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shevr · 2 years ago

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thinkin about Casey

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heartorbit · 4 months ago

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find another role, carry on the show

#EDIT IT DIDNT SAVE MY TAGS. hey so this post got a thousand notes huh. interesting. surely nothing will change #i'll leave all the old tags. for my thought process. and its kinda funny #take a bow stupid idiot (throws a tomato at them)#in stars and time #isat #siffrin #siffrin no middle names no last name ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧#... or is it. Smiles #i'd like to draw mira for her birthday but um (hasnt open artfight website in a few days) im scared.#also i have NICE ASKS TO ANSWER.... But im scared. give me a minute #Uawaaaaagh i drew this bc i was trying to animate a little bit but it just . Didnt look good. im not good ag 2d animation #tch. ill keep trying cause there ar e way too many songs that and now about isat because i have brain worms. i need amvs.#IM SCARED TO POST THINGS THAT ARE SPOILERY BECAUSE I WANT MY FRIENDS TO PLAY ISAT. BUT.#isat spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #sasasap #sasasa:p #WHAT IS THE PROLOGUES TAG.#tshirt that says 'i <3 killing the image in the mirror and taking its place' on the fromt #and a list of megan thee stallions tour dates on the back. お金稼ぐ俺らはスター #Im kind of tempted to edit this to be the versiom with the eyes. or maybe twt can have that. or. well #all of my friends are on twt (trombone slide sfx) so maybe thats where i should worry about spoilers.#ill see if i want to slap an eyepatch on them in the morning #Im one of those people who was like idgaf about twohats (lets it simmer for a week) Oh my god. Oh my god. Ohmy god #EDIT. i swapped it out for the Eyes version it should be fine as long as its tagged formspoilers right...#ill post eyepatch vers on twt partly bc spoilers but also ppl over there can be .. annoying ..... ....#i fear i would get 800 You Forgot The Eyepatch replies. PLEASE JUST SEE MY VISION.#[BANGING MY HANDS ON THE GLASS] HIS HAND. LIKE IN THE PROLOGUE. WHEN THEYE. HANDS. HELD[EXPLOSION

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ingoodjesst · 8 months ago

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have you put the pieces together yet, detective

#goro akechi #akechi goro #persona 5 #persona 5 royal #p5 akechi #p5 spoilers #persona 5 fanart #jesst some art #i may have worked on this for... just under two weeks? i had like. so many fckgin thoughts i might make a process/concept breakdown post #it's honestly just for my own peace (haha piece) of mind because i overthought about. SosoooOoOo many motifs and symbols and i just wanna #idk PUT EM ALL somewhere........ maybe it'll become its own jessay of mine. god. who can say.#also DUDE tumblr rly does crunch up quality wow ouch #unironically a core thematic inspiration for this piece is a quote from the folding ideas' video 'the nostalgia critic and the wall'#'it doesn't all make sense or resolve or coalesce because we don't all make sense'#'everyone is the illusion of order constructed brick by brick out of chaos'#i've watched that video essay through at least. a dozen times at this point. everything about it. yeah. it's good.#this piece initially went many different directions and i have realized ah yes to fully explore just THESE themes that i'm interested in as #they relate to goro akechi i will need to draw. at least two more pieces. sdlfhsdlkfjsd

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worldwright · 3 months ago

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anyone else thinking that the Magnus interview questions Sam listed off sound awfully similar to the ones he's been answering on his mysterious ghost intake paperwork?

Two things about this: First, now we have two data points about what the hell sort of experiment fodder the people doing this ritual are looking for. Still no idea what it means, but it's a place to extrapolate from. It also reminds me of the OG-universe Institute interview questions, for whatever that's worth.

Second, I think we can safely assume that Sam isn't just filling out those forms out of spite. He's looking for a chance to do it again, but right this time.

