#mistakes? we don’t know her
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*making a mistake that ended up working out*
Me: I’m literally her, you guys. I am literally her
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Caitlyn literally went to war for the cooch. Caitlyn LOST AN EYE FOR THE COOCH. She set the bar imo.
#‘She caused the war!’ That’s arguable but ykw I’ll give it to you a LITTLE BIT#That is still my girl#She saw her butch and was re-radicalized on the spot don’t pmo#Idk how people say that she should’ve apologized and she didn’t do enough and she’s beyond redemption#She’s not even asking to be redeemed cuz she knows she can’t be!!!!! She literally says no one can just get rid of their mistakes!!!!!#Or something like that#she doesn’t say sorry because it literally wouldn’t MEAN anything. She’s here for the cause and DO SOMETHING about her mistakes#And all the mistakes that led to her privilege#Idk what else I could’ve wanted from her tbh#She released the person that murdered her mother. She didn’t even put jinx in prison!!!! She was in a bunker below the kirammansion !!!!!#Why do they even have a bunker lmao#Anyway doesn’t matter#I feel like we really don’t have to forgive Caitlyn and that’s simply not what she’s asking for#Maybe I’ll make a fr post about this soon lol but for now I’m ranting in the tags#caitvi#Arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane s2#caitlyn#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn arcane
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Controversial take (maybe?)
I think we need more of mr. Payne being the good parent, like don’t get me wrong I adore all the good Mrs. Payne fics (definitely check out that tag) but she’s the only one who’s actually been described negatively, parenting wise.
Not to mention it also just balances out the group, Charles has daddy issues, Crystal has parental issues, so therefore it stands to reason that Edwin has mommy issues, right?
#i’ve always had a very clear picture in my mind of the different types of abuse they were all put through#like Crystal’s parents are completely neglectful they don’t care what she’s doing as long as it doesn’t get into the news and even then#the consequences are minimal#like I’ve seen some people write them as having big expectations for her but I just personally don’t subscribe to that#for Edwin I’m thinking distant but still incredibly high expectations like he might not see them for a week#but they’ll waste no time comparing him to his siblings if he falls even a little behind#we know a whole lot more about Charles of course but in my mind it’s the complete opposite for Charles his dad is over involved#always watching and judging for any mistake#anyway that was slightly unrelated but idgaf#edwin payne’s father#edwin paine’s father#edwin payne’s mother#edwin paine’s mother#edwin payne#edwin paine#crystal palace#crystal palace surname von hoverkraft#charles rowland#dead boy detectives#save dead boy detectives#revive dead boy detectives#renew dead boy detectives#our ghosts matter#best ghosts i know#Emi’s rambling fandom thoughts
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I am so fucking annoyed and here is why
I recently made the discovery that i'm probably aromantic and i would like to do what i did when i discoverd that i'm trans which is go and watch/read everything that even has the tiniest bit of trans representation in it, but i can't because there is no aromantic representation
now obviously that's nothing new, i was aware of this problem before and it pissed me right off then as much as it does now
it’s honestly just such bullshit that whenever there is an asexual character in media, basically the first thing they say after coming out as ace is that "they still want to fall in love" like not wanting, not being able to feel romantic love, would make them less human or something like that and of course there are ace people who are not aro, i'm not saying that and i'm not trying to shit on anybodys identity, if you are ace and not aro you are just as valid as anybody else and this lack of aro rep is obviously not your fault, we also need more ace rep while we're on it, that's not the point i'm trying to make, what i mean is that media always tells us that romance makes us human and if you don’t experience that you are either immature, unstable or not human and that's just bullshit
also it is no wonder that when i told my grandma about Loveless by Alice Oseman and how much i love this book, she was worried that i was like Georgia because i never like anyone romantically, she has never heard of aromanticism before, when she thinks of adult people that have never been in a relationship and don't have children she thinks of lonely, sad people and she doesn't want that for me
it is no wonder that when i see my greataunt and -uncle once a year they ask if i have a partner and when i say that no, i don't have a partner, they tell me that i have time and i'll meet someone eventually
and it is no wonder that so, so many people think that they're broken, that they enter relationships and situations that they don't want to be in, that fucking therapist try to cure people, that it took me 21 years, almost losing my friends, actually losing 8 kg in two months do to disordered eating and reading Loveless two times to figure out that i might just be aro, when there is barely any representation whatsoever, when most people haven't even heard of aromanticism
we need more representation and we need it desperately, that way not only will aro people discover their identity sooner and safe themselves a whole lot of trouble, but allo people can also learn how to react to someone being aro and we can all learn that being aro isn't sad or inhumane or weird or lonely
and because i'm a fancy-schmancy college student (who wrote "collage" instead of "college" first because i can not spell)(and have watched too much criminal minds) i would like to end this with a quote by Mariah Wright Edelman (tho the quotes are the worst part of criminal minds, they are so cringe istg):
“You can’t be what you can’t see”
#thank you for coming to my ted talk#aromantic#aroace#aro#arospec#aro representation#aro representation? i don't know her#besides loveless#we looooovvvvvveee loveless#loveless#loveless by alice oseman#georgia warr#my grandma#other old people i know#they don’t know what aro means#we need more representation#rant#ignore spelling or gramma mistakes please#i can’t write#queer#queer community#lgbtq#lgbtqia#aroace is also queer
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We’re on day six straight of “wake up in the middle of the night/morning hypervigilant and struggle to sleep again” which means we’re reaching the season of Perma Tension and Overthink.
