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It's shenanigans time guys
So have this DpxDc idea.
So, the Justice League and the Light (OR villains in general) have two newish members, they've both been around for about a year and they're from the same plane of existence (a place called the Infinite Realms according to those who dabble in the occult)
And the two seem to have some serious beef with each other.
Wisp and Wrath are basicly feral cats hissing and hekles raised when they spot the other and their fights normally ends in draws. They're evenly matched and sometimes the two even fight to the point they are out of steam and just fist fight.
Needless to say everyone believes they totally hate each other and might one day kill (or end?) One of them.
So everything gets turned upside down when suddenly both factions of heros and villains are suddenly summoned to the Infinite Realms.
In a throne room.
In front of the Infinite King (or most commonly known as the Ghost King)
A King who looks very, very much like Wisp and Wrath (like yeah the two do sometimes look alike, like when they grin with sharp teeth and their hair color, but one has blue skin and red eyes for crying out loud!)
He's staring at them, glowing green eyes that seemed to just... know.
"Welcome to the Infinite Realms. I am King Phantom." His voice echoing in the throne room and seemed to rattle them deeply, like a sudden chill in the early morning.
"I have summoned you all here for a single reason." He continued to say "Tell me..."
Here he paused, closed his eyes before leaning back on the chair then he smiled big and cheerfully asked.
"How are my kids doing in your world? Dan and Ellie aren't causing too much chaos in their wake are they? They tend to go a tiny bit overboard sometimes but what siblings don't when they rough house you know. Tell me everything."
#danny phantom#danny fenton#crossover#dp x dc#blue rambles#danny phantom dc#writing ideas#random idea#dpxdc#dani phantom#danielle fenton#dan fenton#dan phantom#Danny is Dan and Ellie's dad in this one#ghost king danny#prince Dan#princess dani#One is Wisp and the other is Wrath#one is with heroes while the other is with villains#and they fight each other when given the chance#everyone thinks they HATE each other#but theyre just being Realm Siblings#meaning they go rough in their playing#who is who is up to you and whose on what side#Danny's been King for a while btw#he also knows which side his kids are on#he doesnt care as long as they dont cause world ending stuff#to much paperwork for the Realms#Danny summoned the two factions for a parent teacher conference tbh#he wants to know how his kids are fairing in their world
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She really likes fidget spinners, most notably pulling them off things
#shes very silly she cheers me up when i feel like shit#was crying and going on cause things have been rough lately and was screwing with a fidget spinner trying to stay grounded#and she happened to be sleeping on my bed and started watching it so i let her play with it#sure pets are annoying and messy and mean but moments like these remind me of the joy of connection and beauty of life#animals#cats#petblr#cat life#catblr#cat lovers#cat#my cat#calico#calico cat#cute cats#silly cats#silly pet#silly animals#pet cat#pet cats#cat pictures#cat photos#cat pics#funny cat pics#pet lovers#cat lady#queue
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Was nobody gonna warn me that I would fall a little bit in love with every character in Stardew
#I am literally following them around and getting excited like a little puppy its insane#I cant decide who I wanna marry I like all of them… I was a little torn between Sebastian and Harvey at first but now Alex is an#unexpected fav??? and I like Elliott and Sam theyre so goofy.. and I appreciate how down to earth Leah is#Emily is also quickly growing on me she feels like the valleys manic pixie dream girl to me. or at least Clint’s manic pixie dream girl#the only characters I don’t have much to say abt are Shane and maru.. Shane’s still a little mean to me like I know he warms up to u as#u get to know him but I’m not there yet.. and I’m just not all that interested in Maru sadly#it’s not just the marriage candidates its almost all the NPCs especially Granny Evelyn SHES SO NICE?? shes fun to talk to I love giving#her my best flowers.. I also like saying hi to Willy and Marnie they’re nice!!! I love Marnie’s smile it’s so cute#I’m also fond of gus after seeing Linus’ 2 heart event that was so sweet of him… mister gus I’ll give u my best ingredience……..#I’m too busy trying to finish the community centre and make money before I go around marrying anyone or building up friendship#so I haven’t had a lot of time to get to know everyone ;w; I’m trying to trigger the wizards heart events now that I’m at like 9 hearts#with him cuz I wanna be able to move my buildings around#I actually have 2 saves rn one on my brothers pc and one on iOS. but the one on iOS is cosmos file and it just playing as him as a character#not as myself and I think he would marry Alex. but my pc save is my personal file so I’m marrying Harvey#until my pen gets fixed I’ll be drawing at a snails pace pairing the stupid thing but Im making cosmo a ref definitely#I kinda wanna get to know Pam too.. she’s like rough around the edges but in a jaded way I wanna know what she’s like yk#stardew valley#puppy plays sdv#sdv#Stardew#yapping
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Happy fourth anniversary to... well, me! It was four years ago that I signed up for tumblr under the now all-familiar StarDestroyer81 name, and to celebrate, I come bearing some particularly exciting news I've been waiting a few months to announce...
