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So I finished this Lego set I got ššš
#it took me like. 7.5 hours?#cuz I got home at 1:30 and started this at 2ish#didn't finish it until 9:30#and ofc I took breaks so that was part of it#BUT IT WAS WORTH IT#LOOK HOW PRETTTTTTTYYYYYYYYYY#might get another one tbh#bear rambles
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last ~30 day sketch/wip dump
suzalulusuza brain rot too stronk (ć»ćøć»;;)
#how tf do people tag lelouch mans got like AT LEAST 3 names#suzalulu#suzaku kururugi#karma suzaku#lelouch lamperouge#code geass#more like code GAYASS TBH#doodle#honestly this is just everyday stress relief lmao work has been killing me and i found another white hair cry#someone talk to me about these silly gays#i might actually color the last one when i get some time#jk i have two zine pieces to finish soon fffffffffffffuuuuuuuckkkkkk#good NIGHT
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s3 episode 6 thoughts
itās been an exhausting day. work was awful. i was brave and didnāt cry whilst there. and for that, i deserve this episode even more than usual.Ā
oooooh itās an internet episode!!!! an episode about an internet killer!!! that probably felt new and scary back then!!! iām excited to see something i assume as naturally dangerous as hitchhiking to be seen as scary and new. let us jump in, and enjoy the adventures of our agents, and numb ourselves to the hardship of the outside world.
these two people are in a car. he is smooth talking her. ohā¦ they only waited three months to meet in person after talking online. hmmā¦ is that speedy or not? i guess that depends on who you ask.Ā for me, iām gonna say speedy. because they didnāt even see each otherās faces before this.
he has mysterious scars on his neck. yeah, i noticed that very conspicuous camera panning. the music is very ominous. and now theyāre kissing.Ā
OH??? THERE IS A STICKY FLUID. IN HER MOUTH. an unusual one. not whatever you were thinking. what the hellā¦ was that man some kind of insect????? there was real goop in there, man. eughhh it was very gross.Ā
cop is approaching the car next day. and she is like. jelly? as in, covered in gel. the gelatin monster has struck and apparently heās surfing the net.Ā
(trust when i say iām not a gelatin monster. or donāt trust. perhaps skepticism is better)
okay, investigation time. this guy shakes hands with mulder and entirely ignores scully. tells me a lot about his character very quickly. mulder has also got some more conventional looking shades this time around. perhaps his other ones were just not keeping the sun out like he had hoped for.
body reveal! so it seems that the goop has um. melted her skin? EUGH. mulder swabs the goop. itās just a prop, i tell myself to avoid gagging. a prop with excellent construction that was very carefully crafted. shoutout prop team as always.Ā
detective looks real freaked out by the goop.Ā yeah heās not special in that regard.
mulder says he has heard of similar killings from women placing ads in the paper! i donāt want them to separate though, as he announce heās going on an investigation while she does an autopsy. cāmon, canāt we do some teamwork in the same room?
scully looks disgusted at the bloody goop in her hand. this is appearing to be a universal sentiment.
the goop man is at the computer typing to another woman. and smiling mischievously. we learn, from a woman dropping a key off at his door, that his name is mr. incanto, and she thinks that since he types and gets a lot of packages, he must be a writer or an editor. and she wants him to read her poems. wow. leaping to conclusions here. i admire it. itās clear sheās flirting with him, and the idea of a person youāre attracted to reading your poems is a wild one for me to entertain. personally i would rather explode crazy style.
scully is scrubbed up <3 and she is so cute <3 i donāt mean this in a condescending wayā¦ she just looks cute in a fully āi respect her capabilitiesā kind of way. donāt worry. but this man is not respecting her and is shocked sheās a doctor. rude as hellā¦ could never be me.
he says heās old fashioned. umm okay if you want to be all manly about it how about you cut up the goop body yourselfā¦ oh thatās right you canāt. because you donāt have the skill set. or even any skill sets, as far as i can tell.
