#maybe the 'tism is 'tisming idk
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not gonna lie the idea of an oc incarnation is extra appealing because, at least to me, 13-14-15 seem to have this tangible character continuation whereas 12 feels so isolated at times so I'd love to have a 13 that's a more direct continuation
But to loop back to the topic of 'voice', trying to think of actors that feel right seems borderline impossible
#;out of time.#like. I understand why 13 feels like such a reset. its a new era its a new showrunner its a new jumping on point#and props to russell for making 14 feel like SUCH a continuation of 13#15 seems like he might have shades of 12 which makes me VERY happy but I digress#but I am also. endlessly fascinated in exploring regeneration through incarnations. like on a narrative level. you know???#maybe the 'tism is 'tisming idk#but then its like. I am having such a hard time envisioning an incarnation that follows 12 through that lens#like an actor (or actress) I can look at and just go 'That's it. I can hear 'I am the Doctor' through their mouth'#like I can think of like one or two but idk if thats just recency bias at work so I'm just aaaaaaa#anyway Im gonna go play some games to reset the ol' brain I'm lurking tho
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does anyone else ever feel like they never Fit In fandom spaces like. sure i create stuff SOMETIMES but i feel like such an outsider in the fandom and idk why asdkfsakdf
#this might be because i dont really create stuff much#i just kind of hop in eveyr now and then and post#mayb if i actually wrote more fics and drew more art i'd feel more...involved...idk#LOL idk#i want to have more friends in the ml fandom but i am just. so so bad at talking to people#and i am not in any discord servers besides the one i made myself#mostly bc i dont know where to find them#also bc im afraid ppl just think I'm weird or annoying or off-putting sjfsjdfs#it's the tism#text post
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if s1jon is anything like me and he had his glasses cloth with him, he'd see someone with dirty/smudged glasses and be like "hand them over" aggressively and clean them before handing them back going "how unprofessional of you to have dirty glasses" and walk away
like, imagine him doing it to martin
martin fucking confused and starstruck and dying
#magpod#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#i have literally done this to my girlfriend in the past and i'm 5'2 and she's over 6' tall#we'd be talking and i'd fish out my glasses cloth and say well hand them over they're gross#she'd be slightly confused and i would have to go your glasses hun#i have walked up to co-workers saying hey do you want to borrow my glasses cloth because of how smudged their glasses were#i do this for sunglasses too#maybe it's a tism thing idk#idk why i wanted to share this but i've been running on a theory that i'm just all of s1 archive crew shoved into one body#but mostly jon and martin#argo-bolo originals
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sometimes people who struggle like to make jokes or find positives about their condition that causes them to struggle so they can escape the constant negative and struggle. sometimes autistic people will say things like "the 'tism" or use the "autism creature" or say their autism helped them have a *positive trait* to feel better about their struggles. because living your life only focusing on the struggles and negatives is depressing and makes it hard to want to live, even if those struggle take up 100% of your life and you can't actually escape them. sometimes any little seemingly positive thing can help a lot.
but there's so many other autistic people that hate when we do that and call it "reducing autism to a cute trendy thing" and say it takes away from *their* struggles and is bad and shouldn't be used. maybe *you* want to only focus on your struggles, but some people can't live in constant negative and need some positive or to find ways to make their condition more positive so they can feel better about living with their struggles. life is hard. I take anything I can get.
I cant get jobs. I can't make and keep friends. I can't get help and support for doing "normal" things so sometimes I go weeks without being able to shower and without eating more than a bowl of cereal a day. most times can't even do things I like. struggle to communicate. have meltdowns. i'll never be able to live independently. I struggle a lot. but instead of sitting here always depressed and having no motivation to live, i'd rather try to joke about "my 'tism is acting up again" when i'm struggling (just an example. don't think I ever actually used the 'tism thing but i saw others use it) or say "i'm just being a creature" when I need to stay in my dark room because everything is too much and I personally find it cute to be a little creature meant in a positive way. i'm not actually downplaying mine or anyone else's struggles. I still acknowledge them and that silly jokes dont make them go away. i'm not trying to be trendy. i'm not doing any of the things people say we do by making silly little jokes. i'm using the silly little jokes to convince myself life can be a little more than pointless, painful garbage all the time.
