#maybe this is a rant / ramble now BUT YK..

[caruliaa]

just bc im a lesbian doesnt mean tht i wont at times become deeply entranced with the beauty of male actor or character. it just means i wld rather be locked in a room with a man with a knife than do anything romantic or sexual with one

[emoticonnie]

stopped making character playlists after people started complaining and bitching about it (could say this about most things. hell, even writing fanfiction started becoming stressful for me) and now im realizing how stupid it was to become insecure about doing anything fun because of it

[courfee]

just went through all my ao3 fics and edited all the tags because i feel like i overtag a lot and it always bothered me. tbf the most overtagging happens in my relationship/character tags but i find it super difficult to judge who/which relationship is important. like friendships are So Important in my fics i dont feel like i cant tag less there? especially my longer fics. amtc james&sirius and black brothers are in my mind at least if not more important than literally amtc jegulus. i know its a jegulus fic but also jegulus is just the catalyst for other relationship dynamics. how do you tag that stuff

[dawei-s]

Close to my grandma's age when she had my dad literally wtf

[volfoss]

i cant even like post about the horrors that are going on currently because im gonna get too mad but oh my god. like i would give her really good credit for writing a character like marius that has 0 self awareness about his insanely disgusting behavior bc like. that CAN work. you can make the reader feel disgust and see things through the eyes of someone who is horrible while not romanticizing the behavior. clearly anne did not get the memo for this one.

[gatorbites-imagines]

Hello~!

So may I request a poly ghost face (from 1996) where they have an autistic trans!reader. Ik a lot (I'm projecting) the reader stims vocally by mimicking what they say, and they have a special interest (am like bugs, gore, sharks, dinosaurs, something around those lines yk? I feel like gore would fit) the reader rambles and rants Abt their special interest a lot! Just those kinds of things. I feel like you'd be able to capture this perfectly, thank you! Have a wonderful time zone :)

Poly Ghostface x autistic trans male reader

Headcanons

I always headcanon Stu as having something like ADHD, or just more hyperactive autism.

Been a while since I wrote about these two, huh? I’ve kinda missed em, ngl. Hope it’s alright I took some liberties with the hyperfixations :)

I can imagine that maybe you were friends with Stu when you were kids, because you were both “weird” in other people’s opinion. Stu because he was too hyperactive and could never sit still, and you because of your weird interests and how you were quite antisocial at times.

Time would pass, you guys would grow older. Stu would become someone popular, as his erratic and hyper personality becomes something others admire because he’s fun, whilst you stay being the weirdo with too much interest in medical texts, insects, and decomposition.

Neither of you meant to do it, but you would grow apart. Stu would get his new friends, specifically Billy, and you would stay by yourself burying yourself in your special interests. Its not strange to find you flipping through medical books or books about the horrors of war and medical malpractice. The more pictures the better.

When its not medical texts and war pictures with as much gorey detail as possible in the text and pictures, you can be found reading about death and the work of being a mortician, the way a body decays, and all that.

And when its neither of those things, you can be found looks at bugs, lifting rocks or moving trash to see what critters you can find. You have a sketchbook you like to draw in, three ones at that, one for each hyperfixation since you don’t wanna mix the information in them.

Its in the many niche medical books you learn about being transgender, and suddenly how uncomfortable you are in your own body makes sense. You don’t need any friends, or your families support to transition, that’s what you tell yourself at least.

You haven’t really had any real friends since you split form Stu when you were kids, and your creepy interests chase off anyone who might attempt to befriend you.

So, when you show up one day to school and openly tell people you are now a boy, no one really questions it, because why would they? You’re already weird, and compared to all your other quirks, being a boy is probably the most normal thing about you.

Through all these years you haven’t experienced as much bullying as you probably would have anywhere else, all thanks to Billy and Stu.

Stu because he still sees you as his friend in some way, and Billy because he’s fascinated by you. One day after you had come out, he walked behind you and saw you drawing detailed diagrams of top surgery in grotesque detail, and Billy has been hooked since.

At some point you and Billy would end up talking, one way or another. Maybe it was at the video store around Halloween one night, maybe the year Sidney’s mom died, and Billy would ask your opinion on the horror movie selection.

Youd grimace and say they sucked since the gore was so unrealistic, which Billy, the freak, would definitely ask into why you thought so. This would lead to you infodumping to him for a long time, going through multiple movies and explaining how its unrealistic and what would have made it better.

As infodumping goes, you don’t even realize how long you’ve been standing there talking to one of the hottest guy at your school about fictional gore, until Randy has to tell you guys that the store is closing soon.

You end up getting real embarrassed about wasting his time like that, which Billy is quick to tell you that nothing was wasted because he loved talking about it with you and hearing what you had to say. He would love to talk again some time.

You don’t really believe him, until he searches you out the next day in your shared free period when you are sitting outside drawing bugs and beetles, dragging Stu with him of all people. You haven’t actually interacted with Stu in a while, so you cringe and get jitters when he hugs you and gets into your personal space.