Can’t wait to get through the next two days of work so I can start my week of suspension.
#personal skuun#there was money missing on my station is the upshot#and it’s been a really long time since I’ve made a mistake of that magnitude and yes it DOES happen#but it also looks like it might be coworker’s ADHD setting stuff aside to buy later and forgetting and then we don’t know where or what#I’m like. the third person being suspended for cash loss this month which is also unusual#COULD happen but it could be a lot of things#so I’m just like. trying to keep an eye on her and make sure it’s not a gambling thing#and keeping an eye on my boss who’s letting the chips fall on the off chance it’s him and he’s spreading it around?#I’ve seen both in my time here which makes it impossible to determine without another point on the mental graph#but it’s probably better it happens now#because this is one of two seasonal points where my sleep patterns and mental health run a little thin#and I’m most likely to make those mistakes then#my bills have reduced since the storage unit closure so I just need to kind of. tighten belt and stay home#which I’m good at anyway#although it’s funny because I know half my bosses will be at Pride on Miami Beach this weekend#it’s just two more days of paying close attention and then I can collapse#I’ve stockpiled foods in the pantry to try to make myself keep eating nice things#I have a ton of books and uh. varying. alcohols.#(sorry but sometimes I just want to be sedated and I’m med free running through these seasons.)#I have a beach cleanup event on Tuesday so I won’t be totally isolated/warped with a sense of uselessness/powerlessness#just have to hang on and see if my head clears. same as always.#got to introduce my mom to the flavor of perilla oil today though so that was kind of fun#and I can focus on moving my plants into the room…#maybe paint like I keep saying I’m gonna do and then don’t do#it just feels like my body’s made up of all these uncomfortable lumps#and then on top of it you get dreams that make you wake up crying and unable to get back to sleep for hours? fuck off with that
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yknow the posts that ive read so far that go along the lines of “falin doesnt have a personality” isn’t actually about her being a flat or boring character. like she absolutely does have a personality, and i don’t think many people believe otherwise. but the point i believe theyre trying to make is that most of the time we experience falin’s character it’s through the perspective of someone else. we don’t actually see Her as Herself Through Herself until much later in the main story (and some side content) and the anime definitely isn’t there yet.
falin haunts the narrative most of the story. we perceive her through the memories of the people close to her. it’s inherently biased and only paints half the picture of who Falin is. thats what i think people mean when they say we don’t see much of her personality, because we actually don’t
#make no mistake this is a deliberate narrative choice#i don’t think we’re meant to know that much about her#we learn about her as the story goes. see how her memory affects her loved ones.#even though falin doesn’t die this story is about how she’s grieved over#its a partially story about accepting death and mortality after all#txt#dungeon meshi#falin touden
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It’s so interesting to me that when we learn about the origins of the Brothers, it’s Darkness that’s the one who “refused to condemn their creations for their mistakes”
The characterization for Light remains the same as what we learned from Jinn. He tried to destroy the Jabberwalker because he feared they disrupted the balance. Darkness refused and the Jabberwalker remained.
