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obsob · 11 months ago

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bedtime story with my love !!

#mine #cats #oooooooooogh im so cold....bath time bath time :3 !#i hope everyone is hvaing a good week i am now DONE with work !!!!! hehe !!!!!!!!!!#i might not do any drawing for a little while . maybe just felt tips #also. cannnot for the life of me decide what 2 read...am like 30% way thro assassins fate but Um its . a little intense so im taking a brea #idk what im in the mood for....something....fun... but isnt bad #i feel like all 'light' books r bad. maybe i will just reread the goblin emperor. as i always do when all else fails #also. am going ice skating tomorrow i am SO excited . i hvent been in so so long its so exciting !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#mwah. hve good evening :3

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puppyeared · 28 days ago

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act 4 :(

@chipper-smol and i came to a realization

#THID FUCKING GAAAAAAAMMMMEEEEE #i have more i wanna draw but my hands not working orz.. maybe ill get around to it later idk #i finally FINALLY managed to get inside that star room.. my own clone!! now neither of us will be virgins!!!!#i dont have anything to go off of but when the journal mentions making another 'me' it reminds me of loop saying theyre like a mirror #theyre always able to read siffrins mind without actually reading their mind (or so they say) but maybe it could just be tone matching???#or smth like that.. idk if these two things are connected though so maybe its more like subtext #i hope im not the only one who made the childrens hospital joke when it came around to color lore part 2 #im also getting the sinking feeling of watching siffrin toe his way near the deep end like bro is so so close to losing it #i feel like if i knew nothing abt the game beforehand and why siffrin is looping in the first place my feelings abt this would be different #cuz id be pretty angry too if ive been stuck in a loop long enough to feel like everyone around me is pretending nothings wrong #than the fact that i have decided not to disclose im in a time loop and that everyone is living this day for the first time #although i also get hes doing this for a reason and when u believe in the universe i guess it also comes with sunk cost fallacy #'this is the path the universe led me down before i even knew what i wanted so all i can do is double down' THATS THE FATALISM TALKING #puppy plays isat #in stars and time #isat #isat spoilers #isat act 3 spoilers #isat act 4 spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #sona #puppysona #friends #chipper #doodles

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princeelectra · 7 months ago

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This is making me want to redo my StEx project that died in 2022 ( where people in Tumblr would make StEx characters at home and then we would unite everything in a "zoom call like" video, that would be our Tumblr production X3

I cancelled it in 2022 because I was really mentally ill to do anything, but now I'm feeling great! What do you guys think? 👀

question !!! : if you could play anyone in starlight express , who would you want to play ?

#starlight express #stex #Starlight Express the tumblr production #StEx tumblr production #maybe it's going to work now! IDK :“3

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wuntrum · 27 days ago

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think i'm actually going to put in my two weeks tomorrow. im gonna DIEEEEE

#personal #like i genuinely want/need to leave but its soooo scary...ugh #<- mainly just bc i dont have a back up Yet #but im optimistic ill find something thats at the very least #more consistent than where im working now. and maybe #wont have cartoonishy evil upper management but idk #like ok. you wont give me an answer on if youre making me work the night before i have intense surgery #(the answer is yes bc of availability but they just wont admit it)#then dont even worry about it man <3 dont worry about it ever agaiN #gonna sleep on it. but its gotta happen. uuuufdklhgkdfgh #and i dont wanna spend all of post op worrying abt having to go back there #during the holiday rush. like this was already Gonna Happen #anyways. hello if you made it all the way down here. i hope you all are well

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ellabswilliamson · 6 months ago

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You guys won't BELIEVE the wip im cooking up rn

Ellie and Abby are arguing over something stupid (like who's the most traumatized or who's the most awesome or some shit), Dina is a mildly concerned but mostly neutral observer of the chaos, and Jesse is playing crossword puzzles and trying to ignore Dumb and Dumber.

