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The top five Trials of Apollo deaths based on how hard I sobbed, in honor of me finishing my first Trials of Apollo reread since it's release: obvious spoilers
5) Jason Grace
Look, I love Jason, he's an amazing character, and I did cry a bit, but we talk about his death all the time as a fandom, I'm a bit desensitized to it. Leo coming back at the end of the Burning Maze and Thalia in The Tyrant's Tomb? That did have me balling, but his death scene, as heart wrenching as it was, never really left my mind like much of the other stuff.
4) The Arrow of Dodona
Dude, I should not have sobbed that hard at an arrow that uses Shakespearean English losing sentience, but I did.
3) Dakota, son of Bacchus
Them putting kool-aid on his pyre did me in. Everyone else is in denial about Jason's death, but I'm in denial about Dakota. I adore him.
2) Don the Faun
Don asking for money one last time had me hyperventalating.
1) Crest
I had to take a break from how hard I was sobbing at this part. Crest is my child, and, as a fandom, we need to talk about him way more.
#trials of apollo fandom#toa#trials of apollo#me sobbing at books#awkwardly enough as a kid I couldn't cry at books so last time I read the series#i didn't even cry a wink#not sure the psychology behind me being able to cry now that I'm medicated but something oughta happened#spoilers obviously#if trials of apollo has no fans I'm gone#unpopular opinion but having just read pjo hoo and toa toa might be my favorite#it's just so good
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whichever madman pointed out that the new rift on bill's body in the theraprism is meant to parallel ford's cracked glasses after he emerges out of the portal,,,, MY SOUL IS YOURS TO TAKE ANYDAY MY GOSH
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bonus !!
ford about bill:
bill about ford:
#I DETEST THEM#AAAAAA#please the way ive been lying awake at night thinking about this#alex hirsch YOUR BRAIN#idgaf if this doesnt mean anything at all THE PARALLELS??!!#them. THEM.#they make me sick did i mention this#gravity falls#billford#the book of bill#bill cipher#stanford pines#uncontrollable sobs#this is my magnum opus#i am so normal about them#toxic old man yaoi hits hard#“BILLFORD!” we cheer in unison
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*through tears* look what typing in "sorry" gets you (credit to my friend Alan who found this!!)
#the book of bill spoilers#the book of bill#tag#gravity falls#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#fiddauthor#<- TO ME#SOBS
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Marvel Meow (2021), Nao Fuji | Professor X and Magneto
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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus leshnerr#snap scans#i dont scan ever please forgive me for. Everything jvAE:KJ i tried my best to match the purple as how it looks in person#i love the purple used for this whole comic .. its really nice#all the comics have different colors its neat yall should check it out if youre able. its a lovely silly collection#BUT GIRL PLEAAAASSSEE IM CRYING#as a part of my Visiting My Family For The Weekend trip my bro and i went to the store#and i told him about the wolverine cat comic and the whole collection and he found it while we were browsing ....#naturally i got it. because i love the idea of cats being heinous freaks ESPECIALLY to my faves#this all did happen because of a cat. btw. phoenix possessed one while scott and jean were baking a cake#which had everyone trying to catch it. leading to. this. jWLRAKJAWRLKJKJ#this is 1000% has 'we'll be back by 8PM please keep the house clean' vibes i'm sobbing LIKE WHERE ARE THEY RETURNING FROM#also can i just say ... i love it when american comic book characters get the manga treatment#idk i just love it ... i esp love how wolverine's drawn in these comics but. this aint about him#i just wanted to gush about my favorite old people LIKE PLEASE CHARLES IS GOING TO HAVE A STROKE I SEE IT#the fact they still got that goofy lil 'welcome back charles and erik' banner im going to be sick. theyre the whole mansions dads#anyway i have an assignment to do. because my prof hates me Who The Fuck Makes An Assignment due At 12:59AM#bye bye hpoefully ill be back with my own doodles ajvlekjla
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I hope the thing we took away from TBOB is that Bill is so much more of a loser than the fandom envisioned.
#o'sadleys is killing me#bro literally got so drunk he forgot the last trillion years of his life and started ugly sobbing over a guy he claimed was just his puppet#he's soooo pathetic and cringefail#tbob#the book of bill#gravity falls#bill cipher#billford
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his magic is so PINK and FLUFFY and PRETTY! I love it!