#tmagp #tmagp spoilers #the magnus protocol #samama khalid #idk if sam even realizes that's why he's doing it but i am 100% sure of this. the moment he thinks sent his life eternally wrong?#maybe he can fix it this time. be what he was supposed to be. do it right.#ugh. i know he's terrified to go back but he Needs to process this in some way. not that getting killed is the Right way. but

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licorishh · 11 months ago

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greek man save me......... save me mad scientist save me

#dr ratio #hsr dr ratio #honkai star rail #honkai star rail fanart #artists on tumblr #if you see the mistakes no you don't sigh #i dunno. had fun rendering this one #getting better at rendering i think maybe #last piece of 2023 and first piece of 2024 man startin' off with a bang #i enjoyed this process but i think i am learning that i need to practice the art of doodling because this took so many hours #i can't do THIS much every time i wanna make a finished piece lol i'll go insane #but for now i like how this turned out :)

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ducks-love-peas · 1 year ago

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yeah, erm, spelling - not their strong point.

#good omens #good omens 2 #goodomensedit #goodomensgifs #shax #s2e5 'the ball'#gifs #i made this #i just love shax's costumes and hair #i've had this idea for a gif of this scene for a while #someone else has probably already done it haha #i wish i were faster and had more time T_T #this was a real blood sweat and tears editing experience (k maybe not blood)#i learned some tricks for my poor girl's freeware-only gifmaking process tho!#rip the quality of the third gif :'( but i wanted to include the whole thing #(rip the quality in general sorry obvs still need to work on sharpening)

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year ago

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I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :

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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )

#tumblr polls #hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today #still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual #They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully #it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec #fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since #I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm #ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos #or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things #I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming #over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY #I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb #e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about #different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see #stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I #can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud..#but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone #said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects #the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm

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bitchslapblastoids · 2 months ago

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do you remember exactly where you were when basically im gay dropped? are there other d&p videos/content that you’ve had that experience with? am reminiscing and curious

#I was living in New York and I had to go soon so I had my phone propped up on the shelf in the closet so I could watch while getting ready #(kind of hilarious that my phone was literally in the closet while I watched him come outta the closet!)#but then I was crying and grinning #and I just remember feeling so unfathomably proud #and becoming a mess and I just couldn’t even remotely begin to process it all #and then I had to go to work and just be normal and not say a word and I just wanted to SCREAM don’t you know don’t you all know #you need to know!!!!!!!#and then I passed timothee chalamet on the street we nodded politely at each other that’s literally not remotely a lie #real rush of a day that was #I clocked him from like 3 blocks away bc yes I was gagging for him at the time and yes cmbyn changed my brain chemistry fuck you #I think I privated all my charmie bookmarks after the cannibalism stuff dropped lol but maybe not too lazy to check #ANYWAY.#dan and phil #phan #dan’s finest work one of the best videos on the platform period really such a beautiful perfect brave piece i love and appreciate him so.

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disposal-blueeee · 1 month ago

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VARGASTOBER - day 1 : memories

#vargastober #vargastober2024 #HELLLO #HELLO HELLO IM EUPHORIC . GOD #it ended up looking even better than i expected !!!!! hhhell yeah !!!!!!!!#i'm like LOOK GUYS ( pointing at the screen ( I MADE THIS #i had to work on this one yesterday actually #i won't be home today . so i had to make sure i could actually get this one posted on time #it's currently 3:40AM . this will be posted idk at 1PM #i need to write a whole entry of the process but i didn't take any screenshots of it . great #i banged this one like in 5 hours . LIMITED TIME #NO TIME TO TAKE SCREENSHOTS OR WRITE NOTES #anyway don't want to talk too much here . I ENJOYED WORKING ON THIS ONE #vargas #scriabin vargas #vargas zarla #scriabin #zarla s #sunny's art #I HAVE A BUNCH OF EDGAR / JAKE DOODLES AND I DON'T KNOW IF I WANT TO POST THEM RIGHT NOW #two posts in a day is that too much #i'll save them for later . maybe i can make more in the meantime

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black-and-yellow · 1 year ago

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Ingenue

Reel it in.

