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hey hi hello my tummy hurts and I’ve taken TWO?????? naps today against my will am I getting sickies before my trip this weekend? 🫠🫠
also DoM is coming along I’m so sorry I’ve slowed down so much it’s nearly there I promise 😬
#what is goin on#I’m probably horrifically dehydrated also#but still#might be anxiety too???#idk I’ve felt weird all weekend#ax says stuff
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battle jacket update btw . if this means anything to you
#mine#battle jacket#queer punk#punk#diy or die#deleted the old post cause it was giving me anxiety :D#more patches on the back but. i cant be bothered 😭 its 5am and im tired#still unsure on several of the placements ... but its coming along :3#gotta add more bugs.#and paint more patches :P#might redo the stitching on a few of the patches too :'D i did the do not pet and mtbia patches with topstitch thread#why i thought that was a good idea is frankly beyond me#diy fashion#trans punk#punk patches#diy patches#dyke punk#pansy punk#mcr#(will delete prev tag is asked)#i have more pins coming in the mail but im. impatient.....#edit: ok worry for naught it looks awesome on my person
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Good day to you Inside Out :)
Posting somethin’ new for once; wanna introduce something different other than GOBB ;)
Been wanting to hyperfixate on this movie for a long time; have the creatures (the draft and the redraw right after is way too funny for me to not show) :)
#art#fanart#inside out 2#inside out fanart#traditional art#inside out joy#inside out anxiety#inside out ennui#inside out envy#inside out fear#inside out disgust#inside out anger#inside out sadness#inside out embarrassment#emotion#emotion practice#try guess whod my top 3 favs lol#yaya next post will be the flumbo concept art I SWEAR-#might post concept art for this too- OML STOP I PROMISE THINGS I CANT DO-
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Why are college websites sooo stingy with their details, I just want to know what the course actually entails, like what are the concepts they're actually teaching, and they're like oh we're too cool and aloof and mysterious, we can't let you know that, teehee, now sign up for my email list that just redirects you to the home page, boy.
#this is why i never went to college forever and still might not#because their websites are clearly designed by someone who hasn't gone#also good luck getting a cost estimate 😭#i hate it here#ignore me#i thought for a second i might be able to consider looking into schooling for once but i'm convinced college websites are a form of#infernal punishment meant only to cause grief and make the process scary as possible#and also i have no confidence in my skills anymore due to idk adhd and anxiety! so it's all much much too much to consider facing
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the boy! inspired by @triforce-of-mischief:
very loosely based off of this panel from @/linkeduniverse:
and with text/textless versions:
#i am Done (my wrist has given up on me for tonight)#i feel like i could've done Really Cool shading but alas...#i don't think the expression really transferred the way i wanted it to#he looks more pissed off than i was going for#i have same EXPRESSION syndrome actually i've figured out#might come back and change things but for now i am Okay with it#tryna have a 'don't let perfect be the enemy of good' mindset#but also anxiety?? idk i'm just some guy it doesn't really matter in the scheme of things#anyway uhhhhh#ALSO I DID NOT FLIP THE CANVAS AND I DON'T EVEN CARE LIFE IS TOO SHORT!!
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some WIPs from the 80s AU i never finished
#so… hi#i think…. i might start making some stuff here soon#i’ve been gone a lot longer than i intended to be#& i feel a lil bad about it bc i really miss my boys & bein here & all that but#idk it’s just been a rough month#but i’m starting to get the itch to create again#i have a very silly idea for the mbz AU#i also just really want to draw some stuff#i miss making things. i’m going nuts. i’ve hardly done anything fun in WEEKS#i’ve sort of started working on some new OCs but ngl#doing anything that doesn’t involve dhes or kel genuinely feels like i’m betraying them#but i have a concept that i really want to explore so that’s what i’m trying to do#i have been working on a few AUs here & there too but#but mostly nothing fun#i need to do something fun while i still can bc i’m starting at uni next month#& i just know i’m gonna have shit for free time then#i’m taking all in person classes which makes me very nervous#i’m trying to be excited about it but mostly it’s just causing me anxiety lol#but anyway. um. yea. hopefully i’ll catch up on everything & reply to the tags/asks i’ve gotten since i’ve been gone#if i reply to something you said/sent to me a month ago… pls just act like that’s not weird. thanks.#rainyrambles
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School Anxiety
The Autistic Teacher
Note: this can apply to college students and high school too. I remember feeling nauseous when my first day of college started.