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#dont know why continuing in tags but here is more#sometimes we need to ask “why” and not just get mad about how we feel personally. because other people feel differently#yes im guilty of only thinking my feelings and situation and how it relates too and forgetting other peoples. i also need to learn#and everyone's feelings should be valid. just because something might “hurt” you it might be important for someone else#everyones feelings are valid. but we cant protect everyones feeling. so idk the solution#but stopping someone from having a small positive among a sea of nevgative seems a little mean to me#youre not being empathetic to their side. and i can turn it around and be not empathetic to your side and say stop being upset#and get over it and let people have fun. but i wont. i hear you. but at the same time maybe hear us too.#not everyone wants to live only negatively. youre allowed to but dont expect others to.#and yes i GET IT these things can make the allistics and neurotypicals be even worse towards us. but what do we do?#throw out any positivity we can find and grovel in our struggles because the allistics wont take us seriously?#DO THEY TAKE US SERIOUSLY WITHOUT THOSE SILLY TRENDY THINGS? NO! THEY NEVER HAVE#like i said i dont know the solution and everything still be used against us by those people anyway so might as well have fun?#if we focus on struggles they baby us and dont let us do things and block us from living life#if we focus on positive they dismiss our struggles and try to make us do what we cant and dont help us#we cant win! so its not “the 'tism” or whatever other things people made up that cause them to act this way#they already act that way and wont stop unless we figure out how to teach them! but i dont know how! im just a useless little creature#this is probably controversial and someone will get because i dont agree with their perspective despite respecting it#someome will comment to lecture me even though i get it. i do. but two things can exist at the same time!! idk what to tell you!#autistic#autism#actually autistic#lee rambles#words are hard so dont know if i worded it well or not. probably not#also why take away fun things because another group used it for bad? make them stop the bad not stop the good!#i also might be missing more context. i think is about tiktok using these for bad. tiktok is just bad in general and i refuse to use it#why tiktok dictate and ruin our lives now in general? tiktok is really bad 😂 but that another conversation#no one yell at me and say i dismiss struggles of struggling autistics. maybe you dismiss me needing negative thing to have positive?#not in mood for negative response. will probably cry fhhddhsjdjdjkd#today is real struggle day but if i be little creature i feel better
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in your post with a picture of you, you're dressed almost exactly like your pfp
I don't mean like in a similar style it's almost like you're cosplaying yourself
is this intentional?
@crowgirll
oh no...
i did not even notice this 😭
and the answer is no, it wasn't intentional! 😂
i'm just Autistic™ and only wear a few of the same types of (almost identical) outfits all the time, and only ever in three colors (green, brown, and white) and i always dress my picrew avatars (which is what my pfp is) as close to my real life wardrobe as possible...which again is only like 3 variations of the same outfit... 😭😭😭
#ask#asks#ask box#mutuals#crowgirll#unintelligible goblin noises#autusm 👍#idk what the official name for this is#but i know it's a Thing#autism#actually autistic#clothing#my outfits#hobbit girl speaks#🌿#maybe they call it comfort items? or it's the patterned behavior one..or the texture thing..or the “change in routine averseness” thing#idk i'm not a doctor scientist#i just have the 'tism#lol#autism posting#my post#look at my posts boy#clothes#outfits#silly behavior#picrew#picrew avatar#silly posting#hehe :3
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everypony hates me for my complete and utter disrespect of authority
#99.txt#ouhb u think youre above me for arbitraty made up reaons. and IM the asshole with a problem ?? okay detention for me :(#ive been like this i think since i was born. maybe it comes with the tism#but like. hierarchy is made up im not gona play your stupid game#and ppl like doctors and stuff have to earn credibility. im not gona believe everything you say just cos u have this job. damn#everyone in the world is just another person you cant believe everything they say just cos they have some specific job#''did you hear [xyz] is true !! it says so in this news article'' ok well a journalist is still some fucking guy#especially opinion pieces.... ''youre gona disagree with this ??? but it was in an article !!!'' sry yeah i am... 🤷♂️#ppl who take everything word for word without thinking about it are stupid..... sorry#studying stuff is supposed to make you think about it. not just memorize it#aauououagh ''jung or whoever said this so its a True Universal Psychological Fact !!'' nu uuhhh !!! just some guy. you have learned nothing#return to start do not pass go !!!#idk why am i making myself mad about this at 4am 💀💀 this is literally from nowhere#but i think a lot of ppl put way more stake in authority than they realise....#dude i flat out dont believe in the concept of authority. and if youre saying youre above people youre an insane person#i have recieved many a detention... many a sent to back of the class
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I had a stupid idea involving WuWa and a certain theme for a certain character and so. This video now exists.
#look you guys cannot tell me Calcharo ISN'T Vergil coded#bc bro is vergil coded. and slightly sephiroth-y too but I think it's just the hair and the katana(?) clouding my judgement idk#But like seriously hear me out here#weeb bubbles? he got 'em.#storm affiliation? bro has lightning attacks.#white hair icy blue eyes and an intense case of resting bitch face? Cal got that too.#literally all he's missing is the absent father label but idk maybe Cal has a kid I do not know the lore behind him#BUT LIKE HE EVEN HAS A LIL ATTACK BUDDY THAT SOMETIMES SHOWS UP LIKE VERGIL'S REGULAR DT IN DMC5 SPECIAL EDITION#although it's not a devil trigger in wuwa bro just sometimes pops up and is in one of Cal's idle anims BUT STILL#ok sorry I'm done now#the dmc 'tism took over for a second lol#wuthering waves#wuwa#wuwa calcharo#shitpost
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coming from someone who works at a place that serves food, for the love of god please do NOT shove stuff like tissues and wipes in glasses or put them on something they can stick too. they get stuck to stuff and the last thing we want is to find wet tissue floating and breaking apart in the sink!