he says this is effecting her judgement because the victim is a woman and he isnāt being sexist. IF YOU DONāT SHUT YOUR MOUTH MANā¦. she is so patient even when she ought to rip his heart from his chestĀ with her teeth
sheās making a face when he leaves like she really IS thinking about doing some heart ripping and then she gets into the recording mode. and the body has increased in goopiness. in fact. there is only a skeleton now and a LOT of liquid. ohā¦Ā
mulder is asking about the murder victim, and heās sitting on a very 90ās printed couch, and yeah he looks good. donāt worry about it. heās asking the victimās roommate what chat room they met in. now personally, if i was talking to people on a chat room, i would not be telling my roommate the names of said chat rooms, but maybe it was different vibe wise at that time. imagine if my roommate knew i ran a blog like this. i couldnāt picture such a thing. and the victim would READ her roommate the letters???!? OH I CANNOT IMAGINE SUCH A THING!!!!
he uses the roommateās house phone to call scully, who is dealing with a very wet skeleton. but thatās so funny to me. he wanted to use someone elseās phone to call her. maybe his phone still hadnāt been replaced since that kid melted it in episode 3.
heās putting out a localized online warningā¦ is that a thing? wow. you learn so much on this television program.
āin life, bones have the tensile strength of forged ironā, says scully. and iām giggling. n kicking my feet.
ohhh the bone is SQUISHY.Ā it is not supposed to be this way. but it did look quite satisfying. again, props team, shoutout.
oh teaā¦ the body fat wasnāt there!!! it disappeared. scully is like, why would he do that, steal a victimās fat. and i would love to know the same thing.Ā
another woman is preparing to meet with the goop monster. oh, but someone is telling her there was a warning SPECIFICALLY for woman in cleveland to not go meet people online! but sheās like nooo iām a good judge of character. LIES LIES LIES. sheās only been talking to him for a MONTH???? HOW CAN YOU JUDGE A CHARACTER IN A MONTH?
the killerās at a fancy restaurant looking place with a bouquet of flowers and heās checking his watch. oh and he dumps the flowers!!! queen of self preservation saved herself tonight by standing him up??? yes, it appears this is the case!!Ā
now there are a bunch of ladies on the side of the road. i have only seen this happen in this show and never in real life, but maybe i'm not looking in the right direction. NO! he sees a woman and smiles. they go to a back alleyā¦ no!! but she wonāt kiss him. okay, i think, she has a chance. alas. i was wrong. so he attacks. OH AND HE IS SLURPING ON HER BODY???? another woman finds her goop-ified.Ā
theyāre at the scene and the detective is being awful (shocker!) but mulder hands over some of the letters from the killer, and notes that they contain letters from 16th century italian poems. which tells me he is familiar with 16th century italian poems. ohhhhhhhhhh. blushing a lil.Ā
focus. so the fellow would have access to niche italian poems, is what we are learning here. likely a college professor, or a grad student, or something along those lines.
the killer should also have a wound pattern, they note, because the woman scratched him very well.
and BLEGHHHH, cut to his place, where heās cutting his wound??? like straight up trimming it like itās fabric or something. nasty nasty nasty nasty!!!
someone is bringing him a package. and the woman who asked to show him her poems asks him to dinner?!?!?! but he says heās busy. the teenage daughter reads him for filth.Ā heās creepy and smells weird. delivered by a girl who meant every word she said.
scully is posing impeccably, looking as someone types on a computer. it was formidable.
mulder comes by with some results and he sort of. scoops her out of the room. š³
theory time in the hallway! hallway theory time!! always one of my favorite times. āokay, itās not yet the finely detailed insanity that youāve come to expect from meā <- at least heās self awareĀ
FAT SUCKING VAMPIRE LETāS GOOOO. such a preposterous creature. i have to admire it.
there are examples of this in nature, right? āi donāt know too many scorpions who surf the internetā scully, you just offended the coolest scorpion alive somewhere out there. but they couldnāt hear you so itās okay. just donāt ever say that againā¦
scully wants to brief the people involved in the case and the detective is again being weird. mulder recognizes this. i can see it.