#autism#actually autistic#autism awareness month#autism acceptence month#autism & school anxiety#what it can look like#things that might help#this can apply to older students too not just children#I’m sure some of you have been in familiar situations#neurodivergence#neurodiversity#actually neurodivergent#feel free to share/reblog#The Autistic Teacher (Facebook)
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we've met our super heroes, but what about our super villains? time to meet two leaders from the evil syndicate, our heroes' greatest foe...
adélie valois, current heiress to the multimillion dollar tech and research corporation firehawk industries, appears in the public eye quite often. she's got big shoes to fill for a company so renowned...but she really doesn't seem fazed by it. either that, or she doesn't care. but what most don't know is that she's also got big shoes to fill as a supervillain. adélie is a sixth-generation psychic of a long line of supervillains, as well as the fifth to hold the family villain mantle, espritvoyant. it's...pretty clear she's only got a leadership position on the syndicate due to nepotism, given her rather nonexistent work ethic, but her powers are still a huge asset on stealth missions. although she usually just uses them to terrorize the heroes for the most part. her inherited powers have also just left her kind of numb to the thoughts and feelings of others. she readily expects how most people think and how they're going to act and gets bored easily because of it. her coworkers get pretty frustrated with her attitude, but it's not like it's her fault she's surrounded by such predictable individuals. revenge this, injustice that. she swears she's had her family motto engraved in the back of her eyelids at this point. (deep down, though, she resents her powers. she wishes for a little spontaneity in her life. she wishes she could get excited over stuff the way other people can. she wishes she wasn't like this). however, the sudden appearance of solarflare and kuiper have caught her eye as of late...especially the latter, who's surprisingly immune to her mind reading. maybe something worthwhile can come out of all of this...
and whenever she isn't just going at it solo, her partner is usually fellow syndicate leader blindside. he's often teamed with her on missions involving stealth, given his power of invisibility as well as his martial arts prowess provide the perfect balance of defense and offense. while esprit's purpose (or apathy) mostly revolves around just following her family's footsteps, blindside's motives are...a bit more murky. both the heroes and the syndicate are a bit confused about it. how did someone with such an otherwise gentle demeanor end up turning to evil? despite appearances, he doesn't seem to pull punches when it comes to heroes. why does he hate them so much? no one can seem to figure it out, given he just...doesn't talk. and while esprit is the only one he ever seems to hold conversation with given the inevitable nature of her mind reading, she hasn't pushed him on it (for which he is grateful). in the public eye, he goes by ichigo kato, an unassuming librarian with a pretty uneventful day job. well, except for that one nosy journalist who keeps coming in and giving him a near heart attack each time with the titles she keeps checking out...oh, and the fact that that one new hero, solarflare, kind of sort of knows his civilian identity now. there's that, too. he's not sure why she hasn't exposed him yet...but not like he's gonna say anything about it.
up next...we're not done with the syndicate just yet! what else does this organization have in store for our heroes...? stay tuned!
(need more context for this au? check out the other character sheets!