Its Billy who has to remind him of personal space, and before you know it, they’ve asked in about your special interests, and then they just sit back as you infodump and show them the pictures and drawings you have in all three of your sketchbooks, making the two Woodsboro killers fall for you harder and harder.

Time would pass and you three would start spending a lot of time together, Billy and Stu always hanging around you to listen to what you have to say, never growing tired no matter how much you infodump.

Stu would be the first to confess his feelings, as he feels fast and he feels strong, so one day when you two are laying on his bed and you’re talking about the difference between two beetles who look almost the exact same, whilst also talking about lungs and how they’re built, Stu just leans over and kisses you.

You would be so confused, until Stu tells you that he really likes you, he would even spill the beans that Billy feels the same way too. As if summoned, Billy would show up and Stu would be all like “right Billy? You like him too, right?” and Billy would facepalm cuz he planned on confessing in a much better way.

But hed agree and say he fell pretty damn hard for you, but neither rushes you in your decision as they know it’s a big step. I can imagine Stu also rambling about how hes always liked you since you were kids, even before you transitioned, and how he actually started liking you even more afterwards because you looked so much more comfortable with yourself and who you were.

At some point you would come to the conclusion that you felt the same way, and boom, now you got two boyfriends who like you for who you are, and would stab a bitch if they tried to disrespect you in any way, shape, or form.

When the ghostface killings happen, you wouldn’t be at the party since they are super overstimulating, but you would go to the hospital to check on Billy and Stu since they are the only “survivors”.

I thought it would be funny if you developed a special interest in the ghostface killers and started a fourth sketchbook filled with your notes and theories, but you would keep it hidden form Billy and Stu because you fear it would trigger their trauma, since you don’t know they are the killers.

The fourth sketchbook would also have rants you can’t put anywhere else, like how certain people have hatecrimed you because of your gender, or because you are “weird”, and how some dark sick part of your brain wants the ghostface killers to kill them.

At some point your boyfriends would find the sketchbook and go through it together, whistling as they see the detailed analysis made for each kill, and how you are so close to figuring it out. But when they read all the stuff you’ve written you never told them, it angers them that people have been hurting you without them knowing.

You wouldn’t have told them since you didn’t want to worry them, and it wasn’t their fight in your opinion. Billy and Stu decide that they have to pull out the masks once more, seems they have a couple of horrible people to get rid of for mistreating you.

Imagine your surprise when one night you walk into your room stimming with both your hands and repeating stuff that Billy and Stu said earlier that day, only to find not one, but two people wearing ghostface gear in your room.

It takes you a little too long to even spot them as you were scribbling in your death sketchbook, having gotten a sudden spark of inspiration on the way home from your apprenticeship as the local funeral home.

You almost get to scream before they pounce, never actually hurting you but clamping a hand over your mouth, their gloves wet with what you can smell is blood. After they make you promise to stay quiet, they unmask and reveal who they are.

You buffer like an old computer for a little too long, before smacking the shit out of both of them, wacking them in the chest for not telling you. Your opinion on death and murder are probably really twisted, and the people they’ve killed have either hurt you or you had no relationship with them.

It does light up every light in your hyperfixations though, and you might demand them to explain what killing someone is like, or what a freshly killed body looks like for your sketchbooks.

Billy would grin and try to kiss you, because how can you be so perfect? But you’d wave him off with a grimace and demand Stu explain once again what it was like stabbing someone so you can get it all down in your book.

I don’t know if youd join them as a third Ghostface, but they might take you along every now and then, letting you roam the place after they’ve done their thing if the chance is there. I could imagine them taking pictures of things for you too.

I’m imagining them both dressed up as ghostface, except no mask, both kissing at your cheeks and neck and being all lovey dovey and almost purring, whilst you are sketching down the different pictures and notes about them.

They love you so much, its insane. You’re gonna have them hanging on you for the rest of your life, sorry man, I don’t make the rules. Even if you move to another city and start studying to be a professor or like, investigator for the FBI, they would go with you. It would even help them in their Ghostface work as you are an expert in them not getting caught.

[princessbrunette]

barry x reader relationship, wether it’s platonic or anything else else is just something so serious to me now, like i can just imagine reader who sees barry angry for the first time and since she’s so used to comforting angry rafe she goes over and gives him one of her sweet little hugs that always clam rafe down, and tells barry not to be sad because he’s her best friend (he always gives her candy and money and is nice to her which automatically makes him her bestfriend much to rafe’s dismay, i don’t make the rules sorry!)

or maybe something in reverse where reader is upset & hiding from rafe (who’s waving her off cs he’s used to her dramatic tantrums and he’ll take care of her in a minute) and barry finds her & listens to her rant and sniffle about the situation, and he’s just mockingly agreeing with her the whole time, like “you’re right doll, he should have let you sit in his lap, that asshole.” & “How fucking dare he let go off your hand? this is bullshit, i honestly can’t believe it.” just riling her up more and more until rafe finally comes to find her and is like “stop encouraging her., please” bc he knows in her little head that barry being on her side and justifying her actions is all the more reason to keep being bratty, but is off too late now. Barry has made her believe she’s right.