okay, so the killer has some more niche italian poetry. and an email from the woman who saved herself by not showing up! nooo, i thought she had escaped!
knock at the door. itās scully. but not at the door of the right guy!! the detective is at the door of the right guy!!!Ā
mulder makes some remark about not being a good salesman because no one answered the door. and yeah i giggled. but she cuts him off with the fact the detective hasnāt answered his calls or returnedā¦ has he been gooped?!
now the killer is out with the woman who previously saved herself. and she sees his skin. and she offers to drive him home!!! noooo ellen :( donāt fall for his tricks and lies
the poetry woman is at his door. she puts a HUGE thing of poems under his door.Ā
but back in the car he is about to smooch ellen. somehow poetry lady let herself into his room??? and a bunch of flies are around.Ā
(we later learn she was the housekeeper or landlord or something so yeah. she would have access to the keys. but at the time i was baffled)
goop monster and ellen donāt smooch because he sees the poem lady is in his room!!! and the detective is in the tub!!! and he walks in right as she sees this!!! oh no. violence ensuesā¦
her daughter comes to the door. and asks where her mom is. and he GRABS her weird as hell. and says heās leaving.
mulder is sitting on a table again because heās weird. but the girl calls the police!!! and they found her momās body and the detective's. the little girl asks scully why someone would do this and she says she doesnāt knowā¦ STOP IāLL SOB
okay, this dudeās name is virgil and there are no records of him existing. virgil. damn. maybe heās FROM 16th century italy, because thatās a 16th century sounding name. are there any italian legends of fat sucking vampires? canāt say iām very familiar with their loreĀ
theyāre trying to get into his computer and all the files were deleted. ohhh they have floppy disks!!!Ā i love floppy disks š¾
the killer went to ellenās place?!!?!? and she locks the door. ellen please pull out a glock at this time.Ā
scully sent out a warning to everyone in proximity. and three of them were already missing!!!! that is evilĀ :(
and ellen got the email but heās in the room. and he starts attackingā¦ oh lord, just as the agents roll up.Ā
they get in formation and then kick down her door and WHEW they way they work as a teamā¦ iām eating it up. sweeping the rooms. guns cocked.Ā
ellen is under some sheets and coated in goop whilst mulder does parkour to go and find this guy. GO GO MULDER RUN RUN!!! his voice is all growly while he holds a shadowy figure at gunpoint, but he only runs into a teenager.Ā no! poor kid :(
NOOOā¦ THE KILLER WAS HIDING IN THE BATHROOM AND SCULLY WAS GOING IN THERE TO GET SOME STUFF TO TAKE CARE OF ELLEN!! he smashed her head in the mirror and he starts to goop her until ellen does in fact roll up with a glock. and shoots him in the chest. YES ELLEN I KNEW YOU HAD IT IN YOU <3
so they have him in custody now and his skin is suuuuuuper dry and peeling and nasty. and scully asks what the hell he was doing and he goes on about stuff blah blah blah and then he quotes some italian and she gets freaked and dips. and we end with a hannibal-esque shot of his evil peeling nasty face. and some contemplative music.
so. that was gross.
grossness established. i once again kind of enjoyed this episode. like was i gagging, and not in the good way? yeah i was. but again with the suspense. i think the plot could be absolutely ridiculous- like an actual fat vampire- and if the plot and pacing are the right tempo, iāll find myself fully absorbed into it.Ā
but i canāt help but feel that iām missing something. the italian seemed too purposeful. is there some medieval tale of a fat vampire? iām being so serious btw like actually. is that a reference that flew over my head? is it in danteās inferno or something? i love history but middle ages europe always puts me to sleep so i canāt say iām familiar with the literature or tropes beyond what i learned in art history class. where we never covered ANY sort of vampire. just a lot of baby jesus and also mary and sometimes adult jesus.Ā
hmm. so iām wondering here what that was about. and yeah, i could google it. but again, more fun when you tell me things.
