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I know green faction doesn't have a leader and is supposed to be that everyone has an equal weight of their opinion, but I believe wholeheartedly that bad is the leader or in some sense in charge. they could NEVER vote out bad from the faction, no matter what, that's HIS faction and they all deep down know it.
the same with pangi (apparently) getting mad over tubbo joining the faction without him being consulted. like is this dude going to be mad at bad for making that decision? hell nah. he's gonna gun it out on tubbo if anything.
bad's in a position where he can say yes to an member joining his faction while said person communicated he will contribute NOTHING. he's so confident that he can do the faction quests by himself that people have just turned into numbers and an way to torment the kingdom.
he's also just the yes-andy all the faction members need. owen tearing apart the kingdom. tubbo and his hatred for blue. pangi's love affair with pili1 (and pili2?). krow's pure hatred for the system. as long as they have a bit of hatred in their heart and that their goal isn't to kill foolish, everything is going his way.
#the realm smp#my stupid stuff#honey badgers#tr!bad#ALSO idea:#i'm stupid and can't understand bad's gain from this#but whatevs#maybe he was feeling lonely#realm yap
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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Does anyone else think about how Sakura was so excited and FRIENDLY to Suo when he thought he was a foreigner? If I had to count how often I think about that I'd say I'm never not thinking about it.
He introduced himself so POLITELY. Even tried to accommodate him by greeting him in English. He was so fuckin stoked thinking he was being kind to a foreigner.
(I'm also always thinking about how he got out the "I am-" and the part he got stuck at was his name my booooyyyy 😭)
#Sakura wants to be hospitable to foreigners confirmed#Nirei would drag them to all the most fun places - to interrogate them#Suo would tell them lies like 'beware of those pesky tsuchinoko. They'll get ya.'#Sakura Haruka I know what you are - a NICE BOY#who worries about lonely people#second languages r hard mby he was stumped coz he knows first names are customary but is inherently shy about introducing himself as Haruka#i know id feel weird about introducing myself by my last name but maybe i should its HILARIOUS watching people try to pronounce it#wind breaker#sakura haruka#suo hayato#wbk
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Day 16: My saviour
#daily isabeau#isat#in stars and time#isat fanart#isat isabeau#art#isabeau pre change i guess?#that's who the other person is if it's not obvious#i had a better version of this in mind but i couldn't find a good reference for the pose i wanted#anyway#do you ever think about how much isabeau's character is based around other people?#there's the obvious isafrin but most of his moments in the game as well as a lot of his personality is based on helping others#he didn't have many (if any) friends growing up#i think what he needed back then was a supportive friend who would be there for him always#so he changed and grew to be the kind of person he needed growing up#to be the kind of person that would have befriended him when he was on his own#maybe he believes the only kind of person that would have been there for him#is someone who doesn't think about themselves?#someone who always puts others first#is the only kind of person who could be friends with someone like him#and he didn't get that#so he became that#but it still feels like he's neglecting the lonely kid who needed him in the first place#i feel like he'd realize this eventually#but i'd love to see him when he's fully himself
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Pepper Jack is so happy that he found one (1) person in the godforsaken world @cuppajj created that is actually relatively normal/sane and treats him well without any ulterior motives... That witch wearing his mother's face is unbearable in every sense of the word; that strange, sleeping husk wearing his father's is too busy fermenting in a kimchi jar to engage him in any meaningful conversation (not that Jack doesn't try, anyway). Yellow Feather is, well and truly, the only friend he has in this universe. And you can bet that he's going to cling to her like his life depends on it it probably does to some degree idk
Yellow Feather is very fond of the boy; it's hard not to be. He's so sweet and adorable! And yet... there's just something about him. Why does he look so familiar? He looks like... No, it can't be. That's impossible. Her Radiance never had children. But then... His face... Whose face could that be, if not hers? And his eyes... Those look painfully familiar, too. Where has she seen that shade of red before...?
#his wings are fully outstretched. that's how happy he is lol (you can often tell Jack's true feelings by the state of his wings)#also he thinks it's really sad that YF has amnesia. he wants to help her remember who she is#then maybe. hopefully. they can find a way to send him home afterwards... right?#i wasn't sure which of YF's features to dub as the “defining” one for coloring...#...so I just went ahead and colored her scarf + her little Triforce hair clip. might as well lol#also ignore that I don't understand how to draw folds in clothes please and thank you#cookie run kingdom#beast ancients au#yellow feather cookie#pepper jack cookie#burningcheese#goldenspice#baby bird was in desperate need of an adult ok :( the only other adult he trusts is in a coma and being used as a battery#give him a break :( let him yap :( please he's so scared and lonely in this horrible place
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Danny moved to Gotham.