“stop encouraging her, please” NAJDJDJD rafe is so tired 😭😭😭

nah but barry is playing a long game, and whilst you’d never leave rafe because you love him too much, you’re happy barry is around to listen when rafe is being dumb. he’s always slipping you some extra money, pressing the notes into your hand telling you “incase country club ain’t lookin’ after you.” and nodding along intently whilst you ramble about how mean rafe was, looking up at you as he rolls his joint to say “now all i’m saying is that if i secured a girl as bad as you? shit, i wouldn’t fumble it like he does. would treat you like a princess, for real.” and like rafe DOES mostly and yk you’re just being silly but it’s nice to have barry affirm you yk???

whenever you show up with rafe, barry is instantly on you, squeezing your cheek all “and how’re you, lil miss? this one treating you good? or am i gonna have to have words with him?” nodding his head towards rafe who’s already rolling his eyes and pulling you to stand at his other side.

and barry is lovely to you !! truly !! you don’t understand why rafe gets so irritated with him !! it’s because what you don’t know, is he’s holding you over rafes head to continue doing a good job pushing his product. he’s all smiles, until you leave the room and then he’s closing in on rafe like “i tell you what, pretty boy — keep fuckin’ with my money and i just might have to show your girl what she’s missin’… you don’t want that, right? yeah, i thought so. sell my shit and get my money.” before walking off, leaving rafe more pissed than ever, vowing to stop bringing you to his meets with barry :(

[thecluelessdoctor]

"what have you done"

After falls conflict concept that turned into a comic idk

I took way to much time on this. Anyway yeah, a concept for a conflict in the au. I totally didn't go feral to every ref I made to a tale of two Stan's (that episode is ingrained into my mind and I've only seen it once)

Anyway, more ranting below. If you don't wanna read it it's fine, but could you please reblog. I'm actually so happy with this au and I want to work on it more, and let others see it so I'd appreciate it

So before you ask or accuse, NO, Mabel is NOT evil in this au.

Bill has been plaguing not only her and her brothers minds for years, but he's starting to bleed into ratch and Rod. Terrorizing their dreams, manipulating their minds when he can, and even trying to trick them into a desperate deal. Even in ratch and Rod's first week, he was there. Haunting them from whatever realm of hell he was trapped in. Even though she knew he had no power in their world, she's not exactly the most sane. A lot of shit happened withing the few years she and Dipper weren't in contact (oh yeah I forgot to tell y'all. Teehee lore drop). So, in a desperate whim, she found old blue prints (from mcgucket old stuff) of the portal, and got to work. She had to find a way to find that Dorito chip, and completely erase him. They failed once, she wouldn't fail again.

But it couldn't be the same as the original one. After all, the original one was designed by Bill himself. And it was... more unstable. She had to make it stable (she obviously failed).

Now you might be asking "oh how did no one find out?" Etc etc.

WELL.

after weirdmeddon, they took apart the portal and sealed up the room into the portal room. Now it's smaller, and looks like a old supply room. Course, as a "just in case" there was one way in. But course, no one would use it, right?

I feel like Mabel's irrationality might be something that stuck around just a bit. Not as much as yk- how it was when she was younger, but it's still there. Trauma or something (not dunking on trauma I swear I just thought it would be funny)

Now in the comic above she's saying she built it for knowledge- cuz when is started the concept the idea was she made a deal with Bill before I realized she just

Cant. So. Yeah. So maybe she's lying idk lmao.

Anyway I'm done rambling. If you got this far, ty lol. Go drink water, maybe bleach your eyes after reading this shit lmao

[rowretro]

✧𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓✧

✧CHAPTER 4✧

WARNINGS:

✧tag list✧: @chlorinecake @nikisdubblchococake @enhypensccstarlight @strwberrydinosaur @sunghoonsbeautymark

Riki groaned loudly as he woke up to the sound of crying "Fuck he's crying again" Riki complained, as he gently shook y/n "I'll go make his milk- you go comfort him-" she mumbled, getting out of bed and going to the kitchen. Riki screamed into his pillow, making sure to muffle his scream.

The last thing he needed was to wake up at 3 am, to a screaming baby whom he will spend hours trying to get to sleep, the child wasn't even his, sometimes he even wondered why he picked up the demon's spawn. Riki picked up the baby, gently rocking him "Nishimuras don't cry, little Riki-" Riki cooed, in a baby-like voice.

The baby still continued crying, as Riki gently rocked him to sleep. It was driving him insane, sighing, the male carried the wailing baby downstairs. "Fuck he's still screaming-" Riki complained as he turned to Y/n who poured the baby milk into the bottle. "Here- this should do the trick-" She said as she handed him the bottle.

Riki gently rocked the baby as he sat down, he took the bottle and slowly fed the baby. His tiny hands moving to grip on Riki's hand that was holding the bottle. The male released a sigh of relief. "You really need to stop swearing in front of the baby-" Y/n said as Riki rolled his eyes. "Maybe if the bugger doesn't interrupt my sleep every 5 seconds, I wouldn't be so annoyed all the time." Riki complained, clearly tired and grumpy.