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kyluxtrashpit · 11 days ago

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Every time I try to write lately, I just can't get anywhere with it :/ I can string words together but they feel empty. Events happen, but what story are they even telling? There's no emotion, no depth, so substance at all. I just can't make anything that's about or says anything at all and idk why :/

#it's starting to get really frustrating #I've got 3 wips that are all different stuff that I keep coming back to and none of them are going anywhere #it's like there's no substance to any of it #the events feel soulless and empty #what am I even saying with anything that happens #'oh this story is about intimacy' where's the intimacy then bitch #like yeah they're touching but like what's intimate about it where's the emotions #goddamnit I just want to make something and I just can't #like maybe I could make something that's shit and soulless but I don't want that I want it to be good #and I keep trying and trying every week and I get nowhere with it and then I'm like :/ well fuck now I don't know what to do with myself #and then the bad feels get worse cause the thing that's supposed to make me feel better isn't working and I can't manage to actually do it #ffs #idk what to do but sometimes complaining helps so I'm trying that lmao #who knows maybe it'll help #shut up nerd #text #misc

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lulu-draws-stuff · 2 months ago

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do yyou think you can share any transmasc lili or transfem raz design ideas you have

Ok ! I didn't have any designs planned out yet, so I took this ask as an opportunity to try my hand at it :] maybe I'll line and color this later, idk

(Any pronouns for Raz and he/they for Lili here ok)

#art #doodles #fanart #psychonauts #psychonauts au #razputin aquato #raz psychonauts #lili zanotto #lili psychonauts #I think they'd be around their early 20s here :]#I think Lili's known he's trans for a while. and been on t for at least 3 years at least #but Raz only figured out maybe a couple years ago and is not taking any hormones currently (I don't know if she would later either)#also I think he'd be pretty influenced by Frazie's style (hair specifically of course) while also still somewhat keeping the Sasha ish look #and inspired by Milla a little with the slightly more 70s vibe #while making it her own thing too though #and also they wear the scarf as a headscarf sometimes (like Lucy wore when she was young)#ohh and she's taken a liking to the nickname Pootie and allows for close friends to use that for it :]#also I wanted for Lili to look kinda like Truman while also still having Lili vibes #I might mess with the design more later but I think it's ok for now #they'd be a bit more chilled out when he's older I think though #I also think that he'd go by something other than Lili (idk what yet) but still allow that has a nickname with people they know #also I think both their hair would get curly when they're older. but Raz's especially #and I like to think they'd work at whispering rock during the summer when they're older also :]

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deus-ex-mona · 1 month ago

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when the slowburn makes the ship extra cute~~~

#kimikawaii this week for sure!!!!!! (has been saying that since july)#ik the nghy payoff will be ✨sweet✨ but it’s kinda funny how hw are slowburning nagisa’s role in the series as a whole #mans has a grand total of 3 songs to date and only 1 has a cv ver #place your bets what do you think will come first? nghy duet or ariken duet #t h o u g h. ariken is also kind of a slowburn but we all knew they’d get together since ijiwaru release (shoutout to the og miku ver)#some say that ariken is still not canon in the novels to this very day #can’t believe we got arisa’s future career aspirations reveal before ariken canon in the novels smh #but i digress!!!!!!!!!!!! nagisa needs more action and attention!!!!!!#he did have kind of a ‘the bus came back’ moment with the izumo collab but we never saw his face again after that #(full cast merch doesnt count bc p. much everyone’s included in them except for the school nurse and kako)#so. all im saying is: slowburn nghy by all means. just dont slowburn nagisa’s character arc aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #now that mona mania has cooled off (to a degree) and chizusweep has mellowed out (somewhat) it’s shiranami’s time to shine!!!!!!!!#y. yeah. ik it’s harder to market him bc he’s a literal average (albeit handsome) joe but that’s part of his charm!!!!!#i mean!!!!! he can cook!!!!! he stans ft4!!!!! he’s devoted to the girl he loves!!!!!! he’s a dreamboat!!!! what more could you ask for?#but. i do have to say that nghy developments have been kinda awkwardly handled as a whole… esp with heroine ikusei #i think nagisa should’ve been introduced in heroiku or something… since he was planned from the start of hiyori’s development��#maybe they were trying to pull a ‘2nd love wins’ kinda parallel with kthn? but the ascana retcon made everything awkward huh…#i think it could’ve worked out in the mv-verse. like if they’d placed heroika+sukiuso after the fight+make up in herotaru #so the timeline would go smoothly from heroiku -> herotaru -> heroika #with hiyo realising that she’d be better off focusing on work and track after the asuka debacle + chizu fight #like a ‘forget romance!!! i gotta work hard and run hard!!! omg wait nagisa wdym you love me???’ kinda thing #but the [redacted] anime p much cut + pasted the asuka arc with the nagisa visit and. hm.#is this just an excuse to blame the clumsy handling of the nghy arc on the [redacted] anime? m… maybe…?#but it all still could’ve kinda worked out if they’d shifted the timelines around a little. y’know. since sukiuso mv has nagisa visit in oct #idk i think having hiyo learn how to doll herself up from lxl for her first crush (asuka)#and then using what she learned to yassify herself to meet up with nagisa would’ve been neater?#like a ‘hey look nagisa :) i applied what i learned from my pals :)’ kinda thing #or maybe chizu and juri could’ve helped her with the nagisa dressup scene post-herotaru fight… but i digress!!!!!!#hmmmmmmmmmm… well. this has gone way off topic… anyways nghy canon and cute that’s all byeeee #the dude from gamushara