#maybe it’s just the tism but#it’s so vile man#the amount of times people shove tissues and wipes into sundae glasses is abysmal#y’all do realise how awkward you’re making it right#especially since the glasses are slim!#please please please don’t to it#chefblr or somethin idk#restaurant life
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#not a big fan of the tme/tma or afab/amab stuff#afab + amab make sense 4 intersex ppl + doctor stuff#but idk 4 tme/tma bigots don know whos a trans woman & whos a woman they think is different#i get seen as a transwomen!! im not!! anyone can be affected by transmisogyny!!! my fucking dad has hes a cis man!!!#idk mayb is the tism but i don get it#discourse#ig? idk
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Wanted to put this on tumblr :)))))
#inanimate insanity#god save me#ii mephone4#Omg hes got the tism#maybe hes an age regressor idk EVERYONE SEEMS TO THINK SO AND IM NOT OPPOSED
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Hehe only missing 2 old Soundwave figures.
Prime I’m going for you! Threat
#error txt#error 404 shut up#Just bought Animated#there’s some that I do not care for (looks at bayverse soundwave and shutters)#I’m missing 80’s and Prime and then I’ll have all the older figures I want#maybe I should take a photo of my collection of Waves when Animated gets here#right there’s also fall and war for cybertron soundwaves. I should locate those ones too#tbh idk why he’s my favourite one maybe cause he’s got the tism and I too have the tism#either way he’s my son. my very very large son
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www reader "of course i follow dick grayson's cereal review Instagram" not-wayne
#sophie speaks#series:www#this is turning into a weird chapter#i didnt want to write tim this weird so early on but he's just like. a little guy#im just gonna go with 'hes weird sometimes and not weird sometimes but nobody acknowledges it at all so get gaslit loser'#tim accidentally pscyhologically torturing reader#but later it will very likely be on purpose lets be real here#bruce wayne: i have five very normal children. what are you talking about they're all freaks they're all very normal#idk maybe ill save the weird tim behavior for later. he's so fucking strange <3 cryptid white boy with the tism rizz
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feel like the whole “ ‘tism/touch of the ‘tism” jokes have become too casual cuz tell me why i posted on my priv ig story ab me sitting weird like L from Death Note while im studying and one of my friends just replies with “Tism” like girl… idek if im autistic or not
#though ive always had my doubts#maybe it’s just me being sensitive#but it always rubs me the wrong way#cuz i’ve never spoken ab being or suspecting i might be autistic#and i’ve never heard YOU mention being autistic#not that you have to talk ab it#but then if neither of us have ever had a conversation like that#what would make you feel comfortable enough to use it as a jokey joke#idk i feel it’s become way too synonymous to just say someone is weird or goofy#just like how ppl use ocd as a silly little thing to mean ur neat and tidy#autism#the tism#tism#neurodivergent
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Redesigning my old ygo ocs bc i feel sad lol i miss yugioh a lot tails
Anyways idk what the lore is for them yet but all i thought up so far was like "ygo but magical girl core esque - they can dress like regular people and shit but while dueling they gotta have a battle outfit that manifests for them and also it's set in a performing arts theatre academy"
so yeah there ain't much to go off of lol - so character wise miss selphia primavera she uses vernusylphs and tries to keep an upbeat attitude and gets miffed if people don't acknowledge the work she puts in dueling
ok so before (yes i only have generic outfits cause i kinda suck at fashion design and stuff lol"
and now
slay girl slay
#ygo oc#ygo#yugioh#yu gi oh#oc art#oc artist#oc art tag#also i fully rushed the latter idk why i hate drawing full body character design stuff maybe i'm just impatient#ygo community do you accept me as a member of your cult (arc-v has corroded my brain's sensory function)#i love the others but something about arc-v really stuck with me#it's the theatre kid tism i fear#should i show the other ygo ocs i have#fuck your answer i'm doing it anywyas
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i love when people say i write the hellsing characters accurately im like muahahaHAHA yes little do you know i just gave them autism
#ima focus these tags on seras specially#cuz ive gotten people be like 'idk if SHES the autistic one...'#like HOWWWW that's the only way i can view her#the way she interacts with walter and alucard especially my tism radar is going OFF#like how she never fully matches the tone of a conversation?? are yall picking up what im laying down#and shes so passionate and extra about EVERYTHING like i deeply understand that#shes on a unique grindset#we need more silly girl representation in autism hcs and shes my number one candidate#dont even get me started about integra holy fuck#should i bring that old sertegra autism masterpost back? maybe i should idk if everyone has seen it#hellsing
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My biggest issue with Clankie is that the ship name is Clankie.
Idk why but it’s like nails on a chalkboard to me 😭
#is this just me??#I like freo better#maybe it’s because of the ‘clank’ part idk#or maybe it’s just the tism hfjfk
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