⭐I HAVE A REDBUBBLE STORE!!! ⭐
Shirts, stickers, pins— you want it? It's yours, my friend; as long as you check out the above link! If you've ever wanted to directly support me— or would just love to have select works of mine on merch of your choice— I highly suggest giving my store a look as I put so much work into prepping it for my blog's fourth anniversary! 💙🏳️⚧️✨
#⭐ Star's Art ⭐#Star Speaks#Blogiversary#StarDestroyer81's BIG Day!#RedBubble#RedBubble Artist#RedBubble Shop#Merch#Mega Man#Rockman#Pizza Tower#Rascal 1983#Trans Artist#Artists on tumblr#Support Trans Artists#Coolness#I'VE BEEN WAITING SINCE JANUARY TO ANNOUNCE THIS!!! 💙🏳️⚧️✨#If you told me in 2020 that four years from now I would both have merch for my tumblr blog and that my preferred name is 'Julia'#I would probably blankly stare at you and go back to playing King of Cards or something#Silliness aside— now you can have some of my greatest hits printed on products of your choice!#Naturally the selection of designs I have will only grow going forward though I hope what I have to start is more than enough#A good portion of the designs are replicas of shirts my OCs wear. Including my fursona's 'coolness' shirt!#I will say that there are some things there that I've never touched on before on this blog and I hope to change that very soon#Finally... while I don't particularly like to go all that much into my personal life on this blog... it's been pretty rough as of late#So again if you'd like to directly support me by way of purchasing anything in the shop... that would mean the world to me 💙
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I was having fun with making up their voices! I've also decided to solve a question of languages (languages color-coded to avoid confusion).
Also, this one has quite a lot of tiny text, so I've included transcripts.
[ID: a list illustrated with colored doodles of characters' heads. Titled Who speaks what?
Igna [cartoon picture of Igna's face drawn in brick red color]: Native language: illiraian (southwestern regional form). Understands enough elvish to know when she's being threatened, and can ask for directions, but not much more.
Argo [cartoon picture of Argo's face drawn in sap green color]: Native language: northern elvish. Fluent in illiraian, hardly discernible accent. (it took Igna 3 months to figure out what's off - he rolls 'R' a bit too hard and his vowels sometimes are pronounced too close to the back of his throat).
Theria [cartoon picture of Theria's face drawn in muted brown color]: Native language: Samhran. Fluent in illiraian, audible samhran accent (difficulty pronouncing consonant clusters, palatalising 'L's and 'T"s, mixing up vowels and dyphtongs, sometimes sing-song affect to the vowels). Speaks basic Andaran and broken Omtheron.
Daen [cartoon picture of Daen's face drawn in violet color]: Native language: Moer. Fluent in illiraian, Andaran and gods know what else. Communicative in old elvish. Understands both dwarven languages, but speaks neither. No discernible accent in illiraian.
