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besties i just got such a good grade at therapy
#personal posts and stuff idk#it turns out it is SO nice to tell ppl abt your interests#and she told me it might be a good idea to talk abt things over voice? so maybe I'll get use out of my yt channel or smth#maybe i could try recording like#me reading books? and then ill actually get shit done and be more comfortable using my voice???#because if i want to be a voice actor i have to start somewhere right
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FORGETTABLE-AU (Page 61-64)
* I-I don't think we were talking about the same thing...
[BEGINNING] [PREVIOUS] [CONTINUE]
#FINALLY FINISHED THIS WOHOO#Okay so#I have been keeping this small part of info secret for SOOOO long and it was so funny that JUST this week I got a ton of asks about#Wingdings' voice and I was SO tempted to talk about this little detail#BTW I DIDN'T FULLY MAKE THIS UP#i mean#Yeah I did#BUT IT IS BASED ON SOMETHING I NOTICED!!!!!!#When redacted talks in Wingdings the sound is clean#but when we listen to entry 17 (which is most likely a recording)#There's a VERY loud overlay of garbage noise#And so I was like#I could use this.........#like yeah a sound based on symbols?? we can't understand it! but our brains might do the work for us and maybe try to understand it?#but recording it goes very bad.....#I thought it was fun so I made it a hc for Gaster#and then I applied it here :D#lol#I think the pacing of this one is also a bit too fast but ehh#I hope it's clear#I am so proud of how I drew Alphys in these pages I feel like I am finally understanding her shape and how I want to stylize her#Sans is very good at reading people#He can tell when people are lying#that's why Wingdings didn't lie! he just conveniently forgot to tell him some details about what they found#okay yeah that's enough#TIME FOR THE TAGS#undertale#forgettable-au#forgettable-au-comic#sans
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graham gives an update on a football game during the show
#that's what i assume this is idk what else it could be#trying to find a record of this game somewhere but i can't somehow . so maybe he's referring to league wins like in a bracket or something#idk how sports works#csny
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irt poverty/homelessness + alcohol use (esp with @butchfeygela‘s tags on my post)- people really underestimate the function that substance use/alcohol use can have for someone who is unhoused. being unhoused is boring, cold, painful, + lonely. substances can allow the 8 hours panhandling to get the $45 you need for a motel to fly by. alcohol reduces your perception of the cold + can knock you out whben you can’t sleep. substances can help you cope with the physical deterioration from malnutrition, constant stress, + sleeping outside. substances can provide social connection with others who you would otherwise not enjoy or help you cope with being alone.
not only that but- many unhoused people are stuck in a seemingly inescapable position. the pathway to financial stability or even housing is difficult or even impossible. in the wake of that hopelessness, the downsides of substance use start to seem insignificant. arrest? you’re getting arrested anyway for sleeping outside, peeing outside, standing in the wrong place, etc. physical danger? you’re already beat the fuck up, anyway, right? loss of relationships? you’ve lost most people already. inability to keep a job? nobody will hire you + you can’t stay employed, anyway, because you have no car + no shower.
perhaps for you or me, the cons of heroin use or binge drinking nightly greatly outweigh the pros. that isn’t the case for everyone. if we are really serious about ending overdose/addiction, we need to start looking at giving people lives worth recovering into instead of shaming them for their own hopelessness.
#i had a long talk with my dad once about how#my brother sank into so much financial despair#that he was never going to be able to find#a livable job or housing (eviction record#plus bad credit plus#arrest record ofc#he was going to be forced into poverty for the rest of his life#the only job prospects he had were menial shit jobs#he once worked at one of those chicken butchering places#it was the only place that paid him a living wage but he got fired for relapsing#his only options were to go to school part time + try to pass with his dyslexia which made him essentially unable to read#then work a horrible shitty job the rest of the time#while paying atlanta's outrageous rent prices#plus who is he gonna room with?? all his friends are opioid users!#while he paid back all the debt he accrued from going to rehab#then MAYBE after like 6 years of school he could get a decent job#but his credit would be in flames for years his eviction record there for years#his arrest record + lack of driver's license limiting his employment..#sorry but i would have probably given up at that point too#not to mention his interpersonal + familial relationships up in flames + the shame#of the things he did while using hanging over his head#the only family member who didn't think he was an irredeemable fuckup (me) living a thousand miles away + about as broke as him#substance use#harm reduction
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Sure he does. Somehow. 😂
#Divinity#Divinity: Original Sin 2#DOS2#Ifan ben-Mezd#this is why I ended up imagining them more or less the same height#with Eliette being a bit taller#like I didn't want to#I'm fully on board with tall elves#but the narrator does this quite a few times and it fucks with my mental images if that makes sense 😅#I'm sure they realised this could happen but it probably wasn't so important as to record new lines#either they're similar height or he pulls her into some questionable positions#but she WILL have the top of her head smooched either way#maybe I should finally try actually drawing these characters to see if I can figure it out for myself
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i know im already running a secret santa for a friendserver im in but ... what if also... a superfam secret santa...