i mean, if it was something they just made up for fun, i get that too. like earlier we had that evil mermaid baby that lived in the waterways. and we had that evil twin that looked like the fiji mermaid. and eugene tooms the lizard man. the seriousness with which the situation is played enhances the campy angle when you ponder it.
overall, it was interesting to see a world where the internet was new and fresh and scary. now itās scary in mostly familiar ways. but it was not always this way! and while i am a little confused on the concept of the episode itself- who exactly our monster of the week was, if he even WAS a monster of traditional sort of means- i wonāt lie, the episode had me invested. there were also moral questions raised about how someone could do something so evil, specifically in relation to scullyās character, which probably speaks to her biggest fear being that anyone could pose a threat, which i think iāll contemplate at another time, because it is fascinating, especially when you considerā¦ i think itās s2 episode 13? where the narrative also really dives into this question. how can people do evil things, and how can good people cope with knowing that itās impossible to know who is capable of doing terrible things?
after a hard day at work in which a million things went sideways, it does feel nice to watch my pals mulder and scully do some sleuthing, no matter the situation in which they find themselves.
the goopsterrrrrrrr
#well the episode might have been creepy but i wanted to see them tonight so i enjoyed it#i was at work today head in my hands mumbling god let me get through this i need mulder and scully time#you know what i was thinking about at work today? so far i donāt know much about their music taste#and by āmuchā i mean anything at all#but no spoilersā¦ maybe itāll be mentioned eventually. iām keeping an eye out.#when i get further in i am going to find SO many spotify playlists for them#both of songs that relate to their characters/storylines AND songs people think they would like#i intend to let it change my life and i look forward to the experience#anyway. long day. probs another one tomorrow. just glad i had time to post tonight#but tbh i would have carved it out either way because sometimes you NEED to blorbo blog or else#juni's x files liveblog#the x files#x files#txf
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Hmmm....
Thematically i kind of liked that.
But man that plot was... not good.
#Doctor Who#DW Spoilers#Doctor Who Spoilers#Empire of Death#DW Negativity#(another rare tag in case anyone wants to avoid)#might be my least favourite finale tbh#sorry but need to do some random ranting (and I'd rather do it here than in a full post of negativity because that's not my vibe)#like... the champion of life teases#the meaning we put into things#those were ok#the callback to 73 yards was neat#plus the connection to the perception filter#as were all the references in general#but Sutekh has been hanging on to the TARDIS for that long?#and the TARDIS / House just never noticed him in TDW?#they make it sound like he latched onto the TARDIS immediately after Pyramids so doesn't make sense#when did he hide in the Void?#the Time Vortex is linked to the Void but they're not actually the same thing#also when did he āevolveā?#the reason why Ruby/her mother were so powerful/resistant doesn't actually make sense without some other influence#especially with time literally changing#there's a lot of mysteries in the universe - what makes this one so important?#also no elaboration on the memory TARDIS?#I thought we'd at least get a nod to Tales#also how does Sutekh being pulled through the vortex undo what he did?#since everyone actually seems to see the consequences / partially remember it - are there just piles of sand all through history now?#the TARDIS has some laser weapon system now!?#(come on RTD why not just make it the heart of the TARDIS or something?)#also the genealogy thing still doesn't really make sense either
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Look at these stickers my brain is literally so huge. God. I love them so much.
I hadn't tried to do a sticker sheet at home before because I knew it would be difficult, and I was right! Getting the cut lines to line up with the print was super hard and there were many failed attempts, but it was so worth it I'm so happy with them!!!