But in the flashback we see Darkness not only go along with Light and curse Salem with immortality but also completely destroy humanity 1.0 after Salem led them to attack.
And Jinn is a creation of the God of Light. I just. HmmM. HMMMMMM
#rwby#greenlight volume 10#I know I’m not the first to talk about this#I don’t think Jinn’s retelling is as true or absolute as we previously thought prior to v9#I don’t think she withheld information or changed the story purposefully or maliciously or anything like that#more like I think the god of light created her in a way that would frame him in a positive light#like how do we go from refusing to condemn your creations for their mistakes to nuking the entire planet??#‘if you demand our blessings while still fighting amongst yourselves’ <- Light says this to Ozma#‘still demanding things of your creators’ <- when Darkness says this to Salem Light has already left#the wording is. so similar. so specific.#something here is fishier than Blake’s ramen
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https://www.tumblr.com/jakei95/723873522749947904/post-in-english-something-nyx-and-i-want-to?source=share
Thank you for the link! It is a relief that they cut ties and can continue their path separately (◞‿◟)☆
#ask#important#what happened is unacceptable but this post is not for condemnation#cause I /in no way/ support hatred against anyone no matter how terrible they acted#I don’t know Camila but what I saw is a girl who was so insecure of herself#that she tried to succeed at the expense of others and turned a blind eye to what was happening for the sake of her partner#she understands perfectly well what happened but she was afraid to admit that she failed to hush up the conflict#and all her excuses were replaced by abstraction and denial (which only worsened the situation)#that's why I feel really sorry for her as well#none of us is a saint and we all make mistakes that we do not always admit = accumulate like a snowball#I don’t know if they can wash themselves off this and earn forgiveness (by each of the victims in particular)#but I believe in it╰(*´︶`*)╯
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ngl this is the first time in a long time that I’ve actually been excited for a new genshin nation update
#talk away ⌞🍵🍋 ⌝#I’m not even a capitano fan and I saw him#I friggin screamed#holy shit he’s so fucking cool#and mavuika’s flaming hair???#are you kidding me?? please let that be a part of her kit#I thought she was cool but I didn’t really feel like pulling for her#but if her hairs gonna on fire like it was in the trailer I ABSOLUTELY WILL#same with capitano#Also all the QOL updates and a yearly free five star???#yes please!!!!#don’t mess this up hoyoverse please#I know Inazuma like three years ago and it seems the writers have learned from their mistakes#but please#don’t make the same mistakes as was done in inazuma#where the story started out promising but took a huge nosedive#natlan#genshin impact#genshin 5.0#genshin 5.0 spoilers#genshin leaks#I guess#genshin impact 5.0#now all we have to do is wait
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i randomly found my old blog again and WOW ,,,, TELL ME WHY IM SAD i even stalked my old moots’ blogs too and i- 😭 the way so many things have changed since then :(
#it’s getting close to 5 years i’ve started writing fanfiction which is kinda crazy how time FLEW BY#it’s like reminiscing or looking back at old pictures#we’ve come a long way yall 🥲#NO BUT DONT EVEN BOTHER LOOKING FOR THAT BLOG#WE DONT TALK ABOUT HER#and smth that scares me is that at least one of my old moots from that blog follows me on here so#like every time i see her in my notifs i freak out wondering if she knows it’s me 😭#i abandoned that place and ran away for no reason 😭#and ik to never make that mistake again 🫡#but idk why going through my old blog makes me wanna transform this one or make a side blog#i think i’ve just been rlly wanting to start writing for other groups in addition to enha again#if i do tho it’ll v likely be on a new blog#cuz ik a lot of my followers only look for enha content on here#and that’s ok w me#ahhh i feel sad for some reason 😭#maybe that’s cuz it’s 1:30 am rn 😐#and this is the time of the day i get more emotional so 🧍🏻♀️#no but pls don’t search for my old blog 😭🙏🏻#i think if you search hard enough you’ll be able to tell it’s me#but it’ll be a hard task that’s not worth taking on i can promise you that#but hmmm thoughts are thinking rn#em speaks
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So two things
#1 I got my 20 year medal today and as I predicted my one friend was so pissed about it#walked up to everyone to tell them I hadn’t even done 20 years yet yadayada#really takes away the joy out of the thing and like it wasn’t my mistake what do they want me to do#I’ve got it now and I’m not giving it back#2 I’ve developed a crush#I just wanted to be friends with her and then I had a dream about her tonight and now we’ve lost it#like I dressed up specifically for her tonight#she smiled at me and it made my night#we don’t even know if she’s queer yet#(although she’s giving queer energy but she’s also an artist so that might be that)#anyways
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How do ya feel 'bout priscilla forcin' lisa into the scientology cult when she was just a kid?