I'm ready to process the Diasomnias now, buckle up
#art#unique magic posters#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#meanwhile at the super awesome kalim dream base#anyway I KNEW IT! I KNEW HE WAS A DREAMWALKER!#VALIDATION#love me a unique magic that is only really useful in one extremely specific and exceedingly unlikely situation#sure was lucky that silver was on the island huh!#okay everybody i am about to be even more embarrassing than usual over anime characters. hold on.#but i am ALL OVER silver right now. just really really enjoying him!#i love that his reaction to all of this is anger. i love that his reaction to malleus is basically 'how DARE you'#my boy is full of righteous fury and he is going to make it everyone else's problem#his deeply-ingrained respect for mal and lilia is such a big part of his character that it's just.#always such a nice character moment when that breaks!#like when he yelled at lilia during endless halloween night! granted it was lower stakes then but. still.#it'sgoodstorytelling.jpg#meanwhile sebek is over in a corner sobbing and going 'what is HAPPENING' which is its own brand of deliciousness#god. this game really does just slam its fists down onto all of my personal 'I LIKE THIS' buttons.#and now they give me silver's beautiful pink fluffy cloud dream palace. find me a chef to kiss because MWAH#i can't believe they cut it off RIGHT before we were about to learn his backstory. i mean i absolutely can. but you know what i mean.#i have to know the meaning of the shitty acorn bracelet. twst. twst please.
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it shined more brightly than any gem could,,
#kid designs dropped and i. aufh#AUFHGH#book one had me so invested so ofc i have to draw it out now that the official designs r out#orz#HE JUST WANTED#TO ENJOY SWEETS#TO BE A KID#TO JUST HAVE FUN#WAYRGUFHG#glad hes kinda able to now#birthday card riddle <3#w the tart#kinda sobbed when i realized it was a tart#notes!! haha riddle in monochrome world but chenya and trey are outside and colorful!! light kinda on riddle bc hes kinda influenced by it#outside is super colorful and yippeee#also riddle is on the right while trey and chenya are on the left but whej he leaves he also goes to the left!!!!#twisted wonderland#twst#disney twisted wonderland#disney twst#twst fanart#riddle rosehearts#trey clover#chenya#twst trey#twst riddle#twst chenya#heartslabyul#twst book 1#twst art
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The Dark King and his lieutenant 👑⚔️
I read the Dark Rise books and they're taking over my entire brain - so I had to draw Sarcean and Anharion
#Dark Heir's ending had me so distraught#I was SOBBING actually#and this is how I cope#I'll explode if the next book doesn't come out soon TT#I was originally gonna draw Will and James but how was I supposed to pass up on drawing the LONG HAIR#also the collar hehehe#i'm laughing like that wasn't the most traumatizing thing ever#Dark Rise#Dark Heir#sarcean#anharion#will kempen#james st clair#boraboop
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I'm in shambles
#disney twst#twst wonderland#twisted wonderland#twst silver#silver twst#silver#twst book 7#twst book 7 destroyed the shit out of me#I'm in shambles send help#i haye twst#help MEEEEEEEEEEEE#sobbing crying throwing up
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You know, whenever I see the discussions around Jack Marston possibly getting drafted in world war one, I can't help but physically ache at the thought of it.
Jack Marston, born into a gang that honoured freedom above everything, forced to sacrifice everything he has left for war.
Jack Marston, a boy who read about knights and soldiers, now forced to become one in another fight he never asked for.
Jack Marston, raised to be away from a life of violence, but now the world has found a way to drag him back in.
No matter what happens, Jack would have to face a really tragic dilemma. Does he go to war and sacrifice the legacy of freedom he was raised with? The life his family died for? Or refuse and be labeled a criminal, putting his parents to shame and repeating the same cycle his father went through?
It just tragically mirrors the struggle he’s always had - trying to find his own identity outside the legacy of John Marston, and the violence that came with it. But he's being pulled back in, no matter what he chooses.
He was never made for the violence that shaped his parents' life.