This sticker sheet is for my patrons this month ^^
#like seriously I wasted like 10 entire sheets#normally when I do stickers I get to arrange them on a 'print and cut' sheet#which basically has these black marks in the corners that the machine can scan so it can cut based off of where those marks were#so it gets to line up muuuch easier#but with this I didnt want to have just like 2 sticker sheets a page... I wanted to have 4 for an 8.5x11 piece of paper?#cause of obvious reasons I feel#cause the print and cut takes an inch all around#I'm not sure it would be replicable either tbh? like if I were to design another sheet I would have to waste a bunch of papers again#cause for some reason the individual cut lines werent like... it wasnt like it was just entirely offset or entirely scaled 1:1#it was like some parts had to scoot up some spots had to scoot over some down whatever#so I think I would have to print cut and test again#but. also I did all that and realized. I could have been testing this on normal pieces of paper... I didnt have to use sticker paper#its fine! just makes me feel less bad about trying to do this again in the future#the sticker paper isnt that expensive this wasnt terrible#anyways. might do more in the future! I only have one other idea right now for a sticker sheet bt I wanna do it eventually#not like I wont ever have other ideas. obviously.#I just generally try to only make stuff that i'd actually wanna have so i'm not trying to make a ton of designs or whatever#this is actually also why i'm often sort of... late? on the patreon designs#not late like i send them out as soon as payments get processed for that month the design was for#but ideally id be making them ahead of time enough that people could sign up or sign off if theyre interested or not...#but I just dont wanna make a design that feels procedural... I CAN but I wanna make things that are creative and worth paying for!#so. I often will spend multiple days mulling over ideas for that months designs. so I'm not very ahead at all haha#anyways. yeah these are for october and then I've also gotta draw a halloween themed drawing for this year in general that will be the prin#i lov halloween#anyways.#patreon#merch#my bf didnt get it the gravestone box. its like a nerds box shaped like a gravestone...#and the nerds are. ghosts... its good. its good okay you agree
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ruby: i'm a huntress. my team and i are heading to the leviathan and can weaken it for you to attack! jaune: we can? ruby: i can. maria: ruby, when i said "trial by fire"ā ruby: i did it at beacon and at the farm. weiss: you really think you can do it now? ruby: i don't have a choice.
there was something only summer could doā"if i do this right, there's nothing to worry about." in red like roses part ii, summer's part includes "i didn't have a choice, i did what i had to do."
ruby: we don't have to kill you to stop you. and we will stop you. salem: your mother said those words to me. she was wrong, too.
the goal wasn't to kill the leviathan, but to weaken it for the military to attack; and when the answer from the military was no, they're not getting support for them for their ship is flagged as hostile, ruby says fine, they'll do it alone if they have to.
summer's plan wasn't to kill salem, but to use her silver eyes to encase her in stone for what she surely hoped was for eternity; but like the leviathan, salem broke free, and summer was proven wrong.
but what interests me is that ruby asked for help from a local authority, and got a no for an answer because their ship, their mode of transportation, was flagged as hostile. it makes me wonder if summer originally brought up her plan to ozpin as a way to defeat salem once and for all, an attack they'd all play a part in, and ozpin said no. he couldn't reveal his true reasons for why he denied it, but if summer's plan always involved ravenāwho just so happens to have a semblance perfect for transporting peopleā, he could have used that as an excuse; raven had already left, they had no idea if she was loyal to them or not, she could be hostile, etc.
it's too risky.
but summer was determined, and she'd do it alone if she had to; she "didn't have a choice", after all. and the rest is history.
#āi didn't have a choice i did what i had to doā#i know everyone's looking at the lamp as far as what relic summer (and / or raven) had used#but tbh i'm thinking it might have been the crown#esp if its future choice thing is part of its repertoire#if summer saw her 'mission' while using the crown#well. she didn't have a choice then?#it was going to happen one way or another#might as well get it out of the way#perhaps that also played a role in her certainty that she'd make it back home#she thought she had a bulletproof plan#but also. team strq#bad things just happen to them#and things just can't help going wrong at the worst plausible moment
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Something I've seen a couple people saying is that they want to make sure that Laudna understands that she's not the only one who has been through trauma. But like. Laudna is not the only one who needs to learn that lesson. Actually, it's not even that Laudna needs to learn that she's not the only one that's been through trauma at all, because they're all very aware of what they've all been through. This became an inevitable confrontation when Laudna decided to let Delilah back in, though, and after rewatching the scene, I actually think the only people who managed this situation correctly were Imogen* and Ashton.