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chibishortdeath · 2 months ago

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Mspaint is really fun actually—

#castlevania #castlevania games #simon belmont #castlevania ii #castlevania simon’s quest #simon’s quest #castlevania ii: simon's quest #akumajo dracula #akumajou dracula #art post #my art #art wip #the colors are definitely a bit off in photos augh #eventually once it’s done I’ll be able to put the actual image tho #listened to a lot of malice mizer songs I hadn’t heard yet drawing this :3 #I’ve been trying to actually get into visual kei properly cause I love how the genre sounds and have been listening to Gackt since forever #but I kept putting off doing it for some reason 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#does anyone else get the thing where you go ‘oh yeah this band is so good’#and then listen to like maybe the same three songs over and over and over again (X X ;)#yeahg anyway Simon again yay :3 #augh I really wanna actually work on comic ideas for him but aaaaaaa #another thing does anyone else like suddenly stop being able to do things like ok #I’ll want to do something and then get ready to do it and suddenly lose all energy and drive for it for no reason #and I still! want! to do it! augh!#but I’ll put my hand to paper and it’ll go limp like I’ve never held a pencil like bro come on don’t do this to me now 💀💀💀#I’ll be able to start some new mspaint painting totally fine tho (XwX)#I’m pretty positive I have something mentally wrong with me tbh high suspicion of autism maybe adhd could be depression who knows idk #ack anyway drawing the tragically beautiful 1600s vampire hunter about it

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amogus-real-not-clickbait · 4 hours ago

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part 1 of a little comic / art sequence that i've been working on! :D it's part tribute, part experimenting with brushes n colors and trying new thingz :]

and thus continues my endless quest of spreading the carrot fics like a plague! if you've seen my art floating around you probs already figured that this au holds a very special place in my heart, forever and always!!

if you haven't heard of it, it's a fic series by @crowned-ladybug called carrot soup!! it made me wish i could speak colors and i need more people to share my struggle xd

go check it out if you're into sweet voice lore and qpr level gayness and just wanna feel warm and soft and warm (hurt/comfort my beloved) <333 there are some heavier themes cos everyone's traumatized but they're working through it! be sure to check the tags and stay safe! <3

#hlvrai #half life vr but the ai is self aware #frenrey #carrots au #<- gotta remember to tag the other ones as well #yippie im so excited to finally start sharing these with people!!!#there will be at least 5 parts in total maybe more idk #i just wanted to illustrate this little snippet of the first fic #maybe i'll draw more of these if i get another vision #i am still trying to work on the animatic so that would probs include most of my visions anyway #i think im gonna post a wip sometime soon just in case i lose interest #also i crave validation and reading people's tags and comments makes me so so so happy!!!><#btw it kinda feels nice posting something like. after a while #cos it's been quite a bit since i finished this first.. part? page? thingy #and it's nice to finally stay out of the whole instant gratification thing #please do still go crazy in the tags tho? if u want?#mkay enough rambling for today i've got things to do #like be cozy n read fanfics n drink water n stuff yk?#all the important thingz #and who knows maybe i'll even make some progress on.. whatever it is that piques my interest today #by for now!!! take care and have a very orange day <3

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caramelmochacrow · 6 months ago

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"Beating so fast, seems like it'll burst..."

