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birbwell · 1 month ago

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oh [tumblr dashboard] im just feeling real low

#me when I vent in tags rn =^_^=#i could draw things that matter but im not good enough for it.gh #i keep putting off ideas i want todo bc i want to be Good when i do them but as a result i make like. super derivative stuff #who give a fuck if its derivative etc etc what if I give a fuck #thr people need to know that i have thoughts !! about characters !! and sometimes theyre awesome #but also are they even. etc #ill be fully so real i hate feeling like i dont know anything #n i think i end up like. self fulfilling prophecy etc etc #tldr feel like my arts shit and whatever js behind it is shit. shrug #birbwellspeaks

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rayroseu · 5 months ago

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(doodle) my house just got flooded and i kinda cried and started acting emotional so to cope with this struggle i am now theorizing that Lilia's cottage gets flooded once in a while when theres an extremely heavy storm☝🌧🌧🌧

(im pretty sure lilias cottage is not those expensively well made ones and theyre near a river so it kinda makes sense it gets flooded once in a while lol)

lilia and silver works together to sweep the floor and clear out the mud or fix any ceiling leaks most of the time (Malleus rarely visit, Sebek's house is too far away) (although Lilia can easily magic away all these problems but he cant cuz he gotta minimize his magic consumption if he still wants to cast lots of magic for 10 more years)

This is also one of the reasons why Malleus returns to the cottage other than for spending time with Silver, Lilia, and Sebek, he is their cottage repairman lol

i do know that Lilia wont cry about this, i just want Lilia to cry about poor housing facilities like the grown up fae he is ✨✨✨✨

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milkweedman · 4 months ago

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Made another spindle. It's very small. Also very irregular and lumpy due to the wood (I wanted the raised brown lines to stay and erred on the side of caution in how much I cut away...but that did lead to a very irregular spindle).

It also wanted to crumble as I carved, so pretty much all the fine tuning I just did by sanding it, which helps to compress the fibers down as well as remove material without crumbling or splintering.

It really came to life when I oiled it. Probably will be best after a few good coats and some time. My woodburning kit seems to be totally gone, which is a bummer. So I'm not woodburning anymore.

Spins well. Obviously being so tiny and light it was always going to be a fine spinning spindle, but effortless thread from an unprepped piece of fleece is pretty indicative as well. I seem to find myself carving mostly thread spindles at the moment. They're always so small and light in the hand, they remind me of holding baby birds.

#hurt a lot and its the only physical task ive managed today in any capacity #and it exhausted me and im falling over frequently #just from walking the 20 steps to my lawn chair outside the gate and whittling a small spindle #my sister was suggesting activities we could do but they all require holding things really #can barely even hold my phone to type rn #i also cant stop wondering if each spindle is the last i will ever be able to carve because they are so difficult #and take a pretty heavy toll on me. really upsetting to think about because i love whittling #and in an ideal world i would spend a significant amount of time in pursuit of making spindles #but i can't and each one is more difficult and painful #this one i was wondering at what point it becomes unsafe because i lose precision with the knife #when the pain is so bad im dissociating #which i was #switched to sanding instead then #idk man. could i have a shred of certainty about my body ? is that so much to ask for ?#things change and get worse so rapidly i never even have time to adjust to my new norm #there is no norm just rapid decline #i wouldnt have pushed thru the hell that was my teens and childhood if i knew this was what was next #oh well. here i am. whittling spindles thru the blinding pain anyway #what else can you fucking do #spindle making #whittling #supported spindle #vent in tags

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sleepyyghostt · 3 months ago

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any time i remember that trump supporters are in any way associated with christianity i feel fcking insane

