#maybe it'll come back but...
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Explorers of Sky is a good game.
#making the joke in the tags of my last meme wasn't enough i had to make it real#with way too much effort put into it as i do#pokemon#pmd#future trio#that's the tag right? WELL it'll have to be#i finished the main plot and the special episode and yeah#yeah yeah yeah#very good game very glad i can take real life damage when i hear don't ever forget with full context now#the special episode also confirmed that arceus isn't a dick it's just specist#as expected of specifically a pokemon god really#maybe the pla protagonist would have been sent home if they'd been turned into a pokemon!#then again they wouldn't have been turned BACK but... yknow that's still half the problem solved#ray's records#i suspend my disbelief i promise but sometimes thoughts are objectively funny#hero saved the world and gets to come back to life buuuut yeah no you keep your amnesia and you stay a pokemon cmon now#though to be fair THAT resurrection was all dialga#and it controls time not form (that's mew) or memory (that's... uxie?) so i can let it slide it did its best#anyway great characters in this game everyone say a prayer for celebi whose stubby little hands are very full with those two. attagirl.
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「Demo WIP」 Can y'all watch my plant real quick? 🍈
#Y'all ever plant a Filipino cantaloupe and it just randomly grows into a giant human overnight? No??? Just me???????#Anyways!! Don't be fooled this is literally just reskinned Ren Bot from Discord lmao#The RenPy to Pycord back to RenPy pipeline is real#Will I ever come back to this project?? Mayhaps not.... We'll see#My plan is to turn it into a comfy window game that you can have running in the background#It'll play some lo-fi beats and let you feed/pet Sage every so often to level their affection meters#Higher affection will yield better responses + maybe an outfit/scenery change#You can also talk to them the same way you talk to Ren Bot (for those familiar with him in the Discord server)#So you could like.... talk about your day and Sage will listen ^^#I also wanna add a dynamic background that corresponds to your local computer time.... If I feel ambitious enough hehe#But for now?? lazy 2 hour sketches featuring MAD inspo from the FFXIV dancer gear bghsdjgd#game dev#visual novel#maybe???? is she??#clicker game? pet sim?? knock-off honeydew Tamagotchi?? we just don't know#queue.#to be tagged later
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rewatched Kurogiri's holiday story from ultra impact (not related to sketch at all)
(but it did inspire me)
on another note
finally!!
#fanart#sketch#my art#bnha#shigaraki tomura#tenko shimura#kurogiri#I cried a bit while playing it I missed the classic LoV I missed Kurogiri WITH the LoV it's been so long :(#and it feels like last chapter (423 atm) broke the seal of sketching them as anything but something static#it took me two or so days to just understand that Kurogiri is... yeah#I can't believe it took Horikoshi so long to bring him back but as I said and will say it again I glad it happened at all#after some thought I just want to sit with the chapters#anyway getting the preordered book was so much fun#it was full of LoV from Toga and Dabi talking about her house to Tenko being upset over being told that he doesn't have friends#and everything in-between basically only Compress left to join in the next volume#I think????#I actually want to get another one already they're so goodddd#and the translation sounds pretty good but I checked some pages not the whole book it'll be boring#it's actually so weird to think that I started a goal of reading the whole series ad it was now officially coming out like this back in 201#and now it's 2024 and the translation is pretty much ahead of anime and maybe it'll be faster than viz volumes too#since it's 2 in 1 basically - I think it's really great since I save some money but get LoV chapters every time#because they appear every 2 books at the start of the series and back then it was hard for me to get them#but I felt content seeing all the books that I bought when I was visiting family for holidays this month because there are so many of them#and I don't need any wi-fi or internet in general to read them back to back now with an addictional volume#they have some mistakes but I don't mind them it feels good to just hold all of them (and a bit heavy after like 8 books) and now it's 18
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#these were really fun to design! i'll probably make more in the future#i was gonna do something more with this piece - and maybe i'll come back to it later#but if i don't post now it'll never happen lol#art#my art#original art#digital art#unicorn#unicorn art#junicorn#junicorn2024
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me: ok im gonna animate
me: *animates*
brain: it looks liek This
#ALTHOUGH. i guess i just have a better eye for animation now and my skills are better so#this is not entirely a bad thing maybe??#like realistically i know it doesnt look like that its just im the artist and therefore i look at it for a very long time throughout#working on it so im like OH THIS LOOKS SO WEIRD and then i'll come back to it and it'll look a lot better
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Guilty Challenge but he also got stuck
#haha radio silence only to come back with Genshin oop#Hi I love Itto#He's rly rly fun to draw and im mad at myself for not drawing enough of him#I've been going through months of burnout and demotivation when it's come to art due to various things happening in life#only now am I feeling the desire to draw again#idk or maybe it's also coping with my last sem of school lol#Anyway I wanna draw things tht interest me again#It'll be nice to get back into the ease of uploading too...but man social media's daunting and tiring hghfgf#man does drawing Itto's canon body bnring me joy#his canon body that clearly not been nuked in game#canon buff idiot that's canon to me and you cant tell me otherwise#im not in denial shut#genshin impact#arataki itto#guilty challenge#redraw#10 points and a head pat to those who know where the 2nd pose comes from#taemin guilty
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hey guys! so. i really really really hate to do this, but i've been thinking it over for the past few weeks and i've decided that i'm going to take a short hiatus from tyt. and by SHORT i mean that i will 100% no doubt be returning to this on the first sunday of january (jan 5), and will only be taking november and december off!!