Orym and Laudna are both more focused on their own pasts with the sword and not thinking about each other. Orym should have talked to the group and come to a decision with them about using the sword and Laudna should have talked to him about it instead of trying to steal it.
*my feelings about this are still up in the air don't read into this too much
#our faves aren't exempt from having to learn these lessons and orym has also not learned this lesson i'm sorry but it's true#ashton and chet are the only ones who have even tried to deal with their personal shit in a semi-productive way tbh#i could elaborate on the imogen handling this correctly but i'm not delving into interpreting that ship so i'm not going to lol#that's another post people wouldn't actually like and it's because i definitely don't mean this in the way you think i mean it#i'm not saying laudna was RIGHT#honestly i'm not getting my hopes up about how this going to be dealt with because i've done that before#and it hasn't panned out in a way that i enjoyed#so we'll see how this goes#also tbh orym walking in wielding that sword was a ballsy move to begin with#props to marisha for instigating tough rp over it#literally laudna going 'i was felled by this blade' and orym going 'so was i' LIKE SHE WASN'T PERMANENTLY DEAD THOUGH#for a long fucking time#and chet saying that orym's lost more like laudna didn't lose her entire family and her entire life lmao#if ANYONE in this group might be able to understand orym's loss it's HER#i know people are going to interpret this as me saying there's a right or wrong to this and i'm not saying that#people acting like one of them had more of a right to the sword than the other is bugging me though#although my vote would definitely be throw that thing in the lucidean ocean#(i mean really i'm like USE IT IT'S PROBABLY COOL) but like if i were IN the situation it would be to toss that thing so far away from me#cr spoilers
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played a game recently that was meh but since it had a drawing implement i proceeded to draw the princess. so many times
[reblogs > likes + reblog my art or i will curse you thousands of times!!!!!]
#amalgam arts#slay the princess#slay the princess game#slay the princess fanart#slay the princess damsel#last drawing accidentally turned into the damsel tbh. initally just drew the princess.#anyway. shes very fun to draw. due to her design philosphy being simple (three-pronged tiara. dreess with v shape that shows shoulders.#curly hair.) its easy to get the hang of things.#theres another rlly cute sketch of her and the player together however i might save that for a big gushy post of them together#alt text#image described art#edit only one of these was done in mspaint forgor to mention
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she's beauty she's grace she's Miss Eevee Cosplay 3.0
#personal#pls don't ask me why i'm up at 2am i don't wanna talk about it#anyway i think she's mostly done maybe#i did some more work on the bangs on the wig after i took these pictures so they look better#and i might try to find some flowery earrings when i go to the store for some other stuff tomorrow#but all the major things are done. i think.#honestly i'm all over the place rn so i could be forgetting something#i keep bouncing back and forth between the one million things i have to do (con and not con-related)#anyway i usually try to do a different cosplay every day of con but idk i think i'll just wear flower eevee both saturday and sunday#bc i've put so much work into it and tbh i don't think i can handle trying to get another cosplay ready rn#the only exception would be maybe doing eevee 1.0 or 2.0 bc have everything except the wigs for those ready bc of eevee 3.0#totoro is friday bc my friends and i are doing a ghibli group!!#i wish i had a different ghibli cosplay just bc i've done totoro so much but i do love totoro and she's easy and comfy so that'll be nice#sorry shutting up now i need to go to bed i have WORK TOMORROW#cries#i should start taking off the whole week of convention lol#(no i shouldn't i should just get back in the habit of getting my cosplays done early and not con crunching -.-)
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GOOD MORNING HAPPY THURSDAY EVERYONE!!!!! I hope you guys have an AMAZING day!!!!!! Iām sending love to each and every one of you ššš
#nina rambles~ā¦#law fic going up tonight! itās the one I posted a snippet of last night#Iāve had a week ā¢ļø#I went to an interview on Monday that drained me#but I met up with a mootie to get drinks after and that healed me#and I might meet another mootie this weekend so Iām excited!!!#I also keep adding onto my wips#like#just last night I started 2 things#both can be drabbles tbh but I need to finish the things I have omg#I gotta go back to work but i love you all!! sending good vibes your way!!!