(NB even though this reads right to left, the pages are ordered so that they will be in order when scrolled through on full screen)

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mblue-art · 9 days ago

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out w these tall clowns 🌲🌸

#who up yume-ing their ocs w characters (me)#yumeship #matsukawa issei #haikyuu oc #hanamaki takahiro #haikyuu #mblue art #self insert #ocsona #or animesona either way its still an oc who may look similar to my sona 🧍#seijohbros au #this thing took too long (can you tell. this was for halloween. it is now 11/5 and i am queueing this)#and i keep taking it out of queue to drafts and putting it back bc im overthinking things and i rlly just need to drop it and move on</3 #i love my blorbos sm they look ok in here actually but the process was shinji chair meme worthy i was suffering </3 #context is halloween party das it (left is dressed up as that stabby ghostface guy. knife prop and mask not shown)--#--(he may have joked abt stabbing once. maybe a few times)--#--(right is an angel. kinda low effort/simple fit. ironic bc none of the ppl in the friend group are angels /hj)#in the group; ocsona is the closest to these two goofy mfs (not surprising i am in the utmv fandom. lots of goofy skeletons in there)--#--but the one they trust the most is the guy on the left !#((used the yumeship term bc my ocsona (specifically)'s main thing w them is platonic (i love silly shenanigans what can i say)--))#((--even if i sometimes want to rom smooch these dorks))#yearning about f/os (rom or plat) is so nice n fun you guys should do it n have fun n get some more whimsy in ur life 10/10 i recommend

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karkatbug · 2 months ago

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Sorry Karkat looks like you totally misunderstood the situation 😔

Day 6 of @davekatweek: Sadstuck

page 1/2-3/4/5/6/7-8/9-10

#sorry its dark looks like today is thunderstorm day and the lighting at home sucks u_u #fits the mood tho #homestuck #dave strider #karkat vantas #davekat #hsfanart #my art #davekatweek2024 #i think karkat is very quick not just when it comes to expressing his emotions but also processing his feelings too #dave seems like he needs a lil push but also maybe a lil bit more ~time~

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gxtzeizm · 2 months ago

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the fact that me, as a fan of both lando and oscar without any bias (maybe a bit on lando but not that much), is going to witness both "oscar fans, lando antis" and "lando fans, oscar antis" posts all in my one dash 🥲🥲

also the fact that atp i couldn't even bother enough with this same situation on both lewis and george. now it happens on lando and oscar as well which got me like....

#landoscar #lando norris #oscar piastri #f1 #maybe i need to admit atp rn that #this sport is just not built for a person like me istg 🙂🙂#like....i miss the moments 2 years ago where what i only care the most is only football and football only #and couldn't even give a fuck more about guys being in circles vroom vroom #i mean thank god that there's a bayern match just now right after the race ended #which really liften my mood up and distract myself a bit from intimidating discourse and whatsoever #hmmmm ngl maybe the fact that being a football football fan in general especially in this website really brings a comfort in me #meanwhile for f1...idk why but everything about it (especially during race and after race) really overwhelms me a lot seriously speaking #maybe the fact that football is more team oriented sport #meanwhile f1 is more individual oriented despite there are teams consists of 2 individuals #and the fact that me supporting multiple individuals in a one same team despite that f1 is individual oriented sport #kinda gets me digging my own grave atp tbh #i mean when i said individual oriented sport...it kinda means that in a perspective of most of the f1 fans #and now seeing all every kinds of discourse on my dash really makes me overwhelming a lot i'm ngl #that the fact that i couldn't able to curate my own preference for this f1blr space on my dash 🥲🥲🥲#goddddd srsly tho i just want to turn back time where i only cares about bayern frankfurt and germany nt only ffs 🫠🫠🫠🫠#but yeah who am i to turn around the past 🙃🙃...and plus that once i'm getting into one hyperfixation there's no turning back at all for me #so yeah #goddddd i'm so sorry but i'm just being so fucking messy rn #like all the things that i see on my dash really exhausts my brain and my thought process forreal i really need to throw up forreal srsly :(

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jesuis-assez · 3 months ago

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↠ Tim & Lucy scenes ↳ 5x10 - The List