#crow's scribbles #d4dj #d4dj groovy mix #shinobu inuyose #esora shimizu #yuka jennifer sasago #i finally drew something in ms paint after.... a while.#please dont mind how rusty they look (especially esora's hands)....#this is a follow up to kyoko's one yes this is what the other 3 look like #try to guess which starish members i took inspiration from for each of them hehe #i loooove these designs....#should i post the concept sketches? tell me if you wanna see them lol #each of them are matching w one member in one way but still different i specifically made sure of that #i based them off what i think their 2 charm points are similar to love live kinda #esora is the cute and lovely one of course; shinobu is the quiet and mysterious one; yuka is the strong and beautiful one #and then kyoko is the charismatic and cool one duh.#i dont have a favorite design but the one im proud of the most is esora! i think i managed to get her vibe while also keeping the idol feel #i wanna make these types of outfits for the other units but i think i gotta think of something their unit can be other than DJ unit #this can be an au in it of itself but for now it's gonna be outfits for them so i dont go crazy #like. photon = actresses/or takarazuka revue actresses? towa and saki are musumeyaku while ibuki and noa are otokoyaku... maybe.#hapiara and rondo can be a band bc of rei and nagisa but hapiara is pop while rondo is hard rock/metal bc duhhhh (but idk w hapiara.....)#you cannot separate merm4id from clubbing so they're p much just the same except saori is a regular DJ in rikamarika's club w dalia--#working as a bartender there. yeahhhhh.... lyrilily are p much just choir girls now bc thats all i can think of atm (maybe they act too???)#abyssmare and unichord...... hrmmmm.... idkkkkkkk. v-tubing related for sure w unichord but abyssmare i have nothing #SO. now i'll stop my rambling here byeeeee enjoy my losers (affectionate) and my thoughts on this byeeeee

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bunnihearted · 1 month ago

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🫖🐭☁️🍚

#so i did meet my old friend from years ago yesterday. i was sooooo nervous omgggg. and i was waiting outside the café we agreed on #and then saw them walk in and i was like omgggg. the anxiety... but then i gathered courage and walked towards it and thry saw me thru the #window and came out and immediately hugged me. then they were like 'omg i've been so nervous. even more than before like a date!!'#so that made me relax a bit. i feel like i dont really fully estimate what i mean to them. maybe they care about me as well haha !!#then we just got our stuff and i chose a smoothie and was ready to pay but they just got it with their stuff (they work at this chain so #they got a discount). i feel so so bad & anxious when someone else pays for me. like i feel like a burden #but i asked twice if i should send them money for it and they were like no that's fine. so i had to tell myself to just shut up abt it 🥲#bc if u keep asking u make it into a thing and make them uncomfortable etc. so i really appreciated that and it was nice even if i felt bad #but yeah then we just sat down and talked. and it was so much easier to talk to them than i had been worried abt #like it flew nicely and yeah.. i feel like i forgot a lot abt them. like they're good at conversating. so they kept it going & even if i was #awkward it was fine for them. i did however get swept up in my own anxiety so as they asked me questions i answered #but then was too whirlwindy so i didnt really ask as much back and there were things i wanted to ask but didnt :')))#then they had cards and a card game with them. so we played for a bit too. and it was a lot of fun!!! (i was anxious and kinda slow lmao #bc when i dont know smth or the rules etc already my brain stops working so yeah.. even if it was simple games i was like um um what do i do #felt stupid but yeah again they didnt do anyhing to contribute to me feeling stupid but i still felt slow >.<#but i still thought that was so much fun. i wanna do more of that T-T like yeah...that was nice #then we took a lil longer walk to a bus stop before hastily said goodbye bc the busses came T-T #it was really really really nice tho. i have missed them a lot #and i didnt .. think we would ever see eachother again. i really didnt think this could happen #im so glad i somehow got brave enough to message them and im so so glad they wanted to see me too #i cant help but wish i could go back to when we were younger #and we spent every day in school together and messaged during the days and evenings and spent sm time together #when we went into the city like several times a week and took long walks. ahh... well. im glad we got to have those moments #& idk what will happen now. i really really want to see them again. even if we'll never be that close friends again i'd *wish* that we could #still be in touch. but im so bad at replying which doesnt go over great with them.. i'll try my best to reply quicker to them #*if* they message me. sadly i cant erase my avpd but i'll try my best to reply faster if and when they message)#they also complimented my sweater i was wearing (which is my fav sweater) !!!! and yeah.. they looked so cool. which they always have #and i kept thinking abt how nice their eye makeup was (i was too shy to compliment it tho bc im really bad at like 'nice' affectionate and #anything feeling related. like im so bad... so i couldnt say anything </3)#ugh it was just so nice to sit and talk with them. im so glad i went despite my fears. bc this was so good and nice :')))

