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Megaplex was AWESOME and I WILL be going again next year (hopefully) and possibly with a silly suit!! Depends on if I can make it!!
I really like my alien kitty BUT I love chaos so i mashes him and I together into a furry so YAY this is what I plan on making!!!
#IT WAS SO FUUUUNNNN!!!! I NEED A SUIT!!! NOW!!#maudiemoods art tag#guys guys guys#the suits with the BOOBS!!! OMG AIGDJHAHDHAHSH I LOVE IT MUUUCHHHHH!!!#everyone was so nice and chill literally the most non judgemental place I've ever been AUGUH#i plan on making one of those kemono (eee i think thats right??) heads because you can get a base no problem!#might make the alien kitty if i have the time and money#UAGJGH EXCITED FOR NEXT YEAR!!#the yellow is a little too green here but just pretend its a nice yellow color
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shout out to @tubbytarchia 's ethubs keychain, the art is the cutest thing ever
shall treasure it
#also the little ethos are absolute cryptids#i kept forgetting they were in the bag and they just appeared in the most random places ever at the most random times#animatsuri this year was so chill#shall miss it :(
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Late Night quick thing (New Age Sillies)
Bad news: That joke post about including Reset + Orchid is definitely not canon. (I legit got sad thinking about Reset being in a universe where Orchid isn't- because their stories are so so intertwined- but Nightmare 100% would NOT risk the whole twins exploding Error's soul thing.)
Good news: This means I COULD include Kane (Reset's older brother who usually dies in timelines where Reset is born) and use it to develope his character a bit more! Also! Perhaps a Blue × Dream kiddo is finally in the stars for me to design?
#new age au#really enjoying the idea of Reaper + Geno having an heir at some point (and them sending that heir over to Night's kingdom for#exposure to other places as well as to hang with his third cool knight dad who's hard at work 🙏)#Kane has little to no development besides being a perfect angel (foil to Reset's eventual turn to poor choices) so I'd love to do#to him what I do to every oc of mine. (Namely: Throw them into the Kingdom and see what they do.)#oh! and I could see Blue and Dream (beloved boys) listening to the warnings of possible complications if they try to have a lil babybones#and Dream deciding he'd take the risk and carry the growing soul#(<- though tbf this is MANY years into the future and they'd be well established knights of the realm)#i'm not evil so they *would* manage to avoid the twins curse and have a singular beautiful babybones#they'd get raised partially on the move but stay behind with Night and Error if the two had a more dangerous mission#and grow up to be an obnoxiously powerful warrior following after their dads#(but they'd probably be hesitant to follow into the footsteps of being a knight and might go on a quest with friends before choosing a#final path for themselves)#<- Most spoiled rotten kid ever. courtesy of Nightmare and Error and all their extended family <3#oh last note. Ancha has me cracking up w/ ideas for Cross potentially meeting someone and I was beamed w/ an old ship request post I saw and#I think it'd be funny to include Lust in here somehow... (probably call him smth else as a nickname but y'know-)#like. He works in the city around the castle as some sort of... idk tailor? and he's been making things for Nightmare for years without#knowing because Ccino always was discreet about the orders and providing measurements + always tipped well so it was none of his business#but one day it's like. before a big announcement ceremony or smth and Ccino drags Cross in by the scruff because no one can get him to get#clothes that actually fit aside from armor (hc he steals the others clothes a lot and wears 1 shirt until it's threadbare)#so Ccino makes him go to Lust and Lust is able to get him fitted for sone new outfits because. well. Lust doesn't do much but he's very very#handsome and Cross is super easily flustered and shy around new people and he's awkward and aughhh.#and then he thinks about the interaction for the next month before deciding he's going to ask Ccino to go back there again.#and Lust likes dressing Cross up in new outfits (everyone thinks it's great Cross is loosening up and meeting new friends cuz Lust introduce#s him to people in town) and it takes forever for Cross to get over his worries and ask Lust out to a ride on his horse (romantic. of course#) and Lust agrees because he's charmed.#and the best part would be Cross *actually* manages to keep it a secret. like. no one finds out until one morning Killer bursts into Cross'#room to wake him for surprise training and it's Cross. the weird Dog. and- holy shit did Cross have someone over???#Cross pulls the cool ones frfr 🙏#it's just a casual thing between them with little plot relevance or drama I think. just a chill lil relationship 🙏
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#could it be#baby don't hurt me#“i'm not your mary” oo i got chills#the most encouraging thing was seeing all the new areas that nailed one of my favourite (and most underrated) parts of the original trilogy#which is the very lovingly rendered individual rooms and places with so many bespoke details and bits and bops to peruse#if they can only avoid what happened with homecoming#who actually got the “gorgeous atmospheric environments” part down pretty well but#the event director had for some reason tragically fallen completely asleep and said environments just never gave you any reason to fear#that anything unexpected might ever happen#so they just chucked a monster at you every now and then to (try to) create tension instead#it was very boring#my other fear is one i've had from the very beginning but#as i said earlier i think the original is an unusually emotionally intelligent game (regarding Angela especially)#and i have never played a booby team game but#from assorted coverage i've kind of gathered that “tactful depictions of mental health” hasn't been something they particularly excel at#but if they're just sticking to the script of the original i guess it'll be just fine#i hope#(and don't play up the “abstract daddy” bit too much because that might just be the only part)#(where the original started to skirt the line of taste just a bit hn)
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Idk why i never feel like im allowed to think about my future. Probs a little depression thing but idk.