Haart [cartoon picture of Haart's face drawn in blue]: Native language: Kará (east-dwarvish). Fluent in illiraian (mostly without an
accent, but he often switches soft and hard 'H'). Understands some Andaran and Omtheron. Knows his local variety of sign language.
Knows some expressions in samhran (exclusively swearwords and toasts).]
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Results: Igna is a spoiled kid, she's the only one in the group who has the luxury of speaking her native language day-to-day. She grew up in complete nowhere, with a very scarce contact with other languages. Tentative A1 in elvish, due to her dad trying to teach her.
Argo probably had the knowledge of Illiraian hammered into his head during his education - inhabitants of Riss speak exclusively a dialect of elvish day-to-day, but the duchy is an enclave, and it would be severely imparing not to know the neighbors' language.
Theria has been away from home long enough to gain a pretty good grasp of Illiraian, and has around B1 level in Andaran. Both spoken with a pretty thick accent, her native language is from a different language family with a strikingly different phototactics, and she's learnt the foreign languages pretty late.
Daen speaks many languages, and all of them pretty well. Maybe it's his long lifespan, but it's possible he's got a knack for language learning.
Haart has had a similar situation to Argo in a sense he's lived in a close neighboorhood of another language and learnt it in childhood. He comes from a merchant house, so it's understandable his family would want him to know foreign languages.
[ID: a scale diagram titled "profanity meter" Left to right: Daen titled "Apocalyptic event indicator", Igna titled "curses when hurt", Argo titled "curses if pissed", Haart titled "curses to emphasise" and Theria titled "Fuck is a sentence divider"]
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I have to face the fact that Theria most probably has a severe case of unwashed mouth. Her mercenary career spans a good few years when she enters the stage and she doesn't seem like the type to watch her language, so in all probability she doesn't even notice that she curses like a sailor.
[ID: a list titled "Voice and expression". On the left side there's an up-and-down double ended arrow titled "pitch". Characters from top to bottom:
Igna: Easily the highest voice of the group. Clean, and rather strong despite it. Makes an open and honest impression when speaking, fairly good singing voice.
Theria: on the lower side of feminine voices, full-bodied voice with a bit of a vocal fry, on average way louder than the rest of the group. Enjoys singing, but easily dominates a choir
Argo: rather raspy, matte voice. Has a tendency to mutter - the limited sensitivity on the scarred side of his face makes it harder to speak clearly. Speaks quite fast despite of this. Can't hold a note for his life.
Haart: soft, full baritone. Probably the nicest laughter. Nice singing voice, talks with his hands a lot. Makes a characteristic huff when he's nervous.
Daen: low, resonant voice. Clear pronounciation. Reticent, rarely talks more than necessary. Makes a formal impression.]
Last but not least, my trials to work out how would they probably sound like. (I'm not really one to do voiceclaims).