#rimi talks#realistically. i should not try to run any event things and i know this. lots currently on my plate#but... its fun. i just like making spreadsheets i guess#and also i like superfam... points at them lovingly#. i shouldnt. i wont. i wont. but for the record if anyone sees this and wants to do it you SHOULD i wanna see superfam...#i could set up a form and make the spreadsheets and someone else could just handle all the like... reblogging stuff/answering asks maybe...#if someone so wanted to.....#IDK I JUST. HM. THOUGHTS
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Quit being transphobic and adding the asterisk to make it say trans men* and trans women*. It's 2023. I thought we were past this.
This is probably about my post about trans women and trans men exchanging advice since it's been gaining traction, and I add the asterisk to signal that this isn't just about trans women and trans men. As somebody who isn't solely a trans man, it's weird to me that people have almost demanded that I just... ignore that, because it "isn't close to cisness." I added the asterisk for brevity and to signal that it's also about transfem people, transmasc people, transneutral people, genderqueers, genderfreaks, and whomever else I am not mentioning (memory loss gang, rise with me on this one).
Maybe you aren't a fan of how I indicated that difference (which is not what I have an issue with), but I truly do not appreciate being told that me acknowledging that trans men and trans women aren't the only people in this community is transphobic. If you aren't a fan of the asterisk, don't use it because that's completely neutral. But don't go after trans people who use it for literally non-transphobic reasons. Trans women and trans men are important members of the community, but they are not the only people who are trans in this space.
This will be my only response about this because I do think an explanation of my thought process in that post and posts like this would be helpful. But I'm drawing a firm boundary with how I'm talked to. This type of engagement is incredibly upsetting to me, and while I understand the aversion you may have to my language, I'm not going to be okay with being spoken to like this.
#ask#anon#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#transphobia#transphobia tw#wish it were more common on the internet to go 'could you explain [x]' instead of 'how DARE you do [x] for this reason i made up'#and maybe anon that isn't what you intended but i'm not sure how else to read this#i would understand your anger more if i didn't have a long track record of trying to be as sensitive about trans inclusion as possible#and i know i can be better about that! which is why i've been really fluid in my language and understanding of others#anyway being talked to like this is one of my firmest boundaries. definitely brings up terrible memories
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can i ask why do you dislike satosugu?👀 not hate! i'm not particularily fond of them either outside of a platonic relationship tbh, i have a long mental essay as to why lol (feel free to not answer if you feel like this is controversial, i don't wanna make anyone uncomfortable)
not a problem, i love openly bashing this man. it’s mostly because i don’t like geto to begin with LOL the short version is: i think he’s kind of a bitch, really wack villain arc, and his ct it overrated 🙄 also he was a terrible friend omg… i feel no sympathy for him all around, and pairing him with satoru doesn’t gain him any points in my book.
even as a pair, i don’t see the appeal. sure, they were the strongest at the time (but even in that statement i roll my eyes) but the second satoru started to take himself seriously, geto started to crash out like an insecure dcom second lead, there’s no way i could overlook that in their relationship. he was not the only one who got his ass kicked by toji and he was acting like he was and the whole universe was plotting against him 🙄 one little mission goes awry and he’s ready to be a villain? LOSER! that is so not the ninja way!! and even if toji caused him that much pyschological damage: (1) toji died, so he’s not your problem anymore, (2) he was in hs like sorry you thought you were the shit and got your world rocked like oh nooo there are people more seasoned and more powerful out there than a second-year highschooler 😱 knuck up, buttercup!! do you see anybody else losing their marbles? NO!
i could be serious and give an elaborate answer but unserious shorthand version is really don’t think he needed to do all that nor do i think he had the status to be doing all of that 🙄
#anonymous#also even if i did like them#i don’t like the way people write satoru in that ship. if anyone was gonna fall first and fall harder it would be geto#not the other way around. my glorious blue-eyed king with a slight attention deficit disorder would never.#he had no prereqs for a villain arc 🙄#imo in the land of jjk the only person i could see legitmately turning into a villain are yuuji and maybe yuuta... and tbh shoko#if she started just letting ppl bleed out for not putting respect on her name i would turn the other cheek she didnt do anything wrong#and another thing…. he’s ugly! i don’t like the bangs! or his hair!#maybe if he spent less time trying to be on the sephora squad for the haircare section he would have won a fight.#no wins on record is crazy#even crazier when you’re gonna brag about being oh so strong#see how even when gojo crashed out he brought himself back down to reality? very demure very mindful
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Guys I've been watching Buzzfeed Unsolved (as you do) and then I saw the thing on Pythian Castle in the recommendations. And I was like "Huh. That's got the same word as the sword I got yesterday."