joy, sadness & anxiety // disgust & fear )
#kind of uhm. obvious who the remaining guys are by this point BUT THATS OKAY play along with me.#ALSO ENEMIES ANXIENN REAL HEHEHEHE. i've had the idea for their first meeting in my head for like a month now LOLLLL. losers.#alsouhhhh evil embarrassment anyone?? anyone? any [runs away and trips over absolutely nothing and dies]#inside out 2#inside out#inside out au#inside out ennui#inside out embarrassment#anxienn#anxiety x ennui#inside out joy#inside out anxiety#inside out disgust#inside out sadness#inside out fandom#sketchbook#JOYNESS TOO TECHNICALLY but it's sooo small#MIGHT take a lil longer for the last two sheets bc of. Life and stuff but they're comin!!! all in due time hehe#superhero au
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Questioning Angel (WIP)
#this one is just a self portrait >.>#I had other ideas but once I made Todd nun...it was all over#and I made this one as a sort of pair with Genderqueer so Sam and I can hang out LOL#not to get too sappy but sometimes I imagine what Sam might say to all my questioning anxieties and it makes me feel better#pride angels
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Reframing whenever someone decides to leave you out of something or walks out of your life or just all around neglects your presence not as your loss but as theirs…. like that could have been so much more fun w me in it but I wasn’t and that will forever be your loss
#It might sound arrogant conceited etc but I used to deal w a lot of attachment anxiety bc id be like#That person is so cool. They’re so exciting. They know how to liven something up. I’m missing out on their energy#But now I think ab how they’re missing out on mine too and how they’re at the risk of losing me w every half assed action they take#Loss is never just one way if you know you bring value to something. I legit felt that yesterday for the first time in my life#Ruminating and clinging to ppl less has truly come at the behest of knowing I’m someone worth keeping around#And if you decide not to that’s a failing on your end and I don’t have to overcompensate by proving my worth to you
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misc. newspaper sketches of the guys :>
#sketch#i havent been online much bc of Real Bad Anxiety#hope yall are doing good despite the horrors lately#im slowly clawing my way back to working on art#in the meantime might make more of these newspaper collage things#also im on bluesky now too same username feel free to say hey!
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i'm kind of obsessed with the idea of gojo never driving. like ever. he knows how to drive, he just doesn't like it. he LOVES being the passenger princess and he LOVES taking the public transport.
suguru and shoko both drive (they both also have very sexy cars. like some older cars yk... hear me out shoko with some kind of a convertible?? smoking as her hair flows in the air?? very hot i would say...). sugu and shoko keep complaining about the music he plays but they let him be the dj every single time anyway. satoru doesn't mind sitting in the back either btw. by passenger princess i guess i just meant that he loves to be in the car with his friends lmao. whenever he sits in the back – he's having a party on his own. he has snacks (which he always shares. sugu and shoko just need to open their mouths and satoru is feeding them immediately. they don't even have to ask for it. he sometimes whines about them eating a lot but he still feeds them without a second thought) and he's just loving life back there. he's staring out of the window, slipping from one side of the car to the other and pointing out just about everything he sees. kind of like a child but yk, it's sweet. sometimes he falls asleep in the weirdest fucking positions possible and then wakes up with a terrible neck pain and pouts when his friends laugh at him.
when he's sitting in the front... he's doing all of the same fucking things who am i kidding. he's eating, he's singing, he's pressing his face right against the window and earning a flick to his head for it. also he's fucking AWFUL with maps. idk that just feels right. never ask him any kind of directions bc you'll just get even more lost than you were before; so the only thing satoru is forbidden to in the car is being the gps. actually i kind of have a feeling that shoko isn't that great at it either lmao.... imagine suguru is just sighing loudly before yanking the map from their hands (fuck technology ig) and figuring out where they are on his own while the two of them just laugh their hearts out wahh i love them so fucking much
he looooves the public transport okay. he loves the little rush he gets when he's almost late to the bus; heaving and panting as he barely makes it with a stupid smile on his face. he also loves to blame the subway for being late, it's literally his favourite excuse and whenever somebody tells him to either get a car or idk take the earlier one – he just says that it's boring. because it is!!!! to him it is. he likes to try and enjoy the small things in life and the public transport is sometimes one of those things. he observes everything, he sees everything and he loves telling people about his adventures. the old lady with the rat, the guy with the hair, the man who was naked? yeah, it's all so exciting to him. honestly, i can't really think of anything about the public transport that make him upset in any way. maybe this is a reach but he's just curious little guy okay... he likes to experience new things and whatever might happen on a bus or a tram or a subway is just one of those new things okay.... let him do his thing..... OKAYY anyway i love this man so so so much<333 thank you for listening to my ramble i love you all mwah mwah