#i dont wanna vent too much on the internet #its just . like. a fucking anomaly. these things do not fit together. i dont understand #contradictory to the point of nausea #textpost tag #i dont know i feel like i should. i have so many (scattered)thoughts i want to put together #like there are. important things. and i want everyone to... like i love god. and i know that this is so important and i want everyone to #understnad and have access to that. like deep soul fulfilling stuff. and the core of beautiful love for everyone forever . etc im tired rn #but then some fcking how. the . hell world we live in and like constructed human culture and such #twists it all in a way that makes it so inaccessible to so many people #and i look around and im just horrifiei #i know this might sound like a less important topic to some but to me and my understanding its like. to be able to know christ *is* the #best thing that can happen for someone #and prioritising that comes from a place of i just care about people so much. and i want. good things . obviously.#i dont wanna come off as annoyingly preachy i just. i really mean what i say #and when that gets fcked with im like head explosion.#the love of christ compels us for we are convinced one died for all. etc #maybe ill write my thoughts coherently one day

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666silco · 2 months ago

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slight vent but it pisses me off so bad when any time you bring up silco at all on tiktok someone brings up his wrongdoing. like yes. we know. this convo isn’t about that rn. make your own post idk

#idk it’s so rude imo #i don’t bring up how shitty the council was every time someone brings up Jayce and Mel #/srs not even being snarky cause like. it’s true. but that doesn’t ruin someone’s ability to love their character yk #not every conversation needs to turn into holding fictional characters accountable #trust me I love doing it it’s fun #but time and place yk #kinda shitty to bring it up when fans are just trying to have fun #might delete later #silco #also on tagging him i can’t stand when people plague the tags with character hate #at least tag it as anti so fans can block it out and enjoy their scroll #again i promise im not trying to say fans should be able to live in ignorant bliss #just #let people enjoy things every now and again yk #this goes for every fandom ever btw im just venting about silco rn

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sage-is-in-fact-very-tired · 25 days ago

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✨️jazz hands✨️ wow I wish I could just I don't know, fucking finish my milk in piece without it all being linked back to me wanting to play on the computer. like yeah guys good association its definitely true for sure guys you're so fucking smart huh, not like I maybe, I dunno know, just wanted to finish my milk and also get things done on the queue. not like thats a thing I could do. nope not at all for sure you're so smart thinking you know everything going on in my brain

#sorry #your periodic vent post cause i cant fucking be bothered #i love my parents but fuck can they just stop for a second and consider #i dont know . that maybe their oldest in the house rn is a little neurodivergent #and that maybe im not tryong to agrue im just trying to explain #and #i dunno #okay im just a little annoyed and a lot upset cause my dad keeps ✨️jumping to conclusions✨️ about how the people i play minecraft #with are like . bad people #like sorry dad ive talked to these people for a year or more in most cases also I'm almost an adult fuck off man #like yeah dad hate to break it to you ive been doing this new internet thing for a while now i know when people are creepy #ive had a creepy person talk to me. i know what it looks like #im not fucking stupid dad. sorry #anyway #sorry chat #needed to rant a little before i went insane #vent post #rant post #a tag to help find my own posts

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xx-psych0-rabbit-xx · 1 month ago

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DO NOT FUCKING CALL ME CODEPENDENT ON THAT WOMAN NEVER IN A THOUSAND YEARS.

#analiceoriginal.txt #NOW SHES TALKING ABT IT *AT* HER TELL HER TELL HER!!! I CAN BE TRUSTED W THE MICROWAVE!!!#I CAN TURN THE GODAMN MICROWAVE ON!!! ITS JUST PLUGGING IT IN!!!#I CAN TURN...A MICROWAVE ONNNNN!!! *my psychic powers send everything away*#girl stop admitting youre projecting on me.thats weird...you should feel bad abt it.#girl she keeps talking abt her childhood now too like girl whos the center of attention here.whos the patient.i think its the girl whos #HAVING HER SESSION RN.WHO IS NOT YOU.#the reason you didnt have friends is prob your personality ngl.#srry she accidentally turned her wifi off im yapping in the tags to pass time now la la la #i think im gonna draw later i think i deserve that 🩷#oh shes bringing up being ace oh were going there already? like rn? okay lol #like the therapist.damn were just going there rn w my mom here?? okay lol.i wasnt telling her just bc that was too much effort #n she doesnt listen to me.well that actually solves a lot of problems bc shes hearing it from someone she actually listens to! yay yippee #GIRL WDYM YOU PAID ATTENTION TO ME GROWING UP??? SINCE WHEN????? TALKING TO YOU IS TALKING TO A WALL?????????#if you did i would not have spent all day yesterday vent posting nobody was talking to meee liar liar pants on fireeeeee #'he said i was like the daughter he never had' nobodys ever family claimed me before i think i deserve the experience more than you.#trying to explain in every manner possible i cannot hold pens girl why she is NOT listening.girl LISTEN TO ME ON MY DISABILITY!!!#girl can you stop making it sound like im only resistant to your ideas bc i dont like change YOURE NOT LISTENING TO MY PREFERENCES???#THIS IS IGNORING ME THATS WHATS HAPPENING