"Its part of being a dad ki, you've got to get used to it..." the girl added as Riki turned to her, "I wouldn't have to have been put in this position if you knew how to defend yourself." Riki mumbled coldly, as he turned away from her. Y/n frowned at him, taken aback by his comment.

"What- Riki why are you pinning this on me?..." Y/n asked as Riki groaned, "I don't know... Im just- so tired, so grumpy, stuck with this cute little thing who's parents I murdered... what if I become a really bad dad?... I mean at first I really thought I could wing it like I do with all my deals but... holding this baby just makes me realize how real all this is... we're basically teen parents y/n..." Riki finally blurted, not even giving himself time to breathe as he continued to rant.

Y/n kissed him on the lips, interrupting him halfway. "Riki... you're a good person... even as a drug lord who wouldn't even hesitate to kill a human for looking suspicious-" The girl comforted as Riki looked down at the baby "You know- now I'm starting to wonder what our baby would look like- yk with my moles- your eyes, my lips, your hair." Riki continued as Y/n kissed him again.

"You're babbling nonsense little baby, also the real baby's asleep-" Y/n said as she softly took the littlun in her arms and carried him to his crib, as Riki frowned. "When was the last time I got babied by my own girlfriend... stupid baby stealing everything and everyone from me, I swear its that Soobin DNA..." Riki rambled as he followed them upstairs.

✧𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓✧

[penpenpenchant]

The Sunday Ramble

Hello. I'm pen, and today im going to ramble about Sunday. If you dislike him, please get off my page. I cannot stress this enough.

So, why do I like Sunday?

short answer: he tickles my brain.

Long Answer:

As a character, he's super compelling to me because of 3 things: his design, his backstory, and his personality.

I enjoy both of his designs for a lot of reasons.

Old Design rant:

I think the eyes hidden throughout his design is such a neat detail because you don't see it a lot, and because I like to think that he had like a bunch of them that could kinda see (eventually ill do a redesign with the eyes). I also just think it looks really nice to wear. Like. I'd be cozy asf. Also, i do think he looks dashing.

New design rant:

Along his waist and legs there are these like thorns, yk? i think its kinda two things - jesus parallel, but also to kinda like. maybe symbolize the fact that he tried to trap everyone in ena's dream, and now hes the one trapped, kinda? also, maybe its because its like. a new cage, so to speak, cuz like wherever hes going is still not going to be enough - the night is still to short, after all- he is decked out in blues and whites and yellows and purples - white is typically associated with purity and priests, which make sense, but something about white also tends to symbolize youthfulness and naive/naivety and if i was designing a character like sunday, i would put him in so much white too so...yellow is like. most associated with like. happiness and hope, but also caution and im not going to say too much but i do hope if they are doing color symbolizism its the like. hope angle b/c i dont want to go thru another wanderer patch monent - blues can be either like. calm and reassurances but it can also be depression so. yk. - purples r like. spirituality which makes sense- also their the color of the nonbinary pride flag so im gonna die happy- also, note the like. chord (the lil like bars i think) design around his neck, which is kinda a call back to robin and yes i am going to be crying of this for DAYS.- also his pose 1 .) HPLY FUCK HIS WAIST??? 😋 DUCKING YUMMY sorry 2.) hes like reaching up to the fether but hes still unsure and hes still hesitant about like a lot of it and i wonder if he isnt like. super hesitant about like. what his path will take him on b/c like. his "path" was severed by the trailblazer, his ideals and hopes where kinda like a convo like "yes we uunderstand you want to protect the weak, but your equality isnt fair and jt isnt good to force onto others" and now he needs to walk a new path and idk what other people feel when they have to go thru big life changes but thats scary!! and ur unsure of urself the whole tome!! b/c like!! its TERRIFYING and yes maybe i need to get disgnosed but ive known that for a while and maybe its me wanting toproject but i think that he can be scared too

(i would also like to mention that i am no like. analyst, so if these are wrong they wrong. i just like him)

His backstory:

Holy. Lord. I could not stop CRYING. Maybe it's because he was just a kid when stuff started happening that never should have happened, maybe it's because every star rail update has made me cry, but holy. I was a mess, yall. Just a mess.

Secondly, I think his philosophy is Interesting too: It's kind of like a mix between order and harmony and idk man i just fuck with it. Do i think he went a little extreme? Yes. FUCK YES. Do i completely understand his character? no. But do i find his entire philosophy (which side note, halfway remind me of the beatitudes (the meek shall inherit the earth, yadda yadda) conpelling? YEAH.

Also, fuck gopher wood. All my homies hate him.

Personality!!

First, because i thibk ill forget to mention it: i am a "Sunday has OCD" truther. I forget if its canon...

Do i think he goes a lil too hard with everything? yes. However, i think you can tell through his conversation with Aventurine that he needs this or else his life will fall apart.

(Secondly, i do want to make clear that i dont support his actions. I think i may come off that way. Also, i hope that if they do ever meet again, Sunday will apologize for that stuff(/gen) he did and then they can kiss about it(/j)

I also just like his personality, i donr have the words to explain it.