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Her enemies about my LDB Brigitte: āshe is a cold hearted killer, vicious on the battlefield and can completely empty a house of valuables in minutesā
Actually Brigitte: *crying because a cat sat on her lap today* *avoids combat because she is scared of getting her dog hurt* *gets lost in windhelm every time she visits* *canāt make eye contact*
#my silly woman#her brother and her father are not much better tbh#donāt get me wrong this woman can be a killer but she is more of a pasifist than anything#LDB#ldb oc#skyrim ldb#last dragonborn#last Dragonborn oc#the last dragonborn#the elder scrolls#tes#skyrim#elder scrolls#the elder scrolls skyrim#tesblr#elder scrolls skyrim#the elder scrolls v: skyrim#tes oc#oc: Brigitte Night-torn#elder scrolls oc#the elder scrolls oc#might make another one of these with Micah or Balneim at some point
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So i'm not gonna give my take on it or whatever, but I will leave noah's latest tiktok here for people to watch for themselves and form their own opinion on his statement about his controversy regarding israel/palestine:
#noah schnapp#byler#tbh i said i wouldnt bring this up in the tag again but i figured ppl might as well see the full vid instead of getting the news secondhand#from some headline or tweet. since everyone is gonna find out about it one way or another
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#Iām like mostly recovered tbh but the irreversible physical changes of weight gain are triggering the fuck out of me rn#and itās worse bc I know theyāre in large part due to [redacted] and itās like my fault pretty much so I got no one else to blame! š¤”#and knowing that every day I get older and every day it gets that much harder to lose the weight again bc thatās just what bodies do#I wanna d*e like. knowing Iāll never look the way I did before even if I never eat another morsel of food ever again#I know I donāt wanna go back to the way I felt and behaved when I did look āgoodā like that but just. idk something about knowing I canāt g#*get that back no matter how hard I might theoretically try to in the future. I will always look inferior to that now#helpppppppp Iām just so [redacted lest I get the cops called on me]#ed tw
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#i dont think i will ever be able to tell if im bi or gay or or#shucks mannnn compulsory heterosexuality makes me immediately sick#and in the literal sense too#like i was at my friend's wedding and brought a guy (a friend of mine or acquaintance more like. i just thought he is a good fit for#wedding party. and he was)#but all my friends were immediately like. as soon as he went to the bathroom. they were going ' you should 100% date him'#'he is a good husband material' 'we could finally go on double datesš¤ '#right after i felt so sick i thought i was gonna throw up#i mean it might be the alcohol kicking in but i just find it funny that i felt it after they said all that#two of my friends wanted to speak in private with me and were like 'is he..? are u considering him AT LEAST?'#i know they had no bad intentions. quite the opposite but years after years i still get sad (understatement tbh) abt it..#another part of me knows that this is my fault bc i should've just communicated that i am not comfortable about such comments and#that i (surprise surprise) might not be straight! and that this isnt any default sexuality#buuuuuut how do i tell them this when i honestly dont feel like telling them so that i am able to figure things out on my own terms. i mean#one of my friends kind of knows and i never ever said anything to confirm nor deny anything xjhstwfy why is it so hard#on the other hand. yesterday for the first time i kind of got the feeling that it doesnt matter and that either way i will find happiness#SOME DAY maybe and i dont have to say anything and i can just not take their ~advice seriously and go on about my life#mine
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@katkastrofa, circa 40-ish hours ago: Hey, what if our newest bunch of OCs adopted a baby from one of the other brothel girls who knew she couldnāt afford to raise one? That would make for some fun shenanigans :D
Me, with a notoriously non existent sleep schedule, instinct of self preservation or concern for my poor wrist: Alright, bet. Watch how fast I can make you fall in love with this hypothetical baby >:)
Daneli as a gentle and loving caretaker-turned-adoptive-mother is something that can be So Personal, actually, and originally I was going to leave it at this quick sketch, but then I got carried away thinking about what this child will grow up to be like raised by this little gang of misfits, soā¦
