#mod Numb

[aceofwhump]

"In that moment I knew the jury was mine but then, out of no where came this panic that something was terribly wrong. It's taken me nine months to understand what happened next."

The unaired pilot of "Rex is Not Your Lawyer"

[sapphic-sex-ed]

Hello! So, kinda nsfw but I just needed some advice and my friends are not helping me. I'm 21 and I'm having my first SERIOUS relationship. I've had a couple before but it led to nothing and we were too young for anything

My gf is great. She's incredibly kind and patient with me. I'm also her first, so we're learning with each other

We've been together for 5 months and only made out. One time she tried to escalate but I told her I wasn't sure and she immediately stopped, not even asking why. And today I thought I was so ready. It was going well and all but I started to feel my hand going numb

I tried to shake it off without her noticing bc what if it was just the position? But when things really started to happen I couldn't ignore it anymore and said that my hands had gone completely numb, like almost frozen!!

I have anxiety but I was not feeling the other symptoms of it. Of course, I was nervous and kinda overwhelmed bc I wanted it to feel good (without knowing exactly what I was doing)

Anyways, we stopped and she made sure I was hydrated and had food (like I said, she's great) but I'm left wondering, is this normal?? Am I making a bigger deal than it has to be? My friends are so chill about sex, but idk, for me it's a) not the most important thing in the world (I thought I was ace for some time and maybe I'm a little idk) and b) like a big step

Does this happen with anyone else, and if so, do they have some advice?

- a very nervous and autistic 21 lesbian

Oh that sounds scary Anon, I would also be alarmed if my body suddenly did something and I had no idea why!

In your case I would really advice you to talk to a counselor or midwife. There are plenty of both psychological and physiological reasons that could happen, some benign which you can ignore or easily mitigate (like the position, as you suggested), while some are needed to be addressed by a professional.

Had I met you at my place of work, I could’ve done more for you than I can here, because we’d need to do a deeper investigation to this phenomenon.

Take care, anon!

-mod liz

[tantumuna]

Raphael and Etlyre staring lovingly into each other's eyes post 38420819

[naomiknight-17]

I am all mixed up today. I went to watch the new Dungeon Meshi then realized it doesn't come out until tomorrow

I put on an episode of Mayday instead and uh. It happened to contain something very triggering for me, which is. Not ideal

Now I need new DunMeshi more than ever

[solzare]

[cyazurai]

I've finished the female names completely for the mod. Got them added to the mod and everything, not just put together the list.

I've been working on surnames all day. I'm barely halfway done just gathering surnames and putting them in the list and there's over 54 pages on this Google doc. It's going to take weeks to get this thing completely done and I just wanna test it alreadyyyy...

[cluster-b-culture-is]

Cluster B Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD) culture is having fewer cluster b things to talk about because winter is ending, so you feel GOOD for the first time in months!

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[sieglinde-freud]

the moral dilemma of marrying off owain and inigo in awakening knowing they fuck off to fateslandia and have kids right after vs not marrying them off and constantly having the support tab glowing orange with an exclamation point for all of eternity

[lilowoof]

I'm so fucking excited to get all this outstanding work done, and for tax season to fuck off. I cannot wait to have more time to play games with pals, go out with friends whom I haven't seen in a few months....go to some random meetups to meet new ppl and create new connections (and perhaps snag me a new person wink wonk LMAO).

And just...have more time to live. To stop feeling as lonely as I am feeling rn. CAUSE HOO BOY, it's been hitting me hard. And I can't do too much about it CAUSE of the deadlines I need to meet!

[yoshi-self-ships]

Been playing Silent Hill 3(and just been in a general horror mood)so here's a Numb Body from said game. Veins and blood are hard to draw

[usedtobekrampus]

A drawing I made of the scarlet mountains from the Terralith mod a few years ago

[touhoutivations]

"Hrrrgh...it doesn't matter how much I stretch today...I just can't seem to feel- or at least...in my head? Sad? Angry? Empty? Happy? No way this is Nirvana- Nirvana's probably supposed to feel better."

"Have I forgotten how to feel? Did I lose my brain? Urk..." The zombie started pawing at the talisman atop her head, trying to find any instruction, patting herself down before noticing a scroll in her skirt pocket. "Taishi-sama quote #13- or is it 18? or 78?-" "'When stuck in the... toilings of life, it can often help to gaze above and examine from the perspective of a teacher. When you cannot achieve your flow, and you're tossed among the shore... gaze upon the waves and try once more.' Very good, Yoshika! =)" "But...I don't really feel very good- ah, human!"

(Okay...think really hard of something good to say.) "In a graveyard, looks like you need to...lift your spirits!"

(That was a good one! Write that one down! Now...advice. Pretend you're like Taishi, or some really cool poet!)

"Sometimes you don't really know whether you feel alive or not, huh? Everything passes...it's an idea as calming as it is frightening. You feel your nerves and muscles move, but it's like...there's no life in them. I get that all the time too, probably! Um...at times like that- when you're all floaty and hard and numb- it's okay to feel that way." (The zombie quickly looks around, seeing if no one is watching)

"Don't tell anyone...but occasionally...I write my own instructions. If Yoshika's not home right now-" A knock on her head, "I just gotta make it worth the wait and tell Yoshika how to head home! If I feel nothing, then I can floss my teeth, or munch meh foods, and sleep! I love love love sleeping!" "...It's boring. And it doesn't feel good. It doesn't really feel like much of anything, but bit by bit, you'll feel the sensations come back into your fingers, maybe they ache, or maybe they're sleepy worms...but they will! I promise! And breathe! I forget to do that all the time for like a week and it freaks everybody out- wait, is that why my hands look so blue today?" (A head tilt, and an effort. It's almost theatrical, it sounds weird- an attempt that takes about 4 tries to get right before there's a slight swell of the chest) "Hah, hu....hah....hu...hah...hu...oh, wait. When's the last time I had water?"

(And so...the impromptu teaching ended as mysteriously as it started...)

[embers-burning-bright]

you know you've stayed up too late when you find. the really fucking lesphobic comedian on youtube that somehow is really popular with zero opposition in the comments

[naomiknight-17]

I'm getting a good grade in dentist visit which is normal to want and possible to achieve