I don’t know why I get these questions, lol.
Okay, well, let’s talk about the fact that Priscilla was probably forced into it. I mean, really think about it. She started to act and getting into that scene where a lot of actors are into Scientology. That man Michael Edwards (who not only was a creep with Lisa but was also abusing Priscilla since people like to leave that out. Women who are being abused tend to be afraid to leave) he was also involved in the church. So, he either talked her into it or someone in Hollywood did and I’m sure they made a great presentation about how wonderful Scientology is because of course they want people to join. As I said before, Priscilla is very naive sometimes probably thought it was the best thing for her and Lisa and of course eventually Navarone.
I’m not saying I condone it. Because I absolutely hate Scientology nor am I defending Priscilla for putting her children in it. But if you think about how they basically brainwash people into this shit I’m sure she thought it was the best thing at the time. As they all do until they wake up and realize Scientology is a bunch a bullshit. They are controlling and they love to control what people do and who they talk to even control what they do with their children. Look at Tom Cruise, he tried to get his daughter Suri into it until Katie stopped that and they basically forced him into not seeing his own child. Funny how the only children he speaks to or sees are the ones he has with Nicole Kidman who are in Scientology, who don’t speak to Nicole because she’s not in Scientology.
This church is all about control and controlling their members. So, that’s how I feel. Instead being narrowed minded about it.. I like to see the full picture and the possibility that Priscilla herself was probably forced into this shit.
#as always I’m neutral when it comes to Priscilla because we don’t always have all the facts#I also don’t know her personally to be judging her character or anything#people make mistakes and learn from their mistakes
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going crazy because my coworker is on vacation until the end of next week and she made so many mistakes I’m trying to correct while also tending to my own workload 😩
#I don’t know if she always works so.. untidy or if it was just the recent weeks where now we have to deal with her mistakes#my boss is really angry cause my coworker and I are at our capacity here already because her absence causes so much trouble#not the best vibes here but I’ll cope#lunch break soon#this feels like posting from the trenches I gotta go#my stuff#at work :)
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#i miss my mom…#i can’t even be sure if she’d really understand what i’m going through right now#but i’d still give anything to talk to her about it#and i want to know how she’s doing. i miss being able to just go check on her#i don’t even know if she or any version of her is out there#i just… i miss the trust and the love and the safety#our relationship with our mother is. i guess improving. in some ways.#but i realized the other day i will never trust her and if i could i wouldn’t want to#for our own safety the only thing we can count on is that she wouldn’t leave us homeless#everything else… maybe for a month at a time#and even that’s a mistake sometimes#but we still instinctively want to go to our mother when we get upset#and it just makes me so aware of it all#i miss having a mother who i could go to. even when i couldn’t really explain what was wrong#instead i get scared when i hear a dishwasher open#original
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Bitches be fighting (it’s the head children 😘☺️)
#just pav things#We love it when they start yelling at each other 😌#Though there’s only really a select few that yell in this sort of accusatory way and point fingers and I’m thinking of Idyllia!#I did another take on the end of arc 2. Or maybe it’s a continuation of the existing developments#I don’t think she would take very kindly to the two boys having their mini-argument right in front of her (who would?)#And she would ESPECIALLY not take kindly to Dism calling Inigo a. y’know. murderer ✨🌈#I think she has some inner empathy towards Inigo even if she doesn’t say it yet (they both know they share similar feelings towards Archie)#They both feel like they failed Archie and wear that on their shoulders (albeit in complementary ways)#Of course this is Arc 2 and they’re still offput by each other. it’s uncomfortable to look at someone else and see yourself.#So she would slap Dism for his callousness :))) and then berate them both for their self-absorbed nature#Very in line with how she yells at Archie in Arc 3 for much the same thing :3#She perceives it as cowardice in both situations ✨ Dism being unable to admit he made a mistake and Archie unable to get over himself#and finally reunite with his brother instead of stringing things along#She gets angry because she dislikes that quality in herself :3#Anyways it’s fun to see how the head children react when they’re upset ❤️#Dism loses all tact and will say anything that comes to his mind. Very snide in his wording.