WELL GUESS WHAT,
It's got the peace lily symbol and everything 😭😭😭😭😭
This is insane. Like I must've watched this episode before, but I have no real memory of it. Yet here I am, finding it again the direct day after I bought a sword from someone in their group hdkshfjd
Crazy coincidence
#speculation nation#they also mentioned the fact that it was formerly all white & that makes it sound like a white suppremacist group#which has me almost doubting my research i did yesterday hfkshfjd#which dont get me wrong the racial segregation was Bad. definitively speaking. but also not uncommon for the time.#and from what i could find (and i looked up very specifically whether it was a hate group) they didnt have a racist purpose at least#aka it's not like. say. the kkk. whose whole purpose is the pursuit of racist ideology.#so. Not a white suppremacist group. just a group with some racists. which was eventually changed#hfkshfkshd the distinction matters to me bc i do not want to own a sword from a white suppremacist group 😭😭😭#the actual purpose of the group was apparently the pursuit of peace.#the FCB on the sword and in their logo stands for 'Friendship Charity Benevolence'#and their primary function was to alleviate suffering in their community. SO. not a hate group. yay!#anyways the sword does come with the inscription of a name. Charles W Stephens.#which a brief google search didnt bring anything up. but there must be record of him Somewhere...#im curious!!! i own a piece of history!!!! i wanna find out more about its original owner.#sometime maybe i'll perform some deeper dives to try to find it out. it'd be so cool...
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should i sleep for a hundred million years or purposefully stop sleeping just to see what happens
#i have slept 2 hours and haven’t been able to fall asleep again for like 3 hours and i was really tired and mad abt it but now i am not#tired and not mad abt it so maybe the path i should be taking is to stop sleeping. sleeping a lot gives me little energy and i’ve been#having trouble sleeping anyway so maybe i should use this to my advantage and run my little sleep deprivation experiment that i was#originally planning to do a couple years back but then got sooo eepy sleepy that i didn’t really get far. but maybe that’s bc i wanted to#go 72 hours straight w/o sleep so i could record my response to it. i should be more subtle i think. maybe only a few hours a night#and more 30 hour waking periods. do not listen to a single thing i say ever i’m an unreliable narrator btw. i think i could trigger smth#fun to happen i:m a good age for sleep deprivation to do something fun and interesting to me and i want to play god#but i’d get kinda sad being awake all the time bc sleeping is like my number one coping mechanism. then again the pain of losing#that on top of the physical and mental consequences of sleep deprivation would be like so cool. it would pain me so much#but i find that compelling. do not listen to a single word i say i will realize this is dumb later but rn i do kinda want to think abt#running my little experiments and trying to ruin myself further. i’m such a good thing to think abt experimenting on bc i’m so affected#by things i just wish i had more force of will Does anyone want to kidnap me and keep me awake for 72 hours (i’m thinking electrocution#will be involved) and keep notes i fear i’d give up and i wouldn’t keep good enough track of things which would be so sad#obvi it would be unethical but i’m cool w that. i would also want it all on camera for review purposes. hmm i’m digging this idea. 72 hours#is not very long and i doubt there would be lasting consequences so it seems like a good idea. however i’d want to do this when i have#things to keep me busy and restricted access to places to sleep. okay i must think on this further pay no mind to what i say unless u have#suggestions like how to keep yourself from giving in bc i always have difficulty w that one
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#for the record I will reluctantly give it a try out of like. pandora’s curiosity but i don’t think I’ll finish it#but i could be wrong it could be good maybe#ts crit#ts critical#ts criticism
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hot take of the day: people who hold phones up for the whole time at concerts should be shamed just as much as the people who hold large signs up the whole time.