Here she is!! A little older and so, so beautiful, I need more of her in my life immediately, sheās way too precious
And, because I wouldnāt be me if I didnāt also add a sapphic element to this absolute cinnamon roll, a small crack ship that Iām only half serious about for when sheās a little older still:
All in all, we may be getting impossibly far from canon, but I for one already cannot get enough of sweet darling Kumisai <3
(I fully drew three pieces from scratch in 9 hours I cannot feel my brain or my hands anymore send help)
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original characters#jinora#wow. nia drew a canon character? what is this?? who was I replaced by???#but joking aside. a small explanation for this crack ship#originally it was me editing my timeline and realising that Kumisai would be around 14/15 during book 4. the same age as Jinora#so my mind immediately went ššš and I decided to go for it#since in sotrl I sorta implied Jinora had a gay awakening by watching Suiren. so.. why not go all out and make her another baby queer?#no offence to Kai. what they had was rather cute tbh. but it felt kinda out of nowhere and just added for the sake of parental drama#plus she was a young girl meeting someone her age for the first time. of course she got a crush#doesnāt mean she has to stick with it you know?#anyway. as for how they would meet. Midori could introduce them :D#Kumisai is Daneliās daughter. whoās a friend of Summiyaās. whoās Zaheerās sister. whoās Midoriās uncle. whoās friends with Jinora#and spirits know Jinora deserves to act her age a little more often. she has way too many responsibilities on her shoulders#so maybe Midori would think that a friend her age would do her some good#and donāt even try to tell me these two wouldnāt be absolutely adorable puppy crushing on each other. look how cute Jinora turned out here#might be the first time Iāve drawn her? not sure. maybe I did before but it was A LONG time ago. 2019 ish#but okay. enough rambling about Jinora. back to Kumisai#I donāt really have too many headcanons about her yet. but sheās probably rather happy and carefree#having a large support system as a result of being raised communally#I think she considers Daneli her mom and the others are her aunties. auntie Shezan in particular is a notoriously bad influence :)#and maybe one day sheād get to meet her bio mom. but only if thatās something both of them want. not sure yet#I feel like sheās rather disconnected from her water tribe heritage since everyone around her is Earth Kingdom. save Phailin whoās half FN#but she still has small hints of blue in her clothing. the colour matching her beautiful eyes. maybe she is curious about her bio dad a bit#since unlike with her bio mom no one knew him and canāt tell her anything. thatās bound to come as a natural curiosity at some point right?#maybe that can be part of her story when sheās an adult. trying to find her bio dad. but ultimately it doesnāt matter that much#because Daneli is her mom and the only parent she needs <3 Iām really just throwing out suggestions here to fill the tag space#kaaatttt come discuss all this stuff with me I waited all night for you to wake up >:) distract me from my grandmaās tv watching
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read Shizuku4ā¦. why is Saito actually so cute
#project sekai#saito ayaka#ayaka saito#more more jump#mmj#shizuku hinomori#<- in spirit#i won't lie her story made me cry LOL. classic autumn moment these types of stories get me every time#(it was cry in a good way dw. when i saw the cut in to minori crying as well i was like yeah me too girl)#congrats saito you might be one of my fav npcs now#and shoutout to your mom and grandmother for being so sweet <3#and of course to shizuku for always taking her own pain of her past and turning it into lessons for the future#i do want to yap more about this event in more depth tbh but unfortunately i have things to do. maybe another time#autumnal rambles#also i got the shizuku card for this event by doing a random 10x.... it's so pretty..... i want haruai too but. i don't have the gems :(#so sad </3 no more autumn-themed mmj cards for autumn the mmj fan (me)#anyway. an event about future dreams... this is how another shizumafu event is still winnable#<- I still need to read wonderhorror so actually maybe i did already win#though wonderhorror is an event w most of my favs AND they made it spooky themed. it is a win for me regardless
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