#OC#Isaldi#worldbuilding#Igna Sharille#Argo Riss'Aerle#Theria The Cold Paw#Daen#Haart#cw: swearwords#long post#I tend to not imagine the voices of the characters clearly enough when I write so this is as well a cheat sheet for me#I think I like the idea of Haart using his cursed hands as a mean of communication#feat. a bit of language related nerding#don't be fooled - I am not going to think up 8 different conlangs XD#best I can do is a vague idea of how they sound - maybe someday I'll have a rough sketch of some features of elvish grammar#mostly because it features heavily in the story - apart from Igna's father and Argo Yrreth is an elf too#he speaks a different dialect - I think there's around five#maybe six full generations of separation between the northern and the southern dialect#they still mostly understand each other but these are definitely different#the reason why I've included their singing voices is that there is no magical tape recorders in Isaldi#so the general population will naturally sing and play instruments a lot more as a pasttime#Argo makes up for his terrible singing voice with his ability to play instruments#he's got a courtly education so it's pretty normal#I'm still very much not sure if I'm doing transcripts/IDs right#I may post a version without them later too but I'm not sure if it doesn't defeat the purpose of them
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okay so sometimes you just need to have a really big cry and then put your hands and face into the spaghetti and then the world will start to feel less horrible
#posts only david will understand#for context. i'm fingerknitting him a blanket and i've had to unravel it and redo it about 3 times because i kept making it too long and-#-then it was too short and yada yada yada artists will get what i mean (i have never ever done textile art before)#so it's currently just a giant spaghetti-esque pile of unravelled yarn sitting in a freshdirect bag in the corner of my room#and i was crying about how rough school is rn and he was like hey honey can you maybe go put your hands in the spaghetti#and lo and behold. it improved my mood almost instantly#it does not fix the overdue assignments or the 60000 things i need to do for my play but it did make me Not Sobbing#so yippee! will be adding that to the toolbox for the future
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#its seems we really may be at the end of vanity#i missed a call from my dad and thought we might be in a connors birthday situation but no. not yet#he did say that it feels like this is it bc my mom's situation is complicated bc she has so much wrong at this point#its like a h0use md episode. the doctors dont seem to kno what to do and shes not very coherent#so my dad was saying that i should look at flights and by tonight hell let me kno if i should pull the trigger and buy a one way ticket home#it sucks. he sounds rough. i feel so bad for him. his wife of 29 years is dying#its not fair. shes only 53#i wanna be there but im stuck here across the country. i wanna go home. thats a bit frighting tho bc itll take me at least 10 hrs to travel#and i dont want her to die while im in the air but i also dont want her to suffer#i hope she gets better but if she doenst i hope its fast. there dont seem to do any good options. shes so tried and its so complicated#and if she does get better than this then what would that even mean? my sister says it doesnt feel like there will b a better anymore after#this. and bless her to the ends of the earth she reached out this morning and was giving me updates#comforting to kno im not just being dramatic. its actually just really bleak#its kinda funny tho. my sister was like meh it doesnt seem so bad and then like 10min later she was like yeah no i was wrong its sorta#horrible apprently shes been deterorating#god. if i go back home do i take clothes for a funeral? do i keep up to date with my genomics class? will i become offset from my graduate#cohort? will i get my wish to play with legos at home? all questions worth considering#well. ill deal with whatever comes. so it goes. itll b fine. i mean ill b fine#just sad ya kno?#three weeks ago she was alright and saying she could fly out to take care of me after oral surgery#now shes dying#unrelated
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i am allowed to not want to give myself intimately in every single aspect to my platonic friends. i am allowed to want to reserve some intimacy for a different type of relationship. i am allowed to be picky about who receives my intimacy, despite being an aromantic who gives my all in friendships.
#this is me. asserting my boundaries. to myself.#i’ve had a rough couple of days#filled with insecurity and guilt and overall feeling very misunderstood#read: sometimes i really really want to kiss someone but my first kiss means something special to me and i don’t want it to be with someone#who does not feel alterously / the same way about me.#it’s not about hitting milestones and getting it over with anymore. i know what i want. i just wish people would understand that#my best friend wanting to kiss me should be amazing by aro standards but it’s filled me with a lot of guilt because i don’t want her to be#my first kiss. because i know she sees the whole thing as an experiment and !! i am not an experiment. i don’t want my first kiss to be an#experiment#i don’t know. it’s very complicated.#i believe wholeheartedly that platonic relationships can encompass so much and it’s all okay#but then i feel like i am playing into the amatonormative agenda when i say i want it to be with someone ‘special’#everyone is special to me but i want an alterous partner :( i want to be loved in the way i am most comfortable#LONG SIGH#sorry this isn’t a very cutesy post :( been going thru growing pains.#text#admin post#not alterous#aro#aromantic#aroace