HEADCANON TIME

Eyes: I think he has a fuck ton of them, and they can kinda partially see but its all like shadowy. I think he also literally had eyes in the back of his head.

Wings: I studided birds for him. I think that he does also gave waist wings.

i am so convinced that this man should be a stellaron hunter. I need him to meet blade. lord bless sunren (or avenday... or argenday..... or sunheng.... im insane ik)

Art!!

This is my art. i am not an artist.

yes i did trace the base.

okay love yalls

[differentcoloredcontacts]

Hi, could you do class headcanons of them with a s/o who Loves to info-dump on history horros?

Basically going “Did you know about lobotomies..? It was a pre-quirk procedure that involved sticking a giant needle trough the eye of an awake patient to “Fix their brain”, it only made it worse though.

(Btw if you feel this like to dark feel free to deny it, also glad to have you back 👋🏼❤️)

Not proofread we die like men

Awase - every time you tell him something like that he gets a little more worried about how life was before quirks lmao. Like people willingly poked at eachothers brains? Hes more surprised every time and its hilarious

Sen - he uses any information you gave him to win internet arguments. Instead of L + Ratio he hits them with the horrors of history to shut them up (anyways unrelated but he bullies kids in video games)

Kamakiri - 'im gonna give you a fucking lobotomy if you dont stfu.' He will act like he dosent care but hes secretly kinda interested in it all. If he has questions about it he will look them up himself later instead of asking.

Kuroiro - the dark history ranting is his favorite thing ever. He spends a little bit of his free time looking up some dark history himself so he can maybe tell you about something you haven't learned yet yk.

Kendo - idcidc shes a major history nerd. She loves all things history related so even if its a bit dark shes interested. Shes only interested in history because shes a strong believer of learning from your mistakes and whatnot and she thinks its important to know.

Kodai - shes indifferent about it. She thinks its a little weird but shes not one to judge since everyone has their stranger side ykyk? She just silently listens along to whatever her s/o is ranting about this time lmao

Komori - she finds it a little creepy but at the same time she cant stop listening to her s/o talk about it lmao. (Just dont give her these 'fun facts' late at night or else she might not be able to sleep)

Shiozaki - shes happy to hear you talking about something your interested it but she does worry a bit about those who were affected in the past by something thats just a fun fact now (if that makes sense) like shes interested in the topic but at the same time it makes her a little sad that people actually had to get lobotomys at one point ya know?

Shishida - he seems like the type to be excited to learn something new so every time his s/o tells him about something that happened a long time ago like that hes real happy. (Despite how dark it is)

Shoda - ngl he finds it a bit scary lmao. He finds it interesting and hes happy to hear you talk about it but at the same time hes a bit intimidated

Pony - she thinks its cool and creepy at the same time. Like shes happy and excited to see her s/o talk about something their interested in but at the same time why did it have to be that of all things.

Tsubaraba - he will listen to his s/o for hours at a time it doesn't matter to him what theyre talking about. He is a little intimidated but its fine lmaoo

Tetsutetsu - he thinks your super smart for knowing so much about things like that and he tries his best to give imput but most of it comes out as him saying 'torture dosent seem manly' or smthn like that lmao

Tokage - she loves when her s/o starts to ramble about one of the creepy facts they like. She always gives the most over the top reactions too lmao

Manga - he likes listening to you talk about the creepy stuff his s/o likes while drawing. Its kinda funny since his s/o will tell him about smthn creepy asf and then manga will just show them the cat he just drew.

Honenuki - he thinks its cool and actually becomes really interested in the topic while hes listening to his s/o talk about it. He starts to ask questions and starts going on his own little rambles when hes with them

Bondo - hes a little scared ngl but at the same time he thinks its really cute to watch his s/o ramble lol. So overall hes kinda 50/50 about his s/o's lobotomy rants lmaoo

Monoma - he will talk so much trash lmao. He'll tell his s/o that its creepy or whatnot but at the same time he'll get mad if they stop talking to him about it.

Reiko - she does the exact same thing. So whenever you two are near eachother you just tell eachother all about darker parts of history lmao. 'Did you know about lobotomys?' Vs 'did you know about Japanese(?) water torture?'

Rin - at first he thinks its a bit strange or maybe even creepy but he warms up to the fun facts every now and then. He even gains a bit of an interest himself. Not enough of an interest research it but still.