#GUYS DO YOU SEE MY VISION#sometimes i think i might be projecting onto him a little too much so yk....#just tell me if it's too crazy#i also don't like to drive btw if that wasn't clear enough lmao#and i like the public transport on days where my anxiety isn't being a massive bitch#i think it's fun and you just get to see so many Things#it's exciting#hihihi anywayy#sugu and shoko have sexy cars CANONNNN#bc i said so#hihihihi#thanks for reading my lovelies#angel boy#mickey is daydreaming#gojo satoru#gojo satoru headcanons#gojo satoru hcs#jjk headcanons#jjk gojo
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I made this a while ago and it was my first ever panel edit but it looks so crincjled idk what happened to him :(
#homestuck#homestuck fanart#homestuck panel edit#john egbert#tavros nitram#i relate to tavros in that confidence is hard#unless you’re fighting someone annoying#than it is so so easy#in all realness though i think i might have like#actual anxiety problems so idk#johntav#?#idk maybe#i dont like this too much#misspelled word is meant to be “crinkled”
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[ID: a digital drawing of astrid hofferson. she's turned with her back to the camera and looking over her shoulder. she's holding a stick with a sheep tied at each end like a weighted bar and she's very buff. in the background is the sea and are jagged rock formations emerging from it. End ID]
death to giving canonically mega strong female characters stick arms. enjoy, bisexuals <3
#astrid hofferson#httyd fanart#httyd#how to train your dragon#i might come back to this concept because i just went for it w/ no warmup and whilst happy i do see some mistakes#first drawing of the day bcs i was rewatching some hiccstrid stuff and couldnt handle it anymore#there ARE stocky women in httyd!! let astrid be one too!!#or at least if not stocky then the halfway mark i got her to#ill draw her properly stocky one day... youll see#anywayyyy happy 1 am!! i might be dying of anxiety but u bet ur ass ill draw buff women no matter the weather or mental state
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it's not good for the job search to have a fundamental, bone-deep certainty that the world will always punish an honest attempt >:|
#robin processes emotions on main#this is the result of my dad being unemployed and/or getting pushed out of his jobs five different times in my childhood#long and depressing story short: he got fired five times for being too autistically blunt and unwilling to lie on behalf of his clients#and every time he lost a job we had to move#and it left me with this just. utter certainty that I will be fired#and/or fail at my jobs#it's a very cold calm certainty#until I think about going out and trying anyway. and then it's a ''oh um um let's think about something else''#it's hard for me to even think about it because it's too scary and my mind sends me in any other direction because I start#physiologically feeling like I'm dying :)#btw this is all just me reminding myself that my anxiety isn't stupid; it comes from literal childhood insecurity#I Don't Actually Think it's true. I Hope it's not true. I just feel in my bones that I'm gonna be homeless someday#google search: how to convince your bones that we might be okay? how to tell your bones we have a chance if we'll take it#ENOUGH midnight rambling. bedtime for robin
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I get so many comments on my Tim series like “omg it’s so hilarious/unrealistic that he gets sick this often, take that boy to a doctor 🤣” and like, I get it, it seems like a lot if you read the series straight through. And part of it is simply because I enjoy writing hurt/comfort fics, so of course that’s what I’m going to gravitate towards. Gotta spark that joy, etc etc
….but like, you guys do realize that people who have medical issues tend to get more medical issues, right? It’s not like “oh he had three things wrong with him already so he’s hit his quota now and anything on top of that is absurd.” It’s more like… this is someone with overall subpar health from a history of chronic neglect, so yeah, he’s probably going to be more susceptible to illness than most people 🤷♀️
#I’m not mad or anything I promise#it just amuses me because I get so many comments like this#and I just wanna be like ‘…okay but we all have that one friend/relative though right?’#you know the one that’s always going back and forth to doctors because their body just kinda sucks at being a body#‘Tim pukes too much I’ve never puked this much in my life lol’#dude he’s got anxiety#which often manifests in nausea#so he already throws up more often than most people#meaning when he IS actually sick from an illness he’s more likely to just puke and get it over with#compared to people who rarely puke who might try to tough it out and just sit there being miserable#(which is definitely my HC for Steph btw)#(but that’s neither here nor there)#settle our bones
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