reasons for this are quite a lot, both for the benefit of the dear reader verse and my personal life! just to briefly summarize:
college app's. i really need to prioritize these, and though i'll definitely be finished by early november, it will be taking up a lot of my time
arcane. this seems like a silly reason, but i'm an editor as well as a fic writer, and i just know that the arcane s2 release will consume my brain. i want to allow myself to fully enjoy the season release and not stress about also writing a fic so that i can edit to my heart's content :)
both of those are happening in november, but in december i will be having finals and will leave for a trip for two weeks!! as we all know (*cough* my summer vacation) i am not the best at balancing both writing and vacation, and again, i don't want to stress myself out too much on what is meant to be a vacation
other fics! i still have two unfinished fics, and i'd like to finally get those done instead of having them lingering over my head for another five months lmao
but the main reason is for the overall quality of dear reader and its upcoming one-shots!!! a whole lot of stuff is about to go down in the upcoming chapters, including several one-shots that detail other parts of the universe. according to my outline, in the next five chapters of tgol, i will also be posting 4-5 one-shots in the dear reader series (yes, two of those include the pollen lore!). i want to be able to do those stories justice, and the one-shots do tend to take a longer time to write than the tgol chapters just because i'm usually writing from new pov's and outlining a whole lot of extra plot (especially in those pollen one-shots - they're going into a completely different time period and i want to be able to confidently say i've put enough time and effort into them to be proud of them! i've been hyping the pollen lore up for quite a while now and i want to do them justice!!)
so yes. that's quite a lengthy explanation lmao but i'm justifying it to myself as well because of how much i adore tgol and don't ever want to accidentally abandon it <3 rest assured that i will be using the two months to hopefully get ahead of my outline and ensure a concrete posting schedule when i return! but for now, i will obvi still be active on here (as well as insta and tiktok, if you guys are interested in arcane content) to answer asks and ramble about tyt!!!
#probably taking this too seriously lmao i've taken nearly a month off before#but it feels scary bc i've abandoned a lot of other fics due to hiatus#if i ever decide that i won't come back to this in january feel free to bully me to your heart's content i don't ever want to leave this#series abandoned!!!#it is my everything#and im sure that it'll be for the better that i won't keep rushing out chapters and one-shots...#putting enough thought into the pollen one-shot is what really pushed me to take this because i want to make sure that their story#is told as well as it can be!!#anyway i will still have tyt brainrot so send me asks and theories and song recs and everything im still fully invested in this fic#wrongcaitlyn#talk ur talk fic#who knows maybe i'll be able to write enough that i'll be able to get back to the once a week schedule....#that might just be wishful thinking though lmao
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a very basic dany face. i miss this character...
#asoiaf#valyrian scrolls#daenerys targaryen#house targaryen#maybe i should do an armoured dany#i really miss making more drawings too maybe it'll come back some more
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BILLY WEEK → DAY SIX
#can not fight for my life with typography today. can't do it!#so just gonna do this instead.#photoshop update: on top of layer masks button not working! my history tab has abandoned me#and it will NOT come back#which is not great becos i'm an indecisive bitch that constantly goes back and forth in my history........#also every gif is the same until i drag the tab into it's own window and THEN it'll show up as whatever i've actually imported#otherwise literally every tab is the same gif.............................#anyway he shouldve went on a DATE! let the boy go out on a DATE!#actually no. au where this is how he gets dressed up to fucking third wheel heather and chrissy.#he's like....well maybe if i put cologne on my dick and make my hair sit just right.... maybe then SOMEONE will notice me.#and chrissy and heather are like. you reek of Loneliness. we'll split a milkshake with you#m#gifs#harringroveweek#billyweek23
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Every time I try to write lately, I just can't get anywhere with it :/ I can string words together but they feel empty. Events happen, but what story are they even telling? There's no emotion, no depth, so substance at all. I just can't make anything that's about or says anything at all and idk why :/
#it's starting to get really frustrating#I've got 3 wips that are all different stuff that I keep coming back to and none of them are going anywhere#it's like there's no substance to any of it#the events feel soulless and empty#what am I even saying with anything that happens#'oh this story is about intimacy' where's the intimacy then bitch#like yeah they're touching but like what's intimate about it where's the emotions#goddamnit I just want to make something and I just can't#like maybe I could make something that's shit and soulless but I don't want that I want it to be good#and I keep trying and trying every week and I get nowhere with it and then I'm like :/ well fuck now I don't know what to do with myself#and then the bad feels get worse cause the thing that's supposed to make me feel better isn't working and I can't manage to actually do it#ffs#idk what to do but sometimes complaining helps so I'm trying that lmao#who knows maybe it'll help#shut up nerd#text#misc