#chenford #chenfordedit #the rookie #tim x lucy #tim and lucy #therookieedit #lucy x tim #jesuis assez edits: Chenford #jesuis assez edits: Chenford scenes #Tim was so nervous #When they reached their second date.. They were in their element. It was more them as opposed to the fancy setting.#He could breathe with ease. Just be there in the moment with her. They could just be them. Just Tim and Lucy.#He could melt into her the way he always does.#Whether that be in the form of a kiss / hug or a touch of any means.#or even gaze at her intently the way he did here in this scene [ok the whole episode. ] [ok just about every time he looks at her]#Even touching her with his fingertips brushing over her skin \ hearing her voice \ a single look that #communicates what words cannot say is enough to quieten the anxiety.#or the emotional storm raging within Tim. Even for a fleeting moment as they have done so before.#Tim has this way of giving Lucy his full and undivided attention. Listening to her attentively. He takes in every word she says to him #Hanging onto every word and holding a space for those words in the doorways of his mind. and allowing her influence to wash over him.#Because he values her opinion just as much as she values his. So when she expressed a [need] for him to reset his expectations #he switched on instantly to meet that need. He too wants for them to take their time and explore this slowly.#They're on mutual ground with this and maybe it's something Tim didn't realise he wanted until Lucy voiced it.#The way he begins to process what she is wanting from the relationship right now and needing from him #and how it sinks in that he wants that too #I think Tim could've been content to sit in silence with her all night despite the nerves bubbling up inside of him.#Just completely content with beaming at her all night. Content to admire her through tender eyes.

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spaciebabie · 17 days ago

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at first getting diagnosed with cptsd was like, "yay my trauma has been validated (it always was valid)!" and i really thought that was going to be it, but then i started to do research as i do whenever i realize i have something and learned that!! the way i experience socialization is!! quite horrid actually!!

#i have had this stupid fucking rule for myself for years since i was little #''dont speak unless you're spoken to or else something bad will happen. nobody wants to hear what you have to say unless they ask''#I TELL MYSELF THAT ALL THE TIME????#AND I DIDNT REALIZE IT WASNT NORMAL #thats not something that healthy people think to themselves whenever they want to talk to people. they just talk to them #they dont tell themselves not to speak to people for fear of what may happen to them jesus christ spacie #i get so scared when i message anybody ANYTHING #bc everything and anything i wanna talk about feels so stupid why would anyone give a shit #staring at a funny joke i want to send someone for 30 fucking minutes before deleting it b/c my brain is like ''errmm who cares?''#''also they're going to yell at you for wasting their time!!!''#i sent my friend a meme once and had a panic attack (or maybe a flashback?? im still trying to figure out what they are) immediately after #this shit sucks dude. it sucks #at least im processing what happened to me. thats why it hurts so bad rn its been stockpiled for like.#2 decades #im not looking for any sympathy here im just putting it out there #so that anybody who feels the same way i do know they're not alone #ive been struggling everyday for like 2 months now (actually DEFINITELY longer)#it will get better. things just need to be taken one step at a time #i have gotten thru my worst days i have a 100% success rate #how many days have i been alive #7930 #lightwork #lets keep it goin #vent #trauma tw #trauma mention #wrote this post thru a flashback btw!! dealing with them is getting easier #before i would be unable to function for days at a time!!!#with one of the most recent ones i had i was so in the thick of it i avoided everyone i knew for a week cuz i was convinced #i was an evil unlovable freak that only wanted to hurt people

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myokk · 6 months ago

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Sebastian had a few days leave from duty so he visited Eloise😇😇

#im literally OBSESSED with Eloise😩#and this AU😇🙏#they are maybe late 20s/early 30s here I wanted to experiment a bit #anyways I was reading A Little Life at the beach today #and ngl I was tearing up literally ALL the time!!! 😤😤😤#it’s just so beautifully written & I find myself relating so heavily and I get gut punches every few pages where I need to stop reading #and just process it #idk maybe I am sentimental today LOL #It’s just…it’s making me think about the fact that I’ve never really Belonged in any one place and neither have the characters #my mom is the product of Bulgarian/swedish immigrants to the US and my dad is a Spanish pueblo man 😂#and their experiences/culture/languages etc etc have shaped my life soooooooo much🙏#but like at the same time. too reserved to truly fit in with the Spanish but too open/blunt for the midwest #idk it is weird to explain #anyways I just keep moving forward & make my own way🙏🙏🙏#thank you for coming to my free Therapy Session in the hashtags (bc nobody reads these😂😂😂😂)#also if you did & you also read a little life please🙏 or if you want to talk about books in general🙏🙏#hogwarts legacy #hogwarts legacy fanart #hphl #sebastian sallow #hogwarts legacy mc #hogwarts legacy oc #eloise #oh also this is a recreation of a Porco Rosso scene😇😇🙏🙏#but I changed the colors a LOT & also a bit more when I sketched it up

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