#part of me is like. its hopeless. and the other part of me is like. its not worth thinking about just chill#so im just kinda. idk. unmotivated#i have no goals#i dont want to be a successful artist i dont think i can travel with renfest without losing my cats and jonny#theyre my whole world. being away from them for two months is the most terrifying part of all that#i just feel like. idk. i know i'll figure out the point of it all eventually. i have faith things will fall into place#but i also know i have to work towards . something. anything#i dont want anything but people to devote myself to. its odd. why am i like this#how come when my thoughts stray and i think about my future all i ever want is someone to be there#i dont want a career or a big nice house or any of that i just want someone around#okay maybeeee i also want a nice house#maybe its animal brain. maybe the only dream i need is a pretty decorated cozy house and my arms around someones shoulders#not in a trad wife way .#i dont fucking want kids .#cats are okay#i wish i didnt live in capitalism
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for months i genuinely wholeheartedly could not tell the 911 guys apart and this is so important for me to stress bc throughout my life i have prided myself on being able to tell twins apart really easily and liking being that person to connect faces to other things ive watched or honestly just seen in passing like i could track down a random commercial actress and shit and i mean i suppose part of that is not knowing their characters and they just twin all the time but i apologize still im aware that mans last name is diaz and now i feel like im sitting here laid up @ all the tumblr lesbians like haha damn so thats buck x eddie? that said idk if im like happy i know any of this.
#but it’s chill it feels like a good part of the tumblr ecosystem most of the time i’m like just there enough to be like yuppp i know that#guy. sometimes u talk abt them and im like i just don’t know if its that crazy. then u say some other stuff and i’m like ok that is lowkey#crazy but still i think even if i ever watched it. which i dont rlly plan on. but if it happened i think id have to move in silence#oh god a skunk went off right outside my window man 🙄😒😒😒😒😒😔 anywayzuh i don’t think i need to contribute to any of these conversations but#god knows i love to jump on anything to give my thoughts. so. we shallnt#abby talks#and well u know i’m sorry i think u have to know i’m on a fragile branch (my way of saying thin ice obnoxiously)#when it comes to any of these shows. let alone these circumstances. like u have to know i’m looking any going hmm… is this really just some#guy tho. bc like many such cases. it feels good to know it’s a lot of dykes but like when is the last time everyone flocked to a character#as such. i’m blanking. it certainly can’t be unprecendented.#what are u SAYING bro 🤣😎‼️😭#ok woah this is so terrible im hungry i dont want to go downstairs and make food come back up and have to go down and brush my teeth again#but i don’t think i have anything up hereeee… and either way it smells of a skunk fucking everywhereeee. i say from the place ive been#sitting the past 15 minutes. in my bed <3#i feel like i’m confessing my sins#but what i was getting at is there’s certainly something there. compels me#who said that president snow or smth
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what is it abt this specific flavour of ships that has a GRIP on me .