Gif anime - dungeon meshi

[weepingicegiant]

STOP WHEN I FINISHED WATCHING III 18 I LITERALLY WALKED UP THE STAIRS SHAKING I C9ULDNT STAND UP MY KNEES GAVE OUT ON ME THATS HOW FUCKED UP THE EPISODE MADE ME WAHT THE HELL WHAT THE HELL WHY DID I GIGGLE WHEN MEPHONE WENT SILENT AND ALL HE COULD DO WAS DO THAT FUCKING, PHONE VIBRATE THIGN HEELEPPPEMEEEEE33

ok but that aside im just gonnw let out some theories or thoughts here cause ummmm why not!!!!!

have this little ramble that turns out to be w rant about lightbulb

mephone wanted to start a season 4 so the show could go on forever, right? what would happen to the season 2 finalists? considering how long its been i can only assume theyve either been invited to stay at hotel oj for the time being or legitimately got left rotting in the forestHELPME. hoenstly im guessing that during episode 19. like yk how wt the end of object show episodes kike after the credits they show a little scene? yeah im guessing one of thoseare gonna be there after the credits and and and its gonna FIRST OF ALL START BU SHOWING THE NIGHT SKY OF THE SEASON 2 GROUNDS OKAY OKAY??? then its gonna like the screen moves down and its the forest, zoom in more and yiu see suitcase and baseball talking, go to the right and its knife like kicking down a tree or whatever, GO EVEN FURTHER AND IT LIGHTBULB SITTING ON A TREESTUMP CHUGGING DR. FIZZ OKAY ITS GON A HAPPEN SHES GONNA HAVE EYEBAGS AND SHES GONNA BE A DEPRESSED LITTLE FUCK ITS CANON IM TELLING YOU. and apparently it was comfirmed that it hurts ligthbulb when she cries like WHAT!!!!!!!!so um shes gonnw cry at some point cause i said so i love angst i need lightbukb angst shes so overlooked like her stereotype is the assumed enthusiast but her story is so much deeper than that guys please im sobbing can you tell how much i miss her I NEED HER ON SCREEN NOW. okay okay look look so um back to the topic im not sure how iii 19 is gonna turn out but maybe mephone is gonnw come back to the season 2 island MAYBE?????

ok i have 3 outcomes for 5his

1. mephone comes back, the cutscene with the final 4 ends with mephones shadow walking in AND ALL THE FINALISTS LOOK UP ST HIM then it hits us with a "TO BE CONTINUED." CAUSEE YEAAH ADAM LOVES TO TORTURE US!!!!

2. mephone gets kidnapped by cobs. thats it

3. mephone never goes back to season 2 so the show gets cancled and the finalists go back to hotel oj and lightbulb sees testy painty and fan and they all kiss right right ZrugtRUGHT

i need lightbrush cintent so bad im so deprived for it i just want them to hug ot something like why do we get Znickloom hugging and not lightbrush ok thats not fair tha5 is NOT fair this is so not fair can they atleast hokd hands or soemthing like hug like maybe even KISS come on adam co e on you jnow you want to /silly

oh yeah and tacos probably gonnw do something stupid as fuck with mepad shes gonna rewire him or something and turn him into like a fucking teleportation device i meann he already is one so uhhhhhhhhhh

um hi!!!

[june-rambles]

i just have to tell u that i consistently go back to ur long post talking abt ocd emma because i agree with every single word and you understand emma swan so well LIKE U GET HER IN THE SAME WAY I GET HER. its lovely. i would love more rambles about it seriously

HI HI HI THIS IS SO. wjhjDSHJHDJHS? THANK YOU!!!!! genuinely didnt think anyone would care abt it but there are multiple people who do and im just shocked everytime..

i think my other long post was more focused on the savior aspect of it and how her family ties into it. i do have another rant i made specifically about the captainswan of it all. like i get into dark hook/dark swan stuff but the underworld arc was SO SO SO OCD EMMA. actually watching the underworld arc was when i was like this girl has something undiagnosed about her like actually: ok copypasting my rant that i sent to my friends who havent watched ouat bc its all i've got in the tank rn LMAO

"and then the darkness plot line:

emma is now trying to balance her feelings for hook and being a mother and being a daughter and being a sister and being the savior and trying not to give into the darkness but Hook, the fucking idiot, gets himself fatally hurt. so she fully gives into the power so she can save him.

because if she loses him, then its proof shes not supposed to be happy. if she loses him, she'll have to finally admit to herself that everyone around her DOES get hurt, and she wont do that. (im a survivor swan!). she can maybe see a future, if she squints, so she wont.

and so she does the very thing she swore not to do. the very thing everyone was afraid of happening. to save HIM. and she hurts the people she loves while doing so. but she promises to herself she'll make it up to them and she wont let them down after this. one last time. one last failure. and she takes everyones memories of everything that happened in the Old World.

also i like the parallel of emma saving robin for regina and its just whats expected of her but when she does it for killian everyone is hounding on her like THATS WHAT SHE DOES THATS WHAT SHE'S LEARNED SHE HAS TO DO. HER LIFE MEANS NOTHING.

THE WHOLE THING WITH THE DARKNESS IS THAT USING HER MAGIC MAKES IT WORSE. RIGHT?? WHEN SHE SAVES ROBIN ITS TO HER OWN DETRIMENT. BUT NO ONE CARES ABOUT THAT. BC SHES THE SAVIOR THATS JUST WHAT SHE DOES, CONSEQUENCES BE DAMNED.