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THIS DUDE BIG AS HELL
#he looks edited into this image thats how fucking big he is#for context this is one of emmas puppies from january. once my cousin kept and i get to keep contact with#he doesnt get nearly enough attention bc her kids r so small n hes Huuuggeee and rough from the lack of play so i am always covered in#scars when i go to see him but its so worth it#means i dont have to put them there myself if nothing else. a piece of my heart torn into my body#ash is mentally ill#emma tag#buck
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Still normal don’t even worry about it (Patreon)
#Doodles#ADHD#I was Very nice to my fixation - when it was fixated on the thing I wanted it to be lol#Honestly I wasn't even that mean about the two (2!!) other things it wanted to brain-focus on#Mad about it but in that dopamine way lol#''Can we please get dopamine from this thing and not those other things? Please'' ''Lol''#That is not an answer!#It is honestly still really interesting data :0#I've still never successfully forced a fixation but this is at least the second time I've continued a falling fixation#I wonder what the through-line is hahaha <knows the through-line#I was actually very resistant to fixating on the other things because my pride got in the way again lol#To the point where I didn't even write them down until recently pffft yeah that's how that works#''If I don't write them down then they don't count'' Uh Huh#Even if there are Some similarities to the last time I forcefully refixated there are still enough differences to make for interesting data#Like how the last time I had three in conflict did Not go well it was very rough on my brain - but this time was nice :D#Probably helps that the two-pair were kinda-sort from the same source so really I guess it Could be argued that it was just two in conflict#But I'm not counting it that way and since it's my brain and I make the rules that's what matters lol#The next set is one of the fixations you all saw the TV Guide for this week it's fine lol#The other - it's another video game but hmmm I might see about making fanart if/when I actually get to play it myself#It's very silly so I'm gonna hold onto it for a bit longer haha
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hhhhhhhhhh being annoyed with someone and knowing you're in the wrong about it is the fucking worst
#i have a friend where every fucking time i talk to them i just hear about how bad their life is#'undergrad was so bad and it's so rough and my master's was so isolating'#'also i'm having a bad time and i'm still not over my toxic relationship that ended four years ago' like bro i do not care.#i stopped caring like a year and a half ago#and i know i'm being a bitch! i know it's callous and mean of me to be sitting here going 'goddamn man get the fuck over it'#'oh i lost so much time i could be better off in my career by now....' too bad!! the time is gone anyway!!! everyone progresses#at different rates!!!!!#it has already happened! it's over! it's done! it's time to pick yourself up and move on!#and i know i'm being mean!#i don't say these things out loud at all bc i know it's cruel but i have hit my limit!#i have played therapist with them for years now and i'm tired! i don't fucking care! get your shit together or shut up!!#again. i know i'm being a bitch. i know this! but goddamn. i'm so fucking tired.
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@beatingheart-bride
"Oddly enough, no," Dorian admitted, as he helped himself to a cup of tea, giving it a cursory blow to cool it down before he took a sip, saying, "I thought I would be, especially as we come down to the wire, but...I just can't say that I am. Call me an optimist, but...I just have a feeling that there's nothing to worry about."
All throughout these weeks of planning, of playing at being the happy couple with Emily, of scheming behind their families backs, of all the preparations being made, he was waiting for the proverbial shoe to drop, for the nervousness to kick in...and yet, it never did. He felt strangely calm about the proceedings, like something in his bones assured him that everything was going to be alright, and he was inclined to believe that. After all, Nicholas had been removed from the picture entirely, all of New Orleans was eating up everything they'd seen and heard about the young couple, and both their families were none the wiser to the plan. Everything was going off without a hitch, and he was glad for it.
That being said, he didn't miss the way Emily fidgeted with her sleeve, and he knew she wasn't feeling quite as calm as he was. Setting down his cup, he asked her gently, "I...take it you don't feel the same?" Perhaps if they talked it out together, she'd feel a bit better?