#skip and loafer#kimi ni todoke#LIKE#SMTHING ABT HOW COMPLICATED KURUMI AND MIKA ARE AND HOW THEY PROJECT ALL THEIR INSECURITY ONTO THESE BOYS AND#WHEN THEY FINALLY BREAK FREE AND SEE THE WORLD CLEAR FOR THE FIRST TIME#THERE STANDS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRL THEY HAVW EVER SEEN WHO SINGLE HANDEDLY PULLED THEM OUT THAT TERRIBLE PLACE 😭#also the fact that what pulled them together was liking the same boy but it ends w one of them devestatingly invested in the other 😭😭😭😭#like yeah mika is more chill then kurumi but DO U SEE THE VISION……..#the kurumi sawako gay volume drives me insane honestly
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my father telling me how scared he was when i ran away from the house but i cant express how scared i was 2 b in the house
hey, whats up w/that?
#whenever we ‘hang out’ he likes 2 make the topic as depressing as possible by always talking abiut the past#& it is the most annoying shit ever i will not lie BC I DONT WANT 2 TALK ABOUT DEATH & THE ABUSE EVERY TIME I SPEAK 2 U#yk? thag makes sense in my head#anyways he started talking abiut how terrified he was when i had ran away multiple times a couple yrs ago & when i say a couple i mean#i have no idea how long ago bc memory is a bitch#but it had 2 b like middle school - sophmore?#multiple times & like i just wanna shake him bc LITERLLY WHAT & WHO DO U THINK I WAS RUNNING AWAY FROM#GODDAMNN I H8 BING THE ONLY PERSON IN THIS HOUSE WHO CAN EXPRESS EMOTIONS & NOT LET THEM EFFECT HOW I VIEW THE OTHER#‘oh u ran in the park u ran in the park’ i didnt run in the fuckinggppaaarrkrkkkk AAAAAAAAAA I MET A NICE LADY WHO HAD A GOAT IN THE#SPARTMENTS I FRIECIENTED OFTEN WHEN I WAS YOUNGER#i cant express how safe the goddamn goat lady & her kid made me feel vs my parents who started hunting 4 me#like ive been dragged home so many times im not going through that shit again#i miss the goat the mom & the kid we were just chilling @ like midnight 4 a bit#did this turn in2 a vent? idk#i do this a lot ill prolly delete this soonish when im kore calm#bc rn i want 2 chuck bricks in my laundry machine & watch them fly out & hit whatever#im going back 2 watching anime if i have 2 talk 2 1 other person i will actually explode#like irl person not online the silly gay ppl in my phone r super cool & amazing & i love them#im srry 4 bing a dick btw#i cant explain it i mean i could but i cant im just my brain is telling me eveyr1 h8s me & MAN i h8 it when it does#so im just frightened & by golly & am i havign a cheery time yipyipyip#typing in tags is sm easier than in a post bc i dont think most ppl read tags lol#the more i think about my past the more i wonder wtf am i doing here#bc how did i even get out of the house in the 1st place & then ontop of that was able 2 hide#like what……#bc they were fucking grabbing me n shit & they have CARS like i didnt go in the park i walked the sidewalks HOW DID I MOT GET CAUGHT??#MULTIPLE TIMES??? LIKE I ‘ran away’ MULTIPLE TIMES#i didnt exactly run away tho bc i didnt want them 2 file police shit i didnt eant 2 deal w/that & also hirt the pll i stayed over w/#so i always went back. obviously blehhh#ug hj hhhh my heads hurting again this is like the 4th day in a row :((
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#gender ramblings ahead#I can’t wait to move out#I went to Wal-Mart with my mom today and we were looking for socks and underwear for my brother#and it was the first time since going nb that I got to really look at boxers#I’ve known for a while that one of the things I want to get when I move out is boxers#they look so comfy and I know they would give me such gender euphoria#I learned the difference between boxers and briefs#and what the combination is#I think I want to get a pack of boxer briefs and then maybe a pair of fun patterned boxers#there was a set with fish and fishing tackle on them that I really liked#I know underwear is such an innocuous thing that most people wouldn’t have to explain themselves for buying them#but it wouldn’t fly in my house#I already don’t act feminine enough for my family#for the most part they’re chill with my more masculine traits#but being anything other than cis is absolutely not an option in my family#and now that they know I’m bisexual they’re probably afraid that I’ll end of being trans somehow as well#I don’t ever intend to tell them that I’m nonbinary#so the gender affirming things have to wait until I’m in my own place#but it was nice to look at them today and look forward to owning some#wren rambles
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I love that the last episode of delicious party brought back MemMem and PamPam's humans forms right as I was working on human designs for the Witch's servants and Kururun, very funny timing 😂I had so much fun with all of them!!