SHES A LAMB RAISED FOR SLAUGHTER AUGHHHhh.

after hook gets his memories back and curses her family, she makes up in her mind to sacrifice herself to save her family and get rid of his darkness. like shes genuinely about to kill herself to do so. she talks to rumple and regina and all of that and shes dead serious.

and yeah, he stops the curse by taking in all the darkness and sacrifies himself. and emma is finally free of the darkness due to his

everyone else is moving on but emma is stuck there. she can't move on because hook was supposed to be her future. he said it himself. and regina is with robin and her parents have her baby brother and henry is still there but hes so much older now and shes just kind of. stuck. so she thinks its hook. the answer has to be with hook. getting him back would fix everything. thats her happy ending thats the only way she can finally break this cycle of losing the people she cares about (graham, neal, etc). she has the power to save him. like his parents save eachother all the time.

if she saves him then its kind of like this proof that she's her parent's daughter. because her parents never failed to save eachother. a lot of people dont like the line when she says "i will always find you" and mimicks her parents dynamic but i do really think it shows just how far gone she is? like shes so deep in her grief that shes holding onto the only identity she has left, which is being their daughter. (excluding being henry's mom because thats a whole kind of different thing yk)"

if i have more thoughts i will definitely share them fr frrr

[ii-meeple-confessions]

More of the 4+4s shimmer au cuz I feel like making you cry and collecting your tears to sell on eBay(for legal reasons thats a joke I pinky promise)

anyways✨ one hc that I have for all keeps is that they have lil antennas that they use to communicate with each other (like they can kinda telepathically communicate with them) and so that way they can talk with each other (the contestants (who are also real ppl in the au cuz we ballin) can see 4 and 4s just staring at each other, and they don't know why, but they r talking to each other) (this is important for later I just wanted to get that ramble aside)

anyways one day while living at meeple they find the closet with 3gs in it, but this time he is functional, and so 4 and 4s cling to him and say "aw yea... Yea your our dad now" and 3gs is like ".. Dawg I brought you to ur death this should not be happening" (he doesn't say that but yk) so basically the three get family dynamic (also mepad is activated earlier in this au so he sees the horrors of meeple, sorry gang he isn't safe) but away happy fun time but cobs ruins it one day because 3gs (and 4s but he already knew) saw cobs being a bad father, 3gs rushes in and then they start brawlen, they fighting while the kids are afraid, 3gs tells them to Scaddadle and so they run, and grab mepad while 3gs is holding back cobs, unfortunately 3gs was badly injured from this and he knew he wouldn't be able to go with them. As cobs wasn't going to let his property go without a fight, and 3gs was to damaged before hand, so with the new damage he didn't want to risk 4,4s and mepad getting hurt. So he tells them to leave with out him, as they would be safer, to which he shuts off (he sustained to much damage) (cue the kids crying as they fly away, but missing someone close to them💔) (also also I made the phones trans because yolo we ball in this fandom💥 (4 is ftm, 4s is mtf)

another rant about my au over, as I fade into the sunset.

Hallo!!! feel free to sell any of my tears on ebay… if you can collect them over the internet that is

OUHH YES I always love when people headcanon the meeps as having antennae to communicate with eachother n such it’s so so fun… I’ve had some talks with a friend of mine over it and it opens the door to so many cool ideas!!!! I’d like to think they can position their antennae to be able to connect to radio stations n the like.. let those phones listen to tunes!!!

Also i’m curious to see how the contestants being real people works, considering ii all takes place on small little islands away from most society (excluding mecloud I guess??? Cobs why did you put your hq in the middle of nowhere. Once again another case of stupid old man)

OUHH 4 and 4s seeing 3gs as a father… that’s so cute actually I like that. MePad having to witness the meeple horrors though… he does not fit that environment at all 💔💔💔 SOMEONE GET HIM OUTTA THERE!!!!!!

OURGHHH 3GS SACRIFICING HIMSELF SO THE OTHER MEEPS COULD LEAVE. OWW 💔💔💔💔 all of this is making me wonder how the ii2 finale plays out in this au… does cobs even die?? Do the contestants even get deleted in the first place???? Considering the contestants WEREN’T made by mephone and therefore wouldn’t be able to get deleted (atleast, by canon standards…) Maybe since mephone didn’t generate them they’d be a little more forgiving to him and let him stay, because if that wasn’t the case. He’d be all alone post finale 💔 AND YAY!!! TRANS PHONES!!! I forgot to mention that… transfem 4s is so real

All of this is to say. You’re cooking and I wish to hear more…

[nickwntstdie2]

yk how people do that thing where u like, make up scenarios/stories in your head before bed??

so ive EXCESSIVELY done that since i was like 11, and like in middle school and Highschool when i would lay in bed for hours after school (like till dinner) id basically just do that then too lol (yes i have depression, how could u tell? LOL)

but id also like go to bed a few hours earlier than necessary to account for time to dedicate to whatever "story" i was in the middle of at the time LOL (still do that... usually no more than 30min to an hour tho... usually lol)

but basically where im going w this is these "stories" or whatever tf have always been about whatever hyperfixation i had at the time and tbh,,, since 2019 its almost always consistently been an IT one to the point ive entirely rewritten/tweaked the entirety of IT chp1/chp2 (with some integration of things i liked from 1990/the novel too) to make it more to my liking of, well, a coming-of-age, romcom about the losers and their friendships and love for eachother but also there's a clown there sometimes to add horror elements,, LOL

my biggest changes to the source material(s) have been:

-Them not forgetting eachother, just that bitchass pennywise (after the others go off to college n stuff, mike realizes they dont remember all that shit n takes one for the team n lets them live their lives happily :((( ... till 27 years later ofc)

-Them all staying in Derry throughout highschool . idc. bevs aunt moves to derry, etc etc, they can leave when they graduate >:(

-uhhh thats about is for big things but also its 2015 / 2042 for the years that Pennywise is present LOL (just for personal reasons, its easier to think in more present day for their younger years + well,, its then easier for certain characters to have a future the way i want,, LOL)

-(oh and none of the losers die at the hands of that stupid fucking clown)

but yea i also have a fuck ton of OCs and shit of like, relatives (incl. children lol) of the losers and stuff like that, i have made all of them in sims 4 and have houses of their like "2042" selves made and can visualize them perfectly and just stupid obsessed shit like that LMAO 😭😭😭

now, why have i never written a fic or anything , u ask?

well once in 6th grade i made one about The Walking Dead and someone from my school found it and ive been traumatized ever since LOL

however, in like 11th grade i started(and finished in 12th) an entireeeee binder full of like, frame by frame, "IT Chapter 2 - 2042" rewritten and like, storyboarded and was planning on doing chp one after i moved houses like 2 years ago, tried to find that binder so i could look thru chapter 2 again and,,,,,, ITS NOWHERE TO BE SEEN. ive been looking since like, last august. like as in august 2023. im so mad.

but idk i kinda decided maybe ill just (re)write them now anyway??? yea idk, little rant/storytime/should i?? post abt my crazy person IT ramblings, thats all LOL

[reigraceee]

for what it's worth I think "keyboardjam" is cool! Like the arrangement of letters is interesting and aesthetically pleasing and it's unique too 🤷‍♀️

Yeah, I mean I don't disagree, lol.

(referencing this post)

The problem is it's just too long! And what would people call me anyways? There isn't an easy nickname I can attach to it that would work (I'm not about to let people call me Key or Board, and certainly not Jam). If I can't just be "keyboardjam" (which was also taken btw) I'd have to add more to an already lengthy word. I whipped up the name "reigrace" because I think it sounds pretty, and I assumed it was unique lol. It sounds distinguishable, at least. I have thought about it, but idk a way to merge "keyboardjam" (a cool looking word that fits my chaotic vibe and tendency to ramble) with "reigrace" without being impersonal, convoluted, or too long. "keyboardjam" was always a goofy little placeholder and so it just looked like baggage at the end of my "real" name. I mean I'd cringe in embarrassment imagining people tagging me and having to add this placeholder at the end of my url because I couldn't think of anything better 😭

Now here's the thing: my 5-year plan.

Rant longer than my old url continues under the cut hehe:

I've always wanted to be an art blog and someday I want to be good and efficient enough to do commissions. And I mean who wants to commission art from someone named keyboardjam 😭? What does keyboard-jamming have to do with art 😭? Could you even trust someone with that name with your art? It just sounds to careless in that context, yk? It just feels so random and unnecessary 😭

But! Fret not. My name on ao3 is still Keyboardjam (or maybe it's keyboardjamming? I don't remember- I haven't posted on there Yet) because there actually is a connection there, it fits my chaotic vibe, and I think it would be memorable/funny to read a really serious fic by someone who claims to be keyboardjamming lol. And! If I ever down the road get enough attention/demand towards my fics Reigrace-keyboardjam will totally return in the form of a side blog.

(I also want to open up a reigrace-tunes side blog for music discussion and a reigrace-art side blog just for my drawings in maybe a year, but I digress).

Basically, I'm at the genesis of my blog/online presence and I'm trying to plan what would make the most sense later on. I also have to finalize a decision because I've already changed my url 3 times within a year 😭. But ALSO I feel like it's too late to completely abandon Reigrace because she's cute, she's a vibe, I'm attached to her, and that's who all my moots/followers know me as now. The only downsides of Reigrace are that others exist (although I don't think any would conflict with my art commissioning/cause confusion to potential purchasers) and also people might not know how to pronounce "rei" (the "ei" makes the "A" sound so it's pronounced like Rey or like a ray of sunshine)

This is just hard for me because I'm so fickle and I always change my interests, so I don't know what I will still vibe with in 5 years. Up until now I've only ever used my actual irl government name (or a variation of it) as for usernames so. This is uncharted territory for me and that's for a reason.

tl;dr- I have a lot of feelings. I'm very insecure about my inability to come up with a unique and snappy url. Usernames are the bane of my existence. I've decided reigrace is my digital artist persona. I'm trying to think ahead. Keyboardjam isn't dead.

RIP Keyboardjamxoxo (2024-2024)

RIP Reigrace-keyboardjam (2025-2025)

Welcome Reigraceee (2025)