Freakshow is touring in Gotham.
Freakshow knows Danny is in Gotham.
Danny knows Freakshow is still after him.
Danny's faith in heroes has been shattered.
Danny turns to the only person powerful enough to run Freakshow out of town, hopefully for good.
Danny turns to the Joker for help.
The Joker is looking for a new punching bag sidekick after Harley Quinn left him.
Danny is just the perfect person to be shaped by the Joker's hands.
Danny becomes the new Joker Junior.
#pondhead blurbs#dpxdc#how we feeling about this fellas#i think it's an ideal angst fic#but i don't wanna write it lol#the younger danny is the worse it gets#someone said that danny shouldn't be afraid of the joker because he's a clown and freakshow is a ringmaster. not a clown#if i find that post i'll tag the creator cause i can't remember rn#but i'm imagining danny who is heavily traumatized and scared and lonely#finding out that one of his worst enemies he hoped to never see again is hunting him and is so close danny has to check his eyes every day#just to make sure they haven't turned red#his anxiety is out of control and he's not about to go find a Bat or Bird to talk to#who would believe him anyways? he's a monster#but danny needs help cause he will not survive this on his own and he knows it#freakshow haunts his every waking dream#but freakshow isn't from gotham. he doesn't have the city's curses engraved into his blood. he never died and he's not truly teasing death#so danny chooses to plead for help from the only predator bigger than freakshow (in his eyes) who IS from gotham#danny goes to the Joker. prepared to offer everything but his free will and free mind. he can't give those up. it's all he has.#danny is a feral house cat asking a tiger to take care of a mountain lion for him by offering the tiger his own liver on a silver platter#joker is...delighted? maybe? no one is quite sure. but he takes what danny offers.#here is this little boy. almost the same age as the second robin when he died. pleading for the JOKER to be his savior. this will be fun
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Does Scar sometimes, while looking at the remnants of the secret life bases, feel relief that he killed every other player because now he is not alone because no one wants to be his friend but because there is no one to be his friend...
#I know he most probably regrets not allying with Grian as soon as he asked#because why would Grian wait for him out of everyone#I know he feels regret for killing everyone especially pearl because she was the closest thing to a friend he ever had#I know he feels sad lonely and a lot of other things#but maybe he's kind of relived too.#what if instead of pure despair his feelings are bittersweet#goodtimewithscar#goodtimeswithscar#trafficblr#secret life smp#slsmp#life series#traffic light smp#traffic smp#grian#pearlescentmoon#ladi rambles#sl smp#traffic life#life series smp#life smp
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Thinking about Yusuf and Nicolò as young men again
#the old guard#kaysanova#yusuf al kaysani#nicolo di genova#siggy draws#it ain't much but it's more than i've drawn in months. i miss this sort of cartoony style. like a dreamworks movie almost lol#my brain conjured an anime ending apparently and i can't explain why#maybe they're too girly looking but i didn't feel like using reference pictures so i guess they're bishounen sdfghfds#ahh i usually have director's commentary in the tags#yusuf is probably around 23-25 and nico is 19-22? though i can't say confidently that yusuf would be able to grow a full beard at 23#but maybe he can maybe he's just that powerful#they're either very sad and lonely or very pensive. or both. maybe they're longing for something more... maybe a true love#i also dk what these clothes are. yusuf has some good clothes on. is probably flourishing as a merchant but still longs for More#nicolo is wearing... a tunic? but it could be a thin gambeson instead. maybe he's learning how to use a sword#i try to capture their best assets in this doodly style: yusuf's eyelashes and cute ears and weirdly shaped eyebrows#and nicolo's nose and heavy brow and the fact that he has almost no lips from the side lol
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The sky is so beutiful today, so why the long face?