For Kururun specifically I followed the same pattern as the energy fairies, who look like younger siblings of their respective cure, and based her looks on Laura’s hair and the Cure Kururun outfit. For me Kururun is that fun kid you accidentally meet once when you go to the beach as a child and somehow you’re immediately besties :D
Kururun and Elde would run in circles around a midly exasperated Butler who really hopes this human thing is temporary XD
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Image Description: a lineup of Numeri, Elde, Butler, Chongire and Kururun from Tropical Rouge Precure as humans, standing against a background fading from pink to light blue to pink again. Numeri has vitiligo, Elde has a pinkish skintone and Butler, Chongire and Kururun have varied degrees of tan to dark skin, with Chongire being the darkest and Kururun the warmest in hue. Chongire is wearing his chef uniform and has navy blue wavy hair styled in a mullet and a goatee. Kururun is wearing her Cure Kururun costume (a white, teal and pink outfit) and a red and pink floatie with reddish pink swimming flippers. She has two lines on sunscreen on each cheek and a brown bandaid on her nose.
#Tropical Rouge Precure#delicious party spoilers#precure#pretty cure#プリキュア#Numeri#Elde#Seahorse Butler#Chongire#Kururun#character design#my art#Numeri and Chongire would be the most chill about it like 'oh well gotta work with what we have'#Butler would be intrigued until he realizes he can't go back to the mansion like this and urges to find a solution ASAP#Elde and Kururun are *vibing* and having the best time ever running all over the place
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wiwi family dinner....???!?!?!!!?💀💀💀
#HHSKDKDJFNF. GOD. also wondering about dakota backstory all the time.#TRULY if it was a choice btwn meatball planet & my family coming over on short notice to me & my friends place i wouldn't even hesitate.#doesn't even matter if the family is chill or not literally one of the most stressful things ever <33#pd lb
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This is the most pointless case of new job jitters I’ve ever had.
It’s both a low-stakes filler part-time job until I find something better/full-time AND it involves the same type of tasks I’ve done in some form or another in practically every job I’ve worked. Ugh anxiety is a nonsensical bitch. :/
#🎃 cryptid sighting#I start tomorrow and I’m so oddly nervous#Admittedly it has the potential to lead to better jobs at the same place so I still want to make a good impression#But I literally did this job in the madhouse that is a Walt Disney World park - I can handle this#It’s custodial. It’s like the most chill type of job I’ve ever worked.#I should not be stressing#Yet here I am. Stressing.
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went to my first con in 4 years on Friday to meet Kaiji Tang and got a Dazai autograph + video recording of him reading to me. He was the sweetest person (as I knew he would be) and interacting with him was lovely, but also at the same time oh boy it sure was an extremely stressful, ugly wake-up call of what it feels like to live in a world now where everyone around you has blissfully moved on from covid and can enjoy things normally and happily, while you'll forever be trapped in a hellscape of perpetual fear 🫠🫠🫠
#like. to be clear this was the first time i've been literally anywhere but doctor's appointments in 4 years#not just because of the pandemic but because of mental and physical exhaustion#so it was a Big Mistake to go from 0 to 100 and not ease myself into it at all#but at the same time........ it was a fucking hellscape of people. i don't think any kind of buildup could have prepared me for it at all.#it was so much less crowded in 2020 (ironically the very last place i ever went; literally on the BRINK of covid)#and now idk what it's become. a monster con. it was unbelievable.#but i was only there for less than an hour but i was so so so terrified that i very nearly left before even seeing him#i couldn't even fully enjoy meeting him as kind as he was because i was so anxious and distracted#and when i got back to the car i just fucking cried.........#the last five days i've just been sitting in fear waiting to feel Any sort of symptoms#i wore two masks and again was barely there for long but Still#and everyone around me was so chill as if everything was normal and No One was wearing a mask :))))) it's not fucking fair man :)))))#insert the 'they don't know' meme; they don't know how much covid can destroy your body even if you get a 'mild' case#i would never want to be that ignorant even if i wasn't disabled and didn't have reason to worry (but everyone has reason to worry!!!)#but also. ignorance is bliss and it just really fucking sucks man.#it really fucking sucks. why do they get to be happy and enjoying life and not /me?/#why can't i do just ONE thing for myself without having it tainted by anxiety and fear that i'm going to die horribly???#while they get to do fucking EVERYTHING???#if they all just wore masks we could all enjoy ourselves much more comfortably than some of us are now#but no that's too much to ask from people 🙃🙃🙃#shit sucks man. the world sucks. something that should be a happy memory for me was simultaneously the most awful experience#and i don't know how to feel about it now that it's over#he knew that i was afraid and at the end he told me that he hoped to see me again at another event someday#and that made me cry because it felt like dazai telling me to live. and i want to. but i don't know how to when the world is like this now.#i desperately want to be able to see him again someday but right now after how terrifying that was i never want to go to a con ever again..#i wanted to ask him things about the manga and about dazai but i was being rushed and stressed so i couldn't ugh#(and doing that is hard enough anyway cause disability and i have to talk with my phone bahhhh)#at least i was able to give him my note *sigh*
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I really feel that last post but thankfully my last job had zero predators, all of us were just fucking weirdos. my favourite is the guy who ate doritos with chopsticks and one time when I was in the break room and he came in, he started reciting a poem at me that he was making up on the fly. it was incredible
#personal#I have no doubt that he and some of the others there were some of the most intelligent people I'll ever meet in my life#it was great being able to just be chill around other eccentrics. gonna miss that place so much.