#he's just a boy who loved books and animals and picking flowers and fishing he doesn't deserve to be a product of war again#it makes me cry thinking about it#he was a child full of joy and whimsy. then a young boy who preferred reading over hunting. then a young man who had just lost his parents#and he was all alone#and forced to make a choice that denies him his autonomy#watching jack lose his spark over the course of rdr2 and rdr1 as he grows up eats at me#and when people mistake him for his father in rdr1 I actually start sobbing#oh jack#i'm so sorry#mick squeaks#mick thinks#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#red dead redemption#rdr1#jack marston#john marston#abigail roberts#arthur morgan#red dead redemption community#red dead redemption 2 spoilers
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back in the trenches... another book 7 rambles 😭😭
CRYING ABOUT THIS ACTUALLY.... DO YOU KNOW THE IMPLICATION OF THIS.... realistically, one of the first words of babies are referring to their mothers and the last "true parent" that held Silver was his mother, Princess Leia, but here baby Silver called out for his father, and Lilia didnt taught him that😭
Now these words might be calling out to Lilia now, but I'm also thinking since TWST is a world where babies can recall words or songs they heard even when theyre "not concious yet", I was thinking baby Silver heard this word when he was still with Dawn 😭😭😭 Imagine Dawn holding this baby and guiding him to speak his first words like "papa"... and thats like Dawn's last moment with Silver... AAAAA 😭😭😭😭
since this was still infant Silver, I was thinking this memory occured when Silver was adopted by Lilia only a week or months ago 😭✨ so its still possible that baby silver was reacting based on his past (which can potentially be baby Silver is remembering Dawn through Lilia in this scene)
AAAAAAAUAGFJWJFS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 The fact!!!! The fact that he only took after being his father because he didnt want to deny this baby's affection !!!! LILIAAAAA 😭😭😭😭😭😭
#twst#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twistedwonderland#disney twst#lilia vanrouge#tws silver#silver vanrouge#ISTGG IM SO SLOW WITH READING BOOK 7 BCS 1) MY CARDS ARE SO WEAK AT THE BATTLE MAPS#IM ALWAYS STUCK ON SOME FRUSTRATING TILE#AND ALSO BECAUSE ITS EMOTIONALLY DISTRESSING 😭😭😭#gotta mentally prepare myself bcs i end up with these posts with paragraphs long of me#just overthinking the details and sobbing at my preconceived story JHDIAHFJWD#diasomnia#twst book 7#twst diasomnia#twst wonderland#twst analysis#twst knight of dawn#twst dawn knight#im always kike... i finish one chapter and i gotta close my app to compose myself JDJKAKD#THEY ARE THE WORST FOR MY MENTAL HEALT EVER#i didnt mean to post this on main 💀but whatever jahfjwhs
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no beta we die like jean moreau in all drafts but one
#that godamn book had me sobbing at a name change#inject it into my veins#i love you jean iyves#so sorry about the trauma#aftg#all for the game#aftg tsc#tsc#the sunshine court#jean moreau
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Love always,
Charlie
#the perks of being a wallflower#perks of being a wallflower#charlie kelmeckis#page 139#book quotes#this paragraph speaks to me so much#im sobbing#please help#this book is so good
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Heartbreak is knowing he went quietly with the ministry officials who took him straight to Azkaban, because
who would ever believe a story like that?
#i can't stop thinking about this and i can't cope feed me AUs with happy baking#guess who's listening to PoA now#i need tissues#sirius black#sirius orion black#harry potter#marauders#the marauders#marauder era#james potter#wolfstar#remus lupin#peter pettigrew#moony wormtail padfoot and prongs#marauders fandom#marauders era#canon#canon compliant#prisoner of azkaban#hp fandom#sob#marauder fandom#harry potter canon#harry potter books
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duality
#blinks lovingly at u. im insane. 3 pics in 2 days and i still wanna draw more its not enough its not enough its not enough its not enough it#their palettes. their vibes. their upbringings. their magic. their GGRGAGGHHGH i wish i was a writer i wish i could put words to how i feel#hmmggh if u wanna understand me as a person just put malleus and silver side by side and watch me start sobbing#as i ramble incoherently like 'the devotion. the loyalty. their fate. the betrayal#twst#twst spoilers#book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#twst silver#silver vanrouge#diasomnia#suntails
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WE FINISHEDDD IT GUUYYSSS!!!!
WE DID ITTT!!!!!!!!!
#book 6#let's go zero ray lvl 7 sebek#ur attack power stays on miserable number but i love you let's beat the titan out#\o/#I HOPE PEOPLE WHO WERE STILL SUFFERING WITH ME BEFORE A VERY GOOD HUSTLE#OR BETTER YET I hope THEY PASSED ALREADY#SOBBING
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