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megumi-fm · 9 months ago

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#okay random story time i don't know why im narrating this or how i even stumbled upon this memory rn #but i generally do sad vents in the tags and for a change this is a funny one #so back in highschool (i say highschool but i mean junior college) i used to visit this park near my house a lot #i was an sg kid back then and the thing about parks there is that they're kinda beach-parks and they have the best cycling/running tracks #they're also really massive parks so i used to go often. sometimes bicycling. other times walking. yeah. the park was like my sanctuary #anyway. there are quite a few bike rental areas in the park and there was a cute lil shop next to this one particular rental place #and they sold like biscuits and water and icecreams and stuff and i went there a lot #and on one particular day i went there and there was this guy around my age part timing at that shop #now again this might be culture specific bc i dont see it in india but part timing in uni/pre-uni is pretty common is sg #a lot of shops and restaurants employ teenagers to twenty something ppl for part time jobs... anyway im just adding context #point is that i had walked to the park with my mum that day and she told me to go buy a couple icecreams so i went to the shop #and i saw this guy around my age and like. not to be a simp but this dude was so pretty?#like he saw someone had come to the counter so he looked up and shot a smile and i thought i got slapped by sunlight #i could spend the next several lines going on about his pretty tan skin and his glowing raven eyes but this is pathetic enough so ill stop #anyway he saw me and smiled really wide (customer service smile- i thought to myself) and i smiled back and asked for icecreams or whatever #and then this guy started getting chatty right. so he was all 'you come here (to the park) often right? ive seen you with your bike a lot'#see now. the problem with me is that i always think im bothering people. this poor dude was attempting to make conversation #and i was replying with one word answers #and i wasn't even realizing that he didnt want that. bc he kept asking more questions and i. kept. shutting them down.#then when he gave me the icecream he was all 'are you here alone? icecream alone is no fun... i could keep you company if you want..?'#which. he was being really cute about right. but because im so fucking dense i was all 'oh no i came with my mom actually'#and he went 'aw man' in this really cute but faux sad way which i didnt understand at the time and i left and then #after three full fucking days. i realized this man was tryna hit on me?#and then i went to the park like a week later and he was gone. poof. i even thought of asking the uncle in charge of that place #then i got too embarrassed and chickened out #yeah so turns out my neurodivergence neutralizes any sort of rizz that comes my way #i could've been chilling with a cute boyf rn but no😩 this is my destiny #megumi in the tags

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candycryptids · 3 months ago

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Fucked up you can just be accosted by pain that keeps you awake when we all know sleep is when you do the most serious healing hence maybe if these fuckass joints would let me be SLEEPY TIMES things could improve but nnnyyyyoooooooooo. Fuckin. Dumb.

#I’m thinkin so hard about lil kiddo Mochiie to cope it’s like an oven in my brain rn.#also Feral Paws my beloved Feral Paws….. Keathan is so so so talented and we’re doing our own FP upscales….. magical as fuck….#when the bugs are hammered out we’ll release them OwO but only when they’re ready….#my boy….. he is thoughtful and thorough…..#not like me 🫢 Upside: I think I’ve found a guide on how to advanced modpacking again #however I keep getting distracted by Mochi’s stupid beautiful face.#day-2-day #venting and loathing #the tags and the text are not related to each other. this is like a secret second post. idk.#fuck my joints FR though

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ryonello · 2 years ago

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valorant catgirls on the brain again .... fade this time :3