#((i don't mind the time skip at all! and as for lost media holy grails; ooh...))#((i defidently agree about hitogata; i'd love to see that one recovered; as i'm inclined to believe))#((that it's be a real psa and not just false memories/mandela effect for a bunch of people))#((and so i'd love to see it recovered!))#((and i also agree about jeff the killer; i'd love to see the original; unedited image too!))#((there's another one; a tv commercial the lost media wiki is on the hunt for; a philippines ad for a flower shop))#(('encarnacion bechaves'; if i remember correctly; the commercial was weirdly unnerving))#((based on what people have said about it; and so i'd be down to see that one recovered as well!))#((there's also tons of film lost media i'd love to see found: the english language track for the 1933 'monkey's paw'))#((since we only have the french language track; despite it being an american production; oddly enough))#((the two hour rough cut of the original 'child's play' is another big one; since i'm a big 'chucky' fan))#((the missing scenes from 'the 5000 fingers of dr. t'; my favorite bizarre dr. seuss film))#((the missing scenes from 'an american werewolf in london' i'd like to see))#((and 'dracula's death' is another big one! if it *is* real; that would mean there was a film))#((made before 'nosferatu' that took a stab at adapting 'dracula'; but that's only if it's real))#((we have some still images on the wiki; but i admit that i'm a little skeptical))#((as the vampire in the window in one picture looks an awful lot like max schreck as count orlok))#((and i can't decide if it's because it's a faked image or just a happy coincidence!))#((and there's just other little ones i'd like to see recovered; such as stuff relating to a japanese manga/anime series))#(('gegege no kitaro' that's been going on for literal decades; but some of the early stuff))#((as well as an official film and a fan film are both missing; and since i've gotten into the series))#((-largely because of the lost media wiki-))#((i'd really love to see them be recovered!))#((there's plenty more here i could list off but those are a few that just pop into my head!))#((but what about you? are there any other pieces of lost media you'd like to see?))#outofhatboxes#beatingheart-bride#V:Days of Future Past
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am finally back home and can say without a doubt that i am just fundamentally not built for long distance travel however the train was much nicer than planes
#that being said. pressurized cabins drive me insane a little bit#and also it gives you pretty intense sea legs for a While#like. the ones from the first trip hadnt gone away by the return one. so. might be stuck with that for a few days#we shall see#also ajr live fucks severely#the albums were already incredible but that was a goddamn religious experience#like. idk the way i think abt it is theyre more djs than a regular band esp w their performance showing the making of way less sad#like their music is very electronic‚ theyre making mixes of their own sound effects more than singing in one go#so like. the vocals were a teeensy bit rough at times#notably times it has taken me Literally Hundreds Of Hours Practice to be able to consistently sing along with#and times ive found its literally physically impossible to like. no matter what#idc how big your lungs are‚ there is no human on earth who can do that final run of karma in one breath#much less to An Entire Stadium After An Hour Of Jumping And Dancing And Singing Loud As Fuck#so like i dont blame them for that‚ you dont go to live shows expecting it to be 100% perfect anyways jwbdjsbfksb#the trumpet however. well she was certainly playing sometimes. and was very enthusiastic about her flares.#however. in most of their songs they use midi trumpets to my ear at least#meaning she was likely an addition specifically for live performances and in my personal band kid opinion#prooobably was not in any of the like. higher tier bands? idk just. a lot of the mistakes she was making were hitting as stuff that got#taught out of us the instant we joined any band beyond regular concert#so i would guess she was probably just like. a friend who happened to play trumpet in high school or maybe even just middle school#and they knew that the trumpet parts in their pieces were big and distinct enough that like they /had/ to get a live player#and just kinda. didnt anticipate the audition -> performance gap#like. her tone was really fried the whole time like she was playing as hard as possible#which. she was mic'd. have the sound guy turn her up.#the way they did it made it sound like she was using a mute but not. like she only got the bad parts of a mute from it yknow#her tempo and timing were. bad. theres no nice way to put that one it just Was Bad‚ like the trumpet runs in ajr songs arent. complicated#like. quite literally if you handed me the sheet music right now i would have it down perfect in a week at absolute most#and better than that player on sightread. like. we did so many sightreading drills.#like ill share my band kid creds if anyone cares but i need to emphasize this isnt me being braggy like. they genuinely just arent hard#fuck im out of tags. w/e i think only like one of yall also listens to them anyways so i can leave it there
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is liros story a nuzlocke or regfular story?
will it also just be the exact same story of xy or?