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actually. the specific phrasing that boy Kevin wants to kill older Kevin with "I must disassemble him, piece by piece, so that everything inside of the Old Kevin comes out. Only then can the New Kevin truly begin." is so incredibly the idea that to heal from trauma and "improve" you have to destroy every "wrong" part of yourself, that everything "tainted" by it has to somehow be replaced by something untouched (which isn't possible)
#reading back that phrasing I do think that'll be the way brinknor takes it#this arcs seeming like it'll be so. breaking the cycle of abuse and violence and coming to terms with yourself#and maybe understanding that you can never remove the parts of you impacted by trauma and start again completely ''pure''#but you can treat yourself with the kindness you should've been given#which i hope it is that because. and understand i am biased. but i'd love that direction for Kevin#it feels much more satisfying than any more. angsty way this arc could go imo#like he's been through enough!#because of the way Kevin is portrayed in fanon. not as frequently anymore but still pretty common. I worry about coming off as woobifying#by saying I want him to heal I want him to have nice things I think he deserves them#when he's also simultaneously Not A Good Person#yknow the poor little innocent cinnamon roll baby etc etc fanon#but. well for one im Not Like That about him. but my main point of bringing that up is. him not being a good person is why I want to see hi#get better and generally have a good life. why does someone have to be good to deserve to heal from trauma#especially when trauma is a big reason for the way they are#like its fiction yeah yeah i'm still tired of mentally ill people having to be ''good'' to ''deserve'' to get better yknow#i mean especially in fiction you tend to either see mental illness as the poor traumatized one who's allowed recovery because they're nice#or the insane psychopath who cant be ''fixed'' so ''deserves'' bad things-up to deserving to die!- for it#i didnt mean for this to be a rant erm. oops#wtnv#wtnv spoilers#joyousposting
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Trying my hand at friendship bracelets again. I don't remember this being so hard!
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Was goin on a weird lil rant on Toyhouse about how I wasn't super satisfied with my older character designs which quickly spiraled into me realising I just wasn't happy with my art in general and probably need to take a break before I explode 😅
Welp, I will be cutting down that 'rant' then putting it up here as a way to officially say that I'll be taking a short hiatus cuz I need some time for myself whether I like it or not (I don't want to go on a hiatus at all but look if I don't I will explode and my passion for art will only dwindle further qwq)
#Grim rambles#I mean I'll still check in despite my hiatus but when I say hiatus I mean I'll barely post/draw if at all#well I WILL draw but won't post much if any of it#once I get to posting that lil announcement hopefully it'll make more sense#idk how long I'll be gone for but me being me it prolly won't take too long to come back#so it won't be anywhere near a year long pff#I need a few months maybe#depends#it's a very much 'wait and see' situation
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Our neighbor mowed our milkweed plant we were letting mature so we could collect and spread the seeds elsewhere because I guess it was too close to his side and I'm kind of devastated lol
#it'll come back next year and milkweed also spreads rhizomatically but still......#like we had plans dude the pods were almost ready. if you'd waited maybe one more week we would've cut it back ourselves.
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"Crushed and broken," Gansey said. "Just the way women like 'em.” ― Maggie Stiefvater, The Raven Boys
#my edit#i made this like 4 years ago lol#so sorry for the shit quality (:#consider it my official come back to this blog#maybe it'll stick this time#the raven cycle#richard gansey#trc#ch: gansey#maggie stiefvater#tdt#lit#litedit#yaedit#trcedit#gansey
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my bag may not be as ✨aesthetic✨ as some people's but IDC IM HAVING SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!! all my little things on display yayyyyy
wouldnt be complete without my "nether star" on the side :3c
#FEEL FREE TO ASK ABOUT ANY OF THEM!!!!!!!!!! most of them have a fun lil story#even if the story is just ''i got it at a con'' jdhfjh#felt terrible putting like half of my pins away bc they didnt fit... asking me to pick favorite children 😭#IM SO SORRY MEWTWO but xerneas and suicune meant more to me#franklin badge will leave eventually but it's there for now :]#it's gotta leave when i get back in cosplay kfjfjh#or until i get something cooler to replace it#i put it there to take up space bc my other pokemon didnt fit in that spot#it'll go back on my bandana eventually#god i'd kill for a hypixel pin... been thinking abt getting one custom made#and now i have a fantastic reason to do that. maybe for my birthday coming up 👀#chat#mine#need to scoot everything over to the right tbh it seems like it's all sliding left jdjfh#that's a problem for another day tho. been poked too many times tonight#gonna go put on pajamas and vibe on skyblock for a bit :V
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