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Im really frustrated bc i want to get so jacked, nd i was working out the last few months with 0 progress and the more i worked out the more i struggled :( and i KNOWWWWWW its bc of my POTS but like DANGGGG i just wanna get jacked bro what the heck
#.txt#im medicated nd it helps with exercising however i rly hate yhe gym so much nd theres not many machines i can use#without them making me feel like im dying#might just stick to cardio and yoga or smth#i rly dislike the gym tho like i actually hate it sm it fills me w despair#but i go w my friends nd i love my friends but my god is the gym the worst place ever#it stinks bruh#it reaks#everyone there is so nice tho but my god do they stink#nd a lot of the men will b doing the most for bo reason#u do not need to be yelling ne screaming bro chill out#also i hate it when they drop weights bc the sound is so loud#also i hate it when im using a machine nd someone wants it but they dont ask when ill be done they just circle me#like a hawk stalking their prey#sry im complaining so much im pmsing nd full of despair rn lol
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i hope the celling fan fall on yall 😒
#/ref obsessed with this phrase#anyway this is abt the fucingng obsession with the mario movie. dont wanna be a dick but omfg#the thing is like. a lot of the people just yk enjoy the fucking movie and thats fine and chill whatever#bowser sings one of my names at some point apparenty i dont have the right to complain whatever#but like. every person i trust to come at this with good faith has said that the movie is fun bc mario references and j being silly fun#whatever bla bla but other than thats it doesnt rly have much depth and like. isnt a superr great movie#but when everyone else comes at it with HOWW DAREE CRITICS NOT LIKE THE MARIO MOVIE ITS GOOD >:( its like. shut up#like you have to acknowledge when most of the joy of a movie comes from refernces not everyone gonna get#people arent going to treat it like its a masterpeice !! and thats okay whatever !!!#and the movie being fun without any other depth to it doenst automatically make it the most incredible movie ever#obvs the mario movies doesnt need to try to be emotional but like. you can make a movie thats but fun and emotionally impactful#at the same damm time !!!! its possible belive it or not !!!#the one of/most popular/well loved animated movie of last year and most popular movie overall of last year are both movies that#(while i havent seen one of them yet sorryy to the eeaaw girls 😶😶😶 will one day soon i prommy)#are both very fun and silly in places and known and loved for the emotinal impact they had on people cmon man !!#when the animated movie there is still in cinemas for many at the same time of the mario movie#the argument that the movie is fun or a kids movie so u shldnt expect any depth is dumb#the argument that its a mario movie and mario isnt a very plot heavy game makes more sense tho but i feel like#less ppl are making that for some reason? like it not no one but still. and the mario games are capable of depth sometimes#not to mention the reason having less depth with plot works is due to fun gameplay which idk if fun movie scenes can replicate fully#anyway enjoy the mario movie whatever have fun i literally love mario so fucking myslef and ik most ppl are like#being normal abt it and just enjoying a movie but man are the vocal minority just have fully put me off of it#my sibling is going tmrw and im not joining them bc im watching pibtlw w james+luce. but i also just dont wanna at this point#flappy rambles
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