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triglycercule · 2 months ago

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the mtt are lucky they don't have digestive systems and bladders because then they dont have to go through the absolute EMBARRASSMENT that is trying to pee in a damn cup for the doctors and not being able to pee not once. not twice. but also dropping the goddamn cup into the toilet. they are so,,,,,, SO lucky

#im so pissed at myself for choosing to go before the appointment. like what yhe hell man #DUMBASS!!!! DUMBASS MOVE!!!!!!#new kink just dropped reverse omorashi. the despair of trying to be able to pee but you fucking CANT #idk if ive gotten a bit more sensitive to needles but goddamn i didNOT like getting my blood drawn earlier #it was sooo soooo sooooo gross like dude. thats MY BLOOD. COMING OUT OF MY BODY!!!!!#get that foreign object needle out of my damn arm and leave my blood alone #i dont know which of the mtt would feel like that anyways #maybe killer because seeing the blood would be a bit of a wake up from the dissociation hes always going thru ans thats a nonono #like oh god hes actually here and part of the body and this is happening rn and thats HIS BLOOD #perchance. who knows. im about to down like 3 gallons of water #WORK BLADDER DAMN IT WORK!!!!!!! WORKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!#actually maybe all aspects of doctors appointments are like that for killer #the appointments are solely for caring for his body and all that so hes forced to be aware of all the shit hes got going on #no killer you cant just pretend not to see the several broken bones you have says the doctor #the doctor is horror and he's purposely making the appointment as long and drawn out and shitty as possible #just to see killer squirm and look ever so slightly more uncomfortable than he normally does. horrorkiller i love #dust is outside waiting for killer and when he comes out he looks slightly terrified #killer says man dude your husband is a fucked up doctor #dust says thats your husband too bitchass now shut up we get free healthcare #tricule rant

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arolesbianism · 5 months ago

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GUYS.

