampires and one werewolf like the og canon millenium#i mean this IS a reversed roles au so everyone role is all mixed up#next design are the millenium im gonna make them all cyborg dressing in lacey victorian dress suits#since the iscariot already got the military industrial goth look#if you can see it seras wing on the side of her face have the ruffled fluffy part like little chicken feathers when they were tiny#ALSO integra shows her left hand and alucard shows his right hand while seras shows both hand in the portraits#trying to get the symbolism across#seras is something in between a little bit of both integra and alucard#reversed hellsing
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favorite ghs artist also has a conlang ? my day is made ??
I even have multiple.
#My problem. I really wanna be a conlang nerd. However I am not very good at it yet. I want to be.#I am more an artist than anything else so when I make one my goal is: Looks nice. Consistent place names. Can be used on bg items.#And then I get tripped on all the beautiful complexities of grammar and start to get trapped in the indecisiveness mines.#Which is mostly a problem of ahhh so many choices to make#And then I get sad because IDK how to make something naturalistic when that isn't really important to my goals.#BUT WHATEVER!!! I can have fun.#funny talking tag
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I think you need a Software Upgrade!
#mangle#I drew mangle again to absolutely nobody's surprise#I just really wanted to draw something mangle related to this song#there's actually another song I wanna draw something to that is probably what I'll be drawing tomorrow.#had a lot of fun drawing this#the binary text is just cropped lyrics from the song its probably not comprehensible since I didn't really care aout making the numbers#small enough to be read as one whole word sequence#the binary text was also just the most annoying thing to figure out how to do. the text specifically. I just. Krita why.#still had fun though. I didnt pick the EXACT shade of the spotify embed either because the slightly darker version just looks nicer. bet yo#didnt even notice until I told you#the drawing itself is just the (two) idiot(s) calling even though they're literally attached.#also software upgrade innitially I just didnt know how to do that for mangle except that shes just messed up etc. so i did hardware upgrade#one head has the old ass phone and the other a newer headset (still an old model)#I think that's all the explaining I need to do. mostly based off of the vibe the song gives me#love y'all stay safe!!#pitskederdoenerhaendler#pitske’s art#mangle fnaf#fnaf#fnaf2#fnaf 2#five nights at freddy's#the mangle#fnaf mangle#Spotify
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i understand the frustration with “i made this gay pairing cis x trans so they can still have biological babies” with no thought to other methods and how ppl assume thats the case when it comes to mothpool aus where mothwing is also the mother of the three, but also…. idk i kinda dont give a shit if someone wants to do that and i dont really think its inherently transphobic as long as its handled with care and respect.
what really concerns me about this debate is how some people are adamant that you cannot portray trans people having biological children in media or youre being disrespectful. and im gonna say as a nonbinary person who doesnt want children for themself- thats kinda fucking weird? like i understand that for some people, theyre trans themselves and theyre speaking from a place of dysphoria, and i absolutely get that, which is why i think the topic should be handled with nuance and diversity in trans characters, but like…. guys. pregnant trans men exist irl. trans women get people pregnant irl. trans ppl’s ability and right to parent and have biological children are being debated irl. we get denied the opportunity to adopt as well.
in a climate like this, are we SURE we want the stance on rewrites and headcanons in the silly cat books to be “if you portray trans characters having children, especially with a gay couple, youre a transphobic freak no matter what!” does it really matter? especially if its being done by a trans person handling the topic with nuance who has a lot of trans characters with varying perspectives?
obviously yes, remember that thats not the only way certain gay couples can have kids, remember that not every trans person is fully comfortable with it and keep that in mind, remember that surrogacy and adoption are also perfectly valid ways to give fan babies- but remember that there are OPTIONS. not that you need to condemn the idea of transgender parents in the first place unless they fit the very specific criteria of “proper transgender representation” and anything that dares deviate from that is proof the op is a transphobic monster (bonus points if theyre a trans creator bc i mostly see trans people getting shit for this and it kinda pisses me off. although idm if cis people do it either as long as theyre handling it with respect)
#and this isnt getting into how trans mothwing outside of mothpool is a really good way to read her character#sorry. remembered the shit bonefall got despite being trans as well and got annoyed#that especially annoys me bc hes got plenty of surrogacies but the second hed touch a trans pregnancy#‘’no you cant do that!!! you freak!!! obviously you only see trans people as a loophole for gays to have babies!!!’’#also my gf and i were talking and obviously take this with a grain of salt bc this is our experience#but…. i think a lot of the ppl saying this……. havent really talked to trans women?#dude some of the ones i know LOVE the idea of getting people pregnant#did you know trans women have sex? did you know trans people in general have sex?? did you know trans people irl wanna start families?#did you know that? did you? or do you black out at the idea of a trans woman being anything but strictly pure and nonsexual#and OBVIOUSLY this is not every trans woman. some do have dysphoria around the idea#but im genuinely starting to wonder how these people act around irl transgender parents#whether they had kids before or after coming out#bc ngl. the attitude that thinking about this makes you a transphobic pervert?#directed at trans people making content for themselves?#im starting to think you all just dont want us to reproduce. if we reproduce we arent ‘’good’’ trans people#because a ‘’real’’ man wouldnt carry a child. a ‘’real’’ woman would carry the child. and god forbid the gays even THINK about reproducing#and being around children!#if we have children then we’re doing things that might make cishets look at us and declare we’re not perfect#we’ve proved we’re not just identical to cis ppl!! (and therefore deserving of respect!)#idk. i think this was mostly a case of tumblr going ‘’oh someone said no to this so lets push this to an unhealthy extreme!!’’#and i cant help but notice nobody really brings up nonbinary parents at all in this discussion#not that we have it ‘’better’’ or anything for that but yknow. are we supposed to swear it off?#is the idea of us having kids inconcievable? or worse…. does it mean we ‘’picked a side?’’#so its not even worth getting mad at a pregnant nb person bc ‘’well thats a woman so who cares’’b#HMMMMM.#ohhhh i bet they also get mad if you make transfem pregnancy possible too. no winning#idk really think about it when you go ‘’you can NEVER EVER portray a trans person starting a family. bc REAL trans people would never.’’#ohhh you probably get mad when trans ppl dont get surgery for one reason or another dontcha#whether we want to or its not in the cards for us for whatever reason like cost and such#(while also getting mad if we do bc we cannot win in this no matter what)
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