#maybe I'm calling out some people here oOP#but yeah at the Halestorm/Black Veil Brides concert I went to the other day#there was a person in front of me with a sign#they were SUPER respectful with it#they showed it to me and explained they would only hold it up for short periods in between songs#and that they would try their best to not get it in my way#I was like wHAT THATS COOL? no worries at all have fun!#and that wold have been all done and good#however whenever they weren't holding the sign they were holding their fucking phone#they recorded every BVB song#all the way through#not giving a single sHIT` about whether or not their phone could have been in my way#which it was#like I could not see past it (I'm short and have a hard time at concerts as it is if I'm not barrier)#what I'm trying to say is just be respectful with your phone at concerts#if you are two rows back from the front you do not need to be holding it up high#and just enjoy the artist in front of you you dont have to watch through your phone#TLDR phones are equally as annoying as signs at concerts#just take into consideration those behind you
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MY COUSINS JUNIOR HIGHSCHOOLER IS DOING HADESTOWN????
#WHY ARE WE TWINNING THATS SO COOL#ughhh i wish i could go to it :(#maybe it’ll be recorded??#THATS SO COOL THOUGH LIKE AHH!!!!!#maybe i could get him to come up here to see our hadestown#if i get eurydice i’m 100% gonna try to convince his mom
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tia in the clouds
#don't mind me only trying to listen to every version of child's christmas in wales i can find and draw instead of watching the videos#tia really is the john cale equivalent in the pearl street station velvet underground metaphor#i describe them too much as ''it's like if the velvet underground stayed together'' i mean i bet you could describe a lot of bands that way#if you tried hard enough but it really is........it's like if the velvet underground (of the first two records) stayed together and made a#bowie influenced lou reed led glam album and then lou and john got fed up with each other and john made everybody make a#droney experimental album that wasn't REALLy supposed to have vocals but the label wanted it#and so lou got high and rambled nonsense over the tracks#that is the album Warm and it would be my favorite if this was a real band and not something i made up in my brain#it's tia being a synth dork and angie being a musical chaos demon and coked up pearl singing out of tune surreal bullshit#i really really wish it was real i should make it maybe#flavia writes#pearl street station#flavia's drawings
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You ever find yourself like. Planning something nice for someone else. That you don't have to and are not expected to do. And like. Having to stop yourself and remember that. Nobody does that kind of shit for you?
#the dork is being a dork#found myself looking into costs for something someone in my life REALLY wants that i/we could maybe try to do for their birthday#remembered that literally nobody ever plans shit to do for my birthdays#let alone like. listens to me when i say the kind of things i want/enjoy#i'm planning specific gifts for christmas and shit too and. i know i'm not getting anything. and if i do it's going to be like.#oh cool. a tshirt i'm not going to wear. because i don't really wear tshirts#oh cool. you're just straight up giving me your phone to use your amazon account to buy something for myself#because you don't listen when i tell you things that i like and want#like.#it would just be nice to not have to be the one to. initiate every single time.#like. i will always be down for minigolf. it is a very good go-to option for me. but still it's always 'what do you want to do for#your birthday?' and never 'hey guess what! we're doing minigolf for your birthday!'#yknow?#it's always 'look up a place to go and get times/cost/etc' and never 'hey i looked up the place how does x time sound? don't worry about#the cost i got you it's your birthday!' (i'd be happy to pay anyway for the record the money isn't the issue)#just.#yeah.
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its 4 am and well, im not doomscrolling but i have thoughts lol... i should turn them off and go back to sleep
#minhmy rambles#for the record right now im completely fine like. im not gonna let this stupid orange stop me#thankfully im relatively safe in my state and im so so glad for it but y'know. you never know#but yesterday i was busy w work and also loads of other things like Being Sick so didn't have the mental fortitude to keep up w everything#and i think its helped me like. im not gonna dwell on it. i shouldn't. yeah things Suck but id rather live my life day by day and Not/#self-destruct over it. and this is just me as well. ik everyone else is freaking out and you all have a right to. i just have to keep going#like its not me trying to be callous or y'know high and mighty for feeling better over it than others i don't wanna come off like that but.#i just feel safe here in hawaii things obvs still suck like i said and things can get worse esp for us but i feel safe here ill be ok#and i worry for my friends and everyone whose lives are impacted way more strongly than me and have a lot to worry about#like it could just be me being ignorant. or whatever. but i know everything is bad i just can't let it affect me rn#me rambling as if someones gonna read this and judge me so harshly...!!!#but its just the truth. im sad for everyone but i can keep going and so should you. i have so much to live for and if the only reason you/#have now is spite then you should do it. hey maybe someone will successfully kill the guy. instead of missing. but once these 4 years/#of hell are over we won't have him again. it might be even worse then#like in terms of presidential canididates. i know this. but its okay itll be okay#and i cant ask that ppl will adopt the same attitude as me lol i know im an outlier for sure but. its gonna be okay regardless#ill be okay despite being afab poc and Also autistic (ig i shouldn't look to getting a diagnosis yet which sucks..) but i'll Be Okay#and i hope everyone else will be too; in time.
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