#my art#kirby oc#kirby#oc#kirby's dream land 3#<- bg is kinddda inspired by it :]#me when im feeling down and as i look around the pretty landscape THAT child who also happens to be my brothers student#randomly sits down and starts talking about how he likes to play and draw and make friends and take naps.#and why the hell is cheering me up WHAT#<- falce#he was maybe just feeling a little lonely.#tear falling from my eye. AAGHHHH#im gonna cry over my own art YES I AM!!!!!!!!!!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!#maybe ill sketch down a continuation of this maybe. oh my lord
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Thinking about how if Shermy Pines. And like, if he is the baby, he’d be born in the 1970s and be 40 by 2012 and he’s already a grandad. He had to be a teen dad in the 80s (after a severe economic recession) and then his kid ended up being a teen parent by 1999 (Which is 8 years before ANOTHER SEVERE ECONOMIC RECESSION LOL)
Also he was born into a pretty broken family, probably rarely if ever saw his brothers. Do you think he ever saw Stanley before he had to start pretending to be Ford? Do you think Ford visited from college??? Because he didn’t seem confident facing his father until he made millions, so like???
And, like, do you think Filbrick and Caryn changed as parents by the time they raised Shermy? Because it seems like a trend that as parents get older they mellow out a bit, so Shermy probably has a completely different experience with their parents then Stan and Ford, and talking to them is just “is this seriously the same parents???” (Imagine the silent resentment that’d cause 😭😭😭)
Personally I headcannon that Shermy had a daughter (Mabel and Dipper’s mom) and not a son like it says on the wiki because c’mon. Can he just have a daughter. Idk why this is important to me but… c’mon. Can he just have a daughter. It just feels right to me.
#gravity falls#Shermy pines#sherman pines#him being the same age as my parents feels weird#also him and his kid would’ve had kids at like age 14#he’d be like 28 by the time Mabel and Dipper are born#CAN YOU IMAGINE#not even 30 yet#no wonder Mabel and Dipper’s parents are fighting#they got together in like freshman year#that’s if their actual parents are still together#is Shermy even alive tho? bc why didn’t Mabel and Dipper’s parents send them to their actual grandparents#maybe Shermy was an awful parent or something#or maybe he was busy with something else and Stanley was eager to take them#I imagine the call to ‘Stanford’ would’ve been like#‘hey I know you’re probably busy doing scientific research and all but#would you possibly be able to take Mabel and Dipper for the summer?’#and his reaction was just ‘YES. YES. ABSOLUTELY YES. WHEN CAN YOU SEND THEM OVER? CAN YOU SEND THEM OVER NOW???’#Or maybe they just remembered how happy Stan was when he saw Mabel and Dipper for the first time#supposedly he refused to give them back lol#so they’re like ‘hey he’s a lonely old guy. maybe he’d like to spend the summer with the kids’#bc they’re probably aware it’s a lot to ask for someone to take some kids for a WHOLE summer#also maybe Shermy just doesn’t live in a place suitable for kids#like ‘Stanford’ has a whole cabin in the woods#Shermy ‘I had to raise kids in an economic crisis’ Pines might live in an apartment or something#that or he’s dead.#how fucked up would it be if he ACTUALLY died in a car crash#and Stanley winces as his faked death didn’t age well
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y'know i don't believe i've ever seen anyone talk at length about randall and alphonse post-MM. i've been thinking about them a lot recently. they should get to be friends again
#thoughts#professor layton spoilers#i mean. imagine you're dalston. you're a lonely idiot teenager. you've been pushing away your friend lately#and then he dies and you lose your chance to ever be friends with him again#and on randall's end i've been thinking about like... i wonder if there's things he feels like he can't talk about with angela and henry#he's been someone else for 18 years. he's a fundamentally different person from the randall that lived in stansbury#the randall that lived in stansbury is the one everyone's been waiting for. but that randall doesn't exist anymore#perhaps he really did die in that ravine in a manner of speaking#but he can't acknowledge that out loud. how would they react? would they think him ungrateful? would they feel betrayed?#and maybe it's not so much that as much as he wouldn't know. they wouldn't tell him. everyone's so closed-off these days#he's not certain that's how it would go but that's the entire problem. the uncertainty#so maybe he'd start talking more with his old friend. his friend who always speaks his mind and tells you exactly what he's thinking#sorry if this incoherent lol. brain is. not being very functional today#and of course this may or may not be my randalston hypothesising#mostly i just think it would be an interesting dynamic to explore and i've never seen anyone do it#listen. recovering manipulated amnesiac who probably feels kind of weird now when people can't be upfront with him#X guy who tells it like he sees it no matter what#i think it would be fascinating
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I know this isn’t a particularly common characterization of them (at least not what I’ve seen) but I personally think of the two;
Shanks rarely gets restless, he’s the one more content to just bask in a moment, it may not be in silence but he’s comfortable just doing nothing with his crew. As long as there’s alcohol, a hammock and the people he loves, Shanks is straight.