#fade #valorant #hazal eyletmez #sorry for no art for a while ! i have been um . going thru it #this month has been the worst for a long time i am having a lot of SHit Happen ALL AT ONCE but i keep trucking #🥺👍#my car kaboomed . and i need to buy a new one . and everything costs so much #+other financial shit happening BUT ITS FINE BC I HAVE A BUNCH OF CONS NEXT MONTH #i am goign to be exhausted but i am going to be okay . staying strong staying positive crying a lot but thats fine it is like that sometimes #hope life is treating yall better than me rn <3 #sorry for spontaneous vent in tags on unrelated art oops #anyway ! :D #i will be at adelaide ozcc next weekend / melbozcc the following weekend / sydnova the weekend after that !#ALSO super lookign forward to smash and avcon in july !!!! will have new merch for them if they arrive in time :]#but yes . back to binging totk to cope :] maybe new link art when i have free time again i love him so fuckign much its insane #mwah #my art

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dreamtydraw · 4 months ago

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Entering depressed dreamty wave era of the month, I’ll excuse myself for being moody, I randomly feel like crying on the floor.

#so uh you know when you realize you have a patern and smell that you’re approaching a period where you’ll feel extremely low ?#that me rn #I’m starting to feel weird and i’m self aware enough to know that mean I’m slowly falling under a wave of negative feelings and that at any #given moment I’ll be having an emotional meltdown #so like I’m feeling a bit sad but I know that soon i’ll feel BIG sad #kinda like seing the water dissapearing on a beach and knowing a tsunami approach #so I’ll excuse myself in advance for being emotionally tired and in general constantly sad #i know i’m very open on this blog about moments where I feel down #but I don’t want to be seen as ‘the girl who can’t shut up about being sad’#i can’t shut up in general #so i do end up not closing my mouth when feeling strong emotion of sadness #also i need a therapist but for personal reasons can’t get one #which sucks #am I trauma dumping here ? definetly #will I’ll probably delete this later out of shame ? surely #that a lot of tags because i don’t feel like saying this out loud on text #I think i’m annoying #most of the time I’m sure that I am #lacking self confidence suck #anyway #dreamty’s ramble #tw vent #vent

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clowningcrows · 5 months ago

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it’s crazy how much having a safe place to be yourself and express your identity and personality and interests, both online and irl, can change your will to live. honestly.

#i came out to my fav professor/mentor today #it was kind of impulsive but idk #she’s just made me feel so safe and supported and cared ab #that honestly all i wanted to do was tell her #and hear what my new chosen name sounds like when she says it. idk.#anyway she was So incredibly receptive and understanding and supportive #like she said things i needed to hear that i didn’t even know i needed to hear #at one point she essentially reassured me that she doesn’t and won’t ever love me any less as a boy #and she immediately wanted to call me by my chosen name and use my preferred pronouns #and she kept telling me too that there’s no pressure or need to stress and that if i ever wanna adjust the name or pronouns i can #and that gender isn’t a fixed thing ofc #she told me that she’s proud of me too #god i’m so luckyyyy dude #i feel so loved and cared about #also i said in an email recently that i was looking for a part time job (like totally as a separate thing i mentioned bc of scheduling stuff #and totally unprompted today #she started talking to me about getting a paid position for me set up with some grant money ig??#which we were already tentatively planning on doing next semester #but bc she saw me say that she’s trying to get it set up now 🥺🥺#AGH i kinda love my life rn #but i’m so terrified to and im even more afraid to admit that #anyway so sorry this is an excessive amount of tags #silas speaks #vent #trans #transmasc #trans masc #transgender #queer #lgbtq+

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theshadowrealmitself · 1 year ago

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Really wish everyone wasn’t like “don’t go to college if you aren’t passionate about what you’re majoring in”

Like unfortunately I am not blessed enough to really have a passion, much less one I can major in and get a job about, and I am not privileged enough to just do fuck all until I somehow find that passion