#He loses his inhibitions and lets his shadow side come out to say what he ‘really’ thinks about others#Inigo who delicately holds himself together 24/7 struggles under duress and becomes irrational and hysterical#Jumps to conclusions WAY too quickly#Archie who hates himself more than anything is able to bear pain without lashing out#He directs his pain inward. He was never one for fighting.#Cynthia becomes very quiet and teary and unsure of herself. A stark contrast to her normal demeanour ✨#And as for Archie’s kids. Theon becomes very aggressive and physical (violence is the answer >:3)#Luna would just burst into tears if you made her upset :(#And Ewan takes half of Dism’s approach and half of Theon’s#Which honestly explains why he gets into so many scrapes. 0 conflict resolution skills ✨✨✨✨
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Save our lives ‼️🚨
"I am Wissam... The last time I hugged someone, it was a corpse." 😭💔
The night was very long that day. I was counting the days until I would give birth to my twins. I brought them names, and planned to wrap my body around them when the tents grew cold. But death was faster. 😭
We fled our home under shelling, and my father was in the hospital, unable to stand. I told them, "My father can't move." The soldier said, "It doesn't matter, leave." So we left... and my father was left alone, until his heart closed forever. 😔💔
On the way south, I walked for hours carrying two children in my belly, a bag in my hand, and the rest of my memories on my back.
I bled on the way.
I lost my twins there, on the asphalt, in front of my other children who couldn't even cry. 😭😭
The next day, I woke up and found them buried under the sand. No grave, no names.
Now, I'm seven months pregnant with my third child.
But anemia is tearing me apart, stress is breaking my head, and hunger is eating away at what's left of me.
I feel my baby pleading with me from within: "Mother, don't die."
And I apologize to him every day... because I can't promise him life.
“I am Wissam… I lost my father, my children, my home, and even my voice.
I don’t want to lose this child too.
Help me before I become another memory in this broken land.



My father was the only one I could place all my hopes and dreams on. He was the one who lifted me up whenever I fell, and held my hand when my steps faltered. In those dark days of war, I saw him strong in front of me. Even in moments of silence, his presence was enough to make me feel safe. He wasn't just the father I loved, he was my refuge, the hope I lived by. 😭💔
But one day, suddenly, that hope disappeared.
The sky was covered with heavy clouds, as if it knew what was going to happen. That day, I was at home, climbing on my tiptoes, holding on to any glimmer of hope, but when I entered our small room, I found my mother in the corner of the room crying, her face pale, her eyes filled with tears, and her mouth almost unable to speak. 💔😭
I couldn't believe what she was saying. My father, who had always been the strength in my life, was gone. In an instant, everything disappeared, and the words kept repeating in my head without me being able to understand them. "He's not coming back." Those words were harder than any blow I had ever received in my life. 😭😭
I felt like I was in a dark dream. How could my father disappear like that? How could time go on without his voice, without me seeing his face again? How much I needed him in those moments, how much I needed to hear his words of reassurance. But it was all over, and all that remained was the silence filling the emptiness around me. 💔
Every corner of the house became a tragedy. Everything reminded me of him, every corner, every smell, everything. I thought I would lose my ability to breathe. His absence was heavier than anything else. I cannot imagine a world without him, and I cannot see a future without his advice, without a hand to lift me up whenever I feel like I am drowning.
As I sit here, in that dark room, I remember everything about my father. How he used to laugh when I made small mistakes, how he used to hug me when the world was dark, and how his words filled my life with meaning. But now he's not here, and the emptiness in my heart can't be filled with anything else. Every time I close my eyes, I see him in every corner. I feel him, but I can't touch him. And despite all the pain, despite all the sadness, I know he's not coming back, that he's left me in this world, to face it alone.
He's gone, but a part of him, a part of his soul, will remain in my heart forever. Even though I can't hear his voice or see him, I carry his memories with me every step of the way, every moment. I've lost him, but I can never forget him.😭😔
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