#maybe i just kms
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learning that self deprecation isnt cool and just makes the people around you uncomfortable unironically improved my mental health a lot. like if you just stop saying negative shit about yourself you will genuinely like yourself more and other people wont be repulsed by your attitude and you will have more friends. it's true.
#people will fr go ''god im such an ugly loser LOL i suck at everything i do and i should just kms“#and then go “why does no one want to be around me”#maybe because your attitude sucks. maybe because i said 'those mean things you say about yourself arent true'#and you spent five minutes arguing with me about how im wrong.#00
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animating might drive me insane i fear..
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even if I came to love humanity in the end, there’s no proof I was ever here, right?
#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv#kim dokja#yoo joonghyuk#my art#slow downer lyrics..i am applying them to dokja#please..i cant put the entire song lyrics but my god#'i called out an incoherent name in this new old world'#'i loiter in paradise the hope i was accustomed to blocked off my path of retreat'#literally agonised me#maybe this doesnt even make sense#the yjhs standing on the subway yellow lines overlooking the edge#but i kinda lost the plot here#its ok#havent even finished orv yet but whenever i think about the very concept of dokja i lowkey kms in my head for 80000 years#also 52hz's 'a dreamless sleep'#i guess just the sense of being untethered to the world with just this one thing keeping you still here#hits me hard#wait i linked the original slow downer version but obviously (see username) the niigo one is leagues better
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Quick fanart of one of the scenes from The Rehabilitation Of Death by @bamsara that made me tear up (it's all the siblings. The siblings together make me cry)
#trod au#cotl#cotl fanart#cult of the lamb#the rehabilitation of death#itchyballsart#just realized the Lamb should be shorter than this i made them too big perspective-wise i gotta kms#or maybe i'm just too tired and its fucking up my vision#anyways i love seeing the siblings reunite i love siblings i love family in fiction a normal amount
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NEW KAIPAE FANART JUST DROPPED BITCHESS
#kaipae are so insane maybe i should just kms#im.notok#powerless#reckless lauren roberts#lauren roberts#kai azer#paedyn gray#paedyn x kai
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I have thoughts!
So you know when evil evbo explain his motivation to flat evbo about the whole the creator controlling him thing, it show that he have nametag above his head, right?
And when it cut back to the present, evil evbo doesn't have the nametag anymore while flat evbo does. Foreshadowing the fact that flat evbo is also under control of The Creator (which is just cc!evbo)
So we can assume that the nametag is a way to show whether The Creator present or not.
In parkciv, evbo does have a nametag but it doesn't get acknowledge by anyone.
While in pvpciv, everyone seem to acknowledge it, even the guard told evbo firsthand about its presence in the 3rd ep. (Not to mention evbo frequently break the fourth wall and casually call out the creator a few times)
What does this mean? Idk
#THIS THE FOURTH TIME I HAVE TO RETYPE ALL OF THIS IF IT DOESNT POST I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL KMS—#anyway it probably just the way they record things but I thought it was cool to point out :)#and also seawatt also have a nametag at the start of the second simulation video then later we heard cc!seawatt voice at the end :)#<-maybe he's sentient and under control too? idk#parkciv#pvpciv#parkour civilization#pvp civilization#evbo#evil evbo#minecraft but it's a simulation#mcyt#evboverse
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"it never once occurred to him what my real strategy was: letting him win. Because winning made him feel special. And good God, did he want to feel special"
Calls Ford a tool but sings praise of tools WOW
#billford#bill cipher#standford pines#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#even his lies are lies#gravity falls#gf#im not okay#HELLO???#what if i kms#triangle man has weird ways of showing he cares#if you can call it that#i like how Bill mentions half of Ford's mind being 18#is that like some stunted growth thing because of his childhood???#maybe it's cause if i remember correctly he couldn't really depend on his parents for praise and emotional support#and at the time he depended on Bill for something Ford's parents didn't provide#and because he had like no friends#the book of bill#i can also see Ford thinking that all he's worth is his genius and nothing else about him was in any way special#cus if he might've thought that if he wasn't smart he would just be some random average guy with freaky hands#my heart kinda hurts now
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After Draco lied to his family and the snatchers about Harry being Harry - The Malfoy Manor
Lucius: So it was Harry Potter we just let escape…Draco you do realise that we are going to get punished for your stupidity?
Draco: …
Lucius: Why would you lie to us if you clearly knew what Potter looked like? Don’t you want Potter dead and us being alive and back to power?
Draco: …
After Harry risked his, Ron’s and Hermione’s lives to save Draco from FiendFyre in Room of Requirements
Ron: So we almost just bloody died because you decided to save that git - Malfoy?
Hermione: Harry, seriously, what was that about?
Harry: …
Ron: I swear to Merlin if you’re going to make us save his sorry arse once again I’m going to lose it!
Harry: …
#they do be saving each other#Drarry#Draco/harry#two sides of the same coin#deathly hallows#Lucius is like I’m about to lose it#I’m going to get killed#you’re going to get killed Draco#and it’s all because you wouldn’t let Potter die#we knew you were the only human who would be able to tell Potter by any and every small detail#yet you decided to lie to us#I might as well just kms#and Draco is like ❤️ MY HARRY IS SAFE♥️#if I die I die#who cares#what is there to live for anyways#haven’t I been tortured enough#traumatised enough#and then Ron and Hermione are just SO DONE#they had to endure Harry being obsessed with Draco for 7 years straight#in 6th year they basically tuned him out whenever he spoke about Draco#and then they think oh maybe in the moment of danger when it’s between you#us and Malfoy he will obviously leave Malfoy alone and save us and himself#and Harry is like DRACO I’VE GOT YOU HOP ON HOLD TIGHT I LITERALLY CAN’T BARE TO LOSE YOU#they are the least casual thing ever
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I really think, atp my throat is plastered.