So I’m gonna keep doing what gives me a direction in life, and maybe I’ll never find that passion, maybe I’m not someone who was made to love working, but if I can find a career that doesn’t overwork me while paying me enough that I can take a few days off every week and get vacation time to do hobbies, I’ll consider that the jackpot and it’ll be enough for me

#like some of us suffer from depression #and just don’t have passions #so a dream career was never on the table for us #and constant advice of ‘don’t do college if you aren’t actually passionate’ is not helpful #you wanna know what my first action is if I just stop going rn? hop off a bridge #you wanna know what my option is if I keep going?#I keep having a schedule #I have options around me to get internships #those internships will ideally lead to jobs #either directly or because it buffs up my resume #and then I just keep working #and maybe it’s not a job I love #but that was never the goal #the goal is to keep living #and it’s depressing but life is depressing when you have depression #the goal is just to get enough time to do hobbies that keep me happy and to afford living #which seems insurmountable rn but at least I have a direction for it #no fandom #I think this ended up being a vent post rather than a minor peeve #so I’m gonna tag it as #vent post

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melancholyfleurs · 5 months ago

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hey cuties in my phone. i just want you to know i love you very much and life is so fucking hard but so worth living and if it’s dark for you rn just know i am rooting for you and i hope things get easier <3.

#i just want u to know that if u think no one cares i do!!!!!#on a little break but I’ll be back to it soon just need to process everything #tw death #also warning for mention of suic*de if you continue in these tags i just need to vent #i love u all dw im ok<3 #it never gets easier when someone i know my age passes away. Especially when they take their life.#i grew up in a bad area a lot of us had bad lives and I’ve lost ppl before. but this one hurts a lot. so much actually.#we were both in the psych ward together as teens and exchanged facebooks to stay friends. she understood me on a level very few ever could #she had a tattoo inspired by a memory of us. we shared something I’ve never found with anyone else. and now she is gone.#i always hoped life would get easier for her. why doesn’t it get easier for such good people? questions my brain can’t comprehend #i hope she’s found the peace she was so cruelly denied here :/#I think i have cried until there are no more tears in my body rn #ramblings

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averlym · 1 year ago

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(it hurts it hurts it hurts )

#the original caption was “but i still fucking love you” but even though this is tumblr i don't like swearing officially #anyways in a bid to actually post something i present to you some oc art. i did a farrah portrait and didn't like it and then i did new oc #art but none of it seemed to fit for this blog.. i would say you can look for my insta but lately i have switched insta to like 10 friends #on private so.. here we go!! drew this a long long time ago when i was emotionally raw #and some one i knew. well. messed me up in some way! so this was vent art while i was listening and vibing really hard to olivia rodrigo >:#this is my oc by the way!! please don;t tag her as anyone else ;-;; idk fdshjagh anyways. moving on.. i think it still holds up as an #illustration bc i drew it at a really emotionally raw time and it shows i guess? i do my best work when emotionally invested maybe... hm ..#i can't say that the fandoms are hitting rn.. so this is me testing out original stuff. because this IS an art blog for myself not just a #fanart blog and ngl i love the fandoms that brought me here but idw to limit myself to them!! ah the fear..

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quietlyblooms · 7 months ago

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we’ll see how the rest of the day plays out, but it’s honestly just not a great mental day for me. the family excursion was fine — nothing went wrong. i just feel very overwhelmed and sensitive, and there’s not been a moment where it’s just quiet. writing might be how i recharge once i’m home, but we’ll just see. i might just lurk and take it easy uvu

#the way people keep talking to me and basically taking over when i’m trying to help is just really getting to me today #and i get it bc i’m the youngest and it’s been that way for ages but today it’s making me feel very negatively #and i love my family and usually i love talking and being around them but today i think i just don’t have it in me #i need to go home and to just be in the quiet #and i feel horrible bc my sister will notice and worry that she’s annoying me and it’s not that!!#i just feel so overwhelmed rn #sorry to rant in the tags i just needed to get it off my chest for a moment #i feel like i can’t talk about mental health stuff with my family bc they either won’t understand or worry and i’m just #having a hard time not talking about it tbh #get ready to ramble | ooc #tw negative #tw rant #tw vent

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