Contrary to that Mihawk is always itching to do something, entertain himself in some way. If he’s not dueling/training, he’s gardening if it’s not that then he’s cooking or he’s reading and if nothing else will do then he naps. but he’s always trying to occupy his time with something.
I think a lot of people don’t notice it because it’s not the jittery hyperactivity that people associate with it. But Mihawk is restless, endlessly so. He’s in a never ending fight with his boredom but it’s all internal.(except when he decides to make it someone else’s problem ala Don Krieg)
Mihawk’s the type of dude to implode instead of explode so it makes sense that things like restlessness don’t really show themselves in an outwardly physical way. Instead it’s more of an internal pressure and incessant need to stave off boredom. But because of his preference for being alone and the fact that the activities he chooses aren’t ones usually associated with restlessness. It goes unnoticed.
Except by Shanks who’s always going out of his way to make the life of a pretty little birdie a litte more interesting.
#Mishanks#It’s less flitting from project to project and more this burning need to be entertained#throwing thoughts to the void#it’s something I identify heavily with because by appearances I’m just lying in bed at peace#but restlessness and boredorm are a Pressing heat in my head that’s hard to get rid off#so maybe that’s why I identify with him that way#but I’m interested to hear other peoples opinions on this#I know alot of people characterize Shanks as hyperactive but he’s always felt more bubbly calm to me#like he’s sunny and loud but in a lazy way but that might just be his age showing#I’m not shitting on the take just thought I’d give my perspective#Shanks being the only one to truly see how lonely Mihawk is is something I hold dear to my heart#and something I’ll probably one day post about#dracule mihawk#akagami no shanks#hawkeye mihawk#one piece#op#red hair shanks#a character who has Mihawk’s general disposition but not his restlessness#is Zoro who much like Shanks is just chill to be lazing away in the sun in the presence of his crew#and sure he trains a lot but it never feels like it’s because he’s just looking for something to do
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THE ENERGY AND CHAOS IN KUUKOUS MOVEMENT
THE CALMNESS AND MEASURE IN GHOST KUUKOUS MOVEMENT
#vee queued to fill the void#hypdream’s the dream#STILLNESS AND MOTION I LOVE THIS SONG LMAO#I LOVE GHOST KUUKOU EVEN THO IDK HIM YET AHHHHHHHHHHHH#THAT INHALE BEFORE HE MOVES INTO ACTION IS EVERYTHING TO ME#IS THIS A KUUKOU THAT CONSIDERS HIS ACTIONS INSTEAD OF TRUSTING HIS PRINCIPLES#IS HE A KUUKOU THATS NOT SO QUICK TO ACT???? MAYBE BC HE SEES SO MANY PATHS AND BRANCHES?????#as far as i can tell??? ghost kuukou is rapping how all the sad and lonely people die the same#but if you turn your eyes towards him he’ll save you from this society where there’s no meaning in living#AND WHEN HE SAYS SALVATION HE SMILES ALL PRETTILY AND ITS HIS ONLY SMILE AS HE BECOMES A BEACON OF LIGHT#WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH GHOST KUUKOU ILY ALREADYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY#AND THEN BOY WE ALL KNOW AND LOVE AT PEAK COCKY AND PEAK BRAT#PREACHING THAT USUAL SPIEL DESTROY ALL WICKEDNESS DONT LET ANYTHING HOLD YOU DOWN AND FOLLOW YOUR OWN TRUTHS#BELIEVE IN THYSELF BITCH LMAO#that ghost kuukou memory card where he’s surrounded by delinquents and him saying he’ll be the light to guide#feels a lot like his nb self actually lol like it lines up with what happened when he first landed in bukuro#it’s neat ‘s all lol i hope i get to see how they interact with each other soon 😭😭😭
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911: Lone Star | TK Strand & Carlos Reyes in S4E12
#911 lone star#911lsedit#tarlos#tk strand#carlos reyes#tw: alcohol#this scene has probably already been giffed a bunch already but who cares#I just love tk in this scene in particular#his plaid shirt#him cooking dinner and lighting candles and getting wine all for carlos#but also seeing carlos' reaction to it all and knowing he needed to be reassured that tk wasn't doing this to get him to change his mind#such a small part of it but so important#making clear that tk is doing this not to manipulate feelings but to show love and appreciation#but again... the plaid shirt. I just love the plaid shirt on tk ngl lol#maybe another outfit appreciation post is needed for that one#my gifs#long post#episode: s04e12 swipe left
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ok hi im back again. can we talk about the hero harem. i wanna talk about the hero harem.