#girlblogging#just girly things#this is what makes us girls#this is a girlblog#girlhood#hell is a teenage girl#girl interrupted#girl interupted syndrome#maybe i was just a girl interrupted#female rage#female hysteria#cecilia lisbon#the virgin suicides#sofia coppola#lana del rey#lana del rey aesthetic#i need to kms#ultraviolence#i want to be pretty#i want to be loved#i want to kms#i want to cry
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#my little brother is engaged :/#don’t know if any of you remember me posting about the whole situation like 8 months ago but i feel soo weird#and sad because i want to b happy for him but he’s six yrs older than her and she’s 19..#or i guess twenty now maybe whatever i feel so aggh. and he moved to a different country so i just feel like i’m never gonna see him again#like i knew this was coming they’re both super religious so i was like yeah they’re going to want to get married and have kids fast but.#it just feels crazy. i know that’s selfish but i have such a bad gut feeling about it that i can’t shake#but i can’t do anything about it so. idk. i just feel so lonely when things like this happen because i don't have anyone outside of the#family bubble to talk to about it. and obviously everyone else is like super happy for them. and it's not that i don't like her! i just#don't really? know her? at all which feels weird because we are a very close sibling group and i feel like i know & get on with my other#siblings' partners. i think it's partly like i just don't ever hang around people who are under twenty so she feels really young to me#which isn't her fault obviously but. do feel kind of scared for her getting married at twenty so she can start having babies.... idk idk#and obviously on top of that it's my younger brother so it does feel a little salt in the wound that he's moving on with his life and i am#counting it a win these days if i don't want to kms every three minutes#god it just sucks lol and i can't talk about it 2 anyone so i am venting here
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I wish childhood friends were real…
#bakudeku#miritama#bkdk#I have them#but they all grew up to suck#one of them fucked me and never spoke to me again after 9 years of friendship💀#and the other one is just toxic#like sending me money unsolicited and then getting mad when I hang out with a different friend kinda toxic#and then guilt trips me into thinking I’m in the wrong for literally having friends kind of toxic#she gets mad if I take over an hour to reply#i won’t even lie I would’ve preferred a Katsuki Bakugou over this bs#cuz all he did was make fun of deku and tell him to khs#I already had like five people do that to me mf wouldn’t be special#like at least he grew into a better person#I could you not one of the guys that told me to kms as a kid is literally in jail rn for drug dealing#and one of the other ones texts me every few years to ‘see if I’m still a bitch…’#WE ARE 21??? OUR FALL OUT WAS IN MIDDLE SCHOOL??#maybe I’m the problem#or I just attract toxic people for whatever reason#anyways#puff rambles
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tfw u save the world and can finally growed up
my headcanon for Mew/partner is that they're adaptive to their environment so they take on certain features/elements depending on the things and pokemon they live around, rescue team!Aukai is swampy + covered in barnacles/grass/etc. since he lives at the turtleshell pond (but i like to think he happily just sleeps outside on the ground in front of the house he gave frannie lmao). explorers!Aukai took on aspects of his lil relic fragment, might add the patterns of it to the outside of his shell if im feeling quirky. and super!Aukai took after his adoptive carracosta papa. :3
hero AKA Francis is a little less complicated, pikachu to raichu is a pretty simplistic change, i didnt want to do too many additions to her designs. figure her cheeks/tail glow green when she's using her electric attacks.
#side by side one for their height diffs <3#yeah i know the bandanas disappear in super pmd kms i already colored them when i remembered lmao#maybe fran made them U___U shed be into crafts#i might hate these later im just like that OKAYYYYYYY#but i spent 5ever on the palettes already i wanna be DONE so i can play more VIDEO GAME#super pmd was the hardest for both lmao struggle bus'd that one#My Art#Pokemon#PMD#Pokemon Mystery Dungeon#Raichu#Blastoise#OC#Francis#Aukai
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wanting to apply for a job that i am absolutely underqualified for but remembering that men on average apply for jobs if they only meet 50% of the qualifications while women typically only apply if they meet ALL the qualifications so i just need to man up. really.
#its for bilingual students and im not. NOT bilingual 😭#theres a girl in my classes whose english is around the level my spanish is ag and she gets by fine and km excellent at reading spanish#but idk its for bilinguals and i am not??? totally that??? FUCK BUT ITS SO PERFECT FOR ME IN EVERY OTHER WAY GODDAMN#maybe i just gotta crash. course buff my spanish and say fuck it. BUT ITS SCARY#idk bilingual oomfies pls weigh in idk if im out of line here…
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bye sebastian see you in heaven when i
KILL MYSELF OR WHATEVER!!!!
#I MADE IT. TO THE END. JUST TO DIE#maybe i should play with other people next time....#or not play when im super cold and jittery#pressure#roblox pressure#roblox#kms update: tonight's the night 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
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I vented more to a discord server I been in for like 3 days than I have to my therapist girl what the fuck
#or maybe i was just more honest but like woah okay why are we doing that#kae.txt#(said as if i havent expressed wanting to kms on tumblr loooong b4 disc💀)
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i love netherpatch so much. even if its my own delusion with netherwalker mike, they are so special to me.
#art#my art#identity v#mike morton#norton campbell#nortmike#tonton#idv#nethermike#i need to draw them more#im kms#cir said i should write tentacle sex in the fic and maybe i will do it but alas i am just a puppet to the flow of creativity#Spotify
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