It's just a regular story, though Liro's team and some battles will be based on my actual playthrough of the game! (I did consider a nuzlocke, but they're too limiting in what story you can tell with them)
And it wont be the exact same! I want to change some things around that'd make the plot make more sense to me and add a bit more to it! (and just in general focus on developing the characters more)
It'll start branching off more at the end of this first chaptery thing (I'm very excited for it)
#I felt very strongly when I started that the beginning needs to remain as similar as possible so I can point things out later#after the first chapter I'm going to start focusing on more original stuff but it'll still follow the same path#I mostly just want to prove to myself that the plot doesn't need to change much to make sense and be impactful#also by some battles I mean I only started writing down things properly about my playthrough halfway through hah#it took me a while to properly commit to actually making a comic#so for the beginning I was mostly just taking rough notes of what was happening#then after meeting sycamore I began recording all the important dialogue#and then towards the end I was writing down EVERYTHING including some reactions -I- had to things in case I wanted to play off of it later#I am so serious about trying to give XY's story a fair shot I've done so much research and even then I feel like I haven't done enough#XYLiro
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How are you doing today Kai?
I sure do be existin man 👋
#my siblings and I are playing sonic frontiers on sundays#it's actually the highest quality sonic game that's come out in a LONG time#it gives me fond feelings#asks#that aside dude honestly I'm an up and down mess#music is one of the few things that brings me real peace recently#you ever go like#'I am not inspired to create anything because I'm almost all on my own with it and I think I actually have been for a long time now'#because that is a thing. that is happening#don't really have any project buddies anymore#no one fighting for similar goals as me#people to throw ideas with#it's rough#like man how do I be inspired to write when I don't know anyone who's working on their own thing?#in art + writing I mean#y'know maybe that's why I'm having such a hard time
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honestly i'm not even opposed to the idea that birdie was a messy father. like i generally see him as a very loving and decent dad with the best intentions but even i have some thoughts about parenting flaws and fuck ups he probably had and how his parenting might have impacted the boys from the limited stuff we know about his general personality and his life situation pre-flash. like yeah i think he had the best intentions, but i also think there were probably things that were harder on the hall boys than they had to be, wrt joey's disability, jimmy's mental illness and their mom not being around, because birdie didn't handle them correctly. it's just that blaming alcohol for any parenting issues he may have had with jimmy and joey is literally and canonically incorrect
#like obviously this is exacerbated heavily from him being boozed up constantly but birdie pretty clearly blames himself for things#and is VOCAL about things like worry and grief#so i can so easily see joey and jimmy being nervoud to approach birdie when joey can tell his health is going sour#or when jimmy knows he's starting to be in a really bad place mentally#and it's not because birdie is abusive or they're afraid of him or anything! they know he'd care and wouldn't be mad at them#but they're kids who care about their dad and whenever they're in a bad spot dad just Worries So Much and isn't good at hiding it#so they let things fester longer than is healthy because well. we don't wanna make dad sad :/#we don't wanna worry him more than he already worries...#like i do not think birdie was a perfect dad and his (well meaning) reactions to things probably were rough on the boys#i even have a few thoughts about him potentially being So Worried For His Boys that he had to like#step out of the room for doctor's appointments or break down when his kids really needed him to hold it together#i truly and genuinely believe that he just like... fucked up a lot even though he had good intentions#and that it did impact his kids even though birdie was a pretty Normal Dad who really loved his kids and had kids who loved him#it's just that like. alcohol genuinely canonically did not play a role and birdie seemed to care about his children deeply
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