so. what do i mean by this. well, think of a dating sim. now stop thinking about a dating sim bc its not anything like the hero harem. the hero harem is an all you can eat buffet. a basket of bread at a restaurant. chips and dip.
the hero harem is a game of hungry hungry hippos.
see, we can all agree that hero is like. the de facto leader. he's kind and empathetic. a nice guy. easy to get along with. but most importantly: he's the voice you start with. the one you always have. the closest to the long quiet. the closest to the shifting mound as well. this means something probably. but most importantly, it means something to the other voices. they're disjointed and argumentative and the only thing keeping them together is sharing a body.
now, what happens when you give them their own bodies? chaos. absolute fucking chaos. probably some attempted murder as well. but hero wldnt let that happen. he's the glue holding them together. their rock.
what im getting at is, they're all codependant as fuck. clinginess varies but its present in all of them. always an arm around his shoulders or hand on his arm or. just hands everywhere. they're all very touchy in my mind. physical sensation is very novel to them and they want to get everything out of it they can. preferably with their hero.
you may be wondering. do they fight? do they tug at him like a barbie doll? growl and tug like dogs with a rope? maybe a little. in subtle ways. but its more like a class pet type situationship. he is theirs collectively. they pass him around like a bottle of bud lite is what im saying. like "its been one of those days. pass the hero" ykno. they all have their grubby little claws on him. and if we're adding the vessels? oh my god its like a fucking joint at a party. they are all in that shit. like cheeto dust on ur fingers. but like. its feather dust.
anyways, hero is a little silly guy who loves affection he's soaking this shit up dont worry about him. they feed him, they walk him. he gets plenty of sunlight ykno. its fine. hes fine.
#slay the princess#hero starts talking and my stomach starts growling#i need to eat him so bad#hes like 'maybe we could just leave' and im like 'do you come with a side of fries'#hes soooooo. squirmy and wiggly#he would ooze#dont ask what thats supposed to mean i dont have an answer#anyways smitten IS the one who hoards him the most#paranoid is second bc he uses him as a body pillow#i think theres some angst there abt not sharing a body anymore and feeling more. lonely or empty#and being close to each other soothing that itch#like. no personal space. for any of them. they NEED physical touch 24/7 or Else#and hero like. always willing to provide that closeness#idk. its hard to put jnto words#but you get it right
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idek how to word it but I’ve always seen it as that Crowfeathers love interests, rather than actually liking him like they think they, they are just attached to what they think they can get from him.
I refuse to believe that Feathertail had any romantic interest in Crowfeather. I am NOT talking about her.
Leafpool was starting to feel lonely and unneeded in ThunderClan, and then boom, Crowfeather came along.
Nightcloud wanted a husband and children and she just latched onto the worst possible guy for that.
Even Tawnypelt, who feels disrespected by her entire clan and doesn’t feel attached to it anymore, didn’t start thinking about him like that at all, until he made it obvious that he respected her.
yeahhhh like this is what im saying!!
#and this in itself is not really a crowfeather dunk from me bc i think this interpretation makes him and his relationships more interesting#king of doomed miserable loveless relationships. most divorcable warrior cat#i do prefer feathertail not reciprocating but i think she did genuinely like and care about him#maybe not romantically but does more than leafpool thinks she loves him or than nightcloud wants to love him#we dont even know if he'll reciprocate tawny's feelings or even if she'll confess#im PRESUMING he likely will given the setup but i can easily see the erins having him turn her down#but regardless. i think something in the way crowfeather is and presents himself has this very projectable allure#he's unconventional and mysterious (because he's miserable and pushes everyone in his life away unless it's convienent)#he seems interested in them (because he's lonely and wants a girlfriend so bad but nobody fits the very specific ideal he's after)
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