New dupe real! Also new pod????? Olivia is that you girlie speak to me

#rat rambles #oxygen not included #screenshots are from the steam page #there is ofc a Lot to unpack here gameplay wise and Im guessing some things will be tweaked design wise but Im lore pilled so.#anyways Im not sure how I feel abt this dupe's design but I will still welcome them with open arms hello #but more important here to me is the pod #because erm. thats a very very different looking pod.#I dont wanna jump to any conclusions or speculate too hard because chances are its just olivia getting new drip #but like. what if its not. what if this is like a new new printing pod #I assume that if it is a new pod then olivia will like be able to connect with it somehow but idk #because it rly depends on how ambitious theyd wanna be with this dlc given that to rly make a new pod thats super not olivia theyd have to #do a lot of work to make that change prevelant in the rest of the gameplay #now chances are if it is a new pod its one that doesn't have a human consciousness inside it #even if it was there rly arent many options for who it could be and no good options from a narrative standpoint #now this pod looks quite gutted so maybe it is just a normal printing pod that got kicked back online when olivia sent some guys to kick it #now heres the most negative thing Ill say abt these screenshots. the fox critters are rly ugly imo #I like the bunny guys tho WAUTWIATSWAUT WAIT #ARE THEY THE SAME SPECIES AS THE ANCIENT SPECIMEN SKELETON?#I dont think they line uo perfectly if I remember correctly but the big one has the same tusks and is also yknow big and fat like the #specimen is described to be in tbe story trait logs #Im willing to bet so much that theyre at least related in some way #maybe the one that was initially sent back in time was used as a basis for these guys or smth #my main reason for saying this is that I have to imagine these guys have to have some other purpose than being data storage #its seems that you can shave their coats which is probably the main thing but I imagine they probably drop a good amount of meat too #also important to note that they are grazers which is good to know #also I think the upside down plant is going to be this planet's muckroot equivalent #oh and for the fox deer I assume theyll be farmed for their antlers which will probably shed wood or smth #not a clue what the new plants will do but idrc #Ill care abt the gameplay after I get my new lore <3

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angelstrawbabie420 · 2 months ago

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grief will have you saying shit like goddamn and fuck maybe the abuse was worth it

#ive made this post before i just cant find it and it’s all im feeling rn #god i miss my parents so fucking much even though they were the cause of SO MANY of my problems that idk if i’ll ever heal from #but navigating life w this grief and without their support- however little it was- feels like hell #but the abuse felt like hell too.#ive said it before but i was JUST getting to a place where i felt i could stand up for myself and knock down thwir shit a few pegs. or at #least become more resistant to it #i saw a future with them in it for the first time in my LIFE #and it was bc i’d done SO MUCH FUCKING WORK. and now i feel like it was all so fucking useless #it’d be easier if i was still in the phase of anger i was at like 19 #but i’d processed that quite a bit and was trying to move on #FUCK. i had made SO much goddamn progress right before my mom got sick #then everything went down the toilet cus i cannot fucking have anything #it’s so unfair. i wish i could at least redo the last 3 years of my life #i would’ve done things so much different but i was so traumatized and still so angry and bitter and trying to preserve myself #ive come to the realization tjat the person i am today did not exist back then and therefore i shouldnt beat myself up bc it literally wasnt #available to me. i couldnt have done anythimg different bc i was in such a state of survival #and truthfully ive grown a lot since then even if im still in the trenches #the timeline of my entire life has been so fucking unfair #and i dont know how to reconcile any of it i dont know how to cope with my worst fears coming true #and i mean worst fears. even the way they passed. spot on to my worst fears #i despised what they did to me but i still didnt see life without them until i was at least 30 #it was all so sudden and quick and shocking #yeah they were horrible parents but i was a horrible kid too. maybe i straight up just deserved that shit #and i’d go back to that and seeing a future with them in an instant #over this bullshit #it’s so hard. and then losing all my pets too at the SAME TIME. all my babies #everything that i loved ripped away from me in the span of MONTHS #it’s all too much. l oh fucking l. no wonder im 3 shots deep at fucking 3 pm #it just hurts so bad. so fucking bad.

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tetzoro · 4 months ago

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gooood morning and happy monday friendz ! i hope you all have a wonderful day and it sets you up for a great week ahead !! sending out lots of good energy ᰔ

#me ^#i’m so eepy omg #i wanna be silly all day 🙂‍↕️#but work . .#sigh #i was gonna queue up my zoro fic but i was too lazy to format so maybe ill do it after work or tmro or who knows #might deem it zoro week & post all my drafts before i go on vacation #then focus only my series’s LMFAO #now that i have more time to work on my stuff idk where to start DHDJDJJD #much 2 think about #have a great day my lovelies !! sending u lots of love #i hope you find something that makes you smile today !#& remember to stay amazing <3 #₊��⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims #ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.

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